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charliesinfern0 · 1 year

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ugh

#i feel a bit bad today #like. UGH #i cant really explain its just. ugh #my father has just been being shitty and its just making me annoyed #and like i feel like all these little things are piling up #and like. idk #i just got upset like just now bc like my parents just love to shit on the things i like #esp music GOD. my mom just seems to pick an artist i like at random and hate them #and just uuugh #i wanted to draw today to but i just couldnt i dont feel like i can get anything done rn #i just feel listless and bad #i really wanted to do my denki mystery au ai lore dump #i might do it later on tonight but idk #sigh

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bacchuschucklefuck · 4 months

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summer of junior year 06/11

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #gorgug thistlespring #riz gukgak #kristen applebees #figueroth faeth #fabian seacaster #adaine abernant #the bad kids #this is like. the First time I put down a palette for the kids lmao #I thiiiink its pretty consistent with the tones I did with my early sketches? iirc #gods. Ive been staring at this for Hours. I need to sleep lol #summer... it is happening. I feel like that always brings with it big emotions for me #it is. a little bit funny to me that whether these kids get a peaceful summer or not depends fully on how many roll20 campaigns happen #between now and a definitive end/last season of fh lmao #but also the last ''summer'' movie I watched was uhhh summer of 84. which. mmmmm #grim affair! so I'd need to stock up on less gloomy stuff to even think abt this...#well. what I need right now is sleep. so sleep I shall. thank u for tuning in today. see u again I think

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strange-aeons · 1 year

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Welcome back, Mr. Strange. I hope you've had a very chill, pleasant recovery from lung surgery <3

I got a bad grade in lung today and they have to leave the tube in for longer 🙃

#feeling more myself today than I have in a bit but yeah recovery is ahhh bad #my lung is fucked up rag right now #considering I had the ‘turn your lung into a fucked up rag so that it heals BETTER’ surgery #ouch #if I do say so myself

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isbergillustration · 4 months

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They’re stuck in a loop

#gif #procreate #digital art #drawing #artists on tumblr #illustration #my art #skeleton? robot? roleton? who is to say #feeling bad creative stuff wise today even though i did write 1900 words of org story a bit id been stuck on but #blergh #sorry

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girlboyburger · 4 months

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hi i'm alive i'm just struggling my way to happiness & productivity

#but i swear i AM going to achieve it 💪💪💪💪💪 even if my main strssor rn is being so behind on work again 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪#comms comms comms #wheee #tomorrow is my bday but today is CRUNCH day im gonna spend 6 hours minimum @ work and then maybe more #this year im gonna get medicated for my adhd but so help me god in the meantime i am going to try with my whole heart to use schedules #and planners and reminders and focus apps and music to put myself in a no distractions cube #AH #RAUH #who needs addy when i can just smoke a bit of weed and ignore bodily functions for a few hours while i work #wweheeeeeeEW #my art #furry #oc: cow #fursona #cowmic #sortta #idunno. an update comic #bc i feel like ive been leaving everyone in the dark and it feels Bad #also sorry one last thing.#FUCK paypal. fuck paypal forever and ever.

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lilacwriter07 · 5 months

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Adam and Lucifer had their many fights yet again ."You are not my first priority, I really love you but Charlie .."

"What ? Ofcourse I know that ! I am not stupid ." The fact that Adam, the Adam who almost stabbed Angel for a chocolate piece, admits he is not Lucifer's piority . Sets Lucifer bit off because Adam is stubborn, this feels not right .

"And I am not your second that be Lilith ." Lucifer opens his mouth but no sound came ."Or the third that be your hell, fourth perhaps your ducks, or Eve who knows ." Lucifer bites his tongue hard iron taste busted into his mouth .

Stop he wants to beg, just stop it's not true !

"And I am okay with that .." Adam looks defeated ."You are not the first or the last one ."

