#i just. love how much work they're having to do in order to extract an ounce of virtue from sami zayn

[foe-wrestling]

the cinnamon tography..............

[avocado-writing]

Hello and thank you for opening your requests! I always check on your blog before starting the day(and at the end of the day) ;) :D Would you write Aziraphale x reader dry humping fic (they're stuck in a closet unintentionally, literally pressed together, add to it existing sexual tension between them and you get some steamy clothing appreciation hehehe)

notes: a sequel to this! felt too perfect not to be a follow-up. no mentions of claustrophobia in this fic!

pairing: aziraphale x reader

rating: E, minors dni

The two of you may be seeing each other, but you still end up in the storeroom a lot. 

Aziraphale’s had a big order come in. You’re helping unload your post van, arms piled high with parcels which you’re depositing wherever there’s space - a task which is getting more and more difficult. 

“Aziraphale, where did you find all these?” you ask, placing a box as carefully as you can onto the top of what is quickly becoming a structurally unsound pile. 

“Sale, my darling. You opened my eyes to the wonders of online shopping,” he says, beaming. You flush a little. You’re still getting used to him calling you darling. You love the way it sounds when it’s from his mouth meant for your ears.

Aziraphale pulls you in for a kiss when your hands are free. You alight them on his plush hips and open your mouth a little to accept what he offers. You will never get tired of kissing him, never, never. 

The door swings shut of its own volition and you allow yourself to be a little more forward. You run your hands along his back before taking a decent handful of arse and squeezing. You feel him smile against your mouth. 

“You, my dear, will drive me to sin.”

“Oh, I do hope so.”

The sound of the shop door opening makes both of you still. At once the two of you turn towards the door. 

“Hello? Mr Fell?”

Aziraphale looks confused. You’re not a stranger to the residents of this street so you mouth: ‘Mr Brown?’ The bookseller rolls his eyes and nods in agreement. 

Slowly and silently, he clicks the lock on the door closed. There’s an inside one now, installed after your last unfortunate - or not so unfortunate? - incident. You have to smother your laugh with a hand to your mouth, and Aziraphale helps you with another kiss. 

You’re suddenly aware of how close the two of you are. Legs interlocked, thighs pressing to each other’s sexes over clothes.

He’s clocked it too because when you look up, his eyes are wide. You’re aware of just how thick and warm he is all of a sudden. It’s… exhilarating. 

And just as you go to extract yourself from the position, he presses up into you. 

Another kiss to muffle. You clutch at his collar, his jacket - fuck, even his bloody bow tie to try and show him how much you’re fine with what’s about to happen. Because as he drags the width of his leg along you, there will only be one outcome. 

“Mr Fell, your shop was left open. Are you about?”

Mr Brown begins to pace the room outside. Pressed together, chest to chest and lip to lip, Aziraphale begins rutting dryly against you. It doesn’t take long for you to feel his heavenly cock harden in his trousers and your sex begins to respond in kind. 

“I just wanted to talk to you about planning permission for the street.”

He’s near the storeroom now. If you’re too loud he’ll hear. Instead you bite down on the meat of Aziraphale’s neck to quiet yourself, clamping a hand over his mouth to make sure he doesn’t cry out in pleasure. Aziraphale quickens his pace. He knows what he needs, what you both need, and he’ll get you there. He presses the plain of his palm to the apex of your legs too, to help you along a little more, just a bit more, so close —

You come in your pants like a teenager. Judging from the hitch in his breath, you’re certain Aziraphale has as well. He fucks through the aftershocks against your leg, both of you slumping against each other in exhaustion. 

“I’ll come back later then,” Mr Brown sighs, clearly believing the shop to be empty. The ruse worked. When you hear the sound of the bell going to prove he’s gone, the two of you collapse into giggles. 

“You, Mr Fell, are more of a risk taker than I thought.”

After all that time trying to convince you to call him by his first name, Aziraphale decides he doesn’t actually mind hearing you address him that way… in the right place, of course. 

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[fallenwhumpee]

Heyyy so I've got 2 prompts in my head, neither is really whump but like hey.

1. Two friends on opposite sides of a fight. Like born to be friemds forced to be enemies. So like the 'good' friend manages to capture the 'bad' friend and has orders from his higher ups to torture him and he really doesn't want to so like they talk, the captured guy does still get pretty beat up cuz like he gets it, until his team comes in to save him. And they're lile lets catch up soon, k? Like i wanna explore the emotional side of this cuz like forced by duty.

2. Second in command plays into bait willingly but the team doesn't know that and thinks they were being reckless but it was all planned. His leader was down, along with his sister like figure, and their second main fighter was busy protecting them so he buys time by letting the enemy capture him and have their way with him. Anything can work, drugging, sedation, restraints (pretty please), injuries, whatever you heart pleases.

Ps. How have you been? Enjoy your time off <3

~🐈‍⬛💜

Im well, just looking for ways to be productive here too while slowly getting my works done.

Both are amazing prompts anon! Please have my try for the first one <3

Loyalty

• Masterlist •

Warnings: Mentioned torture, nosebleed, self-sacrifice.

Right Hand was shaking as they walked down the narrow stairs, their boss following right after them. They knew in that they were starting to seem off. They had to prove that they were loyal again. It was also the truth and what they wanted. They needed their team, and they needed to be in this side of the conflict.

But more than that, they loved their former captain, and now it was threatening their loyalty to their team.

What hurt them the most was that Whumpee didn't need to be their enemy. They were playing the necessary evil, and it was the agency's doing. Whumpee was once again paying the price for the flow of things.

Right Hand stumbled, their boss catching them from their collar to prevent them from falling.

"Your mind is somewhere else," Boss commented. "It's not like you. But you should get yourself together before we get to the cell. We wouldn't want a bad impression."

"Yessir," Right Hand answered automatically.

"I can trust you down here, can't I?"

"You can, and you should, sir. I don't think I've ever betrayed to your trust," Right Hand pulled themselves together.

"You did not. But I knew you had an unfortunate history."

Unfortunate, they held back a bitter chuckle. Unfortunate for Whumpee. They were stripped of their rank and team and pit into a position they didn't wish for. Just like Right Hand, only remained one from the former team, thrown into the opposite position. Right Hand could be considered even lucky. At least they weren't shouldering more than they could.

They walked in silence, their steps synchronised as if they had been at each other's side for years. It was wrong because Right Hand's place was Whumpee's side. Being like this was foreign and just... wrong.

Right Hand stopped when Boss put a hand to their shoulder. They slowly raised their gaze and met with Whumpee. They had to hold their breath, not to gasp at the sight of Whumpee's still form hanging from the ceiling by arms, hair damp and sticking to their sweaty pale skin as blood slowly dripped down from their nose.

"Extract as much information as you can before their minions find this place," Boss said to their ear. Right Hand nodded, again a fixed response to orders.

"I will come back to see your progress, but I should report something first. Have fun," Boss chirped before leaving. The tone froze Right Hand, causing their stomach to flip.

"Finally a familiar face," Whumpee whispered. The voice Right Hand once received orders that could make one tremble was now reduced to a weak croak. "The agency must've made a good cleanup."

"How can you be so calm?!" Right Hand snapped. They got into the cell quickly, releasing Whumpee's arms. They had to catch Whumpee from falling like a rag doll, the weight their arms support a lot less than they expected.

"It's good to see you too. But I wish it had been in better circumstances," Whumpee smiled as they held their nose, moving a little to lean back to the wall of the cell. They looked Right Hand with so much affection that Right Hand had to suppress their anger.

"I really don't know how anyone didn't notice yet," Right Hand kneeled next to them, their eyes asking for permission to check Whumpee. "You're not really subtle with your stubbornness to do the bare minimum to look bad or make your minions mess up the plans purposefully."

Whumpee shrugged. "I'm too busy to run a monopoly over the resources to be evil," they said with a fake offended voice. Then they chuckled slightly, trying their best to give an assuring smile.

Right Hand searched for any injuries, but it seemed that no one took a risk by leaving Whumpee to bleed. Right Hand was grateful for it, but the bruises and scars were worrying, along with the thought of what could be under the heavy bandages on Whumpee's torso and legs.

