ONE PROPOSITION.
Seungmin x reader. (s,f)
Synopsis: Not only you frown on love, you don't date nice guys and Seungmin is both a nice guy and don't want less than love. A proposition is offered to you to see if he can change your mind. (10,2k words)
Author's note: a fluffy smut for a change. Enjoy! :)
Love is patient, love is kind.
Pfft... more like love is slowly losing your mind.
Love makes it okay for people to dumb themselves down for someone else or do silly things in public and everyone would deem it romantic.
You don't do love anymore because it's nothing but a sack of vile and utter nonsense.
What you do is short-lived infatuation, physical attraction, one-night lovers then you're free to move on to the next one without any sort of attachment.
To put it simply, love gives you the stomachache. Love is just... yuck!
Also, it's easier that way, maybe you'll do love when you're old and bored or maybe...
"Let's go on a date!"
You don't expect this from the smartest student in class, Kim Seungmin.
You let out a dry laugh then pick up your bag from your chair, "sure, pick me up at 8?" You respond with a nonchalant shrug.
He doesn't seem to get the joke because he isn't laughing or responding to your words, he's just staring at you with his brown eyes.
Your laugh dies down instantly when you notice the serious face he puts on, "you're being serious?"
"I am," he shortly replies.
You scoff in a perplexed way then hoist your bag strap higher on your shoulder and start walking toward the exit, it's best to get out of this awkward scene.
When you think you're already losing him, you see him walking next to you and ask, "What do you think?"
"Think of what?"
"Going on a date with me?" He asks again.
You laugh again because it's the nicest response you can give to him, he's alright and he probably asked it for a social experiment or something.
"But why?"
He matches his pace to catch up with your half-jogging since you're going to be late for your part-time job at the bookstore.
"Because I like you," he simply answers like it's so obvious.
But you are so oblivious to it, you don't even know he's capable of having this kind of feeling. You always think of him as someone who knows nothing but being the smartest person in the room. You laugh again because you don't know how to properly respond to someone who admits that he likes you out of a blue.
"Seungmin, I can't play along. I'm going to be late for work," you tell him while keeps walking in the direction of the bus stop near campus.
"I can drive you there," he offers, taking the car keys out of his jacket and jiggling them in front of you.
You calculate it in your head, even after you make it to the bus stop, you still have to wait for the bus then there's probably traffic, taking his offer can save you from being late to work.
The only information you have on him is so little that you have no idea he's been driving his car to campus every day. It's neat in there, unlike any other guy's car you've been in that's littered with trash or their stuff. His car smells nice and he drives steadily with one hand on the steering wheel.
"You haven't done that assignment for Professor Park's class, don't you?" He suddenly asks.
Your eyes widen in shock because no one knows except that he was there when you were being scolded by Professor Park in his office.
"How did you know?"
It takes him a few seconds to finally give you an answer, "we met outside his office but I guess you were too upset to notice."
You weren't just upset, you cursed at Professor Park right after closing the door of his office then kicked the potted plant nearby, sending the soil scattered on the floor. You were furious but Seungmin was just being nice by saying you were just 'too upset'.
"I don't see why you still like me after seeing that," you say with an awkward laugh.
"I just do," he says ever so casually like he just didn't admit to having a feeling for you.
Aren't you glad you're not like any other girl? Imagine hearing that and your heart starts to flutter.
"That's why I ask you on a date," he says again.
You take a moment to look at him, observing him and trying to see if he has any ulterior motives. Who knows? It's usually the quiet ones that are unpredictable.
He turns his head at you and stops you from scanning him further, "Let's go on a date!"
You have no problem with him, he's alright. Kim Seungmin is nice and smart, but that's also the problem, you don't date nice guys.
"No," you flatly reject him.
He doesn't seem to mind being rejected, he rather seems like he already expected this answer from you.
"May I know why?" He calmly asks.
And you like how curious he sounded, he probably thinks this whole thing is a mathematical problem that he can't solve and will keep on trying until he does.
"I don't date guys like you," you answer.
"Guys like me?"
"Nice guys," you give him a clearer answer.
"Ah!" He exclaims and calmly makes a turn to the parking lot of the bookstore you're working in.
You take it that he gave up already on his quest to date you but as you unbuckle the safety belt, he stops you from getting out of the car.
"I have a proposition for you," he says.
And you never heard any man saying that to you, a proposition? What does he think it is? A business deal?
"I'll help you work on your assignment for Professor Park," he offers.
You know there's something to that, "but…?"
He smiles at your word and it's the first time that you've ever seen on him, it surprised you that he has another expression apart from the serious and focused ones you always see on him
"But once the assignment is approved, I get to take you on a date," he finishes.
It's confusing already with him suddenly confessing that he fancies you, him of all people. Why would the smartest guy on campus like the most average student who only likes to fool around with guys?
But you must admit that he makes a good proposition, it's very tempting.
"Just a date? One date?" You ask.
He nods, "one date."
One date is not harmful, right? A nice guy like him is most likely to take you out on a dinner and perhaps a walk in the park after, a kiss or two at the end of the night. You can do that without having to involve any feelings whatsoever.
There's this tugging feeling though, maybe it's coming from your experiences with bad guys that always make you suspicious about everything they do.
Also, what if Seungmin is just playing with you?
"Can I answer this later? I'm late for work," you say.
"What time do you clock out?" He asks.
You act nonchalantly to not give him the impression that you will take his proposition that easily, "8 but I have to do some stuff beforehand. Maybe close to 9, I don't know."
He nods but not saying anything to you.
"Thanks for the ride, bye!" You abruptly end the conversation and get out of his car.