"What's that suppose to be mean ?" Lucifer dares to ask he could almost cry as Adam smiles ."I am nobodies first piority, not God's or the Angels, not Eve, Lilith, to my children or you ..." Adam stops as Lucifer starts to cry, he panics a bit not expecting this ."What ? Why are you crying ?"

"I love you .. I love you so much ! Please .." Lucifer fell on his knees ."Please don't say things like that ." Adam sighs as he walked to Lucifer, hugging the smaller one close to him ."It's the truth ..."

#adamsapple #I feel angsty today #did the angst hit you ?#Lucifer does love Adam with every fiber in him #it's just bit of bad habits holding him back

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that-foul-legacy-lover · 1 year

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mmm yummy SAGAU rambles

Childe who recognizes you at first sight. he’s one of the first people to hear about an “imposter” and is immediately up and armed to go hunt them down himself- how dare someone try to impersonate the Creator, his god, the one who gave him the courage to drag himself out of the Abyss and back into the light? no one yearned to find and eliminate the imposter as much as Childe, to tear that arrogant fool apart with his own hands and watch them die before his eyes- it was the only thing that would satisfy his fury.

so he begins hunting, bow in hand and dull blue eyes blazing with anger and bloodlust. he’s allowed to, of course, as the only person who matches his rage is the Tsaritsa herself- in fact, she commands that the Fatui turn their efforts into finding and bringing this imposter to justice, and Childe- Tartaglia- is more than happy to comply as the Eleventh Harbinger.

but when he does find you, the so-called “imposter”, he instead finds a broken heap of a person, divine blood dripping from every injury as you cover your face and cower.

between sobs you beg for him not to hurt you, and Childe’s heart breaks as he hears the voice that so often hummed and laughed inside his head, the sign that the Creator was watching over him, now pleading, desperate to just be able to live.

he knows you love his Foul Legacy form- he’s heard you fawn over it during the weekly fights you bring him to- so within a second he’s transformed, the pain that usually lingers mysteriously gone as he kneels before you, delicately lifting your bruised hand to his forehead with a soft rumble. you’re shaking, breaths coming out as wheezes from fear, and Childe whines sadly.

so he promises that he will protect you- never again shall a Fatuus harm you in any way, instead they will guard your precious life as you heal, and Childe will be by your side. his Foul Legacy is unhindered by pain; now it feels whole, complete, you filling the missing link between him and the Abyss. he will be your guard, even if the rest of the world is against you, so he never has to hear that kind, wonderful voice of yours filled with fear ever again.

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blu-ish · 11 months

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Come get yo Adeleine angst yall

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gideonisms · 3 months

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straight women are so fascinating to me I want to study them under a microscope. Today this girl on instagram said she loves the first few weeks with a guy when he makes her feel so feminine but after that he "turns her into her dad" and other women were in the comments agreeing. I have to admit that I'd previously assumed very few people would ever want to be treated like they were feminine but I'm listening and learning

#help i thought in fics when people were like 'her womanly charm his manly stubble' that was just like bad writing #i didn't think people actually felt that way irl i thought that was propaganda jgkgjbjbjbbbmbn #like are some women out there feeling GOOD about all of that. like enjoying it #no i get that there are different experiences in life i do #it's just wild to have the specific thing i hate about het relationships pointed out but as the thing someone else likes??#and also. so i've never gotten to the bit after they treat you really feminine. because i hate that bit so much #it's crazy to me to learn there IS a bit after that like i didn't know that #i'm learning so much today thank you straight women

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coolnonsenseworld · 1 year

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Wingmen ✈️

Linktr.ee/mezzy

#klance #voltron legendary defender #keith kogane #lance mcclain #laith #klance fanart #ive been feeling a bit asocial and its been 24 hours but its noticable if part of your work is writing emails and social media interactions #but today i woke up with a headache and i think this explains things #i hate headaches so bad especially the ones that just last beyond the pill like who gave tou the audacity?????#anyway i love these ckouds on it!! ive been inspired to add them after I decided to make 5hat calendar and one of the pieces has a fluffy #cloud planned-in #it makes me feel all like grass touchy and tree huggy #i hope you are having an amazing day!!

