#i cant handle pain well

[0809sysblings]

how i imagine what the inside of mikoto's head looks like half the time

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i only just found your au and i need everyone to have a happy ending so badly im gonna cry ;-; sally is gonna be so freakin upset when she wakes up for real and sees she decimated barnaby.

oh, Barnaby already has his arm stitched back on when she wakes up! and really, even if he didn't, that'd be the Least of her worries. she wakes up into a Real nightmare - partially of her (unintentional) making

[pointsfortrying]

Ah lads here we go again. Chat, who's going to tell them

[luyo-mi]

the "how did kalim get into nrc in the first place?" makes me excited to see you learn why

now yall making me scared i still cant get past jamil's second battle, he keeps hitting me with his 3 hit wombo combo the bastard

[trahald-the-burrower]

Sméagol and Gollum - Forbidden Pool - Gifs

[maxellminidisc]

JT L3r0y 🤝 H4nya Y4nag1har4

Authors who obnoxious white people recommend to me as "truly transgressive" literature that just reads like exploitation pain and human horror, especially of LGBT folks, in such an uncomfortably indulgent way (or in Leroy's case, so callously casual) that I wish I could throw a brick at them

[mejomonster]

Ridiculously depressed but I am running ragged (which is surely worsening the depression ToT) so like the idea of weekly therapy to further exhaust me and trigger the anxiety more doesn't sound super compatible

[mieczyhale]

becoming a fan of something or someone means getting weird secondhand embarrassment that didn't occur before. and anxiety! !SO MUCH!! both SO EASILY. just because i... now care about the thing or the people involved?? really??

because i really love a thing i can't freely enjoy it without some weird vague negativity related to some unknown vague people?? sure. okay. checks out.

[aux-array]

dammit i really miss colorguard now 😭 i do have my rifle and saber now but i miss PERFORMING on a TEAM. spinning alone in my yard is fun movement and can help get emotions out but its not the SAME

[get-more-bald]

when you're an inherently bad person🤪

[oleander-teacup]

living in florida rn as a disabled lgbt person rlly has me muting notifications to my news app so i can microdose despair on my time

[meromessy]

Of course, dear. Anything for you.

true love(?)

[sotruebritney]

not me having a panic attack at the vet cus my brother’s cat was throwing a tantrum while getting checked and it seemed like he was in immense pain. i literally couldn’t handle it i hate myself

[spade-club]

Reminding myself that I did all of my goals I had for this year. Even if some of them turned out to be mistakes, I've come a long way in the past half a year especially, and even if I am currently struggling with the weight of it all right now, these achievements are nothing to ignore or take value away from.

[skeletalheartattack]

i was able to get twilight princess wii version working on the dolphin emulator. it was a little tricky though. certain actions like catching fish required me to map a specific button to do the wiimote wiggles the game wanted. also there were graphical issues that i had to download a mod or something to fix. but. other than that i was able to play it! so theres an option for ya

sadly the issue i always run into isn't gameplay-related, it's usually performance related, since my laptop is roughly from 2007 or so. most games i try to emulate that are within the range of gamecube-ps2 era (and anything beyond) usually run below double digit frames.

[dootnoot]

i really wonder how many people have long covid/post viral syndrome without even realizing it

it took me nearly 2 years to connect the dots and figure out that the mysterious illness(es) i was experiencing that no doctor could diagnose and that didnt show up on any of the tests they ran, that spanned dozens of symptoms of differing severity affecting my whole body, was all connected to long covid.