You forgot all about it when you have so many tasks waiting for you, there are just too many things to do that half shift of work ended so fast and you take one last lap around the bookstore to return the straying books to their shelves.
You clock out half an hour after eight and push through the back door, you just need to go to the bus stop and a fifteen-minute bus ride later, you'll be back at your small apartment and sleep and...
You hear a car honking at you from across the parking lot, you squint to see the car with the headlights shine right at you.
The car drives and stops right next to you, it's Seungmin.
"Come on, I'll drive you home," he says from his rolled-down window.
You lean down just enough to see him inside and lean closer to him, "Why are you still here?" You ask with pure shock.
"I'm waiting for your answer," he answers in the same deadpan manner.
So, Seungmin is serious about his proposition.
-
You work on the assignment together after you get off work and Seungmin would already there, waiting in his car for you.
He doesn't mind spending hours in your shoebox of an apartment, squeezing yourselves into the worn-out couch while he patiently guides you as you work on your laptop. He never overstayed and leaves before midnight, despite none of you having a curfew and being of age to do anything.
When you're not working, you do the assignment at a cafe close to your apartment building.
"Do you always do that?"
"Huh?" You turn your head at him.
"Touching your nose," he points at your hand touching one of your ears.
You didn't even know you were scratching your nose until he pointed it out and you have to consciously put your hand down, "it's a habit, I guess."
He sheepishly smiles at you before looking down at the book he's reading, "that's cute."
And you can say the same about him.
Seungmin likes to wait by his car for your last class to end and his face would light up when he sees you.
"How are you?" He would ask, it's a simple question but you like his smile more when he asks that, a smile that somehow resembles a puppy's.
One night, when you had to work overtime at work, he came into the bookstore and brought you food because he knew you'll be skipping dinner.
Seungmin is nice and he's smart, he's great but love is just... yuck.
-
You are back on your worn-out couch to work on the assignment for the last time.
Seungmin is intently checking your assignment while you quietly do the same to him. These past few days you have spent with him, make you notice things you haven't seen in him before. He used to wear his hair down, but tonight, he pushes his hair back which makes him look more attractive.
And when he's focusing hard like this, his stare is fierce and his jaws are clenched, he looks even more attractive because he's so unaware of it.
He wears a fitted shirt which only accentuates his slim figure and square shoulders.
"Do you play sports?" You blurt out because you're never the type to hold back when you're curious about something and most men like being asked about their physique.
"Baseball," he shorty replies without straying his eyes from the laptop screen.
"Let me guess, pitcher?"
He nods.
That explains the broad shoulders and your eyes lower to see his hands holding the laptops, he has nice hands and long fingers with evident veins on the back of his hands.
It's the first time you realize you have always been sitting in this proximity with him on your worn-out couch in your small apartment.
Tonight, the proximity feels exceptionally palpable and you start to notice the nice smell of his perfume.
Seungmin shifts on his seat to put the laptop down on the table.
"It's good," he says then takes a sip of his canned soda.
"Yeah?" You ask but your eyes watching his Adam's apple bob in his neck as he swallows his drink.
He nods.
"Do you think Professor Park will approve?" You ask but your eyes are looking at nowhere but his lips.
"Yes," he confidently says.
You swallow air and lean in close, a hand holds him by the shoulder as you press a kiss on his lips.
The kiss is fizzy and sweet like the orange soda that he just drank. His lips are soft and warm but you notice that he stiffens against your lips.
You hurriedly let go of the kiss, poor guy isn't ready when you hastily decided to kiss him.
"I'm sorry," you say. As much as you hate saying sorry for everything you do that you're not exactly sorry for, the words have to be said.
He stays quiet for a moment then lifts his hand to reach for your hair, putting it all away and putting it behind your ear.
"Can I kiss you back?" He asks.
You eagerly nod.
He slowly brings his face close to you and your eyes are closing out of reflex, you feel his soft kiss on your cheek. When you think he will stop there, he drags his lips to kiss you on each eyelid and your breath quickens as he continues sliding his lips down your cheek to your lips.
There, he kisses you again.
With his tongue, he cleverly parted your mouth open to deepen the kiss and you gasp as you let him taste you more.
Sensing that he wants this as much as you do, you get on his lap and he immediately sits back on the couch.
He curves his hand under your arm and splayed his hand on your back.
There's no way that Seungmin has never dated before, the way he twirls his tongue and brushes his lips over yours, it's impossible if he's this good at kissing and never dated anyone before.
And he knows his hand placement, he’s touching you in the places that usually make you uncomfortable but still, you like how he holds you in place and keeps you safe.
He's officially good at kissing and you wonder if he's good at other things too.
Keeping his mouth busy, your fingers working open the buttons of his shirt one by one but you ditch the plan altogether and decide to glide your hand down his front until you meet the waistband of his jeans.
He catches your hand before you can proceed and breaks the kiss, "not now," he mutters.
"Why not?" You ask and lean in to kiss him again.
He stops you there and smiles, "I haven't taken you on a date yet."
"Well, we can skip the date and just do it, you know?" You've never been shameless about being upfront about it. You know what they want and you know you have the same interest so what's the point of beating around the bush?
"That's not a part of the proposition," he says and he glances at the clock on your laptop screen, "and it's almost midnight, I have to go."
You scoff and reluctantly get off his lap, "this is why I don't date nice guys," you say with a heavy sigh.
Seungmin gathers his things and put everything back into his bag, he cracks a smile seeing your dissatisfied expression, "don't worry about the assignment, I'm sure it'll be approved," he says.