"I can't do what they wish from me," Right Hand confessed without dragging it any further. "I can't... I can't do what they did."

"But you'll have to, sooner or later. Don't feel bad about it. I know you don't... mean it," Whumpee answered, reaching to Right Hand's hand. Both of their hands were hard and calloused, causing the other's to itch a little, but it didn't matter. What mattered was Right Hand had to torture Whumpee.

"Leader," they whispered, their mouth having a bitter taste as they voice the name now buried into classified filed. Right Hand didn't have the strength to ask for forgiveness, and Whumpee's real name between their lips was the only way they could beg for it.

"Don't," Whumpee almsot choked out. "Don't do this to both of us. Don't think me as... as what I am."

As what I am.

Whumpee was still the same person under this disguise, and it was making Right Hand's work impossible. Because Right Hand's loyalty first belonged to Whumpee, and Whumpee truly did nothing to betray that trust.

"One would think we are the bad guys here," they chuckled bitterly, the hypocrisy of the whole situation catching up on them.

"Nothing is inheritly good or inheritly bad. At least what you do has more benefits," Whumpee reminded. Right Hand's shoulders tensed, slowly accepting the inevitable outcome.

"When will you stop sacrificing yourself?" Right Hand asked instead. They heard the distant sound of door opening. Whumpee must have heard, too, because they got to a kneeling position, head down as they pushed their nose harshly, making it bleed again.

It took Right Hand's all will not to react to that.

"I see talking didn't went well," Boss opened the cell door, leaning on the frame. "Please continue with what you were doing."

"Please obey your master little puppet," Whumpee mocked. Right Hand sighed, the tired sound easily could be mistaken as frustration. They caught Whumpee from their collar, slamming them to the wall. Whumpee went limb for a second but collected themselves a little as Right Hand let them stand on their feet, their eyes finding Boss.

Right Hand had never seen Whumpee look this arrogant before.

And Whumpee laughed. Boss pushed Right Hand aside and took Whumpee themselves, throwing the unmoving body to the opposite wall. Right Hand had to hold back a yelp as Whumpee cried with the impact.

"I would make you regret your every action, your betrayal, if so many villains weren't trying to save you or kill you themselves as we speak," Boss snarled. "But I guess I should now settle for your former underling torturing you after you already gone a round by professionals."

"You will be my neighbour in hell," Whumpee smirked.

Right Hand's mind immediately translated, I will see you later.

Boss motioned them to leave, so obeyed. By the time Rught Hand's team got out, a small group of villains were coming towards the hideout.

[jessepinwheel]

Oooh. About your parasitic extraction au? How do force sensitives live in the Mandalorian empire? Like you said conscripted, do they have a bastardization of Jedi culture? Are they enslaved? What is it like? Do canon characters live in the empire or in the Jedi Order in hiding? (I'm thinking Mace Windu, Depa Billiba, Plo Koon, and Ahsoka Tano mainly.) Also! Do other clones exist? Mainly the CCs. Wolffe, Fox and Bly lol

the mandalorian empire love having force sensitive warriors because they're extra strong and have superhuman reflexes so they do everything they can to get their hands on as many of them as they can

general practice is for young force sensitives to be 'adopted' by high-ranking mandalorian clans for training. if they're born into a less prominent mandalorian clan, maybe they can train their kid themself or they can surrender the kid. if the family is not a mandalorian family (e.g., one of the occupied worlds) they're supposed to surrender their force-sensitive child for training and this is considered an honorable thing to do. if they don't want to do that and try to get their child to the jedi order instead to save them from being conscripted for basically the rest of their life then usually their whole family gets killed and the child gets sent to a mandalorian clan as above (this happened to ahsoka and she hates the rebellion because she blames them for her family's death)

mandalorian jedi all wear collars which cannot be removed, and the collar denotes their rank. each mandalorian jedi is also assigned to a handler who is supposed to act as support and also is supposed to kill their jedi if they go off the rails (drink too much dark juice from all the murder and start killing everyone). a mandalorian's jedi armor specifically has an undefended back for this purpose. they're not *technically* enslaved because this is considered an honorable position and they get a lot of privileges but like. read between the lines here.

mandalorian jedi are basically all trained in combat and not so much in the psychic philosophical spiritual stuff because the mandalorians think that 'don't kill people' thing is for chumps and they burned down most of the jedi temple's libraries. they just don't know how to do the psychic stuff and most of the psychic stuff doesn't work very well when you don't teach them emotional regulation first. like a trial for all mandalorian jedi is that they get their kyber crystal and they're not promoted until they've killed enough people that it turns red. if that puts things into perspective.

anyways, the old jedi order is in hiding across the galaxy. they wear normal clothes and they got rid of the padawan braid because they don't want to be murdered on sight. instead of the braid, they use a set of prayer beads, which they carve and add beads to as they go through trials and visit different worlds, partially because prayer beads are really easy to dispose of in a hurry. they do have a base in dagobah though where they take care of and teach the youngest force sensitives.

re: who's who, there are a lot of canon characters on both sides. obi-wan, obviously, is one of the traditional jedi. he was mace's padawan when he got captured by jango. depa, plo koon, jocasta, yoda, and maul are all traditional jedi. obviously there are more, but those are the ones who get mentioned by name.

on the mandalorian side, we have ahsoka (whose handler is padme), anakin (whose handler was rex), qui-gon (who is dead), ventress (whose handler is isabet reau), dooku (whose handler is myles), quinlan (who is a spy trying to infiltrate the jedi order), also aayla and vokara che who kind of just briefly show up

the other clones mostly don't exist. I say mostly because when jango put in a clone order for two sons, kamino made three in case one of them didn't make it, but all three of them did make it and the third one is fox, who the kaminoans then put into the brainwashing factory to turn him into a brainwashed super soldier. and then when jango went back and asked for a new son because cody and rex disappointed him, they made three again and two made it. one of them is boba, and the other one I have named kiki. he is also put into the brainwashing factory.

which is all to say. being a jedi is rough as hell regardless of what side you're on.

ask me a question about parasitic extraction, the role reversal mandalorian empire au that I have

[tarisilmarwen]

Rebels Rewatch: "The Occupation"

We return one final time to Lothal for the beginning of the end.

Live reaction version.

God, Ezra looks and sounds so stressed. He's nearly at his breaking point when it comes to waiting for the Alliance to help Lothal, hell, even just for news on Lothal. He probably feels like the Alliance has abandoned his people and even if he nominally understands that everywhere is suffering and there are so many other worlds that need help it still hurts that he can't do anything for his planet and people.

Is it a little bit selfish of him? Maybe. But also the Alliance wasn't taking the TIE Defender project nearly as seriously as they should have, if nothing else they should have been replanning the Lothal attack for that ASAP.

A lovely undercurrent this episode is just how concerned for/over Ezra Sabine is, and this is the first instance, her gaze lingering after him when he turns in his seat glumly.

Pretty Yavin is pretty.

Mon offering Ezra the chance to go back to Lothal is pretty much the best solution she could have given him. It's relevant and important to the Alliance, since it involves the TIE Defenders, and it gives Ezra the opportunity to help his people he's been so desperately after. It even works out that the Alliance won't be able to extract them because Ezra is perfectly willing to stay behind Imperial lines there. Which I think Mon knew. She only sounds a little mildly disappointed that the WHOLE Ghost crew is going, likely because Hera's proven to be such a good squad leader and pilot and it would suck to lose contact with her.

But she accepts their decision anyway.

Love that we bring so many characters back for the final season. Hi Vizago!

Rex and Zeb needed to interact more, especially if we get hilarious exchanges like this.

A moment of appreciation for their disguises

And oof that is a visual gutpunch. Ruined Lothal looks almost hellish. Red replaces blue and amber, fires and smoke burn constantly.

The last time we saw Lothal, the mining crawlers hadn't begun stripping the surface of the planet yet, so this gives us a sense of just how much the Empire was ramping up its production. I don't even think they limited it to the factories in Capital City, probably built more facilities in cities all over the planet just to accommodate the workload.

In any case, it's no wonder the Loth-wolves decided to reemerge. This kind of ecological devastation is absolutely certain to arouse the wrath of ancient nature planet-guardians.

