am i gonna put you in the book acknowledgements am i gonna be able to say your name without flinching am i ever gonna get a word in edgewise am i ever gonna recover the time i spent with you. computer virus kid; i arrived in your life already begging to be let in. somehow insecure i could even be your friend. like you had a line outside the door and we were all shifting our weight, begging.
you're so fucking good at that - at making people feel like they need to earn you, like you're a commodity none of us can afford. no kindness or careful communication could work on you - you were so good at just going-ghost, about deciding someone just wasn't cool-enough. something about that is super ironic. even the parts of it that weren't romantic felt like a romance book. i wanted you to like me so badly i scrubbed myself clean just so you'd spare me - what. your favor? a look?
okay okay okay. it's just a friendship - if it was even true that we were friends, if you even saw me as someone you trusted. on reddit someone would tell me girl literally just cut her out of your life, it's not that difficult. even i was aware of how fucked up the whole situation was. like, why the fuck do i even care about your approval? you're like, not even that fun to be around. you are often a little bit cruel.
but for almost four years of my life, i thought i had found someone like me. somebody who liked the same things i do. someone who liked to read and who liked making jokes with esoteric references and who spent maybe too much time on the internet and who was absolutely a little bit pretentious. i don't know, something about that was powerful and addictive.
i keep thinking about our last conversation. about how i said - okay, enough is enough. you pushed me too far, you really hurt my feelings.
and how you laughed and said - you think you're the victim?
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Plotwist
You know how Firstkhaos mystery video p'jojo posted was filmed in the same location as Pitbabe
and looking at P'jojos emoji hints for his new series
they all kinda do fit Pitbabe, don't they?
So my conclusion is: Pitbabe S2 with P'jojo as director and Firstkhao will be added to the cast 😜
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#vcficfriday 🦇
Isaiah 1:15-18 (32364 words) by @fofoqueirah
Rating: Explicit
Relationships: Armand/Lestat de Lioncourt/Marius de Romanus, Armand/Lestat de Lioncourt, Armand/Marius de Romanus, Lestat de Lioncourt/Marius de Romanus
Summary: Suddenly, I hate his jealousy. I hate it! He is one of God's angelic cherubs when he smiles at me, but his eyes hold fury because I am in his Maker's arms. Wasn't Marius at the centre of our early conflict? Wasn't his longing for Marius why he spared me long enough for me to break his world, then shatter his heart when Marius came for me and not for him?
I am not ready to discuss the many thorns in our relationship. I dread bringing up Nicolas, his coven or Claudia. I can't; I am not ready myself. But I can debate Marius, and we could at least fix that grief.
Is there a way to kill what poison seeps from his heart when he thinks of me and Marius?
Would mending their relationship impact ours?
a.k.a. the one in which Lestat's attempts to fix his and Armand's ongoing resentment, ends up fixing Armand and Marius' convoluted relationship, mending his relationship with both while he's at it.
OKAY LISTEN - this is the Marius/Armand/Lestat fic I've been waiting for my whole life. The drama! The BAGGAGE!! The Daddy Issues™️!!! There's other characters and relationships woven in even though the trio is the focus and Fofo just juggles it all so well, I'm so excited for the other 14 CHAPTERS TO COME. 🥹
Lestat's Son (1673 words) @calipsan
Rating: Mature
Relationships: Lestat de Lioncourt/Original Female Character(s)
Summary: Giselle is a married woman living in the village near Chateau de Lioncourt. She finally gets the courage to ask a young mortal Lestat to her bed. The story is from her POV, but it is mainly an exploration of what Lestat might have been getting up to with the ladies of the village.
Honestly, the idea of Lestat having human descendants HAUNTS me and I'm so excited to see a fic finally tackling that big fat "What If?" in Lestat's mortal life!!! I love having it from a woman's POV too, something we definitely don't see a lot of in VC fic! 🙏🏼
Touched and laughing, father and daughter (201 words) by @butchybats
Rating: General Audiences
Relationships: Claudia & Lestat de Lioncourt
Summary: Louis is interrupted while reading and goes to find Lestat playing with Claudia.
