#i haven't told her about my girlfriend and i wont

[cactusdodes]

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[wheelercurse]

Mike doesnt have a low self esteem in general. He has a low self esteem and he sees himself as some random nerd because of his relationship with El. Because they are incompitable. His insecurity is specifically tied to his relationship with El. He doesnt see being a nerd as a powerless or worthless thing in general. The writers specifically tied this insecurity to Mike's relationship with El. When they break up, Mike wont feel that way anymore because he isnt in a relationship with El anymore.

(hi, sorry for answering this too late, but I have many thoughts and feelings about Mike)

I have to disagree with you.

Mike has been bullied all his life. Of course, that would make him feel alienated. The Duffers described his character as one with crippling insecurities, and he escapes them playing d&d (same as Will). So this problem definitely came before he started his relationship with El. That doesn't mean I don't believe this relationship isn't helping.

Also, Mike wants to feel useful, so he wants people to need him. He wants to be able to protect them, and when he can't do it, he feels like he has failed them or there's no use for him. Why would people want to keep him in their lives if he can't do anything? That's his mindset; that's why he said at least Lois Lane was an ace reporter.

To me, Mike's arc is about him learning to accept himself the way he is. He had a hard time accepting his nerdy side in s3. We see how he tried to leave his interests behind because he thought that was childish and that he should date girls like mature boys did. Contrary to popular belief, I don't think he was trying to change himself to appeal to El. He is just trying to fit in and act how society expects of him (leaving childish games behind and dating a girl)

I haven't talked in depth about it, but this is a clear example of how Stranger Things intertwined growing up and queerness. Mike has a hard time dealing with puberty; he's growing up and believes he should leave d&d behind. He is repressing that part of himself because he's conforming. We know that thanks to his fight with Will and this line specifically:

“What did you think really? We were never gonna get girlfriends. We were gonna sit in my basement all day and play games for the rest of our lives?”

"Play games" is used as an allegory to express Mike's wants. Yes, he wants to keep playing games, but also he wants to spend his life with Will. He had a hard time accepting these two truths about himself. And one is because that meant he likes boys (too).

But yes, his relationship with El increases his insecurities because Mike puts her on a pedestal; he sees her as his superhero. And next to her, he's just an average guy. And he knows she doesn't need protection, so she doesn't need him like that.

And Will was the one who reassured him when he was feeling bad because of his insecurities. He told him he was the heart, the leader, the one who inspires. He's the one who can see him how he really is and love him because of it.

Mike has to learn to accept himself, but Will's love is gonna help him, just as Mike's love makes Will feel better about himself.

[h3sp3ria]

My plans for Raven and Mammon

link to Raven and mammon Fanfic - Forever

This is gonna be a fanfic so spoilers for that ahead

its really just written down so i dont change it or forget

-semi-sexual/suggestive content, and metions of drug use(not detailed, and probably not accurate) ahead-

masterlist

In my mc, Raven's, au, her and Mammon meet like 1.5 years before she goes to the devildom as an exchange student, they meet at a party for her 21st birthday:

First Meeting – 1, Mammon x Raven 495 words

(Raven doesn't know hes a demon)

they start dating, and 3 months later this happens:

Raven X Mammon – 2, First Confession 576 words

after that Raven(who was a virgin) decides she ready to have sex with mammon, she plans a date with romantic things, then tells Mammon that she's ready. But instead of having sex w/her, mammon says they need to talk, because he hasn't told her something important. This is when Mammon tells her that hes a demon. They grow kind of distant, and Mammon is really sulky around the HOL, like hes not schemeing and his brothers are like "wtf is going on??"(because they don't know he has a gf)

after about a week, Raven calls Mammon, and asks what him being a demon means, for them, for her, and for their future. now they're closer than ever, and she's even curious abt his demon form. mammon insists that they make a pact so he can protect her, and then they just happily date until she becomes the human exchange student(she is lilith's descendant)

The first time meeting the brothers is really funny, and kinda awkward, cause she knows them from Mammon's stories and him showing her pictures, but they don't know her due to mammon keeping their relationship a secret. Raven knew he was keeping her a secret bc mammon said his brothers were dangerous.

Lucifer started introducing himself and she was like "Yea, no, I know who you guys are. Mammon told me."

Asmo: Oh! You're Mammon's secret Girlfriend!!!

Raven: Yep!!

then she calls mammon, and is like "Hey can you get me some tacos?"

Mammon: sure

Raven: you have my card right?

Mammon: yea

Raven: great, so get like a hundred tacos

Mammon: A hundred?! You high??

raven: yes

Mammon: ok sure, the usual meeting place?

Raven: no, I was actually thinking RAD

mammon: are you at RAD?! *super panicked now running really fast, with the tacos* I'm on my way!!

when mammon gets to RAD, Raven gives him a kiss, and then takes out five tacos, before giving beel the rest of the tacos. then Mammon carries raven everywhere

Everything goes acording to plot, until like a month into the program, Raven gets pregnant and doesn't tell mammon, until like a month later when he suggests they get high cause they haven't in a while.

1 month after that, raven frees belphie, and dies, mammon's super pissed bc Belphie killed the love of his life, the mother of his child and his child.

then everything goes according to plot, until 6 months later she gives birth, to Lilith(named by her father)

a week before she leaves the devildom (bc the exchange program is almost over) this happens:

Lilith gets stuck in a car

she leaves the devildom (even though Mammon protests a lot. a lot. but she wants her family to meet her child) but she leaves pregnant(again, and she doesn't even know)

after a month she comes back to the devildom and this time she stays. Her and Mammon get married(in this dress) after they realize she pregnant again, and she cuts her hair. Then the rest of the og OM events happens(idk what happens i've only play to like lesson 34)

Raven and Mammon's Little Family

Raven art dump

Then Nightbringer starts(i've only played to lesson 13 cause my phone broke)

When shes sent to the past her kids, Astaroth(maybe not born yet) and Lilith are with her. Mammon catches her, but Lilith is in her demon for flying with her wings.

When she gets found out to be human(I haven't really planned this part out yet) She either reveals shes from the future or gives birth to Astaroth

If she reveals shes from the future she wont tell them abt her connection to lilith, or hor far into the future she's from, she'll just tell them abt how her and mammon had kids and got married

But it really depends on what happens in the next lessons in NB, my phone gets fixed on thursday so then i'll edit this

[themultifandomgal]

Temptation Pt5

Temptation Masterlist

Mine and Emmett's relationship moved pretty quick. After only a week I had gotten closer to all of the Cullens. Especially Emmett.

Right now I'm over at their place, most of them have gone out to hunt for food, leaving me with Emmett, Rosalie and Thomas. The boys are watching some old school movie while Rosalie reads the paper. I yawn while leaning my head on Emmett's shoulder, he wraps his arm around me bringing me closer to him. I need to talk to him about the night he died, but I just don't know how to bring it up

"What's on you mind?" Emmett asks, it's only now I realise that I'm frowning. I sigh and sit up causing Thomas and Rosalie to both look at me

"The night you died, I was there, or well I think I was. Not long after I turned I moved to Tennessee. While in the woods I saw a man get attacked by a bear. Obviously I wanted to help so I killed the bear, but before I could help the man I smelt Vampires so I quickly ran off. I stayed close by though and watched as the man was taken by the two Vampires. A man and a woman. I think that was you guys" I look at the three vampires who looked shocked

"Holy crap, you two really are mates" Rosalie breathes out

"Did you stay in Tennessee?" Thomas asks, I shake my head

"No. I needed to go back home to Forks"

"Why?" Rosalie asks me. I realise that I have tears in my eyes

"What is it? what happened?"

"I know it sounds weird, but I'm not ready to tell anyone about my past, maybe one day, but not today"

"That's ok, I wont make you tell me anything you don't want to" Emmett places a kiss on my forehead which surprises me "sorry" he responds after pulling away

"It's ok" I smile up at him as the door downstairs opens and the others all walk in, all looking much better after a feed .

A month had gone by and Emmett and I were officially dating. A few months later and we had moved in together

"Put those boxes in our room"

"Yes boss" Emmett picked the boxes up like they were nothing

"What about these?" Rosalie asks holding up some old trinkets from my parents

"They can go upstairs as well"

"I went shopping and got you these, will they be ok?" Carmon asks holding up some raw meat

"Yes thank you, but you really didn't have to"

"Hey your apart of this family now" Carlisle says putting a hand on my shoulder.

A year on and Emmett Proposed

Alice told us a storm was coming so we all head off to the clearing we went to before, snow covered the ground, but to my surprise when I arrive there with Emmett there are lights on the trees. Emmett takes my hand and leads me further into the clearing

"Emmett whats going on?" I ask with a frown. Suddenly Emmett is down on one knee

"My beautiful, intelligent, sexy.." I laugh at Emmett "girlfriend, Katherine. I know we haven't be together that long and I know normally humans wait a few years before they do this kinda thing, and truth be told I have waited as long as I could, because I wanted to do this when I first met you, but I though..." I chuckle at Emmett's rambling

"Just do it, ask her brother" Thomas yells

"Kat will you marry me?" Emmett opens the box he was holding to reveal a beautiful ring "it's a 1930s ring, I hope you like it"

"Emmett shut it and let the girl speak" Edward now shouts

"Sorry, will you?"

