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my differential equations prof is so cute in a lanky british grandpa way T_T he has so many silly jokes to tell and he meanders so much while answering question....i had to go on a walk with him while he answered two of my questions and he didn't conclude his answer until we reached his destination
#citrustalk#...he's actually australian but his accent is very british for some reason#anyway i was dreading diff eq BUT now that i've dropped out of physics it suddenly feels so much lighter to me#like it gets to stand on its own terms instead of being 'blah blah blah the course i need to take for physics'#and it stands really well on its own!! it's so fun and i love my prof#i took it for a bit last year when another (exceptionally good) prof was teaching#but it was too hard for me so i dropped it#i was kind of regretting that but i think things are working out in a good way#i can finally understand it now#plus i'm not distracted by... a boy... this year
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would you bite the hand that feeds you?
#pearlescentmoon#smajor1995#wild life smp#namemc spoilers#i hope these two never get along in the storyline i find them fascinating#OKAY SO#originally i had this sketch back in session 2 when scott manages to throw her something actually edible JUST IN TIME#and now with the namemc spoilers of pearl ACTUALLY having a yellow eye which does! kind of match scotts esp since he died for this#i figured itd be an appropriate time#i did edit it though the original was pearl eating smth#now do i think scott and pearl has had any Major (heh) interactions to warrant this fanart in WL?#frankly no LMAO theyve been very civil you go guys . but i like the dynamics between them anyway#also i finally got a piece with scott!!! hes been very hard to draw goodness#anyway long rambly tags#eydidraws#my art#mcyt#trafficblr#galaxyduo#majormoon#** i say civil because its just been more on verbal light jabs at each other rather than anything Really significant ?#and well. its obvious all 3Gs are being very careful around each other which makes me JUST A L IL SAD#id love to see them let loose and be vicious but i also understand the angle theyre coming from#anyway can you tell i like the 3g dynamics#scott smajor
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Danny sat on a rooftop feeling confused. It was currently 3 days later than he last remembered. That was 3 DAYS with no memory of anything. He didn’t even know what city he was in. The only thing he is sure of is that it wasn’t mind control. His experience with Freakshow let him know that.
Along with this feeling more similar to the time his mom shoved high proof cleaning alcohol that was ectofied in his face during an excited rant. The fumes alone had him missing a few hours. Luckily Jazz was there and kept his blackout drunk self entertained.
So the question was, where the hell was he and what did he do?! Also, what caused him to blackout? Last he remembered he was in Metropolis and he got nearly hit in the head with a green glowing stone that he only vaguely could tell was somehow not ectoradium. After that? Nothing.
Aka: Kryptonite is highly compressed ectoplasm and causes Danny to get black out drunk just by being in its vicinity.
P.S. I also would love to see what chaos you think Danny would get up to lol
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dc x dp#dcxdp#I wonder how much chaos a drunk Phantom would cause?#would be really funny to have the JL trying to catch him thinking he was a villain at first#Then Martian Manhunter manages to get a bit of insight and go ‘yeah no he’s drunk’#MM can’t read Danny’s mind#but he can catch bits of emotion here and there#and he knows what drunk people feel like when they emote#When they finally meet with now sober Danny they are understandably just as confused as him#Batman figures it out first and Danny agrees to a small test#They have no idea what they should be feeling that Kryptonite can cause someone to get drunk
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I know how fun this night will be. I'm gonna go home with Dad.
Sirens (2025)
#sirens#netflix#devon dewitt#simone dewitt#my edits#gif#damn damn damn#my situation is so different but it still huts too close to home#and i'm glad i realized certain things before i even hit 25#and this convinced me even more that i'm right in my choices#it's a loss but it's not something you can regret either#i could self-identify with that final scene on the boat sm#not that devon would have been in the wrong for leaving; not at all especially with who bruce is and her childhood#but i'm glad she found that “conclusion” about herself#anyway i understand both simone and devon bc i've been and am both#milly alcock#meghann fahy#i'm still devastated about the “i have to let you go now...” bc the whole point was to get her sister back... but what could she do atp
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there's meta to be had about just how much of viktor's arc is about loneliness and the blatant visuals they use in his evolution about metamorphosis, butterflies, cocoons, in utero, etc, as he molts from a soft, vulnerable larva who keeps getting hurt in his bids for love and acceptance, into a hardened final form complete with an exoskeleton acting as both physical and emotional armor. a shield keeping his emotions in and the pain of loneliness and rejection out, until it's cracked and his humanity is forcefully exposed. like. sorry if it's just the entomologist in me but this was blatantly obvious the very first time i watched the show and I've been continually surprised that no one's really pointed this out. as a certified lonely person it struck such a deep cord with me, when he accepted his fate, his path ahead, to be one he'd have to walk alone, finally putting up that last seemingly impenetrable wall around his soft parts (but keeping the blanket, this signal that he never asked for this, and that he's not unreachable). So much of his s2 arc centered around not just his desire to right his wrongs and help the world, but to connect with others and not feel alone, both of which got twisted by the hexcore. His attempt to create a hivemind where no one would ever suffer loneliness or rejection or loss, and he would feel their souls with him as well (even though that was an illusion in the end, he truly believed it). The whole 'I now speak with all their voices' but he's just floating in an empty space. And for the consequence of the glorious evolution to be eternal solitude, it just drives home how that's the worst possible fate imaginable for Viktor.