"Okay," you say with a shrug, feeling a tad bitter for being rejected by him.
He lowly chuckles seeing you pouting at the far end of the couch, "I'm going. See you at campus!" He says, waving his hand at you by the doorway before leaving.
Seungmin is nice and smart, he's great, he's a good kisser and has nice square shoulders but love is just... yuck.
-
You let out a long sigh of relief once you got out of Professor Park's office, your assignment is approved and you feel like the thing that's been weighing down your chest disappeared into thin air.
Seungmin waits by his car and you come up to him to deliver the good news.
"He approved!" You say with a giddy smile.
"Told you, you don't have to worry so much," he says with such coy.
"Thank you," you sincerely say to him with a smile.
He smiles back and unlocks the car, "Get in! I'll drive you to work!"
Okay, you have to give him that, he looks so cool looking calm and confident like that.
"So, you've done your part in the proposition... when can I do mine?" You ask, trying to make it sound casual but it's unusual for you to get nervous talking about it to him.
He gets quiet and you can't help but think what if he has a second thought about the proposition after spending these past few days with you?
"I'll call you to tell you when," he says.
And his answer only makes you even more nervous because what if he really is just playing a social experiment on you? What if he doesn't like you anymore? What if, what if, what if.
"You're going to be late!" He says with a hand gently squeezing your forearm.
You didn't realize that you have arrived at the parking lot of the bookstore, "Yeah," you stutter and quickly gather your bag.
You push the car door open but not getting out yet, "you don't have to pick me up after work," you tell him.
"Yes, I was about to tell you I can't pick you up. I have something to do tonight," he adds.
"Thanks for the ride!" You say before getting out of the car.
It's kind of boring when you get back to your apartment and have nothing to do when it's usually you and Seungmin working on an assignment together. It's clear that you don't miss the assignment, you miss having Seungmin around and listening to his weird ideas out of his smart mouth.
But you have to be the nice girl and wait for the nice guy to call for the date.
How long would it take though?
You start to think that you're getting karma from making all those men wait for your call and you've been dreading a phone call for a week now.
You still meet him on campus but it looks like he's busy with something or he's just straight up wanting to give you hell.
Kim Seungmin is not a nice guy after all.
If this how's he is going to do it then why don't you shift your attention elsewhere but to the cute guy you met in the library.
You don't know why you like cute guys nowadays, but he has dimples on his cheeks so you guess that's why.
"I'm in my second year," he says.
"Oh?" So that means he's younger than you and not that you have problems with age it's just taken you by surprise, also, that explains why he's so cute.
Your phone rings in the middle of the conversation, you ignore it by shoving it inside your bag but it keeps on ringing.
"I'm sorry but I have to take this," you say to your cute date with an apologetic smile.
"Sure yeah," he replies.
You pick it up without seeing the contact name, "hello?"
"Hey, it's me," he says from the other end of the line.
And you recognize the voice, it's Seungmin.
"Yes?" You try to mimic his nonchalant way of talking.
"Just letting you know that the date is tonight," he says.
"Tonight?" You ask in surprise and almost make your date choke on his coffee.
"Yeah," he confirms.
You clear your voice and clear your throat before speaking, "but that's so sudden," you meekly say.
"So... you can't go?" He asks.
Isn't this what you've been waiting for? Doing your part on the proposition?
"No, let's do it tonight," you calmly answer.
"Okay then, I'll pick you up at 7," he says and hangs up.
You put your phone away and look at it, can't believe that he ends the phone call like that after making you wait for a whole week.
Then you see that it's fifteen past four in the afternoon which means you only have less than 3 hours to get ready. You get up from your chair and take your bag.
"Where are you going?"
For a second, you are forgetting your cute date and shoot him a smile, "I have to go somewhere," you say.
But he just looks at you wide-eyed and confused.
Maybe it's time that you stop fooling around and this cute guy deserves someone better than you. You look at him and smile, "you're really cute and nice, I had a fun time but I really have to go," you admit with a grimace.
No matter how much you hate apologizing but you do owe him an apology for abruptly leaving him on a date.
"I'm sorry," you sincerely say.
"That's okay," he responds with a dimpled smile.
The next thing that gets in the way is the outfits, you have zero ideas about where Seungmin may take you tonight. What would a nice guy do on a date? Where would he take you?
Probably candlelight dinner somewhere romantic, that's pretty much the standard of a nice guy. You decide on a simple black dress because it's always the safest choice. It's not too short, it's appropriate, and it's giving a nice girl look with all of your hair down.
A few spritzes of perfume and off you go.
Seungmin's car is already waiting not far from the entrance of your apartment building, you walk there and get inside without waiting for him to let you in first.
"Have you been waiting long?" You ask, hurriedly looking for the seatbelt to put on.
He looks at you rather wide-eyed, a bit confused.
It makes you suddenly feel so insecure about yourself, "Is there something wrong?"
He gets quiet for a few seconds before shaking his head, "You look nice!" He says.
That reminds you to look at his outfits and he wears something casual, a black shirt with blue jeans and a dark jacket.
Great, you're overdressed!
"Thanks," you meekly say.
You clear your throat while Seungmin turns the key in the ignition, "where are we going?" You ask and try to sound coy about it.
"We're going to see your favorite band!" He replies.
Turns out, Seungmin did his research very thoroughly and found out that your favorite band is busking at the park tonight.
They're still setting up band equipment when you arrived, you choose to sit on the steps facing the stage but you're struggling to cover your legs since you're wearing a dress.
Seungmin is considerate as he always does. He takes off his jacket and put it on your lap, "Here!"
