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fadingsnow · 5 months
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𓆙 cardigan - CORIOLANUS SNOW x f! reader
summary and tw: you find out coryo left you for lucy gray behind your back. (a little divergent from the story ofc) angst, divider credits : @cafekitsune 𓆙
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You frown at Livia's pitiful gaze placed on you, her eyes talking too much for your liking.
"What?" You said, talking to her even though you barely did.
She suddenly looked around uneasy, her fingers going easily to go play with each other. "Don't you know..?"
You looked at her confused, partially in annoyance. You never did really like it when someone kept something from you. "What?"
Livia hesistantly spoke, looking in the direction of the stack of papers including tributes. A paper with the name, "Lucy Gray", branded on it was on the front of the stack.
"Not of Snow and the district 12 girl?"
You tried to not show a concerned face, but you had heard some rumours. How could you not? Everywhere you went, all you heard was about the games. This had to be brought up at some point.
"I know I shouldn't have been there, but I saw them. Kissing, I just wanted to let you know."
You usually couldn't believe the words that spewed out of Livia's mouth, the Capitol probably all relied on her for gossip. Except this time, you felt it might be true.
Livia walked away, leaving you alone with your thoughts. A girl that wasn't you? From district 12? You chuckled to yourself in disbelief. The songbird?
You walked home on rough cobblestones, thinking to yourself about what he had done. Was he just lying the whole time? You blew on your hands, shivering from the cold. You unfortunately had to see Coriolanus Snow the next day. Those times when he had asked you what you thought of random situations, was that to.. help Lucy? Perhaps, you were too over-trusting of Livia?
For hours, the gnawing grief kept you awake at night. Does he love me? Does he love me not? You were plucking petals of a wilting white rose buried in snow.
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Snow walked up to you, that familiar grin of his accompanied. "My favorite girl."
You raised one of your eyebrows at his words, "As of late, it appears to be Lucy Gray. Don't lie to me, Coryo."
His face fell, his hands at his sides forming into small fists. "It's not what you think. How could you even think that of me?"
He had already reached that process of thought, you never even truly accused him. Was he really that defensive?
"Coryo, answer this. Be truthful. Did you kiss your own tribute?" You slowly ensured he heard every syllable, your chest pushed down with the hurt of the possible truth. You tried to resist the temptation to see if something about you was different from her.
"I did." He leaned into your direction, not even being able to tell if he feels any regret for it except in the way he moved.
You scoffed, "I love you, you idiot. Do you even know what love this?" Your voice turned toneless, and quiet. The fact started to emerge on you.
He didn't love you anymore. That is, if he ever did.
Your voice cracked, the way it did when a father yelled at his child for breaking a plate. You didn't want to cry infront of someone who would judge you even more when they are in the wrong.
You struggled to breathe, trying to bite the inside of your cheek. "Was it fake? And all those weeks before now? Are you.. infatuated with her?"
He stayed quiet, unable to find a response to you without you breaking down. His jaw clenched, eyes shut. "It seems I am. She's.. different from what the Capitol has to offer."
The Capitol. He meant you.
"Remember that one night, when Arachne's little group tried to make fun of us? I helped you that night. When you told me how you felt about them, truly."
He yawned in disinterest, waiting for you to either continue or stop.
Your mouth felt too dry, you felt too numb, cold. You felt too much. You felt the unwillingness to let him go. Lucy Gray met this Snow, she never knew the one before. The one you know.
"What does she have that I don't, Coriolanus?"
He looked appalled for a moment, he'd never heard that name come from you. What did he expect? Your shoulders drooped, you weren't sure if you could handle the internal battle that was about to begin.
"Don't make me, please." He shuffled around, the guilt starting to rise up to him. You were no songbird, yet you had the heart of one that Lucy Gray did not.
"What worse damage can you committ? You have broken me down till I am bleeding." You murmured, trying to hold onto the sanity you've managed to keep.
"She was like a breath of fresh air, she reminds me of what it is to love. It.. is fearful." He said, the feeling of a lump down his throat.
Fresh air. He had finally broke your heart, and there was no way of returning it back to you.
Crestfallen, you realized this would be your last moment with Coriolanus Snow. No embraces, no kisses, no well done when you finally did something right at the Academy, no more Coryo.
You felt an avalanche of sorrow pouring down onto you, grief enveloping you like the old friend it is.
"I see." You walked away, not being able to see him any longer.
"No- wait!" His voice called out, echoing against the walls. Yet, he never followed you.
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Lucy Gray was dead. The 10th Hunger Games ended. It was ironic, Snow had left you for something he was sure he wanted. Atleast, he got the one thing he wanted as president of Panem.
You watched the 15th Hunger Games begin with a speech, a man with white-blonde hair show up on the screen who sat on a stage infront of the crowd. His words were towards the public, but his attention was to you.
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jae-bummer · 9 months
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Erasing Boundaries
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Request: Hi I hope you're well~~I'd really like to see no.12 with Bang Chan from the prompt list. 👀 I'd also like to say that I've been a long time follower and I really love reading your works! Thank you for putting the time and effort!! <3
Prompt:
12) When your bias tries to delicately friendzone you, they realize you just wanted to be friends in the first place. Shortly after, they realize they’re the ones falling for you.
Pairing: Stray Kids Bang Chan x Reader
Genre: Fluff
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"We're just friends."
"You're a trustworthy person, Chan," Lee Know muttered from his spot on the studio couch. "So I don't understand why you're lying to me right now."
"I'm not lying!" Chan said, spinning around in his office chair. "I really don't have feelings for Y/N."
"Right," Lee Know muttered. "Because instead of multiple feelings, you have one feeling, and it is love."
"Seriously?" Chan groaned, flopping his head back. "Why are you even saying this?"
"You follow them around like a lovesick puppy," Lee Know sighed, pulling out his phone. "Don't think I haven't noticed."
"I feel insulted," Chan pouted. "I am not lovesick, nor am I a puppy."
"A lovesick wolf then."
Chan groaned again as he spun away from his younger member.
After a moment of silence, he turned back around. "Do you think Y/N has feelings for me?"
"Probably," Lee Know hummed, not bothering to look up. "But I thought you didn't have feelings for them."
"I don't!" Chan gasped. "Maybe...maybe I should talk to them."
"And confess? Good idea."
"No!" Chan chuckled. "To just confirm that we're friends and nothing more than that."
"Are you sure you really want to create that boundary?" Lee Know asked with lifted brows. "You're friend zoning yourself."
"I'm friend zoning, Y/N," Chan nodded. "This idea that we like each other romantically must have come from how they interact with me. I know I haven't been flirting."
"I'm sorry," Lee Know sighed. "Are you finally having a mental break? Or are we living two incredibly different lives?"
"I think you're seeing what you want to see," Chan nodded finitely.
"Hello, pot?" Lee Know laughed. "This is kettle. You're black."
"I can't be in a relationship right now," Chan sighed, switching tactics. "We've got too much going on."
"There are far too many arguments I can make," Lee Know muttered. "And frankly I'm exhausted."
"Good," Chan grinned. "I'll let you know how the talk goes."
"Please, don't."
..
"Why was your text so ominous?" you asked, plopping across Chan's bed. Taking a long sip from your frozen coffee, you looked up to see him pacing back and forth in front of you.
"Ominous?" he muttered. "It wasn't ominous. I just asked you to come over."
"You said we-" you cleared your throat, trying to pitch your voice deeper to match Chan's tone. ""needed to talk.""
"Well, it wasn't so much of a need as it is a want," he sighed, finally stopping and sitting down beside you.
You narrowed your eyes at your friend, trying to figure out what was going on in his head. Normally he had at least a hundred things swirling around up there, but today seemed to have a hundred and one.
"You're kind of starting to freak me out," you grumbled, sitting up from your lounging position to better look at him.
"No need," he said quickly. "I just...I wanted to make sure something was clear between us."
"Okay..." you trailed off.
"We're friends, yeah?"
"If we weren't, I'd consider the past year to be a cruel joke," you teased, but instantly stopped as Chan's face remained solemn.
"Chris?" you squeaked. "We are friends...right?"
"Of course, we are!" he gasped, moving to squeeze your knee, but stopping short. Taking a moment to compose himself, he finally swiveled toward you. ""Y/N, you're one of my people."
Your heart gave a small flip. Chan was one of your people too. As someone you could always go to for advice or comfort, he reminded you of the type of guy who was your older sibling's friend that you always had a childhood crush on. You reconciled long ago that someone like him was out of your league, or at least that was your perception of it.
"And as one of my people, I want you to know how important you are to me."
"Chris," you hummed, holding your hand up in the air. "This is awfully sentimental for a Thursday afternoon."
"Right," he winced. "I'll save you my speech that I definitely didn't take an hour figuring out last night."
Your eyes grew wide.
"Joking," he chuckled unconvincingly.
You would find out later that he, in fact, was not joking.
"Long story short," he continued, unable to meet your eyes. "We're friends."
"Yep."
"Just. Friends." he said, emphasizing each word.
"Hearing you loud and clear," you nodded, still unsure what the climax of the conversation would be.
"Good, good," he nodded, reaching toward the drink you had brought him. "So, how was your day?"
"Wait, I'm sorry," you coughed. "Was that it?"
"Well, yeah," he said, furrowing his brow. "Why?"
"I legitimately had anxiety on my way over here," you gasped. "And it was simply for you to tell me something I already knew?"
"You had anxiety?" Chan pouted, his expression soft. "That wasn't my intention at all! It's just that the members kept hinting to me that they thought we were involved, and I wanted to make sure the record was set straight with everyone and-"
"Take a breath, Chris," you sighed. You patted him lightly on the shoulder. "I may have had anxiety, but I also am relieved to know it was over something so silly. I know we're friends."
"We are," he nodded. "You're the Patrick to my SpongeBob, the-"
"Wait, why do I have to be Patrick?" you muttered.
"Because you live under a rock and can't open a jar on your own," he grinned.
"Ah, right," you teased. "And you're SpongeBob because you never stay hydrated and have an unhealthy fixation with your job."
"Low blow, Y/N."
"The truth hurts, doesn't it?"
...
"I messed up."
"You're right," Lee Know hummed. "We should have given Hyunjin up for adoption years ago. Should I start looking for the closest fire station?"
"That is not what I meant," Chan muttered, pinching the bridge of his nose. "I messed up with Y/N. Bad."
"Please," Lee Know said quietly. "Please tell me you did not do what I think you did."
"I made it clear how we are thoroughly, only friends," Chan winced.
Lee Know inhaled deeply through his nose before holding it and letting it out through his mouth.
"Aren't you going to say anything?" Chan whispered.
"Give me a minute," Lee Know grumbled. "My therapist taught me to focus on my breathing when I wanted to get violent."
"Minho," Chan deadpanned.
"Yes, I know, you're my hyung, and I shouldn't speak to you this way, but damnit, man!"
"I know!" Chan cried. "I messed up."
"As you keep saying!" Lee Know sighed. "Now how are you going to fix it?"
"Fix it?" Chan chirped. "I shouldn't just wallow in my misery?"
"Let's try this," Lee Know said slowly. "If the roles here were reversed, what would you tell me?"
Chan scrunched up his face. "Well, I guess I'd tell you that it's okay to make mistakes and this wasn't a serious one. No one is going to die, except you, maybe of embarrassment. You can try to clear your conscience and confess, or just really make a go at trying to be only friends."
"And that's when I would say...?"
"Full steam ahead, let's make an ass out of ourselves," Chan chuckled.
"Correct," Lee Know grinned. "So let Y/N know how you feel. How you really feel."
"One problem," Chan sighed. "In the process of me friend zoning them, I'm pretty sure they friend zoned me twice as hard."
"What do you mean?"
"They said they knew all along we were only friends."
"Do you think just maybe," Lee Know said, tilting his head. "They were following your lead?"
"I mean...maybe?"
"Well," Lee Know grinned. "Time to find out."
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"Christopher Bang!" you gasped, flying through the front door of the dorm. "I swear on every star in the sky, and EVEN the one's on Felix's cheeks, that if you summon me again with a "we need to talk" text, I'm going to end you!"
"I don't have much tact when I'm nervous," Chan admitted from the living room sofa. He cringed as he looked up at you. "You look nice today."
"I don't want compliments!" you huffed. "I want an explanation!"
"Okay, and you deserve one," he said calmly. "But first, may I interest you in a beverage?"
"Stop stalling."
"Alright, alright," he grumbled. Pushing himself up from the cushions, he came to stand in front of you. It looked like he hadn't slept in days (which wasn't entirely uncommon) but it seemed to really be wearing on him more than usual. "Our conversation yesterday-"
"Wasn't much of a conversation," you finished. "More like just stating the obvious but continue."
"Whatever it was," Chan sighed. "I was wrong."
"You were...wrong?"
"Yes."
You bit your lower lip, not failing to notice the way it drew Chan's eyes. "So are you saying we're not friends?"
"We are," he said quickly. "But from my perspective, that isn't the full truth."
You waited, unsure of what that could possibly mean.
"I told you yesterday that you were one of my people," he said softly. "But that wasn't entirely accurate. If I was being truthful, with you and myself, I would have said you're my person."
Lifting your brows, you tried not to stagger back. Was he actually about to tell you that he had feelings for you? After you had resolved yourself to live with the shadow of unrequited love?
"I care about you in ways that a normal friend wouldn't," he continued. His voice remained quiet, but he had moved closer. "And I understand if you only see me in that brotherly way, that's okay. I get it, but I drove myself nuts last night playing over our conversation. It was a mistake to try to draw a boundary in our relationship, especially when I honestly wanted to erase any we did have."
"Chris-"
"I'm a mess," he whispered. "I'm stubborn and obsessive and make so many mistakes. I'm tired and worn out...but if you can accept all of that...I'll try to be the best version of myself for you."
You stayed quiet, only able to blink up at him as you processed this new information. It felt as if someone was blowing a balloon in your chest, and it was destined to pop at any moment.
"But also, no pressure," he said quickly. "I'd rather be your friend than nothing at all."
"Silly boy," you said softly, only mildly concerned that you would spook him if you came at the situation too enthusiastically. Crossing the small amount of space between the two of you, you stuck out your bottom lip. "I see the best version of you every day. It's just that some days, your best is going to look different depending on what you have to give. Every trait you listed as a weakness has a strength to it. You're stubborn, but that makes you determined. You're obsessive, but you're committed. And with every mistake you make, you learn. It's okay to recognize the flaws in yourself, but you have to recognize the other side of all that. I care about every side of you, Chris. Every day, some days, whatever you're willing to give...I'm going to take."
You could see Chan's eyes go glassy. "You have no idea how much I needed to hear that."
"Good," you smiled. "So yes, I care about you in a more than friend way."
You gave yourself a mental high five. Suddenly, the unattainable childhood crush knew you existed, and wanted you back. How often does that happen?
"I don't deserve you," he hummed, cautiously pulling you into his chest. Wrapping his strong arms around you, he gave a loving squeeze. "But I'm glad you think I do."
Kissing him playfully on the underside of his jaw, you laughed. "Shut up, SpongeBob."
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lokisprettygirl · 11 months
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Under his influence (Post Avengers! Loki x female reader)
Read chapter 21 here //Series Masterlist
Chapter 22
Summary : A naughty phone conversation, a mission gone wrong, and loki finally meets your mom.
Warning: 18+, Phone Sex, smutty soft, dirty talking, mention of stalking, scent kink?, mention of psychological torture, angst, insecurities, ptsd, self deprecating behaviour, panic attack, praise kink, soft precious bean loki, sub loki, switch loki and y/n (they keep going back and forth, who said you have to be just one thing?)
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"I miss you" you mumbled as you sighed and you could hear him smiling on the other side of the phone.
"It has been long since we have seen each other, I miss you too" you giggled as he said that.
"I don't even remember the last time we met..do you?" You heard a little laughter from him as you said that.
"Hmmmm let me ponder over it for a moment. Oh it was yesterday..yes that's too long" he mumbled as he laid down on the bed. He had just gotten out of a shower after a long day, unfortunately he wouldn't be getting much rest tonight because he had to leave for a mission.
"I have to sleep alone again huhh "
"I know I am not too stoked about it either" he smiled.
"So you'll be leaving for this thing around 3am?"
"Yes"
"That's too early, is this mission going to be dangerous?"
"Nothing too dangerous for your man" he chuckled.
"It's just 12 here so it must be 1 around there..do you want to take a nap untill then?" He sighed as you said that. He didn't want a nap, he wanted to talk to you.
"Are you sleepy my love?"
"Noooo.. not yet"
"Then I do not wish for a nap, let me just talk to you precious bird of mine" you giggled as he said that.
"Mmmhmm what are you wearing hot stuff?" He chuckled at the nickname though he had an inkling that this conversation would lead somewhere filthy.
"I am in bed darling..you know what I wear in bed and that is nothing"
"Mmmhm that's a nice view from top, is there a sheet covering your lower half?" He placed one of his arms under his head before he put the phone on speaker and laid it on his chest.
"Yes sweetheart. Give me a view as well" he closed his eyes as he pictured you on the bed.
"Well i have your shirt on and I'm not lying this time.. and a underwear "
"Is it the one with tiny bears printed on it?" He chuckled and you gasped.
"How did you know?"
"Intuition my love…is it cold in there?"
"Kind of, I like it cold, makes me miss you less"
"You cute little thing" he sighed and you heard some ruffling at the back.
"What did you just do?"
"I removed the sheet that was starting to bother me" you bit on your lips as you closed your eyes and pictured his naked self on his bed, his cock already hard and begging for attention.
"Goshh..am I making you hot?" A nervous laughter escaped his throat as you said that.
"You always do"
"Toucchhhh yourself baby" he gasped as you said that.
"You want me to touch myself?"
"Yeahhhh be a good boy and do it"
"Fuckkkk darling.. you're going to make me regret not being there tonight aren't you?"
"Well I do want to be the only thing on your mind"
"Don't even have to try little love, I'm doing it, have my fist around my cock" you moaned as he said that, you put the phone on speaker and placed it on the bed.
"Good boy, i love you, stroke yourself slowly..up and down..just like that" his mouth gaped a little as he followed your instructions and began to stroke himself, it's not that he had never touched himself in the privacy of his chamber and the shower stalls but having you tell him how to please him was a different kind of thrill he had never experienced before.
"Take the shirt off darling, underwear stays on"
You moaned at the deep sound of his voice before you pulled the shirt off your body. This is why you needed your hands to be free.
