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reitziluz · 1 month

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so. the apartment truly did have a superfluous sink right in the middle of the shower. and there was no place for a bed other than right in front of a large window facing a busy street. and the balcony was nice, but you could have roasted a whole pig in it and it's only a moderately warm spring day.

in a surprise twist the real estate agent also had arranged to show an apartment in the neighboring building right after. (the person who had arranged it and the other person who meant to come see the first place didn't show up.) and it was a smaller but much, much cheaper, with a sensible layout. sixth floor. windows in the kitchen and the bathroom too. wonderfully cool, because the windows face northeast and southeast (corner apartment).

also. for some reason. rent includes four times faster internet than what you usually get to pay for if a building has made its own collective deal. gamer apartment????

#apartment talk #it still a bit larger than my current one #but less so than other places ive been looking #but like. damn. it was so cozy #i actually hope i'll be able to get it #like over the fancier places i've been trying for #scratch that if by miracle i get the place i applied for on monday fuck yeah im getting that one #but it's not very likely so #and that one has west facing windows #i'll take morning sun over evening sun any day #i wake up at six or seven anyway! but i can't sleep in an inferno!!#like my current windows face southwest and it's the worst #and most places ive been looking at seem to also face southwest #biggest detriment to a lot of em #anyway dhjdjf going to force myself to stop and enjoy the sushi i got as a reward for hunting

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softpine · 7 months

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she's looking especially sacrificial lamb today 🥩

#we're so back baby #i think i'm finallyyyy through the worst of this awful depression i've been in for the past like. month and a half #i mean i woke up this morning and thought ''the sun is so beautiful'' so i think i'm good for now fjksjds #which is great because there's some heavy stuff coming up that i just couldn't handle in that mental state #so i'm hoping i'll be able to move things along a little quicker #but also i might be getting a job in retail against my better judgement so who knows #i've never actually worked in retail... i've done food service and i was a cashier at a pop up shop but nothing like an actual store #but i seriously can't find a job with my degree nor can i even find a desk job. so i'm. man. it's rough out here #i might have to move. but with what money?? lmao the eternal dilemma #SORRY this is a whole diary entry #i hope you guys are well 💖

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mitamicah · 6 months

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Not me brainstorming ideas for my post op tattoo (context) like I'd contact the tattoo artist tomorrow and not in a 1,5 year or more

This was where my inspiration took me today I guess :'D

#bold of me going for colour in most of these since none of my other things have colour x'D #after all this is only what ideas I have rn :'D #as mentioned I don't think I'll be able to get a chest tattoo for at least one year and a half #in half a year I've been promised to start appointments with a therapist again about the surgery #then if I'm lucky I'll get approved #and then there's a waitlist on at least a year last I heard #and then I need to heal a bit first #so when we arrive at that point in time who knows if I've better ideas #or if I've changed my mind #I hope to have käärijä in my life for years to come still #or at least feel the same sort of gratitude for him showing me how to love my body and/or feel neutral about it when dysphoria hits #look at me being chatty in the tags yet again #also - these are of course only concepts #I will probably have send the reference picture as well to the tattoo artist if I actually went to find one to do these tomorrow x'D #I hope you like them :3 #I really enjoy number 2 (top left) and 3 (mid)#jere pöyhönen #käärijä #cha cha cha #mine #my own art

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cloudcountry · 11 months

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i'm noticing that when people request things and i write it for them, sometimes the people i write for dont reblog or give me any feedback. ^^ its starting to get a bit irritating when i take the time to write something and i just get a like from the person. the twst fandom has been talking about this since forever but literally the least you can do is reblog. seriously.

#im thinking about not taking requests ever anymore honestly #like i have ideas floating around in my brain #why should i write something for someone else when they dont even appreciate it #i wanted to finish the 1.8k event but i dont even think i'll be able to do that #its a shame the twst community turned out this way #and even just writing in general gahhh #like i love writing but its becoming such a chore #anyways my mutuals can request stuff but im getting fed up #its also been hurting my feelings a bit.#i actually had this happen DURING the 1.8k event too #i wrote stuff for moots and couldnt wait to see their reactions and then they just liked #it felt like a slap in the face #idk man i just want to enjoy things again that would be nice #ikepri and ikevamp fandom here i come i hope ygys are more receptive!!#🐙! auburn's rambles <3

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front-facing-pokemon · 1 year