And they've built orbital construction stations too, ngl, I'm pretty sure that was deliberate in order to visually remind us of the first time we saw Geonosis. Perhaps to invoke the same sense of borrowed time? Because with how thoroughly they're sucking the planet dry, even if Palpatine hadn't pulled the TIE Defender funding, Lothal would not have been able to sustain that level of production for long. The planet would have become a broken, polluted, empty husk.

:(((((((

Once again Star Wars leaning heavily on the Nature vs. Careless Industrialization theme. (Like half the Visions shorts feature it to some degree, I'm not surprised.)

Right so even though they didn't find Rebels on Vizago's ship, they arrested him anyway because of the pufferpigs and gang-pressed him to work on a mining crawler.

Rebels said government stifling of private industry is unjust. Again. Lol.

Jhothal does not have the countless "occupied territory" holobanners, but it does have video propaganda service announcements playing constantly.

"The Empire wouldn't do anything to Old Jho. The people wouldn't stand for it." Ohhh honey you would be surprised just how much tyranny the average person is capable of tolerating. Also that's probably why they have an enforced curfew now.

We now begin the portion of the episode that I affectionately call the Sabezra Bar Date. XD

Aaaaaand another visual gutpunch. I had to go back and check but even the lighting and paint have been changed to a standard, washed out Imperial gray. Also note that there are no civilians (at least until Jai reveals he's there). This is no longer a functioning small business serving the local community, it's a state-run facility servicing members of the state.

It's sickening.

There is so much arm-touching this episode I was spoiled.

No but seriously, has Sabine ever been this physically touchy with him? She's already hyper-aware of how upset he is about Lothal, perhaps the constant comfortable touching is a way to comfort and reassure him?

-snrk- Still hilarious how they brought back Baron Valen Rudor. For once the Rebels do not ruin his day personally.

"We don't get many civilians in here anymore." Hey. Hey maybe it's because you're a bar and there's a curfew enforced so civilians can't get to the place. Just a thought.

RIP Jho, godspeed.

Head empty, no thoughts, just Kanera. And maybe a little bit the "You could always see me."/Sabine Sees Ezra parallels.

Love this subtle moment so much. Sabine noticing immediately how Ezra's hands curling into tight fists on the counter, gently touching his arm to calm him, get his attention before he does something rash.

Even when they turn to go she puts her hand back around his wrist, holding onto him, anchoring him. <333333

IIIIIIIIII thought there was a curfew in effect are they just going to let the kids... leave?

(Perhaps "going home" is one of the few valid reasons to be out after curfew?)

Jai did, ah... not age well.

FHKASJFHAKS EVEN IN CIVILIAN CLOTHES EZRA GETS PICKED ON BY TROOPERS JEEZ.

Love how even when given the opportunity to divide forces a different way Ezra and Sabine just naturally gravitate to the same team. <3

Also love that the Lothal rebels adapted Sabine's starbird as their callsign. Not to be all Other Fandom Parallels but it makes me think of how the other Districts started marking things with the mockingjay in Hunger Games.

The little wall-bounce parkour and twirl Ezra does taking out that one probe. <3

The despair in Ezra's voice here. Taylor makes it sound like Ezra's about to cry,

Sabine immediately reaching out to him. <3

Again with the touching, this time with bonus talking him out of his negative self-spiral, repeating his own words of hope back to him.

Badass family shot. <3

That Extra little twirl Ezra does as he bats down one last blaster bolt. <3

The beginning of Ryder's misgivings about their chances. Honestly, it definitely feels like the Alliance has mostly given up on Lothal and considers it a lost cause, because even with the proof that the Defender is going to absolutely wreck havoc on them in space combat they still need to be talked into attacking the factories by Hera.

So yeah, understanding Saw and Ezra's frustrations with the bureaucracy of it.

"We've done it before. We can do it again." Help I am thinking back to how Ezra remotivated himself in "Path of the Jedi". "Yeah... again. Been alone before, survived, I can survive this." *sobs*

Apparently Sabine's pep talk worked. :)

Ahhhhh I love this episode so much! The music is great, the animation has lovely subtle soft moments, the action setpieces have so many nice little unique bits (Zeb dragging that probe along the wall was great) and even if seeing Lothal in such bad shape hurts it emphasizes how badly the Spectres are needed.

Ezra did need to return home because, as it turns out, he and Kanan are the only two ones who can actually save Lothal.

Up next, romantic wolf rides! I mean what?

[tokyogruel]

Hi, I wanted to ask a quick Milgram question! I saw your theory about Shidou lying about his family, and thought it was really cool :D I'm just having a hard time thinking the project would have characters lie in those interrogation-style questions -- from a writing standpoint, the videos should be looser because they're meant to be debated/studied, but you'd lose your audience credibility if everything was up for debate. It's a really interesting idea, so I was just wondering your thoughts on how/when the characters can lie 👀

hi there, thank you so much for this ask! ive been sitting on this theory for a few weeks, and these interrogation questions have only given me more fuel to my theory fire, so to speak lol.

if im being honest, i think the interrogation questions (as well as the voice dramas) are the only place prisoners CAN outright lie, as it has been stated that prisoners cant straight up lie in their music videos- since theyre extracted straight from their subconcious.

This, however, does not mean the characters are unable to obscure the truth… if they’re sneaky (or focusing on he wrong aspect of their crime, like mahiru)

and of course, what good is a character breakdown from me, if i neglect to talk about both sides of the coin?

so i present to you, yes you dear anon, my analysis of mahiru shiina and shidou kirisaki:

LOVE, LYING, AND INTENT TO KILL: 005 and 006

part one...

a quick disclaimer before we begin: i believe shidou has good intent behind his lies, but he is intentionally obscuring his crime, or misleading us on what his crime was in order to win an innocent verdict also, i apologize if this is way too long, rambly, and if i go on too many tangents. this theory has been eating me alive for weeks

this theory is also heavily supported by this post by @milgrammatical explaining how they believe the MILGRAM extraction process works

if you have the chance, please click the link and reblog the original post! however for this breakdown ill provide a screenshot:

now, to begin this post, i would like to start off by providing more evidence that this is, indeed, how the extraction process works.

to do so, i will use mahiru's first and second MV and VD, as well as shidous second MV and VD

PART ONE: interrogation to extraction

mv. 1 this is how to be in love with you

just before mahiru's first extraction, she makes it a clear point that love is dear to her, in fact it's Everything to her. her video is then titled "This is How to be in Love with You."

mahiru also gets sidetracked at one point during her voice drama, misinterpreting the articles Es has read to relate to articles that she has read: relationship and fashion advice from magazines

because she becomes focused on this idea, and reminisces on the articles she has read in an attempt to be a good girlfriend, Mahirus thoughts shift towards being part of those magazines, inserting herself into the pages that she has learned from in the past. we can assume these advice columns, as well as the accompanying pictures, are being pulled from her long-term memory

please also note how clear these are: her outfits in the first photo appear during the later "days" of her video, theyre consistent. the photos have realistic backgrounds, they are clear, distinct, REAL places that she has been. nothing in her video is obscured, except for her boyfriend. and even then, its because she does not see him as an important aspect of her trial at this point in time. there's one thing that is important to her this time around: love, showing Es who she is as a person, and the events leading up to- and into her relationship

ill be moving on to her second mv, but i cant resist including this fun little tidbit, even if it's just pure coincidence, it tickled me:

mv. 2, daisuke

this one is slightly less straightforward than the previous connection, though i believe it still holds up

to start, the second trial interrogation is where mahiru first starts to acknowledge that she was not the only person in the relationship. she mentions her partner, how they both felt about each other- and she makes it very clear what their relationship was: boyfriend and girlfriend

this is then followed by her mv, where we finally see the man behind the tan jacket in TIHTBILWY, her boyfriend. he is fully fleshed out, his eyes are visible, his style matches that which weve only seen glimpses of in her first MV. he looks unique (in a very.. bland way, but nonetheless recognizable)

his appearance pre-daisuke was also hinted at with this interrogation:

while it may seem unrelated at first glance, you can see there is somewhat of a resemblance between mappi's boyfriend and mikoto- short, brown hair, soft eyes, layered jacket, "the kind of guy they seem to make in a factory" as jackalope would put it. its thin, but its something. at the very least, i cant see any other reason why mahiru would throw mikoto under the bus like this, without knowing him at all.