"Chivalry is not dead after all!" You beam and fix his jacket to cover your legs.
The steps start to fill with more people as the time for the show is getting nearer, "How do you know my favorite band?"
Seungmin was rolling the sleeves of his shirt when you ask, "I see your records collection at your apartment," he simply answers like it doesn't take a math formula to know it.
"But I have a lot!" You point out.
"But I see that you have a lot of records of them," he replies.
"But that could also mean I only like the album covers," you hypothetically remark.
He jerks his head with a scrunched face, "that's impossible! You own one of their rare records!"
That caught you off guard, you didn't think that he would do such detailed research to your liking, you're low-key impressed by him.
"You know there's a much simpler way to know everything that I like," you tell him.
"Yeah?"
You nod and look at him, "you can ask the person yourself," you say with a sly smile.
He sheepishly smiles and places his hand on his knee, "Can I ask you something then?"
"Sure!”
"Do you like me now?"
He caught you off guard again but this time you burst out laughing as a reaction, "We're hardly an hour into our date here."
"So?" He asks with a shrug.
It's that hint of nonchalant attitude that makes him stand out from the other guys you met and mingled with, possibly the most interesting nice guy you've ever met and you're aware of how they contradict each other.
"Ask me again at the end of the date," you say with a sneaky smile.
At the end of the show, Seungmin helps you get up from the steps and you put his jacket on since the night is getting cool.
"Where are we going now?" You always hated being so nosy but Seungmin has been keeping you on your toes by not telling you what his plans for the date are. So far, all of your guesses are missed.
"I thought you were hungry," he says.
"I am!"
He holds your hand and leads you to the other side of the park, "I'm hungry too so I'm thinking we should get somewhere to eat."
You start guessing in your head again, maybe this once your guess will land on the mark, that he would take you somewhere romantic like you expected in your head.
He takes you on a stroll and not hesitates to keep holding your hand wherever you go, somehow you don't feel uncomfortable at all.
There are so many couples taking a stroll in the park so you're grateful that you're not alone among all of these lovey-dovey couples.
"The exit out of the park is this way," you tell him as he keeps going straight.
"There are a lot of food trucks by the river," he says while keeps pulling you with him.
You snort behind him since the park is crowded with people taking pictures of the cherry blossom in bloom.
He looks over his shoulder and sees you laughing, "What's so funny?"
"Nothing," you snort again, once again failing on your guess.
Seungmin is truly something.
"What do you want?" He asks as you stop at a food truck to order food.
"I want the cheeseburger but I also kind of want the bacon one," you answer, torn between the two.
"Then we'll order both," he concludes and orders it.
Sitting on the empty bench facing the river with your food in the space between you and him, you can't lie that you're getting hungry just from the sight of it.
"You want to try mine?" He offers.
You don't take the burger from him but take a bite out of it while he holds it, munching it with a grin on your face.
He lets out another smile, one that you like to see on him, the puppy one.
He doesn't wait to take a bite right after you and a dollop of ketchup gets on the corner of his mouth.
"You did that on purpose, don't you?" You say with squinted eyes.
"Huh? What?"
You take a napkin and wipe it clean for him, "there!" You hand the napkin to him after and continue eating your food.
"Did you do that on purpose too?" He suddenly asks.
You look up at him, "what?" You trace your mouth if you got anything on your mouth.
"You do this," he points out at how you always scratch your nose.
"I did?" You ask with eyes widened.
He nods.
Before you can explain, you unconsciously scratch your nose and stop when you're aware of what are you doing.
"I told you it's a habit," you persist and fight the urge to do it again.
"And I told you that it's cute," he says then shoves a few fries into his mouth.
You make another trip to the selections of food trucks and bought ice cream as dessert while taking a stroll back to the parking lot. The night is so warm the ice cream melts in your hand.
You throw the rest of the cone into the garbage bin before getting into the car, Seungmin pulls open the glove box in front of you and takes out a pack of wet wipes.
He pulls two at once and helps you clean your hands with them, he meticulously wipes the spaces between your fingers too. You smile looking at how he cares that much about your hygiene.
"I feel like a surgeon about to go into the operation room," you joke.
But he is unfazed by all of your fun takes on his treatments on you, "I guess we're going home?" he says.
You check the time on your phone screen, "but it's barely 10 pm," you say.
"Then... do you want to go somewhere else?" He asks.
You laugh because once you gave up guessing what he's going to do next, he runs out of plans for the date.
"Are you saying this is the end of the date?" You ask with disbelief.
He innocently nods.
You sit back and keep laughing, he did everything to get on a date with you but the date itself is... you wouldn't say lame, he’s just didn't prepare it well.
"Let's just go somewhere," you say before your laughs start to annoy him.
"Your place?"
"No!" You refuse rather too quickly.
If you went to your place then he would get to use the 'it's midnight time to go home' excuse on you.
"Let's go to your place," you say without looking at him, afraid that he would read your intentions.
He looks at you for a few seconds and you bravely look back at him, using all the force you have in you to remain calm.
"Okay!" He agrees then starts the car engine.
Seungmin lives quite far from the university while you live not very far, it's a mystery how he manages to always get there before you. Or it could be because you're just lazy.
His apartment building has an elevator that works and he lives on the eighth floor, can only imagine what kind of view he gets from his apartment.
"Come in!" He says as he pushes the apartment door open to let you in.
He doesn't have that much furniture in his place, everything is neatly placed and well organized. The door to his bedroom is slightly ajar, you can only take a little peek at what it looks like but you see his bed is made.
"Please, sit down!" He gestures to the long sofa that is unlike the worn-out couch you have at your place.
