#i dont want anyone to get the wrong idea

[ottopng]

Ugly

Where are the ugly trans boys

The boys who have fucked up hands 

the boys who look weird

the boys who's voices don't match at all

the boys who have patchy facial hair

the boys who cant keep their hair “neat”

its disheartening seeing media only boost the “pretty” trans men

it makes me hate myself

i will never be a man who have a perfect voice

perfect skin

“perfect” body

perfect everything

I am an ugly trans boy.

a violent mess of bones

and ive accepted it

[clouvu]

Nothing in the world belongs to me But my love, mine, all mine

[hanzajesthanza]

when sapkowski is all “i don’t believe in absolute evil” like he didn’t write like vilgefortz and leo bonhart and birkart grellenort likeeee okkkk but those guys were preeeetty evil though

[scatterpatter]

Have another QuickCut I doodled in like 10ish minutes earlier today because I'm now obsessed with them HELP

[gibbearish]

btw its interesting the way james tries to imply that like. well the videos that have plagiarism are the ones our dumb stupid annoying patrons requested about bad topics that didnt deserve to have the effort put in to covering them well so basically its fine. like obv thats interesting on its own but moreso the fact that he doesnt actually /say/ it, or like. give a list of the videos hes referring to, just says "those videos are very clear on which ones they were" i think as a nod meaning like "yknow the ones everyones talking about". unless what hes meaning is that like they put a note in certain videos saying "this video was requested by a patron, we here at james somertom incorporated do not espouse these views" which seems unlikely to me. idk methinks maybe it's because there is indeed a lot more than people think and with all the buzz he's not sure which ones have been discovered yet or not, so putting down a solid list that missed some would look like he was still hiding things whereas putting down a fully sourced list would be admitting to wayyyy more than anyone's found yet

[insidiousclouds]

you can unfollow me if you're not a proshipper btw.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

[zombie-vodka]

my friend sent me this tweet and i took a swing at it.

ignore the anti twink sign. it was for my friend

[iamunabletothinkofablogname]

god fucking damn it

[mobiused]

Have i somehow entered a portal and fell into a world where suddenly incest and racial abuse fetishes are controversial to criticize? Like is this crazytown i am living in???

[fangshing]

op turned reblogs off for this but i wanted to share my two cents anyway re: goonboy

i don't understand for the life of me how he got to be so popular. he's a hack. ignoring the whole cultural appropriation thing of using the algonquin W monster folklore as some kind of channel icon (because sadly most people outside of here on tumblr don't care about that :/) my friend and i watched the "DISTURBING MOVIE ICEBERG EXPLAINED 😱" video to take the piss out of it because we saw his channel name and rightfully knew he was going to be giving the most lukewarm takes possible. this was before he got to be as popular as he is today

so, the very bottom of the disturbing movie iceberg contains stuff you're likely to see on liveleak. gore compilations mostly or other "disturbing" footage. IMO the deeper you go on the iceberg the more curious people get; it can't be THAT bad, can it? but they want to hear someone else talk about it so they don't have to watch it themselves.

goonboy didn't even talk about any of them... all he did was "soooo i didn't watch it because its super illegal" they're not. they are certainly immoral and disgusting but they aren't illegal under US law as far as i'm aware (not a lawyer). if you're too much of a coward to watch it just say that babygirl.......

[nagoo]

sideblog

its fuck jkr every single day, i do not endorse her, i do not agree with her, i despise everything she stands for. I feel visceral disgust and disdain for every rancid take she inflicts upon this world. I and pretty much everyone else I know, have all got some level of gender fuckery going on. I cannot stress it enough. and yet somehow, someway, in THIS day and age, is when my brain says fuck you and becomes fixated on The Potion Man of all things, to a truly debilitating degree. I'm sorry everyone. I am still, of course A peddler of Snoods - and in fact, Have finally, emerged from my perpetual artblock to begin drawing once more (a Snood is eminent even now). I am, however, also drawing sneeps. that being said, I understand that The Accursed wizard fandom is unpleasant and distressing to many for very real-world reasons, and so I've made a separate sideblog for all things pertaining to that @sneppu it's not so much a blog for that fandom as a whole, so much as a blog for the sneep himself. I, as per usual, pick 1 guy and care only about that 1 guy. anyway this long winded post is my letting you know that theres. stuff. there. if you are so inclined. disregard this post if not.

[berrymeter]

really wish ppl would stop reading me as self deprecating when im just expressing an observation even if it sounds negative its like. if im not actively saying i hate myself or wish i didnt exist there is no cause for concern im fine self perception wise. stating im going to fail at something isnt me self deprecating its me being honest abt my capabilities. & so far i have never been wrong!

[girlburnsalive]

All the cool spanish girl names are already taken by alive women in my family. Rosario is gender neutral & so dope but thats my grandma. & Ysabel is soo swag but i have a cousin isabella already

[wild-at-mind]

I get why people like the whole queer existence is resistance thing. I don't personally, because I think it puts a tonne of intracommunity pressure to exist in the 'right' way, I.e. the way that is 'radical' to the person currently scrutinising you. As a person with OCD that manifests in self scrutiny that I have to constantly concentrate on to avoid it becoming self hatred, I'm never going to be a fan of that. I kind of feel this way about any kind of assimilation conversation with regards to queerness really. I think it's an important conversation within irl communities who already care for each other- who shows up for others outside of their own interests and who doesn't, etc. But the internet makes things so impersonal and cold. It encourages people to make very serious snap judgements about others who they don't even know, and to encourage others to believe that about them. None of these people are in community together in any meaningful sense, or they wouldn't treat each other so ungenerously.

Anyway I had a bit of a realisation earlier- I think we have to tell ourselves our existence is inherently radical all the time because we're always getting the subtle message from our community and the wider activism community that having a good time or enjoying yourself is somehow bad, or insulting to people in dire straits. But instead of challenging that idea we say no it's OK because I'm doing activism simply by being here. I think it's fine to feel that way and in many ways existing as a marginalised person really is radical. I just want to make sure we aren't internalising the idea that we can't ever be happy or having a fun frivolous time without justifying it, and passing that idea along to others without meaning to.

[ghastigiggles]

also uhhh i wanna b clear abt 1 itty bitty lil thing

when i say this blog is minor-safe, i mean like. the content i put out is safe for all ages to consume and rb and i'm comfortable with that. i mean this blog is one where underage community members can gush in the askbox about fictional characters and whatnot.

this is my library and i am the sole custodian. y'all can come to me to talk about the whack ass books or to tell me some creepy nerd is hanging around so i can beat em up with a broom. it starts and ends there