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la-cocotte-de-paris · 1 year

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i miss my friends so much </3

#I HATE FEELING SO LONELY #at least i can hopefully visit some next week <333

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twobigears · 2 years

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wish i had the disposable income to buy a last-minute plane ticket to dash several states away to my best friend because i could really go for that right now

#having a hard time right now #some things just aren’t the same over text or phone #i hate feeling so lonely

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astaryuu · 2 months

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Being mixed is amazing /s

I'm quarter Panamanian but can't really consider myself Latina because none of the parents I have really bothered to raise me in Latino culture at all

I'm quarter Black but because I'm half white and was taught by my half-Black mom to not use any African American slang (especially the n-word, but most of it would likely get the same response) it feels like I'm an outsider and like the extensive African American culture here isn't for me (DESPITE EXPERIENCING OVERT RACISM IN MIDDLE SCHOOL FOR BEING QUARTER BLACK)

I'm quarter Norwegian, which also happens to be the culture I most strongly associate with of the four, but being into Scandinavian culture whilst not living in Scandinavia is a Nazi red flag and I bet that being quarter German does not help in the slightest

I was raised in the United States but other than American food (a lot of which has this issue anyway) engaging with United States culture to any real degree at all is *also* a red flag, especially to Native Americans (whose cultures I care deeply about)

Not to mention I want to learn about cultures, I love to learn about how other people do things, but one or multiple of my own heritages makes my genuine curiosity and want to learn seem like appropriation & fetishization. I don't see any culture that way but even just having "ryuu" in my screen name is likely seen by many to have that issue.

I love feeling like an outsider in every single culture I could partake in it's fucking amazing and definitely not something so fucking annoying to constantly deal with that I made it part of my largest's story's protagonist's personality and arc as a way to vent my frustration with it

#aster vents #long post #im just. tired #i wish i could be me but i dont even know what me is #god i hate it here #i hate feeling so lonely

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mermaid-witch · 1 year

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feeling sad™️

#i hate feeling so lonely #how is it that some people like me have zero ability to make friends sd an adult #wish things didn’t have to be this way #but my social anxiety has been through the roof #i’ve already been to therapy for it #was i just made wrong?

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iiflywithmeii · 2 months

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i just wanna cut everyone off and rot away in my bed

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bradleybeachbabe · 2 years

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#shit not again :(#i hate feeling like this #i hate feeling so lonely #i feel like i have no one #maybe i should just go to sleep now #being sad on the main

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thekittyokat · 1 month

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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again #the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys #saw #well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand #know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows #your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn #thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down #something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness #the transformation of a man into a monster #and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption #sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this #do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore #it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating #fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn #i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him #until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else #well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God #where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium #anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus #maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man #i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed #if only he hadn't been weaponized first #god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already #but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there #rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts #ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly #cat chat

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glrlafraid · 3 months

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why is being a young butch kind of the most isolating feeling ever

#i feel like people hate people like me #we’re not represented anywhere #not even in media made by lesbians for lesbians #it’s so fucking lonely #lesbian #butch #butch dyke #butch lesbian #masc lesbian #queer masculinity

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d3athanddecay1 · 2 months

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I feel eternally alone

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boopicide · 3 months

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everything fucking sucks<<<<<

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kinokoshoujoart · 8 days

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the coolest kids in forgotten valley!!☆

(…it seems there may have been a stretch of time where rock and lumina were the only kids in forgotten valley…🥲)

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#in the remake hugh and the player’s kid are the same number of years apart #so i can see them having very similar conversations n friendship #surely these two kids will grow up well adjusted and they will have no lasting effects from this kind of isolation. they will be fine #i have been thinking a lot about what their childhoods were like. i want to protect both of them #everyone who has anything to say about them as kids says that both of them were not well behaved children at all #tei says rock was rambunctious and energetic and hard to handle. sebastian says lumina was less than amenable #rock says he was bored to death when he first came here and lumina asks you not to tell romana that she’s lonely #lumina also hated wearing dresses so. she is very mad and ready to bite people maybe #sos awl #bokumono #my art #rock tumbling (sos)#harvest moon #story of seasons #story of seasons a wonderful life #bokujou monogatari #i like to imagine a au where pony and cecilia come to visit their family’s respective farms #so these two can have more friends ;w;#i am always thinking about how they were both severed from their families and taken in by someone else at a young age to live in nowhere #and they are both not exactly enthused about following the path laid out for them #headcanon ⚠️ i wonder if rock’s moving out on his own happened when he was a teenager. he was extremely confident everything would work out #anyway he got fired from every job ever and after many years came crawling back. and he came crawling back blond #at the time of chapter 1 lumina is baffled by the state of the guy she grew up with. why is he using dated slang and wearing disco costume #she is also kind of mad at him for having been gone for so long #hc rock probably had more freedom as a kid than lumina did which probably annoyed her #once again takakura retrieves a small rock from the goddess pond and he’s covered in poison ivy bee stings etc. no remorse #lumina from her window on the hill feels somehow jealous of these misadventures #lumina mentions in her heart event that she doesn’t often visit the beach because her skin burns easily #meanwhile rock was probably playing outside always. if his kid is any indication #idk i like thinking about the history of this extremely small village