"Done baby..it's sooo cold"
"Mmmhmm bask in the cold for me..need you to feel it sweetheart, need you to feel me around you, every breeze shall remind you of me"
"Ohh Godd" you moaned as your fingers played with your erect nipples while the other hand went inside the waistband of your underwear, you have never felt so soaked in your entire life. You pictured him on his bed, stroking himself slowly, you could almost feel him around you, his scent was all around your bed.
"Are you dripping for me darling?"
"Mmmhmm so wet..I feel… slutty"
"Slutty huh.. Feels naughty.. doesn't it?"
"Mmm I can imagine the precum glistening at the tip of your cock, always gets me going" his breath hitched as you said that, your voice remained sultry and breathy, every word dripping with raw sexuality.
"Oh yess" he rubbed his thumb over the tip of his cock and used the precum as a lube to fasten the pace of his movement "What would you do if I was there?"
"Mmm if I was there..I'd lick it clean"
"Fucking hell darling, you're a dream"
"Mmm that's nothing..I have a filthy fantasy in my head, would you like me to share?"
"Please do share" he smiled.
You heard the sound his cock made as he pumped himself vigorously. Your own fingers worked your clit but you wished you had him touching you instead
"Just wishing I was there, on my knees, ready to service you"
"You want to serve me huh? How would you do that sweet thing?"
"However you want, but I desperately want to suck your cock" he moaned as you said that, his imagination went wild instantly .
"Ohh fuckkk yess, you keep teasing me with that ..one of these days I'm just going to grab you by the head and shove my cock in that pretty little teasing mouth "
"Ohhh God lo I wish you'd do that..I wish you'd just take me like that"
"I bet you'd like that .. want me to rough you up sweetheart?"
"God yess i want to suck your cock all the time and worship you like the god you are.. especially when you look so pretty like that" the furious fapping sounds only heated your arousal to the extreme, all your senses were at play here.
"Uhhhuh ohhh babyy my sweet baby keep talking my love"
"Ohhh God" you moaned at the petname that he had never used for you before.
"You like it when I call you that?"
"You have never done that before..I love it..goshh I can't stop thinking about sucking your cock, it's so filthy but it feels so good"
"I know it does. Close your eyes and just think of me standing at the edge of your bed"
"Oh that's so hot..I'm picturing you all naked with your hair dripping, your cock hard and heavy, i would suck every drop of water off your glistening skin"
"Mmmhm.. and pull your hair up, I'd need something to hold"
"Godd yess"
"Good girl..now I have your lips wrapped around my cock.. eager to see how deep you will take me before you gag on it"
"Fuckkk lokiii ..I'm gonna make a mess of myself " you whined as your fingers pumped in and out of your walls.
"I need you to be a complete mess darling "
"And I want to..ummm noo..that's too dirty" he chuckled as you said that, the raging animal in him wanted to cross all the boundaries of decency. You were his to ruin afterall.
"Come on sweetheart lay it all out on me, I'd never judge you, I'll go as filthy as you'd want me to, I'm all yours to be dirty with" he whispered, his voice rich and seductive. At this point you'd have came just by the sound of his voice reading a dictionary.
"God i love you"
"I love youu"
"Okayyy umm you want to hear it?"
"Please tell me"
"I just want to press my head between your legs and kiss every inch of your cock, your scent intoxicates me lo, uggghh i want to stay there until that's all there's to this world, just the thought makes me so wet for you" his pace quickened as he imagined the scenario in his head.
"That is so lewd sweetheart..I don't know why you'd assume that I wouldn't want to suffocate you between my thighs if that is what you desire so desperately" you whined as he said that.
"Mmm I want that lo..i want it so bad..god I'm so close"
"So am I. Let it go sweetheart, just think of the next time I am there with you in going to fulfill all your dirty little dreams"
"Godd yes"
"Cum for me pretty girl..there you go..let me hear those pretty sounds" he slowed down his pace as he heard you cumming so hard, the breathy moans as you crumbled almost took him out as well but he wanted to last a little bit longer, the fantasy you had about him had brought him to the edge, he just needed you to tell him to cum. He stroked himself slowly as he thought about you just worshipping his body, your heavy breathing slowly faded and then he heard nothing at all.
"Darling are you there?"
He asked you just to be sure that you were still there with him.
"You thought I'd leave you hanging like this?" he chuckled as you said that.
"Never, i know you'd never leave me hanging"
"Mmhm..Good boy, are you close, baby?" He bit on his lower lip as you said that, he was no boy any longer, he hadn't been one for a long time but the way you just melted him and brought him to his knees with two simple words never failed to amaze him.
"Yess my goddess"
"Awhhh do you want me to tell you what to do?" You cooed and you heard a whine in response before he spoke.
"Pleasee tell me what to do" he whispered as he closed his eyes and stroked himself again.
"Just keep going baby..think about your cock in my mouth, does it feel good?"
"Soo good ..I want to cum inside your mouth darling" he whispered as he quickened his pace.
"But I want you to cum all over yourself baby ..want to know why?"
"Whyyyy …whyy please tell me why" he whined and his voice got higher and higher, he was going to cum soon and you knew that.
"Because I want to lick every drop of your cum from every inch of your skin" you heard him grunting as the filthy image filled his head, it was impossible to hold on any longer and he growled like an animal as his orgasm swept him away..
"That's it…that's a good boy, such a pretty boy" the growl slowly turned into a whimper as he rode his high, the sound of your voice only made him wish you were there, not just to make all these dirty fantasies come true but so he could hold you and have you pamper him like the good boy he was for you. He never needed much time to recover but he was so quite on the other side, you could just imagine him all flushed and pink in the cheeks, god you missed him.
"You want to take two minutes to get cleaned and come back?" You asked him so he laughed a little before he agreed to the proposal, his cum had splattered all around his torso and his chest, sone made it to his chin so he definitely needed a quick shower again.
In the meantime you also got cleaned up, put on a fresh pair of underwear and you huddled inside the blanket he had gifted you.
"I'm back"
"I'm here princess, are you all bundled up? Don't want you to get cold anymore" you giggled as he said that.
"Mmm you are so cute.. safe to say we'd never ever get back to being friends after that filthy conversation" he chuckled as you said that. Somehow this conversation felt more sexual than you two having actual sex and you both have done it plenty of times in the last few weeks.
"So that fantasy of yours where–"
"Shutuuupp" you cut him off as your cheeks flushed.
"Darling we need–"
"Nooo shushhh I said shushhh" he laughed at your embarassement, you always got so shy after the act and he always found it endearing, it was like having the best of the both worlds, the shy adorable princess who wore cute little underwear turned into a dominating little minx as soon as she was horny, he was blessed truly.
"That fantasy of yours is very tittilating is all I am trying to convey" you hummed as he said that.
"Mmm its not weird?"
"Darling, to know that my natural scent arouses you is very erotic in nature, so primal" you smiled as he said that. Every inch of him aroused you.
"Okayyy..I just don't want to make you feel weird"
"You could never my love" he mumbled but when you didn't say anything in response he spoke again,
"Are you sleepy now?"
"No baby I'm here" a yawn accompanied your words so it was less believable.
"You can sleep my love, you have to work tomorrow"
"Mmmm"
"Darling?"
"I'm here, i love you so much…so so much..it's crazy how much I love you" he smiled as you mumbled in your pre sleep hazy state. He truly wished he was there at the moment to snuggle with you.
"I love you and just so you know, nothing will ever ruin our friendship, you will always be my best friend in the whole nine realms and I be yours"
"Mmmmmmmm best friends forever" you clutched onto a pillow and made bird-like kissing noises over the phone. He didn't hang up until he was assured you had fallen asleep.
You woke up right around 9 in the morning, you had to be at work in like an hour so you hurriedly got dressed. You called Loki but his phone was unreachable. There was a voicemail he had left on your phone around 3 am so you gave it a listen
"Darling, I know you are asleep and I didn't want to wake you. I am leaving now and I would love to hear from you sometime later in the day, I shall return by the afternoon so perhaps you will hear from me" he chuckled and it made you smile but it also made you very emotional, you just wanted him to be safe and come back to you "I know..I just know you are tearing up now so I'm going to go.. Loki come on brother, we are getting late" you heard Thor's voice in the background and it made you chuckle "See you soon my beloved..never forget that I love you"
Around 4 in the afternoon you called him again and his cellphone was still out of reach, he should have been back by now and he was supposed to call you.
Anxiety crippled you when in the evening you called him again but his cellphone still had no reception so you finally called Jane and asked her if they were back, she told you that all of the Avengers had returned except Loki. Your heart went still as she said that.
"What do you mean…where is he?" Your voice choked on your tears and you heard her sighing.
"I don't know..Thor is looking for him..he just disappeared, all of them had decided to meet at the same spot once they were done with their individual assignments but Loki didn't return but he'll be okay y/n just keep yourself calm okay" she told you but how were you supposed to stay calm in this situation? He was missing, they couldn't find him. Where was he? Did Thanos take him again? Was he being hurt again? Millions of questions were bothering you, you just wanted him to be back to you, safe, you didn't even talk to him before he had left. Why didn't you talk to him?
You had no moment of peace after that but around ten at night you heard a knock on the window and as you opened the blinders, you saw his bruised but smiling face. You quickly opened the window and he got in, that's when you noticed that those weren't the bruises but he seemed badly sunburned. He was in his green Asgardian leather uniform.
"Where were you?" Your eyes welled up so he grabbed your shoulders to hug him, as soon as you felt his embrace you broke down, he quickly picked you up and then you felt him stumbling on his feet so you asked him to put you down.
"What's wrong lo? God please tell me what's wrong with you?"
"Alright, but you need to relax my darling" you crossed your arms as he said that, you glared at him for a moment before you grabbed his arm and made him sit down on the sofa.
"I got severely heated at the mission"'
"You got what?"
"We were in this desert, Sahara, or something and i underestimated the heat, i collapsed suddenly and fell down in this open pit"
"Why would you go there? You know you can't tolerate that much heat lo" you raised your voice a little and he just wanted to calm you down, he had been through this feeling when he couldn't get in touch with you the day you had met Stephen so he knew how terrified you must have felt.
"I know that now, i am sorry I didn't mean to scare you like that darling, come here" he opened his arms so you sighed and hugged him before you abruptly got back up again. You closed the window and lowered the thermostat so it was freezing cold in your apartment.
"Take your clothes off baby"
"Really you want to–" he smirked but as you glared at him again, instead of finishing whatever innuendo he had in mind he waved his fingers and he was completely nude except for a brief that he had on, you came back to him with bunch of icepacks and sun burn soothing cream in your hands, you also had a bowl filled with ice cubes.
"Princess I don't need this, my immunity will kick in now that I'm back into the cold environment"
You put the stuff down on the sofa at his response and decided to storm away but he grabbed your arm and pulled you on his lap.
"I am sorry, i need it, fix me darling..I am sorry..hey I'm sorry" he kissed you softly and grabbed an ice pack then he gave it you so you placed it on his cheek around the burned area, the tears spilled from your eyes so he wiped them away with his thumbs. You grabbed the cream and applied it on the burn mark all around his face as gently as you could before you moved down and rubbed the ice cube on his chest.
He had a huge burn mark right in the center of his chest and it did feel soothing to him, he remembered how he was literally melting under the heat. He had similar marks all over his body, he was badly burned because of the scorching sun. Apparently he fainted and had fallen into a desert hole, it was only when the sun went down and the temperature got colder that he gained his consciousness back and came out of the pit, that's when Thor found him.
"You could have died" you sniffled between your cries so he shook his head and tried to kiss you but you pulled away, you just felt scared still. You actually thought something horrible had happened to him.
"I am sorry I yelled baby I'm so sorry..i was just scared" you cupped his cheeks and kissed all over his face as tenderly as you could.
"I know..you do not need to apologise i understand but i am here now, love me princess ..please love me" you cupped his cheeks and kissed him as his sad voice pricked your heart.
Safe to say he didn't go back to the tower that night because you spent the night loving him and pampering him as best as you could.
His job was risky, you knew that and whatever had occurred today had only made you more paranoid, you had extreme anxiety about the most frivolous things in life so this definitely wasn't easy, you didn't think you were capable of dealing with such a situation but you knew you had to learn to do that, you had to learn to be patient with his job, he was a strong warrior and he had been through hell and back.
And that night he had promised you that no matter what happens he'd always return to you.
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"Okayy I'm apologizing in advance if she yells at you" Loki chuckled as you said that but then he realized you weren't joking, he was in a small city in Ohio with you, you wanted him to go meet your mother in person and he was nervous about it, mainly because he knew your mother hated his guts. He looked around and your mother's house was nothing like the buildings he was used to seeing in NYC or even your apartment. It was a typical two storey house in an Suburban area.
As you knocked on her door he grabbed your other hand in his to comfort you, he could feel you shaking with nervousness.
"Is this the house you grew up in?"
"No my dad lives there with his new girlfriend ..ummmm this is David's house, my mom moved here after wedding, ofcourse"
He nodded as you said that. As soon as the door opened and she had a look at him, she gasped loudly and took a step back as if she had seen a ghost, his brows furrowed and he stepped behind you to hide then he peeked his head to the side to look at her but she was just staring at him, still horrified.
You wrapped your arm around him and grabbed his hand to bring him back on your side again, you would have told him how adorable he was being but now wasn't the time.
When your mother didn't say anything you took him inside and that's when you saw literally everyone there, there was David of course, his precious daughters- Chelsea and Courtney, your mother's sisters and their kids. They all just seemed as bewildered as your mom.
"I said I wanted youuuu to meet him…you ..not the whole clan" you glared at her and she crossed her arms before she walked past you.
"Well Missy you have no right to be upset after this" she sneered at you so you sighed..
"Is that Loki? Avenger Loki? Oh my goshhhhh" you heard Courtney whispering, why the hell was she here? Wasn't she supposed to be in London? She was possibly creaming her panties already at the sight of him. He did look devastatingly handsome in that white button up shirt
"Does anyone get Mark Johnson vibes from him?" Chelsea mumbled, she seemed heavily pregnant now. You just hopeed she won't induce early labour to steal the attention from you. God you felt like a bitch around these people, they brought out the worst in you. Family right?
"Sit down lo..I'm so sorry " you mumbled to him and his brows furrowed but he complied to your request and sat down on one of the single couches.
"Mom, can I have a word with you in private?"
"Oh you want privacy now after you have humiliated me in front of everyone?" You glared at her as she said that.
"Ohhhh you are the one humiliated huh? You think this is humiliating for youuu?" You stormed towards the kitchen so she followed you.
"How long has this been going on for? And how did you even meet him?"
"He picked up the tesseract and guess where he ended up? In my apartment, he was living with me in my apartment for two months before he was caught again"
"Oh my lord" she put her hand on her chest dramatically as she braced herself against the counter.
"Don't be so shocked, you have met him already once, remember the dinner?" Her eyes widened as you said that
"I knew that day itself that he seemed familiar" you sighed as she said that.
"Look mom whatever notions and prejudices you have set against him, he's not that person"
"Oh how do you know that? For all you know he could just be fooling you"
"Why would he do that? I'm nothing special. Why–"
"Exactly my point. Why would he want you of all women on earth? He must have an agenda" She said to you and your eyes teared up. Sometimes your mom was the most insensitive person there ever could be.
"Maybe because we got to know each other mom, maybe just maybeeeeee although it might seem like a stretch to you but maybeeeee he just loves me for who I am even though you and dad had always hated me for that" you raised your voice but your voice choked up as usual, you felt frustrated and angry but the fact that you could never let out your frustration without crying was even more frustrating than your mom believing that a man couldn't just fall in love with you.
Loki was standing right outside the kitchen and all he wanted to do was grab your arm and take you away but he knew you'd never want that either, you loved your family and you needed them in your life. You took a deep breath to calm down, this wasn't the reason you were there.
"Look, If you'd just give him a chance you'll see him the way I do, he's not the man you think he is, he saved my life, do you know that? If it wasn't for him i probably would have gotten killed–"
"What are you talking about?"
"I'm not going to discuss that right now. Just get out there and treat him nicely mom or you won't be seeing me for a very long time" she groaned as you said that. Loki made his way back to the living room and sat down. David offered him a cup of tea which he gladly accepted. After a minute or two you returned with your mom and you asked him to scooch on the couch so you could sit next to him. You felt his hand rubbing your back gently so you smiled at him and kissed his cheek softly.
Nobody was saying anything, there was silence all around and a lot of staring so you sighed.
"Any questions? Do you guys want to say something?" You looked around the room and none of them said a word except your mom.
"What are you planning to do with my daughter? Will you marry her?" She asked him and you facepalmed immediately.
"Next question " you glared at her and she glared at him again "Really nothing? Nobody? Because you guys have alot to say when I'm fucking up my life or is it because you all know that i have something good going on here. That must be it huh…this must be killing you people" you stood up so he did as well and you linked your fingers around his own.
"Call us in when you really want to get to know him mom" you held his hand tightly and made your way to the front door, you had a lot of apologizing to do to him.
"Oh by the way, Chelsea?" She tilted her head as you turned around to look at her "Remember when you told me that no prince charming would come knocking on my door with this attitude? Well guess what" you pointed towards Loki and she scoffed but it was borne out of jealousy you could tell, all of a sudden their perfect life seemed not so perfect, it's not that your relationship with Loki was perfect but you knew that he was and you finally had someone you knew would never cheat you or lie to you or backstab you for selfish reasons and you wanted them to know that you were proud of him and you were blessed to have him.
As you stepped out on your porch loki cupped your cheeks and kissed you softly.
"I will return in a minute"
"Loki–"
"Please darling?" He pleaded with you with his eyes to go in again so you sighed. You didn't want them to hurt him with their words but you allowed him to go in. You eavesdropped and heard him wanting to chat with your mother in private so you circled around the house and stood in front of the kitchen window just so you could hear their conversation,
"Mrs y/l/n i know you are wary of me–"
"I can't even stand in the same room as you" she spat at him and your jaw clenched.
"And i understand that, I do, what I have done still gnaws at me every moment of my life"
"I'm sure it does" she said sarcastically. Is it wrong to want to hit your mom?
"It does and I don't think I would have come out of it if it wasn't for your daughter. I just want to tell you that you should be immensely proud of her because she is the kindest most gentle soul i have ever come across in my life and i have seen a lot, I have seen the evil that is out there in the universe but your daughter? She's so precious and all she had been wanting in her life is to be happy, that's all she has ever wished for, she never wanted to hurt you with her choices, she just wants to be happy and live her life on her own terms and whether you like it or not..i do tend to make her happy" she scoffed as he said that, you wiped your tears as his words filled your heart with such contentment.