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#shedinja #now THIS is what i'm talkin' about! i love shedinja. i think it's a very unique pokémon and wonder guard is very *cool* if only it were ever #y'know. relevant. this thing is weak to way too many types for it to be relevant but like it's still cool in concept i think #you kinda can't tell what it is from this angle but that's why you have me here to tag it so you do know what it is #so. bit of a life update for you all. i accidentally deleted some semi-important files i needed for work. like two weeks ago #and i didn't realize i did‚ bc they were inside a folder that i deleted. but i didn't need the files at the time and i hadn't for months #i hadn't used those files since like last year. but now i need them again and i just realized that i deleted them two weeks ago #by accident? and now i need them again. to be able to do my work. so i'm actually queueing this guy and the next guy up #while i'm supposed to be working. as i've just sent an email to my boss being like Haha Hey. Do you Have a Backup of tHese Files……… PLease #and i'm hoping DESPERATELY that she does. if she doesn't i'll have to fucking reverse engineer them which i am not excited for #if it comes to fruition. so i'm just hoping she has a copy of them. feelin like shedinja against a fire-type rn fr i swear #i'll let you all know what she says when i get her response. if i get it before i'm done queuing up shedinja and whismur #spoilers. whismur is next but you could just look up the natdex numbers. and know that whismur is next #also don't tell me to look in the trash. on my computer. i know they're not there. for one i checked and for two they couldn't be there #because i rm -r'd the folder. i didn't just right-click delete that shit. i killed that shit. it's GONE #you might be asking me… why would you do that! and i would say? i did not know these files were in there #you didn't ask for all this information so i'm cutting it off here

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oklotea · 5 months

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I wish I never made eye contact with you.

RAAGHHHHHHH LET'S SEE THIS THING REACH 13 NOTES!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOOOO THANK YOU FOR ALL OF YOU WHO ARE HERE I HOPE Y'ALL ARE HAVING A GOOD EVENING!!!!!!

TROLLS NOIRE AU BY THE AMAZING @artroc-ity !!!!! READ COLD CASE OF MY HEART TODAY!!!!!!!!!

#*siiighhhhh*i want someone to look at me. it doesn't even have to be that look chaz is giving hickory i just want someone to look at me #and think deeply about me for more than 5 seconds #just trhink about meeeeeee #whatever. someone is probably thinking about me right now #i mean a lot to a lot of people and i love all of them #i hope im not just some random tumblr user..... but a memorable random tumblr user....#okay enough monologing have somr gay yearning #are they going to punch eachother after this? are they gonna make out? will they just continue on in comfortable silence?#thats your choice #IM REALLY FUCKING PROUD OF MYSELF AND I LOVE THIS COLORING STYLE!!!!!#ITS STYLISH. ITS MOODY. AND EVEN BETTER ITS CHEAP!!!!#ive also been watching a lot of extremely useful videos about composition & in this specific piece i used all the knowledge ive gathered!#life is so beautiful. my art is wonderful. and im getting better and better #i hope one day i'm able to make commissions for people with traditional art #i'll send the actual sheets of paper #i wanna do that so bad #i need to open an etsy #trolls #chaz trolls #hickory trolls #chaz #hickory #chazcory #chickory #trolls noire au #tea art 🎨#Spotify #oklo makes a post

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rainymoodlet · 11 months

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Kiss Me in Komorebi+ 🌸

[Episode Five] One Last Push!

And there we have it, folks! With a wonderful night of revelry, drinking, smoking, and revelations abound fully on the books, Daniel's settled down for a nice, long snooze before the very first Rose Ceremony of this Challenge!

Who will stay? Who will go? Stay tuned for the next episode of SimnationTV's Kiss Me in Komorebi+ to find out!

[ Part 30/30 ] 🌹

#ts4 #ts4 screenshots #ts4 gameplay #ts4 challenge #ts4 bachelor challenge #;kmik #sim: daniel #||#i could CRY seeing that 30/30 omg...#that is AT LEAST 126 caps for each solo moment alone...#my god #do not be surprised bc the rose ceremony has one post with text and the rest will be summarized in the bodies of the posts because #i will eat my own hands if i edit dialogue for a good while dfkhs #i'm so excited to get into the first challenge!!!#i hope you guys have had so much fun with this as i have!#i have loved being able to see dan with so many sims and learn so much more abt him and them :')#i miss actually PLAYING IT though dkjfhskfj so that'll be fun to get back to :')#i love you all!! i'll be around later~ my fiance has a job interview!

