#i just want to have fun

[mistercroissant]

Not my usual art that i always post but i just want to have fun:)

[antigerrymanderingspiderman]

i’m booooooooooooaaaarrrrrd of this

[bihansthot]

I’m feeling very frustrated and overwhelmed lately and might just stop writing requests all together, hell I might stop writing period. I don’t know. I just want to have fun and talk to people and make friends and reblog art and smut, I don’t want the pressure of creating anymore. I’m terrified though that no one will want to be my friend though if I’m not contributing so I don’t know what to do. 🙃

[rafescurtainbangz]

anon hate sucks dude.

[lady-death-guard]

Nurgle is cringe.

welp, looks like I'm not the only one who gets this type of response

[wheelybard]

I want to be excited by media again. It seems as though we as a culture are so used to be mid about media. It just feels like being excited about something will Circle back into being cringe because we are not being critical about something. I don’t want to be critical about everything I want to have fun yes even if I get older. I want to go wow about media I don’t care if people hate  culture nowadays i’m going to be excited for things. It just feels weird because people seem to be critical of everything they see.

I sometimes have to take my brain off and have fun. I just want to be fun again! I feel the Internet culture has made us dissect every facet of media and while I understand the need to take things seriously where is the sense of fun.

It’s always like I like it it was fun and then people ask why. You don’t need to ask why you think something is fun. If you find something fun it’s fun. I just want to know where that mentality went away.

[daddywarbats]

I really want to draw Batfam stuff again but tbh some of the comments I see people leave on other artist’s stuff serve as a pretty telling temperature gauge for Toxic Behavior Afoot and that does give me cause for pause in a major way.

[bloodgulchblog]

fighting for my life to engage with my hobbies after work aside:

i'm excited and optimistic about halo future maybe? and it's so nice to know there are so many other earnest nerds who care about it.

[qwingfish]

I debated posting this for like 5 days but- ouch, every time i load up this app i think about it haha so here goes Please don't say my art of "cringy" topics is redeemable because it's good art, especially not directly on my posts 🙃 I read every single tag and comment and reply on my posts because it makes me feel very happy to know my art is bringing some joy to the people who see it, but when you say stuff like "I hate this stupid show! #but i guess your art is okay" that really hurts my feelings and makes me not want to post about the things i enjoy at all. I know its everyone's favorite thing to shit on Skibidi Toilet right now- but I happen to really love it, like, a lot! I also happen to be literally the only person making content of this subject the way I'm doing it- so... like.... i see what you say when you vague about me :'') please stop being mean to people online... if you don't like what i post- just don't interact. Thanks😔

[starstruckxstray]

Ooc: hoping to do something tonight. Once I get off puppy watch.

Im really tired though.

[luukka]

Is wanting to draw and post Strawberry Shortcake fanart too much to ask ??

[grosslyoversimplifiedpolitics]

[ID: I just want to have fun]

[helicrazy]

{{ When you want to follow more ppl yet you’re just hmmm about it

Then there’s wanting to interact with the amazing muses and ppl but your anxiety is all ahahah no. 

[whitebalverines]

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[somethingabouttrees]

This is a Fortnite Chapter 5 rant. Please ignore

But they’ve ruined this fucking game. When they brought og back for a bit I thought it meant epics developers were listening to its playerbase finally. I had fun. Enough fun that I put money into the game for the next battle pass, thinking the next season would continue to bring in changes and new features that the players were asking for. Rather, I’m now trapped playing a game that makes me miserable because I can’t afford to put any amount of money into a game and then just not play it.

They essentially created an entirely new game and using Fortnite’s existing player base to “prove” to themselves the changes are successful. They added actual ai hordes, minibosses, in battle currency, a crafting system, and fishing* (for some reason). They entirely overhauled their guns, movement mechanics, ranking system**, and entire map. Outside of character customization and the battle bus, the basics of Fortnite aren’t there anymore. It’s an insult to the players to continue calling this the same game, especially since some retcons have already been announced.

The playerbase is also in rapid decline, but it’s not immediately noticeable without playing the game yourself. Technically the number of players has not changed, but if you play the game you can notice how many “players” are actually bots trying to emulate actual players. The skill gap between these bots and people is also insane, making it incredibly obvious that the bot count is growing every day despite the claim that the number of people hasn’t gone down a noticeable percentage.

And every day that skill gap grows as casual players continue to leave the game for several reasons…

*As cool as the fishing mechanic is in theory, it’s unusable as other players kill you on sight faster that you can switch from the fishing rod to a gun. Most fishing points are at the bottom of valleys or on a lake at the bottom of essentially a bowl, so you aren’t likely to even notice a player aiming at you until you’re dead and staring at your “queue for next match” screen. You also have to drop a weapon to open a slot for the pole, so unless you’re willing to risk being down a weapon in one of the most vulnerable areas in game, it’s an unusable feature.

**The ranking system is now based on wins and how far you make it in each sessions rankings. Top 10 to top 5 is the ultimate goal, outside of being crowned victor each match. Since the amount of kills you get or damage done to other players now has little effect on how to rank up, people are adopting a much more frustrating and try hard camping approach to each game. Those who can’t compete with camping sweats in ranked are now taking the same playstyle into non ranked lobbies and eliminating anyone who is trying to play casually, ruining the experience almost entirely when combined with every other change they made to preexisting mechanic. So, the casual player base continues to lose numbers as we wait for epic to ultimately go back on their changes or bring the og back again (which they have announced will happen next year, but still no word if they’re gonna make it a permanent game mode or not)

Honestly, I could keep going about how much I despise this new season. It’s awful and almost entirely irredeemable in my eyes. To make matters worse, so many players who haven’t already openly dropped it refuse to acknowledge it’s many flaws outside of the new movement, which isn’t actually any slower it just looks slower because they smoothed out the animations. However, they’ll come up with excuses not to play when offered. It’s just all so frustrating.

[dteamain]

why does everyone hate you so much? there's a lot i disagree with you on but that just seems normal to me.

i really want to know what I did like maybe i can fix it 😭

like maybe dream was right about needing to reach out and clear up any misunderstandings