#i am fully procrastinating like

[minecraftbookshelf]

Marriage of State AU: Character Playlist Game

Whose playlist do you think this song is on?

(These playlists are not “music i think the character would listen to” they are “music that i think fits the characters vibes/themes/i loop when writing this character”)

(Organized alphabetically by username, Xornoth not included since I’ve shared the link to their whole playlist on here already)

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[sparkymalone]

Random headcanon no one asked for: Fuyuhiko dislikes the pet name "baby" because it makes him think of all the times people have compared him to Boss Baby.

[boyfeminism]

im wildly fucking anxious right now and i dont know what to do about it

[strangerhands]

ohmygodddddd i am a fucking genius...👁️ the fic idea i just came up with. the Specific Line i thought up. its such a random idea but its so so cute and sweet and ugh its gonna plague me forever. kinda proud of myself to be honest so lets just hope i can Actually write it soon🧎

[be-gay-do-crime-ahaha]

Holy fucking shit the dysphoria is dysphoria-ing right now. I feel physically nauseous oh my fucking god. I’m gonna fucking kill someone maybe myself rn I’m gonna lose my shit holy hell.

Doesn’t help that I’ve been incredibly overstimulated the past few days every sound is like a fucking cheese grater in my ears oh my god.

[mhaccunoval]

i feel like i complain about this every so often but. that anxious dread that comes on at random and you have no idea what for.

[pain-in-the-butler]

the fire never happened and the twins go to Weston HCs

R! is in the Red House, O! is of course in Blue ---

In their first shared class, the teacher calls out “Phantomhive” and they both say at the same time “Which one?” and the teacher just stares ---

From then on, teachers will just call them by full name if it’s not otherwise clear who they’re addressing ---

The different neckties are obviously the easiest way to identify which twin is which, but people in the Violet and Green houses still struggle with it ---

When O!Ciel gets hit in the eye by a rogue cricket ball from some practicing seniors and has to wear an eye patch for a couple weeks, literally everyone tells him “We wish it was always this easy to tell you two apart” ---

R!Ciel likes to have the other students guess who is who without their jackets or ties. Some people catch on to the direction of the hair swirl, but even that can be manipulated and almost no one can remember which one’s hair hangs left vs. right anyway ---

Macmillan can tell the twins apart with scary accuracy, though. He can’t even be fooled. When people ask how he does it, he only says, “Isn’t it obvious?” No one’s really sure what to do with that ---

O! never flat-out pretends to be R! though. R! would absolutely love to trick people for sport, but O! isn’t confident he could do a good enough job at pretending to be his brother (I know, I know. I’m even oofing myself with this one, but I really think O! would feel this way) ---

Because of his bouts with asthma, O!Ciel has special privileges awarded by the school to cross the lawn like the prefects. However, O! hates special treatment and undo attention, so if you see a twin sprinting over the lawn, it’s almost definitely R!Ciel pretending to be O! when he’s running late for class ---

R!Ciel is a very reliable fag and is very concerned with the social hierarchy. He would 100% be rivals with Maurice Cole vying to get Redmond’s attention ---

O!Ciel is a reliable fag, too, but he’s Normal about it. When Bluewer requests O! to be his fag, R! gets so indignant. It’s not fairrrr how could his little brother be a prefect’s fag first??? ---

O!’s best subject is French/language. R!’s best subjects are classical studies and antiquities (anything history-related really) ---

The twins are pretty competitive about their test results. When R!Ciel does worse than O!, he gets really worked up and spends all his free time studying until the next test. When O! does worse, he congratulates R! and tells R! that he earned it for working so hard. It makes R! so frustrated (O! knows this, that’s why he does it. Secretly, O! always wants to be the best academically and will study his ass off for the next test) ---

O!Ciel writes letters to his parents and Tanaka twice a month. R!Ciel writes home maybe twice a semester ---

R!’s letters are like “Dear mother and father. I am well. I have perfect grades. I don’t need anything. See you for Christmas/Summer Break” ---

O!s letters are much more enthusiastic and personal and are usually a page or two long. Tanaka looks forward to them immensely and keeps every single one ---

O!Ciel is really surprised at how easily he makes friends on his own. He misses his brother, but starts to discover who he is and builds confidence ---

R!Ciel is very upset about this at first. He tries to make O! feel guilty for not spending all their free time together and acts rather possessive. When O! gets mad and tells R! to be nice to his new friends in the Blue House, R! doesn’t talk to his brother for three entire days ---

That all changes with Maurice Cole. In fact, everything in the Red House changes when Cole and R! become rivals. It’s like living a full-time Mean Girls movie and half the school is terrified of R!Ciel simply because he knows Everything about Everyone ---

