#i dont know actually

[fruity-fruition]

Who here is willing to hear me out on exes Mizurui. Like. Mizurui, who're unaware of what actual romantic love is supposed to feel like, and started dating because they both can't figure out what it is so it has to be romantic, right?

But broke it off when they realized that it isn't what both of them wanted, on friendly terms. Turns out, they're qpr who knew. Also, they're peak mlm wlw solidarity after that.

ALSO also. Hear me out on exes Shizukasa but not in a "they dated" kind of exes. Like, they both caught feelings, but were too busy with life and disasters being thrown at them that they never figured out what it actually was. Once one figured it out, the other had already unintentionally moved on. So they had to learn to let go.

Shizukasa in a "first love, never meant to last" kind of way. A love that showed the potential of being loved, but could never reach its highest limit.

Anyways both Mizurui and Shizukasa stayed amazing friends even after and they joke around about it a lot. Which isn't funny in Shizukasa's case because people kept looking at him like "how the FUCK did you fumble SHIZUKU HINOMORI."

(Bonus, I had this stupid Shizukasa headcanon that they're each other's first kiss and Tsukasa used to ask to practice stage kisses with Shizuku a lot for school plays n stuff because he wanted to improve. Idk just unrelated info)

Ruikasa and Mizuena endgame but dude, think of how FUNNY it would be if Rui, a Shizuku stan (a fangirl even) found out that TSUKASA. The guy he's head over heels for. Had something between him and her. Like. He's definitely jealous. Of who? He doesn't fucking know dude all he knows is that he feels weird and scared

[threeais]

You like men

mika how many times do i gotta say this

im gay. of course i like men. i like making male ocs

[markthemannequin]

ermmf... ehmmm... markkr!! i h.az a question!! A... ar.e.. you ar.e.. a..re.. Ar.e. you QUEER>>.... ... I. m SORRY IF THSI IS OTU OFTA BLUE BUT.. I N.EED TO KNOW!! - 😋

Ya couldn't tell?

Thought it was 'queer' as day, Har Har!

[olecarrot]

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers (ू•‧̫•ू⑅)♡

Receiving my salary

Getting to know people

Accomplishing something I've set out to do

Learning new things

24 degrees celsius

[undertalesev]

Papyrus, what’s your favorite food?

WOWIE! A VERY GREAT QUESTION!

[kohihari-art]

outfits based on howls ??>>!/0

[kurtcobainsgreencardigan]

wait were you joking or were you actually in love with me from day one

i think i dont know when it happened but one day i woke up and it was like it was all ive ever known i think

[judas-isariot]

This is my take on the Xenoling concept.

Marina taking care of pearl like a feline would do, just licking her has she brag about something. Marina is Huge for a xenoling had pearl is small and who doesn't like size difference.

[bumblevoid]

i totally didnt forget how links work on tumblr nooo not at all

anywho uh

updated the drabbles! three new fnm bits and a new hermicraft au.

as always, the warnings are in chapter one

Void_Bee's Drabbles - Void_Bee - Dream SMP [Archive of Our Own]

[meltorights]

i was talking to some conservative relatives and they brought up one of theyre neighbors and at some point were like "well he's, interesting.... he's, you know,.... french." and im obsessed. what.

[rusty-gloinks]

EEEEEEEE MOUSE EMILY!!! SHE'S SO CUTE WHY ARE U "SORRY/JK"?!

because I

[melancholic]

the post chorus is kinda throwing me for a loop but like actually maybe i wanna be luminous

[whomst-call-ghonsbubsters]

[arimiadev]

oh shit rpg maker xp is completely free to own this week on steam??

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

[ithinkthiswasabadidea]

my first play through and also trying to keep everyone from becoming their worst selves is going well why do you ask