"Of course I will" I place both my hands on Emmett's checks and press a kiss against his lips. The others all cheer, but all I care about is being with Emmett for the rest of my life. Emmett picks me up and spins me around, our lips still locked together.

Many years later and we were having to move. Carlisle managed to get an amazing new job at a hospital, the only thing we had to do was go back to my old home in Washington Forks.

[zombies-aliens]

Sooo my crush transferred stores and I'm lowkey heartbroken. Ima be okay tho. I feel slightly depressed about it. Or bummed out about it I dont want to be dramatic. I'm really gonna miss her man. I just feel like something was there. A spark of some kind. I told her what was on my mind and she said I'm ok and things are fine.

... 🤷‍♂️

I wrote in her goodbye card at work. I said something like thanks for always being friendly and hope everything works out in your favor! and signed my name. Really thankful for my coworker for coming up to me and asking if I wanted to sign it.

I know im probably really sad bc it's still fresh. But don't get me wrong I'm not super depressed but man I get nostalgic thinking about everything in the past that involved her from beginning to end. The first time she said hi to me, the first time we introduced ourselves to each other, our first talk I had with her before I left work that one time, this makes me sad bruh lmaoooo and... our last talk 😔 she said we'll keep in touch since we have each other on snapchat. I hope we really do. We might not even talk much but I'd be happy if we talk AT ALL.

I'm holding tight to every memory I have with her. Big and small. I remember eating with her for the first time like she actually got dumplings for us to share together and IT WAS GOOD AS HELL. I felt the love tbh but maybe she was being a good friend. I'll miss seeing how cute and pretty she is. I'll miss it all man. I'm down bad bro I haven't even known her for a year smh lmao. But I had feelings for her.. instantly dude.

The worst part is that I'll probably never see her in person again. Unless by some coincidence. I'm reallyyyyy gonna miss seeing her in person. Her smile, her eyes. She was really cute man. And when she had makeup and did her hair she was stunning 😍!!!

I'm really.. gonna fucking miss her. But I know I will get over her and life goes on. But right now I'm really gonna be bummed out no seeing her name pop up in the roster on my work app. And not seeing her anymore at work. Man just saying these sentences got me feeling sad wanting to cry. I feel like crying but it's not strong enough to come out lol. Idk am I being a baby about this guys? I feel like I am lol

I'm not gonna move on to the next girl like that. I still like her and if she ever reaches out ill respond. I don't expect anything for some months since she lives her own life and I'll just have to respect that.. man ima miss her lol. Just wanna be over it already lol.

U know what I think I miss? I miss having a girlfriend. I miss having a reliable person in my life where I can have a good time with. Feeling loved. Just feeling GOOD in general. I want that again. I broke up with an online gf a while back in the beginning of this year, to see if there's a chance with this girl (obviously didn't work out lol but never say never right?..) and there's plenty of says when I wanted to just get back with her and things to go back to normal. I miss being called baby, I miss being called my love, I miss feeling cared for, and giving it back to my long distance relationship. But she was trans dude.. she has a penis. I'm not down with that. Im just not. I could just not have sex with her but I don't think u understand I don't want my girl to have a penis whether even if ill never interact with it. (I'm talking like I'm talking w someone irl in a way lmao just the way I write tho yall it's fun)

Umm but yeah :// I wonder how she felt about me. I wonder if she wondered anything about me?

I think I made an interesting insight tho. Do I just want to feel loved and cared for and feel happy? I mean I can't blame myself I think anyone would want that as well as other things too. But those are some of the main ones.

It's still crazy to me. I'm about to go to work and ima go in her department to get water and she just... won't be there. She wont be there tomorrow or next time i go to work ever anymore. Fuck man this shit makes me wanna cry. I'm acting like she died bruh 😂😂😂 why tf am I THIS sad, goodness 😭😔

Everything makes me nostalgic about her now man. 😢 ima just go to work and look ill be fine I'm not gonna bust into tears. But I'll be thinking of her when I have a moment of silence in the restroom or anywhere I get a quiet moment to myself.. she will never read this but I think I was falling for that girl.

[theluxuriansecret]

Dear Diary 01232023

12:10 pm

I have really bad anxiety right now. There are several things to happened this week/weekend that I really don't know how to explain. I said yesterday that i had a lot going on in my head, and it was really hard to articulate before but I have no choice but to articulate them now.

So, to begin, I have had two people reach out to me from the past. J...... and E.... .

I wanna start with E.... though. E..... was the first guy that i hooked up with when I broke up with my ex. I never speak about him because there never really anything to say. We met in a bar, exchanged numbers, spoke for a week, hooked up, and then he went on a planned birthday vacation with his "ex girlfriend" and then ghosted. Fine. I moved on. But then he messages me with this whole fucking apology about ghosting me, like. No one wants to hear that. And yet for some reason I gave him the time of day. We ended up having a phone call and speaking. It was okay, I didn't feel anything, didn't think I would. I left it at that. I don't want anything to do with him like, that shit died in july. We're in a whole new year and you're hitting me up because.. youre lonely.. okay.

Next is J...... . J.... and I's relationship is complicated because I think we had a trauma bond. We bonded over the fact that we were so broken. And it is comforting to have a friend that understands what youre going through. When she learned that I wasn't straight she took that as an opportunity to make moves on me. I wasn't interested. I'm still not interested. Today she hits me up asking for help as a friend. Of course I indulge, because asking for help is hard. She admits she's in love with me. She admits that she can't get over me. Thats not why I came here. Of course, I appreciated the honesty but, that wasn't why I was there. I can't help her. I hate that I can't help her. The reason i cut her off is because she drained me. I wanted to get better and she wanted to stay where she was, maybe she didn't want to stay, but I saw no improvement. So I went on with my life. I'm sad that I can't help her, but I just do not have what she wants and is looking for, so I'm going to move forward.

I have kinda bad anxiety right now. I read my friend M...... my entry diary entry yesterday because I love her, and I think to many things go unsaid between people all the time. Maybe she wasn't ready for that type of honesty, but I'll never regret loving someone deeply. Anyway, she never let me know she got home last night and I texted her multiple times yesterday and she didn't answer. I hope she didn't get the wrong impression but if she did, I can't know until we speak.

J... blew me off for the first time today. And tbh I handled it so much better than I though LMAOOOOO. It's so funny because the other day i was fighting the urge to text him and I told my friend about it and I was like "okau, I wont text him, but if her hits me up im going" and then he hit me up later that day !! and then yesterday I told my friend M...... "I want him to blow me off so that i can stop obsessing over him and he does. I don't know if I'm crazy of if our energy's are just so connected. I know what i felt with him brooo.. he had to have felt it too. I haven't felt something like that in so long. I hope it truly not delusion.

Last thing, I'm starting to feel better already. I didn't do anything school related this weekend like I planned. It all went by so fast. Hoping to do all the textbook stuff in the morning lol. But we'll see. This is my week.

[princekirijo]

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[melancholicillusions]

How You Two Meet./How you Get Together.

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It was Friday when you decided to tell him, to tell him about your feelings, the feelings you've felt for him since you guys were kids. The feelings that only got stronger as you two got older. You'd be lying if you told yourself you weren't a bit nervous.

"Hey!"

You smiled, approaching Asher from behind.

"Hey y/n!"

"So.. Guess what today is."

Asher looked up at you playfully making an overtly obvious face. Furrowing his brows and bringing his hand up to his face, rubbing his chin as if he was thinking about something deeply.

"If I recall correctly.. It should be Friday. Why?"

You giggled as you took your seat next to him.

"No.. Well yes, it is Friday. But its also Valentine's Day."

"Oh, right. Happy Valentine's y/n." Asher exclaimed.

You bit the inside of your mouth.

'He doesn't seem too excited about it.' You thought.

Though you were hesitant, you made the decision to voice your opinion.

"You don't seem too happy..."

"I mean it's whatever, I guess. Just not my thing."

"Oh.." You sighed. "Well can I talk to you? For a second. It wont take long."

"I guess."

You grabbed his hand gently and together you two walked to the gym, taking your seats on the bleachers.

"So, this is something I've been wanting to tell you for awhile.. But I've had these feelings for you an-"

"Umm, no. Listen I'm sorry y/n but i just don't find tall black girls attractive.. Besides I see you as a friend and only a friend."

It was hard to believe and accept that he didn't sugar coat it. It kinda hurt.

"O-oh.. I'm sorry I just thought. I just thought-" your vision blurred with tears. With one last sorry you walked away.

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Later that night.

staring at your ceiling you began to reflect on your life, on the fact that you've never had a boyfriend because of the simple fact that they don't date back girls or tall girls or tall black girls.

