The way I find atleast One character in EVERY hyperfixation I have to emotionally attach to and project all my life struggles and issues onto would definitely worry a professional I think
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This shouldn't have taken me this long to draw Poseidon, but he is... i did get lazy towards the end... Sorry.
@sad-soup-and-chaos Here, my friend. I will say that I got distracted on Pinterest because pictures on Buddha kept showing up.
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Don’t mind me. Just wanted to try to draw something edgy-
Cause I’m in a edgy mood apparently.
So have Amy-
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Im mentally stable *hyperfixates on characters that are seen as objects to be used for personal gain*
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Is anyone else’s brain like you broke the spine of a book today and now your life is over? No, just me? Cool. Cool. Cool.
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Okay this is just a vent/rant thing. So you don’t need to respond or anything.
When I was six years old my birth mom come back into my life but she wasn’t constant. I was eight years old when she was put in prison. I never saw her again.
At the end of last year I was able to contact her. We been… talking on off again. Now she’s mad at me because I brought up the whole prison thing. Saying it was 14 years ago. It’s been three days now and still nothing. I just… fuck. I just want her to say she’s sorry and she loves me. That she wants to see me.
Why can’t she love me? My mom (stepmom), brother and their family loves me and I don’t share blood with them! How can they love me but not her?! There are people online who I have known for 6 years or less and they care about me more than she does.
I just want her to love me. I just want to love her so I can call her mom
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Y’all I went to the dentist for a filling and she praised me the whole time saying “you’re doing so good” “you’re handling this great”- shit like that and idk what’s wrong with me but I haven’t stopped thinking about it cause that shit felt great- is this what a praise k!nk is cause sign me up
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….I’m a rabid animal waiting for fanfiction to update like I don’t have English work past due….
Me on my college campus refreshing tumble 100000 times
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I'm a very picky person. A great example is earlier today I choose to take a six minute walk to Walmart from the parking lot of Walgreens. The Walgreens bathroom would take about 20 seconds to walk to. But the Walgreens bathroom is the absolutely rock bottom on the cleanliness scale, and I will not use it unless the situation is dire. I have have specific bathrooms marked as safe to use (they're pretty clean and I wouldn't feel disgusted using) in every place I frequently go to. And I have a list of bathrooms I absolutely refuse to use unless I absolutely have to.
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The Agony of selfshipping with two characters who are in a relationship and simultaneously being happy to see your partners happy and together but also knowing you'll never be able to truly be a part of their relationship.
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girl experiences gender euphoria and is immediately slammed by grief
for @litttlittt <3. this was supposed to be a portrait of caroline hill, but litta mentioned tim looking like janet when dressed as caroline and identity issues and angst and things spiraled
something about tim not knowing if he's his mother's child or bruce's or neither's.
figuring out the looks:
i wanted janet to have that poofy 70s hair
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lol arthur realizes with the other knights after watching merlin flirt and being hit with a wave of deja vu: holy shit you asked me out
merlin and the rest of the knights around a campfire after leaving a village bc gwaine and leon somehow started a brawl in the tavern: ???
arthur points at merlin: after valiant! you asked me to buy you a drink! you were asking me out!
merlin is busy cooking dinner and confused out of his fucking mind: what???…..valiant….oh the knight with the snakes.
gwaine who was slightly tipsy now stone cold sober and sitting up straight against a tree: wait. explain. what do you mean merlin asked you out??
arthur snaps his fingers as he recalls the memory: i apologized for sacking you and you said that if i bought you a drink we’d be even.
merlin now remembering how he had stumbled into camelot, picked a fight with a pigheaded bully which quickly turned homoerotic and flirtatious, and continued their teasing-flirting for days before merlin shot his shot and asked the prince out only to be rejected: oh yeah, i forgot i did that…..wait, you mean you didnt realize what i was asking?
arthur: no?? we argued everyday, how was i supposed to realize you were asking me out??
merlin now abandoning the dinner and staring across the camp at arthur while the rest of the knights watch their back and forth like a game of tennis: to you we were arguing, to me that was very much flirting. i thought you were flirting back so i decided to ask you. then you rejected me
arthur, mentally beating his past self up for fucking up their chance: i didn’t reject you!!! i just didn’t realize what you were asking me. how was i meant to? we fought every chance we got
leon, nudging elyan, glee and excitement riling through him: its happening!!! its finally happening!!! seven long, grueling years is finally paying off!!!
merlin, realizing the misunderstanding and acknowledging the fact that he wasn’t rejected, his flirtations just weren’t noticed - realizing he still has a chance: oh…oh i see. arthur, my dear, our fights were extremely flirtatious. need i remind you of what you said? “do you know how to walk on your knees? would you like me to teach you?” or “i could take you apart with one blow”
arthur, mental capabilities at an all time low: m…my dear….?????????
merlin grinning devilishly as he realizes that his flirtatious persona he had hidden away after falling head over heels for arthur can make a come back: that is what i called you. should i call you something else? say…mine?
percival gags in elyan’s ear: cheesy
elyan hides a laugh: at least they’re finally getting somewhere. better than the hopeless pining
arthur, flushed from head to toe: ah uh no um im uh
merlin thoroughly enjoying himself: oh come now, your majesty. use your words.
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