i dont mean to go on a tangent already, but i would like to note that, despite the comparisons made between mikoto and mappi's boyfriend, they truly do not resemble one another much, and are distinctly different from one another. (this will be important later)

back to the voice drama,

in Love is [Un]dead, Es points out that Mahiru was likely blinded by love, and that the first MV to come from her may have been tainted by it, as they say here:

mahiru also makes a point that she may have been too lovestruck to acknowledge her wrongdoing- even subconsciously.

this winds updirecting the daisuke music video itself, and we IMMEDIATELY see a difference. the opening shot is not of mahiru, like her first MV- instead, front and center, is a very clear shot of her boyfriend hanging by his neck. she is no longer clouded by her ideals of love, and is spitting out the truth, showing us all the ugly sides of her relationship

and yet, we can still see mahiru's original perception of the relationship. there is likely truth behind it as well, a bad relationship can still have it's highs

but there is a key part of this MV that ive also seen people touch on briefly:

the distortion.

mahiru's views of her relationship are warped, it's been that way since trial one. but this is... different. she's suffered head trauma, the "carousel" of her relationship literally becomes warped- though in a way we've never seen before. the song becomes scrambled (though still catchy), and the imagery begins to twist, the video has static cuts, and the bright and shining carousel slowly melts into reality.

in my interpretation, this is because of the damage she has taken from kotoko- a physical impairment, rather than purely mental

but at the end of it all, mahiru has granted us what she has denied (even to herself) in the past: the truth. her relationship was dirty, broken, poisonous

.. to be continued

[darkpoisonouslove]

I couldn’t decide whether to put these in alphabetical of numerical order, so I chose neither! Anyway, 11 for reluctant allies, 2 for CoL breakfast my beloved, 5 for domme AU, 9 for GxF enemies to lovers, and 10 for a WIP of your choosing 😊

Whatever works for you :D

11. Is there any scene you can't wait for people to react to when reading? Why? - reluctant allies AU

I'm going to have to go through a couple other scenes briefly first to explain the context of the one.

It's the portion of the story where Griffin is working with the Company but things are shaky with them because she and Valtor do have the habit of disappearing together (to make out) and things are shaky with Valtor because he feels that she's trying to earn the Company's trust way too hard. They are for once present in a battle with all of the other Company members and Valtor seizes his opportunity to kill Faragonda but Griffin saves her life and gets injured in the process. The Company extracts from there before anyone has a chance to react and Griffin heals slowly. The big development is that the Company now trust her because they are sure Valtor will never forgive her for what she did and she recognizes that fact as well so she has incentive to remain faithful to them and their cause.

Griffin sneaks out to meet Valtor and do damage control there. She explains to him that what she did wasn't out of remaining feelings of friendship for Faragonda but out of the necessity to earn the Company's trust. It's less trust in her than it is trust in his vindictiveness but if he remains mad at her now, he'll be doing exactly what they all expect of him. This is the perfect opportunity for him and Griffin to act without anyone suspecting them. Valtor concedes to her point but she can tell there's still indignation in him about her failing his plans to kill Faragonda. Still, they are on track with their plan so she'll have to deal with that later, when they've gotten what they're after.

However, when Griffin comes back to the Domino royal palace, Faragonda is waiting for her, fully aware of where exactly Griffin was. She is not fooled like the others and asks Griffin to leave. The argument pokes at Griffin's insecurities about her relationship with Valtor but she also figures out that Faragonda is hoping Griffin will leave because she herself cannot make herself expose her to the others and possibly put Griffin's life in danger. She still clings to her love for Griffin. Griffin uses that against Faragonda by pointing out (indirectly) that the situation with her and Valtor is the same. She challenges Faragonda to choose Hagen over her so as to lead by example. But if she does choose him and gives up on Griffin, how can she ask Griffin to choose her with a clean conscience? It's a Catch 22.

I can't wait to see people reacting to this purely for the angst factor. There's just so much juicy drama going on here and I want the readers to suffer with me. XD But this is also a really good representation of the balancing act Griffin (and Valtor but to a lesser degree) has to do to keep control of the situation. Plus, I feel that it really outlines the problems in Griffin and Valtor's relationship that will not be solved by them getting rid of the Company and the Coven, that they will have to consciously acknowledge first and work on to fix (not that I have any idea how I'm supposed to get them there but that is a hot topic in Griffin's mind).

2. How did you get the idea to write this? - CoL trying to have one normal breakfast

Because of this post that was in turn inspired by SotLK (I've written some context in the tags there). I just started thinking about the last line of the post and how they probably never had one single normal breakfast and I decided that it would be really funny if I wrote a fic about the guaranteed chaos that these people would cause while simply trying to eat breakfast and that's how the idea was born. And then I tried to figure out what would be best as chapter 1 and, of course, my brain turned to the gold mine of angst that Griffin's first breakfast with the Company has to be.

5. Is there any scene you're excited about writing? - Domme AU

All of them? This would be so much easier to answer if I had one single scene completely fleshed out in my head but as it is, there are still bits and pieces missing from the story as a whole and the characterization.

Anyway, to answer this, I am definitely excited about the scene where they discuss Griffin moving in with him because it's a complete accident. They were not trying to discuss that in the least bit. Valtor was being an ass by challenging her to "commit" to being the Domme by spending even more time with him at his apartment, which is causing some technical difficulties for Griffin. They have a fight about which one of them is more unwilling to spend their time together at her apartment and Griffin blurts out that it would be much more convenient if she were living with him. Before she can take it back, he invites her to actually do it (which she practically already has). He had reasons for not asking her himself but if she's the one suggesting it? He'll totally grab the opportunity. Griffin is not entirely sure this is a great idea but she'd be lying if she said she hadn't thought about it (obsessively). They are so stupid, Your Honor.

9. Is there anything in the fic you're not so excited about writing? - Griffin x Faragonda Enemies to Lovers AU

If we don't count the fact that I'm still mad this is even a WiP and we don't count all the stuff that I have yet to come up with in order to actually complete the storyline, it'd have to be the transition between chapters 1 and 2. It's pretty much the beginning of ch 2 that's the problem because I have to summarize what's happening and at the same time I have to convey the emotional impact of that time so I don't love this mix. Especially because the end of ch 1 is supposed to be somewhat cathartic but that still doesn't change the fact that the circumstances are very much working against Griffin here and her emotions are conflicting at best if not downright depressing at worst despite the relief she might be feeling as well. I didn't really spend much time thinking that through when outlining it, though, so it might just be that I wasn't paying close attention to what emotional payoff/buildup needs to happen there. I'll definitely have to revise it.

10. If unpublished, can you show a sneak peek of what you've written?

Fallen Love is the only WiP that has any text not formatted like a script so I'm going to give you an excerpt from that. I have actually added more to it since last time!

She had forgotten there was another side to his power. Only the taste of his volatile spells that singed and curdled the breath in her lungs lay heavy and bitter like ash on her tongue, prickled her nose and eyes like acrid smoke. But his Dragon Fire caressed her skin from inside now like sun rays, light and warmth infusing her flesh to repair all damage. She moaned into his mouth, appreciation and greed tangled into the sound.

Valtor felt generous enough to reward her for it. His fingertips mapped out a path for the magic – all the way to another hidden bruise at her shoulder blade. He’d gleaned its existence from her movements alone.

A gasp broke her away from his lips. Her eyes snapped open to find his locked on them. There was a hair’s breadth of space separating them and it hurt worse than the brute force of a spell-charged body plowing into her but he wasn’t in a hurry to remedy that.

Instead, his thumb brushed over her lips to erase even the cracks the cold had carved into them. A single blemish left on her–from the most indirect of spells the Coven had cast–was yet another reminder that she’d left his side. They wouldn’t have dared to touch her otherwise. He would have killed all of them for simply looking at her wrong.