"Y/n! Your cute little friend is her- ah oh sorry sweetie.. Uh Woozi oh no Jihoon right? Right. Jihoon's here for you!" Your mother yelled up the stairs.

Not long after a knock was heard at your door.

"Hey Jihoon.."

"You don't sound too happy. What's wrong?" He questioned opening your door.

"You wouldn't understand.. It's a girl thing.." You begin biting your cheek.

"Tch, your lying y/n."

You rolled your eyes.

"Have you ever had a girlfriend?"

Jihoon cleared his throat, shocked and confused by the sudden and direct question.

"Um, n-no. No I haven't.. Why?"

"Have you ever asked yourself or wondered why?"

"Well, no. Not necessarily, but I always just assumed it was because I was short."

"Oh." You nodded your head slowly.

"..and you asked this because?"

Feeling something fall down your cheek, you flinched at the feeling quickly wiping it away. Jihoon shuffled his way to your bed side.

"Whats wrong?"

"It's nothing wooz..."

"Wooz? That's new." He chuckled putting a hand on your thigh. A failed attempt at lighting the mood.

"Heh. Funny."

Woozi removed his hand from your thigh and awkwardly shifted. "Anyways.. What's wrong?"

"I don't know how to talk about it.."

"Just say it.. Im here."

"You wouldn't understand." I muttered.

"Oh come on y/n... I can try."

"No! You can't! You don't understand what its like to be told you too black to date, what its like to be told you too tall to date then... Add all that into one thing now I'm too tall and black to date!"

Jihoon just stared completely dumbfounded. "Well I actually can relate.." Wiping a tear away you looked up at him.

"H-how?"

"Well... I'm short and asian so I'll let you put two-and-two together."

Jihoon stood up from my bed I followed.

"Jihoon.. I-"

"No it's fine because I don't understand right? Because I don't understand what it's like to want to hold someone tight but also fear I'm not fit enough because I'm too short for girls or the fear that I might hear some one I so desperately love tell me 'I don't date asian guys..' Or even worse.. Loving you so fucking much but being afraid to tell you because at this point im scared of what you'll say. Constantly pondering on your potential response. Will I be too short or too asian for you. But I forgot I couldn't possibly understand right?"

I stood there not knowing what to say holding on to his wrist for dear life afraid that if I let go he'll walk out on me. I hadn't even realized that I was on my knees until he lowered himself to my current hight. Gently putting his hand on my tear stained cheek, I looked at him he had tears running down his face as he wiped his away as well as mine. Though my vision was clouded with tears I could tell he was moving closer, slowly but surely his lips engaged in contact with mine.

Moving closer to you keeping one hand on your cheek and the other on your hip.

"I love you so much.. Too much to lose you.. Over something as stupid as height and race." Jihoon whispered.

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A/n: first chapter done. Great. What'd you think? Request are open.

[barnesandrogersfanfics]

Ocean Eyes - Part 5

To say i didn't get much sleep last night was an understatement! I had spent a couple hours on the phone to my mom telling her about Chris showing up and now knowing about Mason while having a couple glasses of wine. When i finally did go to bed i couldn't switch my brain off,  the last time i had looked at the time it was nearly 4:30am and i knew Mason would be getting up around 6! It felt like i had just closed my eyes when that darling boy of mine came jumping on the bed to wake me up.

After breakfast we both got ready and headed out to the car, i needed to go to the store to get some groceries (if i had guests coming round i should really have something to offer them).

"Oh nooo.... mom creepy Brian is coming out" Mason said quietly.

"Sshhh i told you not to call him that" i chuckled as we rushed to get into the car before Brian could reach us.

"Thats what you and aunt Hannah call him though" he rolled his eyes like i was crazy as i reversed out of the drive.

"Only when we're inside where he can't hear us. You can't say that while his around baby"

"Fine, i wont say it again" he shrugged "is my dad coming back today?"

"He said he was gonna come see you today"

"I like him, he seems cool"

I didn't know what to say to that so i just kept my eyes on the road.

"Mom, dont you like my dad?...."

"Sure i do bud, i just haven't seen your dad in a long time"

"But he makes you sad"

"Im fine Mace, don't you worry" i forced a smiled trying to put on a brave face for him.

Walking around the store i found myself picking up things i knew Chris and Scott liked.... or at least what they used to like.

I was loading the bags into the car when i got a text message.

Chris: Hey, just checking its still okay if we come over today?

Y/N: Sure

Chris: Thats good because we're at the house but your not home....

Y/N: Im at the store, be back in 5 minutes

Chris: 👍🏻

A thumbs up?? Really Chris??

I internally face palmed, he was still a dork.

I spotted Chris's car parked out on the road leaving the drive way empty, once i had parked up he then drove up and parked behind me. Mason was already out the car and running over to see Chris before i even had my belt off!

I got out and walked around to the trunk to get the groceries out.

"Morning Neighbour" i heard Brian approaching.

"God damn it" i muttered under my breath before sticking my head around to see him "hi Brian"

"You need a hand with those bags Y/N?"

"No thanks i'm good, got plenty of help with these two" i threw a thumb back pointing towards Chris & Scott.

"You sure? i don't mind helping you out"

"Its fine, we've got it" Chris said coming to a stop beside me with Scott and Mason either side of him, he reached in and easily scooped up two bags, Scott grabbing the another.

"We're all good, thanks for the offer though"

"Anytime, you know where i am" he smiled and walked back to his house stopping a few times to look back.

"Urghh" i shivered "guy gives me the creeps" i muttered quietly as i shut the trunk and led the way up to the house.

"Is he always like that?" Scott asked his eyes going comically wide at the thought.

"Yeah. He always appears when we're leaving the house or getting back...."

"Thats a little weird"

"Im sure he's harmless...." i shrugged. Chris was being unusually quiet, I didn't ask him what his problem was.

"Mom and aunt Hannah call him creepy Brian but its a secret" Mason said quietly to Chris and Scott even though we were now safely inside.

"Mace, stop it" i laughed shaking my head.

"He can't hear me mom its fine"

"Honestly kid...."

"Wonder where he gets it from huh?" Scott chuckled at me.

"Definitely his dad" i rolled my eyes "i love him more than life itself but he's a pain my ass sometimes" i muttered quietly so Mason couldn't hear.

"Sounds just like Chris" Scott laughed playfully nudging my shoulder with his.

"I heard that!" Chris added just making Scott laugh louder.

I made some sandwiches for lunch and grabbed some drinks taking them all out into the garden where Chris and Scott were kicking a ball around with Mason.

"Foods ready guys" i called out to them once everything was laid out.

"Can i sit next to dad?" Mason asked running over.

"Sure bud, Scott looks like you stuck with me" i shrugged switching their plates around.

"Fine by me sweetheart, id rather sit next to you anyway"

"At least someone wants to sit with me" i joked sticking my tongue out at Mason making him giggle.

"Hey Y/N..?" I heard Brian call from behind me, i sighed closing my eyes before turning around to see him looking over the fence at us.

"Hey Brian, everything okay?"

"Oh yeah! I just wanted to remind you about the BBQ, your friends are more than welcome to join us too"

"Thanks for the invite Brian but i think we're just gonna have a quiet family lunch"

"Okay well if y'all change your mind just come on over"

"Will do" i forced a smiled and turned back around.

"Has he gone?" I whispered to Chris who had the clear view of next door.

"Yeah" he nodded "that guy needs to take a hint".

"I don't think he knows how to" i shook my head before taking a bite of my sandwich.

"Maybe you should give him a shot" Scott teased wiggling his eyebrows.

"No!" Both Chris and I said at the same time.

"Relax i was joking" Scott laughed before shooting Chris a look. Chris looked like he was about say something but his cell phone ringing his pocket drew his attention.

"Sorry i need to take this" he said getting up from the table "hey Lindsey" i heard him say as he walked further down the yard for some privacy.

"Lindsey? That the girlfriend?" I asked Scott quietly, he nodded giving me a sad smile "its fine, i just wondered"

"I don't think it'll last personally"

"He obviously feels differently if he's now wanting that divorce"

"Thats because he's an idiot"

"Not gonna argue with you on that....."

"So what about you? Anyone special in your life Y/N?"

"Yeah Mason" i scoffed "i don't have time for dating. Being a single parent is tough Scott.... most guys run a mile when they hear you have a kid..."

"But you must have dated a bit?"

"Not really" i shook my head feeling my face burn in embarrassment.

"Y/N, there has been someone since my brother right?"

I looked up at Scott slowly shaking my head "no. I've been on a couple dinner dates Hannah set me up on but nothing ever came of it" i shrugged "its fine".

"Jesus woman how long has it been....like 7 years??" He asked looking surprised.

"Something like that" i mumbled picking up my glass of water, my throat suddenly bone dry.

"Girl that is some dry spell, please tell me you at least have a vibrator!" He said quietly so Mason wouldn't hear. I choked on the water that i was swallowing and started coughing before it turned to laugher.

"God i've missed you Scott" i smiled at him.

"I've missed you too! But that doesn't answer my question".

"Whats so funny?" Chris asked as he rejoined us.

