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when you make a decision to change something for the better in your life but you still have to keep living as is for a bit 💥💥💥💥💥💥
#i speak#ive been thinking about stopping classical piano lessons for a while now and i finally made up my mind. i just dont have the time#and it feels nice but its also kind of scary bc i havent had a break from it for longer than two months since i was 3. lmao#but what finally got me to make up my mind is the decision to start jazz piano lessons instead. which i have wanted to learn for years#since i have the technique it wont be like learning an instrument from scratch but i will be basically a beginner again. which is less of a-#-time commitment#but ill still be playing and FINALLY will learn to improvise :)#its a relief to have decided this but unfortunately i still have two performances i have to do this week 😭#hence. this post
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put those big brown eyes away dude now is NOT the time
#og post#this is about any rob mcelhenney character. hence my last post re: hunting him for sport#containment breach
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Replaying those hard levels as an adult and doing them first try…
#zelda#tloz oot#link#coffe art#I’ll try to slowly catch up to my posts on insta#hence the 2023 date#also look at them aw
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When I broke the cycle, I made sure that the tear was rough. You carry a part of what should be her, and she carries a part of what should be you.
#slay the princess#illustration#art#stp princess#the long quiet#stp narrator#arguably lol#slay the princess spoilers#scopophobia#tw scopophobia#i've been wanting to use the narrator's quote there as a caption for the longest time#originally i wanted it to be for a pair of black and white pieces of lq and the princess but i lost steam on that halfway through#(still have the finished piece for quiet! probably not gonna post it here though) (it's pretty old by now)#this piece was also partly inspired by the girl from the other side#hence the skull and cloth and hatching#i finally watched the movie ova can you tell? lol#my art#anytime i post art i always end up rambling in the tags#does anybody even read these?#if you do uh#i hope you have a nice day :^)
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More jambound AAAAAGHHHHH THE AGONYYYYY
#sorry I started randomly seeing The Horrors hence the screaming#just a fun messy little painting thang ^_^#pv was so difficult to draw in this for no reason SMH#the background makes me feel like it’s the nyan cat space#jambound#shadow milk cookie#pure vanilla cookie#shadowvanilla#pureshadow#matt’s awesome posts#my art
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a local married couple teaching a guy how to be married to them too
#diomedes#penelope#odysseus#i should draw more of my dear polycule#odypendio#odydiopen#tagamemnon#odydio#ᡣ𐭩 wife and husband and husband#lately into knights hence the pfp change#greek mythology#the iliad#the odyssey#digital art#odyssey#odypen#post odyssey
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Needle Felt Siffrin Build Log: (oct 6 - nov 20, 2024)
Credits goes wholely to @insertdisc5 for creating ISAT and siffrin's design! I am just here to attempt to make cool fanart (and get more people to play isat.. my devious plans are going great so far :3) As always, this isn't a tutorial- it is just a log about how i go about approaching a sculpture and I hope this collection of resources can help others make their own sifs!!
PSA: this has some spoilers for endgame CGs/sprites on my references image board ( also might see it in the backgrounds of my process pics). And bc this is needle felting, you will see some sharp needles! beware!
my inspiration was the intro cutscene where Sif eats the star, so my main goal was to adhere to the style of ISAT as closely as possible while transfering it to 3D space. And I knew i also wanted to try making the cloak for stopmotion purposes, so my process was tailored towards having control over the fabric with wire inlaid within the cloak (more on that later).
I ended up not sticking eyebrows on top of siffrin's bangs lol but anyways, first order of business is Gather Reference! v important. pureref is free and an awesome program. I also do some sketches to visualize the pose and important details i wanted to include in the sculpt.
behold the isat wiki gallery page! tawnysoup wrote an awesome ISAT style guide that absolutely rings true in 3d space too!! adrienne made a sif hair guide here!! (sorry i couldnt find the original link, but it's on the wiki). It says ref komaeda hair so that's what i looked at, along with other adjacent hairstyles! I also like doing drawovers on in progress photos to previs shapes n stuff to get a better idea of the end result.
Also if you're like me and struggle with translating stuff into 3D space, take a look at how people make 3d models and figurines! sketchfab is also a great resource! I looked at the link botw model by Christoph Schoch here for hair ref. (I used Maya, but there's a blender version too ! you can pose characters too if your model has been rigged!)
Face:
Started off blocking out the main shapes of eyelids and iris, and then filling in the colour details in the iris and the star highlights before moving onto adding thin black outlines and eyelashes. I didn't take many in-progress photos cause i kept ripping stuff out to redo them many many times, sorry!! This eye took about 3 hrs bc i just wasn't happy with it!! Sometimes it do be the vibe to give up, go to bed and see how it looks in the morning (more often than naught, it looks fine and it was the "dont trust yourself after 9pm" speaking)

