#i just dont care anymore

[slushed-puppy]

This is going to be my last year so fuck it I'm doing everything and anything I want

[trendfag]

i dont think i want to watch this episode actually

[peaches-bee]

Does anything bad really happen if we don't block the spam bots?

[whatifwekilledgodandwebothgirls]

When you hear his name in the wild and it doesnt hurt that when you know youve healed . This is about me not being exited about pride month now that im not a lesbian

[mostweakhamlets]

Besties help all of a sudden I just got super apathetic towards going back to school and am bullshitting my application essay something went wrong in my head

[deaddovestellnotales]

so what if i design my entire appartment into a tragic end boss lair with the plot twist i cant do shit because while i have completely given up on anything, im also not cool

[atomicfunnightmare]

You know what depression really looks like?

I know something is wrong with my health, with my body

I feel bad most of the time

Everything hurts

And I dont even mean that in a "mentally ill" way

I mean there is definitely something wrong with my health

But I just don't care

I don't want to get help

I just want to stay in my room, in my bed and rot away until there's nothing left

[gardenlilgnome]

I stopped taking my meds and seeing how far back my session was pushed just made me lose all hope. I don't want the hrt anymore either. It's all so worthless in the end, knowing that I'm on the brink of killing myself.

[the-tzimisce]

I'm sorry. I haven't been blogging this adequately. I could have seen so many more Franz-Josefs in my stay here if my ankle was normal and if it hadn't occurred to me that life is already over and I'm just waiting til they let me stop breathing

[irascible-iridescent]

I hate it when ppl are like check out this song! And its on Spotify. I CAN'T. Its literally forbidden in my country and I won't turn on my vpn just for one song sorry

[keferon]

..so. I guess I can do these in 3D now haha

[butterflypistolking]

the literal minute i get more money hopefully on friday i'm buying more alcohol i'm sick of this being an occasional week thing

[ptsdpup]

thinking abt moving in wiht just about anyone at this point. ill never get better while im stuck here and thinking i might is a fucking pipe dream

[mostweakhamlets]

Besties help all of a sudden I just got super apathetic towards going back to school and am bullshitting my application essay something went wrong in my head

[xieliancore]

first drawing of 2024 ✨️

[splitposting2501]

I Don’t Want To Die, but what reward is there for living anymore?

Capitalism really be driving me back to drug use, if only to feel SOME CATHARSIS that is just... totally absent modern life for the vast majority of people. Fuck man I need some shit. I don’t want to die, but living is so so painful now. I coouldn’t even get out of the apartment today; what makes me think I’ll be able to ever hold a real job? I want the suffering to end. Maybe my kratom will make me feel better, just for a few minutes, because dear GOD am I in pain, and i don’t just mean physically.