"Just Scott being Scott" i rolled my eyes.

"Im finished mom can we go play football again now?" Mason asked looking hopeful.

"In a little bit bud, your dad and Scott are still eating".

Hannah and Lucas turned up unannounced not long after lunch was finished and I was grateful for the distraction. Lucas quickly joined in with Mason, Chris and Scott who were kicking the ball around again while Hannah poured us both a glass of wine.

"So hows it been having him around again?" She asked looking over at Chris.

"Weird. But Mason loves it"

"Your handling it better than i would be!"

"Mason deserves to know his dad, Chris has already been warned that i'll kill him if he does anything to upset him"

"I don't doubt that for a second" she laughed refilling our glasses.

"So..... Friday? I was thinking we start small just hitting some bars then we can end the night at 'Ruby's' for some dancing. I know you need to be wasted before you even consider dancing"

"Han i said id go out for a few drinks not an all nighter!"

"Oh come on! You haven't had a good night out in forever babe, we'll find us some cute guys...."

"Hannah...." i groaned closing my eyes.

"Ooh i heard you mention cute guys" Scott sat down looking very interested in our conversation.

"Im trying to talk Y/N into finding a cute guy to give her some much needed attention when we go out Friday" Hannah told Scott making me roll my eyes.

"Id listen to Hannah, you are in some serious need of male attention"

"But i don't just hook up with strangers guys.... we've talked about this!"

"Well maybe you should! Im just saying you deserve to find someone who makes you happy Y/N. Just because your a mom now doesn't mean you can't find love" Hannah said reaching over taking my hand with a smile. She had a point.... i couldn't sit around waiting for a man who had made his feelings perfectly clear 7 years ago. A man who was in a serious relationship..... maybe it was time to try and move on from him.

"Can i please come with you? I could use a night out" Scott asked looking hopeful.

"Sure, its been a while since you joined us on a night out Scotty" i smiled at him.

"You can help me find this one a man while your at it" Hannah smirked and shared a look with Scott that spelt nothing but trouble.

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[kazuhasluv]

Tsukasa-Kun

I may or may not have posted this in the past, but just in case, I'm posting it again

Disclaimer! I wrote this before I read the manga about Yashiro's lifespan! So please don't be mad!

(I'm still on break, I just feel sad without leaving a story to y'all

pairing: Tsukasa x Reader

Warning/s: None

Taglist: @trish-chan @imchiiii @wisteliazen @daikonsenpai @bloodredruby @dacr-owo @oikawasnonexistentcake @quackeydoodles

Role: Your role is a new student at Kamome Gakuen Academy, to befriend and find out what mysteries lurk in these walls.

Special Abilities: Like Yashiro Nene, you aren't an exorcist but you can see supernaturals and apparitions.

You walk up to the school, meeting a girl with daikon legs which are pretty cute in your opinion.

"Hello! You must be [Name]! Im Yashiro Nene! Nice to meet you!", the girl greeted.

"Nice to meet you as well Yashiro-San!", you said as walking inside with her.

~ ♤

After a long day of classes, Nene invites you to stay with her since she wants to show you something.

You two go up to the rooftop to see Hanako-Kun, sitting there waiting for you two.

"Hanako-Kun!!", she exclaimed.

"Yashiro!", the boy started, then looks at you, "Who is she?"

"She's [Name]-Chan! A new student!", Yashiro explained.

Hanako floats to you to examine you further, to see no intentions of hurting them, especially Yashiro.

You 3 decide to sit down and talk about something, until a black fog appeared.

It was Hanako-Kun's brother.

As he went closer to you 3, you stepped infront of them to protect them.

Then, Tsukasa stops infront of you.

You get scared, wondering what could possibly happen?

Tsukasa touches your hair, then your cheeks, then your skirt until you slap his hand.

"Haven't you heard of being a gentleman?", you exclaimed, while Yashiro and Hanako are behind you confused.

Tsukasa smiles at you and disappears.

"[Name]-Chan are you okay?", Yashiro would ask.

"Yeah, I'm fine", you say.

You walked down the stairs of the rooftop to see a broadcasting room. It looked neat, so you decided to go inside, until...

"She's the girl I've been telling you!," a boy exclaimed.

Ah sh*t

Tsukasa and his group were there.

All of them would look at you.

"Kon'nichiwa?", you say; scared.

Sakura stands up and walks to you, "So you must be [Name]. I'm Nanamine Sakura, nice to meet you."

They all seem nice, you thought.

Mitsuba then exclaims, "I'm cuter than her though!"

Natsuhiko then laughs.

You couldn't do anything else but laugh aswell.

"Come in," Sakura says.

You walk in to see a simple but awesome broadcasting room.

There were no other seats except... for next to Tsukasa.

You sit beside Tsukasa and look the other way to not create eye contact.

"Hello! Im Tsukasa! Amane's younger brother!", he exclaims.

You still wouldn't look at him because you were embarrassed.

"Oi, Tsukasa, leave the girl alone", Natsuhiko says.

Tsukasa would look at Natsuhiko, "But she's pretty!"

You heard this and decided to shout, "Nanida yo?!"

Tsukasa would then smile and say, "You looked~"

You got out of your seat and walked to the door. "Gomenasai, but I have to leave," you said and ran away, flustered.

While running, you bump into Kou Minamoto.

"GAH! G-Gomenasai!", you said.

"There's nothing to be sorry about," Kou said helping you up.

"K-Kou M-Minamoto?!," you exclaimed, shocked.

"Mhm! And you must be Senpai's new friend!", he says, but Senpai was referring to Yashiro.

You nod in embarrassment and walked past him, head down.

You were about to go to the school's front doors, until you saw a classroom all dark, even though it was only 5pm.

You hesitated to go in until it pulled you in.

You screamed and shouted for help, but no help came, until...

The room suddenly got darker, until you realize it was black fog.

"Ts-Tsukasa-Kun?", you say.

You open your eyes to see yourself in Tsukasa's arms.

Tsukasa then placed you down gently on a safe place then fought the darkness or whatever the heck was that.

The room then got its light back, and Tsukasa rushed over to you.

"[Name]-Chan, are you okay!?", he asks. He asks a lot more safety questions and then hugs you.

"N-Nani...?", you stuttered, he didn't hug you in the broadcasting room, and definitely not at the rooftop, so it was quite startling.

"Ts-Tsukasa-Kun?", you said.

"See! I told you Tsukasa cares for her!", Mitsuba says out of the blue.

"Oi Mitsuba!", Kou said while covering his mouth.

Tsukasa then looks at the 3 (Natsuhiko was there) and gives a deadly stare. The 3 then walk away.

You, however, were crying. You were traumatized. It was because an apparition nearly took your life.

"See wasn't that f- [Name]-Chan?", Tsukasa said, noticing you crying.

"What happened?", he asks.

You rub your eyes and say, "I-Its nothing!"

Tsukasa then notices a bruise on your arm.

"YOUR ARM!!", he exclaims.

You look at it and say, "Tsukasa-Kun, it's nothing! It'll be healed in a few weeks or so!"

Tsukasa looked sad, "But I want to heal it!"

You then hesitantly agree.

He then does some ritual which you dont understand.

"Tsukasa-Kun-" you started but then the bruise was gone.

"Harigato!" you said while hugging Tsukasa.

The following days you would stay with Nene, Hanako, Kou and Mitsuba, which then Tsukasa would appear often, because he's the only guy you were waiting for.

One afternoon, Nene asks you, "You've been staying late now often, why is that?"

You smiled and say "I'm waiting for the person I like."

Mitsuba then butts in and says "It's Tsukasa isn't it? HA! I knew it!"

Hanako shocked as ever asks you, "YOU LIKE TSUKASA!?!"

The whole group then starts to annoy you until you suddenly blurt out, "YES" and covered your mouth.

Hanako then faints, Mitsuba happily eats his donut, and Yashiro and Kou create a secret plan with Mitsuba while he's eating his donut.

Tsukasa then appears and back hugs you.

"[Name]-Chan!!", he says.

Mitsuba, Hanako, Yashiro and Kou then exclaim, "[Name]-CHAN LIKES YOU!"

You blush, until your face was as red as a tomato.

"Is that so?" Tsukasa said smiriking.

Oh no, not the smirk, you thought.

"[Name]-Chan is that trueee????!" Tsukasa says.

"Yes, it is. Now stop hugging me, my back hurts," you say, but he wont stop hugging you.

The following days were like that: adventures, Tsukasa sneaking out of the broadcasting room to see you, rOoFtOp DaTeS wItH tHe GaNg, more adventures, just adventures mostly.

Until it was the week before summer break.

You walk up to Nene, and say, "Nene-Chan, summer break is next week and we can't just leave Tsukasa, Mitsuba and Hanako there all alone"

Yashiro then says, "Well, we could stay there for the whole summer. I mean, we could like clean the school and then visit them after."

A great idea indeed Yashiro.

The summer was fun, until Nene was asked to be Hanako's girlfriend (im literally crying hElP-)

You then got less time to hang out with them since they did cute boyfriend and girlfriend things most of the time.

