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maidofmetal · 7 months
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i have made so many calls today trying to get a referral to a gastroenterologist and to get on pain medications that won’t burn a gotdamn hole in my tummy n everytime i call nothing gets done nothing gets solved and i’m nauseas as fuck i’m pretty sure iv had gastrointestinal bleeding for at least 1-2 months i am tired and in pain i have been on n off sobbing all day long while trying to go about my day n not feel fucking miserable about my body n mental health n my life n nobody is fuckkng making this any easier for me i’m so frustrated and tired and going fucking insane
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raedas · 2 months
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hi shamsi im gonna put my age in my bio when i turn 17. you didnt need 2 know this but im telling you anyway
that’s so real we can be 17 in public. together
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khajiitclaws · 1 month
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I see a lot of people meme the fact that estinien “shows up randomly and leaves” but like. That’s not a joke that’s just bad writing! Characters should have a purpose and contribute something to the story but when has estinien done that since hw. Be honest rn
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dexter-erotoph · 6 months
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btw im not sure ill be around for the premiere. its at 4am for me so its a matter of forcing myself up
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raisinushigher · 8 months
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THIS IS HOW THE KISS ACTUALLY LOOKED IM GONNA LOSE IT
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pepprs · 2 years
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i do not want to get out of bed omfg. this week has been so fucking insane im exhausted but we have aprogram tonight until 7 and i have to facilitate and there are a million things to do today
#but i got my p*riod and cotaught on tuesday and broke up w my counselor on monday and a few days before that redacted redacted so im ph#physically and emotionally exhausted but we have this program tonight until 7 and then 2 trainings tomorrow andi have like 2 meetings inbetw#between those. and i just want to sleep and/or lie down w a heating pad bc my cramps have been brutal this time around. literally could#barely get work done on tuesday bc i was in AGONY and forgot my heating pad and no one could bring it to me from home but it s like i have n#nowhere on campus to lie down or get checked out or anything bc im not a student anymore so i need to just writhe at my desk (<- i have one#of those now finally btw 🥹💗) and jusf hope i don’t pass out. and i didn’t but it was so bad and im not recovered from it yet. idk.#everything is so much. there are some intense and in some cases horrible things happening. iwwish we had time to pause and process them and#that we weren’t so tired and stretched all the time. i wish we didn’t have all these pressures to worry about. i wish we could just have#time to love each other and check in truly and to support each other bc we are friends before we are colleagues methinks and i jsut want us#to be ok and happy and rested and healthy. idk. augh#delete later#purrs#also i think i am not normal when it comes to cramps btw. i think maybe it might not be normal to be in this much pain. or maybe im just#weak or have a low pain tolerance but i feel like it’s a lot worse than it used to be + i get cramps at Other times too and it’s ummmm bad.#ask to tag#like how absolutely insane that this is a huge part of my life and i feel like i can’t even talk abt it and it’s so embarrassing but it#literaly is like.. every other week im scared that im gonna be unable to function bc of pain but i literally say nothing at all and just smi#smile and pretend im fine and barely talk abt it. i don’t think that’s good or normal. and i think ppl should talk abt p*ripds more so it’s#not as weird or bad or gross or cringe whatever to talk abt being in pain and to accommodate urself or whatever despite other ppl knowing#abt it. cringeeeee augh i don’t want to be one of Those people but like. it’s bad and i fucking hate it
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whimsyprinx · 2 years
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regarding this post (linked back to my reblog of it) a lot of y’all are seriously so fucking pathetic. You’re out here calling a whole 16 year old a loser, lameass, pussy, buzzkill, narc, snitch, dickweed, and more! most of y’all are grown ass adults too like get a fucking life instead of getting together to shame a teenager for not wanting to drink and making a post about it online, from what I hear people have been harassing them, A CHILD as well. Y’all shouldn’t be pressuring or judging anyone over not wanting to drink ESPECIALLY children,,, like what the fuck is wrong with y’all?
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boringauntie · 1 year
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as a black girl, dating a (black) man who has very little exposure to, very little knowledge about, and sometimes very little desire to learn deeply about black women is … difficult
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pyr0cue · 2 years
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the-oblivious-writer · 10 months
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Touch Tank
Tara Carpenter x Reader
One-shot
Summary: Tensions are high when you go over to the Carpenters' apartment after telling Tara you would fix their sink; Sam isn't exactly what you would call your 'biggest fan'
Warning(s): Swearing, Tara & R aren't together, & no pronouns used
Notes: Another work based off of Gilmore Girls! Currently re-watching it and I'm slowly inching towards s3 ep 19... I'm avoiding it like the plague (I wanna stay in literali bliss just a lil longer 😔)
4/7 for Seven Days of Christmas
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You made the mistake of agreeing to fix Tara’s sink.
Somehow Tara roped you into agreeing. Plumbers were expensive, and with paying rent in New York while also paying for college, they were already on a tight budget. You offered them a cheaper price, and you honestly didn’t mind giving Tara a favor.