The Mouth:
Couldn't decide if i even wanted to add a mouth as per usual with all my humanoid sculptures.. but i did some drawover tests first to see what expression i liked and to try to visualize it from multiple angles. (I was also testing the placement of stars on the hat brim here)
And then I redid the mouth like 3 times cause the angle just wasn't right (this went on for about the course of a week yay!)
Hair: woe baldfrin be upon ye


I made the hair strands individually first, and then since Sif has some of the hair at the back dyed black, i covered some of the tips with black wool (manually) (I think it would go much faster if i just took a marker to it, but hahaha i love pain and detailing!! )
And then the rest of it was positioning strands with sewing pins layer by layer, always looking at it from different multiple angles- sometimes tailoring the angle or swoop of individual hair flippies. At one point I thought the back looked too cluttered, but the hat covers a lot of it anyways!! yay for hiding mistakes! (imo this is a similar process to how cosplayers style wigs, but on a smaller scale and the same level of time consuming)
As always, look to your reference for guides, and I always do a whole bunch of drawovers over in progress photos to ascertain what was working and what wasn't.
Hat:
A trick to get a super pointy tip, make another tip seperately while keeping the connection point unfelted, and then combine the two to make super pointy hat!! (this also helps if you made the hat too short and need it to be taller. ask me how i know)
The embroidery on the hat brim was done in a hoop and then invisible stitched to the felted top portion. Technically you don't need a hoop but it helps keep the fabric tension, so you avoid puckers in your embroidery. You can also use iron-on stabilizer if your fabric is loose weave or particularly thin. this is the tutorial i used for the stars embroidery! particularly the fly stitch one, french knots, and the criss-cross stitches. highly recommend needlenthread for embroidery stitches and techniques! i learned all my embroidery from this single site alone.

For fabric, I think I used a polycotton i had in my stash,, unsure of the actual fiber content bc i bought it a long time ago. I used DMC Satin floss which was nice and subtle shiny but frayed a lot so it was kind of a pain to stitch with... but keep a short thread length and perservere through it!! After the embroidery was done, I folded up the raw edges and invisible sewed it to the top portion of the hat.
General shape:
Ok general structure of the body is this: wire armature body covered with black wool -> cloak lining & wire cage -> edge of lining is invisibly sewn to the main cloak at the hem -> head
Don't be afraid to mess around with the pattern, it's essentially a pizza with a slice taken out of it to form a steep cone shape!! Use draft paper before cutting into felt to save material! (i think i made like 3 cloaks before i was happy with the shape lol).
You can also hide the seam of the cloak and collars by gently messing up the fibers of the felt with your fingers or a felting needle btw! you can also sandpaper the seams according to Sarah Spaceman in this vid (highly recommend them for their in depth cosplay/crafting builds holy smokes), though since sif cloak is at such a smol scale, I just blended the seam with my felting needle.
For the lining wire cage section, I sewed in wire around the cloak, so the main rotation point is at the top neck area under the collar. These paddles are used to keep whatever pose I need the cloak to be in for stopmotion purposes. Then after the wire is done, I invisibly sewed the lining to the cloak at the hem (same technique as the hat brim to the lining there).
In hindsight, I should've used a thinner fabric for the lining, but i only had sheer white in my stash so had to go with double felt, thus resulting in a really bulky lining but oh well!

