my wacom pen is starting 2 crumple in my hands again :') Its no surprise i wish it was more durable but i use it like daily and i do have a habit of pressing a bit too hard but i justd oo nott have the money for a new one. i have an another one in fact!!!! but its the version i dislike. i highly prefer the grip pen to the pro one. But im glad i have it as a backup
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just Sophideon in general because I was scrolling thru their tag and I saw the quote where Cecily noticed gideon’s eyes trailing after SOPHIES LIKE A PUPPYS AND LIKE I REREAD THE PROPOSAL SCENE AND ITS SO UNDERRATED???? HE MADE IT UP ON THE SPOT AND HE MAY BE AWKWARD AF BUT GAHDAMN I WOULDVE GIVEN HIM THAT YES SO QUICKLY AND PLS THEY LITERALLY TRAINED TOGETHER???? IF IT WERE ANYONE ELSE THEYD BE DCREAMING AND HOW GIDEON WAS THE FIRST PERSON SOPHIE TOLD ABOUT WANTING TO ASCEND AND HOW THEYRE NOW SO HAPPY WITH KIDS AND GIDEON IS STILL CONFUSED AF AND SOPHIE REMAINS A QUEEN AND I JUST-
BRO I NEVER SAW THIS BUT YEAH EXACTLY THAT EXACTLY SOPHIDEON JUSTD SKSNNDDN *UGH*
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Hey~ Just wanted to say ur recent Epel and Floyd fic just- it justd- mY FEELS. IT FELT LIKE GETTING SUCKERPUNCHED BY A GIANT MARSHMALLOW BUT THAT GIANT MARSHMALLOW WAS A DUBIOUSLY WHOLESOME INTERACTION DEALING 50 BAJILLION EMOTIONAL DAMAGE(in a good way) AND THE WORDS JUST MAKE ME AGDYDHBXJKDKLI ... Yea. Anyway, thank you for creating ur masterpieces, your writing is enchanting :D
[Referencing this imagine!]
Haha, I’m glad you enjoyed it but I can’t take all the credit! I was really inspired by how... wholesome and/or chaotic Epel’s Union Birthday card interview was. (In fact, I usually pull information and themes from the interview responses to write for each of my birthday pieces!)
I feel like Epel definitely “grew up” a lot, especially following chapter 5 and into chapter 6, so I wanted to focus on his expanded worldview and how Floyd wants to use Epel’s growth to entertain himself. His interviewer, Floyd, being as intimidating as he is, forces Epel to choose his words carefully (to not put him in a bad mood)! At the same time, Floyd’s very loose and will happily let Epel speak freely (especially when compared to Vil), so it kind of puts the birthday boy in a unique situation.
It was a really fascinating dynamic to write!
*proceeds to squish them both like marshmallows*
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this is a lovely request from @ohgodnonotthis 💛⭐️✨ thank you!!!
billy + cold + driving to the gas station (tw: smoking/drugs)
disclaimer: i am not a minor and as such, i don’t write or include minors in my stranger things fic. all characters are 18+ only!!!
distant | weed | fuss | struggle | couple | professional | remember | nap | abundant | objective | wrong | discreet | gift | stay | collapse | cabin | practical | defend | haunt | indoor | rhythm | ankle | incentive | healthy | steam | anger | bond | text | correction | visible | guess | cinema | maze | contrary | observer | nuance | neglect | lip | reflection | sniff | authority | illusion | echo | medicine | lace | insurance | knit | dealer | grudge | affair | sofa | expertise | passion | spill | laundry | exposure | shelter | privilege | manner | relax | compromise | sacred | doubt | philosophy | thaw | ticket | bike | bench | vain | bed | improvement | pier | gravity | immune | vigorous | productive | reception | veil | bee | train | harsh | loyalty | fresh | late | mind | highway | sound | frozen | annual | soup | instinct | groan | lonely | spite | bill | crude | dare | magazine | mess | ignore | sketch | flush | liability | camp | brag | sour | compensation
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The gas station was only a few miles away, but Billy knew it was going to feel like years.
He felt like shit.
For one, he hadn’t had a cigarette for nearly 8 hours and he was in hell, plain and simple.
“Hehhh... hih’TSCHOO!”
The second thing, of course, was the monster of a headcold he had.
As Billy slipped into the driver’s seat of his Camero, he stuffed a few napkins in his back pocket, just in case. He sniffled hard as he slammed the door shut, and the quick pressure in his sinuses triggered a pair of particularly vicious sneezes.
“Ahh... haH! Hah’CSHSHH! HhH’ISHSH!”
Jesus fuck.