That was before you remembered Sam would be there too.
You have known Tara all of five months, and in that time you haven’t exactly left the best impression on her older sister. Sam has already caught you sneaking in ten times—you got lucky every other time—and it didn’t help that you had an attitude. 
Tara wanted nothing more than for Sam to get to know you—to not just go off the you she made up in her head. So, when Sam found out you would be coming to fix their kitchen sink… she figured it wouldn’t be such a bad idea to give you another shot. Besides, she was doing this for Tara. She wasn’t sure as to why Tara was so persistent on it, but all she knows is that Tara wants you and her to get along. 
You walk up the stairs to the shared apartment after getting buzzed in by Tara. Once you get to the door you knock and the door opens.
“Hey,” Tara greets.
“Hey back,” you reply. Tara moves to the side, letting you in. Once you’re inside you look at Tara once again before smiling to yourself.
“You’re very punctual,” she remarked—watching as your eyes wandered.
“Yeah, well, it was either this or more apartment hunting with Danny.”
“You’re moving?”
You shrugged, “I don’t know. Don’t really get the point—the apartment’s fine. He says there’s ‘interior damage’ or whatever. Nothing I can’t fix.”
“Who knows; a new place could be nice.”
“I guess. He’s kinda eyeing the vacant apartment that’s not too far from yours.”
“Really?”
“Yeah… not saying it’s a sure thing but if we do move, can you promise you won’t get sick of me?”
“Sick of that face? Never…” She gently pinched your cheek teasingly; heat rushed to your face. 
“Did you change your hair?” You asked suddenly, changing the subject.
“What?”
“Your hair looks…different.”
“So segway’s not your thing, huh?” 
“Is it?” 
“Uh, no. I wear it like this a lot. Why?”
“Just…” You shrug, “Different.”
“Oh. Bad ‘different’?” She tugged on the hem of her shirt, suddenly feeling nervous for some reason. 
You smirk, about to answer her question, but turn your head when you hear a noise coming from down the hall. It sounded like Sam yelling a curse before Tara looked back at you with a light chuckle.
“The sink hasn’t been putting her in the best mood,” she elaborates. 
“She’s usually in a good mood?” You quip with raised eyebrows, tone laced in sarcasm. Tara scolds you with a look, causing you to back down. “Alright, alright.” 
“This fucking sink is driving me insane–” Sam cuts herself off, stopping in her tracks when she sees you. 
“Oh. Y/N. You’re here,” she says and you simply nod at her words. “Refreshing to see you use the front door for once…” She murmurs but you and Tara hear it. Tara scolds her with the same look she gave you just moments before. 
“If you want there’s Dr. Pepper in the kitchen,” Sam reluctantly offered. You looked at Tara then at Sam before briefly nodding. 
After a few seconds of silence, Sam clears her throat. “Okay, well, everything’s in the kitchen if you want to get started. The toolbox, and gloves are all there. If you need anything else just call one of us.” 
Tara looks between you and Sam before speaking up, “Come on, I’ll show you.” She extends her hand, gesturing to the direction of the kitchen. You begin to walk in that direction but before Tara follows behind, she gives Sam a look.
“I’m trying,” Sam huffed. 
“Well keep it up pleasee,” Tara requested as she walked away to the kitchen. 
By the time she was there, you were already setting up. “Question,” She states.
“Yes?” You put the pair of gloves in your back pocket, looking over at Tara.
“You come over. You seem to have a very firm grasp of the English language. You put together several full sentences—even using a couple of words that contain two or more syllables. And then my sister appears, and suddenly we need a thought bubble over your head to understand what you’re thinking. Can you tell me why that is?”
You looked down at the four-way silicone key in your hand before looking at Tara again with a  response. “The verbal thing comes and goes.” 
Tara sighed, lightly rolling her eyes. “I would really appreciate it if you would try to get along with my sister.”
“I took the Dr. Pepper,” you stated as a matter of factly. 
She furrowed her eyebrows, “I know.”
“Personally, I think it’s a little crazy to put lemon in Dr. Pepper—buuuut I took it anyhow.” You reached for the bucket and rag as you heard Tara huff.
“Stop it.”
“Ooo, stern face,” you say as you lift the tool and bucket to place by the sink. Tara continues, following you as you crouched down by the sink.
“Look. I went out on a limb for you, trying to get my sister to give you the benefit of the doubt. Okay? So, I don’t think it would hurt you to try to be nice.”
You put down the wrench you had just picked up, now fully turned and standing to look at Tara as you spoke. “Why?” You simply asked, taking off your jacket.
“Why?” Tara mirrored.
“Yeah. Why?” 
“Because she’s my sister—and she and Danny are dating.”
“So?” You tossed your jacket on top of a nearby chair.
“What do you mean ‘so’?” She asked incredulously; her eyebrows stayed furrowed.
“So, just because she’s your sister or Danny’s girlfriend doesn’t mean that I automatically have to get along with her,” you stated with pure conviction, rolling up your sleeves. 