"You can take your time with me and I promise you I will most certainly earn your forgiveness but please do not punish her for this, that is my earnest request to you" she crossed her arms and shook her head in disbelief so he looked down, he just had one more thing to say.
"And just so you know your daughter, my darling y/n, she's very special not just to me but as a human being, she's the most special woman there ever could be and i always wanted to share my gratitudes with you because without you she wouldn't be what she is so thank you, that is all, have a good day"
You smiled as he finished his words, his words had melted the frustration you had been feeling, you wanted your mother to give him a chance but if she didn't want to even listen to him then it wasn't on you or him anymore, you had done your due diligence, you just wanted to get the heck out of here but then you heard your mom,
"Please join us for early dinner in the evening, both of you"
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'Tis The Damn Season (Bang Chan x Reader)
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The freshly fallen snow fell perfectly on top of all of the small rooftops scattered across the brightly lit Christmas village. The one thing I loved about my hometown is that they knew how to make every day of December feel like the warmest cup of hot cocoa on Christmas day.
Each year, the city square was filled with colorful lights and festive decorations. Smiling snowmen and sparkling snowglobes as far as the eye could see. Even the town clock was decorated, counting down to the big day.
This year felt a bit different though. It was the first Christmas without my best friend. It felt weird without Chan around. He was always the most excited about the holiday season. He always met me at my house bright and early with a white chocolate mocha in hand, and brightly colored cheeks.
We would walk these city streets together, ranking the decorations as if we'd ever been able to design anything in our lives. Pointing out broken lights, mismatched decor and corny signs until our stomachs hurt from giggling.
"Ms. Cleveland really could have done better," he'd spit, shaking his head before smiling over at me.
"A shame, truly," I'd nod before bursting into laughter.
I wonder if he's home. His school started Christmas break right after mine. Well, at least I knew they did the last time we spoke. That conversation was still heavy in my mind as I swirled my red cup in my hand, looking at the green and red lights above the old schoolhouse.
It was my fault, I knew that. But nothing could help me shake the panicked look that rose across Chan's face when I told him. When I stupidly said those three words that made me lose him forever.
We were walking over the bridge near my house. Lamposts ahead wrapped in garland and white light. I tried to focus on the festive decor to stop my hands from shaking. I look over at him and it makes it all worse. His jaw had become more chiseled over the school year. His arms were bigger too. But that bright smile never looked a day over 12 years old. Those bright red cheeks brought a soft air of familiarity to my fluttering chest, as I pressed the drink against my lips.
He turned to me with a smile, before it dropped a bit in worry. He stopped abruptly, fully turning to face me.
"Are you okay, Y/N?" He said, reaching out for my hand. "You look like you've seen a ghost."
He pulled me off to the side of the bridge, our arms resting on the plush green leaves as we continued to look at each other. I could feel my throat dry, bringing the tea in my hand back up to my mouth for a quick sip before I nodded. He shakes his head and leans in toward me.
"I know when you're lying, you know?"
I smirked, looking down at the ground. He could always read me like a book. I chewed on my bottom lip for a moment before my eyes rose back up to meet his. I knew I had to tell him now before I chickened out again.
But how do you tell your best friend that somehow over the past six months, you've begun to see them differently. That you wanted to hold his hand like you always did. But you wanted it to mean something entirely different. That you wanted to kiss those red cheeks that you made fun of for years. That you wanted more.
I paused for a moment before sighing and meeting his eyes again. His lips mimicked mine, his teeth biting down on the flesh of his rose-colored lips.
"Chan," I started, scrunching my nose as the winter wind ripped past me. "You said we can tell each other anything... right?"
He nodded furiously, his eyes never leaving mine. I know I cannot un-say what I'm about to say... but if I didn't let him know how I felt that might actually be worse. I sighed again, nodding myself along to let the words fall out of my mouth.
"Chan I... I think I love you."
He smiles at me, rolling his eyes "I love you too, nerd."
I shake my head "Chan, no you do get it... I love you." I put emphasis on the second word, watching as the realization washed across his face.
He slowly nodded, and his lips dropped into an "oh" shape. I felt my eyes watering as his reaction didn't shift to one of warmth. When. he didn't smile brightly at me. I swallowed hard, turning away from him.
"I'm sorry," I yelled from behind me, making my way back to my house and away from his bright gaze.
I heard him calling my name for a moment as I shuffled down the path filled with freshly fallen snow but I couldn't get myself to look back. To see those eyes filled with pity at the dramatic scene I caused. So I pushed forward until I made it through my front door, sliding against it with tears pouring from my eyes.
Chan had texted me a few times the next day. The messages were filled with "we should talks" and "please responds" but I couldn't get myself to hit any of the keys. I would start a paragraph about how I was just kidding and that I didn't mean what I said but I'd hit delete before ever pressing send.
He finally gave up after two weeks of me actively avoiding him in grocery stores and deleting his text messages. Part of me was sad that he stopped reaching out, but another part was relieved that I didn't have to try to have this conversation.
It had been about a year since that encounter. I was finally feeling brave enough to venture out on my own in town. My mom had finally stopped asking where Chan was, and if we had had a fight. My heart stopped racing as we drove through the city past his family's big blue house right outside of the Christmas village. I selfishly thought that I had healed.
Smiling to myself, I let my eyes admire the silver tinsel and bright gold bells adorning that clock tower. I spun in a circle through the middle, giggling a bit as I settled into a standstill sipping sweet chocolate and whipped cream. It was painfully quiet, the market vendors just beginning to set up at the other end.
I decided to press forward to explore the market for once. Maybe find those clay earrings mom wanted or a set of chopped firewood for the fire. As I neared the entrance, I saw a familiar black puffer jacket to the left, carrying baked goods by the crate.
I stop dead in my tracks. I should have known his mom would be here. She makes the best sourdough in town. She has a waitlist for loaves right before the holidays. And of course, he was here helping her. The most caring guy I know, constantly making sure his mother had ample water and never had to lift a finger.
There was still time to turn around. I could spin back on my heels and race back to the house before he even turned my way. But before I could retrace my steps, I saw Chan's mom point in my direction. Chan's eyes followed her arm, and over to my shaking figure. I was frozen in place.
I watched him say something to his mom before setting the crate back into the pickup truck, shoving his hands in his pockets, and walking my way. My heart raced as I saw his body come into view. I picked up the cup and brought it back to my lips, letting my eyes fall to the ground as I heard his footsteps.
What will he say? Will he yell? I'd deserve it. I left without an explanation. I felt my heartbeat in my throat, my hands shaking against the paper cup as I walked myself through the possibilities.
The footsteps stopped right in front of me. He sighed loudly, causing me to look up and finally meet his eyes. Mine widened as I realized he was smiling at me. Shock zoomed through my body, creating goosebumps on my forearms as I tried to maintain eye contact with him.
"So you are alive..." I heard his giggle, dimple popping out on the left side as his smile widened.
I blinked, mind completely blank. "What?"
Chan took a step closer to me, leaning his head to the side. His smile never wavered. I expected frustration. Angry words. Even a little bit of grit to his voice toward me. But none of that aggression was to be found in those soft eyes.
"Y/N. You scared me. I thought I lost you."
I gasped, feeling his hand reach out to mine. I let him intertwine them and fall between us. The snow had started falling again, wrapping us around in a soft white glow.
"I-," my voice shaky as I felt his thumb rub up against the top of my hand. "I'm going to be honest, I didn't think you would want to see me again."
I felt my cheeks warm as Chan shook his head at me. He took another step toward me. Our bodies were dangerously close and I could already feel the heat of his closing in on mine.
"I wasn't the one who ignored phone calls and texts...."
It was my turn to giggle, nodding as I gnawed on my lower lip. He had a point there. I was the one who cut off contact. But that still didn't explain his softness toward me. His hand in mine. His eyes, bright and wide.
"I'm sorry."
His grin grew again "You should be...."
I nodded, lips parted with an apology right on the tip of my tongue. He shook his head as he softly hushed me, and spoke up again.
"Not because I'm angry, but because I missed you," he giggled and his nose scrunched up in the way I like.
"I missed you too..." I said just above a whisper.
We sat there in silence for a moment, eyes just pressing into each other. Finally, he broke the quiet with a sigh.
"You know I love you too, right?"
I shook my head "But Chan..."
He stepped in closer, the space between our bodies fully evaporating. His hand moves away from mine, and to my cheek where he softly captures my jaw, thumb painting soft circles on my skin.
"No buts...I love you."
"Like?"
"Yes, like you love me," He adds, his mouth outstretched into a wider grin, exposing his perfect teeth as he leans in toward my face.
I swallow my pride and let myself melt into his touch. His lips hover over mine, his peppermint breath overtaking my senses. He pauses near my mouth to whisper.
"Just don't run away from me again."
I nod ferociously, gaining a giggle from him once again before he presses his lips into mine. Soft and slow, our mouths crash together in the glow of the Christmas tree behind us. A loud gong of the town bell was the only thing that pushed us apart as it rang in the morning market. He presses his forehead into mine, pecking my lips.
"God, I missed you."
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The guest PT 12
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"You actually really like these people, don't you?" Fagin asks Jack
"Yeah. Why wouldn't I?" He laughed, popping a nut into his mouth.
"Help me, Bob, I'm bully in the alley!" Rotty sang.
"I see Big Kit and his boy, Alfie, are doing all right for themselves. It goes to show that there's more out there than just ambergris." Fagin mused.
"Fagin, just enjoy your coin, and drink your rum." Jack shook his head in amusement.
"I am. Don't mean I can't be working. It's how a thief stays sharp."
A woman comes.over and sits on Jack's lap, "No. Thank you." He says to her politely.
"You still thinkin' about your fancy skirt? Who's distracted now from the sacred purpose of drinking, eh?" Fagin quips. Jack sighs.
"I just don't understand it. She keeps telling me I should be with Belle but I kissed her and I felt nothing." He runs a hand through his hair.
"ahh well women so rarely say what they mean."
Fagin fumbled in his pocket for a moment before passing a wrapped cloth across to him. "You'll be needing this soon I suspect." He nods.
Jack unfolded the cloth allowing a small silver ring to fall out.
"What is this? Who did you steal this from?" He asked in a hushed tone.
"No one, well...it was Nancy's."
Jack felt his heart stop at mention of the name.
At that moment the tavern doors burst open and red coats came rushing in. Chaos lost control.
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You walk into the hospital, trailing along behind Belle and Fanny. You had made sure the younger sister used peppermint instead of peppers for the jelly she had made. You had to admit it was becoming harder to recall the TV show and what happened in it. After all it had been almost two months since you had arrived in Port Victory. At times you could almost forget where you had come from, if it wasn't for the dreams. Every night since you had fallen you had the same dream.
The sight of Hetty made you smile.
"Nurse Beggett, can I speak with you a moment?" You ask, allowing the sister to wander off up the stairs. Hetty nods and leads you into the nurses room.
"I need to talk to you, about your cousin." You say.
"Of course. What do you need to know?"
"Did she have weird dreams?" You ask nervously. Hetty stops folding sheets and turns fully to you.
"Yes, she called them visions. We didn't believe her but she would say she saw other worlds. Places where the people were different but also the same."
You breathe a sigh of relief and nod.
"Okay. What happened to her?"
Hetty's eyes dropped briefly.
"Honestly, we don't know. One day she was here the next gone."
"oh."
There is a rush of movement and noise in the corridor and you both rush out. Hundreds of people are being rushed in all around you.
You rush straight to work helping the influx of patients. You had worked in the emergency room so many nights this felt almost normal for you.
You hear Hetty call out.
"Some doctors would be nice!"
Quickly after you see both Belle and Jack coming in. Jack is frantically trying to help patients into beds and looking for the Professor. Your eyes meet his. He breathes in, opening his mouth to call to you but you turn and rush away. If you were busy with a patient he couldn't talk to you. Could he?
This influx was more than what you thought, Jack explained to the prof that Gaines had ordered this massacre and you recalled the episode.
"Bully in the Alley." You said to yourself. Upon hearing you Jack turned to face you.
"What did you say? You know something don't you?"
"I'm sorry, Jack." You say looking at the young man lying in the bed. Jack sighed.
"Can we talk?" He asks you, "later can we talk?"
"There is no need, everything is as it should be." You say and walk away.
"Y/n-"
"Let her go. I'll talk to her later." Belle says as she moves across the ward.
"Jack, this is a lot more complicated than you think. Y/n is a foreteller." Hetty said across the bed.
"Like your cousin?" His head shoots in the direction you had walked.
"Jack, patients now, love life later." She demanded. Jack nodded and went back to helping the patients.
Slowly the sun began to rise outside, Jack and Belle stood over Alfie Wilderkins.
"There's nothing more we could have done. Not with bleeding like that." Jack explained to Belle, "Hetty, have you eaten anything at all?" He asked. The nurse looked as if she was half asleep.
" No time." She says continuing with her work. All the staff had been cslled.in o er night to cope with the amount of patients. You watch them from the door. Gaines pushes past you knocking into your shoulder as he walked by.
"Captain Gaines, I will be speaking to my father!" Belle spit out at him.
" Have you come to finish them off? Blinded in one eye, a fractured skull, and a ruptured femoral artery!" Jack half shouted.
"All the results of resisting lawful execution of a warrant And that's young Alfie Wilderkins if I'm not mistaken. This is a very good day indeed." Gaines grinned.
" I want the men responsible court-martialled." Jack growled.
" Well, that would be me. You'll need to tell the Governor his right hand is a criminal." The Captain almost laughed.
"Yes. That is a very good idea." You say, causing him to turn round to you. He curled his top lip for a moment.
"Arrest them. They're accomplices." He orders his men pointing at the patients. Belle runs to the door and puts her arms out to her side.
"They need medical care. I can't let you take my patients."
"They were never your patients, Lady Belle. They're my prisoners. Stand aside." He takes a step closer to her, " Your father indulges you. If you were my daughter..." you slide between them putting your hand on his chest.
"She would run away. Like your wife." You his. Gaines narrows his eyes on you.
"And what would.you know of family?" He says.
"More than you. Tell me how is your wife's lover, oh sorry I mean your closest friend." You keep your chin turned up towards him as you speak.
Gaines steps forward his hand beginning to raise, but he's stopped by Jack gripping him.
"No, Jack let him hit me." It's your turn to step forward your face close enough to whisper to the Captain, "Where I come from, women hit back and harder."
Gaines let out a growling huff, his lips moving like he wants to say something else. He turns back to Jack, "Pity you didn't strike me, Dawkins." He said before marching from the hospital. Belle follows him.
"Your father can stop this!" Jack shouted.
"Where do you think I'm going?" She shouted back. Jack takes a step toward you but you retreat slightly.
"You removed your bandage?" He said quietly. You look down at your arm and twist it.
"yes, I needed the movement, I'm alright. It's okay, the pain is minimal." You assure him before once again turning away.
*_*_*_*
"Right. Here we go. Hair of the rat." Fagin poured the secret Whiskey into two mugs handing one to Jack.
" I need to find what Gaines cares about the most and rip it from him. Hit him where he'll howl." Jack says, hand lent on his hand.
"No, Dodge, provoking the lobsters head on, that's not our way."
" He's turning this place into a floating prison yard." Jack argued
" Which it technically is. And what's priceless in a prison? Contraband. He's done us a service, he's turned liquor into gold. And you know what's useful about me being on your ward? I got word from an injured farrier, about where they're takin' all that purloined grog.
"Gaines is knocking my patients' skulls in, and all you're thinking about is nicking grog!"
"It's because we're pickpockets. We're not the cavalry. We melt into shadows, we spot our moments, we survive. Now, I've got a man on the inside. Literally." Fagin laughed.
"These people matter to me, Fagin." Jack spat out
"Ah, very pretty. That's a lovely sentiment. Very noble." Fagin sat across fr.him
"Look, a stagecoach goes by with a year's worth of grog. Flashbang's hiding inside one of the crates..."
" What happened to you to make you so shrivelled with self-interest? Cold winds, Dodge. Cold winds. A stick with brass tacks on it that fell on me back no matter how much I begged. A belly that gnawed and never got filled, except for gruel or filth, and creeping hands in cold alleys and the dark nights without a roof. All right, I get the idea." Fagin explained making Jack feel small. "Yes. Things that you and Oliver never had to worry about, because I always made sure you boys had a blanket and a fire and a meal, and the means to get them when you was grown."
" Then why not show some of that same sympathy to these people now?" Jack implores.
" Look, you can give yourself to this crowd if you want, you can pretend you've found a home. But most people are bastards who will cross you as soon as spit and then when the night turns, the only one who'll be loyal to yourself is yourself, and me." Fagin continued.
"Until it inconveniences you."
"You're one to talk. You get a hole in your chest and you want to fill it up with crime, 'till Lady bloody Cheekbones twitches her skirt, then you drop me and you piss off. Well, I'm your family, Dodge. I'm your home, when you condescend to acknowledge me." Genuine hurt filled every word Fagin spoke.
"y/n is not just a fancy skirt. She isn't one of them." He fights back, turning his eyes to the floor.
"Could have fooled me." Fagin almost walked away until he saw the look on Jack's face. He had seen it once before. Many years ago, utter devotion to another person without question. A set of eyes that would remain in his mind forever in his memory and devotion that got the girl killed. He stepped back to the man that was once his beloved child, gabbing him by the shoulder and squeezing.
"I'm sorry, my boy. We'll get him, soon enough. Give it time, but lad, don't fall in love lad. It'll ruin ya."
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What Happened Before:
Nervous Flutter
Part 2 - Help Me To Let Go
Part 3 - Asking For Advice
Part 4 - Devotion
Part 5 - The Explorer
Part 6 - You’re The Best
Part 7 - Experimental (½)
Part 8 - Experimental (2/2) - Not Fully Functional
Part 9 - Not Alone
Part 10 - Cared For
Part 11 - Don’t You Worry
Part 12 - A White Lie
Part 13 - Hope
Part 14 - Games To Play
Part 15 - Work Work Work
Part 16 - Trouble
Part 17 - In Loving Domination (½)
Part 18 - The Game Changer
Part 19 - Wild Animal
Part 20 - Embarrassing Vulnerabilities
Part 21 - Between Hangover And Love
Part 22 - The Future Ahead Of Us
Part 23 - About Making A Baby
Part 24 - It’s Going To Be Okay
Part 25 - Returning A Favor
Part 26 - Baby Fever
Part 27 - A New Life
Part 28 - Daddy Tech
Part 29 - Back Home
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When you returned home it was already quite late, so Echo and you walked quietly through the ship and you climbed very quietly into the Hope. You took a look into Amy's room and saw that it was empty. You already suspected what was going on.