With all these new friends, enemies, and frenemies accrued over a mere week, R! takes the mob boss approach and decides its time to forgive his brother. O! is like “Forgive what?? I didn’t even do anything wrong” but they’re still mostly good after that ---

People assume O! is just as dangerous as R! until they get to know him. However, those who get to know O! even more realize his power level might actually be higher than R!’s ---

When the brothers are fighting everybody knows it including the professors ---

Most of the time the boys don’t fight though. They actually live pretty separate lives, only meeting during afternoon breaks or in class and otherwise spending their time in their own way..... ---

At least until they go home for the summer, in which they spend all their time together and are total hellions without enough to occupy them: stealing snacks from the kitchen, playing tricks on the staff, challenging guests to weird debates, disappearing for hours to ride horses or go hunting without telling anybody, pestering Vincent literally every other second ---

“Father did you know this obscure history fact? you didn’t? wow I can’t believe it, and you’re supposed to be the Earl.... how cringe father” “father I can cuss at you in three languages now haha check it out” “father look at all your new wrinkles, you are such an old man, better lean on that cane a little more, don’t fall down the stairs now, wouldn’t want a thirteen-year-old taking your place as lord” Everyone was so excited for the boys to be home again but wow August really can’t get here fast enough can it...... ---

But then August is here and everyone at the manor cries because they’re going to miss the twins so much ---

Meanwhile the Weston faculty are at their first staff meeting like “We’re about to enter year two of Vincent’s twins attending. Brace yourselves lads: they’ll only get worse”

[astranauticus]

so the overall.. shape and tone of my current project is pretty much set in stone (im SO CLOSE to 50% done you guys) but i was looking through my saved videos folder on bilibili and if im gonna be doing another animatic after this one (honestly pretty likely??? given my. floruitshow obsession that doesnt seem to be going anywhere anytime soon) i REALLY want to attempt something closer to that style of animatic you see a lot on bb that employs more on elaborate editing as opposed to like............... the powerpoint presentation type beat i've got going on now

(nevermind the fact that a lot of the projects that really lodge themselves in my brain were also like collaborations between teams of people with like dedicated editor roles and i still havent fully figured out how to use lightworks. like ive also seen one man projects in this style that turn out absolutely gorgeous so i KNOW it can be done. maybe i'll go figure out if capcut is easier to use lol)

[patchesjam]

idk what browser you use, but firefox has an built-in grammar/spelling check!! it saves me so many times each day

i use chome atm

[monster-noises]

Opening up a slew of tabs to try and write a cover letter only to get overwhelmed immediately like...

there's an opportunity at the local art museum that pays Exceptionally well, would give me time to draw, and I would be Perfect for but it requires a cover letter

pls send me Strength to get through this and write something good T<T

[sorikkung]

someone remind me to update gbgb tomorrow the next part Is written i just need to move it from my phone to pc and upload it but have been too busy having a breakdown trying to do basic adult things

[sea-m0nster]

((commented this at a friend just now but having Multiple Active Blogs is funny cuz i can very much pinpoint in what regards the characters are different from each other and how the character voices work and its so fun comparing it to the others.

[arolesbianism]

I've been chipping at a new oni save recently and I have to say I have gotten way less ambitious with my teleporter planet over my past few saves. In a lot of my earlier saves Id dive right in there, but nowadays I find myself ignoring the teleporter for a good while before dipping in to set up some basic utilities there before leaving again and continuing to stall lol

[medicinemane]

You know, capitalism is another one of those words that sadly is like problematic in that it's functionally useless because people just toss it out and then everyone gets so hung up debating the meaning of the word capitalism that the whole point is lost

That's why I don't ever really use it. It doesn't really matter if it's capitalism or if it's cronyism or... whatever, I think it's bad when companies make record profits while prices go up up up

I think there's probably an issue and it probably needs to be solved (and I'm afraid you can't convince me less regulation is a magic bullet)

I like currency and exchanging currency because it seems like a good way of moving goods and labor around, but I also strongly support welfare and think that any group of more than 50 people is probably starting to get corrupt

Don't trust the government, but sure as hell don't trust corps...

I don't know, my original point is that sadly capitalism gets tossed around too much to mean anything anymore... but I just see too many argumentative people online so I'm tossing out my stances to avoid getting side tracked debating what I mean

What I really really mean is just fucking say what you're saying and don't bother saying capitalism cause you'll just make people argue and miss your point

[spohkh]

jesu cristo i cannot wait for this quarter to be over and just rot in my room for a week and a half before spring quarter. im exhausted. i am tired. i am downtrodden. i am, dare i say, nigh on defeated.

[drowninginthoughts27]

Not to vent but I think my biggest fear is failure but I’m also like so set up for it. Self sabotage is all I know.