“Y/N, my sister is a great person. She’s also my best friend—so if you care about me at all you will take that into consideration,” Tara was now crossing her arms as she stood her ground. “And you will be mildly polite to her.”
You couldn’t help but smirk, looking her up and down before responding. “What makes you think I care about you?” Tara didn’t need eyes to know you were smirking and enjoying this way too much.
She blushes, looking down at the ground and shaking her head as she grows flustered. “I–I don’t mean care-care. Like—care. I mean if you like me at all—not like-like! I just meant that–” Tara stumbles over her words, tucking in a loose strand of hair behind her ear. You watch her with amusement, a soft smile grazing your face as you let out a light snort.
“If you think of me remotely as the sort of person you could occasionally stand to talk to then you will try to get along with my sister. That’s all.” 
Your eyes never pulled from her once, only looking at her with fondness as you finally said something. “Okay,” you nod.
“Okay?”
“Can’t guarantee that it’ll work but I’ll try,” you confirm. 
“Thank you.”
“You’re welcome…” You glance at the sink then back at Tara. “Should probably get to work.”
“Right. Sorry—go ahead.” She turns to walk away, looking at you one more time before leaving the kitchen. You crouch down by the sink again, not meeting her gaze but feeling it. She doesn’t see how you grin to yourself; your mind being plagued with thoughts of the younger Carpenter.
Guess it wouldn’t hurt to make an effort. 
Later that night, you decided to stop by Tara’s window for a surprise visit. You looked at her for a few seconds—admiring how peaceful she looked—before lightly tapping on her window. She turned to look at the window, a grin grazing her face when her eyes meets yours.
She lifted the window with a smile as you looked up at her fondly. “Hey,” you finally said after the window fully opened, expression never faltering as you leaned your head against the window frame.
“Hey back,” she replied. “Didn’t you say something to Sam about not coming through the window anymore.” Tara heard from Sam that you managed to hold somewhat of a conversation with the older Carpenter, actually making an effort to try with her. No matter how awkward it might have been on your end, at least you tried.
“You talk about me with Sam?” You asked smugly.
She rolled her eyes with an infectious smile. “Just get inside.”
“I didn’t hear a no~” You say in a sing-song voice. Tara pulled you in by your sleeve, roughly, might you add. “Watch the shirt,” you complain while you’re pulled inside her room.
“Quirk it.”
“How gentle,” you sarcastically complimented; you dusted your pants off with your free hand, not commenting on how Tara still held a grip on your other arm. 
“So,” Tara began as she sat on her bed—dragging you with her, “What are we watching tonight?”
“I can’t do Freaky Friday again.”
“Fine.”
“How about Cursed?” You inquired. Tara was leaning her back against your chest; she looked up at you with those beautiful brown eyes.
“That movie’s terrible.”
“One-hundred percent, but Milo Ventimiglia is in it.”
“Doesn’t he only have like six minutes of screen time?”
“But in it, nevertheless.”
“You drive a hard bargain… Get the laptop?”
You respond by reaching over to the night stand, grabbing her laptop. You hand it to her and she opens it on her lap. 
Tara would never comment on how she was the only one who got this side of you—the gentle, kind, and considerate side. Well, when she wants to see you squirm she comments on it. But for now, she’ll keep it to it herself.
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A/N: the urge to write a paper on how jess mariano is a truly misunderstood character grows each & each day...
(I got beef with star hallows. we leave it at that.)
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kikohao · 7 months
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ᅠᅠᅠᅠ ⠀⠀⠀⋆˙. let me protect you instead
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★ ㅤㅤpairing ; bf!jihoon x reader (student!jihoon x student!reader) ★ ㅤㅤsummary ; in which jihoon comes to save you when you're at your lowest ★ ㅤㅤthemes ; established relationship, fluff, comfort fic ★ ㅤㅤwarnings ; mentions of trauma, traumatic relationship with parents, reader cries, cursing ★ ㅤㅤword count ; 1.05k ★ ㅤㅤtaglist ; @nonononranghaee ★ ㅤㅤa/n ; i hate how there's literaly no jihoon fluff fics :( so decided to take matters in my own hands 🗣🗣 likes and reblogs are appreciated! &lt;3
We most certainly didn’t plan a movie night to be going about on such a horrible, pouring day. “Such luck,” you scoffed to yourself, positioning the pillows on the couch, placing the snacks on the small table Jihoon had bought for you when you first started living alone. It was a simple, yet elegant circular table that had such attractive engravings on it.
You didn’t particularly hate rainy days, just the thunder that came with it; that was the dreadful part.
Ding.
“I might be late today, got extra work at the studio. I’ll try to be there by ’15. Love you.”
I loud sigh escaped your mouth. You didn’t really care that he was going to be late; just the fact that he’s working overtime again – fourth time this week. But then again, it’s Jihoon, its not anything new to him. Moments like this take you back to your high school memories – when you first met Jihoon as a transfer student at your school.