#arcane#viktor arcane#jayvik#arcane meta#look i barely post analyses but i've been on a roll lately and i just wanna say i'm theorizing CONSTANTLY. i havent stopped for three month#i just havent posted it.#anyway i felt the need to say this one even in rough form because it's. such powerful imagery they use and yet barely anyone talks about it#given esp the canonical butterfly motifs used over and over and over#viktor's so fucking alone in the last year of his life. he shrinks in on himself. he's deeply hurt. getting rejected in the council room wa#like IT for him. the defeat when he finally gives up and gives in.#i just. bro. this is a big part of why i identify so strongly with viktor as a character because it's so much about his loneliness#i may clean this up and post an actual meta about it if i feel like it. this is really one of the most important parts of his arc imo#mage viktor leaving jayce down in that ravine. watching him but not intervening. in a way forcing jayce to experience his loneliness#idk how you watch that scene with The Line and Viktor standing alone after hex-Sky disappears and not get a knife through the heart#at feeling his utter soul-crushing loneliness#he's now alone in the astral plane. no one could understand him before because of what made him different#now he's alone again. no one can perceive him how he actually is. again and again no one sees him for who he is
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maybe if these people spend a lick of their time creating for the media they love instead of harassing other people with what they enjoy, they'll be less miserable.
if you're wondering why there's less fan content here over the years.... it's this. this is why.
#and these ppl will finally understand how tiring it can sometimes get when you create things FOR FREE lol#seeing the ppl i follow get harassed for things they like and do is so sad ughhhhhhhhhhhh sending them all big hugs#its also why i have inboxes closed lol#also theres less interactions now which some creators really appreciate having before now theres 0 interactions in fandom#i personally dont rlly care and just post gifs because i want to but many ppl love having interactions and tunglr being more instagram-like#is also not really helping with how fandom is supposed to be which is a community#and its also why discord is now super popular as a fandom space#i dont blame em ngl bc i prefer discord too since servers can be moderated and looked after when something hella toxic is happening#personal tag
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grappling hook related posts
#you dont understand. in the runup to royal i was so fucking excited for this grappling hook#i was like finally we can circumvent the worst parts of eg okumuras palace#where you run down a path and then like two cubes fall in front of you that you could definitely climb#and the game is like oh no time to spend fifty hundred hours zigzagging around the factory#you know what gamers like? you know what gives a sense of progress? when the goal is in sight but you can't reach it for contrived reasons#(crushing the dualshock in my hands) anyway#they announced the grappling hook and i was like oh my god maybe now we will get actual “gameplay”#no#now we get ren refusing to use the grappling hook except for at specific osha approved grappling locations for trinkets#and goro akechi being passive aggressive at you when you dont use the grappling hook#and you STILL can't get over those FUCKING blocks#rookposting#p5#this is a deep seated grievance
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Heyo! I'm opening limited number of slots again for pokemon ko-fi doodles!
If you're interested, you can check out my commissions page here: ☕ https://ko-fi.com/gotchibam/commissions
They'll be in the style similar to the art above since the lineless style I've been doing them in takes me so much time to finish 😔 Hopefully I'll be able to speed up my workflow this way 😤
Please take note I still have commissions in progress (you can view my backlog here) so it may take a while before I get to work for this batch. I hope you guys understand ;_; Thank you sm as always!! ;w;
#I think i'm doing a bit better now!#also i've finally queued everything from the last year's backlog so that's a big BIG relief ;w;#tbh it's been weighing on my mind for quite some time now bc i've been feeling bad for keeping ppl waiting ;_;#I know ppl are very understanding enough tho & i'm super thankful for that but the brain always does it's thing. y'know. ;_;#so yeah! I can finally focus on this year's comms now 🥹#opening 5 slots for now so I don't overwhelm myself 😌#tysm again to everyone for being patient w/ me ;_;
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Scott Smajor (cc) is such a good story teller actually and the common themes he uses in his storylines captivate me. I think we should talk about how good he is at Themes more often. If I wasn't so tired I'd write essays.
