Today my therapist introduced me to a concept surrounding disability that she called "hLep".
Which is when you - in this case, you are a disabled person - ask someone for help ("I can't drink almond milk so can you get me some whole milk?", or "Please call Donna and ask her to pick up the car for me."), and they say yes, and then they do something that is not what you asked for but is what they think you should have asked for ("I know you said you wanted whole, but I got you skim milk because it's better for you!", "I didn't want to ruin Donna's day by asking her that, so I spent your money on an expensive towing service!") And then if you get annoyed at them for ignoring what you actually asked for - and often it has already happened repeatedly - they get angry because they "were just helping you! You should be grateful!!"
And my therapist pointed out that this is not "help", it's "hLep".
Sure, it looks like help; it kind of sounds like help too; and if it was adjusted just a little bit, it could be help. But it's not help. It's hLep.
At its best, it is patronizing and makes a person feel unvalued and un-listened-to. Always, it reinforces the false idea that disabled people can't be trusted with our own care. And at its worst, it results in disabled people losing our freedom and control over our lives, and also being unable to actually access what we need to survive.
So please, when a disabled person asks you for help on something, don't be a hLeper, be a helper! In other words: they know better than you what they need, and the best way you can honor the trust they've put in you is to believe that!
Also, I want to be very clear that the "getting angry at a disabled person's attempts to point out harmful behavior" part of this makes the whole thing WAY worse. Like it'd be one thing if my roommate bought me some passive-aggressive skim milk, but then they heard what I had to say, and they apologized and did better in the future - our relationship could bounce back from that. But it is very much another thing to have a crying shouting match with someone who is furious at you for saying something they did was ableist. Like, Christ, Jessica, remind me to never ask for your support ever again! You make me feel like if I asked you to call 911, you'd order a pizza because you know I'll feel better once I eat something!!
Edit: crediting my therapist by name with her permission - this term was coined by Nahime Aguirre Mtanous!
Edit again: I made an optional follow-up to this post after seeing the responses. Might help somebody. CW for me frankly talking about how dangerous hLep really is.
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Hey, fellow full-time Wheelchair Users,
I'm thinking of a state of mind that's a cousin(?) to "hangry," especially if your chair is not a perfect fit for your body (or not a good fit, at all). It might even have been custom-made for you when you first got it, but your body has changed in the meantime (or the chair's gone out of alignment in the meantime), and it'll be a while before Medicare/Insurance will help pay for a new one.
So at the start of the day, the miss fit is uncomfortable/annoying. But you take it...
At the end of the day, do you find yourself getting more frustrated/angrier than you would at the start of the day?
Especially in response to a normate person being hlepful... Or is that just me?
Can we coin a word for this?
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Prompt!
Danny, you were loved and are missed.
(Phantom Planet happened. The results... are not the same)
It happened.
The world found out about Danny Phantom and the news went over even worse than expected.
The general population didn't take kindly to the existence that are Ectoentities. It scared them. There were some who were grateful for being alive and even loved the Ghosts but there were far too few of them.
Most of them were people under 25.
They lacked any power that could help the Ghosts in what was to come.
The Acts have been made public. The Anti-Ecto blasters and other weaponry has appeared on public marketplaces and the Anti-ghost propaganda was blasting on every news outlet possible around the world. Thos countries that valued their dead, were staying out of it but didn't help either.
At least they provided silent shelter to those seeking it. Dani went there, barely escaping with her half-life intact.
Vlad, from what Danny was able to gather, didn't have a good time in space either.
Danny...
Danny is dying.
The GiW got competent. He got clumsy. He was so, so, so tired from saving others from their clutches that he wasn't able to dodge the few shots.
His parents and friends were detained and trialed. They were found guilty and were to be kept is a far away prison for many years yet to come. Despite their best attempts to escape, to help, they were cought again, sedated and shipped away within days.
Danny was forced to watch all of that. His powers shortcuted and blocked, mouth gagged and eye forced open. It broke him and his core began to weaken.
The scientists were even more relentless with a body of a boy who lost his will to struggle.
And now, he was dying. He new that. They broke his Core by accident and here he was. Fading.
The scientists weren't there to see it. Something was happening outside of the room. He couldn't hear and see. He didn't care honestly.
They came. Slammed themselves through the door with a green bang of a natural ectoblast.
Danny smiled at them weakly. They were too late but he was so-so happy to see his friends, parents and rogues again. At least he didn't Fade alone.
He felt his body being cradled by countless hands as his world Ended.
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Clockwork looked at the heartbreaking scene if front of him and grabbed his staff tighter.
This wasn't supposed to happen. The timeline was supposed to be Bright. It was filled with new dangers and adventures for the young Halfa but it was Exciting and Fun! He checked the timelines he could see over and over after the reveal went so horribly wrong.
He still couldn't find the timeline they were in.
Danny, as he came to realise, was an anomaly that lives on the edge of existing and a hidden timeline. The one that Clockwork had no access to.
Danny was an Ancient in the making. A baby ghost that was to grow into someone great and mighty. That truth hit him hard. That meant that there would be always a timeline that was hidden from the Master of Time. It was an Ancient's trial.
And it appeared that his beloved pupil was forced into his before he was ready by the stupid, ectoranium rock.
The Ghosts weren't able to come on time. The countless shields, weapons and obstacles were constantly in their way for 14 long months. It was only by luck did they finally find a trace of their young Hero.
And they were late.
...
.
"I will not tolerate this." He announced as the last specks of light left the eyes of the Great One of the Infinite Realms. The energy began warping the reality around them.
Everyone present felt the anger of the Ancient of Time who decided to go against any and all restrictions placed on him. It would cost him greatly.
"The timeline is a glitch. It shall be corrected."
The reality was altered.
The Ghosts woke up in their lairs, disoriented and sick. The Fentons woke up with a headache.
The latter just shrugged it off. He former remembered everything.
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Everyone woke up a few months before the portal incident. Danny wasn't a Halfa yet. And the Ghosts understood that. They had to wait. Just a little bit longer.
But they missed their half-dead menace.
With the Help of Nocturne, the Rogues would visit his dreams and play with him. Sing him songs. Show him how to fight. Give him new knowledge on the culture of the Ghost zone.
Unfortunately, they forgot that This Danny was still very-very much not aware of them. Needless to say, his friends were treated to new stories from his dreams. They found them fascinating with how vivid they were. And Fun.
The Ghosts were there, on the other side of the portal, when Phantom was born.
The Infinite Realms cheered loudly.
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