Your suspicions were confirmed when you looked into your bedroom. Amy was lying across Tech in your bed. Both were snoring softly and you had to bite your fist to keep from giggling. Both of them looked like they had been knocked out. Probably Amy hadn't wanted to be taken to bed again and Tech, who was too good-natured to prevail, had made a thousand different compromises.
You nearly jumped out of your skin in shock when you felt a hand on your shoulder. You wheeled around startled and glared at Hunter who looked at you apologetically with a wry grin.
He whispered, "Sorry. I didn't mean to scare you."
You sighed softly. Your two treasures were still sleeping peacefully.
"It's okay."
Hunter looked to the two of them and said quietly, amused, "Amy has been keeping Tech quite busy, she's way too smart and active for her age. She's actually a lot like her Daddy was when he was little. He was always the kid figuring everything out for everyone. How to steal ration bars, how to get out of our room unnoticed and all that stuff. She likes fooling him and is having the time of her life when she outsmarts him. But as soon as Tech plays offended she immediately comforts and hugs him. At times, the spectacle is better than any holomovie."
You smiled and felt warmth spread through you at the thought of the two of them together. You loved Tech and Amy more than anything else in the universe.
"I know, I love watching the two of them. Tech is so loving and sweet. Starting a family with him was the best decision I ever made in my life."
Hunter smiled.
"Maybe someday I'll be lucky enough to meet someone with whom that will work out, too. Seeing you guys like this often gives me a longing that just can't be satisfied"
You smile at him and kiss his cheek, then say, "My dear brother-in-law, you are one of the greatest men I know and you would make a very wonderful father. Don't worry, that will happen for sure".
He laughed softly.
"Thank you, I hope you are right about that."
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"Hey you sleepyhead!"
Tech blinked. When he saw you he smiled warmly and fondly.
"Cyare, are you finally back home? Whenever you're away it feels like you've been away from me for ages".
You kissed Tech's cheek.
"My charmer. I hear our little whirlwind has been keeping you busy?"
Tech sat up carefully and put the still sleeping Amy down so he could stand up.
"Well," he admitted "In a sense, it was exciting. But we got along very well. There's nothing to worry about."
You frown and ask, "Why do you say that?"
Tech looks at you and you immediately see that he feels caught and guilty.
With a sigh, you ask, "What happened, Tech?"
Tech was alternately playing with his goggles and holopad without looking at you when he said, "Amy was a little overzealous. Fell down" he hastily raises a finger and finally does look at you, "But she didn't hurt herself, she just got scared!" He grows smaller under your gaze and finally says, "She cried a little, but she quickly calmed down"
"These things happen," you said quietly, to which he let out a deep sigh of relief.
You couldn't help it, you had to laugh and kept your hand in front of your mouth not to wake Amy.
"What did you think I was going to do when I found out?" you asked, still grinning at his relief.
Tech shrugged his shoulders.
"I don't know, but I once saw you pull Wrecker's ears when he let her watch holofilms late at night and gave her chocolate for breakfast."
"Wrecker knew she wasn't allowed to do that and that chocolate for breakfast isn't good, that's different. Wasn't so easy to get his ears."
Tech laughed softly, "Yeah, that looked exciting. The way you took a running jump at him. You were hanging on his back like a monkey and pulling on his ears"
"Well, he never gave her chocolate for breakfast after that and didn't let her watch holo movies at night anymore" you said with a shrug.
Crosshair suddenly poked his head around the corner.
"Why is everyone on our shuttle somehow?" you asked, surprised and irritated.
The Sniper just grinned and said, "Well, if you want to get at my ears, you're going to have to do better than take a run-up and jump on my back."
You gave him a small smirk and replied, "I'll just kick you in the balls and you'll come down to height."
Crosshair grumbled, "Nasty dwarf" and backed off again.
"I'm not a dwarf, you're just a tall bastard!"
Amy stirred, and you bit into your fist in annoyance at yourself. But she just turned over and continued snoring softly.
„Let's go get ready, Rex want's to come by and see his niece later“, Tech said and finally got up.
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Alone Together - Eddie/OC One-Shot Series PRT 23
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Dani had spent all weekend cooking with her dad for Thanksgiving. She had to spend all of her holidays in the hospital last year so they made plans to do it big this year. Thanksgiving was never a really big holiday for them but the fact that she made it through that rough patch was definitely worth celebrating.
It wasn't until her dad broke the news that her mom had threatened to take them to court to fight for custody unless she agreed to spend her Christmas break with her mom that she knew she wouldn't be taking this deal lying down.
She made her dad a plate of the food they had spent so much time cooking, putting it in the fridge with a note where she was going before packing up the rest of the food and sneaking out to her car. She passed the grocery store on the way to the trailer park and noticed her mom leaving with a baked good of some sort. She rolled her eyes knowing that her mom would pull some crap like crashing Thanksgiving just to get her way which is why she had made a back up plan
She knocked on the Munson's door and was met with a surprised Wayne.
"Dani? What are you doing here? Are you okay?" Wayne asked concerned. He hadn't seen Dani with her nose canula back in but she gave him a reassuring smile.
"I'm fine! I was hoping you both didn't have any Thanksgiving plans..." She held up the bags of food in her hands and he leaned down to grab them.
"Of course not, Eddie was about to make spaghetti O's. Come on in." Wayne held the door open and Dani walked past him carrying the least heavy bags.
"Hey! What are you doing here?" Eddie greeted her with a surprised smile and a hug.
"My dad got busy so I decided not to let all this food to go to waste. Are you guys hungry?" She started pulling things out of the brown bags and both Eddie and Wayne eyeballed it.
"Absolutely." The said in unison. Wayne pulled out the good glass plates and mugs while Eddie moved some chairs around to the coffee table so they could all seat together. Dani unpacked the food and was glad she brought serving spoons as the majority of the Munson's utensils were plastic. She saw Wayne pull Eddie to the side and whisper something to him before Eddie joined her in the kitchen.
"Hey is everything okay? I know you worked your ass off on this dinner for you and your dad so-" Eddie had a hand on Dani's elbow and she turned into him.
"My mom is pretty much threatening to take my dad to court if I don't spend winter break with her and he had a sneaking suspicion she was going to try and crash Thanksgiving so he said to take the food and escape while I could." Dani explained making Eddie look concerned.
"If you guys had plans, I can leave the food and-" Eddie rubbed her shoulders.
"No way! You know you're always welcome here." Eddie pulled her into a hug and she took comfort in the smell of his Zepplin shirt.
"This is a great spread Dani. I hope you left some for your old man." Wayne was rubbing his hands together ready to dive in.
"Oddly enough my dad only likes Thanksgiving leftovers straight out of the fridge." Wayne shook his head in surprise.
"Yeah we're apart of that work around the clock generation. Cold leftovers are almost always better." Dani made a note to package leftovers for Wayne to take to work.
The three of them sat down and started scooping food onto their plates, making casual conversation about the Thanksgiving traditions in years before. Wayne was telling a story about how he took Eddie turkey hunting and the kickback knocking Eddie on his ass. Eddie smirked glancing down at his food while Wayne and Dani let out a belly laugh at the photo that was taken. One photo led to at least four different photo albums and story telling of just how close Wayne and Eddie had gotten in the years that he's taken him in. Wayne genuinely seemed to adore Eddie's mom and taking in Eddie was never considered a burden or sacrifice. Eddie was a son to Wayne.
"You can laugh all you want but that was one of my best looks." Eddie defended pointing at an old Winter Formal photo that Wayne had taken of Eddie standing in front of the trailer.
"I thought it was pretty unique. I'd love to see it with all this hair too." Dani flicked her fingertips through Eddie's hair and he smirked.
"Eddie got lucky to get his momma's curls. My brother and I have been losing our hair since our 20's." Wayne slid a picture of Eddie's mom in front of Dani and Eddie watched her carefully. Her eyes lighting up and smiling at the beautiful woman in front of her.
"She was gorgeous! You definitely look like her." Dani held the picture up and reached up to touch Eddie's face.
"He's got her eyes too." Dani glanced back at Wayne who was grinning.
"I've always said that. If he can stay out of trouble this year, maybe he'll actually be able to attend prom this year. Give me some formal photos to hang up." Eddie blushed at Wayne's suggestion and Dani could picture him at prom in a very metal tuxedo, curls tamed and hands covered in his shiny ring, complaining about the lame music but putting up with it.
"Let's just get to graduating first, then we can talk prom." Eddie sipped his drink and the conversation carried on for almost another two hours before Wayne passed out on the couch.
"It's safe to say he's either dead or in a food coma." Eddie dried another plate that Dani handed him from the sink.
"Hey! I cooked that meal so you better watch it." Dani slapped wet cup into Eddie's chest. He sat the plate down with the others and Dani let out a heavy sigh.
"Thanks for letting me hang out today." Dani smiled at Eddie who chuckled.
"You know you're always welcome at Castle Munson. especially if you're bringing food." Eddie nudged Dani with his shoulder and she truly felt welcomed into his home and his family. She thought back to the photos and smiled.
"You know, you really do look like your mom when you smile. She was so beautiful, Eddie. I'm sorry I couldn't have met her." Eddie froze when Dani mentioned his mom and for a moment, Dani thought she might have stepped over the line but met his gaze to see him staring at her with a soft smile.
"She would have loved you." His voice low and breaking a bit, Eddie leaned forward and kissed Dani's forehead. The finished the dishes in silence and Eddie helped Dani load the food containers into the passenger seat of her car.
"Hopefully the wicked witch will have gone back to her lair by the time I get home and I can actually get some sleep tonight." Dani leaned against her car door and Eddie shoved his hands deep into his pockets.
"Well if she's still lurking, you can always come back. I'll take the cot and Wayne can stay blissfully passed out on the couch." Eddie was shivering slightly in the November night air.
"I'm not going to kick you out of your bed, nerd. I appreciate the offer though." Dani was flattered that despite them having fallen asleep together before that Eddie would still offer his bed up to her as a safe haven.
"Tell Wayne thank you for me?" Dani turned towards her car door and Eddie pulled it open for her.
"Hey...um." She paused to listen to him. He was never really one to struggle with his words so she turned her full attention towards him.
"Just in case I don't see you before your mom kidnaps you for break, I just wanted to tell you-" Dani cut him off.
"It's just winter break. She's not shipping me off to boarding school. I'll be back before you even have a chance to miss me." Dani put her hand on Eddie's chest.
"What's so important it can't wait?" Dani asked curiously but Eddie's face hadn't softened.
He studied her for a moment before gripping each side of her face and kissing her. It felt like something inside of his chest snapped and the only thing that would save his life was kissing Dani in this very moment. She tried to keep up with his lips, for once thankful to have supplemental oxygen running through her nose or else she might pass out. Dani tried her hardest not to let a moan slip but when it did, Eddie pulled away breathing heavy and keeping his hands firmly place on her cheeks and forehead against his own.
"Call me when you get home...so I know you got there safely." It felt off. Dani knew he wanted to tell her something but instead just kissed her into a daze. When he let go of her face and stepped back, he seemed heavy like he was about to let something go but changed his mind at the very last moment.
Dani's mouth moved thoughtlessly, trying to figure out how to use her words but nothing came. She closed her mouth and nodded her head, getting in her car and trying to focus on snapping out of it. That kiss meant something. Eddie was trying to tell her something and decided against it.
What the hell was Eddie Munson trying to tell her?!
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The Reaper and the Death Angel Part 21
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Contains: Fluff. Smut (oral sex F receiving, fingers, P in V, CONSENT, mild size kink) Major angst, major character death, sadness. Follows the plot of season 1 episode 12.
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Is this the beginning of the end?
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"Tiny humans and their parents at the door for you." You had spent the morning planning the day for Kenny and Ellie, other departments were happy to let you have full reign and let the kids participate in activities and help with various jobs.
"Thank you Travis, I'll be there right away." You got up, leaving your door open and went to the Lab's entrance to welcome them in.
"Hello, welcome to the Nothern California science and natural history museum. You guys get the fancy tour today while your parents do boring adult stuff. If you go inside, the second biggest office is mine, I'll be there after talking to your parents, cool?" They both nodded and ran in.
"Thank you for doing this, I was a little surprised when Ope mentioned your offer."
You waved your hand at Donna, "don't worry about it, the sole goal of these tours is to make more scientists. You'll be hearing about fossils for the next week without a break."
Opie laughed, "she's not lying, she showed something to Juice and now he has a rock collection."
Donna smiled and wrapped an arm around her husband, "we should get going, thank you again for doing all of this."
With one last friendly wave, they left.
You walked into your office, Ellie was looking intently over the small terrarium on your desk while Kenny looked over the mummy in a case in the middle of the room.
"Is this real?"
He sounded so curious, "Yep. This guy was the royal advisor of one of the pharaohs. It was actually the first mummy I worked on, when I started working here, the museum he was in sent him here as a thank you." His smile got big and Ellie went over to have a look.
"That's so cool."
Ellie tapped on her brother's shoulder and pointed to the terrarium, "is that funny flower looking thing a bug?" She didn't sound scared or grossed out.
"Yes, it's Hymenopus coronatus or the orchid mantis. Her name is Lilly." They both run over, Ellie pointing to the insect in the corner of the tank.
"Are they hard to look after?"
She had that tone of a child who wanted a pet, "a little, if you like praying mantises there are so many you can keep. I can show you when we go to the insect department if you like?" she nodded like a bobblehead, already half-way to the door.
The day had barely started and they were already ready to take something home.
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"I know it's tough Donna, but I earn with the Club. I'm not your dad or your brother, I can't chop wood from six to six." They were sitting in a nice cafe at the outside table, the sun gently beating against the umbrella over their heads.
"You went to prison for five years for these guys and they haven't changed, what makes you think this time will be any different? I don't want you inside again." Opie thought about his answer.
"Things are changing Donna, Jax and the other guys want out of everything that's hurting us. Clay's hands are failing, it won't be long before Jax takes over." She didn't look convinced.
"I don't know if I can wait that long Ope. We have kids, they can't see you go back to jail." Opie knew she was right.
"They won't, ATF are going after dirt that doesn't exist. I promise Donna, nothing is going to happen to us."
****
"This soil is from just off the coast of the fertile crescent which is also called the cradle of civilisation. If you look at in under the microscope you can see all the cools things that make this dirt so special." The kids took turns and you could see the questions swirling in the minds
"Why are soils so different from place to place?"
You shot Kenny a smile, "that's a great question, it's because the soil is formed in different conditions. Soil is just stuff that's super-duper broken down and when that stuff is different, say oak leaves vs banana leaves, so is the soil"
Ellie looked up from the microscope, "what's the best soil?"
You ran over to grab a jar of black dirt, "this one, it's volcanic soil which grows some of the best and most expensive produce in the world. If you've ever had super fancy pizza, that's where the tomatoes for the sauce are grown." Their eyes went wide.
"Do you have that at the restaurant?"
You nodded, "can I have a slice for lunch?" H
e sounded so excited, "of course, our restaurant is really fancy, we have lots of authentic food."
"Shall we go see the bugs now?"
****
"I'm thinking about helping Gemma out with Abel's party. I'm hope you're right about all this Opie because I'm here and I'm going to stand by you." Opie breathed a sigh of relief, everyone was right when they told him Donna would come around.
"You have no idea how much that means to me to hear you say that. I promise I'm going to give you a wonderful life and once everything with the Club is sorted out, we'll never have to worry about money again."
****
"I think this would be the best one for you Phyllocrania paradoxa or the ghost mantis, they're pretty easy to take care of and they look super cool." They looked in the tank as the mantis moved like a leaf.
"What do they eat?"
You leaned over to pick up a jar of insects, "the little ones eat these tiny flies but the big ones eat lots of stuff." That fact didn't seem to worry either of them.
"Do you think mum and dad will let us keep one?"
You shrugged, "I'm not sure, we do have a program here where the museum will provide everything and even pay you a small amount as long as you log all your care. Maybe that will get them over the line but they still have the final say."
Their eyes went wide, it was clear that the moment you were out of earshot, they were going to plan a way to convince their parents to let them keep one.
"Lunch?" The bugs were forgotten and you and the kids wandered off to the cafe.
After a quick walk you arrived at the nice cafe on the second floor, "I get the employee discount so go crazy."
They looked over the menus, "I still want the fancy pizza."
While Kenny's mind was made up, Ellie was still deciding, "what's white cut chicken?"
"It's so so good, it's chicken that's been poached in some spices."
Ellie seemed interested, "can I get that?" You nodded and waved over the waiter.
"We'll get one traditional pizza, share size. White cut chicken, share size. and a greek salad, medium. Also, water and share plates, thank you." The waiter ran off and fifteen minutes later, the food was ready.
The food was good and the kids seemed to be enjoying themselves, "what are we doing after lunch?"
Kenny was starting to sound tired, "well I thought we could go to the cake shop near the world history exhibit and get dessert?"
****
"The kids aren't home we have the house to ourselves."
Donna stood up on tippy toes and kissed her husband, "I like the sound of that, if we go home now, we'll have plenty of time before we pick up the kids. I'm sure y/n wouldn't mind us being a little late."
****
"I think we're done for the day don't you?" They both yawned, it was late in the afternoon by the time you were done with all the activities. You had texted Donna and said that they could come and pick their kids up whenever. When they got to the lab, Kenny was asleep on the couch in your office and Ellie was halfway there, intent on finding a way to convince her parents to let her take a praying mantis home.
"I think they had fun today, but I may have unintentionally planted a seed and now they both want to keep a mantis as a pet. The museum will provide everything, plus money for the lights and around $20 every month you have the insect as well as $2.50 for every correct log. Is that something you would consider? They are very easy to look after."
Donna and Opie looked at each other and she smiled, "I guess Opie was right, if they can look after it by themselves, then I don't have a problem with it.
Opie shrugged his shoulders and nodded, "why not."
"Ok, you go break the news and I'll run to the Entomology department to get everything."
Kenny was rubbing his eyes, half asleep when you returned with the supplies, but they were both clearly excited. You placed the supplies on the desk and presented an eager Ellie the baby mantis, "you'll have to come up with a name."
You sat down with the kids and their parents to explain everything, by the time you were done, everyone was excited about their new project. Opie even took pictures to show the guys. You wished them well and they left with their arms full of items. Jax would be so happy to hear how the day went.
When you returned home, Jax was there, having a very worried conversation with Sam, "ummm, what's wrong?"
Jax stood up, walked up to you and put both his hands on your shoulder, "have ATF been around you at all today?"
You shook your head, "no, I spent the whole day with Kenny and Ellie. Plus, Holt barred them from coming in to talk to me about Club matters. What is going on Jackson?" He took a deep breath.