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da-shrimping-station · 3 months

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About Beleth,,,

1. He smokes.

2. He's bisexual.

3. He has insomnia.

he just like me fr fr omggg 🦐 🧡

but srsly tho can you come home???? i wanna have keys for Agares too damnit....

#what in hell is bad #whb #prettybusy what in “hell” is bad?#what in “hell” is bad?#whb beleth #🦐:ramblings #a bit yappy today eh #fuck insomnia that's why 😭#i can't simp for him anymore y'all #he feels more like a kindred spirit #adopting him as my older brother as we speak

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bacchuschucklefuck · 3 months

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pygmalion and galatea for aroace people

you should tell your friends what I look like, riz gukgak.

#fantasy high #fantasy high sophomore year #fhsy #riz gukgak #baron from the baronies #fh class quangle #class swap babeyy! bard!riz that's whats goin on!#I really need tags for these now I think lmao #ask to tag #I feel like this should be tagged something. but I dont know what #in my brain after the initial kidnapping class swap baron's thing is every time riz keeps his story abt them up in front of his friends #they get a little bit closer. they send him pictures of where they supposedly are n stuff #theres a scene in my brain only of kristen and riz on top of the van and kristen is like everything kinda sucks rn can u tell me abt baron #cause what you guys have is so nice and beautiful. and riz almost doesn't but he ultimately can't deny kristen a little peace #lmao I feel like dipping into baron stuff with the class swap is like showing my whole ass online again I just. I'm a #horror person before all else... I cant stop myself. canon baron is Great and Cool but that is kind of the thing. for a horror thing theyre #Too Cool. I think cool is kind of the neutralizer of scary. when a monster is a certain amount of cool it overrides the scary #and now u just have a Cool Monster #its so fucked for bard!riz this year bc he doesn't have an office (he's mooching off the school wifi from the AV club room lol)#so there's no buffer between adventure and home life. so baron just shows up in the strongtower apartment lmao #sophomore year bard!riz looks like a slasher protag so I just leaned into it I guess. he gets a mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon kennedy #well. its worse actually. they can show up where he is at any moment theyve proven this. but they dont #they choose to punish him slowly as he lies to his friends instead. baron is mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon and also a bitch #I think its gonna pop up if class swap baron ever speaks in a comic I do but their voice comes from like. inside their hollow face #it sounds like it's a lot deeper in there than that skull should be #tbh what I have rn is kinda like a bag of loose pieces that Can fit together into something great but I dont have the energy to #really sit down with them yet lol. Im doing this inbetween other things #it comes or it doesn't! it's fine. funny how today's bad comic day also. I wont say this is for bad comic day bc all my comics are #flawless and beautiful and perfect and awesome and beautiful and the best #but u should. if u havent drawn a comic today or at all ever u should draw a comic

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lunarharp · 10 months

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being attached to that moment qifrey held a baby one time and my ideas for the future :)

#witch hat tag #orufrey #brief small post before i return to Real and Emotional things again...but tbh...this makes me feel real emotions too #i think the manga will end up with a epilogue chapter showcasing little things in the girls' future and orufrey holding hands or kissing...#to like Indicate things. if it doesn't happen beforehand.#But. Who. Knows. also then i suddenly started thinking about them raising a baby for ages today because of how narratively poignant it'd be #for things to end that way after having raised almost-daughters all those years. and how healing it could be for qifrey and etc.#thing i said on twt: girls visit so often that the kid's first words are Professor Olly #“deja vu.. i'm not your professor kid - i'm your father!”#sorry but they are literally a gay couple where one truly is like The Mom and one truly is The Dad. to me #i think a housewifey homemaker type lifestyle would make qifrey happy. be harder now that he's disabled - well that's why he has his man.#i dont normally care about stuff like fankids or whatever..characters becoming parents for real..but like..Come on #This is the couple to think about this with.....they already ARE parents..i want them to be happy for eternity #once all the horrors are over we have to make it there.....children are so precious families are so precious....#i have bad relationship with parents personally and haven't interacted with children in years. And yet i still know that.#the fact that orufrey fight for children to be safe and educated and happy...qif wants to help coustas too..#aaaanyway today was a pretty weird and difficult day so i deserved to think about happy futures for a bit. i hear it's possible #btw i'm most sure about tetia becoming the princess of zozah. i think that will happen. and riche should have the ribbon tassel.