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arkiwii · 3 months

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very sad still see the saria/silence divorce headcanon still going around

have you ever tried to consider that they never dated before lone trail because it would be unrealistic with the timeline and the events and also because it would be overshadowing the actual truth of why they couldn't get along

#i'll elaborate #firstly it's ok if you headcanon this i don't want to invalidate what people think #it's just that I think it's a fanon joke that have been going around for way too long #and I can't help but shed a small tear when I see people really headcanoning it #I personally think it's way more interesting if we consider that they never had something going on before Lone Trail #mostly because it's weird that they started dating in like some months when they barely knew or saw each other #but also because it adds nothing but just makes things even more harder for them #my personal headcanon is that Silence was maybe having feelings for Saria but like #you know these very premature feelings #like just “oh wow she's pretty and nice”#but nothing like really deep #but they never had anything going on before the diabolic crisis #and after lone trail after they made up and saw each other's true person #they start to actually get real feelings #I'm just complaining but I've been still seeing it around somehow and it's sad to me that this joke became a fact for many people #there's still a lot of fanfics about how they had been dating and now they're on bad terms #I think that going on the “they're exes” route is way too easy and actually hides the potential and interesting reason #of why Silence was mad at Saria #it's not because she hates Saria or blame her #it's because she's mad at herself for being so weak #really making them appear as exes just hides this really interesting truth and makes it all seem to be a sad love story #consider that they never had any of this and that this tension between them is because they blame themselves!!#their story is not a love story but above all a story about self love and acceptance #just my two cents enjoy my rambling i go back to bed now #(not putting this in the main tag I don't want to start a war I'm just rambling)

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gently-decaying-flowers · 6 months

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can i just get a kiss and a hug and be told everything is okay?

#eden thinks #i feel so lonely #even tho ik i don’t need to date someone #but i want to #but i also don’t like anyone like that rn #god i hate thisssss

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iiflywithmeii · 3 months

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i just wanna fucking matter

wanna mean something to someone

i’m fucking nothing

i hate myself

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ihateornithologists · 7 days

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sorry i feel like shit and drawing is the only thing that helps me i guess

technically these are not even ocs, they're not supposed to have any story or personalities (for a reason), i made them last night and drew this while drinking beer lol

#original characters #sort of #the backstory is that i used to create oc couples with the same dynamics when i was a teen #like all this shit with tortures and suppressing one's personality #now it's too hardcore for me idk i can't torture my ocs i start feeling sorry for them #(unless its just a metaphor for sex/intense emotions/being vulnerable/etc)#but like the real tortures and especially the part with the victim losing their identity scares the shit out of me tbh #but now i'm feeling so bad that ugh #i realized i can't even project the level of my insanity on any of my ocs anymore because NONE OF THEM hate themselves that much #and not being able to express something in drawings feels lonely as fuck #so yeah i randomly made this dog creature who sees himself/herself as a piece of meat with no personality :/

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rabbits-of-negative-euphoria · 1 month

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I feel like I'm missing the crux of the man vs. bear debate because it's so silly. of course I would pick the man, because neither my Sig nor jiu jitsu is going to take down a bear

#- HK #NOT because I in any way feel safe running into a man alone in the woods #I would not be alone in the woods #my mom and I were just talking about how so many people go missing in Natl Parks #because if you were a human trafficker looking for victims where would you go?#surely not a vast expanse of unpopulated and densely covered wilderness to which lonely people routinely vacation whaaaat #like I'm sorry- I love men -but the girls picking the man solely bc they want to defend men in this sitch are out of their minds #if you're going up to a strange man alone in the woods to say hi then you have a death wish #x #and yes there is something to be said for the fact that men can have evil intentions that bears can't have #which is true of women too but men have the physical capacity to carry it out #and bears can Only maul and kill you; they can't rape you or kidnap you or sell you overseas #i hate to break it to both the feminists and the anti-feminists but #this world has never been safe for women to move freely and it never will be; all we can do is take precautions both civil and individual

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