What if I cried though, what then? Such a perfect little slice of Rue Royale era fluff, ft. Lestat being a better dad to Claudia than his dad ever was to him!!!! 🤧🤧🤧
*and if you're wondering what exactly #vcficfriday is, please feel free to check it out here! 🥹
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the official dirty drabbles round-up x fic rec list for gallavich kinktober 2022, written & compiled by me/bee/gallawitchxx & hosted by the iconic @gallavichthings 🖤
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click here to read all 31 dirty drabbles!
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+ 31 days of feral fic recs:
day 1: Nipple Pinching, Ass Eating, Etc, Etc by @wehangout
day 2: Roleplaying by @ianandmickeygallavich
day 3: Tumblr Archives: NSFW by @arrowflier
day 4: Freak Peak by @whatthebodygraspsnot
day 5: and i'm your warm receiver by @metalheadmickey
day 6: mine by juunnyy
day 7: Change Like Shifting Shadows by @thisdivorce
day 8: Just the way he wanted by @you-show-me-love
day 9: Gallavich Porn Gallery (ART) by @psychicskulldamage
day 10: Leather and Love by keepgoing
day 11: Birthday Bliss by @thehonorarybeaumont
day 12: Black-Haired Ginger by @squidyyy23
day 13: Cinematic by @metalheadmickey & @heymrspatel & tasting your lips is my idea of luxury by @suchagallabitch
day 14: hornygaythug.tumblr.com by papayawitch
day 15: Gold Booty Shorts by @peppermintkatie
day 16: a grip on his heart (and his hips) by redroads
day 17: Watch me unravel by @energievie
day 18: Every Time You Move (I Let a Little More Show) by princessmickey
day 19: The Days You Choose by @thevioletjones
day 20: Boy, I Wanna Taste You by anomalously
day 21: M8TE by @gallawitchxx
day 22: shut the door and let go by @tellmegoodbye
day 23: Mickey Restraints Meta by @gallavictorious
day 24: You're Under My Skirt, Man by @crossmydna
day 25: really? again? by @doodlevich & @camnoelgallavich
day 26: nothing to worry about by @smokey-mickey
day 27: 5 Times They Try Something New +1 Time Vanilla Hits The Spot by calicojackofficial
day 28: Today Was the Day by maybesheglows
day 29: Brand Spanking New by @jackieq
day 30: Paragraphs by @palepinkgoat
day 31: You Can't Always Get What You Want by @chat-noir12 & Cooperative Gameplay by grayola
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until next year! xx
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For the record I'm pretty sure WCUE on Roblox is safe. 'Safe' in the sense that it won't be taken down, anyway, because I think they bought it. In the official survey they released last week they had all these questions about it heavily implying it was one of their products.
I checked into it, okay, the roblox game is safe. I'll go edit my post and remove that.
I wasn't aware it was official, I thought it was still fan-owned and operated. Sentiment still applies to other unassociated games, though
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not letting grandma out until we get a tml update
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
FREE MY GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(friends, i'll be back alive and existing this weekend, kisses love you miss you, thanks for being nice to me whilst i've been off in the bin) (let me know what you think of this chapter it did not come out how i planned it in my noggin but at this point i was like fuck it) (plus i had to free the g ma)
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added muses ;
NELL CRAIN ( book ) ; haunting of hillhouse .
THEODORA ( book ) ; haunting of hillhous
LARTEN CREPSLEY ; darren shan / cirque du freak
MIKA ; darren shan / cirque du freak
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I feel like Stef Diggs has major “Forgive and forget? Haha no. Resent and remember” energy
I'm so sorry, anon!!!
This ask got lost in with a pile of others 😞😭👎🏻
It's probably been sitting in my inbox since June or July...I told myself that I would answer it a few days after I intially received it and that clearly did did not happen.
Anyway (which I know I say a lot...!! 😳😫🤷🏻♀️)...
YES, I fully agree with your statement here!!! This past off-season was an intresting one for sure because of everything with Stefon being up in the air for a period of time. He's such a passionate, firery guy, which is why people have so many opinions about him!!!
At the end of the day, he seems to always find what he is searching for. I love everything that Josh Allen and the Bills have done for him; he seems like he is really fitting in over there. ❤💙
In closing, Stefon has a lot of good years ahead of him. 🥰 No matter what he chooses to do with his life and career, I know for sure that it will be fun to keep up with him and listen to what he is saying. 💓
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