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mspaint-flower · 1 year

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squimsh cheeks 🥺

she did NOT expect that

#vflower #v4 flower #v4flower #vocaloid #vocaloid flower #my art #ms paint #SHE'S SO CONFUSED HELP HER #i'd imagine it's also kinda embarrassing for the anxiety wreck she is #but ngl i feel like her cheeks would be soft .....................

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kertchu · 8 days

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#I’ve felt things for them (but especially Memphis) that I’ve never felt before for any fictional male #my love for them is crazy how the hell did I end up like this XD #(ngl I kinda feel embarrassed about it too)#I swear it’s something about how you draw people it charms me #the simpsons #memphis yamamoto #johnathon west #others ocs #friend’s oc #gay #gay men

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griffithkisser · 3 months

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wearing griffith shirts is making berserk fans have such funny reactions around me. bro made clear that he didn't like him, but still said that my shirt is pretty..... we had less than a 5 minutes talk and then suddenly he asked for my instagram account

#gave an excuse bc i got embarrassed asf but i feel bad for rejecting him and he was kinda cute ngl #the worst part is that he seemed like a cool person so it makes me look even more rude lmao #wish i could apologize tho

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angel-baby479 · 1 year

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Slut, 25, Donnie

ty blade tehe

<3

#ngl so nervous about this like #I feel kinda embarrassed lmao #about making it #but #oh well #fuck it we ball if people send asks yay if not oh well #knights drawing challenge #I love doing my own drawing challenge lmfao #I just realised-#hsjksdkjwd #man I’m dumb #uh #knightish draws #collar ask game #rottmnt #digital drawing #fanart #sketch

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s-ccaam-era-crepe · 2 months

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im such an emotional guy

#camera talks #both positive and negative #right now positive because i just cried over feeling loved #ngl that was cathartic but also kinda embarrassing. i feel like thats not a crying matter #but like i feel emotions of happiness and love and stuff so so strongly it genuinely hurts my chest sometimes.#also negative because of like. everything else BUT.#im thinking of the positive right now because today has been difficult #stupidly and annoyingly difficult but im going to ignoreee it <3 #anyways. i love you guys #i really really do #i dont Like being sappy that much but like. i really could rant about how cool and awesome and amazing yall are for so long #like. i dont do hugs very often irl but i would hug all of yall in a heartbeat forever #idk how to describe it guys.#uhm anyways thats enough of cam is vulnerable hours. im gonna hole up in my room again <3

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wehaveagathering · 11 months

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Making a graph of my post-game vibes after every flyers game for the 2023-24 season || 8/82

PHI v ANA 10.28.23: 7-4 loss

Current standing: 4-3-1

#:|#flyers #flyers lb #the flyers meter #philadelphia flyers #hockey #flyers hockey #i do feel bad for ersson bc i can only imagine he is doing his best #but man....#this kinda embarrassing ngl #he's 0-1-1 in the season so far ofc hart has been in the net most of the time but #we shouldn't be looking forward to losing every time we use our backup goalie.#although if min had used fleury on thursday that game would have gone wayyyyyy differently lol #but that's my point like #min's backup goalie is a vezina winner. our backup goalie is a guy named sam #like i rly can't blame this whole game on him bc our blue line choked too #and i was working during so didn't get the full story #but anyway.#i included the ig thing bc it made me laugh #both bc it can be read as “if you think he's so bad then you try out”#or “we need a new goalie so bad even you could try out”#and i chuckled #anyway

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cunninghamchrissie · 2 years

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i just finished reading a book pls congratulate me i’ve been struggling w it since like september

#text #kinda embarrassing ngl #i used to be a voracious reader #and now it takes me six months to finish 250 pages #tbf i probably read more than that if you’re counting fics #but still #i could never do any reading challenges #atp i get through like 3 books a year max and it makes me feel so stupid #but i finished one i guess so yay #it was the hobbit bc i’d never actually read it #i only read lotr #and then watched the hobbit movies

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wrecking · 1 year

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gonna be an insane yearner in the tags i think