#scott smajor#his use of *grief* specifically#how it's often framed as *the worst thing* one can experience#how his roleplay(tm) moments in third life + a lot of witchcraft smp explore this idea#that grief = a death of the self as well and is uniquely horrifying in how it robs one of agency and hope#and how heavily it interacts with scott's typical central thematic focus on hope through continuation#his stories often convey hopeful and positive endings- even to tragic events- through presenting a world that keeps moving#where you have a path forward. a will and ability to carry onward. and a non-negotiable continuous consciousness interestingly enough.#notably even when scott's endings include death they don't tend to be true deaths.#there is a confirmed afterlife in both empires season one and third life#and scott literally reverses death in witchcraft smp#the idea of true death and subsequent *loss* is the biggest thing you can clash against scott's main themes of hope+choice+moving forward#so it's very natural that frequently loss#and maybe even more broadly any form of true *endings* as a concept#are framed through such a lens of horror and unique despair within the stories#because the storyteller is juxtaposing it against their central themes as the most hostile and irreconcilable thing with them#maybe i'm hyping up my cc too much by implying the minecraft roleplay is.#a dialogue with- and grappling of- the mere concept of finality and endings#(usually through death because that's typically the most profound and unchangeable form of finality we have any grasp of)#like i'm probably giving “is the minecraft based commentary about the relationship between hope and mortality in the room right now?” vibes#but like.#you have to understand how many recurring themes he uses#and how interesting they are#i believe in my cc's storytelling capabilities because his themes blow me away.#and even if it's not intentional storytelling (which i think it is because the themes are very well used and frequent enough)#i still find it interesting regardless
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memento vivere
<previous - next>
#FFXIV#FinalFantasyXIV#Erenvahl#wolship#WoL x Erenville#X'vahl Tia#Erenville#Cahciua#don't... don't look at the date stamp between this one and the last one :')#In all honesty I got hit with a massive bout of big depression#that left me with zero motivation to do literally anything for a while#(....might still be dealing with it)#but I finally managed to get the next part out!#I'm disappointed but understand#how the game kind of made it seem like#after the goodbye in Living Memory everything is fine and dandy for him now#like I know that they can't really dwell on it because ultimately FFXIV is not his story so they didn't have time to dedicate to it#but the story *I'm* telling *is* partially his story#so I get to show a bit more of how my version of him is dealing with things#He's happy that he has X'vahl now#but that doesn't counteract the grief that he's still very much processing#about losing his mother#a relationship cannot fix something like that#it can help give you someone to lean on and share your grief with#(should you chose to share it.... which may be more difficult for some than others)#so maybe you don't have to shoulder it alone#but it cannot *fix* it#tumblr *please* don't annihilate this one too...#between posting it at 2:30 in the am for me and tumblr probably launching it into the stratosphere#it may be a miracle if anyone sees this at all :')
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I need to talk about this scene and how much it means to me as an autistic person. The things Taash describes are so, so painfully relatable to me. But really what gets me about this scene is Rook's dialogue. To be able to say me too, that I have to mask and imitating what "normal" people do in order to get by? That this is a practiced skill, and sometimes it's hard to employ? I have never, EVER seen that part of myself represented so authentically. I've had this exact conversation with my therapist during my diagnosis process. I've had this conversation with my parents, my siblings, my friends. I know the sting of when the mask slips and people you care about don't like what's underneath.
To be able to play as a character who experiences that, not as a headcanon but as a real conversation I can have in-game? For Rook to be able to connect with someone not in spite of this feeling but because of it? And for Taash to smile and say "you don't have to do that with me"... that just means everything. I'm so grateful for this character.
