#for emotional support

[tabswrites]

Got sidetracked yesterday researching more critters(!!!) for TFE, but I did manage to get about 500 words into Ch. 1 as well.

At least two more special creatures (like Irk and co.) will be introduced but I also plan on adding some weird little birds and bugs to Eternity as well 💜

(The urge to have a mammoth just because I can is so strong but there’s not really a valid excuse for it to exist 😭)

[thegirlivealwaysbeen]

I js wanted to check up on you.How are you doing?is there anything on your mind that you need to talk about?p.s. feel free to message me whenever

mm i’m just having a rough couple days and my bf is being weird and idk

on top of that i’m sick and stressed about finals and my period just started today 😭

[rongrii]

How do you like my jarred weems collection? :D

I only yesterday realised I put him in a jar 3 times already..

[noiselessbuck]

mutuals who like spiderverse have u found any fan art of specifically the part of gwens montage where shes flashing a buncha versions of herself?

[socks-wizard-money-gang]

Also the mutual who sent the ask in my inbox: I saw it

[obsidiannebula]

Every time I see a Divinity reference in BG3 I start vibrating at a higher frequency. Eventually I will start phasing through walls

[greenvillainredemption]

OBTAINED

[fanfolds]

haha yeah cherry and i have bpd. you know, bitchy princess disorder

[imyoursgiogio]

Every party members favourite jojo (because i cant stop thinking about this)

Mike - Jotaro (this is obvious)

Will - Giorno

El - Jonathan

Lucas - Josuke

Max - Jolyne (biggest jolyne fan she would love stone ocean)

Dustin - Josuk8

[milfmoiraine]

maybe i should finally release the horny willem dafoe ask from my inbox

[firebuug]

yknow what im kinda feeling like resetting my lobcorp im gonna try and get sll the abnormalities. lets get it

[bookwyrminspiration]

Response to an ask from Ophelia:

(this is the vent one)

There's nothing to apologize for, I've told you before that it's okay to vent and I meant it. I'm so sorry that you're dealing with all these thoughts and situations. It's entirely unfair to you that things just keep getting harder and harder, but I'm proud of you for continuing to try and dealing with it, for still going. It's not easy in the slightest.

I know you were mostly just venting and getting out a lot of things, but I will say at least that you don't have to be normal about the things you like. And you don't have to try to be normal all the time. It's so draining to put that much effort into something especially when it isn't working out for you. It's unsustainable.

You are not a wasted life. I cannot emphasis that enough. You don't have to do things or be productive or talk to people or go anywhere to be worth living. It is so hard to separate worth from what we can do and accomplish, but you are enough and are worth being alive just as you are. You don't have to be good at anything to be worth something. Maybe I'm more positive than is helpful, but you did pass some of your classes. I think you're being way way way too harsh on yourself. The things you're dealing with are hugely impactful on all aspects of life, of course other things are going to be harder. It's unfair to yourself. And I'd advise against comparing yourself to your younger sibling--or to anyone for that matter. Everyone is in different situations and can accomplish different things and has different skills, comparing yourself is only going to make you feel worse for not reaching someone else's standard.

And guess what? You're not useless and you're not better off dead. Seven and ten year old you were wrong. Entirely and completely wrong. You are not a fool for trying. You are worthy of being alive and make others' lives better--you make my life better just by being in and I quite like having you around. It really sucks when your efforts backfire and you seem to have ended up in a worse place than before, so I am so so sorry that that's the situation you've found yourself in. But I don't think the disappointment you have with yourself is warranted or deserved. Everything I know about you has taught me that you are overwhelmingly cruel and harsh to yourself because you think you deserve it--which you don't. You probably disagree with me there, but please just trust me I know what I'm talking about. You deserve kindness and love and patience and to be treated gently by yourself and others.

I love you too and appreciate you more than I could ever possibly hope to express. I'm glad I'm having a positive impact on your life and hope to continue to do so, as you're a positive impact in my life as well. I really enjoy getting to talk to you when you reach out. I can't tell you what to do, but I think something you can do is be a little nicer to yourself. You don't have to do a complete 180 and start loving yourself unconditionally as that's a huge shift and trying to do that would only make it seem more unachievable, but just toning down the hatred could help. With everything you're going through hating yourself through it isn't going to make any of it any better. I can't make you listen though, but it could be a place to start if you wanted it to be.

(also thank you for the clarification I was getting worried. I'm so sorry you're dealing with all this, but I like having you around <3. also!! family recipes!! I will share one back! they're not secret but my grandma had this chocolate bundt cake my mom makes once a year, so I am sharing that recipe back !!)

[nakakabaliw]

trying to get through the day.

[selfhealingmoments]

[itsbansheebitch]

This works for YouTubers as well lmao

[kingxgarm]

Printing this out and hanging it on my ceiling above my bed 👍