"Luann's been arrested. It looks like ATF is using RICO."
You were stunned, "so they arrested Luann, for what?"
Jax shrugged, "some bullshit drug charge." Stahls' thought process occurred to you in a wave of anger.
"She's using Luanne to get to Otto, if he doesn't know it's a RICO case, he'll give them something small that can't be prosecuted. What a terrible woman."
Jax nodded, "that's what we thought, Unser's getting me into the station to let her know. She'll tell Otto tomorrow; Stahl's letting them see each other."
You rubbed your face, "I think that's your best bet. There's something else, isn't there?"
Jax's head fell, "Clay's getting Opie to do Hefner." You walked over to the table and sat down next to Sam, Jax then sat next to you.
"All you can do is be there in case something goes wrong, will it be just you and Ope?"
Jax shook his head, "no, Bobby will be there too."
You put a hand on Jax's leg, "maybe we can get you, Ope and Sam to do it instead? I'm sure Clay won't balk at that."
Sam sighed, "I tried that, he wants me doing something else."
You stood up, walking over to the kitchen to look in the fridge, "I'll put in dinner, and we'll see if we can come up with some way to make sure this doesn't cause more problems."
****
Dinner netted no ideas, you had all settled on the best bet being Jax to go with them like he had planned. Jax left to talk to Luann, you and Sam had ordered a crib for when Abel and Jax stayed with you, so the two of you were in your room putting it together.
"You know if this goes wrong and ATF gets wind Ope going to be the first person Clay blames?" Sam was paying attention to putting the crib legs together but he nodded anyway.
"Yeah, I know. I have a terrible feeling that this is going to end bad." You built the rest of the crib in silence, you were worried that if you kept talking about it, the tenuous hold of your opinion on Clay would slip.
Jax returned late that night, looking tired, "what's this Darlin?" You got off the bed and gave him a quick peck, "I figured Abel would be staying here a fair bit and I thought having a crib here would make everyone's lives easier."
He smiled down at you, "I swear women, you're a saint."
You giggled and he walked away to have a shower before bed. You called after him as he went into the bathroom, "I'm about as far from sainthood as it comes my love."
He came out soon after, drying his hair on a towel. You were about to comment on his bare chest, still slightly damp but you were stopped by a yawn.
"Bed?" You nodded and Jax climbed into bed, pulling you into him so you were nestled into his side.
"Good night y/n, I love you." You popped up to kiss the tip of his nose.
"Good night Beloved."
****
When Jax woke up, you were already gone and there was a note on his bedside table.
Good morning beloved,
I've been called into work, something about ATF being pissed off at Holt and me, I'll be home at the normal time. Good luck today with everything, my thoughts are always with you.
All my love
y/n
Jax smiled to himself, there was something about facing the day when you were thinking of him that made it much better. He got up, ready to deal with the shit that Clay had forced them into. He had a few hours before the hit would happen, and he wasn't going to spend it worrying.
Sam was a the table when he came down, he slid a bowl in front of Jax without sparing him a glance, "I need to talk to you about a few things so you're going to sit there and listen, do you understand me?" Jax was taken aback but nodded.
"I know you love my sister, I can see it every time you look at her. But you're making a huge mistake not listening to her about Clay and Tig. She knows most people better than they know themselves, and she doesn't think highly of them. If they become a risk to you or me, or worse Abel, she will kill them and no one will suspect her, not even you. But, she's loves you as well, and if you tell her you've got it handled she'll leave it be."
Jax realised that a long time ago, somewhere between all the times he had watched you killed and when you held Abel that if anyone was a risk to his safety, they were dead.
"I know man, it scares me sometimes. I'll talk to her about it, she's never treated me like I couldn't handle my business but I get the feeling that it won't matter when it comes to the people she loves." Sam nodded.
"I'm glad you're finally getting it. My sister loves you, as long as you're together, you've got someone in your corner who will tear someone limb from limb to make you happy. Don't take that for granted." He realised what Sam was really saying was don't take my sister for granted. Jax promised himself the day you told him you loved him that he would spend the rest of his life making sure you knew how much he appreciated you.
****
Jax was waiting for Opie by the garage, once this hit was done they could deal with ATF and go back to the way life used to be. Opie turned up, looking well-rested and ready to go.
"Sleep well?"
Opie nodded, "yeah, your old lady was right, Donna came around ,the kids are happy. Everything's good." Jax smiled, he was beyond happy that his best friend had his life back on track.
"Well then, let's get this done.
****
You had arrived at the Clubhouse in the afternoon after work, hoping to see Jax before going back for the night shift you had been forced to do.
"Hello Darlin, what brings you by?"
You reached up and pecked the tip of his nose, "I wanted to see you." Jax smiled down at you, his hand moving to cup your face, "also, I've had to pick up a night shift so I'll be home at 5am tomorrow." He leaned in and kissed you, his plump lips soft against yours.
"Do you want to take a nap in the dorm?"
Something in his tone indicated he was suggesting more, "only if you're there too."
He sucked his bottom lip in his mouth, "sure Darlin."
You wandered to the dorm, Jax following close behind. When you got there, he closed the door behind you, looking less happy.
"What's wrong my love?"
He shook his head, "the hit went bad, Opie couldn't follow through."
You put a hand on his shoulder, "but it got done right?" He nodded.
"That's all that matters, did Clay tell you how the meeting with the Niners went?"
He gave a short nod, "yeah, apparently the Niners and the Mayans are good now, everyone's been pushing against the Aryans." You breathed a sigh of relief.
"At least that's a win, does that mean you have more business now?" He sat down on the bed, inviting you to sit on his lap, facing him.
"Yeah, they're fine with us selling to both of them. Can I run something by you?"
You nodded, "I think Clay was expecting the Niners to push back and pull something." You thought for a moment.
"I think you know your step-father, and I think you need to listen to what your instinct is telling you." Jax kissed you before tapping you to get off his lap. When you did, he got something out of the drawer.
"I've got something I want you to read."
He handed you the stack of papers and you looked it over, "your dad wrote this?"
He nodded, "ok, I'm a fast reader, I'll have my review by the time Abel gets home."
There was a knock at the door, "Jax you've got to hear this."
Juice sounded pretty happy, "yeah." The door opened and he stepped in.
"Otto just smashed Stahl's face in, ATF is gone."
You smiled at Juice, "what about Otto?"
He shot you a sad look, "what do you think." He left, closing the door behind him.
"Poor Otto, I'll have to go see him when he gets visitation back."
You yawned, and Jax pulled you into his arms while lying down, "you came in here for a nap, I'll wake you up in an hour so you can get ready to go back to work."
Sure enough, Jax was gently waking you in an hour and a half, "I sent Sam home to get you new scrubs so you could sleep a bit longer."
You reach up and put a tried hand on his face, "you are the best boyfriend ever."
He smiled at you, "I thought you were immune to my charm."
You press a fast, hard kiss to his lips, "you're insufferable Teller."
You got up slowly, Jax picking up your change of clothes, "here let me help." There was no lust in his eyes as he undressed and redressed you, his fingers drifting over your scars and tattoos.
His hand landed on the strange scar over your hip, "how did you get this one?"
You chuckled like you remembered a fond memory, "an IED went off and I had to crawl through a wadi to get to a guy who had lost his leg. Turns out hot metal really hurt when you cut yourself on it."
Jax pursued his lips and nodded, "you are such a badass, a sexy, smart, kind of scary badass. All of Abel's friends are going to be so jealous that he has such a cool mum."
You giggled, "hell yeah I'm going to be the cool mum, ask my brother how cool I was when we were kids." Jax smiled and then your words sunk in.
"I'm sorry you never got to be a kid."
You put both your hands on his face, "It's ok, it's got me here, didn't it?" Jax bent down and kissed you softly, his arms pulling you to him. When he pulled away, he was smiling again.
"Yeah it did, and I love you for who you are." You kissed him again, this one slightly heated.
"As much as I would like to stay and continue this, I have to go to work."
Jax shook his head, "I wish you didn't." you pressed your lips together in order to stop a giggle.
"Well, in the meantime. You should think about how you're going to collect on the bet I lost."
Jax smirked at you, all arrogance and charm, "oh, I can already think of a hundred ways for me to collect." He kissed you again and you parted his hand lingering in yours as you pulled away.
"I'm gunna stay at my place tonight, if you get off early will you come by?"
You nodded, "of course my love, it's only fair since you've spent so much time at my house." You walked out of the dorm, and after a quick search for Opie and a chat with the guys, you left.
You were halfway down the road when you saw the ATF vans, you pulled over and took about your phone, shooting a short text to Jax over anvil's encrypted messaging.
"ATF is on their way, there's lots of them."
You drove to work, hoping that this wasn't a sign of things to come.
****
You got to Jax's house at seven the following day, exhausted and hungry. Jax was already up, it looked like he hadn't slept. When you came in he looked at you like you were a breath of fresh air.
"What's wrong beloved?" he walked over and laid his hand on your shoulders.
"Bobby's been arrested and Opie was taken away by the feds, Clay and Tig think he's given everyone up." You stood there shocked.
"That's utterly absurd, Opie would never rat. They're probably just holding him for questioning. If the witness could only ID Bobby, they're going to try and get Ope too no matter what the evidence says. Has anyone spoken to you yet." Jax shook his head.
"I don't think they even knew I was there."
You sat down at the table, "Opie would never turn on the Club, I don't know what Clay's deal is but he's after blood." Jax sat down next to you, his hand falling over yours. You for a long moment before speaking.
"If you want to get him, Donna and the kids safe I can have them out of the state the moment he's out of holding. Billy won't ask any questions, he'll have new names and new lives within the day." Jax did his best to look neutral but his eyes were betraying the fact that he was considering it.
"Clay promised me he wouldn't do anything. Until he gives me a reason, I'm not going to do something that drastic."
You nodded softly, "that's fair, but it's there if you need it." Jax's thank you went unsaid but you could see it in his face. Putting his thoughts about his step-father and his Sergeant at Arms being traitors was too much to voice right now.
"You look tired, rough shift?"
You nodded, your shoulders slumping over, "it's a very long story."
Jax's hand moved up your arm, "I've got all the time in the world." You took a deep breath.
"Stahl has a vendetta, after I filed that complaint, she tried to question everyone else at the Lab and when they said the same things I did about the Club she lost it. She called in a favour and now we're doing active fieldwork. The museum pulled rank and we're still only working with vulnerable victims and I'll only have to travel the state but I'm back in the shit."
Jax looked so angry, "you're already busy, how are you going to find the time to do anything?"
"It will only make up twenty per cent of the work and our union put their foot down so I'll have more days off for mental health. I'll be doing more odd shifts and I might have to travel but it won't change that much, it's just that I'll be working with a lot of sad family members, which I hate." Jax shot you a systematic smile.
"I'm sorry, this is my fault."
You cut him off with a wave of your hand, "it would have happened no matter what, if she didn't use you, she would have used Sam."
He sighed, "we should head to bed for a few hours. We're not going to get anywhere on no sleep." You trudged off to the bathroom, having a quick shower before climbing into bed with Jax.
"Al least Abel gets home tomorrow."
He smiled at you, "yeah, he does."
*****
You both got up around mid-day, meandering to the kitchen to throw together some lunch, "we should really go out to the store and spend the rest of the day cooking some food for when Abel comes home. We're both going to be too busy to cook and I don't think Sam is going to be able to but Abel down for enough time to cook for us."
Jax laughed and grabbed your keys, "good idea Darlin."
You plucked the keys out of his hands, "just because we're fucking doesn't mean I'm going to let you drive my car."
He shot you a charming smile, "I bet I can make it worth you while."
You shook your head, "nope, no one gets to drive my car."
You drove to the supermarket and wrote a list for Jax, intent on splitting up to get everything done faster. As you walked around the shopping centre, you heard a familiar voice.
"Hey Mortia!" You spun around and your eyes landed on Derek, standing there with his hands on your hips. You tapped Jax and ran over to the man, pulling him into a hard embrace.
"It's so good to see you." Jax was smiling at the scene, you have briefly shown him a photo of the guys in your unit so he was excited me meet all your friends.
"Jackson, this is Derek Morgan, Derek, this is a wonderful partner Jackson Teller." Derek put his hand out which Jax accepted, the handshake was firm but warm.
"Y/n has told me so much about you, I'm glad to finally meet you."
Jax looked over at you and you put both hands in the air, "all good things, I promise.
Derek nodded, "yeah, she called you noble and we had a betting pool going the next day. Frank won."
You shook your head, "see Jax, Marines are worse than school girls." he laughed.
"I can see that." Derek helped you with your shopping, content to get your know Jax while you rabbeted off more about your friends. After you were done, he helped you load the car and gave Jax a hug before you drove home to start cooking.
"Your friends are really great."
The smile you gave him made his heart swell, "well they're your friends now too." His chest was filled with warmth, and when you stopped at a red light, he leaned over to kiss your cheek.
"They're all going to love you especially after Derek gets in everyone's ear." Jax nodded, more to himself than you. One of his biggest fears was that the guys in your unit would hate him because of the Club but that didn't seem to be the case.
"You have no idea who wonderful you are, do you?" You rolled your eyes at him but Jax meant what he said, other than his son, you were the best thing that ever happened to him.
****
You spent the afternoon cooking, Jax had to leave for chapel since Opie had gotten out of lock-up. He came home late enough that his dinner was almost cold.
"How did it go."
He gave you an unsure look, "Ope cleared everything up, we're all good now."
You breathed a sigh of relief, "oh thank God."
Jax sat down, practically inhaling his dinner. He pointed over to the containers, "is that all the food?"
You nodded, "yeah, it can't go into the freezer until it's cold."
After the dishes were done and you were both showered, you got into bed, Jax's mattress feeling very familiar, "did you use my mattress guy?"
He smiled, "hell yeah I did." You pulled him into a kiss and he responded in kind, deepening it while gently pushing you down onto the bed.
"I really want to go down on you, can I?"
It took you a few seconds for his words to register, "yes please." Jax smiled down at you like a predator about to catch a mouse in its jaws. He started kissing your neck, his teeth grazing over your skin. You put one finger up to pause him, then sat up to pull Jax's T-shirt off your body. He took in your naked skin, his eyes landing on your beasts.
"You are the most beautiful women I've ever laid my eyes on." he watched you give him a half smile, your eyes drifting down.
You were shy.
"Are you saying that to me, or my boobs?"
He chuckled, "both" you punched his arm playfully and then the air changed, Jax's eyes becoming hooded, his tongue darting out to lick his lips.
"If you keep being a brat, you're going to regret it."
You shook your head with a cheeky smile on your face, "sure Jax."
He closed the small distance, his lips landing on yours. Just as you got used to the kissing, his lips moved back to your neck. "Can I leave marks?" Your breath caught in your throat, you could feel the wetness building between your legs. Jax's mouth didn't get any harsher while he waited for your answer. You nodded and Jax pulled back, "I'm gonna need verbal consent gorgeous."
"Yes Jax, you can leave marks." You felt him suck on your neck, then move to another point and suck again. By the time he was done you must have had a line all the way down one side of your neck and along your collarbone.
By the time his lips met your stomach, you were already desperate. His fingers tapped your underpants in much the same way you did the other day. You nodded and he looked up at you with a soft expectant smile, "please Jax."
He pulled your underwear down, tossing them in the room somewhere. He kissed over your hips and down your legs, going down one then crossing to the other and, kissing up to your centre.
"Fuck you're wet." you felt the tip of his nose land on your mound and then his lips were moving over you. He brought his hand from your knee and used his thumb to spread your lips. When the cool air caused you to tense, Jax's other hand moved to hold your hips down. Just as you were about to ask him what he was doing, his lips met your skin.
You could feel his bread rub against you, the contrast between that and his soft lips made you feel overwhelmed, "oh my God, Jax please." Your hand went to his head to hold his face against you and you felt him chuckle. The hand that was holding you open moved and you felt two fingers slide inside you, they immediately moved to press along that rough spot inside you.
You tugged on his hair and the arm over your hips pushed just a little harder as you bucked into his mouth, "Jax…." You came before you could warn him, you were vaguely aware that you were making choked off moans and you could feel Jax smile against your skin.
He lifted his head and wiped his face on the back of his hand, "that was easy." Your hands reached out and landed on his chest, the look on your face made him pause.
"I want you inside me."
Jax took a deep breath, resting himself on top of you, "are you sure?"
You nodded emphatically, "yes I'm sure. I want you Jax." He smiled down at you, and he pressed a chaste kiss to your cheek.
"I can do that." He kissed you gently, as you got lost in it, you felt him line up. With one last soft nod, he slowly slid inside you. The breath fled your lungs and you buried your head in his neck. Jax hadn't moved and his fingers were trembling against your skin.
"You good?"
His voice was shaky, he heard you gasp before answering him, "I feel so full." Jax had to fight not to come right there, when he got his self-control back, he started to move slowly. His lips never left your skin, whether it was your lips or your neck, he was always touching you.
Jax reared up on his elbows, looking down at your face and your quickly moving torso. He had the sudden realisation that since the day he met you, he never saw you as small until now. As your body jolted gently with his thrusts and your legs wrapped around him, he was acutely aware of the size difference. It made him feel like a God, you always owned the space around you but now he was in it and it was turning you to mush.
The angle of one thrust caused a particularly desperate gasp and he proceeded to do it again. You were whimpering his name like a prayer and he felt your teeth meet his shoulder softly.
He sped up and it felt like he was in your stomach, "Jax please, I….." his index finger rubbed your clit in little circles and your climax took you by surprise. You gasped, your fingers digging into his back.
"Fuck, fuck." You felt warmth spread inside you and then he fell on top of you, his chest rising and falling rapidly against your chest.
"Thank you."
Jax grunted and gathered enough strength to put a hand around your jaw, "what did I say about that?"
You smiled at him, "I'm just being grateful." Jax softened, his lips gently slotting along yours.
You laid in his arms for a little while longer before he got up to get a cloth to clean you up. When he was done, he pulled you into his arms and put your head on his chest.
"I love you so much." you tilted your head and kissed his chin, "I love you too."
You felt a wave of exhaustion come over you, "good night beloved." He kissed your forehead.
"Good night y/n."
*****
Jax's alarm woke you up the next morning, "Good morning beloved, that is the most offensive sound I have ever heard."
He chuckled softly, "yeah well we can't all have fancy alarms that make bird sounds."
You grunted at him, "I'm getting you one."
You sat up, looking over at Jax excited, "Abel's coming home today."
Jax smiled at you, "I know, I can't wait. I think we should go as soon as we're allowed to."
