#i am so. tired
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goodmorning tumblr. my teeth hurt
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everything is wrong so fucking wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong
edit: i hit tag limit. warning for an insane vent about maybe-abuse i guess though i doubt many people will read it
#time is wrong my memory is wrong i feel wrong my head is wrong everything is WRONG#i hate him i miss him i can’t decide if it was really abuse and it is all so wrong and out of place because it’s two years later and he’s#still in my head and my frog hoodie feels wrong because of him and i’m forcing myself to wear it anyways because it is MINE and i loved it#until he ruined it and it’s a weird texture against my skin and the arms get in the way and it feels so different than i remember after#being on a hanger lying dead in my closet for two years with a broken zipper and a newly uncovered layer of ickiness#and i am scared and i am tired and everything is just so. fucking. wrong.#i hope he goes to ohio and i hope he rots and i hope my skin will stop FUCKING crawling at the damn park I HATE IT#I HATE HIM#he fucking ruined me two years late#and i still. can’t. tell. if. it. was. my. fault.#because isn’t it? isn’t that why all of this happened because i pushed and i pushed and i fucking pushed#and most of it happened when we were just friends and it wasn’t that bad and no one else said anything so what the fuck do i know#but i can’t shake the feeling that something is wrong. and i blame him.#i miss his dog. i wish id gotten to meet her. i cant express how thankful i am that i was never in his house#but she didn’t deserve any of that#i miss her i hate that she’s gone and i hate that i feel somewhat bad for him because of it#i am so. tired#and done#and i want to go home and i AM home but im not because its all FUCKING wrong#i hate recognizing traits of his in other terrible people#i’ll watch that damn vod and think ‘fuck he did that too’ and i’ll hear them talk and think ‘fuck he did that too’ but surely it shouldn’t#mather because it was friendship and we were never REALLY dating#but deserved lol. and my ribs. and my knuckles. and the jokes-not-jokes and the reiteration that i’m stupid#and he was only continually nice to me when he thought i was The One#but even then he was shit#just… in a more hidden way#poking and tugging at boundaries until they moved back bit by bit#and i don’t remember i don’t remember i don’t REMEMBER how bad jt might have gotten#fuck#fuck i need to be held
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my url has never veen truer, 9:45 pm and second energy drink of the day, i also had a coffee earlier...ough
#my exams are making girlblogging tuff#i do not know whats the hottest thing on the dash these days#i am so. tired#pls pls ugh#moon rambles#these next 2 months are gonna be sooo bad omg im crying#moots dont hesitate to send me silly lil asks to come back to during my stidy breaks#<- call for help
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hi hi hi hi i was gonna say something but i forgot 😔
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hi pickle hello do you ever think about the stars
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Hello tumblr user. Before you is a drawing of a fat person literally just existing. You must reblog it and put something in the tags that ISN'T "they look like they give great hugs". Good luck.
#I am so. Tired#Its always that or “omg they look so warm and approachable!! 😇💞” have you tried being normal#ruby speaks
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I am so funny
also I hit major artblock phase so please please send me art requests and stuff thank you
#rain world downpour#rain world spoilers#i guess??#i am so. tired#i’m not even gonna put my art tag on this
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it’s only lap 27
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Having to wake up before ten am should be illegal I think
#wynn rambles#i am so. tired#i have to be up early to help set up the venue for my mom and step dads wedding#so rn im trying to wake up and like. remember how to be a person#and i have go get up at seven tomorrow to get ready 😭#but at least tomorrow i can just sort of lay back and relax because my hair and makeup is being done by someone else and not myself
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well, you see, the thing is: (instead of finishing my sentence i curl up comfortably in bed and go to sleep
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I'm like if a girl who didn't do much was still experiencing burnout
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victim of the eepy once again...
#i am so. tired#just a lil more then I'll sleep i prommy#ough#JUST A LIL MORE#why am i even trying ill fail anyway#thats a bad thought#moon rambles#but its true...#no.
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Please stop seeing politics as an identity and start seeing it as a collective means for change
#i am so tired of ppl trying to use 'theres no ethical consumption under capitalism' in regards to BDS#it's not about ethics it's about participating in a political strategy palestinians have spent YEARS promoting as a means for change#some things are in fact not about you#social justice#I/P#social issues#palestine#gaza#free palestine#free gaza#id in alt#overflowing trashcan
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I need minors to learn how to lie online again. Your name is Derek, you’re 25 and work in accounting now. Please for your own safety learn how to fucking lie. And if you don’t want to lie, then don’t put your age anywhere. Don’t even say whether you’re a minor or not. It is perfectly easy to avoid adult spaces without signposting that you are doing so because you’re a child.
Stating your age doesn’t protect you this only makes you a target.
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"Why doesn't this post cover every single tiny bit of nuance in a situation?!" because op thought it would get 14 notes
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