#d #all i rly wanna say is just like. fuck. men are so god damn gorgeous #like i'm sorry but they get to look like THAT and i'm 'yikes' for liking them...?#like i'm ngl i was watching smth earlier and just like #god everything i hated abt masculinity on myself is so appealing on others like #i hated facial hair but now i love guys with it #earlier i was kinda just thinking abt the like texture feel of it and i was just like going insane from anguish likeeee #and their voices... their hands... every little thing is just so perfect #like just. idk i'm lovestruck with them at the moment and i wanna touch them and i want them to touch me god damn it #<- feels like the riskiest thing i've ever said on here but like you know what. i'm right #i'm finally at that point in my transition where i feel comfortable enough with myself to let someone else know me in that way #and as such i am like rapidly remembering how lonely and touch starved i am and certain guys atm are just like. a safe haven atm #i guess like a reminder that men like them do exist. there Are still people this unimaginably beautiful out there #i genuinely have to just look away sometimes bc i'm just overwhelmed by them like. ugh #in short i am a mess what else is new #sorry for mask off yearning posting on main but idgaf anymore #i am going to bed now (5am) and i'm putting down my phone so i can't be embarrassed abt this post until i get up later 🫡#maybe if i try hard enough i can force a simulacrum of intimacy into my dreams. as a substitute for the real thing #(it probably won't work but i gotta try y'know)

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leatherbookmark · 2 years

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wwx marvels at how amazing lwj is, because his skin is almost alarmingly hot to the touch but his face is still pale and only his earlobes are a bit pink while fucking, etc, etc, and like. booooo! boring. why are all the tops devoid of any reactions other than grunting, panting and aggressively thrusting harder. are you even enjoying this or is it like washing the dishes but a bit more tiring to you? why are the bottoms mewling and quivering at the slightest touch while the tops can't even get flushed, let alone moan. meh

#like judging by how insane lwj goes about fucking wwx you'd think he'd show some emotion/feeling. but no! let him remain stone faced #ngl if it was just a lwj thing I'd be like whatever i dont care (even though lwj actually showing more of his reactions would be cute)#but its so common and like. blegh #or am i revealing my Embarrassing lack of experience? is it cringe for tops to moan/visibly enjoy themselves in ways #Other than Grrrr Hgrrhhhh Masculine? segz havers egzplain #liveshrimping #OH SORRY lwj also gets those really bloodshot eyes which is. ngl kinda funny. dude maybe stop and chill out lest you explode #and not in the wag you think.

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theangrypomeranian · 2 years

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tfw you've been thinking about deleting your most popular fic from a past fandom

#sally speaks #look #i know everyone over there loves it for some reason #but it's really not good #like at all #the pace is choppy #the tone is all over the place #and there are so many embarrassing simple writing mistakes #not to mention plot holes that the whole fic could fall into #(and ngl it kinda did lol)#and I've grown past the need to keep it up for numbers #idgaf about fandom fame anymore #i write for me now i write to have fun #and imo if you read the fic you can tell that i wasn’t that into it and was just writing it to get it over with #idk man #i just don't really like it much anymore #and i REALLY don't want to have anything to do with that fandom anymore #I've taken big steps to distance myself from that fandom but that fic makes me feel stuck #i had good times and memories but i need to move on #idkidk #god I missed just screaming into the void here lol

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subdueddoll · 1 year

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... 📓🖊

#my mom has started talking abt moving...#and it is kinda ridiculous because i'll be 25 soon. and i'm still clinging onto my mother #i *want* to be independent and live on my own. but i think i'm too weak to do it.#and her just talking about moving away soon makes me feel extreme dread and fear...#(she also says i should stay in this apartment and have it on my own. she says it in a loving way tho. she wants me to grow up)#(but i dont want to.... so many parts of my childhood are missing from me. i dont think i can)#(the thought of being resonsible for rent... finding a job... fear of being without a home.. too much)#i dont want to... and if i dont live with my mother i'll have NO ONE to talk to #i'll be so lonely... for real... i will probably not talk with anyone at all. and just spend my existence on my own #my mom is the only one i have... how can i live without her???? she's also my only friend #what am i gonna do what am i gonna do... im so scared #i feel so alone :((#i dont know how im gonna fix this or what im gonna do #when i talk to my mom... she's understanding she is. but we both know i cant spend the rest of my life living with her #she also wants her own life T-T and it'd be embarrassing to stick with her thru my entire 20s... 30s.. 40s... idk #i have to be on my own but i dont want to #im also scared that with my avpd... i'll grow distant from her and never feel truly connected to her again #she doesnt understand my personality disorder. even if i try to explain she just dont get it!!!!#i'll always be alone and disconnnected from everyone. esp if i dont even have my mom...#i just wanna d1e ngl.. :(#💭diary

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amischiefofmuses · 2 months

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Can't wait to finish iconing the deadpool movies, because then it's time for cartoon appearances and the comics - and it's about time I brushed up on the comics ngl, haven't read them in about ten years so I'm sure there's been a lot of stuff that's happened that I'm entirely unaware of.