You nodded happily, "good idea."
Jax rolled over to face you, "how are you feeling?"
He sounded slightly concerned, "great."
He was looking into your eyes for any hint of doubt, "you're not sore?"
You shook your head, "not even a little."
He ran his hand over your face, "good, because I really want a round two." He leaned in and kissed you, your hand moving to shove the covers down past his hips.
"Jax, you in here."
Gemma
"Yeah mum, I'll be out in a minute."
Jax got up and you got a good look at his back for the first time, "oh my God Jax, your back." He spun around trying to get a look before seeing it in the mirror. there were four, long but shallow fingernail marks down his back, "please put a shirt on."
He shrugged his shoulders, "only if you put a scarf on." You shot up and looked at your neck in the mirror, it looked like you had a run-in with a mutant leech.
"Ummmm, let's just go and face the music. I'm sure she's seen women come out of your dorm in all states before." He smiled at you and handed you the T-shirt you had discarded from last night.
When you walked out, Gemme was sitting at the table smoking. Jax walked up to her and pulled the cigarette from her mouth.
"The doctor said we can't smoke inside any building where Abel is staying overnight, sorry mum." She didn't look impressed but she accepted it, you never brought up that Jax was only smoking at work because you were worried he would feel like you were judging him.
"Busy night?" Neither of you said anything and Gemma smiled cheekily, "I don't want anymore grandchildren just yet."
You choked on your coffee, "I'm on birth control, don't worry." It was Jax's turn to choke. Gemma smiled again, putting her coffee down to give you a hug.
"Now Jax has to go to work and you're going to stay and help me get ready for Abel's party, Donna will be here soon." She kissed her son on the cheek and he went to the bedroom to get ready before leaving for the day.
Gemma went to her car and came back with bags of stuff, and you went to cover the marks on your neck. Donna showed up soon after, with a bag of blue decorations and a small cake.
"Come on ladies, we've got stuff to do."
*****
The day went well, you, Gemma and Donna got along like a house on fire. Donna spent a good part of the day talking about how much the kids loved the tour. They had called the mantis Persephone and Kenny took her to class or show and tell. By the time Jax was there to take you to get Abel, you had agreed to take both Kenny and Eillie's science classes on the full tour.
Jax stayed outside per his mother's request and you walked out to greet him, "how's it going?"
You booped him on the nose, "it's a surprise." The quick drive to the hospital was filled with excitement, when you got there, you practically ran inside.
The doctor was waiting for you with a pile of paperwork, "we just need to go over a few things and then he can go home." The doctor spoke to you in medical terms and you translated for Jax, every now and then he would ask a question and when the doctor smiled at his knowledge, he would look over at you, tilt his head and sing your praises about how you encouraged him to learn everything he could.
By the time that you were done, Jax was leaving with a book's worth of reading material and Abel in his arms, "hey little guy, we're braking you out of this place." He smiled at him and very gently you brushed the back of one of your fingers over his soft cheek.
"Is it bad that I want to squish his little face."
Jax chuckled and looked at you in agreement, "nah, it's really squishable." You giggled and leaned down to kiss the tip of his tiny nose, Abel tried his best to smile, probably because it tickled just a little.
"He is so ducking cute, I just can't."
Jax looked sideways at you, "ducking?"
You squinted your eyes at him, "I can't swear in front of a baby, you heathen." You walked into the elevator and Jax kissed your cheek.
By the time you got out to the car, Jax's smile had reached his ears.
"Home?"
You nodded, "yep, I'm sure Sam is already there so he can be selfish and have Abel all to himself before everyone else wants a go."
****
You were right, Sam was there waiting but so was everyone else. You could hear music playing through the front door and when you walked in there was ruckus applause. Sam walked up first, excitedly gesturing for Jax to hand Abel to him. Abel looked positively tiny in the huge man's arms.
"Hey kid, I know you're parents are pretty cool but your mum raised me so I'm cooler." Abel babbled and then handed him back to Jax, "he is the cutest baby I've ever seen and I've seen a lot of babies."
You smiled and shook your head, "I told you so."
Jax smiled back and kissed the side of your head, "yep, you did."
The night was really nice. Jax was a bit more anxious than you, worriedly standing by while people held his son.
"Jackson, my love. Abel will be fine, the more people he is exposed to the better his immune system will be."
Jax sipped his beer, "that's only because you harassed everyone to get their shots." You nodded hard, just once.
"Hell yeah I did, ain't no one giving my baby some preventable disease."
Jax giggled, "I love you so much."
You reached up and kissed his cheek, "I love you too."
At around nine thirty, Opie and Donna left, with Tig going soon after. You had a very strange feeling about all of it but Jax had reassured you that Clay didn't believe ATF's lie. About ten minutes later, your work phone rang, it was an EMT who had spent a lot of time training staff at the museum.
Donna was dead.
When you answered the phone, Jax saw your expression change and came running over to you, "what's wrong?"
You hung up the phone and leaned in close to Jax, "you need to get the guys, I've just been called to a crime scene, it's Donna."
You raced to the crime scene getting out and pulling the forensic kit out of your trunk, ducking under the yellow tape, you kneeled by her body. Jax came up behind you and you looked back at him. There was a commotion behind you and then Opie was kneeling beside you.
Opie was sobbing and holding his wife, when you looked over at Clay he had his head in his hands. The rest of the guys started to drive up, Tig's expression made it clear that something was a miss and you carefully palmed a gunshot residue test from your bag and put it in your pocket.
Jax gave Opie a moment to say goodbye and then Hale approached, "can you do these kinds of autopsies?"
Opie's expression was so pained, he was looking at you with such desperation on his face, "in extenuating circumstances yes. This counts." You waved over someone and then you walked over to Opie.
"Is that something that you want? If not, the coroner can be here in five minutes."
He could barely speak, "I don't want her with a stranger."
You put a hand on his arm, "once I'm done I'll come and see you right away, if that's something you want."
He nodded softly and you walked away, going to Tig, who looked extremely upset. You put your hand in your pocket and carefully hid the test in your palm. When you got up to him, you put your hand on his arm, "are you ok?"
He shook his head, "do you know what happened?"
You looked over his face, "no, but I've talked to Hale and I'll be looking over the truck when we find it. If there's any evidence, you guys will be the first to know."
You walked away, once you were out of eyeshot, you looked at the test in your hand.
It was blue.
Jax walked up to you, "how long will it take?"
It took you a while to reply, "I'll be home by four." When his eyes drifted to Clay, you shared a knowing look, "we really need to talk about some things when I get back."
****
You were done at two, leaving immediately after the paperwork was logged. Opie opened to door right as you knocked and you sat down on the couch.
"Did she…"
You waved your hand softly, "no, she wouldn't have even heard the gun shots."
He seemed so lost, "I don't know anymore yet, as soon as I get results back, you'll know." There was a silence and he fell into your arms, sobbing.
"I am so so sorry for your tragedy." He sat with you for a while, you talked about Donna and how much he loved her. Once his crying subsided, you walked him to his bedroom and left.
"If you ever want to talk about her, I'm here."
When you returned to Jax's house, he was awake on the rocking chair watching Abel.
"Hey."
He came up to you, dropping his forehead onto yours, "hey."
You looked up at him, unsure of how to continue and then you pulled a baggie out of your pocket.
"You're going to hate me for this. Tig left right after Donna and Opie did. At the crime scene, I did a GSR test on his clothes. Jax, it's blue, he shot a gun in the last few hours and his clothes were new." Jax didn't say anything, and his hand went to cradle the back of your head.
"I could never hate you y/n."
You sat down on the day lounge, "I'll destroy any evidence I find. This won't blowback on the Club and Opie won't hear my...our suspicion.
He took your hand and you walked into the bedroom, "let's deal with this in the morning, I need sleep." You climbed in bed with him, resting your head on his chest.
"I love you Jackson."
He gripped your hand in his, "I love you y/n."
Part 22
Well, that was rough, feedback is always appreciated.
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You ran out of the red bull garage down to wait for the drivers. You could see him stop his car in front of the number 1 sign. This was it all the years had led to this moment, your heart was bursting with pride and happiness. 
He stayed in the car for what felt like forever his head was in his hands. He got out of the car jumping about and ran right over to his team the Alpha Tauri guys and the Red Bull guys were all together celebrating this win Pierre was loved by the guys on both teams so you didn't feel out of place in your Red Bull uniform standing with the Alpha Tauri guys. 
He came running right over to you and picked you up into the biggest hug. Was this all for show did he want you there you didn't care this hug was the best feeling in the world. 
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He looked at you his eyes full of tears, not like the last time you seen him this time with pure joy. Charles got out of his car and ran over to Pierre. You didn't know what to expect but they hugged each other and you could see that there was no hard feelings between those two they were like brothers after all. You could see the happiness on Charles face his best friend had just won his first race. You watched him take to the top step and get with trophy. He looked over to Charles and smiled before Max and Charles started the celebrations by throwing the Champaign all over Pierre.
You spent the rest of the afternoon with Max doing different interviews when you were waiting for another interview Pierre was standing beside you his hand linked with yours for a few seconds and he brushed his thumb over the back of your hand. This was a start he needed time and you knew it but knowing he wanted to even have this fleeting moment with you meant so much to you.
The track was starting to clear up team meting were over, people would be going out to celebrate the wins Max and Charles had already asked you to come out with them, you were going to go but you needed to talk to him before you got drunk and messaged him at all hours he needed to know how you felt.Seeing him win was everything you ever wanted both your best friends had made it you needed to see him if nothing more then to tell him how proud you are. 
You went to his drivers room and knocked on the door you knew he was in there so you opened the door you closed the door behind you and stood with your back to the door. He was lying on his bed he jumped up with the biggest smile on his face. He rushed over to you and grabbed you lifting you up and spinning you around. He held you in his arms for what felt like forever. This was different then any other hug you had from him before you could feel the love. Ha it always felt like this but you just couldn't see it.
"Congrats winner" you smiled at him he took you face in his hands and kissed you. It was the most loving kiss you had ever felt. "I'm sorry " he said as he lent his forehead on yours. It's always been you he whispered. You go to talk but he kisses you again. "please let me talk (Y/N) I have a few things to say.
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I want to start by telling you I'm so sorry for how I acted on Friday I had no right to get annoyed whatever you and Charles had going on had nothing to do with me If you were together I should haven been happy for my two best friends but.. 
how could I be happy for Charles when he had the one thing I have always wanted. (Y/N) I remember looking at you all those years ago in class the second I looked up and saw you it felt like I was looking at my future. I always had a dream to make it here in F1 but the day I met you I had another dream it was you I didn't know what that meant i was only 12 but I knew I wanted to be part of your life no matter what that meant. 
As I got older I knew that I loved you more then a friend should. When I am not with you I can't stop feeling alone until I am back with you. You were my first kiss, my first time and my first love and I wish I had told you all those years ago how I felt but I thought there was no way you could feel the same way as me, so I settled for being your best friend because being in your life in any way was better then not being in it.
You started to cry these were words you had longed to hear from Pierre you told him you had felt the same way from the day you met him but thought that someone like him could never love someone like you. He grabbed you and told you he wanted to be with you now and forever. You kissed him this time different this one was full of passion. He gabbed you and you both fell on to the sofa bed in his room laughing as you fell on to him. He started kissing down your neck as you unzipped his overalls you had waited enough time for this you needed him. You starting playing with his dick getting him really worked up. You got down on your knees ready to show him how much you loved him.
 There was a knock on the door. Really right now. You both quickly jumped apart Pierre got up to see who it was, It was Charles he had come to say congrats to Pierre they both hugged and he told him how proud he was of him. He noticed you were there "oh shit sorry I'm in the way I'll go" "No don't go Charles" Pierre said I want us all to be able to hang out like we used to except one thing will be different. He walked over and sat beside you taking your hand Charles sorry but you're going to be a third wheel. 
Finally laughed Charles one question thought who fucks better winked Charles. I thought Pierre was going to go mad but he just burst out laughing you knew then that everything was going to work out
You and Pierre were at a joint dinner with all the Red Bull and Alpha Tauri team celebrating the results of both drivers.You sat holding hands the whole time. What’s going on here then Max asked nodding at you two. Were sort of seeing each other I guess Pierre looked at you and nodded right. After all this time I think its best to say yes none of this what are we type of conversations. He kisses you and smiles. Max was happy to see you together he used to make jokes when you two were doing press at how weird it was to have a friend as close as Pierre and not being in love with him.
That night all the drivers and some of the teams were out celebrating there was 2 weeks until the next race so everyone was letting their hair down. You were both a bit drunk and dancing with each other you were surrounded by all your friends but you couldn't keep your eyes off of him. He was so perfect you needed him right then.
You leaned in close and whispered in his ear "I need you right now" that was all he needed to hear. Within 10 minutes you were back at the hotel. This was the first time you two had been alone truly alone all day. You went straight to the bathroom you wanted to wash the day away and you hoped Pierre would get the hint.. Within a few seconds of being in the shower you felt the cold air surround you as Pierre opened the shower door. He started kissing all the way down the warm water hitting of you both. He was no on his knees on the shower floor kissing the top of your thighs, 
You fell back against she wall of the shower he grabbed one of your legs and put it over his shoulder. He started then to kiss between your legs until he got to your clit. The feeling that washed over you as soon as his tongue touched you was like nothing else you had ever felt. When he could feel your legs shaking he knew you were close he used his finger to make you cum.
 Fuck that was amazing you say breathless Pierre licked you off his fingers you taste amazing he smirks at you. This was it he had to have you he grabbed you round the waist and held you against the wall. He looked you deep in your eyes and told you how long he had waited for this and that he loved you more then anything. When he entered you it felt amazing better then you remembered he fit you perfectly. 
He fucked you faster and harder as the water ran down over both of you you could feel yourself getting closer the closer you get the harder Pierre went you both came at the same time you both feel into each others arms laughing and smiling You both got into bed put one of your favorite movies on and cuddled in to him. He kissed the top of your head and told that even though he had won his first race today but this with you was a better feeling then any win.
20th November 2023
!!!PIERRE GASLY YOU ARE THE WORLD CHAMPION !!!
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You could not believe it your boyfriend had just won his first ever Formula 1 Championship. The year before Charles had won his and now to see your two favorite people in the whole world reaching their dreams your heart was bursting with pride. You were standing waiting for him to get out of his car Charles had came second in the race so he was the first person to congratulate him, He looked around trying to find you as soon as he seen you he ran over took off his helmet give you the biggest hug and kiss and told you that you being here for him and believing he could make it was what he needed to reach your dreams.
The next few hours were a blur Pierre was off doing interview after interview he was now back driving for Red Bull he proved them all wrong but although you still worked for Red Bull you thought it was best you stayed working with Max after all you didn't think you two could keep your hands off each other long enough to get any work done.
once all the media was over and the teams had went home, you went to find your love he was in his drivers room. You had a flash back to to his first win just under and year and a half ago coming to this door not knowing if you would ever see him again and this time you were going to the champions room and this champion was the love of your life. Hey you say as you walk in he jumps up to see you "I have a surprise for you " really you have just won should i not be surprising you " nope its my turn to spoil you. were going on holiday in the morning back to where we went that last time I feel it was a romantic spot and where better to go. "well as a thank you I guess I should thank you" You tied your hair up he had a smirk on his face he knew what was going to happen. You got down on your knees taking all of him down your throat making him cum after a race bad or good had been your favorite thing to do and tonight was no different.
On the last day of your trip Pierre was acting weird almost nervous you put it at the back of your head. when you got back to the room he ran you a bath you sat relaxing in the bath thinking about how great it will be to have some time off together. When you came out to the bedroom there were candles and flowers everywhere. There he was your boyfriend down on one knee with the biggest smile on his face.
(Y/N) from the moment I met you i knew I wanted to be with you forever. You’re my best friend and the love of my life. I want this perfect life we have together forever. Will you marry me?
This was the greatest moment of your life you started to cry but tears of joy of course I'll marry you he puts the ring on your finger it is the most beautiful ring you had ever seen.
You told Sarah when you showed her when you got back home that you were beating the odds he might have once been your forbidden fruit but you were going to beat all the odds and be with him forever.
The following year Pierre won back to back championships during the winter break a year after you got engaged you married your best friend surrounded by all your family and friends with Charles being the best man the happiest person that day seeing his two best friends marrying. It was new years eve when you brought Pierre a gift. It was a box in a bag full of confetti when he opened it up his eyes met yours " is this for real" he asked with the biggest smile on your face yeah its for real 2025 was going to be your most exciting year yet he looked closer at the baby grow baby Gasly due 2025. All his dreams had came true he had made it to F1 was a double world champion married to the love of his life and now they were going to have a child. who would have thought that when he was daydreaming all day when he was 12 out the school window that not only would he have achieved his f1 dreams but he now had all these other dreams come true too,
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12 September 1996.
It had been almost a year since the Dark Lord had returned, a year since he had once again wreaked havoc and a year since he had taken up residence in the Malfoy household.
Malfoy Manor was dark that night. All the Death Eaters and the Malfoy family were around a large table, except for Draco who was at Hogwarts and anyway, Narcissa was telling anyone who would listen that her son was not yet ready to join them in their meetings. He was still a baby to her.
"- Severus?... Do you know if any Hogwarts students are interested in joining our cause? At this age, they have a lot of questions... Voldemort finally asked in his cold voice.
- Yes Master, I do hear some students asking questions about you... Most of them are from Slytherin... The others prefer to be on Potter's side. Professor Snape replied, bowing his head a little to show his respect.
- Well, I see... And Draco? How is he doing?
- Master!
- I know Narcissa your point of view on him... I just want to know if he's starting to make up his mind... Voldemort reassured her before staring at the Potions teacher, waiting for an answer.
- I haven't got a clue Master... I have the impression that he seems to be avoiding the subject... Whether it's with me or even his friends..."
The Dark Lord sighed as did Narcissa. But the two sighs were quite different.
One was a sigh of annoyance with perhaps even a touch of desperation, the Lord knew that Draco could be an exceptional mangemort. After all, the boy had many talents; he could put on a perfect mask to hide his emotions, he was very good at occlumancy thanks to his Aunt Bellatrix Lestrange and he was obviously very good at potions thanks to Professor Snape. In fact, come to think of it, Draco was more like Professor Snape than his own father. Snape was one of his best mangemort, so the blond could easily succeed him.
