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posallys · 3 months

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current dilemma: i'm very interested in and kind of want to do a little self-experiment on my testing anxiety. because i stress out so fucking hard before every single test but i always do well on them. and the stress forces me to study to a point but then it gets so bad that i just can't really bring myself to study. so now the question is: for my genetics exam tomorrow, do I suck it up and study for about two hours, or do i not study and just go with my gut that says i know the material---and i know i know the material because I get the in-class questions correct and i've gotten perfects on all of the quizzes. because my thinking is that, if i do well tomorrow without forcing myself to stress over studying, then it would be evidence to support that i maybe don't have to study as much as i think i do, which would alleviate some of that stress? except the issue is that if i get a bad grade i will kill myself so. i have reached a crossroads

#i do not want to study #but if i do not get an A the world will end i will die nothing will ever be the same.#i KNOW that not getting an A is okay. HOWEVER my brain refuses to accept it.#I have a hard time separating 'doing THE best' and 'doing MY best'#a lot of this stems for the fact that i never had to study before because i just Understood Everything #and now that i'm actually LEARNING and my brain is growing im worried i'm not going to know everything </3 and that means i suck <3

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bellafragolina · 3 months

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If I had an official fursona it’d either be a cocker spaniel or a rat no in between

#i do NOT want to study

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bengaligirl · 5 months

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motivating myself to write this exam by trying to think of all the good things that will happen if i just get through tomorrow

#i only need a 70 to pass this course and it shouldn't be too bad at allllll but god #i do not want to study #i'm seeing the boy and the heron on monday #and next week i'm going to dinner w all of my friends #and a pottery painting thing w another friend #and on sunday i'm finding out whether or not i can take home a CAT #and i have a few free days where i can just. play video games the entire day #aghhhhh #it's just one more test. one more ;-;

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centurionking · 2 years

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i just woke up fuckin angry today.

#I do not want to go to class #I do not want to study #I do not want to work on assignments #at best I might want to go to the gym #but mostly I want to rage against the world #I'll still do all that shit I just won't be happy about it.

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thesapphiccrytid · 1 month

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Falin?

#made this is abt an hour bc i wanted to do a little color study :)#definitely reading the manga after this last episode #it was horrific and devastating i loved it sm #dungeon meshi #laios touden #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #laios dungeon meshi #fanart #my art

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telleroftime · 3 months

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Once again as someone who hasn't watched more than two seasons of Naruto but googled a lot...

Why'd they do him like that? By that I mean...

Where's his bookshelf?

He has like... 7 books in the anime. Give back his books. Let this man collect his erotica in peace. Don't take that away from him. Put it back.

#kakashi hatake #naruto #I want to do a character study on him now #Like a PowerPoint...#whoops #the blackout on ny street is enabling this #toonce offtopic

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flareprince · 5 months

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“It’s the things we love the most, that destroy us”

#the ballad of songbirds and snakes #the hunger games #i wanted 2 do a color study on this scene because it was so good #coriolanus snow #lucy gray baird #tbh #tbosas #bosas #president snow #a quick doodle pls don’t judge #fanart #snowbaird

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omatoxin · 2 months

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gourami in the tank…..what will they do….

#I want to do more life studies but that means all my pictures are from pet stores :(#digital art #art #digital drawing #honey gourami #artists on tumblr #illustration #digital aritst #artist #omatoxin #fish #fish art #fish drawing #gourami #gourami art #eee #pet art #sunset gourami

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olasketches · 25 days

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guys, I’m obsessed with a man.

#ryomen sukuna #jjk #my art #I wanted to do some studies but only sukuna's on my mind #…also I discovered a new brush yay!! it’s ALMOST identical to the other brushes I use but this one feels like more like a marker #which is something I’ve been looking for in a brush for some time now

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caemidraws · 1 month

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Wheel of Fortune

#dnd #dungeons and dragons #artists on tumblr #tarots #ocs #marsilio #tw blood #dont @ me i drew this weeks ago while on finals stress i just wanted to do anatomy studies n put a bunch of random stuff in it #i know i did better studies but if i keep this in the drafts for longer ill never post it

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chihirolovebot · 5 months

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on a real note that bit near the end of the video was genuinely haunting. hearing somerton talk about how gay writers are erased from history was one thing (with all the irony being that he stepped on the backs of numerous underpaid, underprivileged and uncredited queer writers to build his youtube channel) but when h revealed it wasn't even somerton's quote in the first place? the worst, most crushing sort of irony. how do you lament about the erasure of gay people and gay writers in history... whilst erasing a gay writer and taking his words as your own?

#it's genuinely unconscionable and its given me a lot to think about #i found somerton through his video essay on killing stalking #one of my favourite psychological horrors #i was overjoyed to find someone who seemed to recognise it for the dark character study of trauma and abuse that it was #and not a love story #now all i want to do is go back to that video and search up the phrases in google #to see who really wrote those words and phrases that got to me so deeply #fuck man . what a disappointment #james somerton #hbomberguy #veetxt

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months

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