Heels:
started with the general boot shape, then tacking on the diamond shape heel stack and also diamond shape sole bc we're committed to the bit here. I skewer the boot onto the armature which also conveniently hides the connection point into the base to keep the whole thing upright and also I can rotate the boot to tweak the angle if needed.

Pins:
I kinda just trial and error'd jewellery wire with pliers into the pin shapes. They're itty bitty!! had a whole bunch of fails before i got two nice ones. A hot tip is to use needle nose pliers and wrap the wire around the tip to get a smooth circle shape!

Base:
I smoothed out the edge of a circular wood base with a dremel, and then used wood stainer to get the black colour. It ended up kinda looking like I took a sharpie to it, but whatever.... now i have a whole ass can of black wood stainer........ I then made a rough mountain of black wool and stuck the feet armature in. And now he's standing!!

Normally at this point when I'm done felting everything, to get a smooth finish, I'd take a small pair of scissors and carefully snip away any flyaway fibers, but this time, I just left them fluffy cause i think that's what sif would do :3c
Photoshoot:
Normally I do shoots using daylight but it was winter so the sun was nonexistent. So I broke out the home lighting setup aka dollarstore posterboard for a nice smooth background, and then hit it with the overhead Fill, side Fill 2, and Rim light, and use white paper/posterboard for bounce light if one side feels too dark. But if things are overexposed, you can move the light sources away until the harshness dims down. I'm using a Olympus mirrorless camera (handed down to me by my sibling so i dont remember the model exactly), which can connect to my phone as a remote so I can avoid shaking the camera when i take photos. Pretty nifty for stopmotion purposes! (yes my camera stand is a stack of notebooks, a tissuebox and some eva foam under the lens, don't judge me)