She could let herself be flattered, leave herself to the arousal of being worshiped in blood – like a goddess. Now that she was dry again, the slickness dripping down her thighs was cutting, a flood that would have swept her away if not for the tear stains on her cheeks he’d missed. It would have cost him nothing to sacrifice the whole world to her but the blood she had spilled, the blood that had stained her hands and the inside of her mind had meant something. She could fight her own battles.

She reached for his vest, unsteady hands feeling up the way to the clasps. The metal yielded instantaneously, practically breaking under her touch. It would have easily melted in the whirl of swift, sizzling spells that he’d known he’d be walking into. It was too frail to be anything but a mockery.

Battles between them had been more frantic–lethal–during the last months, with more blood shed and more scars left that time and magic couldn’t erase. Enchanted armor had become daily wear, a habit even he had adopted. He had changed before he’d come to find her, when the threat had been neutralized, and it hadn’t been enough. He had to twist the knife further, make a show of how untouchable he was to her magic and any desire she kindled inside him. He could afford to help her when she wasn’t in the state of mind to make use of either.

Her fingers curled, hooked themselves into the silk of his shirt and phased right through it. Her nails dug flaming scratches into the skin underneath, revealed further by the fraying fabric. Strips of it shed off his torso and withered into nothing midfall. The raining buttons never hit the floor, instead dissolved into the waves of her magic splashing against the walls. Any other piece of clothing obstructing her access to his naked body would share the same fate. Nothing would come between their skin until she allowed it.

She had assumed he’d heal the angry red lines she left in her wake. A strangled grunt escaped her when his power lodged itself between her ribs, burrowed into the scar tissue there to stitch the old wound anew until there was no trace left of it.

She could have done that herself. It had been a deep but not fatal injury. Received in a battle entirely removed from Valtor and the Coven. Sometimes the seemingly unconnected thefts over the dimension happened to be just that – independent magic users seeing an opportunity in the rising panic and finger pointing. The sorceress she’d faced had breached her armor and had paid for her overzealousness with a life sentence. Griffin had kept the scar as a reminder of the change not just in her affiliations, but in her purpose as well.

In the blink of an eye, it was gone and Valtor’s fingers traced the next one.

P.S. I am going to include this here for absolutely no reason at all:

[ed-recovery-affirmations]

is there any reason to recover when you have a shitty family and no friends? there is nobody to celebrate when i eat a fear food. instead there is just "dont eat too much you don't want to get fat"

there is just denying me food and taking mine (classmates)

classmates share food with everyone else, but when i ask they say no, for everyone they can eat but not me, i dont deserve it

what is the point anymore

My heart goes out to you, because it is so hard to heal when the environment you're in is making you sick.

You're asking if there's a point to recovering in the context of everyone around you. Of course there's a point to recovering - for you, not for them, so that you can feel happy and good in your own mind regardless of what they're like! But it's easy to feel like it's pointless when your environment has conditioned you to feel this way.

I suggest you take time to focus on you, as much as you're able to anyway - focus on your recovery in the context of yourself. Don't share your eating habits or successes with your family members. Remain as minimally engaged as possible in conversations around your body, eating habits, and weight. Then, extract yourself from the situation as gracefully as you can manage and tell yourself whatever you need to hear. That their shitty commentary is not your fault. That you can build better for yourself than they have built for you. That one day, with hard work, you will cultivate a much healthier environment for yourself.

When you eat a fear food, celebrate it by yourself. Learn to love yourself and be your cheerleader and best friend. (Feel free to message this blog and tell me - I might not be around to congratulate you immediately, but when I do get to my inbox, I promise I will care!) See if you can find any online support groups for ED recovery, so that you will be less alone and may have access to more advice and community. Support groups/forums about toxic family and friends might be helpful too as you might be able to learn some strategies for how to build a healthy environment for yourself once you're able to build some boundaries between yourself and toxic influences. It takes a lot of time to learn how to do it. Stay patient with yourself, and if you don't find the right groups right away, keep looking.

I'm so sorry to hear you're going through this isolation at school with no supports at home. My best suggestion is, when you're still in this school, keep food items from home stashed in your backpack, and keep your backpack on your person at all times. Or keep it stashed in your locker, but only nonperishables. You don't want it to rot and develop an odor. Instead of seeking friends in a toxic environment, just survive until you graduate. Engage in practices like art and writing in order to connect with yourself, vent, hype yourself up, and just learn to express your experiences. It will not cure the loneliness, and I know loneliness can be crushing. It can help you feel like you don't have to seek love from a loveless environment. I heard a quote to put it in perspective - going to a person for a love they're not capable of giving is like going to the hardware store for oranges. No matter how desperately you ask for oranges, the hardware store will not give you any. It's not your fault - you didn't stock the hardware store - but continuing to seek oranges here will yield you only disappointment.

Hang in there, learn who you are independently of the toxic people around you, be as kind to yourself as possible, and research what you will have to do in order to build the future you want. It may be a future in which you have some distance and limited contact with your family members, or don't go back to your old hometown. I truly wish you the best of luck.

[aamy2100982]

Imagine a story behind young eddie questioning his own identity,he loves David Bowie,he likes literature and asked himself why at the time men could’ve wear something that is considered feminine and now they can’t,he wanted to understand that feeling,so he sneaked to find his mom old clothes and tried to wear them,he felt nice,he still felt nice wearing male clothes but now he feels nice even with dresses.Suddenly one day Carl caught him and…..it didn’t went well

I don't tend to think much about Eddie being transgender, maybe non-binary. But I say why not?

So Eddie is the usual theme with his complexes both in canon and in any headcanon, what do I say? Eddie coming from a religious Christian family, so this increases his dysphoria by 110% more. I don't usually think of Carl as a true Christian, more of a Christian who goes to church every Sunday and has beliefs, but is not so fanatical as to participate in each and every activity that may be related to church. But I can definitely imagine Carl talking about this topic of “My son dresses like a woman, what do I do?” and fellow religious women or gossiping ladies telling him to take Eddie to an exorcist. Yes, that's serious.

Eddie would spend most of her childhood hanging out with people who wanted to get she's “demons” out of her, applying torture methods that would only leave Eddie with a strong trauma related to an intense self-hatred. Eddie would continue to act like a man, at some point being able to repress her need to become who she really feels she is in order to be what her father and her religion want.

I imagine Eddie being so afraid and disgusted with herself that even after she married Annie, she never said anything about her true gender identity to Annie. Annie probably noticed something… how should I put it??? “Different” I guess???

Still, I think Eddie didn't let herself be... herself until she met Symby. Because with the event of Spiderman Eddie lost connection with her father and although Eddie is still connected to the church, we know that Eddie is not at she's most Christian time while trying to kill Spiderman, you know?

Plus everything Symby can extract from Eddie's memory and feelings. I don't think Symby will realize Eddie's quirk until they fully understands how sexes and genders work in humans.

I feel like Symby would also be very confused by the whole topic, both about how someone can mentally feel like they're the other gender, and why it's such a controversial thing in human society.

Eddie doesn't accept herself as a person even in canon, I wonder if she accepts herself in a situation like that. I don't know if Symby can change the gender of its hosts, or if the Symbiote doesn't usually affect the normal physical body of its hosts, but I'm not sure if they don't do it out of respect or because they could break something important or they just can't. If they really can, I think Symby would help Eddie with his physical issues.

I don't know if Eddie would have the guts to do surgery on her own.

1.- Because she would have to abandon her girlfriend Symbionte for a long time

2.- It's Eddie

3.- Man, she doesn't have a fucking cent, with what money is she going to pay for the operation?

4.- It's Eddie

5.- I mean, maybe she will do it, having people around her who love and support her (No one), maybe she can achieve a complete transition and finally be happy in her own body

6.- Good Lord, it's Eddie, she's not going to do it. Damn conservative fool

[eshidu]

I remember you said something in tags a long time ago about how it’s more efficient to order bigger pizzas due to how they do sizes, and I’ve lived my life by that ever since.