And the other was a sigh of relief, Narcissa was reassured to know that her boy wasn't bragging about the fact that the great Dark Lord saw in him the potential to be a murderer. For yes, that was how she saw the Death Eaters, murderers without an ounce of humanity. So why was she one? She had no choice but to become one... At least, that's what she believed for a long time before she realised recently that she had always had a choice but she had made one bad one, one single one, which had, afterwards, chained all her bad decisions together. Like some kind of butterfly effect. She absolutely regretted her whole life because of it, from her childhood until now. And that choice was to go to Hogwarts... When she was still a young child, she would have given anything to go to Beauxbatons. She didn't hate Hogwarts but she admired the French school, it had a charm that the blonde was sensitive to. She had spoken to her sister about it once but Bellatrix had immediately laughed at her, saying that she was weak and that it wasn't by making pretty butterflies and learning to sew that their parents would be proud of her. Narcissa was still small at the time and her sister's words had hurt her, telling her that she was probably right. So she didn't bother to tell her parents and it was this choice that destroyed her whole life. And if her parents had accepted? She wouldn't have gone to Hogwarts, she wouldn't have gone to Slytherin, she wouldn't have met Lucius Malfoy, she wouldn't have married him, he wouldn't have manipulated her into becoming a Death Eater and she wouldn't have had Draco. And all of that wouldn't have happened. She was so afraid that her son would make the same mistakes she had... So yes, she had decided to protect her son and do everything she could to make sure he didn't become a Death Eater... Even if it meant lying or standing up to her husband or Lord Voldemort.
But unfortunately, the difference in sighs was noticed by the latter. He raised an eyebrow, questioningly.
"- do you have something to tell me Narcissa?..."
She looked up at him, quickly looking for an excuse.
"- no master... I'm just tired, please excuse me..."
Lord Voldemort snorted loudly. He wasn't fooled and he could see that the more time passed, the more Narcissa was moving away from his cause. And he was also tired of her overprotecting her son, he didn't know if she realised it but she was getting in his way. He sighed heavily before looking at the other people around the table before his bright red eyes landed on Lucius. A thought came to his mind, Lucius had disappointed him tremendously during the episode at the ministry when he had destroyed the prophecy by accident and he had already punished him for that but...
"- Lucius.
- yes master? Lucius turned his cold gaze from his wife to the dark lord with a more docile look.
- Kill her."
Everyone froze at his command, Narcissa could not believe her ears. She looked at her husband, watching for a reaction from him. But nothing, Lucius simply raised his eyebrows at the order, a little surprised before looking at her with his usual cold mask.
"- If you do, you'll be forgiven everything for the accident that happened at the ministry and you'll rise in my esteem. The dark lord rose and stood behind Lucius. She stands in the way of our cause... Haven't you noticed that she's been trying to keep Draco from joining us when he has so much potential. He leaned into her ear. Wouldn't you be proud to have him by our side?
- Of course I would, Master.
- Then kill her, she destroys any hope of him ever being in our ranks."
Lucius then stood up and stared coldly at Narcissa who was also staring at him in fear, she stood up to back away. She looked quickly at the others for help but they did not move, she looked at her sister who was smiling wide, then she looked at Severus who did not know how to react. He wanted to get up too and stand in front of her to protect her from Lucius or at least try to calm the situation down but he couldn't react, he knew that if he moved or said even one word he would be killed too. He was obviously afraid of dying but he also had a lot of responsibility... If he died, who would replace him as a spy? Who would give the information he managed to get to Dumbledore and the Order of the Phoenix? All his efforts would be in vain.
He gave her a faint look of total loss and despair, faint enough for only Narcissa to understand. And Narcissa forgave him completely, but for the moment she was extremely afraid, but she knew she couldn't run, by the time she ran, the unforgivable spell would have already hit her. So she tried to reason with him.
"- Lucius! Please, pull yourself together! You know very well that Draco is still too young and not yet mature to join us! I'm allowed to worry, right? Aren't you worried? He's your son!
- ahh... he sighed in reply. You are so disappointing... No, I'm not worried because I know he can do it and he has to start sometime, right?
- Lucius please... You're not going to kill me, are you?
- But the master is right." He replied simply.
He raised his wand to her and Severus tried something desperate.
"- Master! Are you sure you want her dead? That is... perhaps a little excessive... I mean, we could just not listen to her opinion anymore...
- Are you doubting me, Severus?
- Of course not, master... I just... I just wanted to... He didn't finish his sentence, if he continued, he'd get himself into trouble. Nothing... Excuse me for wanting to give my unwanted opinion master.
- You are forgiven everything my dear... You are far too important for me to hold a grudge..." The dark lord simply replied, placing his hands on his shoulders.
This disgusted Severus and he looked back at Narcissa with a look of terrible regret. Narcissa had tears in her eyes but gave him a slight smile to thank him for trying. She turned her attention back to Lucius and saw in his eyes that it was all for naught. She was going to die, right here and now. So she decided not to pretend anymore, it was no use anyway.
"- I hate you from the bottom of my heart Lucius... You destroyed my life and you will destroy your son's... Go to hell.
- Avada Kadavra!"
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I posted 3,054 times in 2022
That's 155 more posts than 2021!
635 posts created (21%)
2,419 posts reblogged (79%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@mr-iskender
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@chawarin-panich
@lelephantsnail
I tagged 2,821 of my posts in 2022
Only 8% of my posts had no tags
#pterodactyl screeching - 520 posts
#big dragon the series - 100 posts
#nani answers - 94 posts
#zeenunew - 90 posts
#the eclipse series - 72 posts
#cutie pie the series - 63 posts
#akkayan - 58 posts
#mangkornyai - 48 posts
#not me the series - 47 posts
#kinnporsche - 42 posts
Longest Tag: 139 characters
#and maybe a lot of that has to do with ellie but gaon finds with yohan and ellie things he’s always missed in his relationship with soohyun
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
generally i am a huge advocate for shows having more light and i am full of gratitude to every giffer who has let me watch that akkayan kiss all brightened and colored beautifully
...but something about the darkness in that scene hits so different. It's so purposeful, the themes of shame, longing and rebellion that is harbored within that darkness.
Akk is finally letting something come out of himself that he has held back long before Ayan was even in the picture. This kiss is about Ayan and its about more than just Ayan. It's Akk - who's so good at holding himself back, so good at destroying himself for what he's been taught is justice and good morals - deciding that something else comes first.
And maybe Akk needed darkness and maybe he needed Ayan to close the gap, to desire him back first [for real]- but Akk shows none of Ayan's timidity or confusion during the kiss. He's known all along what he desires. He desires Ayan, of course he does, but he desires perhaps even more to be there for him and comfort him - Akk has always wanted to help Ayan and in his own way has done nothing but help him.
The way those first scenes in episode 6 used fire to show how Akk's love and compassion was destroying himself - and at the end its within darkness that those soft parts of him are born anew because often its within darkness that queer love is allowed to nurture and grow
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all jokes aside i have been incredibly impressed with the way the love scenes have gone in big dragon. Yes in the technical sense (aesthetics, editting, music) but especially in the narrative sense. The sex in big dragon pushes the narrative forward in quite big ways and reveals things about the characters. Which falls really well in line with the theme of BDSM, a lot of which is about trust and vulnerability. I'll be honest, I wasn't expecting Mangkorn to use the videos to lure Yai back to his house. And initially, I didn't really know what to think or feel about it. But damn if i don't feel sorry for Mangkorn in that moment.
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Look at Yai, Mangkorn wants him to answer because Mangkorn wants him to accept it, but Mangkorn doesn't need Yai to answer to know that Yai likes him. And the fact that Yai doggedly refuses till the very end, that he chooses to walk away must have...hurt. The show has already established Mangkorn as someone who wouldn't violate consent, who wouldn't take it by coercion. The blowjob scene was played for jokes but this was its main purpose, to show that Mangkorn is playing around with him, but Mangkorn isn't trying to control him even though he very well could.
So the sheer amount of desperation in this had me lying on the floor.
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wait a second lemme just-
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My #1 post of 2022
That feeling when you read a fanfic that’s just right, that’s just what you needed and your entire soul sort of just lights up with the possibilities and miracles the universe has to offer
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11 | Know What I Saw
Series: Valentine Addams | Wednesday
Paring: (Xavier Thorpe x OFC Addams! Tyler Galpin x OFC Addams!)
Word Count: 1613
Warnings: fighting about Tyler
10. Festival | 12. Looking for a Clue
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The next day they didn't find Rowan in the woods dead confusing Wednesday and I. "What were you both doing out in the woods with him?" The sheriff asks as we all enter Weems office. 
"We heard a noise in the forest and went to go investigate." Wednesday tells him. 
"That's when we stumbled upon the attack." I add. 
"Then what happened?" He asks us. 
"We ran to get help but I fainted as soon as we got back to the festival. I was shocked by what we saw." I slightly lie. 
"I ran into Bianca Barclay, and told her to go for help. Next thing I remember, I was awaking in the infirmary next to my sister."
"Just to be clear, this monster wasn't a bear or some other wild animal?" He asks us. 
"We've hibernated with grizzlies. We know the difference." We tell him at the same time. 
"Thank you, Sheriff. I think the Addams are done now." Principal Weems stands up from her seat. 
"Actually, I would like to speak to Sheriff Galpin. Alone." Wednesday says but Weems says no before agreeing so we won't go down to the station. "Someone is trying to cover up Rowan's murder. That's the only reason to scrub the crime scene." Wednesday tells him as the three of us were alone. 
"Is that your professional opinion as the daughter of a murderer?" He asks making me mad.
"Our father's twice the man you are, the only thing he murders is the occasional opera in the shower. Sheriff, we know what we saw. We wouldn't lie about this. You have to believe us. I know you want to reject our claims but you can't because you know just like us there's a monster out there. What else would explain those three bodies?" I stare him down till the door opens and the deputy shows us Rowan making us shocked. 
After some time we were told for today's therapy sessions, Wednesday and I both had to go together. "Help me understand why you two claim you witnessed a murder. Was it to gain attention?" Dr. Kinbott asks. 
"Why should I bother telling you anything? You've already decided we're lying. We know what we saw." Wednesday tells her. 
"I've never lied in any session so why would I start now? It makes no sense to lie about something like this." I speak up so she looks at me then focuses on Wednesday, 
"Your life's had a lot of upheaval recently. It's okay to be confused about things. And maybe you are confused as well with the feelings of having your sister around." She then looks at me so I roll my eyes. 
"Don't try to lure me into one of your psychological traps." Wednesday tells her. 
"No one is trying to trap you. I'm here to help you process your emotions." Dr. Kinbott tells her.
"Emotions are a gateway trait. They lead to feelings which triggers tears. I don't do tears like my sister." Wednesday adds so I give her a look, 
"I don't even remember the last time I cried so I have no idea what you're talking about." I lean back in my seat as the two go on about Wednesday being alone and comparing her to me and how I've changed. 
"I will not be like this new side of Valentine." She said as the session was up so Wednesday gets up to leave first. 
"Valentine, are you playing along to win your sister back?" Dr. Kinbott asks as I head to the door. 
"The session is over but no. I know what I saw and I still have her. We're family after all." I leave the room heading out to see Tyler talking to Wednesday.
"You know, for the record, I believe you both." I hear him tell her as I get closer to them. He turns around to walk away and bumps into me, "Sorry." He looks down at me. 
"We had a session together since we both are liars." I tell him as Wednesday waits for me. 
"Well, I believe you two." He tells me now. 
"I heard you tell Wednesday that." I smile. 
"You okay?" He notices the little bandage on my head. 
"Yeah, my head hit a tree. It's nothing. We should get going." I see Wednesday walking off getting tired of waiting. 
"I have a feeling you aren't telling me everything." He says so I sigh letting Wednesday go off. 
"You know me so well." I chuckle. 
"So what happened when you ran after your sister?" He asks as we walk some.
"I found Rowan using his powers to hold Wednesday up against a tree. I yelled his name and he used his other hand to fling me into a tree, which caused this. Then this creature showed up killing him. It looked at us before running off. We got back to the festival and I fainted." I explain to him. 
"That's, wow. Why would he attack Wednesday?" He asks. 
"We don't exactly know." I lie but tell the truth too and so he believes me. 
"There's just something about the creature though..." I sigh. 
"What?" He looks at me confused. 
"The way it looked... and I had this familiar feeling I can't explain. But I have no idea." I groan. 
"Familiar? Like you could know who or what it is?" He watches me. 
"I don't know. All I know is I felt two feelings from it which confuses me. Anger and fear... Like it was two different people."
"Can you feel feelings? What is your power?" He asks since I never told him. 
"Visions. But I've got a new one recently and I don't know if I got another one or it was just something else." I explain to him. 
"When you mean two different people... like the guy that died and the monster?" He raises an eyebrow. 
"No, both were from the monster... And I actually felt a little sorry for it after it killed Rowan. Why did I feel sorry for it?" I look at him confused. 
"You said you felt fear from it... Maybe it's scared of itself." He looks me in the eyes. 
"Maybe... I should go because I promised to help Enid with something for our race coming up." I let him know. 
"I'll see you around then or text you." He smiles walking off as I head off.
Back at school I help Enid decorate the canoe for the Poe cup. "I'm still surprised you wanted to help out." Enid says as we all eat some pizza. 
"I said I would help a friend out. Plus I just hope you beat Bianca." I give her a smile. 
"It would've been better if you joined the team." She tells me. 
"That's too much for me." I make her laugh. 
"I understand but still you could beat Bianca..." She gives me a look. 
"If something happens to a teammate's then I will fill in." I say just to make her happy. 
"Hopefully that won't happen." She gets worried.
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"You know you're sister is supposed to show up." Xavier tells me as we practice with our bows. I was apart of two clubs that I took turns going to. This and Bee Keeping. Weems didn't care I was part of both because she was just happy I wanted to be apart of things. 
"Principle Weems making her choose a club..." I laugh making every bullseye compared to him. 
"Can I ask you a question?" He looks over at me. 
"You just did." I make another bullseye. 
"Why do you think you saw Rowan die?" He asks so I look over at him. 
"I don't think... I know. And to be honest I don't care if you believe me or not." I look away from him. 
"Why? Let me guess, Tyler does?" He says as I pull back the arrow and turn towards him causing him to freak out. "Valentine! What the hell. Don't do that!" He moves around so I turn back to the target and make another bullseye before leaving not wanting to be here anymore.
"Thought you were doing archery this week?" Eugene asks as I walk towards him. 
"That was till Xavier pissed me off again." I go to change into my suit. As I come out my phone goes off with texts from Xavier saying sorry again. I growl putting my phone away. 
"What did he do this time?" He asks as we mess with the bees. 
"Bringing up a friend of mine, he hates. We always butt heads about him." I shake my head then we see Wednesday show up so he goes over to welcome her. 
"You're in both?" She tilts her head as I walk over to them. 
"Yep, I take turns. Xavier pissed me off so I came here." I smile. 
"Tyler?"
After changing into her suit, she disappears because of Thing. "She has an emergency." I tell Eugene as he sighs.
Once the club was over it was time to go to Thornhill's class and Wednesday tells me Thing lost Rowan in a bathroom. "How?" I ask her confused. 
"That's what I want to know as well." She said as we walk to find a seat. 
There was two open seats and I pick the one not next to Xavier. I watch him show Wednesday his power with his art work. "I doubt Wednesday is impressed by your tricks, Mr. Thorpe." Ms. Thornhill tells him. 
"Admit it, you're a little impressed." He smiles at Wednesday so he slams her hand down in the fake spider. As class starts Wednesday and Bianca go back and forth to prove who was better.
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hey i have a request where the reader and tom holland are good friends. and suddenly the reader passes away in an accident like drowned and tom finds out through social media? thank you
Accident ~ Tom Holland
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hey anon hope you enjoy this! i love getting super angsty request so i hope i did it justice
warnings: mentions of death, drowning, sad tom :(
please let me know if there is any mistakes and/or anywhere i can do better thank you so much!
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Tom collapsed onto his bed or rather the hotel one. He had been stuck in America for weeks filming for a new movie which he usually would be ecstatic about but not this time. He always misses his family while away - his friends too - but this time was different. All the things he was missing was intensified, which is why he found himself calling his friend, y/n, at four in the morning. 
Y/n lived back in London, which is where they met. Tom had walked into a pub around the corner from his house having already done pre-drinks with Harrison there - he was slightly buzzed. He made his way to the bar ordering a round of drinks for him and Harrison but stopped when his eyes met yours. You were dressed casually - in jeans and a shirt - which differed from the girls surrounding you. Your friends or rather coworkers dressed up for this trip to the pub and coincidentally didn't tell you. You didn't really want to be there and that was clear to Tom even from across the room. 
"Hey, are you okay?" Tom walked towards you as your friends vacated the area. 
"Uh yeah. Having a ball," Tom quirked his eyebrow at you, "Okay so maybe I'm lying." He chuckled at you and nodded offering to pay for your drink refill. 
And from then onwards you were close. You became such a regular in his life that even his fans knew and adored you. And if he could admit it to himself he adored you as well. Fans often speculated whether your relationship was platonic or not which you and Tom always thought was so funny. You loved and cared for each other as friends and whether it would develop into something else in the future was a whole other story - one Tom was hoping he could visit. 
The phone rang a few times before you answered offering Tom your beautiful voice. "Hey, Tommy." 
"Hi love," he groaned feeling the lasting effects of a 12-hour working day. 
"You tired?" you giggled. 
"So tired," He mused, "How are you?" 
"Oh, I'm fine Tommy. Jus' getting ready and stuff," you sat down at your kitchen table and looked at the clock realising what time difference it would be, "Tommy what time is it there?" 
"Uh four-ish," He sheepishly admitted laughing when he heard your disappointed sigh. 
"You need sleep," You insisted. 
"I know I know. I just wanted to talk to you," Your heart warmed at his words. 
"Well, then I suppose it's okay then," You bit back a smile, "How is everything over there?" 
"Boring," Tom confessed, "I miss everything. I miss mum and dad. I miss Paddy and Harry and Sam. I miss Tessa. I miss you." 
"I know, sweetheart, I miss you too. We all do. But you will be back soon. What is it two more weeks now?" 
"Yeah, well less than," he exhaled, somewhat more cheerfully. 
"See it's not long now. Don't be such a downer, Holland. You're forgetting you are doing your dream job - something people would kill for. So enjoy it... for me?" 
"Yeah alright then," He gave in, "How's everything over there?" 
"Ugh, stressful. My boss is being a prick as usual. Plus I heard from Stephanie that she thinks I'm getting fired soon," You unravelled. 
"Don't say that, love. How could they fire you? You're the best... wait hold on what do you even do?" 
Chuckling you responded, "I honestly have no clue either Tommy. Maybe that's why I'm going to get fired." 
Tom laughed, "Well maybe that's for the better, aye?" 