You got lonely, well not unless Mitsuba teases you to Tsukasa then you got someone to chase.

Until a week before summer break ended, Tsukasa asked you out like what Hanako did to Nene.

You reported the news asap to Hanako, Nene and Mitsuba (And Kou aswell lmfao) and they said Tsukasa was all planning it ever since Hanako asked Nene out.

Viola! You got your rat *cOfF* ghost boy, but you grew up still in love with him, even though he's out of reach.

No I'm not going to sleep what are you talking about

[youngmistressofchopchop]

I did it. Now I dont write, I draw so this is not gonna be so good. Its been through many revisions and I realized I spelt "Yuseke" as "Yueske the entire time so forgive me ill fix that next chapter. My Kuwabara x oc story:

It was finally cold again. Miyoko was overjoyed, she had never liked summer. Sure there was no school and she had more time with friends, but she couldn't stand the heat. She detested those sweaty nights, or how the bugs always bothered her, actually she didnt care for any part of summer.

Miyoko had dropped so many hints over the years and yet somehow, Kuwabara still had no clue. His air-headed-ness was cute, but it made things difficult for the shy girl Miyoko was. She just couldn't work up the nerve to say something, and when she did, something would always interrupt her. However, today she planned to change that! Miyoko got dressed up as cozy as she could, ready for what her and her friends had planned and with a gleam of excitement in her eyes, she headed out the door. 

 That was apart from going to see her crush, Kazuma Kuwabara's baseball games, he would play every summer. When they were younger, he played in an official team wearing his "Mötor Head" jersey and smoking every opposing team he played against. Miyoko never missed a single game! Every home run, every strike, and every fight that broke out because of a bad call, she was there. When they got older, she would be there to watch him play against his friends, still wearing that jersey. She was always supportive of him, she was madly in love with him, and had been for awhile.

"Urameshi!! Where do you think you're going?? I was talking to you!" Kuwabara's feet hit the sidewalk with force as he sprinted after Yueske, who had walked only a few feet, forcing Kuwabara to stop abruptly frantically trying to steady himself without falling. After regaining balance, Kuwabara grabed a fists full of his friend's jacket to pull him close aggressively. 

"D-Dont tell anyone! Or I'll break your mouth, so you cant tell anyone nothin' ever again!!" Kuwabara's face was as red as the setting sun. Unfazed, Yuseke stared at Kuwabara blankly for a short second before sighing and shrugging the big flustered fool off of him. 

"Listen man, I wont say anything. But this is getting really annoying. Ive told you before that you should just go through with it. Whats your problem with admitting to her anyways?" Yuseke looked to the helpless man and immediately regretted asking. Kuwabara looked off dramatically twords the orange and red sky. His shoulders slouched, slumping over, and fiddling with his hands. 

"I....Shes really pretty, ya know? And...Im well...ya know?" His voice trailed off, as if wanting reassurance he was being foolish. When there was no reply, Kuwabara peeked up with a quivering bottom lip. 

Yueske stood with his hands in his pocket saying nothing, only wearing a furrowed brow and tight lips. Suddenly, he burst into laughter. Causing Kuwabara to stand up straight and look at him even more embarrassed, and ready to punch him.

"I never thought I'd hear the great Kuwabara, warrior of love, admit to being ugly!!" Mocked Yueske. He bent over shaking his head and slapping his leg, resting his other elbow on his knee and laughing loudly. He straightened and wiped a fake tear from his eye. Kuwabara gasped in shock. 

"What?? Ugly??" Again Kuwabara grabbed at his friend, this time missing and falling. He quickly got up and held up a threatening fists. 

"Im not ugly!! Im just not a romantic type!!" He rubbed his fists on his chest. 

"I am a warrior of love, so I know how to treat a lady and how to talks to girls, I just....." He paused, his mouth moving like hes trying to remember how talking works. "She's different!!" He finaly blurted out. "She reads them girly romance books that Kurama likes!!" With a frustrated grunt, Kuwabara rubbed his neck nervously and spoke in a much more serious tone.

"Ive known her a real long time, and I cant tell her yet cuz I'm kinda worried she only thinks of me like how Shizuru thinks of me." Yueske picked up on the seriousness of the situation and scoffed trying to lighten things up again. 

"Well you are ugly, but I think she likes you anyway. Besides man, why asks me? You think I read them werid books?" Yueske pat Kuwabara awkwardly on the shoulder. 

"No way. I asked cuz you have a girlfriend!!" Kuwabara turned to look at Yueske who was moving his arm away. 

"So? Doesnt mean I know what im doing, just asks Keiko." The boys laugh, seeming to have calmed down a great deal. Before much more could be said, four familiar and approaching voices could be heard chatting playfully. 

"Oh dear, you didnt actually take me seriously did you, Miyoko?" Botan said in a teasing tone. 

"I did!! I'm gullible, you cant just tell me anything about spirit world.I will believe it!! Everytime!" The two girls laughed. 

"I've noticed," Interjected Kurama. "You have managed to retained alot of attributes from your childhood haven't you? I find that interesting." Kurama continud, wrapping an arm around Botan. 

"Alot of people say that...is that a bad thing? I'm not immature am I?" Miyoko felt nervous now. Maybe that was the why Kuwabara never seemed to return her feelings, perhaps she wasn't mature enough for a relationship.

Keiko quickly spouted, "No no! I don't think he meant it like that, I think it's cute!" Keiko put a reassuring arm around Miyoko and smiled a friendly smile. 

"Ofcourse! Its an admirable trait." Kurama said as Botan giggled. 

Botan wagged her finger and pointed it at Miyoko with a knowing smile "Im on to you! You shouldn't feel so insecure!" Botan pulled her arm back and used it to hug Kurama's arm. "Don't be so hard on yourself, I know you're simply nervous, so you're being extra critical of yourself, but you'll do fine!" Botan hummed encouragingly. "And, we all look fantastic!" Botan added as they all rounded the corner.

Keiko stopped dead in her tracks, and started tapping her foot. "Well, most of us are...Yueske! I thought I told you to dress up!!" Keiko pouted, walking over to her boyfriend's side. 

Yueske was the most casually dressed out of all of them. Just wearing his usual faded blue jeans, black converse shoes, plain yellow shirt and favorite green and yellow windbreaker jacket. He looked even more underdressed standing next to Keiko. She was wearing a lovely pale pink turtleneck, a plum purple suspender skirt reaching to her knees, long white socks, and loafers to match her skirt. Despite their contrasting attire, they somehow matched perfectly. 

Yueske wrapped his arm around Keiko's shoulder and smirked."Kuwabara isnt dressed up." He looked over to Kuwabara and nodded his way while jutting his thumb twords his friend. 

"What!! I am too!! This is the nicest thing I got!! Other than like...a tux or something!!" Kuwabara wore a blue Letterman jacket, a red sweater with dark blue jeans, and brown dress boots laced in black, he was indeed dressed up quite nicely. Miyoko blushed at the sight of his clothing, he cleaned up nicely as always. She couldn't help but smile at him, it was always a slight surprise to see him out of his school uniform. Kuwabara had a simular reaction to Miyoko's choice of clothing. She dawned a wine red A-line dress, knitted black leggins, and shin high beige lace up boots. She wasn't one to dress up like this, but she wanted to tonight, it was a special night after all. 

Trying to redirect the situation and prevent Yueske and Kuwabara from fighting, Botan chimed in. "Well, I never have to worry about Kurama when it comesto presentation! Unless ofcourse, he's overdressed and making me look a fool!" Kurama and Botan giggled to eachother looking the most put together, like they were the parents of the group. Tonight, everyone was going their part to help Miyoko's odds, evident by Botan, who was wearing something much different from her usual choice of clothing.

She modelled a white turtle neck dress, form fitting reaching just above her knees with a small slit on the right side, with sleeves that reached slightly past her palms, she wore her wedding ring, hoop earings, beige velvet tights, and blue slip on flats to top off the look. To match her, Kurama dressed just as nice. Wearing a white button up tucked neatly into his dark brown pants, red suspenders with red suede shoes laced in black, and a matching wool trench coat to top complete it all. Now everyone felt underdressed. 

"So what are we doing anyway?" Yueske asked scratching his cheek. Keiko shook her head "Are you serious? You've been waiting around this long, and you dont even know why??" Yueske simpled shrugged "I guess?" 

Botan sighed looking tired, Yueske was a handful for everyone. "Dont you remember, Yueske? I told you this morning! We're all having dinner!" 

Botan motioned to the brick building everyone was standing next to. "You've been standing right next to the restaurant! Where I told you we would be meeting up, seriously! You didn't connect the dots?" Botan tilted her head with a hopeless look. Yueske gritted his teeth and roughly pulled Keiko by her hip to his, talking through his teeth. "Whatever!!" He sighed and let go of Keiko fixed his hair flustered, he brought his fists down onto his palm talking loudly. "So now that we're all here, can we go?? Im starving and you guys took all damn evening to get here!"