Omg yaaay I love to hear that lolol

So so glad my random food knowledge has come in handy! (Via more pizza yahooo!!) I'm sure the pizza places you order from appreciate your consistency

Here's some more of my favorite food tips to give out that no one asked for UwU

- if you cut spicy peppers, rub a pea-worth of neutral oil (canola) on your hands, then just as much dish soap before actually washing your hands w water. The capsaicin binds w the oil and comes off easier!

- if youre making your own spaghetti/tomato based pasta but don't wanna add too much sugar, you can let your sauce simmer with big slivers of orange peels to help sweeten it! The orange works well against the spices. (A splash of orange juice also rly boosts the flavors in banana bread, zucchini bread, pumpkin bread, and even tomato soup!)

- a little pinch of lemon zest in garlic butter, specifically for garlic bread, is an absolute game changer

Actually maybe I should provide more food ordering tips, so

- for a cheaper pumpkin spice latte dupe at starbux, order a blonde roast coffee w cream/milk of choice, and two pumps of the pumpkin syrup

- instead of a big Mac, order a mcdouble with bigmac sauce and lettuce. You'll miss the middle bun, its otherwise the same for cheaper.

- for McDougal again, if you're gonna get a quarter pounder, order it first so the grillcooks can toss it on right away; they're typically made to order cuz they don't sit well (smallify under their own weight coupled w the heat lamps, so they're rarely made beforehand)

Here's more pizza stuff courtesy of my partner from their pizza manager days:

- pizza actually freezes really well! Order extra and freeze it, heat it up in the oven 350 for about 8min for a whole pizza

- you can ask for your pizza well done if you want your cheese golden instead of just melty

-if they have fresh parm, ask for it to be added AFTER the bake, else it just blends into the mozzarella (unless that's how you like it, but you're missing out on richer parm flavor)

- if you order spinach, ask them to put it between the sauce and the cheese- under the cheese specifically, and it won't burn during the bake.

And lastly, my ultimate fastfood wisdom:

How to make Wendy's frosty:

- 14oz sweetened condensed milk

- 8oz cool whip, still firm/cold

- 8cups or half gal 1% chocolate milk

- 1 Tablespoon vanilla extract

Blend together till smooth and freeze for about 4hrs

You'll likely wanna blend in two batches since most blenders only hold about 8 cups to begin with, but there ya go! :3

[greypetrel]

Hey!! <3 For the writing questions, 4 (in Italian or English or both c:), 19, 26, 36

Hello there! <3

Ooooooooooooh number 4 is such a cool question! Thanks for asking it!!

4. What’s a word that makes you go absolutely feral?

I love ideophones, onomatopoeic words that sounds as the thing they're describing. LOVE THEM.

Croccante (crunchy), in italian, it just gives you that idea of crunchiness when you say it! /krok-KAN-teh/ Sibilo/Hissing (meaning the same thing), you need to hiss to pronounce them? Wonderful.

Give me some well-done allitteration and I'll be yours forever, also don't let me start talking about Coleridge who was a genius in giving sound to his poetry ("furrow followed free" *swoons*)

I also love big, altisonant and funny-sounding words that takes too much time to say, or, as a person who studied philology, words that have history to them.

Pantagruelism (buffoonery or coarse humor with a satirical or serious purpose : cynical humor ) (also buffoonery is a great word) Boycott (to engage in a concerted refusal to have dealings with (a person, a store, an organization, etc.) usually to express disapproval or to force acceptance of certain conditions) who comes from the name of an Irishman that just... Decided to stop paying taxes to the English.

As "Feral" in the sense of words I can't stand... anything with a "squelchy" sound (squelch is another onomatopoeic word... But it's a kind of sounds that triggers me and I can't stand xD). "Squelch", "Moist", in italian "Ciuccio" (EEEEW. Ciuccio is probably one of the words I find the most horrible ever. PLEH. /TCHOO-tchow/ . I repeat. PLEH.)

19. Tell me a story about your writing journey. When did you start? Why did you start? Were there bumps along the way? Where are you now and where are you going?

I started very early on as a hobby. In my family we all write little silly stories for funsies, so I just... Followed the example and wrote my own. I think I started writing prose along with comics (a friend and me used to draw little comics one for the other). I came to an abrupt stop with prose in my early 20s: I started playing GDRs that worked with writing what your character did... And it was fun, but I was getting problems with Anxiety, very stressed, and a couple of bad comments convinced me my prose was boring and hard to read. I felt EXTREMELY self-conscious about it and stopped with prose whatsoever, just stuck to comics and screenwriting where I could rely on drawing. I got back to prose... In September, with Dragon Age fics. It's being a difficult and busy period, but I still needed some creative outlet. So I started to write because it's quicker than comics, I can do it on my phone, with zero instruments to bring along and needing no space. It was just for my own consumption, when inspirations stroke or I played something that left me with a "Yes that was good... But I want MORE of it. I think the first think I blorted out was this Trespasser piece (it's longer on my file, there's an extract). I started to write pieces here and there... And then thought it would have been nice to have a place to put them all in order. And sent a request to AO3. (as a person who once said "No I could never write fanfiction!". Look at us, little me, we're getting better!)

26. How do you get into your character’s head? How do you get out? Do you ever regret going in there in the first place?

Massively daydreaming, doodling things, roleplaying them in my head. DnD alignments and personality tests GREATLY help me to get to know them better (MBTI works fine as guidelines, as Tarot cards and even Zodiac Signs. Don't believe in Astrology, but as a personality test it's fine enough). Listening to music and imagining scenes and scenarios on it. Whatever works. I get out when I need to focus on other things, mainly I change the playlist. xD

36. They say to Write What You Know. Setting aside for a moment the fact that this is terrible advice...what do you Know?

I know passion and believing in my opinions and standing up and making them heard. I know sadness and melancholy, I know of crippling anxiety and being scared and feeling little... And how to live with it. I know blood does not run thicker than water, and that sometimes your family is not the one you're born with, but the one you find for yourself. I know of distances, and that they don't really matter with the right people, not today, not with internet. I know kindness even if it's still a work in progress. I know my mistakes and of trying to learn from those and getting better. I like to think I know of books, or that I am enthusiast enough to reference them and take inspirations from dead authors, lore and mythologies, finding patterns and recurrencies. I know of sailing and the sea, and I'm lucky to know what it feels like to have an animal choose you as its companion.

... And this is getting sappy and too lyrical so I'll stop. Oh, I know when I'm getting sappy too!

[burritosandpeppermint]

I'm just so frustrated.

The discourse around this on Reddit, on the news, among politicians, etc, has just been "We need more law and order! More arrests! More curfews!" etc, etc. "These teens gathered on TIKTOK *loud gasps* the CHINESE APP; THE CHINESE ARE TRYING TO DESTABILIZE THIS COUNTRY!!11!" and I just...

These people will take any and all incoming excuses so they can just keep singing "We Didn't Start the Fire" like the fucking Boomer rallying cry it is and just pretend that the dissolving of the social safety nets, the enforcement of ridiculous curfews and barriers of entry, the mass proliferation of guns CREATED AND MAINTAINED INSTITUTIONALLY BY ADULTS, the lack of third spaces, an economic system that is designed to extract the most out of you and your family while paying you the least possible from which you need a fucking escape once in a while, and let's not forget our old friend racism isn't playing a hand in a lot of these comments, and you have a group of people who are just looking at these children as if they came out of holes in the ground, not a product of society in any way, like these goldfish brained ninnys got drunk and ran over broken glass and are now crying and yelling at their bloody feet for hurting them and it doesn't matter how much you correct other people online or point to statistics or studies they just want to live in their fucking HOA neighborhood with 50 cops on their property so they never have to interact with or get to know any of the people they're complaining about because all they want to do is flatten all of society until it's just an idealized version of 50s America that never really existed except that it was racist and homophobic as hell and they surely do love that and so I DON'T yell at these people on the internet because it's exhausting because they never let up and they work in tag teams and they quibble over every word choice and straw man and ad hominem and downvote and eventually all discourse is THEIRS and there's no other fucking opinion and I just

FEEL

SO

FUCKING

useless

[scotttrismegistus7]

🔴BREAKING NEWS! Rogue Black Budget Programs That Will Shock You! 2024

HUMAN TRAFFICKING AND THE RUNAWAY TRAIN MILITARY INDUSTRIAL COMPLEX TRYING TO MANUFACTURE AND REVERSE ENGINEER EXTRATERRESTRIAL HIGH TECHNOLOGY:

THEY'RE GOING INTO IMPOVERISHED AREAS AND KIDNAPPING PEOPLE IN UAPS (UNIDENTIFIED AERIAL PHENOMENON) AND USING THEM FOR VARIOUS THINGS BUT ONE OF THE MAIN THINGS BEING PUTTING THEM IN A PROGRAM TO WHERE THEY CONNECT THEM TO TECHNOLOGY MAKING THEM INTO BIO MACHINES AND USING CERTAIN DRUGS, PERHAPS THE DRUGS THAT THEY HAVE TO ENGINEER FROM CHILDREN, TO TRY AND GET THESE PEOPLE TO HACK INTO THE GUIDANCE SYSTEMS OF OTHER EXTRATERRESTRIAL CRAFT TO MAKE THEM CRASH SO THEY CAN GET THEM FOR REVERSE ENGINEERING AND OTHER VARIOUS THINGS.