"Yeah maybe," You beamed, "well anyways I gotta go on a run now. So I'll call you back later, alright? Get some rest in the meantime." 
"Sure thing, love," He sighed not wanting to hang up. 
"You better get some sleep, Holland, and not just lie to me while scrolling through Instagram. It's not clever and you don't even hide it well." 
"I know I'm sorry," He snickered, "I promise I'll get some sleep. Enjoy your run."
 "Thanks, Tommy," You got up from your spot. 
"I love you, y/n," Tom told her. 
"Love you too, Tommy. Now go to sleep," You commanded. 
"Okay night. Be safe."
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Sighing Tom's eyes fluttered open. The blinding sun ushered in through his curtains - yet another thing he missed about home, the lack of sun. He thoroughly rubbed his eyes of his restlessness and struggled up only to settle back down again realising he didn't have to be at set for another 3 hours. Tom reminisced his conversation with you, vaguely remembering how you were to phone him back later. He checked his phone only to see a missed call from every number he had but yours. Tom shook of the peculiarity and opened Instagram.
He scrolled for a moment passing the average photo of either some Instagram models or one of his castmates but what caught his eye was a picture of you. It was one he took when you went to the beach together. Tom thought you looked stunning - he still does. He scrolled down to the caption it consisting of a sentence that would haunt him to this day, 'found dead.' Instantly he dropped his phone. It was a joke. It had to be a joke. Tom retrieved the device, looking at the account - it was a newspaper for his local area, a trusted one. And certainly, one that wouldn't sprout fake news like this. 
The panicked man clicked into the comment section. Many of the comments were his fans sending their condolence and saying how much your death affected them. But one stuck out it was of a friend of yours she said how messed up it was that you were gone. Still, Tom couldn't admit it to himself. You just couldn't be dead. He spoke to you only hours before so what happened between now and then. How could this of happened? Why? 
The familiar tune of his ringtone sounded in the eerily quiet room, it was his mum. "Mum?" He cried into the phone, "I-is it true?" Nikki and you had been close and she always favoured you over some of his other friends. She didn't even have to ask what he meant because she knew. Having no close family in the area the Hollands were the only thing close enough. And the police thought that was enough to show up at their house that afternoon and tell them the news. 'A freak accident' is what they said, 'she fell', 'drowned', 'gone'. 
The whole family had been trying Tom for the entire day Nikki only getting lucky now, "Y-yes it is." The older woman shut her eyes as her sons sob's found their way down the phone. "I'm so sorry, baby," She attempted to console. 
"I-i don't understand. H-how? Why? God no this is a joke. It has to be a joke. Y/n isn't dead, she can't be," Tom wailed. 
"Tom please listen to me-”
"No Y/n isn't dead," He persisted breaking his mother's heart further. 
"Y/n is gone, baby. I'm so sorry." The following minutes after consisted of Tom breaking down beyond consolidation. Nikki struggled to listen as he sobbed. She never thought something like this would happen. She never thought she'd have to hear her son in such a state. 
"H-how?" He croaked finally. 
"She went for a run a-and took a fall. Oh god... she landed in the water-" 
"No. no. no. no. Stop lying she can’t. Mum please she can’t be," He begged, "I just spoke to her. She was okay. She was fine. She was going out-," He paused, "She was going on her run before I hung up. God mum it's my fault, isn't it? If I stayed on the call longer? If I told her to stay instead. Mummy, it's all my fault. Y/n's dead because of me." 
"Tom no, baby. It was an accident. it was not your fault it never will be," Tom snapped his eyes shut picturing her there alone, struggling, "Come home okay Tom? I spoke to Harrison he's spoken to the director and you're allowed to come home. Harrison is on his way, alright?" 
"R-right," He whimpered and hung up. Tom sat back leaning his head on the bedpost. The tears refused to stop as his eyes became clouded with memories of you. He didn't understand and he couldn't imagine ever being able to. You couldn't be just dead. No, you had so much going for you. You had a future. You had a future with Tom even. 
Harrison showed up soon after, distraught by the news, but Tom said nothing. He couldn't. Whatever words he wanted to say was only to you and you were... just gone. You were in heaven hopefully but his pessimistic mind told him otherwise. You were nowhere. Or if you were somewhere it was dark and empty and nowhere near what you deserve. 
"It's my fault," Tom finally broke the silence as they boarded the private jet together. 
"It's not, Tom. Don't say that," Harrison assured. 
"No, it is. I should've done something. I should've stopped this from happening somehow," Harrison shook his head wiping tears from his eyes. 
"Don't say that mate, please. There was nothing anyone could've done. It was an accident." 
"An accident?" He cried, "No fuck that she deserves more than just a fucking accident. She deserves to be here. Fuck she drowned. Do you know how painful that is? I know. I looked it up. She suffered. On average it takes 4-6 minutes for someone to drown. Y/n had to breathe in water for that long. She had to feel it fill her lungs and take her breath. She had to struggle to fucking breathe. Her head would've turned blue. Her chest wouldn't rise anymore. And she would've been dead. She died in pain. In so much fucking pain. Tell me Harrison how the fuck can you just call that an accident. Because it's more than that it's fucked. It's not what she deserved. She died alone, Harrison. Maybe she thought someone would come and save her. Maybe she thought I would. But no one did. I didn't. Why didn't anyone come and save her? Why didn't I come and save her? How is it fair? H-how-" 
"It's okay mate," He pulled Tom close to him. Harrison tried to help him - comfort him in some way but it was no use. Tom carried throughout the entire journey, which just made Harrison cry further. 
When they exited the plane Tom's family was waiting for them outside. Nikki ran to Tom straight away, the rest of his family joining soon after. It was killing them all seeing Tom like this. They loved you. Tom loved you. So why did you have to leave them? 
"I loved her, mummy."
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zoeykallus · 2 years
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Echo – There For You 1 – I'll Stay With You
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Echo X Female!Reader
Warnings: Mention Of PTSD Like State
Comfort/Fluff/Vulnerable Echo/Reader Comforts Echo/Implied Romance
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Author's Comment:
For now this is a Oneshot, but is planned to be a series, sometime (I don't know when yet) later.
@mybigfatspoonielife hit me with this idea/request, so here you go, I hope you like it. I haven't written much about Echo yet, so I have to feel my way in first, but I hope you still like it. As I said before, I need to get my other WIP's done first than I can come back to this and spin this story further :) So this is kind of a short teaser.
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Following Chapters:
2. Just You And Me
3. Under Cherry Blossoms
4. I Can't Lose Her
5. The Scent Of Memories
6. A Little More Time
7. Heat In A Cold Night
8. Traditions
9. Revelations
10. Sweet And Painful
11. Tears In The Dark
12. Guilt
13. Everybody Needs Somebody
14. A Real Embrace
15. Veterans
16. Hidden Things
17. Delirium
18. Help Is On The Way
19. With A Bang
20. Permanent Damage
21. Until Some Day
22. No Things Left Unsaid
23. Ups And Downs
24 - Truth And Consequences
25 - Back Home
26 – Distraction
27 - Desperate Times
28- Wreckage
29 - The Things We Don't Remember
I'll Stay With You
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You've been traveling with the guys of the Bad Batch for a while now, for a few months. Ever since the day you met Echo, when you ran into his arms while fleeing from some Stormtroopers. In fact, you had run him over and tumbled down a side alley.
Since that day, you've been on the road with the boys. At first, it had been a temporary arrangement, an invitation to get you away from Onderon, but by now, neither you nor the boys could imagine going your separate ways again.
In your hiding place on Endor, Echo and Tech had built a scanner together, basically it was there for all of them, should emergency examinations be necessary. Actually, though, Tech had thrown the idea into the room at the time because Echo had to be regularly examined and maintained due to his cybernetic physical peculiarities since the Citadel.
It had taken many credits, time and patience, but finally the scanner was ready and functional.
Echo hated these examinations, it was obvious to see and you could feel it, just as you perceived many things around you. Hunter liked to call you the empath, when once again you knew exactly what was going on inside him and addressed his concerns before he did.
Sometimes it was very practical, but sometimes it was a burden for you, this very special empathy, you could not always control and it could be too much for you on some days.
Tech had suspected a connection to the force, but that was not the case, you had nothing to do with this force-thing. You were still special, but just different.
Today was one of those days when Echo had to go for a scan. He trusted Tech, but he didn't trust the machines, didn't like lying in the narrow tube, didn't like the sounds of the machine. Each scan took him back to when the Techno Union abused his mutilated body for its own purposes, rebuilding him and hooking him up to machines that controlled and subjugated his will.
Of course you knew about it, he hadn't told you much about it until now, but you felt his discomfort very clearly every time it was time for a scan. You went along this time, Tech, Echo and you, stood at the scanner and Echo took off the armor pieces of his equipment.
Echo was having trouble taking some of the pieces off one-handed, so you carefully helped him do it.
"We're ready," Tech said, "You can lie down on the table."
Echo hesitated. You sensed the restlessness rising in him, the fear bubbling under the surface.
When he finally lay down, you stood close to the scanner and said softly, "I'll stay here if you want."
Shyly he looked at you and smiled tentatively.
"You don't have to, it's okay."
With a chuckle you said, "I know I don't have to, but I'm happy to do it".
His expression told you even without words that he was grateful.
You couldn't hold his hand because it would distort the scan, but you spoke calmly to him as the stretcher automatically slid into the tube of the scanner.
Echo tensed, every muscle left in his body was hard as stone.
"Echo, breathe slowly with me," you said quietly but loudly enough to drown out the buzzing of the scanner, counting the pauses between breaths for him.
When you felt he was breathing evenly again, you told him, "There's a nice little restaurant on Alderaan, in the middle of nature. It's in the mountains, between some big trees. At this time of year, the meadows that line the way up to this place bloom in every color imaginable. Red, blue, yellow, purple, orange, all the colors you can imagine. Nearby is a waterfall that falls from the mountains into the valley. You can see it from the terrace, it glitters in the sun like sparkling diamonds and the sound of the water is almost like background music."
You could perceive that Echo had relaxed, you knew he was imagining this place in his mind, being there and seeing the waterfall, the flowers, the sunlight.
The next moment the scan was already over and the stretcher came out of the tube. Echo sat up and looked at you.
"How do you know about this restaurant?" he asked with interest, the machine completely forgotten for the moment.
"A friend lives on Alderaan, she invited me there once, a year or two ago," you explained with a smile.
"Do you think that place still exists?" he wanted to know, slowly putting his armor back on.
You helped him and said, "I think so, this restaurant makes the best food, in a wonderful location and affordable too."
You guessed what he would do next as he looked at you shyly and scratched the back of his head nervously.
"Would you let me invite you there?" he asked "It sounds so nice, I would love to see the place with my own eyes."
Tech said from the background, "The scan looks good, no deviations or other special issues. I'll leave you guys to... alone" and retreated from the medical area of your shelter back into the main room.
As Tech closed the door behind him, you were putting the second shoulder plate on Echo and said with a smile, "I thought you'd never ask me out."
Echo's skin was paler than his brothers, a lot of that had to do with what had happened to him back then, but at the moment, there was a definite, healthy flush to his cheeks.
"You wanted us to um... go out?" he asked, surprised.
"To use Tech's words; I thought that was obvious," you replied with a smirk.
Echo chuckled, "No, unfortunately not. I mean you're always nice to me, but so are you to the others.... however, you are very sensitive and always seem to know when I need you."
That was really the case. Echo was a soldier, a good one, a brave one at that, but there were moments when the past caught up with him and drowned him in terrible memories full of fear and despair. Those scans were an example of those moments. With you, everything was so much easier for him, so much more pleasant. He loved listening to you, liked your voice, the way your lips moved. He often imagined kissing those lips, but never dared to give in to this impulse.
At the moment he looked at your lips again and had the same thought. Your heartbeat accelerated as you realized what he was thinking about and you hoped that this time he would give in to the impulse.
You decided to help yourself and said, "Echo, would you kiss me?"
He blinked in surprise, the pink on his cheeks was back.
"Kiss you? Me? I... would love to... uh is that what you want?"
As you nodded, you could see his pupils dilate so that his golden brown eyes seemed to darken, just before he got up from the table, leaned toward you, put his healthy arm around you, closed his eyes, and pressed his lips to yours. They were unexpectedly soft and warm.
Your hands wandered down his neck as you gently returned the pressure of his lips, until unexpectedly you felt his tongue pressing gently against your lower lip, seeking entrance.
Heart pounding, you complied with the gentle request and felt heat rise within you as your tongues met in a velvety collision.
He was so tender, gentle, curious with his kiss that you melted in his arms.
When there was a knock on the door, you both flinched in fright and pretended nothing had happened when Hunter suddenly entered the room.
"Hey, Tech said the scan looks good," he said cheerfully.
"Um, yeah, all good," Echo returned awkwardly.
Hunter looked from one to the other, listening to the rapid heartbeats and picking up one thing or another with his senses.
"Oh, I'm disturbing you right now," he said apologetically with a smirk, "Sorry."
Hastily he retreated again and closed the door behind him.
Echo and you looked at each other and both had to laugh.
"Where were we?" you asked innocently.
Echo's arm immediately reached around your waist again and pulled you close to him, then you felt his lips on yours once more....
Echo blinked when you touched his arm. He licked his lips as if he could still taste and feel you on them from his daydream, but of course that was nonsense.
"Echo, are you dreaming?" you asked him gently.
He sat up as Tech said, "The scan is done, everything is fine".
He nodded to his brother before turning back to you.
"Um, yeah, I was imagining this place you were talking about, the restaurant".
You smiled delightedly.
"So I've successfully distracted you then," you stated with satisfaction.
"Would you like to go there with me? I would like to invite you there, to see the place with my own eyes", he said almost the same words as in his daydream.
"Oh, I'd love to," you said surprised by the initiative of the usually shy Echo.
He smiled at you in satisfaction and slid off the table to his feet, and with your help he put his gear back on.
His gaze briefly roamed over your face, lingering on your lips, he felt that impulse again, but here in reality he didn't dare kiss you, not yet. He wasn't ready yet, but he planned to do it in the near future, maybe when you had been in that restaurant on Alderaan.
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amazingmaeve · 3 years
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We can’t get caught - Draco Malfoy
Main Masterlist // Harry Potter Masterlist #2
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Summary: Draco comforts Y/N when she’s worried about her parents in a different way than she expected.
Pairing: Draco Malfoy x Female!Reader
Warnings: Smut (18+), fingering, handjob, a little spoilers
AN: My first Draco smut 😊
Y/N had stayed over at the Malfoys since her parents were working for the dark lord and were doing something for him. Y/N didn't like it but had to.
At least she had her boyfriend, Draco.
Her and Draco have been dating since 4th year. And now it was their sixth year.
Y/N didn't want to stand up to her parents who are basically serving the dark lord. She hated but acted like it was ok.
But of course Draco knew something was wrong and comforted her. Even though Draco now had the mark he wanted to comfort his girlfriend.
His parents adored Y/N and was happy that their son was dating a pureblood. Dracos dad didn't really care as long as she wasn't a mud blood, which Y/N would roll her eyes behind his back.
His mother though was nice to her and treated Draco right. His mother loved Y/N because she seemed to have a good influence on her son which is all she wanted.
Draco and Y/N were each other's best friends. And were madly in love with each other and even though Draco had his flaws she looked passed knowing that wasn't really him. He looked past her flaws of her being ok with Mudbloods like Hermione.
Now Y/N was lying in Dracos bed with pajama shirt and some panties she was wearing. Y/N was nervous her parents got hurt or her parents hurt someone.
"They're probably alright love," Draco cringed as he tried to comfort his girlfriend who was stressed out.
"They said they contact me by now Draco," Y/N whispered lifting her arms from under the blanket to hold his hands. "What if he killed them."
"No love don't think like that," Draco wiped the tears away with his thumbs. "They're probably just busy," Draco reassured his girlfriend who was beginning to calm down.
It was late well it was 12 am Dracos parents were asleep and they've been up talking and Y/N stressing over her family while Draco did his best to comfort his girlfriend
Draco brought his hand to her arm and rubbing comforting circles on her arm.
He brought his head to the crook of her neck and began pressing tiny kisses all over.
Y/N let out tiny breaths then Draco brought his lips to hers and began kissing her.
This wasn't the first time they've done stuff but it was the first time they ever did it at one of their houses.
Draco brought his hand to her stomach and lifted her shirt a little bit and began drawing random things with his fingers on her stomach.
Y/N continued to let out tiny whimpers at his contact.
She hid her head in the crook of his neck trying to stop herself from moaning and he hasn't even even started.
Draco trailed his fingers to her panties and pulled them down leaving them under the covers.
"We can't get caught," Draco whispered kissing her forehead and Y/N nodded agreeing with him.
"I'll be quiet," Y/N promised.
Draco dragged his fingers through her folds and smirked at how wet she already was.
Y/N bit her lip keeping her from moaning out. He kept avoiding her clit which made her let out a little groan and started to kiss his neck trying to distract herself.
Draco finally brought his finger to her clit and began to circle his finger in fast circles. Y/N let out a whimper bringing her arm to his bicep squeezing it. All she wanted to do was moan to show him how he was pleasuring her.
The room was dark but by the moonlight she could see the hard in his pajamas.
He pressed a finger into her and began curling it to her g spot. Y/N let out a little gasp trying to control her breath.
His thumb returned to her clit this time rubbing slow circles wanting draw out her orgasm. Y/N could feel her walls clench around his fingers.
"You okay love," Draco gave her one his famous smirks.
Y/N hmms feeling her walls clenching as he added another finger and began to move it in slowly.
She brought her hands to his pajamas and pulled them down to bring out his hard on.
Y/N began to stroke his cock and Draco let out a little moan and hid his head in the crook of her neck.
She rubbed her thumb on his sensitive tip which was leaning pre cum now. She began to move her hand up faster and faster.
While she was doing this Draco began finger her harder into her g spot and rubbing her clit fast. Making her let out tiny breaths.
With one single stroke against her clit and another touch to her g spot Y/N came with a tiny moan bit into the pillow to stop her from moaning out Dracos name.
Y/N's hand began to go faster wanting him to cum faster. Draco let out little whimpers into her neck and bucked his hips into her hand.
He finally came and came all over the place which made Y/N groan knowing she'll have to clean it up.
Draco kissed her forehead feeling out of breath and the pulled his pajama pants up. He didn't have a shirt on so he didn't do anything about it.
He grabbed his want and cleaned up his bed.
As Y/N laid on her side feeling all tired out she felt his hand grab her waist spooning her.
The last thing she heard was an I love you from Draco before falling asleep.
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