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#i am decidedly not over it
kate-apologist · 1 year
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frnkiebby · 5 months
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oh jesus fucking christ~🎃
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ubejamjar · 4 months
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kawanami family // kana & tatsuo
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"I've had about enough of the Empire fucking with our family!" kana kawanami kana was nearly killed trying to stop imperial soldiers from taking her daughter. when she recovered, she swore she would dismantle the empire brick by brick. she was among the doomed rebellion's survivors and has been waiting impatiently for the day the resistance might strike again. tatsuo kawanami tatsuo served livia sas junius during dalmasca's destruction and ala mhigo's capture. in the years before joining the ala mhigan resistance, he'd passed by his conscripted daughter several times without realizing who she was. he is extremely proud when he learns the warrior of light is none other than his little star.
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http-byler · 2 years
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“All’s fair,” Todd claims, boyishly charming when he smiles like this - blatant, unashamed, unveiled, and Neil wants to treasure it, mark it in oil paints and hang it up to dry, to admire. Even amidst the frigid ends of February winter, he feels alight with warmth, with that of spring, of sunshine. 
HAD to draw this part from where we lay our scene by @smoosnoom <3
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cyberpunkboytoy · 10 months
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My DID-having ass is experiencing so much world-envy for the fictional country of Vaugarde I'm going to throw up
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casualhedonists · 9 months
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coriolanus realising the reader might be as fucked up as him
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kennyomegasweave · 3 months
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As soon as I saw TanFang in the preview this week I thought about your tags all this time about them being freaks and I'm so happy for you for the vindication 😂
Me when that two seconds in the preview happened:
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I don't expect it to be ~graphic~ because of the channel, but this is #confirmation of what I always knew. Those two are freaky deaky. Tan is obsessed with Fang and Fang is hopelessly charmed by everything he does. And they're like 21 year old dudes. And Fang appears to live a nice ass place without his parents there? Oh yeah, those two have been getting down this whole time and I refused to ever believe otherwise. The evidence all spoke for itself.
I eagerly await tomorrow's episode so I may pop the biggest bottle. <3 <3 <3
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brittlebutch · 8 months
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have i been insane about this throughline on here yet?
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seoafin · 8 months
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Hope the interview went well and you're feeling better!!
pray for me....please......
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loumauve · 9 days
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the goddamn toast water post just made me utter "history is fucking real" in the most solemn and serious tone of voice, out loud, to myself, in the goddamn bathtub
#life is ridiculous and I'm its biggest clown#in my defense it's not even 9 am and I woke up at 6 for some reason (the reason prob being that I start work at 6 atm)#so I chose (violence) reading Stray Gods fic in bed for a few hours followed by the need to just vibe in the bathtub#I've only just had my coffee and a slice of cold pizza leftover from yesterday and it's such a uni-days thing to do#I've kinda missed it. tho I wasn't drinking coffee back then (how the fuck did I survive mornings without it??)#anyway. feeling very soft and tender abt my past self today. I miss her even if she was just as much of a mess. in different ways#the kind of mess who would openly flirt with some strange dude she didn't really know over the phone#the kind of mess who moved across the country just for a chance at trying with sb she liked who really never wanted to date her#the kind of mess who's always fallen for her best friends and who'll likely never stop#the kind of mess who feel so damn hard for a woman 15 yrs older than her just bc she was kind and sweet and a mess herself#the kind of mess who moved in with a friend she was solidly in love with for a bit who had her boyfriend over most nights#just.. it's not all about those feelings but they're decidedly a big part of why I've ever done anything#and I will prob always miss the friend who'd lie on the train platform with me just giggling into the night as ppl walked past#her head on my stomach and me just feeling so high it felt like I'd never stop floating (just for a while though)#I guess what I'm trying to get at here is that Mi miss just letting my feelings take me places even at the risk of losing it all#I'm so much more hesitant and guarded now. and sure part of it is being medicated for my bipolar. it's good that I don't call strangers#and almost invited them over. or that I no longer walk barefoot through the city at night by myself (usually)#but I do miss just idk. intimacy I guess. and how easily it used to come to me to just try and be open abt wanting it I guess#oh well. best be getting out of the bathtub. it's not a good place to be with these thoughts. and it's too early for this anyway#a day in the life of..