You sit in the middle and he hands you a blanket from the armrest of the sofa.
"Want to drink something?" He asks.
"Yes, please?"
"Water, juice or soda?"
"I'd like a glass of wine actually," you say in an attempt to tease him.
He turns around and heads to the kitchen, opening the cabinet to pull out a bottle of wine which surprises you that he really has one.
"I only have red wine, is that alright?"
"More than alright!" You reply with a smile.
You wait for him while taking off his jacket, gently placing it on the empty stool next to the sofa then unfolding the blanket to cover your legs with it.
Seungmin returns with the bottle of wine in one hand and two glasses in the other, you take them from him so he can open the bottle.
He carefully pours wine into both glasses and takes one from your hand, clinking your glass together to finally take a sip.
"Can I ask you the question again now?" he asks, putting his wine glass down on the table.
You finish your glass to make him wait for your answer, "but it's not the end of the date yet," you disagree with him.
You put down your glass and turn to face him on the sofa, "and you have to pass the basic interview first!"
"The basic interview?"
You shush him and think of a question to ask him, "first question: since when do you like me?"
He turns his head at you with an intrigued expression on his face, "ever since we took the same class together," he answers.
You trace back to the time you first met him in economy class and it was back to almost a year ago, you didn't know he's been liking you ever since.
"Second question: why do you like me?"
He takes his time to answer and turns at you to deliver it, "because you are smart but I'm obviously smarter," he begins.
"I'll take that as a compliment," you let out a snide comment at him.
"You're very honest in an almost rude way," he adds.
"I'll... also take that as a compliment," you comment.
"I said almost," he reminds you.
You roll your eyes at him in response.
"And you're very genuine, there's nothing fake about you," he concludes.
You raise an eyebrow at him, "maybe I do but you just don't know," you poke fun at him.
"I would have seen it if you had any," he says.
You chuckle at how confident he is of himself and move on to the next question, "What do you like about me then?"
"Everything!"
You groan at the typical answer, "how cliché!"
"You want me to name a specific part of you that I like?"
You nod.
"But I don't have any specific part of you that I like, I like every part of you that makes you, you," he explains and you hate to admit it but he did sound so cool when he said it.
Certainly not an answer you had in mind that you don't know how to properly react to that.
"I like you as a whole," he says with his doe eyes staring right at you.
You're not supposed to feel this way, right? But you feel the blood rushing to your cheeks as they start heating. You start to laugh because it's the only proper way you know to react to his words.
"Are you blushing?" He points out.
"No!" You deny his question rather too quickly again.
He chuckles at you and takes the bottle of wine to refill your glass.
"You know you don't have to say all that," you tell him.
"But you're asking," he coyly replies.
"I mean," you take the bottle of wine from him and put it away, taking his hand then taking the front of his shirt, "Just kiss me already!"
You pull him by the shirt you crumple in your hand and bring his face close to you, locking your lips with his, closer and closer until the gap is closing.
This is long overdue, you have zero patience left and Seungmin is a damn good kisser, you can't stop now, you're not letting it go.
You push him back against the sofa then gets on his lap, straddling him with your hands caging him in between, smirking as you're about to sink your mouth into his again.
Seungmin unexpectedly returns the kisses with such enthusiasm with his hands begin to touch you, tracing the curve of your body clothed in skin tight dress.
You keep kissing him, forcing his head to tilt upward, earning you access to deepen the kiss.
He lets out little whimpers every time you tugged his lips between your teeth like a little puppy.
He's probably running out of breath that he gently pushes you away, making a space between your faces yet he stays with his head resting back on the sofa.
His eyes easily find yours and stare at them, then put all of your hair away to take a better look at you.
His hands then trace the frame of your face, eyes, nose, and lips. He touches them so tenderly as if he’s touching flower petals.
It's the way his eyes light up when he looks into your eyes again that gets you, he brushes your hair to the side and softly smiles, then mutters, "you're really pretty."
You don't know how he did that but you believe that he's being genuine, Seungmin has been nothing but honest about what he says and does.
Then you feel something in your stomach, a feeling that was once familiar and only made you sick before. Your heart is beating faster and you start to think he could hear it so you kiss him again.
Seungmin slowly slumps down on his seat and the next thing you know both of your bodies are tangled on the sofa with his body weighing on top of you.
In the heat of the moment, he suddenly breaks the kiss and props his hand next to you.
"Why? What's wrong?" You ask because of how abruptly he stopped kissing you.
"It's getting late," he says.
You glance at the clock on the wall and the time shows it's 10 past midnight, you glare at him in disbelief, "don't tell me that you're going to send me home?" You wildly guess because it seems like the nice guy in him kicks in.
He lowly chuckles at you, "I'm saying we should take it to the bedroom," he says with a sly smile.
That means the nice guy in him is off for the night and that's exactly what you want, you want him bad.
He gets up first and holds out his hand at you which you eagerly take, walking behind him as he leads you to his room.
He turns around once you step into the room and says, "I have to check if you have something on you."
You tip your head to the side in confusion, "Huh?"
He lets go of you to put his hands on your shoulders, "do you carry anything dangerous with you?" He asks, patting the side of your body as if you're going through a security check.
You softly chuckle at him and hum while thinking of an answer, "not that I know of," you cheekily answer.
His hands stop at your waist then he slowly pushes you to the wall, "I have to do a full body check then," he utters to you with his body pins against yours.
He's so hot gleeful and sly like this, you're trapped in his gaze as he looks down on you and put your hands up, pins them above your head.
He presses his forehead on yours to softly kiss the tip of your nose and oh... these butterflies used to make you sick.