You were walking home from school, after yet another long, exhausting day at cram school. Oh how you wanted to head home, grab a big cup of hot chocolate, and just sleep.
Deciding to grab some hot chocolate powder, you set foot in the convenience store by your house. Greeting the part-time worker who seemed to be about a year or two older than you, you make your way towards the appropriate section, getting a hold of a packet of the powder. “Wouldn’t hurt to get some marsh mellows I suppose..” You grinned.
You rush to get a spot at the queue to pay, leaving the store at that. Walking back, you spot a familiar student surrounded by a group of senior at your school. The first thought that came up in your head was just to ignore. Ignore them. Don’t get involved.
“Hey!” You yelled, most likely impulsively – earning confused stares from the the same seniors that were trying to bully the student. Oh, for fuck’s sake, here we go again.
You walk towards the boy, grabbing his wrist; you stand in front of him. In attempt to leave the place, you take a step ahead, just for the way to be blocked my one of the seniors. He wore a cap the wrong way around, trying to look “cool”. What a generation, you sighed.
“What do you think you’re doing? We were talking with him?” He started.
7:58 pm. Nah, I’ve got no time for this.
I ignored their comment and lead the student some place away from them, receiving absurd scoffs from them.
I turn to him, “Are you okay?” I ask him, ignoring my racing heart. Obviously, you didn’t think you’d get away with such a thing. You expected a fight or something like that; you planned on taking a run for it. His stare bore through you. “Don’t worry, they’re gone now.” You whispered to him, which was met with small sigh. “Was it relief?” you thought to yourself.
You walked with him for a while.
Silence.
Not one of us dared to utter a word.
Yeah, I’m not having this, you thought to yourself. “I’m Y/N,” you started in attempt to loosen the mood, hoping to start a conversation. “What’s your name?”
“Jihoon.” A small mumble. His voice was cute. This is when you actually looked up to him. The street lights helped along the way; you looked at him. He was charming. Charming in the cute sort of way. The way his round face appropriately fit with the rest of his features.
Did your heart just skip a beat?
“If those seniors ever bully you again, tell me. I’ll protect you!” You stood in front of him, hand on your chest as a sort of pledge, earning a small smile, later fading.
Guess you didn’t realize that he went from a stranger to someone who you couldn’t stop thinking about.
The rain started to beat down further, accompanied by the rumbling roars of the thunder. You were alarmed. You hated thunder storms. You hated them so fucking much.
It reminded you of terrifying memories. It reminded you of your parents. You thought it would stop re-appearing after you walked out of their lives. Guess it didn’t. Guess you’ll never forget how they made you feel.
You sat down, knees against your chest, your hands placed on your ears in attempt to block out the sounds. Tears welled up in my eyes. You hated how your anger turned into tears.
It felt like hell.
“Congratulations! You survived the war! Now, live with the trauma.” That. That’s it. It lingers, forever.
Another spur of tears raced forward, just to be stopped by someone.
Jihoon.
That was the end. You didn’t like being like this – especially in front of him. You were supposed to be the one protecting him. You didn’t want him to see you feel weak. You didn’t want him to see you at your worst.
It wasn’t sobs now, but tears. “It’s okay, It’s okay,” He soothed, rubbing circles onto my back, engulfing me into a hug. “Everything’s okay,”
But it wasn’t. Everything was ruined.
“Let me protect you instead, Y/N.”
That was when you knew – when you knew he was the one.
I was surrounded by a few students, maybe older than I?
“Hey! Aren’t you the new transfer student?” One spoke. I nodded.
“Do you want to join the new basketball team? We’re looking for more players from Class 11.” Another spoke. “Basketball?” I spoke out, receiving a nod from the seniors.
“Well,” I started, only to be cut off by a girl, rushing towards us.
“Hey!” Everyone from this school is actually insane, I thought. What I nearly didn’t expect at all was her to grab my wrist. She was talking for me. She was standing up for me.
Cute.
Never did I believe in fate. But there it was. A meeting of fate. I suppose I fell for her without even realizing I did.
And suddenly, all the love songs were about you.
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mask131 · 1 year
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While checking around for my “Roman gods are not Greek gods” posts, I found back this tripartition of mythology, which is actually a fact that everybody should kno about if they want to dabble in Greco-Roman myths (especially Greek myths).
We know that, during Antiquity, the Romans and the Greeks thought that there wasn’t just one, but three different types of “theology” - three different views, perceptions and reception of the gods.
The first theology was the theology of the priests and of the state - aka, religion. The Greek gods as perceived and described by religion, as honored through rituals and festivals.
The second theology is the “mythic theology” - what we call “mythology today”. It is a set of legends, folktales and stories that are not part of religion, but rather used and carried by art - it is the gods are seen, perceived and described by the poets, by the epics, by the theater plays.
The third theology is the theology of the philosophers - who used the gods and their tales as images and allegories for various abstract or concrete topics. It is the gods as depictions and description of natural phenomenon, or the myths as a way to actualy exemplify a social fact or explain psychological workings. 