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royalarchivist · 1 year

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Richarlyson: [ What happened? ]

Roier: Richarlyson, I'll tell you what happened, ok? I'll tell you what happened. What happened is... Quackity was murdered, he was murdered by Maximus and Badboy because they thought it was the best decision, but...

Son, sincerely, I don't think it was, because Quackity is now very angry, and we know that Quackity is– well, I know at least, that this Quackity is not my carnal, he's not the friend I know. Everything is very strange.

Richarlyson: [ Is pa Quacks dangerous? ]

Roier: I think that right now he is, that's why I was going along with him, because... I had this feeling that maybe it was actually him. You know? But now, with the way everything has happened…

Richarlyson: [ Like a friendly feeling? ]

Roier: Yes. It kind of felt like it was him and everything was fine, and we were friends– and we are! But now he's mad, and I don't know what he's planning to do. I'm afraid for your life, and everyone else's, because everything is surely going to go to hell. I'm sorry Richarlyson. It's hard.

Richarlyson: [ I'll be fine, pa. I have you and my other papas on my side. ]

#Roier #Richarlyson #QSMP #SO if you missed today's stream this clip is a good TLDR of the major event that happened IMO #Carnal means friend but it's closer than friend #Best friend doesn't feel like the right way to phrase that either though #Also I think it's interesting that Roier doesn't call him ElQuackity #just Quackity #The bit where Richarlyson says that last line got cut off I just realized MY BAD #I added a (cleaner) screenshot of the sign #August 4 2023

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pixelatedraindrops · 4 months

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Yuma Month: Day 28: Death

“ B A D E N D”

TW // Blood

TW // Suicide

#Yuma Month 2024 #tw blood #tw death #rain code #master detective archives: rain code #rain code spoilers #yuma kokohead #shinigami #makoto kagutsuchi #pixeldoodles #my art #yep I did what everyone could not do #its been a decade since I drew art like this it feels odd #but it was all I could think of and I was on a time limit today #barely made the deadline... ORZ but I made it...#so what if yuma just gave up after learning the truth #bad ending #thats all I’ll say #please take care before viewing!#putting little previews of my more extreme work is kinda cool lol #may do that from now on its like a sneak preview :3 #warning: second image is a bit creepy!!#I don't like nor prefer drawing this sort of thing but it was neat to give it a try again for this prompt #lets just say I drew very bloody/edgy stuff as a teenager... x'D #tbh i kinda don’t like how it came out ;w;#its a bit sloppy and yuma doesn't look the best here... ORZ #but I ran out of time so I had no choice lol

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rapidhighway · 9 months

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"oh my old art was so cringe it looks so bad" SHUT UP ALL youre doing with that self deprecating talk is telling artists who aren't as far into their art journey and whose art may look similarly that they suck. When if you had never drawn the way you're criticizing now, you wouldn't be where you are now. The art you consider shit is also part of the way

#and its usually just- normal art #are people make when they start making art #everyone needs to shut up so bad #like im not proud of all my drawings i made when i was younger or when i was getting serious about art #but i know i was proud of them at the moment and if someone had discouraged me then maybe i wouldnt be drawing the stuff i can draw today #also again the stuff people call cringe is just normal stuff it pisses me off so much #i fucking hate the word cringe you should all purge it from your brains #also i have no idea what happening with the grammar in this post whatever lmao #sorry i got pissed offffffffff #like if someone put my old ass art in front of me id probably feel a bit embarrassed but like DONT DEVALUE IT

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