Stopmotion animation:
I'm still figuring stopmo out on my part, but my process was straight ahead animation ... move the cloak a cm, take a pic.... move another cm, click.... and repeat until i get a version I was happy with. My ref was the cloak animation from Gris (beautiful game btw). The 2d star animation was also done straight ahead using procreate, exported in png with a transparent background, and finally stitched together with the stopmotion footage in photoshop.
My turnarounds are also stopmotion! also secret hack, the turntable is a fidget spinner sticky tacked to a cake platter.
And i think that's all! i mainly wanted to share how I go about thinking about taking a 2d concept and moving it to 3D. I also didn't go in depth into how to actually do the needle felting bc I don't think I''d be very helpful I'm a very good teacher by telling yall to just keep stabbing until it looks right (i'm self taught for this hobby),,, if anyone wants it though, i can share a bunch of tutorials and other felters' process that helped me learn more needle felting!
Hopefully this was helpful to someone! Feel free to send asks if ya got any questions or if anything needs clarification! Or show me your works! I love seeing other people's crafts :3
here have a cookie for making it this far 🥐
#in stars and time#siffrin#isat#isat siffrin#isat fanart#needle felt#soft sculpture#know that i am devouring all the nice words yall leave in the tags/comments of my posts :holding back tears:#I hesitate to call this a tutorial bc this is just how i fumble my way through crafting anything lmao#the only reason I know how long I worked on a project are timestamps on wip photos and however long the day's video essay or letsplay is#sorry time is immaterial when i get into crafting mode#reason why this log is so late is bc after i finish a project i'm perpetually hit with the ray of 'i dont ever want to look at this again'#hence why photos never get edited#AND THIS POST SAT IN MY DRAFTS FOR 2 MONTHS DUE TO BLOODBORNE BRAINROT SORRY#done is better than perfect!!!#sorry i dont control the braincell#sorry for using a million exclaimation points! i am not good at this.. conveying my anxiety in written form!!! my toxic trait
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so, i have some thoughts. i feel like the game doesn't explore doey much, so i'm gonna take that as an opportunity to stretch him a lil.
in short, i see him as neither one whole nor 3 kids in a trench coat, but something in the middle of the two: a grown up who never really got to experience a proper childhood, the 3 originals in a blend with each other.
the time between creation and game events likely is enough for them to learn how to cooperate (up until. yknow). collectively or individually though, goddamn they need therapy
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1st image:
point at head with teeth peeking: teeth may show more subtly, particularly when mischevious
point at hat: hat always at an angle
point at hand: stubby hands omg <3
point at neck: neck constantly bent in some fashion
Generally friendly and curious, may be more closed off and bitter if kevin is more dominant.
Collectively an adult due to passage of time and gaining experience, but still retains some more childish traits due to isolation from outside world and trauma, both collective and individual (holy shit do they need therapy).
Parts operate more or less seamlessly, but depending on situation some may show more or less of their traits.
When stressed, cooperation between parts may break down.
2nd image:
Kevin
present strongest when angry, most of anger processing goes through him.
not actually angry/cranky all of the time though, just a bit more gruff/edgy compared to the other two. tends to show teeth when talking.
over the years learned to control his rage better, can redirect it into being a bit of a troll w/ the others
understandably, safe haven's destruction made him revert and lose all restraint, resulting in lashing out, mixed with extreme emotions from others.
Jack
loved doey strongest before conversion (rip), as such expressions tend to default to his
learned to cope with constantly fighting for survival by cracking jokes and being more optimistic
present strongest when happy, may speak more childishly when in distress or comfortable
reverts into reliving trauma of death and family loss with safe haven's destruction
Matt
present strongest when focused on the leader role, strikes a balance between kevin and jack
through time learned to focus more on necessary action rather than allowing to succumb to past guilt
definitely still very stressed out from responsibility, especially after poppy leaving, learned not to show it through cooperation with kevin and jack
safe haven's destruction just plunges him straight into a guilt spiral
Note pointing at bottom notes for each: safe haven's destruction is a massively traumatic event for them, resulting in the three regressing into child selves from distress, mixed in with emotions from individual traumatic memories
#poppy playtime#poppy playtime fanart#poppy playtime 4#poppy playtime chapter 4#doey the doughman#doey fanart#doey ppt#doey poppy playtime#doodle post#i guess in plural terms i see them as something of a median system#from what ive seen: not a huge fan of people showing kevin as Just an aggressive kid. there's anger issues obviously#but i prefer interpreting the originals as more than just emotions if that makes sense. they were people#idk how i feel about him being seen as just 3 kids either. maybe i just see too much of myself in him. hence why i feel the need to specify#that i interpret him as a severely traumatized adult. i characterize him from the lens of a plural young adult living with effects of traum#i guess i just wanted to make that clear before i make anything else involving him
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spiritual successor to my first post on here
#my art#jojo's bizarre adventure#jojos bizarre adventure#jjba#stone ocean#jolyne cujoh#jolyne kujo#my first post was not nearly as exciting looking as this hence why im not calling it a redraw#but yknow. its a redraw in spirit#happy over 4 years of being on this site to me#2024