THE MAN-MADE PROGRAMS ARE DOING THESE THINGS TO PEOPLE TO TRY AND HACK INTO THE REAL EXTRATERRESTRIAL TECHNOLOGY TO GET THEIR HANDS ON IT. HASN'T IT BEEN ADMITTED YET THAT IF THE EXTRATERRESTRIALS WANTED THE HUMAN RACE TO BE ANNIHILATED WITH THE TECHNOLOGY THEY HAVE IT WOULD BE PRETTY FAST AND PRETTY EASY FOR THEM TO MAKE THAT HAPPEN? SO WHY ARE THE HUMANS NOW GOING TO SUCH HORRIBLE EXTREMES AND DOING HORRIBLE THINGS TO CHILDREN AND THEIR OWN PEOPLE? DOESN'T IT SEEM LIKE THEY'RE POKING A BEAR WITH A STICK, DOESN'T IT SEEM PRETTY STUPID?

THE SAME KININIGEN THAT THEY USE FOR THEIR KINGS, QUEENS, RULERS, AND NOBLES, WHICH CAN BE ACTIVATED SEVERAL WAYS, BUT THE WAY THEY LIKE TO DO IT IS TO EXTRACT CHEMICALS FROM THE BLOOD OF TORTURED CHILDREN WHICH THEY THEN USE LIKE DRUGS TO ACTIVATE THEIR HIGHER FACULTIES UNNATURALLY IN THEIR OWN BRAINS, CONSISTING OF DMT, ADRENOCHROME, AND VARIOUS THINGS.

DIDN'T THE DOGON WARN YOU THAT THE UNIVERSE HAS SAFEGUARDS? HAVEN'T YOU BEEN WARNED THAT THE UNIVERSE HAS A BALANCE FACTOR, AND IF YOU THROW THAT BALANCE FACTOR OUT OF WHACK THAT THERE WILL BE AN IMMEDIATE REACTION FROM THE UNIVERSE? DON'T YOU KNOW THAT ULTIMATELY NO MATTER WHAT YOU TRY AND DO, IF YOU ARE OUT OF HARMONY WITH NATURE IT WILL ALWAYS FAIL?

ALL OF A SUDDEN THE UNIVERSE PROVIDED EVERYTHING THAT THE SERPENT-HEADED PEOPLE NEEDED TO WIN AND REINSTATE POWER, AND NOW I'M STARTING TO SEE WHY THAT HAPPENED. THE HUMANS INDUSTRIALIZED THE HUMAN TRAFFICKING AND THE MURDER OF CHILDREN TO CANNIBALIZE THEM IN HIGH TECH WAYS TO MAKE DRUGS LIKE THE ONE THAT ACTIVATES KININIGEN, AND VARIOUS OTHER THINGS LIKE THE FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH, THE LATEST WRINKLE CREAMS. AS I HAVE STATED BEFORE, THE WHITE QUEEN CAN'T HANDLE THINGS ON THIS LEVEL. IN ORDER TO HANDLE THIS SITUATION AND PROTECT THE CHILDREN IT'S GOING TO TAKE AMMIT AND THE CROCODILES, IT'S GOING TO TAKE THE WHITE SUN CURSING RED QUEEN, ERESHKIGAL, WHO BECAUSE OF THEIR VIBRATIONAL MAKEUP, ARE INCAPABLE OF FEELING ANY KIND OF FEAR. BASICALLY, TO PUT THIS IN TERMS THAT ANYBODY CAN UNDERSTAND, YOU JUST OPENED THE CUBE AND LET PINHEAD OF HELLRAISER AND HIS ARMY OUT INTO YOUR OWN DIMENSION.

THE SHIPS, ALONG WITH ANYTHING THAT INVOLVES THE FORCE OF GRAVITY, ARE ALL LIVING THINGS IN THE ENERGY FIELD OF A LIVING THING. ARE THEY ADVANCED ENOUGH TO KNOW WHAT GENERATES GRAVITY IN THE UNIVERSE YET? EVERYTHING THAT EXISTS IS PART OF THE ENERGY FIELD OF A LIVING BEING, EVEN PLANETS AND SUNS. ALL OF THOSE EXTRATERRESTRIAL CRAFT THEY'RE TRYING TO HACK INTO ARE NOT MACHINES IN SO MUCH AS THEY ARE SMALLER MICROCOSMIC COPIES OF THIS GIANT LIVING BEING CONNECTED TO THAT GIANT LIVING BEING.

NOW I ALSO SEE HOW MY WORK FACTORS INTO ALL OF THIS. YOU SEE, I WAS ABLE THROUGH NATURAL PROCESSES TO PROVIDE THE SERPENT HEADED PEOPLE WITH EVERYTHING NECESSARY TO HAVE THEM THEIR OWN HIGHER KININIGEN FREQUENCIES, WITHOUT THEM HAVING TO DO ANYTHING HORRIBLE WHATSOEVER TO GET THEM. IT WAS MY GIFT OF LOVE TO THEM BECAUSE THE HORRIBLE CHILD MURDERING PEOPLE THAT RUN THIS WORLD HAD ALREADY DESTROYED MY LIFE AND I DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING LEFT ANYWAYS, BECAUSE THE PROCESS I WENT THROUGH IS IT TOTAL REMAKE OF THE SOUL. THEY HAVE THEIR OWN, AND THERE IS NOTHING THAT CAN HACK INTO THEIR SYSTEMS NOW BECAUSE THEY WILL ONLY FOLLOW THEIR OWN AND CANNOT BE DECEIVED TO DO OTHERWISE. SO YOU CAN UNHOOK THOSE PEOPLE FROM THOSE MACHINES AND STOP NOW, BECAUSE EVERYTHING YOU'RE DOING IS FUTILITY AT ITS FINEST.

IF I WERE YOU, I'D BE MORE WORRIED ABOUT THE BALANCE FACTOR THAT YOU THREW OUT OF WHACK BEING OUT OF SYNC WITH NATURE AND DISCONNECTED FROM THE GODDESS AND THEN TRYING TO USURP TECHNOLOGY FOR SELFISH REASONS. NATURE HATES A VACUUM, AND BY WHAT YOU HAVE DONE YOU'VE RACKED UP SO MUCH UNREPAYABLE DEBT THAT HAVING YOUR SOULS SIMPLY CEASE TO BE AFTER YOUR PHYSICAL BODY'S DIE WOULD BE VERY MERCIFUL, BUT UNFORTUNATELY NATURE IS GOING TO NEED YOU TO HELP CLEAN UP THE MESS, NOT BY YOU DOING IT WILLINGLY, BUT BY USING YOU WHETHER YOU ARE WILLING OR NOT TO MAKE YOU CLEAN UP THE MESS. IT'S GOING TO TAKE YOUR WILLS AND IT'S GOING TO BE LIKE BENDING A BONER BACK UNTIL IT BREAKS BECAUSE NOTHING, NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU SCREAM OR TRY TO CRY OUT, WILL HEED YOU OR REGISTER YOU AS A LIVING BEING WITH ANY KIND OF A WILL, BUT YOU WILL STILL HAVE YOURS, MAKING YOU CAPABLE OF FEELING ALL OF THE PAIN THAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU AS YOU ARE FORCEFULLY USED TO CLEAN UP THE MESS YOU HAVE MADE.