#this is a very vulnerable post so i'm not putting it in the main tags or making it rebloggable hope you understand lol#i went most of my life feeling like a freak and then when i finally got diagnosed i thought “now i know what's wrong! i can learn to fit”#turns out no lmao the freak feeling is forever but you just get better at not caring about it#i live by shokra toh ebra. i get it. and it's so cool that my favourite character gets it too and we can actually TALK about it#like it's not just subtext or headcanon. they actually just had that conversation. they get to be autistic together wow wow wow#to be loved is to be seen etc
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is detcon actually good
no <3 hope this helps
#listen. in order to enjoy detective conan you need to either be#1. obsessed with a very specific very japanese brand of detective drama and an equally specific equally japanese brand of slowburn romance#OR 2. a clinically insane fujoshi willing to overlook half-brother incest.#i have an actual literal chart in order to keep track of the character relationships at this point#and i havent even read the manga in a while so im sure its worse now#like half of the cases are either realistically impossible to solve or so fundamentally ridiculous it makes you insane#and another 20% are completely unitelligible to an english audience#because they rely on either codes based on the japanese language or some niche aspect of japanese culture or folklore#that would take several hours of research to fully understand. i know this from experience.#at least one CANONICAL couple are cousins#and it does that shounen manga thing where the author cant lose their steady income stream#so the story is prolonged through increasingly insane and convoluted plot points that only just barely feel coherent.#despite the fact that it's been going for like 30 years now the characters will literally never change or experience growth of any kind#shinichi kudo is an in-universe genius who has been trying and failing to make the same easy decision for THIRTY REAL LIFE YEARS.#i remember when he and ran FINALLY got together. which if i remember correctly was in literally the thousandth chapter#i was completely convinced up until the end of the arc that it was some sort of fakeout#because it is literally the only example in the entire series of those two changing the narrative significantly through their actions#I actually stopped my most recent reread because a major plot twist made so little sense it made me legitimately angry#all that being said. i am the kind of person who enjoys japanese detective dramas and slowburn romance#occasionally the comedy is REALLY good in a ridiculous sort of way#and if you can get yourself to fully buy into the absolutely insane framing circumstances a lot of the major overarching plot is good#but you just. you really have to overlook A LOT to get there. im not sure if i could do it if i hadn't seen the first few seasons as a kid#unfortunately i imprinted on shinichi kudo at a very young age. so. here we are#asks
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don’t eat the core
#deltarune#kris dreemurr#kris deltarune#I THINK I FINALLY UNDERSTAND THE APPLE SYMBOLISM#I GET IT AFTER 6 YEARS#i can take off the dunce cap now. i’m actually a genius#mwa ha ha#deltarune spoilers#just to be safe since technically this is a reference to weird route#my art
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Can we possibly get your version of osma? I'd be interested to see what you did with her
Here you go!! I was putting this off a bit cause, I'll be honest, the way the reveal/transition scene was handled was actually kinda upsetting for me.
I did read on her Wiki though that she's apparently a fairy which is awesome as hell. I haven't gotten to that part in the books yet but I'm glad to have something to chew on in my time of need.
#Finally got around to this ppl can stop asking now 😭#wizard of oz#oz books#land of oz#wicked#wicked movie#ozma of oz#oz tip#tippetarius#art#digital art#fanart#Personally I wanna interpret Ozma as more transmasc but like#obviously shes a really important character to the series and shows up a lot so I cannot live in denial no matter how much I want to#The begging and bargaining not to be turned into a girl only to be ignored and changed anyway gave me a visceral reaction#but I understand transfem Ozma is important to a lot of people and I feel wrong trying to take that away#Might change her design to lean more or less into the fairy thing later depending on the context given for it#but I needed to latch onto *something* for her design#bcs only having 'character I interpret as transmasc forced to dress as fem as possible' was giving my psychic damage#Nonbinary voice: making them less human will save me#Genuinely I cannot tell if Glinda the Good being awful in the books is an intentional running gag or just a disconnect#cause most of it I did just find kinda funny tbh but yeah. that one scene made me like really upset. Cant stand her ass.
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chat noir.... thats it i'd say :3
i always be doing crazy things with his tail and it kind of doesnt make sense but yall like it right?
#hehe#finally understanding those weird cuff things he has#ironically to this STUPID chat noir doll thing i have now#because i can like#rotate him and see where the clasps part goes#its a great reference actually#3d refrences... ahhh....#dont ask me why i finished this at almost 4 am#miraculous ladybug#miraculous#adrien agreste#miraculous lb#mlb#ml#ladybug and chat noir#chat noir#drawing
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a nap in the sun
#pokemon#pkmn#oc#oc art#pokemon oc#trainer oc#orginal character#pokemon art#pokemon fanart#venusaur#pikachu#kanto au#oc: clementine#my art <3#artists on tumblr#digital art#thx u for all the kind comments on my last piece of oc art wahhh it makes me very happy!!!#i was originally gonna put them in virdian forest + make the piece darker but if a piece isn’t so saturated your eyes are burning i don’t#want it!!! lol // anyway!!! clem is the main focus of my … champion kids… au??? idk if au is a good word bc it’s just a part of#my personal hc/interpretation of gamecanon … just down the line yknow! last time i created an oc was my self insert sonic oc when i was a#whole child … 14 years ago actually which is insane to think about - but i finally (re)understand why yall would die for your oc’s cause#this is my bbg!!!😭🥺🍊🧡 this whole au is super fun for me - i really love exploring the idea of how the champions WE know would be as parents#& how they would navigate both the role as the most famous people in the pokemon world while simultaneously trying to raise a child with#some sense of normalcy? also how the kids perceive and KNOW their parents vs the perception the public has of them! clem is reds daughter#and i think his extremely complicated life and position in the spotlight would play a super interesting role how he raises a child -#especially a daughter!!! this is her taking a lil nap with both her parents pokemon!!! they’re definitely older now (evident by their#wrinkles lol) but they can still definitely beat any trainers ass but will also be available for their babysitting duties lol
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