For the classic Greeks and Romans, there was a clear divide between those three very different point of view of the gods. It was basically three different versions of the pantheon. This is notably why you will find texts noting that priests disliked and condemned the poets’ mythological works, due to them being blasphemous and making the gods too human when religion described them as perfect ; and it is also why the philosophers of old dissed on and rejected the literary works of mythology as nonsense only good to feed superstitions, because for them the gods weren’t characters or realities, but rather abstract concepts and rhetorical allegories.
This is something I feel needs to be reminded, because today these three different theologies have been mixed up into one big mess - as literary myths are placed one the same level as philosophical “myths” (actually texts taking the shape of myths), and both considered of outmost religious importance. When in fact, things were quite different... 
EDIT: I was asked if there was a myth that could illustrate the three different theologies, and on the spot I would say “the affair between Aphrodite and Ares”.
This story originates from the “mythological theology”. It is primarily a story, and a good one. It is the story of a husband who discovers his wife is unfaithful and tries to get revenge, it is the story of an extra-marital affair gone wrong, it is typical set of divine shenanigans ending on a grotesque display of divine humiliation - it is an excellent narrative material for plays and poems (and the legend does originates from poems).
The story was also dearly beloved and reused by the “philosophical theology”, because the philosophers adored the idea of the love between Ares and Aphrodite - for them it was the perfect depiction of how the concepts of “love” and “war” , despite being seemingly opposite, attracted each other and were closely tied. For them, this story isn’t to be taken literaly as “a god cheated on another god”, but rather as “this is an allegory showing that love and war are two sides of the same coin, which is why Aphrodite falls for Ares despite being married to Hephaistos”. But for them the whole net part is just poetic nonsense invented to make people laugh ; or maybe they will reinvent them as a moral, cautionary tale that should be used to warn people of the dangers of unfaithfulness. 
And then there’s the “religious theology”, the point of view of the priests - for whom such a story is mockery and sacrilege. You can imagine them saying: “You are making the gods look like fools! Gods don’t cheat on each other, gods don’t get captured in nets while butt-naked, gods don’t even sleep on beds - GODS DO NOT EVEN HAVE HUMAN FORMS IN THEIR NATURAL STATE - what the heck is this bullshit you’re saying, you’re just insulting the gods by turning them into lecherous humans and grotesque clowns for your vulgar story!” (This is a reconstitution and not the actual words of an Ancient Greek priest)
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yoitsjay · 2 months
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Catch and Keep
Pairings: Hunter x fem! Reader
Summary: yeah... you fucked up...
Warnings: unprotected sex (p in v) (wrap it up) knife play, choking, slight bondage, overstimulation, edging, cream pie, slight breeding, Hunter and prey trope, most literaly Hunter and his prey. Gentle at the end, sweet aftercare, several rounds
Word count: 2,673
“You're a real piece of work, you know that?”
“Yeah well you're full of bantha shit! so suck my nuts.”
“What nuts? you don’t even have the balls to kill fucking bugs! let alone droids that have no concept of pain!”
“Fuck you Hunter! I've probably saved your asses from death more times than you've killed droids!”
Tensions were extremely high as another one of your and Hunter’s arguments ensued. You were Clone Force 99’s nat-born medic, and the minute you joined them you and Hunter butted heads instantaneously. However you were an incredible medic, maybe not a good shot when it came to droids, but when it came to injuries and fixing them quickly, it was basically your “enhancement”
You and Hunter seethed at each other before he stormed off to the cockpit. You scoffed and walked into the medical area, prepping your things for the next mission. Soon the Marauder landed on a heavily forested planet. You grabbed a couple rations, and walked to the ramp of the cockpit before being stopped by Hunter, his hand firmly wrapped around your arm.
“And where are you going?” He asked, glaring down at you. You turned and narrowed your eyes at him, yanking your arm away. “It’s none of your business, nerf herder.” You spat, seeing the anger flash in his eyes. “I could tell you that I'm leaving to go masturbate, would that get you off my back?” You challenged, walking away from him.
However you paused when he called your name.
“ill give you a ten second head start to run before i find you and fuck you like an animal.” He growled, and your eyes went wide, bewildered by the words that just came out of his mouth. “Excuse me?” You asked, taking a step back as he took a step forward.
Though as you looked at him, you saw something deep and primal in his eyes that you haven't seen before.
Something terrifying.
But also, underneath all that fear you started to feel, arousal was quick to follow. what would happen if he caught you? would he simply kill you? or would he torture you with pleasure until you broke.
Your thoughts were quickly interrupted when Hunter pulled out his vibroblade, and your eyes went wide. Crosshair had poked his head out from the Marauder, smirking slightly as he looked at you.
“Id run Y/n. He won’t stop chasing until you're under him.” Crosshair warned.