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wereh0gz · 14 days

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It's oc posting time

Rue has vivid revenge fantasies. Extremely violent ones about the many ways they'd kill Nox if they ever got their paws on him. Crushing his exoskeleton under their bare paws, tearing him apart limb for limb, ripping his guts out and eating his heart while he's still alive- you name it, they've probably thought about it

These thoughts *terrify* her. It proves what Nox has always told her right, that she is a hopeless, violent, uncontrollable *monster*. That the reason she became a beast in the first place is because she is truly evil at heart, just like him

(In actuality, it's just a symptom of their PTSD, but going to therapy and actually unpacking all of that isn't an option to them. They'd rather die than actually talk abt their struggles)

So the thoughts fester in her mind for years. She thinks about it daily. It becomes like an obsession. An impulse. A need. And she begins to think that the only way to free herself from that torment is to do it. To kill him. Even if it proves Nox right

Even if it proves *her* right

So they hunt him down, trying to kill him every time they encounter each other. And every time, Nox gets away, and he taunts them. And the thoughts, the want, the *hunger* for vengeance grows stronger

The cycle continues. The thoughts never cease. She never finds peace

(At least, she *thinks* she will never find peace, but she does. Eventually. After Nox dies from his own hubris lol)

#ramblings #oc posting #rue the wolfdog #nox the spider #lmk if this needs any tags for anything. jic #also um spoilers for the story i'll probably never write ig. nox dies eventually lol #fucker gets squashed like a bug <3 #he basically doomed himself tho. rue doesn't get to kill him #it makes them feel a lot better actually #like they didn't HAVE to kill. like they can just forget about his pathetic ass and simply LIVE #this isn't to say revenge is bad always. her anger was very much justified #but it was also tearing her apart. it was bad FOR HER. in the end what she needed the most was to be able to move on #and nox fucking himself over and dying is the perfect opportunity to just let go. to not dirty her paws with him any further #she doesn't have to concern herself with him because he was dead the moment he chose the path of world destruction #there's also the fact that they have support from specter and phantom as well as sonic and tails #so they didn't have to face this alone anymore #i hope my thoughts are cohesive enough lol i'm very tired rn

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autisticlee · 1 year

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everyone likes to tell me that real friends exist, the right people for me exist, i'll find them, I just have to look, keep trying. etc.

but no one tells me how, where to look, or how to know who "the right people" even are!

not to mention the fact that I'm getting too old to "make friends" because it's mainly expected of kids/teens to do that. older adults are supposed to have their people already. most adults my age already have their established friend groups that i'm not allowed to join. or they're all pairing off and prefer their partners over friends. or I just simply can't relate or bond with them because we have nothing in common.

#autistic #autism #actually autistic #autism things #neurodivergent #adhd #audhd #autistic friendship #friendship problems #friends #the people who tell me these things never want to step up and try to be that person either so I mean 🤷‍♂️#they won't tell me how and where and won't be an example. like how am I supposed to know what a good friend looks like if I never had one?#how am I supposed to know what the “right people” look like and where they are!!#this has to be one of those secret things other people just naturally *know* that I don't. right?????#most others dont seem to have any problems with it and assume I can do it easily!#the older I get the more I lose hope i'll find ~my people~ or where I belong and true friends....#lee rambles #how cruel is this universe to make me want nothing more than to have solid and deep connections then deny me that #i wish to be able to accept that im meant to always be alone and embrace being a lonely as hell and learn to like it 🥲#most of my problems and mental anguish would magically disappear if i could convince my pathetic brain to accept that!

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fruitysoupy · 7 months

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I experimented with colours today :] here's those doodles + a couple extra ones

Apple, Puzzle and Seagull :]

And Birdie and Wolfie I used for light/shadow practice!

#if you noticed that I forgot Birdie's earrings in the second picture no I didn't #LatL #the lads #links meet au #Apple is the one from alttp/oox/la #Puzzle is the one from tloz/aol #Wolfie is from tp #Birdie is from sksw #Wallflower is from albw #Sprout is from Minish Cap and Squire is from botw #my art #triangles #I hope y'all like my lads! :] hopefully I'll be able to get started on the actual comic soon!#OH I FORGOR SEAGULL #Seagull is from ww!!#what a rascal

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elegyofthemoon · 2 months

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(sits here shaking and vaguely annoyed) hsr update save me

#avil speaks #i'll be fiiiine #my schedule for the day just kinda got thrown a wrench so i'm like :I hmmmmm why.#but!! we shall get through it and then i really hope i'll be able to work on other stuff that i really want to work on for aspirations blah #side gig that pays well so i can keep myself afloat while i use that pay to work on actual career goals #thats at least the plan right now askldjfah #but then afterwards at least i have the hsr update tonight.#and im playing honkai w friend too #but um. after my little cryfest last night im going to walk into honkai like Q _ Q ah.....ahhhhhhhh #but its fine aslkdfjah

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gatoraid · 3 months

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The final chapter of my silly accountant AU is finally up!! The feelings are intensifying, Esen is esening and Ayushiridara is going through some very confusing times.