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a collection of abandoned wips + ideas for poe's pre-campaign design that i desperately need to revisit bc he's so handsome
#my hobby is forgetting to post things i actually really enjoy making bc they're wips. holds my head#my art#art#illustration#drawing#artists on tumblr#digital art#dnd#dungeons and dragons#dnd 5e#dungeons and dragons 5e#dnd ocs#dnd oc#dungeons and dragons oc#eladrin#my ocs#oc#ocs#original character#poe#also for context he used to go by kami in universe pre campaign hence why its different in that one image. ok kiss kiss#I HATE HIMMMMM (grinning)
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hey can you guys watch them for a second
#xmen#xmen cartoon#xmen 92#cherik#erik magnus lehnsherr#charles xavier#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#this is so sketchy and Whatever HOWEVER. i needed to scratch that cherik itch this morning#been too long since i doodled them <- its been two days#IT'S THE WEEKEND THO SO NOW ILL GET MORE TIME TO DOODLE THEM YAAAAY#not todaty tho. unfortunately i am busy today so hence the quick doodle this morning#i just needed to see them ...#anyway im not looking at this for too long lest i acknowledge the ninety mistakes ok bye bye#ill cook up something better soon but this cute enough for now so we deal#i almost posted this to the wrong blog like my god i woulda thrown up
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Wolfie and Four friendship appreciation doodles! They're shared secrets besties! I hope Four's distrust of the shadow crystal doesn't drive anything between them. Wild found his way into this compilation with a force. It seems I can't draw Wolfie and not include him too!
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu four#lu twilight#lu wolfie#lu wild#lu legend#lu hyrule#fairy hyrule#I drew most of these on my weekends at camp#hence the swearing probably lol can't swear in front of the campers#man I did not leave that mountain for the whole summer and I wouldn't have it any other way#I was there 6+ weeks straight#some of the other counselors who also stayed and I would occasionally make the hour drive into town#a bunch of us went to see the Barbie movie together and like 2/3 through the film the fire alarm went off and we were evacuated ajhsgfsdf#we all held hands to not be separated in case there was an actual emergency and some guy was like 'look at the preschoolers'#AND AAAAA I won't be separated from my counselor buddies!!!! RAAAHH this is what we would have gotten the kids to do#so I guess we're just too good at our jobs lol#that one LU post with the lads lined up with their bows? It's AWESOME#but I taught a bunch of kids archery this summer and none of the lads have the right posture lol#I'm walking up and down that line readjusting all of them ahsgdsdf#Imagine Wars going to Wind though like 'remember to pull back to your smile! :D '#and Wind just deadeye staring him down like you serious rn?#caught and removed a scorpion from the lake cabin biffy this summer - that was very exciting#calmed the campers down and put them to bed and then rolled up my sleeves and asked the program staff who was staying with us#for emotional support#her only experience with scorpions was from animal crossing so she was like 'get ready to run' and I'm- I think we'll be okay#anyways it's her perched on one of the toilets with a spray bottle of bleach and me with an empty tupperware from dinner#I caught it under the tupperware but IT MOVED THE TUPPERWARE#we drowned it in bleach and it like finally died but it took a while and then we flung it into the woods BYE BUGGY
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People on tumblr are like and I blocked that person as a form of activism and resistance and uplifted myself in the process
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when the legs go around the waist >>>
+ behind the scenes footage we're so glad to have:
#the eclipse#the eclipse the series#akkayan#only friends#only friends the series#sandray#the heart killers#kantbison#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#bibi gifs#📩#thai bl#mlm#thkedit#oftsedit#long post#i love when a man gives us arched back and ass up#since everything is now mature content at least this one will be flagged accordingly#tho honestly this is so tame#note that in some of these you can't see if they are actually on each other's laps/straddling each other#i however decided to go with what my heart decided was right hence why i didn't delete those gifs despite how long this post became#i could apologize but i will not
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Yom HaShoah has me thinking about how grim it is that we're on the edge of the last generation of Holocaust survivors. The last living testimonies are dying out in a world in which Holocaust denial is getting worse with every generation. But they're more than living testimonies, they're people that survived the worst atrocity in recent history yet carried on and lived their own individual, long, fulfilling lives despite it. They are the sheer image of Jewish resilience. Cherish them.
#i don't have any living survivors within my family the only one i know of died before i was born (hence why my middle name is after her)#but all of the shoah survivors i had the pleasure of knowing are lovely people full of so much life#and it's so important to see them as more than just testimonies#it's wrong to treat their lives as tragedies when so much of them have and are living happy lives now#idk. unusually serious post even for me but i needed to get this out there.#yom hashoah#jumblr#hila has spoken
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WHOA- WHERE DID YOU ALL COME FROM?!
UH- Thank you??? 😭💖✨
I haven't even posted all that much due to midterms so seeing this blew my mind- May not seem like a big number to some, but to me it is! Especially all within one month!
But for now, here's a Shadow Milk Sketch as a thank you!!!

#cookie run#THANK YOU#100 followers#It means a lot to me!! 🥹🫰#Youll be seeing more-#shadow milk cookie x reader#here in a week or two! Gonna do a big post hence the wait!#crk shadow milk cookie#shadow milk cookie#shadow milk#crk#cookie run kingdom
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