And with that you turned tail and ran into the forest, dropping the supplies you would have brought with you. Your heart was already thrumming in your ears as you jumped over fallen logs and used branches to make sharp turns.
Hunter could track you easily, so you made a b-line for the swamp area, and caked your clothes in mud before continuing to run so he couldn’t track your scent. though you had a feeling he'd find you anyway.
And that dirty, filthy, slutty part of you wanted too.
You managed to find a tree with low enough branches to climb onto, so you started your climb, not very high in case you fell, but high enough to where you hoped he couldn’t see you. But those hopes were useless.
You heard low whistling coming from the south, and your blood ran cold. You sucked in a deep breath and closed your eyes, trying to calm your erratic heart. Fuck he could probably hear it.
The whistling got louder and louder until it stopped, and you felt something, a rope, wrap around your waist. You were pulled from the tree, your scream scaring the bird out of the trees, you fell, but not to the ground.
You were caught in a pair of arms, Hunter’s arms.
“Caught you. little fawn.” He growled into your ear.
Hunter pressed you into a tree, his hand firmly wrapped around his throat as he brought his vibroblade up to your clothed sternum, catching the fabric of your clothes before he tugged and sliced it down the middle, your shirt and bra falling open to reveal your bare skin, and breasts.
“Hunter please-”
Your words were cut off as he squeezed your throat a little tighter before releasing it, tugging off your top clothes before he ripped off your bottoms, tossing them to the forest floor.
“I am going to fucking ruin that pretty pussy of yours.” He murmured, the non sharp part of his blade gliding against your clit, making you gasp loudly as he did so. He then lifted you up against the tree, holding you with one arm, while you basically sat on his leg, the feeling of his clothes against your throbbing pussy sending shivers up your spine.
“I am done with the arguing.” He grunted, using his free hand to unbuckle his belt, shifting his pants down to free his cock, which was already leaking pre-cum. But he didn’t move to fuck you, no he knew that would hurt you, and not in the way he wanted to hurt you.
Not in a way that would feel good.
Hunter sheathed his blade, holding you up against the tree with his hand, kneeling down. You automatically placed your legs on his shoulders, so his second hand cupped your thigh to help support you.
But the minute he saw your pussy flutter in anticipation you were done for. His mouth was against you, tongue roughly flicking against your clit. He then stopped, and sucked at your folds, dipping his tongue into your entrance before going back to your clit.
The sounds that left you and him were vile, he was slurping up your juices like a lifeline, like you were his feast. And you were, oh you were his feast and more.. you were his prey that he caught.
And now you were his.
Hunter left sloppy opened mouth kisses against your cunt, your juices and his saliva dripping down his chin and onto the forest floor. You squirmed against his grip, the harsh bark of the tree scraping against your back which only made this so much more intense.
You screamed as Hunter almost brought you to an Orgasm, but pulled his head back just before you could cum. You let out a frustrated groan, but again that attitude was quickly silenced as he grabbed your jaw, glaring at you.
“good girls listen to their superiors, you wanna be a good girl don’t you?” He asked, his raspy voice sending your brain into overdrive, yet you nodded, biting your lip as he released your jaw, and started licking tentatively up your folds again.
“Good” He muttered against your clit, his hot breath fanning across your thighs. “Now shut up and take it.” he growled.
He started the process all over again, building you up before stopping, edging you over, and over, and over again until tears were streaming down his face. “Please!” You begged, voice and legs shaking. Hunter moved you from the tree, laying you down on the ground as he removed his pants and boxers, followed by his shirt.
He was now on top of you, gathering your juices on his fingers before he pushed three of them inside you. And that was enough to push you over the edge as he let you cum.
You squirted, all over his fingers and all over his torso. And he was grinning like a fucking wolf, thrusting his fingers in and out of you to keep your orgasm going for as long as possible. He finally removed his fingers, though you were still twitching against the ground.
He was nowhere near done.
Hunter leaned down, licking up your tears on each cheek before he started biting and sucking marks down your skin, sliding his hands to your hips before he roughly turned you into your hands and knees. He slid his bandana off, using it to tie your hands behind your back.
Hunter then pulled you up to your feet, pressing you against a tree just as he slammed his cock into you.
You cried, more tears streaming down your face as your pussy burned, but then started throbbing with desire. Hunter pulled out, the tip of his cock barely inside before he slammed into you again. You moaned, incoherent words leaving your lips as you tried to beg for more.
he was happy to oblige, one hand on your hip while the other held onto the bandana that bound your wrists behind you. He thrusted into you, slow and hard. He wanted you to feel every inch, every vein of his cock as he slammed into you, then dragged his cock out so slowly.
Your arousal was practically running down your legs, and you were blabbering nonsense, and Hunter was barely making a sound. “Not so tough are you now? little fawn.” He growled. You whimpered in response to his words, feeling him shift behind you as he pulled you against his hot skin, releasing your wrists from the bandana, instead tying it around your neck. He gave it a good tug, and held it in his fist.