#the radiant emperor #fanfic stuff #baob3i #wang baoxiang/third prince #this last chapter got kind of emotional hope you're into that shit #also the esen storyline got really blown up but I think that's still fitting for a baoxiang centric fic lmao #I totally have plans for a small extra chapter but idk when I'll actually write it #I'm getting the keys to my new apartment today and will be moving there next friday so I won't be able to write for a while #just super happy I got this finished for now

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orcelito · 8 months

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FANTASTIC NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i finished & posted the ITNL 14 re-edits, WHICH MEANS!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm officially done with my re-edits project!!!!!!!!!! :D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ive been thinking a lot today about my plans for ITNL 15, AND i have tomorrow off, so if all goes well i'll be able to start writing again. TOMORROW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and if the chapter grips me like i expect it will then... hehehehehe

could be an update in as little as a few days, depending. i'll keep u guys updated

#speculation nation #itnl shit #im SO fucking ecstatic man ive been looking forward to this for a month and a half #that took SO much longer than i was expecting it to. but i guess editing 75k words while working full time is kind of a lot #it has been a journey. and it is now complete.#and now i can move on to the NEW THINGS!!!!!!!!! INCLUDING a chapter id been looking forward to for So Long #it's for the best that i went thru the whole fic again. itnl 14 was so hard to write bc i was just Not that mentally there with it #and also uh. The Everything.#i think 15 will be easier. MUCH easier. and im really looking forward to having proper writing motivation again.#AND......... IF ALL GOES WELL.............. i'll hopefully be able to ride that motivation train through the next few chapters #Which Means we could be seeing wolfwood in as little as a few weeks!!! maybe!!!!!!!!#i hope so !!!!!!!!!!! i wanna write him SO fucking bad #and like itnl IS a vw fic. it IS. i SWEAR. it's just mostly been grieving and pining from vash so far lksdjflsdjkfsdlkf #but it will have actual vw. eventually.#im like practically vibrating now but i need to go to sleep. so i can have the brain strength to write tomorrow hehehe #i took a melatonin to hopefully knock myself out soon. i GOTTA get some good rest tonight. for the Writing Brain.#and if i daydream about the start of next chapter.... hehehehe #more power to me then :]

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bubacorn · 3 months

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New installment of migraine!Vessel tonight 👀 new installment of migraine!Vessel tonight queen [gender neutral]??

#or at least i hope i'll be able to finish it #i've been meaning to get this one done for at least a month #so let's hope i can actually finish it (and that it isn't too bad)

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mango-ti · 2 years

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Miss Mona✨

#one day she'll come home😔#i was too tired to draw the star so i just took a png from the game #i like the background in this one i think it's pretty #god bless csp asset site what would i do without you #mona megistus #genshin mona #genshin impact mona #mona #genshin impact #genshin fanart #genshin impact fanart #i hope that i'll be able to get some art done in the near future!#just haven't been satisfied with my art style for a while now #but as of posting this im drawing something that i actually feel nice about!#im still figuring my style out but im getting there❤#my arts

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blueshykitsune-blog · 1 month

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Okay so um... one of my paper foxes got eaten before I could finish them so as I refused to throw them away I decided to finish making the fox but um... the part that got eaten was the head. I think they look rather cool but like I am deciding to post pictures of them, and a regular one for scale. However I dunno if the pictures are that good but whatever.

Here is them.

Look at that face. Such um... face?

I mean they are only like half a face and half an ear perfect but I love them.

What shall I call this little one?

Oh and I do indeed have both still and will keep them safe now. I can also confidently say I had troubles finishing making the origami fox but it's fine. I love em.

(Also a dog ate the paper but the dog is okay and the paper fox is loved.)

#origami #origami fox #I love them #I love like all the ones I make.#life lesson: even if you aren't perfect you can still bring joy and happiness even if to only one person. cause that's better than giving up #ahem anyways I hope everyone enjoys my little one cause I know I definitely do!#(I'll also share them on Instagram just incase anyone is curious about where else to see this one.)#my phone is gonna hate me. I keep taking pictures and it gets mad at me a lot.#though I should have room for a bit more so I might actually be able to share my art on paper soon.

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