He drops your hands onto his shoulders and holds you close, burying his mouth in your neck, drinking in your scent.
Catching him off guard, you turn him around and have him pinned against the wall with your body, "what about you?" You ask with your finger hooks on the opening of his shirt.
"Do you have anything dangerous on you, sir?" You ask again with a loopy grin.
He slumps down just enough to be on the same eye level as you and throws his hands up, surrendering himself to you.
Your hands begin to pat around his body, feeling the firmness of his body against his shirt to eventually meet his stiff member inside its confine.
"Now, that's dangerous!" You lowly murmur to his ear.
Without warning, he wraps his hands around you to unzip your dress.
He doesn't wait to part it open and take it off you, until the piece of clothing pooling around your ankle. He keeps taking steps forward forcing you to walk backward until the back of your legs hit the bed frame.
Slowly, you sit on the edge of the bed and hold his hands before laying down, pulling him with you, sending him toppled on top of you.
With the room staying dimly lit with the only source of light coming from the bedside lamp, Seungmin's jaws appear firmer, prominent and he's just so fucking attractive.
There's no need to confirm how wet you are down there just from having his body on you.
His long fingers trace your jaw before lowering his mouth on you again, so slowly as if he's kissing something so fragile.
With the proximity, your hands work to open his shirt while he keeps your mouth busy with slow, deep kisses.
You impatiently rip his shirt open the second you succeed in opening the last button and Seungmin helps by taking it off of him, then throws it aside. You won't waste another second touching his body with your hands. He's not muscular but his body is firm and lean, and his skin is warm like the morning sun.
The hunger for him grows bigger as your hands go lower to unbutton his jeans open and Seungmin abruptly stops kissing you.
Your mouth is agape, panting and your eyes snap open to find his staring into you. You slightly got panicked thinking that you must've done something he's uncomfortable with, "Wha—"
He buries his head in your neck again even before you can finish your question, kissing you there, tasting your skin with his tongue. You gasp when he softly bites your ear shell and he drags his mouth down your chest.
A shiver goes down your spine as he gently kisses your sternum and leaves a wet mark on the skin, funny that it feels like he just sets your body on fire.
He continues his trail of kisses and not stopping even though his mouth is getting closer to where you wanted him the most.
You mewl the moment his mouth lands on your clothed core, his breath feels heavy and hot between your legs.
He looks at you as his hands start pulling your underwear down your legs and off of you, kissing your inner thighs after.
With his big hands rubbing up and down your thighs, his mouth once again closing into your heating core, he hasn't touched it but you feel the tingle already.
It feels soft and warm that you let out a delightful sigh, his mouth on your delicate flesh and you're taking in all these delights with your eyes closed.
Everything he does with his mouth is so subtle and smooth yet he presses on the right spots rather intensely.
You have nothing to say but let him take you higher and drown you in pleasure.
Then he suddenly stops and lifts his head to look at you, "you're so quiet," he says.
You look down at him, at his head hanging between your legs with disheveled hair.
"You don't like it? Want me to stop?" He asks again.
You look him in the eyes and ask, "Did I tell you to stop?"
You prop an elbow and your other hand reaches for his head, "do you hear me telling you to stop?"
He stays still for a few seconds then places his mouth on you to continue the deed.
"That's what I'm saying," you say as he twirls his tongue on your clit ever so slowly like licking an ice cream and it slowly melts under his tongue.
Your hand tangles in his hair and tug at it every time the pleasure feels too intense, another way to tell him that your silence doesn't mean that you're not enjoying it. It's the opposite, it's too good that you can't find anything to say but enjoy every second of it.
Your moans grow louder as your breath quickens, and the knot inside you comes to the point that you can't hold it in anymore.
Seungmin seems to sense that you're coming close to your high and continues what brings you the most pleasure using his mouth.
Your back is arching as you seek more even though you're on the verge of exploding and when you finally do, you try so hard not to clamp Seungmin's head between your legs.
You pull him by the shoulder to hover above you, "A nice guy who knows how to eat me out, huh?"
With your hand on his neck, you pull him close to kiss him.
"I think that's my new ideal type," you add with your lips grazing his as you speak.
He gets flustered by your words then kisses you again while you use the opportunity to taste yourself on him.
And maybe he senses how needy you are for him that he puts a space between your bodies, slowly pulling away from the kiss.
"Just a second," he says and crawls over to the side, taking something out from a drawer.
You take the time to take off your bra and put it away, sitting on the bed while waiting for Seungmin.
"I can help you with that," you say with a sly grin since he takes quite a long time to put on a condom.
"Are you that impatient?" He asks without looking at you.
You laugh at his remark and find him crawling back at you, crashing his body on top of yours, kissing you ferociously that when he finally lets go, you gasp for air.
He then shifts his focus to enter you, wetting the tip with your essence to slowly push it in.
You spread your legs wider the deeper he goes and draw his body closer, he feels so good inside that you feel like going to climax one more time despite you just had it a few minutes ago.
In the midst of it, he looks at you for any signs of discomfort on you.
"I can take you well," you assure him with a grin.
He lowly chuckles and kisses you again, probably to shut you up from making another playful remark at him.
Seungmin thrusts deep and slow, everything about it so sensual, his hair that falls around his face and the way his jaws clench and unclench.
You usually never cared much about who wants to please or get pleased, tonight exceptionally, you want to do the former. Holding him by the shoulders, you turn him over and have him under you, you take a moment just to look at him, at how gorgeous he looks underneath you.
You place your hands on his chest and start slowly rolling your hips, letting him feel how good it feels being inside you.