His hands were shaking and at this point, he couldn’t tell if it was from his fever or the withdrawal (it was not the withdrawal).
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After what felt like forever, Billy was finally at a gas station, using what little strength he had to open the door.
The bell over his head chimed as he snatched up a few packs of cigarettes and made a beeline to the cashier.
He tossed them on the counter and sniffled, absentmindedly swiping under his nose with his hand. “Justd these,” he snuffled, nostrils flaring.
“F-fuck,” he mumbled, desperately trying to get the napkins out of his back pocket in time.
“Sorry, I’b godda—” His shaking hands couldn’t wrestle the napkins out of his pocket without tearing them apart, so he opted to sneeze into a loose fist, away from the cashier.
“H-hihhh... hahH’ISHSH!” Billy pressed a knuckle to his septum and tried miserably to stifle the following sneeze. “HahH! Hh’HURESSHHFF!”
He turned back around, face flushed, a knuckle still pressed up against the underside of his nose.
“That’s some cold you got, son. You sure the cigarettes are all you want?” the cashier said, gesturing to the cold medicine on the shelves behind him.
Billy waved him off before sneezing violently into the collar of his shirt. “Huh’RRESHHSH! J-justd the cigarettdes.”
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i know that, but you were holding his ahand and blushing that justd oesnt sound like something you would be filled with rage about - robot anon
I'm not holding his hand! I'm gripping it. Out of rage.
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1 cool thing abt humanoid forms ? intoxicants .
1 uncool thing ? SWEATING
( like i dont need 2 drink water unless i lose it somehow & thats thru sweating . goddamn how do humanoids deal w this . u justd rink water 2 lose it ?? * then have 2 drink more wtaer ???? )
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on your post about this weird uptick in forcefem memes (usually from radfems, exclus or exclus leaning people) i think what makes me uncomfy with it is how non consensually these people go about it? (especially since due to them going "uwu we're justd oing this to give advice to men on how to be valid uwu" thus maknig them not tag it as nsft even when it has an nsft undertone going on.) i care less about the fact that people have those kinks. and moreso that it's heavily implied that men in those communities have to do this. to prove that they're good men. otherwise they're still evil and misogynistic conservatives if they don't and especially how often this is directed specifically at trans men and transmascs more than cis men. it just feels like it's intended to be woke detransitioning encouragement from a lot of the blogs that do that. 6o6 who falls under exclus did this too. many bloggers pointed out how that's not progressive to say about all trans men.
and 6o6 made it very clear that they think all trans men should become feminine as well and doubled down on the post's bad implications. i wish these people would understand that coerced kink shit is bad even in the name of their so called leftism takes. (btw no one go after 606 over this. just block them if this opinion of theirs i'm referencing offends you. i'm just giving this as an example of how radfems and exclus keep pushing forcefem fetish mining onto men in their spaces as the only valid way for them to be male radfems or male exclus/.)
I call it coerced kink cuz despite how anti kink radfems and exclus are. i feel like they manage to find roundabout ways to voice their kinks in the format of posts like these. they think it's worse to be honest and vocal about having these kinks even in a consensual kinkplay scenario. so instead they have to disguise it as them giving advice to men on how to be good men in radfem and exclus spaces. thus doing fetish mining in the process in the name of some leftist goal. because fetish mining done with leftist wording is better than consensual kink according to these people?? idk it just feels really weird to me especially with how often radfems and exclus do vore kink fetish mining and piss kink fetish mining as well as humiliation kink fetish mining.
i think these people need to realize that it's impossible to stave off your internalized kinks you're trying to shame out of yourself in an aba therapy like manner essentially. cuz they'll keep finding ways to leak into your hot takes about what trustworthy men in a relationship should be like. especially with the high standard man hating bias that's very involved in takes like these. maybe i'm looking too deep into it but at the same time i can't help but wonder if that's why posts like that exist.
especially when i've seen a lot of anti kink terfs/radfems lately (which exclus keep "reclaiming" their anti kink takes from btw, we see you you're not fooling anyone) claiming that just doing the sexual act non consensually that the kink is imitating is better than doing the consensual kinkplay procedure.
As someone with a forcefemme kink I don't think they even see this as a kink but rather as something that needs to happen because feminism has been touting men=bad, women=good and thus the correlating aesthetics also are bad/good in turn.
Idk, I feel like saying that "x has y kink" falls into "Putin hates gays because he's secretly gay/JKR hates trans people because she's secretly trans masc" category of can we not assume?
They may indeed have this fetish, but they've not allowed themselves to unpack what they do and don't find titillating and I feel it really narrows the field and forgets that some people just genuinely believe this is what needs to happen, regardless of how wet it makes their panties.
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