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Forgive me for what I am.
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You don't miss me at all.
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tell me why one of my relatives deadass laughed when someone suggested that i may be in a relationship in the future and therefore may be a bit busier
is it that hard to imagine that someone could love me?
i suppose it is
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for who could ever learn
to love a beast?
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i want someone to tell me in detail what’s wrong with me, because there must be something that i’m missing. the caving feeling of watching their replies get slower and more distant is something i’m growing all too familiar with. things will be going well and i’ll feel so happy and comfortable with them, but then they’ll post on their story when i’ve been on delivered for 16 hours and it turns out they’re with another girl and all of a sudden it clicks for me. how could i ever think that i had a chance with someone like them? if i take a step back and look at my life, it appears to me that i only attract people who are way older than me, or people who think that because i’m nice to them, i must be interested. and when you think about that they’re after? a naïve, young girl or a motherly therapist. suddenly i’m not as attractive, or as interesting, or as funny as i supposed i was. i’m just a toy.
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Burden
I am but a shattered vessel, unworthy of holding love. My darkened future looms ahead, and I cannot bear to burden another with its weight
My love for her is a burning flame, its light would only cast shadows on her joy. For who would willingly choose a life of struggle and sorrow, with a man such ?
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i don’t give a fuck anymore my grandparents were right
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Perhaps, maybe, possibly.
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I just need to accept the fact that my mother just hates when I open my mouth. Like why do I keep trying to talk to her when I know she won't fucking listen.
On another note, maybe I talk too much BECAUSE she never fucking listens. I just want someone to sit and listen and not role their eyes at me or sigh is that so hard to ask. Like can I just be loved lmao
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You watched me.
You watched me cry.
You watched me sob.
You watched me lose it all.
And yet you still cannot give me the decency.
The decency to text or call or even give me the time of day.
You cannot give me the effort that I begged and pleaded for.
And yet you still watch me beg for more.
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Your life is not about being loved by others.
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20+ year streak of having never kissed anyone
💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪😭💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪
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I don't think your best friend hates you, I don't know what happened but if they're really your best friend, they could never hate you
they don't ever want to see me or hear from me again, they don't love or care about me and went from resenting me to being indifferent to not being able to stand me. and then left me when i needed them the most. they'll still be my best friend in my heart even if they hate me.
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now thats a funny thought
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i know there is love everywhere. why can’t i feel it?
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He promised
He said he wouldn’t leave me.
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