Feeling mischievous, you intentionally clench around him and watch how his face contorted in pleasure.
"You like that?" You ask him.
He sighs before answering you, "I'll let you know later," he pokes fun.
You glare and clench around him again, your teeth faintly biting your lower lip.
He groans with his hands gripping each side of your waist, overwhelmed by the pleasure.
Seungmin doesn't want to play along anymore, so he gets up and wraps his hands around you, holding you still without stopping you from moving on top of him.
You manage to break your hands away from his confine and put them around his neck, bringing your mouth close to his ear you say, "cum for me like a nice guy you are," you say with a giggle.
He looks up at you with eyes wide and dark with lust, then without warning, he lowers you down to the space between his legs on the bed.
He has you trapped under and between his arms, he intensely stares into your eyes like there's something so intriguing happening in them.
A hand wraps around your neck to angle your head for a deep kiss, he starts thrusting into you again so slowly but each thrust sends him deeper into you.
He hits you right on the spot repeatedly but you want to play it fair, you want him to cum first before you do.
It seems like he's not going to last long as his movements are getting sloppy, his breathing is ragged and heavy. You clung to him, wrapping your legs around his waist, and let him ram into you, chasing his high.
"That feels so good," you breathlessly mutter into his ear, not letting the pleasure goes unnoticed this time around.
"Seungmin oh..." you mutter with a broken moan.
That seems to work since he starts to pick up the pace, tirelessly moving in and out of you. He rakes your hands from around his shoulders, intertwining his hands with yours and pinning them on each side of you
For a second, you dare to stare back and feel the warmth of his brown eyes.
And this is the closest you've ever seen of him.
"Seungmin..." you unconsciously call for him like you need the assurance that you didn't dream all of this.
He tenderly kisses you in response to your call, summoning the butterflies to start flying around in your stomach.
And these butterflies used to make you sick but now these butterflies make you fly away.
Seungmin lets out a raw groan and stifles a thrust as he finally hits his high. Little did you know that you were cumming as well a moment after him.
He kisses your open mouth for a sloppy kiss then buries his head in the crook of your neck, panting so close to your ear.
Your arms are wrapped around him as you also try to rearrange your breathing.
"So, do you like me now?" Seungmin suddenly asks.
You're too tired to even lift your hand but you can't help but laugh at his question, how he is still able to ask you that question in a moment like this.
You turn your head to the side to look at him, "ask me again when you're not inside me."
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You wake up the next day to the smell of coffee wafting through the bedroom door left ajar, you're still too drowsy to put on something so you wrap yourself with a blanket and drag it with you.
Seungmin is brewing coffee in the kitchen, pouring hot water with utmost concentration like he was doing surgery rather than brewing a pot of coffee.
"Morning!" You greet with a sleepy smile and sit on the empty stool facing the kitchen island.
He looks up and there's a faint, wry smile on his face at the sight of you wrapped in his blanket.
"Coffee?" He offers.
"Yes, please!"
He turns around and opens the top cabinet to get a mug, places it in front of you then pours the hot steaming coffee. Even just the smell of it awakens you almost instantly and you inhale more of it before taking a small sip.
"Are you working today?" He asks.
You nod since you're too busy sipping your coffee to provide a verbal answer.
Seungmin pours himself a cup of coffee too and wraps his hands around it, "what time does your shift start?"
You clear your throat and answer, "later in the afternoon. I'm working full shift on the weekend."
He carefully sips his coffee, "want me to drive you there?"
"Just drive me home. I can get to work myself," you kindly refuse his offer and sip your coffee again.
He nods and puts down his mug on the countertop, he looks so calm like last night left no impression on him whatsoever.
Is it normal that you feel a little disappointed with that?
"I need to shower," you blurt out and hastily take a sip of your coffee.
"New toothbrush on the second drawer and clean towels on the top rack," he informs.
"What about you?" You ask while holding the mug close to your lips.
"Huh?"
"Don't you need to shower too?"
"I've already showered," he says.
You scoff and sip your coffee for one last time, "of course you are!"
Once you put down your mug, you stop clutching the blanket and let it drop onto the floor. You ignore the goosebumps raised on your skin from being exposed to the cool morning air.
You boldly look at him but he stays unfazed, sipping his coffee while looking back at you.
You scoff in disbelief and get up from the stool, standing in front of him only in your underwear.
"It's your loss!" You say to him before leaving for the bathroom with your attempt to lure him has come to a failure.
There's a knock on the door as you're putting on your dress from last night, "Come in!"
Seungmin comes in through the door and sees you struggling to zip up your dress, "let me help you," he says, coming to stand behind you.
You put all of your hair to the side and let him help you, "thanks!"
Seungmin then sits on the end of the bed, "Come here! I'll help you dry your hair," he pats the space next to him.
Instead of sitting there, you sit on his lap and put your hand around his shoulder.
He sighs and reaches for the towel in your hand, putting them around your head to gently dry your hair with it. His eyes are looking somewhere else, he looks into your eyes then at your lips, and back to your eyes again.
"Don't look at me like that if you're not going kiss me," you say with your fingers lazily scratching the hair on the back of his head.
He pauses and looks at you, "who says I'm not going to kiss you?"
He lowers his hand to the nape of your neck and holds you there as he presses a kiss on your lips, slowly at first but the moment he puts his other hand on your waist, he kisses you harder, deeper.
His slick tongue invades your mouth to taste you more while your hand fisted the collar of his shirt.
If only you didn't need to breathe, you wouldn't have to gently push him away and break the kiss. He smiles when he looks at you and continues drying your hair with the towel like nothing has happened.