Keiko lightly kicked his shoe pouting up at him. "Hush!! Its not our fault you dont listen, besides you didnt even try to dress nice! So I dont feel sorry for you." Yuseke quickly stepped aside and raised his voice a bit "Hey! Didnt ya hear me?? I didn't know what was going on!!" Keiko roughly poked her boyfriend's chest, "Again, not our problem! Listen and you wouldn't have to worry!!" 

Kurama was the first to put a stop to the bickering. He took a wide step twords the brick building and grabbed the glass doors handle, he opened the door and motioned for everyone fallow him inside.

So theres that. I'll write more soon. I hope its as fun to read as it was fun to write.

[drinking-coke-in-hell]

7. Syyskuuta. 2019 (2/3)

Everyone got in their own rooms. And nea started taking off Allu’s clothes.

“Sori ku lainasin.”

“Ei se mitää. Kun ei täällä niinkään noita peruskuteita tarvii.”

“Allu.. Meidän pitäs varmaan käydä suihkussa kun tota (köhköh) mun eilisilta ja ei pahal mut haiset hirveelt hielt.” Nea sais. Allu laughed and nodded.

“Jep. Mee sä vaan suihkuun. Saan hoidettua tämän mun vitun WinxClub voimilla.”

“Miten vitussa. Onks teil joku suihku taika?”

“Siis kun pystyn sytyttään itseni tuleen. Ja tuli sterilisoi pöpöt jne ja tässätapauksessa polttaa kaiken ylimääräsen mun kropalla...” Allu decided to demonstrate this trick and got up in flames. Everything that burned vanished as black ash in the air. When the flames were gone Nea started laughing her ass off, literally. Alex looked at himself and saw that he was naked.

“Vittu mä voisin joskus ajatella asiat loppuun...” Allu cursed and took fresh pair of underwear from his luggage. “Hei turpakii ja mee sinne suihkuu!” Allu couldn’t hold his own laugh.

“Haluisitko matchaavan asun Codyn kaa. Kun siis mulla ja codyllahan on antikristuksen etiketti eli me ei ees saada pukeuta, ainakaan kokouksissa, perus pukuihin. Se on pakosta musta missä on punasta ja sit edes jollain tavalla viktorian aikasta.” Allu kysyin ja meni nean kaapille #gentleman.

“No totta helvetissä. Mut nyt meen suihkuun.” Nea said. Alex kept digging thru nea’s closet that had different dresses, gowns to add to them and all from heaven to hell. Alex found a dolly black red dress and decided that it will do fine with yesterday’s other pieces, also this one covers the base of nea’s neck.

For his own wear, because of the little incident, he picked up a pretty confusing looking top and other pair of leather pants, and pretty tall creeper boots. As usual Alex tipped off his suit with small clip on chains and rings.

“Eloo!” Nea came from the bathroom, her hair had gone perfect with only blowdrying. “Älä liiku!” Alex said and run to get hairspray. He went to confused nea and started to spray on all the hair, nea couching. “Finito!”

“Aika nice. Mun pitäs viel meikata.” Nea sighed. She started putting on the dress and other’s that Alex has laid on the couch. When they were both dressed up nea took her makeup bag and turned to Alex who was standing meter away from her, bit taller than her.

“Mitäs vittua.” Nea asked seeing the tall shoes. “Pakko. Hih. Näyttää niin tyhmältä ku meen Tillin vieressä pätkänä kun se muutenki on sellane jätti. Anna mä teen sun meikin ni päästää nopeemi.” Allu said.

“Ethän sä osaa enää meikata.” Nea snorted smiling but Alex was already doing her base. The eye makeup was pretty basic, dark red around the eyes, thick blended black liner and thick mascara, and dark red lips with pretty sharp cutting contour.

“Tänään panostetaan ulkonäköön enemmän kun on nää ite palaverit.” Allu said and put some red on the corner of his eyes, same that he did on the end of last school year, inspired by ahs apocalypse.

They took last check on the mirror and Alex hooked his arm around nea’s hand who looked at him quoestoning. “Manner’s” Was his reply.

Both walked out of the room to till and cody waiting for them. Alex handed nea to cody who took her hand the same way, and himself, placed kiss on Till’s cheek. Alex and Till didn't walk käsikynkässä but nea decided to not ask about it. they were weird pair.

The four walked to the canteen, Cody and Nea first, Till and Alex behind them. Whole canteen quieted down for a moment and everyone bowed their head a bit. Nea turned to look at cody and was about to ask when she heard allus voice in her head. ”Even if quinton and such are the highest rank on a tree, in fact me and cody, the antichrist are the ones who rule here. I mean, we arent the bosses but our ideas and voice is higher than other's and if we wanted we could kill quinton and them all and be the bosses. but respect is everything. me and cody would be swimming in piss without them. they do the paperwork and not the dirty work but we do that.” Nea nodded and they got to their seats on the corner with Windows to both directions.

”There you go Mr.North, Mr.Fern, Mr. Lindemann (pieni paussi) and Mrs. Fern" The waitress says as she places breakfast trays in front of them. Nea was about to correct it but Cody patted her thight and the waitress left. ”Why did she think I'm your wife but Alex and Till were seperate?” nea Asked

”Because, Dear, they haven't seen you before and you are with me so they are told to call escorts and such by their, well person they are with.” Cody explained. Nea nodded slowly. ”But you aren't an escort dear. They just can't know.” He added.

They ate breakfast in silence and then left. They all went to Neas and Alexs room. ”We've got 30mins.” Till said, smirking at Alex.

”Oh shut it. You take 30mins to making out.” Alex scoffed. Till took a small glass bottle of some kind of whiskey and took a sip then handed it to Cody. Cody took a sip and handed it to Nea who looked at allu and then back to cody. Allu looked at cody angrily, who’s eyes seemed almost pleading.

”This once.” allu grunted. nea took the bottle and sipped it. She was handing it to Till as Alex grapped it from her and chugged the last of it. All of them stared at him eyes wide. ”What? I'm a devil bitch. I can disolve alcohol the way I want to in my guts.” Alex said. He was kinda pissed but played it cool. There was reason why he didnt drink and now there was reason he did. One, Alex didn't want to be part of the Order anymore. two, if he didn't like how the alco felt he could disolve it in his guts. three, he trusted Till to take care if something happened.

”Nea. please dont tell anyone back in finland.” Alex pleaded and threw the empty bottle to trash.

“We should get going. The earlier we are the better places we get.” Cody said, and took nea käsikynkkä. (siis mä en kestä.)

They went to conference room 3. Some people already were there. “Well cody you were wrong, some people have assigned seats.” Till said. The four started to walk to the front of the room.

There were rows of seats with tabled and on the front there were puhemiehen sellane jännä niiku pikkupöytä and on both sides of that, facing the others.

“That’s where the elite sits.” Alex said and swallowed. Anxiety kicked in, sitting there in front of about hundred people who look at you like a traitor who came back. Till placed hand on allu’s back and stroked it reasuringly.

“It’s going to be okay. Just concentrade on me and nea sitting here.” Till said and nodded to the direction of seats named for them on the front row.

“Why am I sitting here with you?” Nea asked Till. “Because you can’t be sitting with the elite but none of us want you to sit alone in the back with some (lowers voice) whores.” Till said.

“What if people think I'm your girlfriend.” Nea panicked. “That’s a silly question dear. I’ll mark you as mine and everyone coming close to you can feel youre mine.” Cody said. Nea got ready for another bite, but they could think till did that. Maybe he takes a knife and writes it on her. Cody leaned down and gave nea a deep kiss, making her feel literally owned.

“It’s not physical. It’s an aura.” He said. Nea nodded and more people started to flood in. Till and Nea took their seats, the way that nea had the side one so she didnt have to sit next to starnger. Alex breathed heavily and walked with cody to their places on the front. They didn’t sit down but stood behind the chairs.

“HEY! ISN’T THAT THE BITCH WHO WAS THROWN OUT OF THE ORDER BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO BE A MAN!?” Some man shouted. Everyone turned to look at him, fast enough to see how he flew with raging force to the wall and then out of the window. Gaspes where heard, mostly from escorts and newbies. Members know that you don’t fuck with the elite, or the antichrist. The window repaired itself and everyone turned heads to see how Alex had reacted, to find her hand stretched out, two fingers pointing to the window. Some people whispered but quit it as Alex’s eyes met theirs, some were already pale and scared. Alex put her hand down, leaning on the back of the chair, not saying anything. Nea looked at Till, who had a smirk on his face.

“EVERYONE!” Quinton shouted from the puhemiehen jakkara. Final people took their seat and quieted down, Elite still standing.

“Now we will forget that little incident here and concentrade on the reason why we are here. As some of you know, our ‘job’ is to keep world and humanity going, and repair our ways of living. But now we are at the point where action needs to be taked, or there wont be return..” Mr. Quinton talked in firm and strong voice, no microphone were needed, the acoustics of the room were good too.

