#i got to cry in the rain :]

[eeveekitti]

day 23: pearls

all is to wash away within the grand cycle

[darkxsoulzyx]

Guys the animation memes lied to me guys 😔😔😔😔 /j /lh

[blue-eli]

Skuld in quantum design :)

[nwarrior777]

NO FUCKING WAY!!!!!!????

I AM IN TEARS I DIDN'T EVEN WATCH YET BUT????? A????? AAAAA?????????

for those who don't know: it's South Korean indie animation series FROM 2000s about FORBIDDEN LOVE of rabbit and cat in world there this love is taboo and prohibited by laws. I HOPE METAPHOR IS NOT TOO MUCH DEEP FOR UNDERSTANDING

i saw it in childhood and i don't remember why but i kept it in my heart maybe even not fully understanding what it is about. and JUST RECENTLY i remembered about it and relistened soundtrack of last published episode and found out that this is literally rebellion song about dreaming of a better world

AND NEW EPISODE IS PUBLISHED TODAY??? WHAT

[sparkdoesart]

Amphibia Slugs!!

Love these girls!

[shiresome]

COUGHING UP BLOOD. LISTEN TO ME

[black-light-guides-you-ghuleh]

new batch of photos might come soon from RHRN :) in the meantime, take this :) RHRN/GHOVIE SPOILERS BELOW THE CUT -

SATANAS i just got to rewatch rhrn, im sobbing so much more because of the details like when sister imperator dies, i almost cried because of the ghouls and the ghoulettes AND copia man.. the way aurora stiffens and freezes when she sees imperators body, the way cumulus tries to comfort her, the way cirrus has her hand over her chest, and copias whole situation and how during scenes imperators wheelchair turns into a normal chair because we're seeing it from copias view.. how copia blocks out things that stress him out more... my babies man, my babies, they didnt deserve any of that </3

[pandoratheprocrasticreator]

yakou furio's character is so tragic to me. i wanna meme about how they used the fridged wife trope but other than that it's like. he lost his family and later all of his coworkers and just. existed alone for years.

looking at the state the submarine and especially his bedroom was in, with everything being a mess and all the cigarette butts in his bed, yakou was clearly depressed. he wouldn't even take on any interesting cases to fulfill his passion as a detective because he was so afraid of the peacekeepers. instead he just kept his head down. surviving but not actually living.

and then he finally gets some new detectives to work at his agency and the first thing he can do is fail to save most of them from dying horribly. but the five that yakou did manage to save latch onto him and he starts getting into a leader role! even if his new coworkers are all rowdy and get into trouble they still respect him as a leader and look up to him.

the detectives keep picking fights with the peacekeepers that yakou has been trying so hard to dodge. and usually the resolution is kind of messed up because the victims die but the detectives prove themselves capable of handling the peacekeepers! they're helping people! for the first time in a while, yakou comes toe to toe with peacekeepers willingly, to help his new friends. he realizes that he is able to stand up against amaterasu corp, with the help of the others.

but by the time he realizes this, the stage has already been set. the letter from yomi turned his grief into anger and a thirst for vengeance. although yomi gave him the information and opportunity, yakou was ultimately the one who chose to murder the man who murdered his wife.

yakou has already rebuilt his life after his wife's death. the detectives at his agency look up to him and he would do anything for them. it would never be the same as the life he had with his wife but yakou had the chance to turn over a new leaf with a new found family who cares about him.

but instead, yakou plans a murder. he needs to die, over and over, in order to access the man he wants to kill and he accepts it. he needs to trick two kids, who look up to him and who he cares for, into becoming his accomplices to the murder and he accepts it. in the wake of forcing his detectives to witness his murder, he needs leave them in a lab filled with peacekeepers who want to kill them and he accepts it.

and it's not that he doesn't care about his detectives. yuma and halara disobeyed his orders and assaulted several peacekeepers, and he was willing to be arrested himself before throwing his employees under the bus. yuma and fubuki were implicated in terrorism and yakou and the others solve the case for them, then prepare to fight an army of peacekeepers to protect yuma.

for his murder plan, yakou only needs desuhiko and fubuki's powers. but he brings halara and vivia along as well because they would be able to protect the two younger detectives and fight their way out of the lab after yakou dies. he enacts his plan on a day that yuma wasn't around because he won't be able to help fight peacekeepers, so it's better to just keep him out of this mess. he covers up his murder-suicide to protect his detective's feelings, but also because they would be implicated as his accomplices if his plan was revealed.

and yakou probably expected that the other detectives would be fine. if they'd left him behind to die, the other detectives probably would have been able to either fight their way out or hide out in the lab a bit longer and figured out a good plan to escape. if yakou had his way, he would have gotten his revenge and his detectives would have gone home grief-stricken, but unharmed and forever unaware of their roles in his death.

but yakou doesn't account for the fact that the other detectives would try to save his life. yuma doesn't run after the hitman and escape the peacekeepers, he stays behind to beg yomi to help yakou. fubuki uses up all her energy to rewind time to try to prevent yakou's death instead of helping the others escape the lab. halara, vivia, and desuhiko not only have to fight off peacekeepers, but they also have to carry yakou to a hiding spot to give first aid. and instead of calmly planning their next move, everyone is desperate to solve the case so there would be any chance of getting yakou to a hospital as quickly as possible.