#I used to be this idiots biggest hypeman in 2014 - even had a lady deadpool cosplay #but idk what happened he just kinda slipped outta my brain for a while - honestly wish he hadn't because the catch up is killer #cause I got x-men 97 to watch as well #if anyone has any recommendations of things I should read/watch to help me understand certain shit then lemme know #I'm all about consuming new information and integrating it into my characters #also ngl it'll help me feel less intimidated interacting with those who fit comic canon rather than movies #cause y'all know your shit and I don't wanna embarrass myself #deadpool cw #ooc || the birb speaks

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elytrafemme · 3 months

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ok i wrote this and drafted it and now im rewriting it, it just sounds fucking stupid but whatever anyway i need to stop like. moral freakouts over fanfiction. like i know why i do that it's a long story but it's kinda fucking asinine to be like, mare you read m rated fic abt rpf what is wrong w you. when its like. i think i know where my morals are because i live with myself and also like i do activelyy important things as a human. which isnts like a bragging point but more like... yeah man im not pulling up to the community potluck w folks i work with and people going like rate 1-10 how ethical your fic reading is we're like trying not to get people evicted like we dont really gaf. this is stupid and a bad example i dont really know how to explain what i mean

#neg #im kinda skirting the issue to explain the issue does this make sense #idk. lately i think abt the fact that fanfiction is like the only way im able to process a lot of the messier parts of like #s. trauma b/c like. obviously i process a lot by talking about it out loud but we don't really live in a society that loves that #snt that weird. like. i dont know. i have so many fucking thoughts abt being a victim of s trauma and where that leaves me #but sometimes that leaves me with only understanding sex thru fanfic and that being my only way to like. think it through #and it feels fucking embarrassing when youre in college and you try to be transparent about that but like #shit's hard right like. sorry im not getting field experiments in blowing or fucking im trying not to kill myself #<- that's actually bars im ngl #suicide joke #does this make sense. i feel insane when i talk about this always but thats such a me thing too

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silverselfshippingchaos · 9 months

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wow i have not been doing anything but playing o.ctopath traveler 2

#ash rambles 💚#it's so good omg #not selfship related or anything! i dont have a thing for any of the travelers (although that may be subject to change)#my current party is o.svald/t.hrone/t.emenos/o.chette and theyre all so neat #that aside. it's kinda nuts that christmas is in less than a week! times flies!!!#i hope everybody a great holiday :D!#bit of a vent coming up btw #i can't say i've always been a shining beacon of self-love since i'm far from that but. ngl i've been feeling like my f/os wouldn't love me #as of late. especially my husband k.yohei and wife a.qua #and i feel bad since there hasnt really been anything that prompted this. i just feel unlovable and i worry that they would hate me or think #that i'm ugly or annoying or whatever #... or maybe it's just midnight and i'm depressed. but still!!#anyhow. that aside #more updates:#i have such a huge thing for t.ibarn from f.ire e.mblem that it's honestly embarrassing. bitches (me) really see a huge buff guy with facial #scars and start giggling and kicking their legs huh? i truly am so predictable #hmmm going back to the holidays! i like christmas a lot but i've never really done a huge celebration. really only getting something for my #sister + a few cousins. but hm... it always makes me think about fun holiday hangouts with my f/os #eh i'm sleepy and rambling #okay gamers! goodnight!#i hope i feel better in the morning. been feeling so so down about myself and my relationships with my f/os these past few days #vent #negative #will probably delete later

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rocketandonuts · 11 months

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Putting “you have pronouns in your bio” as a joke in my comic update tweet and getting jumpscared when notification shows up

#honestly I feel kinda embarrassed and regret putting shit like that in my tweets with art attached #same with the widow one ngl #but I guess it attracts more engagements & I really shouldn’t be so shy

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deus-and-the-machina · 1 year

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ngl I have so many xenoblade opinions I will never voice bc i value not getting pitchforked on the internet but whenever I think about them I first and foremost think “thank GOD I’m not on Twitter just in case I snap someday”

#I really don’t think I will except to individual people bc I don’t really like being a hater publically and in the tags. kinda personally #embarrassing for me but whatevs #like 50% of them are i have mixed feelings on or don’t like this character. and ngl only half of them I feel would cause any controversy #some I think people would just be like ‘yeah’ the other 50% is like pacing gameplay stuff technicalities n shit #siren says #xenoblade

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