“It’s safe to talk about this with people out of The Order, because they are enchanted to not be able to speak, descripe, write or anything involving sharing thing talked about in this room. (small brake) Climate change. We’ve all heard of it. Most of us have felt it, seen it. Northern europe’s climate has been unstable for years now. Winter comes even more late but stays longer. This year, we had winter coming back *five* times in time of spring. Our summer was cold, but changed to hell hot in minutes, multiple times a day. There is no control. It is like a child playing with weather machine.” People hummed in agreement, some let out gasps.

“This weekend are the starting conferences where we depate what’s our act on this and how could we stop this. Permanent damage is still done, and for good enough change, it takes a lot. At this point it is NOT enough to shut the light off in room youre not in. NOT enough to take the puplic transport. NOT enough to use electric cars, because those polute more than you think. Our seas and lakes are full of trash and shit. Our forests arent green and fresh, they are white and aluminium from the paper and cans. Our streets are not from stone and asphalt, they are a carpet of cigarette stumps and candy wrappers. Our paper collection is full of cardboard, biowaste full of plastic. We are at dead end if we do not act on this.” Quinton nodded his head and sat down as aplodes and some ‘wohoo!’s were thrown. The elite has sat down, but cody and Alex walked on front of the puhemiehen jakkara. It was quiet again.

“Some of you might understand how bad the situtation is that even i am asked back to the elite. (naurahdus) I’ve been in my private life monitoring everything going on with nature and climate. Haven’t looked good in europe. My brother here, Mr. Fern has been looking in this on American and australian continent.” Alex said, stepping bit to the side, showing it’s cody’s turn to speak.

“Yes. Australia is always been known as hottest continent of them all, we spend our christmas swimming in the ocean. Lately, the heat has been even higher, but sometimes eye-catchingly low. America and Asia has been seeing a lot of tornados, or otherwise unnormally windy days.” Cody said. He got applauses. They went to sit and Till looked at Alex with somewhat sad smile.

‘rather be without the attention. Negative or positive or fake’ Alex said in Till’s AND neas and codys head. The conference kept going. Elite members spoke about their research, they didn’t rise from their seat tho. After it was over, and main theme was run thru Quinto went to the front and announced that we will have a 15 minute break, then elite and members will meat without companions.

“What will I do?” Was nea’s first question as they got to al’s and nea’s room’s balcony, all four. Everyone took a smoke but Alex stayed without, he had stopped vaping too.

“I can introduce you to a nice young girlfrien, like actaual lover, of my friend.” Cody said. “You two should discudd fashion and makeup, shes into those like you. Grab a coffee and so on.”

“Okay.” Nea said. Cody took his phone out and called his friend telling the situtation. He could hear the girl beaming at the other end. “Yeah meet us in front of the conference room in few. Yeah thanks bye.”

“You’ve got a date!” Till joked and got playfully slapped by nea. They got out of the room and Alex seemed worried all the way to the room.

“Hiii Cody so nice to see you like this.” A young woman with a side-cut and pretty punkish style said and hugged him. “Same to you, Sindy.”

“So this is nea?” She asked happily as she looked at nea. Nea nodded and they changed names. “I came with All-Alex here. I’m not he-his companion or nothing just friends.” Nea stammered. Sindy took a glaze at Alex and had a mixed look of disgust and shaming on her face, but turned back to nea smiling. “That’s so nice of *her*. I bet you’ll love it here!”

“Don’t trust what she says about Alex okay. She is amazing but some people cant get over things.” Cody whispered to nea and gave her a quick kiss. Alex looked away, kind of trying to leave out of the group but John saved it, going to Alex and greeting him happily, giving a hug. John and sindy changed a kiss and us men left to the room.

“Okay! What you wanna do first?” Sindy asked. “Maybe a coffee? But i have to get my purse from my room first.”

“Oh no honey youdont have to, they give us everything for free, Order pays.” Sindy said, taking nea’s hand and seeing their way to the coffee place on the top floor. They ordered special coffees and went to sit down to the outside balcony with mesmeraising view. They get to know each other. Sindy’s face seemed to flinch everytime nea mentioned Alex, but she decided not to ask.

“So... How do you feel about this all? Like how Alex just came to you and used some demonic power on you?” Sindy asked, secretly hoping to get something to spread a bad word.

“Well.. I got spooked a bit to be honest. But then again it was pretty cool. It happened fast but with good night’s sleep i feel like i got thru it. It’s kinda weird all this luxury and etiguette but i kinda like it. I wa slike S H O O K when i saw cody here and alex told that it was like in ahs. I think i died for a moment when he kissed my hand and all that flattering stuff. Do you mind if I smoke?”

“No I dont, John’s a smoker too. But I get you at the ccody oart. He is charming. I actually met john thru him. I’m a makeup artist on tv industry and as cody being a fashion hoe he is we turned out to be very good friends.” Sindy said. They starter talking about makeup, fashion, girly things, boys, best coffee places, everything between heaven and hell.

“You’re so lucky to get liked by the antichrist. Like we did have two of them as higher chanches but when cody became the only one it’s kinda been a sea of whispers within us girls. I feel like it’s a bigger thing for us humans, as all that power reveals to us as so unbeliveable, when the demon gurls already know that shit.” Sindy laughed. Nea’s phone buzzed and it was text from cody, the meeting was over.

“Wow, two hours passed like a train.” Nea said as they started to get going from the caffee. ‘Meet in your room, Alex is at Till’s 😉' Was a new text from cody. Nea showed it to Sindy.

“Ooohh.. You gotta get some! (laughing) Alex and Till is a weird thing tho. What’s with them?” Sindy said, asked nea as they were walking to the hallway of their rooms, damn big place it was.

“No idea. They seem pretty close but then again, it seems like they have much disagreements. And that chain thing. Last spring me and Alex had this joke where he had a long chain and wore it just like that on his neck and we joked that he is my dog, only within friend group tho.” Nea said laughing.

“She can be a weirdo sometimes. But like when you look at Till holding Alex in a chain it just so ruins this ‘Alex North the antichrist’ thing. Like if she is so powerfull and able to rule everything and everyone how is some basic demon, who is powerful tho, hold her under spell like submission.” Sindy said, it wasnt hateful kind of voice but more likely gossiping voice.

“Yeah, been thinking the same. But sometimes Alex seems to correct Till’s doings with strong hand.” Nea laughs, before sindy could have said anything else their boyfriends came to hug them. Cody took nea in his arms, and so did john to sindy. Alex and Till where nowhere to be seen. They all said byes and seperated to their rooms. Cody kept kissing nea who stopped him for a moment.

“What did you mean by beliving in what sindy said about Alex?” Nea asked, thurthfuly curious. They sat to the sofa.

“Well... I’m not sure if Alex showed you this story in the class but.. There’s two antichrist for a reason, on man and one woman. Historical books say that those two spawns of satan are to be united and give birth to a baby woth power of them both, and that baby is to be allmighty of earth heaven and hell. But.. Times have changed and our reason is not to rule the world as bad and sadistic beings anymore, it is not much about satan and blood. So being here on the new age, around mid 2000’s Alex had been very womanish, just like you right now (wink), but as a person and single minded he is, felt that he is wrong body. In that time our people still went with the runic writing, and the oder was just made, still in mind to have that almighty who would be the order himself. When Alex gave up the dresses and winged eyeliners people started to be worried how is the plan going. And just to add, there never was anything romantic with me and alex, it was one reason why i didn’t give a shit on his gender change, but helped him. The old war and hitman stuff hevied on his shoulder and he lost his sanity alltogether. He went back to cia, fbi whatever and offered to kill masses again. The people there used his power for their advantage and let him kill with bare hands, no need to snap fingers and lick the blood on the shoes as there was no chance he would die from too slow action. When the elite got to know that, Alex was ripped back and tortured for what he had done, used his power wrong, on eof the worst sins. When fbicia wanted him back, the elite took his physical soul (?????) and gave him anither body, as punishment, a girl, that you knew as Aino. He grew up without remembering anything of this, but bit by bit in the last 2 years the memories came back. Rembering the reason he was thrown out, he didnt want back by any chance. At the start of this summer, so happened anyway, because as he joked, the situtation is that bad.” Cody finished his story time. Took a glass of water that was on the table.

Nea didn't say anything. she processed it all. what the fuxk. my life is a lie.

[whoreable-chaos]

You promise breaking shit

WELP my Zach messaged me today and guess what!!??

Guess who broke another promise. Jason showed Colby, OF COURSE THEYRE TALKING. Of course I send him a picture of Zachs busted face because I thought it would make his day only after making him promise not to breathe about it to a soul, he shows her, Zach fucking ex btw who still talks to him. He broke the promise to me because he wanted to make her day.

I instantly went off, told him he will never change, we all know thats his trigger, being told he wont change. Well buddy do something different for once. This happened way back when you promised to pick me up first when you got your license and guess who you picked up?? Jenna.

Told ME to take the drama elsewhere, buddy you created the fucking drama.

"Happened to be hanging out with Colby" BITCH

The fact that this dialogue happened after is outrageous.