one major theme of rain code is that despite tragedies that may have happened in the past, people can work together with those they care about to live a better life in the future. and yakou could have had that. his wife's death should have stayed in the past, and he should have continued to mentor the other detectives, solving mysteries together and enjoying each other's companies.

but yakou couldn't let the past stay in the past. he had every chance to not go through with his murder. he has new people he loves, but he manipulates them and puts them in danger in order to get back at the person who killed the last person he loved. his victory was a pyrrhic one. he got his revenge but in return, he destroyed himself and his detectives' trust in him. he enjoyed his revenge momentarily before dying and leaving his new family, who he used their love and trust for him to his advantage, to pick up the pieces.

yakou furio had lost everything in the past. but in trying to pursue it he destroyed everything he had in the present. that's the tragedy of his character to me.

[wackpedion]

[blizzardfluffykpop]

your ult bias and how you need to be loved

@tbzhub thank you so much for tagging me 🥺💖

ofc i'd choose younghoon, q, and kihyun 🙂‍↕️ they're my three ults after all- 😌💖

explains why i'm normally a fluff writer, doesn't it?

tagging: @hugnyeons, @proudahgase-exol, and @tolkpopfan link to the quiz~

[feluka]

“I carried him for a long, long time.”

[candycryptids]

hello my friend!!! manifesting good vibes and strength for you to persevere the horrors™ while also offering you your fave beverage & stew or soup of choice (if you would like) in these trying times <3 (i've missed seeing you around, so i thought i'd toss a lil ask your way :D)

🥺😭 Thank you, genuinely haha you notice and miss my presence 🥺😭😭😭

Thank you for the soup (tomato soup n grilled cheese my beloved TTATT sippin soup…) and coconut cream Dr Pepper… limited time beverage but it tastes like Dawntrail to me ;0; (the first 5 levels anyways 😂) I’m up n down a bunch but I wanna do stuff… I have ideas…. 🤧😷

It’s a lot to process and I just wanna become a pebble rolled smooth by the river but it’ll improve! And uh, We roll. [Pers/death/etc under the cut I don’t wanna throw that right in peoples mouth. Also DT spoilers for lvl99 quests/final zone]

Cos I’m, a smooth pebble or s/t I dunno. We knew the death was coming, but we didn’t actually think it would be so immediate? When they said days to weeks we thought it wouldn’t be- I mean, we were going to visit him again on Monday, he didn’t look, I mean…. It’s rough, I’m glad we got to see him during his wedding at least.

Also, DT spoilers- it’s super twisting me up to be where I am in Living Memory, we (me n the speece) just got to Yesterdayland or w/e and there’s been this theme of like loving and losing and knowing when to let them go or w/e and it’s not necessarily a mean slap in the mouth but it does feel like one, like, especially after that boat ride with G’Raha? it’s gonna take a while before we can continue anymore MSQ I think, we’re all kinda raw

Anyways that was absurdly heavy- Here’s my family’s dog Miss Sunny Bunny being a blonde worm and asking me for more pets she is such a goober. She does the cutest little tiptaps because she wants to bounce up and put her paws on your thigh so so so bad. But she doesn’t (usually). And thank you for reaching out, again 🥺💦 and sorry for dropping a sack of rocks in answer djcjrcksks I have people I can/should talk to about stuff but I struggle not wanting to scrape my wounds against their wounds etc etc.

[moeblob]

Since work wasn’t bad enough, we had a random power outage and when my computer boot back up, my tablet pressure sensitivity didn’t exist. So have some pen doodles.

[obeetlebeetle]

[monsterbisexual]

the silt verses: chapter 34

chapter 38

[regular-lord-reckoner]

i’m home !!

procedure went real well, everything was really smooth and almost as soon as they said, “you can count backwards if you want,” i don’t think i even said ten before i was suddenly in recovery and sipping some ginger ale.

honestly the worst part was the iv because they had to do it on the side of my wrist because apparently my veins are crooked ?? i just hate ivs anyway so that’s no surprise but other than that no complaints.

everyone was real nice and made sure i was well taken care of (my nurse even had me pee one more time before so she wouldn’t have to do a catheter which with my history…..thank you)

but yeah, i’ll have a follow up in about a month just to make sure everything’s good and the iud is doing its thing !!

i do have some cramping and bleeding but that’s normal, although a little funny because i literally just stopped my period yesterday but…oh well !! hopefully in a few months i won’t have hardly any so this we can handle and i hace some medicine (and my ~medicine) that’ll help so i’m all set.

mom had to go run some errands so my little recovery buddy is keeping me company. also, a moment of recognition for my new favorite shirt (thank you as always, Boss Dog Art; i’ve already got my eye on another one that says, “i think therefore i am against transphobia around the world” or something like that and it’s got a cool skeleton on it; this is my third shirt from them and they’re really comfy and good quality so not sponsored but check them out, they seem cool):