You moaned, and cried and begged, and he finally started quickening his thrusts, his arm wrapped around your torso, the other holding the end of the bandana around your neck, keeping bent down but not letting you fall forward as he rutted his hips against yours.
You could just barely hear his grunts of pleasure now, your own cries of pleasure filling your ears. Your legs were shaking, but Hunter was easily able to keep you up, until he had enough of standing and pulled you off his cock, letting you fall forward into the ground.
he was back on top of you within seconds, his thrusts wild and meticulous. His cock hit every good spot in your pussy, rubbing up against the g-spot and against your cervix. He had your arms pinned on either side of you, legs spread and slightly suspended upwards.
You rocked back and forth, having worn out your voice at this point.
Then he came.
White hot cum filled your cunt, so much so that it started leaking out of you, even though Hunter was still inside. He rolled his hips against yours, hearing your soft whimpers. He then pulled out, flipping you onto your back now, taking his bandana back from your neck, tying it around his head as he smirked down at you.
“Learned your lesson yet? babygirl?” He asked, seeing you nod weakly. But he still wasn't done. Of course he wasn't.
Hunter lifted your leg, and moved to lay down kind of on top of you, but also to the side, resting on his elbow as his other arm wrapped around your thigh and tugged it towards your chest. His cock was back inside of you within moments, and he was slowly thrusting, but not nearly as hard as before.
You looked into his eyes, unable to tear your gaze away as he rocked his hips into yours. “Such a good girl for me.” he purred into your ear, and you nodded, your jaw falling open as he slid his arm down, his fingers making contact with your clit. Your eyes rolled back, and your head lolled to the side.
“Don’t close your eyes, keep fucking looking at me.” He ordered, and you snapped back to look at him as he slammed his hips against yours. You cried out his name, and he grinned widely. “That's it… good girl… gonna cum for me?” He asked, and you nodded, the pleasure from his fingers and his cock sending you into overdrive.
Soon you came around his cock, burying your face into the crook of his neck as you cried. He wiped your tears, and halted his thrusting. Allowing you a few moments to gather yourself. Hunter then pulled out, and sat up cross legged. He was still hard, and your mind was still clouded with a sex haze.
You sucked in a deep breath before getting onto your knees, standing up shakily, feeling Hunter’s hands on your hips just in case. You hovered over him before lowering yourself down, guiding his cock back inside you. You wrapped your legs around his waist, and sat there for a moment.
He wrapped his arms around your back, supporting you upright as you started to rock your hips into his. Your arms were around his neck, and your foreheads were pressed together. You had your eyes closed for only a moment, but when you opened them he was looking right into your eyes.
As you rocked your hips, he started thrusting upwards, your breaths becoming synchronized, heat blooming between the both of you, more so than before as this became a lot more intimate rather than raw and wild sex.
Hunter then tilted his head up and he pressed his lips to yours, you happily reciprocated, your tongues now mingling together as the pleasure both of you were experiencing got a lot more intense.
The kiss grew more passionate, and his soft moans and grunts were being swallowed by your lips, vice versa. Your’s and Hunter’s orgasms hit you both at the same time, and he came inside you, tightening his grip around you, trying to pull you further into him.
You broke the kiss, your head falling back as you panted, both of your chest rising and falling heavily as you replenished that air that he had starved you of.
Hunter gently laid you down, pulling out of you again, watching as his several loads of cum leaked out of you, practically gushing. He chuckled, laying down beside you as he admired your sweaty, fucked out complexion.
“You gonna stop arguing with me now?” He asked, and you smirked a little bit, raising a hand to his cheek before sliding it through his hair. “If it gets you to fuck me like this? absolutely not.” You joked, letting out a soft squeal when he playfully pinched your side.
“Also… with what Crosshair said before… you’ve- you’ve done this with someone else?’ You asked, pouting slightly as you spoke. Hunter frowned, but nodded, his hand cupping your cheek gently. “Yes, but it was the worst experience I've felt, and i didnt go far with her… I actually left her in the forest.” He breathed out, smiling as he heard you chuckle.
“Your mine… and i’m yours… okay?” He asked, and you nodded, pressing a kiss to the palm of his hand. Hunter hummed, leaning down to kiss your lips once more before he gathered up his clothes. “There's a small river nearby, we can wash up there, then I'll carry you back.” He said softly, and you nodded.
Hunter picked you up with ease, taking you to the stream as he washed you up. You may or may not have had one more round in the water, but he was so gentle with you. Once the both of you were clean, he slid his pants on, and let you wear his shirt, which was large on you so it covered enough.
You were back in his arms, and he carried you back to the Marauder, Tech was working outside with Echo, and Crosshair was cleaning his rifle. He smirked at his brother, who just rolled his eyes as he carried you inside and to his bunk.
“Get some rest.” he muttered, placing a kiss to your temple before he turned to walk away.
“Hunter?” You called out, seeing him turn back. You bit your lip, sighing. “I’m sorry for being rude to you… can we…” You trailed off, trying to find the right words. Hunter seemed to know what you were saying though, and he nodded, smiling down at you. “We’re even, and we will be making up for lots of lost time.” He stated.