"I'm not doing this with you. We're nothing. Please keep to yourself. Bye.

Not responding to anything else you say and if you blow up my phone I'll block you. What I do in my personal life is kept to me, I don't go digging or asking about yours because I don't give a shit what you do with your time.

So dont give a shit about mine. We're ex boyfriend and girlfriend, I'll do what I want.

Bye tj

Tell Zach I said hi and fuck him.

Fucking loser.

And stop flexing like you haven't been seeing someone for the last 5 weeks. Fu

Leave me alone Taylor."

[daddyfollowshisheart]

hey so my daddy told me about a month ago he has a girlfriend (we're ldr) and i'm fine with it cause we're poly but last friday he told me he was going to spend the night over at his girlfriend's so maybe he wont be able to talk for a few days until monday and i said okay thats fine and i haven't had any news from him since then and i think his girlfriend doesn't know about me even though he said he told her and she was fine with it and i dont know what to do

To be honest all your going to do is get yourself really hurt. He's not going to keep both of you and if the other girl doesn't know and finds out it will be bad so it's best to be in a relationship where everyone knows what's going on

[snowflake-angel-blog]

Massive Rant Ahead!

Rant ahead

Because I can't rant anywhere else

Why do people have to be so two faced and Damn childish? Why can't they just talk like adults instead of blocking and ignoring without a word and then try and stir a load of shit when you do try to contact them with things that concern them.

I'm sorry but next time tell me you want to just walk away and have nothing to do with us instead of saying you want to be friends and then blocking us.

We were worried sick something had happened to you because as far as we knew no one could contact you.

And you know what, if you want to try and make out we at the bad guys and get us in a load of trouble then sure keep going on telling the lies and bullshit because you know what, anyone who knows me will know I will always be honest.

So you watch ad your lies come undone. You want to know why? Because you aren't the victim you are trying to make out you are.

You screamed, shouted, and hit out. Your girlfriend was lazy and using and didnt do anything to help out and I wonder what she would say if she knew you called her lazy, if she knew all your do workers told you that they dont like her. What would she say if she knew what her uncle had said to you about her when you two were alone in the car? And lets not started in all the other stuff you have said about her and other people.

But notice something, unlike you two, if not done the childish thing and blocked you, I've not gone naming names or tried to stir trouble, I've not gone spouting lies or blowing things out of proportion and I sure as hell haven't given only one side to a story.

As for your injuries, why dont you just tell the truth about them, because if I'm asked, I promise you, I will be honest in my answers as to where they came from and how they happened.

Next time, be an adult and be civil, not the child you have been trying to shit stir like in a school playground.

----

Now that is off my chest, no I wont nan names, no I won't give details, I just need to get this out there. If you know what this is about and you want to know what is going on, you can ask but I wont promise answers because I'm just looking to move on, we both are.

However if you know who this is about and decide to go showing this to them, then you will be being every bit as childish as they are because this is a vent, not an attempt to stir up more crap. This is just a way to get it off my chest so I don't do idiotic things, so I can get it off my chest so I can move on, so it doesn't just fester away inside.

[barnesandrogersfanfics]

Ocean Eyes - Part 3

A/N - Just a small update, im sorry if its bad but it was written after 2hrs sleep! 😂💕💕

It was finally Friday! I had finished my shift at the coffee shop and collected Mason from preschool. He was telling me all about his day happily chatting away as i drove us home, It was only a ten minute drive from the preschool so we were soon parking up out front.

"So what do you want for dinner tonight bud?" I asked as we walked from the car to the front door.

"Pizza!!"

"Pizza? Really?"

"Pleaseeee mom?"

"Fine!" I chuckled shaking my head at how happy he looked, the boy loved his pizza, and how could i say no to that face!

"Hey neighbours!"

I rolled my eyes and internally cursed at the voice of my next door neighbour Brian. The guy honestly creeped me out, Hannah was convinced he had a thing for me, the thought alone made my stomach turn!

"Hey Brian" i gave him tight lipped smile to be polite but carried on toward the house, i just wanted to get me and Mason inside.

"How are my favourite neighbours?"

"We're fine, thank you"

"So um...Y/N, a few of us are getting together tomorrow for a BBQ.... you and Mason should come"

"Sorry Brian, we have plans with some friends tomorrow" i lied, there was no way in hell i'd accept an invitation from him.

"Oh ok, no problem. Maybe some other time...?"

"I gotta get inside and sort out dinner, Mason's hungry. Have a nice time at your BBQ" i said quickly as i unlocked the door getting Mason inside first, i rushed in behind him huffing out a sigh of relief that i was away from Brian.

Mason was sitting down on the sofa watching a show about space and eating some fruit while i cleaned up a little in the living room and kitchen, i was running late this morning so didn't have time to do it until now. I had decided i'd order the pizza around 5pm being as Mason tended to stay up later on a Friday night. Just as i was finishing up in the kitchen my cell started ringing, i already knew it would be Hannah she called around this time most days.

"Hey"

"Hey, so im thinking we need to go out"

"Okayyyy random" i chuckled wiping down the counter and tossing the dishcloth on the side "why?"

"Because we both need to find a man!

Y/N we deserve some fun!"

"Things with Damien didnt work out i take it?"

"No, his a jackass! Come on please? Next week?? My mom already said she'd watch the boys"

"I don't know Han, you know i don't really date....i definitely don't hook up"

"But maybe you'll meet someone nice who you can get to know and eventually it could lead to something.... you dont have to hook up with anyone. We just need a girls night out, a night where we're just Y/N and Hannah and not mom"

"Can i think about it?"

"Sure! As long as your answer is YES!"

She said loudly making us both laugh.

"Fine! I'll go out if it makes you happy"

"Oh my god we're gonna have so much fun!!"

"I don't know about that! The last time we went out drinking together we were in a bar fight because you made out with some girls boyfriend!"

"Haha good times! How was i to know he had a girlfriend?"

"Your trouble Han" i shook my head thinking back at how wild she was before becoming a mom. We soon said our goodbyes and i went to join Mason on the sofa while i ordered our pizza.

Just as i was about to lock my phone once i was done i noticed the little notification on my messages indicating that i had a new message.

Unknown: Hey Y/N, its Chris.

Can we talk?

Y/N: About what??

Chris: I was hoping maybe we could talk in person....

Y/N: I don't think thats a good idea Chris.

Chris: oh.... well this is kinda awkward.... im outside

Are you fucking kidding me?!!

I said loudly in my head as i got up and went over to the window. There he was sitting in his car parked behind mine on the drive looking down at the phone in his hands, probably waiting for my reply.

"Mace? Im just going out to the car bud i wont be long okay?"

"Uh huh" he replied without even looking away from the TV.

As soon as i opened the front door Chris's car door opened and he got out quickly giving me a nervous smile.

"Thank you for coming to talk to me"

"What are you doing here Chris?" I asked as i looked through the front window making sure i could keep an eye on Mason.

"I wanted to apologise, for how i treated you, how i ended what we had.... i know i was a huge asshole. I just want you to know that im nothing like that guy anymore...."

"Thats great Chris, really. Because that guy was a careless, selfish son of a bitch"

"I know" he nodded sadly "i wish i could go back and make better choices. Take back the things i said to you.... Y/N the biggest regret of my life is that i lost you. You were my best friend.... my wife...." he shook his head "i didn't know what i had until you were gone"

"You couldn't have missed me that much" i scoffed "its taken you almost 6 years to come see me, i haven't heard from you once in all that time"

"I was ashamed of myself"

"Ok" i nodded "well thanks for coming by to clear that up but i have to go..."

"Scott told me" Chris called from behind me as i headed back inside "about Mason" he added, i froze on the spot feeling my heart start to race at hearing those words.

"He what??!" I spun around to face him with wide eyes, i was internally cursing Scott to hell!

He told Chris about Mason???

"He told me he came to see you, found out you have a son...."

"what is it with you two just showing up at my house unannounced and uninvited??"

"I knew if i asked to come see you you'd say no"

"You're right i would. It doesn't change anything just because you know about Mason"

"I know i just...." he shook his head as he searched for the right thing to say.

"You don't need to feel guilty, like you have to be here now you know, we've managed fine without you for this long"

"What?.... what do you mean by that?"

He asked taking a few steps towards me, it was at that moment i realised he didn't know Mason was his son.... shit!

"Y/N.... is Mason my son??" Chris asked as his chest heaved from how heavy he was suddenly breathing as he processed this new information.

"I thought... you... you said Scott told you all about Mason...."

As if on cue the front door opened and Mason appeared holding my ringing cell phone. I heard a gasp escape Chris's mouth as he looked down at Mason, at the little boy who was a spitting image of him.

"Mom your phone keeps ringing" he said holding my cell phone out to me.

"Thank you baby" i quickly looked to see it was my mom calling and sent it to voicemail, i'd call her later.

"You wanna come inside? I guess we need to talk" i said looking back at Chris who was stood with tears in his eyes, he nodded quickly not taking his eyes off of Mason and followed us inside.

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