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frnkiebby · 6 months
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okay fine yeah this is yep i’m good i’m okay~🎃
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zer0point5ive · 11 months
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adam would watch grey’s anatomy to piss off lawrence so hard…. he started watching originally just bc he was so bored he figured even a shitty drama show could cure his ailment.. n then he realized how riled up it gets lawrence so now he’s watching it constantly :33 he doesn’t even like it lololol
this is Exactly it ohhh something about him starting to enjoy lawrence’s constant commenting on it and watching it just for the reaction. ahh true love ..
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astriiformes · 2 years
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My mental health is an absolute shambles at the moment and I am really at a loss, December is historically not a great month for me (not even because of the cold or it being so dark! I love the winter!! It is just the time of year I am most often plagued by incidents like ending up hospitalized due to being suicidal or having my uterus try to kill me or other miscellaneous horrors!!) but even considering, it does not seem like a great sign that I spent a good chunk of today googling things like "mood disorder mixed episodes" and "psychotic symptoms" because even though neither seems likely to be the culprit I am at just a complete and total loss as to what is going on
Like, we've got: random onset episodes of sobbing that end up turning to hysterical laughter when I try to explain what's wrong; a complete and total inability to focus on anything school related even with deadlines piling up like a fatal highway wreck (like, even worse than usual for me); The Dread™ that keeps settling in and making me feel like I'm dying... what am I supposed to do with any of this!! I have a semester to drag myself to the end of!!
--Anyways I am not looking forward to whatever this year's seemingly inevitable crisis might prove to be (especially when this whole year has been fucked since February; I have no desire for there to be some kind of terrible grand finale) but I guess the silver lining is that it seems like I'm finally doing okay at the whole "actually making college friends" thing, because after a mid-day mental breakdown that meant I missed my one on-campus class today, I decided to drag myself to school anyways and got hugs from a couple of folks, including a friend who dropped a weighted blanket on top of me to calm me down and asked if I wanted to talk for a bit which was.... comforting, at the very least, even if I still feel a bit like the downward spiral has only just begun in earnest.
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chloecherrysip · 1 year
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WELL, FORGET MY LAST POST - NOW I'M SEEING THE MARIO MOVIE TONIGHT AT MIDNIGHT???
I have decided that I don't want to be responsible and my sleep schedule is terrible right now anyway and there are midnight screenings near me with seats still available sooooo LET'S DO THIS
Not sure how coherent I will be tonight at 2:00am or whenever I get home, but I will definitely share some thoughts!!
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thresholdbb · 10 months
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I guess at least my office walls are Enterprise-D beige
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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year
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#ay ay ay. now that the soul crushing project is done ive elected to spend the week managing data#which is decidedly more chill than what ive been doing for the last month but also isnt not doing anything and it isnt getting stuff done#for when i have to move. so thats annoying. and ive been drawing again at least but i can feel the escalation in my controlling behavior#so its now very frustrating trying to draw anything. coloring is gonna take a million years rip.#also suddenly everyone wants to b social rn? like tomorrow my boss is organizing a thing with an old lab mate and this weekend a#collaborator is having a retirement party. and next week my lab mates wanna do a trivia night. and i kno that i should go to these things.#and i will try but i really dont want to go to any of it. mostly for driving reasons but also im a husk of a person rn. but the more#devastating thing is that uh next week one of the kids i grew up with is getting married to a rich girl lol. and like we werent that close#bc i was and am such an asocial freak but after the wedding my parents r picking up their new camper and camping their way across the#country with my sisters. and im sure someone probably told me the dates of these things at some point but if u tell me dates i will#instantly forget them. so thats. ya kno. happening over basically the next 2 weeks while i have to kill myself over measurements for a#different study i dont care abt. and like. its fine. ill see them mid may for a different planned trip. it just makes me kinda sad#a product of living halfway across the country i guess. im just inherently more disconnected to everyone. i would suspect thsts semi#intentional subconsciously. u cant b upset abt not being able to connect with ppl if you create enough physical distance that u never see#them in the 1st place. u cant misunderstand me if i make myself absent and unknowable. idk. i was explaining to my mum that i didnt realize#the timeline and she was like. understandable whatever u wanna do! and idk y that upsets me so much. i guess its just that i dont want to b#doing this. its causing me pain but dont kno how to articulate it in a way that makes sense. whatever. my mouth hurts. my lips r so chapped#that the irritation is spread past my lip line. probably doesnt help thst i keep rubbing at it lol. anyway things r still annoying#less soul crushing thsn last week but still frustrating#unrelated
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