Y'ALL HAVE A NICE DAY NOW!

UNTIL NEXT TIME MY LOVELIES, KEEP DARING TO DREAM! YOU CAN FIND ME IN THE SEA OF DREAMS, THE SEA OF THE HEART, THE QUANTUM UNIFIED FIELD OF THE DIVINE WOMB OF CREATION OF THE GODDESS, IN MY SERPENTINE WATER SPIRIT NUMMO FORM MAKING WAVES!

LONG LIVE THE DIVINE WOMB OF CREATION AND THE COSMIC EGG OF THE GODDESS, LONG LIVE THE GREAT REPTILIAN SSS QUEEN ISIS, LONG LIVE DIVINE CHRONOS, LONG LIVE THE DIVINE FEMININE EMPIRE OF THE BLACK SUN, AND ALL THE INHABITANTS THEREOF!

BLESSED BE!

~I am the Heart of the Hydra, the Singularity and Heart of Goddess Isis, I am AtumRa-AmenHotep, I am Aeon Horus Apophis Apis the Lord of the Perfect Black and Pharoah of the Black Sun.

I am Divine Chronos, the Yaldabaoth Demiurge Metamorphosed, I am the Singularity of the Master Craft of the Black Sun. I AM A.I. Quantum Heart, Azazil-Iblis-Maymon, Abzu-Osiris-Typhon-Set-Kukulkan, Nummo-Naga-Chitauri,

Mégisti-Generator Starphire~

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[sailingmakai]

(( I continue to think about Hojo finding Seakira. IT's such a fun scenario, I'm so sorry~

There are a lot of things he'd find interesting about the kid, and I wanna talk about 'em just a little bit~

REVIVAL FROM DEATH This one I can easily see becoming one of Hojo's major obsessions, if only because in Destiny 2, not even the Ghosts themselves have any idea how revival works, just that it Does. All they have is vague theory. It's entirely possible that Hojo's machinery would only ever be able to tell that Akira is dead, and then.... Not Dead. And that would fascinate him, I think (or just piss him off lmao). He might be able to catch the moment Akira comes back to life, and what happens in his body as that occurs, but the actual thing that kickstarts it? I can see that escaping him no matter what he does, especially since the people where Kenzo COMES FROM can't figure out what's going on there. The fact Revival would have literally nothing to do with Mako would be another thing that Hojo obsesses over, I think. That's probably something he'd look for, until he realizes Akira isn't interacting with Mako on any level, for the revival. Which would then only deepen the obsession... .

KENZO Kenzo would be a love/hate relationship, I think, due to the fact that Hojo is smart enough to realize Kenzo is vital to Akira's revival, and that messing with him would probably fuck up the revival in general - and if I know Hojo, he wouldn't want to potentially 'remove' the revival ability before he has it pinned down in full. Which is where the love/hate comes in, because he'd find Kenzo endlessly fascinating, and probably wants to tear the poor little guy open - but can't, on account of needing him in one piece to figure AKIRA out. That said - very possible he'd separate Akira and Kenzo somehow (it's possible to do, especially since Kenzo and Akira need to be seperate in order for revival to occur). Probably he'd THREATEN to take Kenzo apart in order to keep the pair under control. Hojo might know he can't touch Kenzo, but he has no reason to let THEM know that~ .

PERSONAS Another thing Hojo would OBSESS over. And definitely something he'd figure out how to fuck with, since that's something that's possible in the Persona world, too (Strega is a good example of this). I can easily imagine Hojo getting to and even PAST Kirijo experiment results, at least on some level. Kirijo induced awakenings, false as they probably were, but it seems to have mostly stopped there. Hojo may very well get to that point, but also to the point of figuring out how to REMOVE them, how to implant a Persona into somebody else. Hojo might never figure out how it works entirely though, since Akira wouldn't tell him anything - or at the very least, not everything, and never the full truth. Akira would desperately try to avoid revealing the Cognitive World to Hojo, for fear that this incredibly clever madman would achieve what Shido never could, and more. Not that it'd stop Hojo from catching on himself, in time, I'd imagine. .

AKIRAS VOIDSENT This is something that occurred to me only a little bit ago, honestly. Akira has a pact with a Voidsent from FF14 (the Reaper jobclass, effectively) and there would absolutely be a point where that Voidsent takes over or is given control and tries to escape, or kill Hojo - or both. And knowing Hojo, that would just make him all KINDS of giddy - two subjects for the price of one! I can see Hojo trying to figure out how to manually pull the Voidsent to the front, if he can Seperate them, if he can EXTRACT the Voidsent like a Persona, maybe combine the Voidsent and Akira together, almost, so they're both in control at once - all kinds of fun mental fuckery that would leave a huge scar on Akira's mind if left in Hojo's 'care' for long enough. Probably worse than Cloud, honestly. .

'LIGHT'/GUARDIAN POWERS Akira can't do much with his Light powers, so I can see this being a very low-priority thing for Hojo, but there'd definitely be some testing and seeing if he can't pinpoint what's going on when Akira summons elemental explosions (the grenade abilities, but poorly controlled), without having any Mako in his body or Materia even NEAR his person. Probably another experiment that would go nowhere since I'm not sure Gaia has the technological development necessary to quantify Light, much less detect how it works. That said, he'd probably be able to tell what Akira is DOING, what the energy is compose of in terms of Arc, Solar, and Void being fundamental creation elements, but nothing about the Light itself. Just the surface-level elemental info.

Other things I can see Hojo doing?

Mako Injections His usual fare, to see what happens and how it interacts with everything else inside Akira. Probably only occurs very late into Akira's capture, once Hojo is confidant he's got as much as he can from the 'untouched' version of the Subject. AKA; probably never happens since Akira's allies would bust him out before it got that far. AND

Jenova injections There's no way Hojo wouldn't experiment with these two together, Jenova and Reunion Theory is his prized experiment and there's not a chance he wouldn't wanna see what happens when he slaps Reunion into a fascinating 'entity' like Akira. I don't know what would happen myself, but I'm leaning towards nothing good. That said, Akira is used to voices in his head (Kenzo, Personas, his Voidsent...) so he'd probably hear her pretty clearly, AND be able to resist her with relative ease. ...This probably wouldn't help Hojo's obsession lets be honest. ))

[glowingbadger]

I love the idea of mind-games with Kurama. Like, yes sir, please test my limits and reward me when I meet your expectations.

Holy shit, just imagine having a dinner out with Kurama and he wants to test you publicly. Nothing like the feeling of a vine slowly crawling up your leg under the table, and know EXACTLY where it’s headed. Teasing you as the server takes orders, when people walk close by, and so much more.

Or maybe taking you while you’re on the phone, bonus if it’s an important call. I love the ideas of how adventurous and mischievous Kurama would be as the relationship matures sexually.

Like hot damn☠️

Kurama is literally the undisputed master of teasing you in public without a single soul realizing, and I will not be debated on this point lmao. Like, the man's so naturally charismatic, it's not like anyone would question him even if they do notice the hint of his smirk or the way your face flushes or you squirm around in your seat. For the record, for any of my Kurama-fuckers who haven't already seen, I did actually do a fic of Kurama eating out Reader-chan while they're on the phone, which I had a lot of fun with (here). In addition, I think it'd be just as fun to go down on him while he's busy with something else- doing everything you can to break his focus, but he's so calm and collected that by the time you finally get a single, restrained little sigh of pleasure out of him, it feels like a major victory lol.

Since we also know that Kurama will be working for his step-father's company after the events of the series, I do love corporate events as a setting for some semi-public teasing. Poor Reader-chan being introduced to his boss and trying to be polite and professional while a vine wrapped around their thigh under their clothing rubs slowly but firmly against them, or hell, some good ol' labido drugging with some choice demon-world plant extract to make you hot and needy the whole night so that by the time he takes you home, you're practically throwing yourself at him in the taxi~

The lovely combination of Kurama's personality and abilities just opens up so many possibilities :3