Seungmin lends you one of his hoodies for you to put on over your dress, he helps by putting it on you like you don’t know how to put it on yourself.
A grin rises on his face when your head pops through the opening of the hoodie, he is quick to fix your hair for you and put it behind your ear.
Something about it makes your heart pitter-patter, it's so unlike you to melt just from a simple gesture but you get the urge to peck his lips and so you did.
He stops the car by the entrance of your apartment building since you insist that you will get to work yourself.
"Want me to pick you up after work?"
You hate to ask him something and bother him with it but the idea of seeing him again makes it a little hard to resist, "I would love that," you beam.
He nods, "alright then!"
You unbuckle the safety belt and grab your bag, ready to leave.
"I'll see you later then," you say and reach for the lock of the car door.
He grabs you by the sleeve of your hoodie, "so, do you like me now?"
You stop on your track and burst into a laugh, he still won't stop asking you the question even though it's obvious what the answer is. You just know that he's merely curious and not faking it either.
You pull him by the front of his shirt and give him a long peck on the lips as an answer. He didn't expect that, that when you let go, his mouth hangs open.
"Bye!" You say, flashing him a smile before getting out of the car.
-
You're not supposed to feel this way, right?
Listening to love songs and they start to make sense. Nice weather makes you feel sentimental. You're mad when he keeps calling you on the phone but hates it when he doesn't. He looks at you all mushy and follows you like a puppy, strangely, you enjoy it.
Everything about it is so cute and you wonder how you didn't get sick in the stomach from all of that.
You get off work and Seungmin is waiting in his car, you break into a run like you can't wait to meet him again, at least you know that's a fact.
"How's work?" He asks the moment you sit on the passenger's side.
"Alright, I guess," you answer.
"Hungry?"
"Famished," you reply with a frown.
He takes something from the backseat of his car, and to your surprise, it's a bouquet of flowers. You can't help but smile, then burst out laughing when you realized that something like this would make you groan in disgust.
In reality, receiving flowers like this is kind of nice and they smell wonderful too.
"What is this?" You fake an annoyed pout at him, "I can't eat this!"
He chuckles and takes something else from the backseat of the car, a bag of food, and put it on your lap.
Your smile grows wider and you impatiently rummage inside to take out the food he bought for you.
"Eat well!" He says and turns the car engine on.
Every day for the past two weeks after the date is spent like this, apart from meeting you at the campus, he picks you up from work and stays over at your place after.
You both huddle on your small worn-out couch which will ultimately lead to a make-out session and time flies fast when you're spending it with someone you really like.
He slowly lets go of the kiss and pecks you on the lips. You take this as a cue that its midnight and he's going to leave soon, you heavily sigh before speaking.
"It's midnight and the nice guy has to go home?" You sneer at him with your hands fixing the collars of his shirt.
He hovers above you and brushes your hair to the side, you like it whenever he do that, you feel somehow admired and taken care of.
"It's midnight..." he pauses to peck your lips, "so it's time for bed."
Your ears perked up like hearing something so exciting, "huh?"
"We should go to bed and you must be tired too, right?"
You hesitate to ask but you need to know if he plans on spending the night with you, "Are you staying?"
"Or you prefer this nice guy to leave?" He asks back, getting back at you for all of your snarky comments about him.
You change into comfortable clothes, smirking when you catch Seungmin has been watching you through the reflection of the bathroom mirror.
You take a stand next to him and brush your teeth together facing the sink, you lend him the biggest t-shirt you have in your closet for him to wear to bed.
It feels nice when you finally lay down on the bed after a long day, it feels exceptionally nice that Seungmin is lying next to you.
Never in a million years, did you like having someone invading your private space like this but in the nicest way possible.
He kisses your forehead and says, "Goodnight!"
You turn to face him on the bed and pout, "We're just going to sleep and do nothing?"
He lowly chuckles with eyes closed, "yes."
You exhale a long breath while looking up at the ceiling, "this is so lame," you grumble.
"I am lame," Seungmin casually says.
"Very, very lame," you say but nuzzle your head into his neck.
As tired as you are, you can't fall asleep because your heart keeps beating fast like you just ran a mile instead of lying on the bed for the past hour.
You watch him sleep with his arm around you and you get to hold him close, smelling his musky scent that you like so much, and stare at his face as much as you want.
Love is some hocus pocus shit, got you completely bewitched.
Then you got reminded of something, you carefully get off the bed without waking Seungmin in the process and tiptoe to the kitchen.
The flower bouquet Seungmin gave to you is still lying on the kitchen counter, you hurriedly fill a pitcher with water and put the flowers in it.
They're so pretty, you touch the delicate petals and admire them, smell the floral scent that relaxes you.
You have a glass of water before returning to the bedroom, standing by the doorway to watch Seungmin sleeping so soundly in your bed and he's wearing your clothes, looking like he belongs there in the first place.
"Stop watching me sleep, creep!" He mutters without opening his eyes.
You giggle for being caught red-handed, rush to him to lie on top of him. He groans when you put all of your weight on him then pulls the duvet and put it over you.
"You know you're more attractive when you're quiet and still," you joke.
He puts your hands around you and holds you tight for a second, he manages to land a kiss on your head with his eyes closed.
"So.... do you like me now?" He asks.
Is that even a question? Here's an answer then.
Seungmin is smart, he's nice, and thoughtful. He can be mean but he's honest. He has a weird sense of humor. He not only has a puppy smile, but he acts like one too. He has nice square shoulders, is a good kisser, and knows how to eat you out. Seungmin is great and likes you so much but love is just...
Fuck! You think this is it. This is love.
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