You chuckled, nodding before laying down in his bunk, pulling the sheet over your body as you smiled. Your hips and thighs ached, but it was so worth it.
So fucking worth it.
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CHARLES LECLERC x f!actress!reader
⌗︙・ summary — with one simple instagram story, you blew up the internet. now everyone is eager to know if the rumours are true: is Charles Leclerc really seeing Hollywood's hottest it girl?
genre — social media au, fc irene from red velvet
notes — charles didn't get pole but he did get podium!!!! so here's a gift for all us tifosi's 🥂 also - i'm of east asian ethnicity myself hence why the past 2 smau's have had EA face claims asdfhg but regardless im totally open to doing smau requests for other ethnicities!!! my inbox is open after all haha. anyways i hope u enjoy this one! apologies in advance for the google translated french LOL
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yourusername   screw cowgirls, i’m a car girl 🏎 🏁
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scuderiaferrari   We think you look good in red ❤️
charles_leclerc   I agree yourusername   why thank you charles charles_leclerc  Of course, ma chérie y/nfanpage1   YOOOO WHAT THE-
danielricciardo   Great fun karting with ya on Thurs. You’re not bad – for a rookie 😉
yourusername   oh hush you dannyricdannieric   iconic new wag alert?????
landonorris   as the kids say, slay ✨
yourusername   i see i’ve taught you well 😌 landonorris   Haha, learnt from the best! y/nl/nsleftpinkie   GIRLYS PULLING THE WHOLE GRIDDDDDD purpleporschegirl   FR like i’ve never seen them this active 💀💀💀
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f1wagupdates   HOT OFF THE PRESS FROM f1anons ON TWITTER 🖤 After a tumultuous start to the season and a breakup from long-term partner Charlotte Sine six months ago, it seems that Charles Leclerc has found love again! The Ferrari driver was seen roaming Melbourne in the days leading up to the Australian GP, and fans have spotted him cozying up to an unknown woman. Neither Leclerc nor Scuderia Ferrari have commented on the situation.
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jamiesgridthots   literally where in the og tweet did it say it was abt charles….
keepittoyaself   Anon straight up said “Sine-ing” off. Who else could it be about? maybeimafool   okay, so here’s the real question: who’s the girl?????? ssumertimedadness   IDK, but she is sooooo lucky 😭
sculderiabullrari   So, we all agree that it’s Y/N L/N, right?
sainzpookiebookie   hate to be that person, but i don’t think they’ve even met each other irl... thegrreat63   ???? charles literally commented on her post about attending the AusGP ??? sennathesenate   Exactly. Why else would Ferrari give her a VIP paddock pass? Just because of one viral Tweet? tifosi55   yall r delusional LOL he literaly just broke up with charlotte theyre NOT DATING!
kimiiiboxbox   i know we’ve only seen them interact like once in a comments section, but i want charles and y/n to be real SO BAD
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f1wagupdates   SUBMITTED BY ANON 🖤 Amidst the rumours swirling about Oscar-nominated actress Y/N L/N being the next to join the wag crew, fans have spotted Charles Leclerc and an unknown woman spending a fun day at the beach in Monaco… 🏖☀️
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maxverstoppening   uh hello????? y/n l/n posting a story about going to monaco ….. charles posting about “coming home” 30 mins later ………. somethings afoot
tsutsumnodas   you’re not seriously suggesting,,,, that theyre,,, maxverstoppening   many thoughts being thunk !
gaslyyup   hollywood it girlie together with racing it boy? man, Monaco gp boutta be crazy fr
atoceanblvd   gonna take a bath with my toaster 🥰🥰
mlniemrtinez   the highway looks so comfy rn omg 😍 d3ftonesgirll   They better be real or I will actually hunt both of them down.
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scuderiaferrari   caught yourusername hard at work 💪💪💪
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yourusername   doing my best for the best team 🫡
yourusername   hey charles_leclerc and carlossainz55 am i doing a good job?
carlossainz55   Absolutely 👍 ! charles_leclerc   Dunno about best, but you sure are the prettiest ;) yourusername   …..i don’t know if i should be offended or grateful charles_leclerc   ❤️😂 paddockfemcel   they know EXACTLY what theyre doing 😭😭
user1   y/n and charles in the comments playing with our feelings BOI IF YOU DONT TELL US THAT YOURE TOGETHER RN-
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charles_leclerc   Hard at work in Monaco. What a great race week. Finished P2. It’s good to be back.
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carlossainz55   You do too much, cabrón 😂
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scuderiaferrari   And onwards we go! To P1 and beyond 🚀
yourusername   looking good, leclerc ;)
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y/nl/nfanpage1   WHAT IS Y/N DOING HERE???
user2   no like….. seriously.... girl stand UP….. user3   I don’t get what she sees in him. He drives around in circles for a living 🙄 user4   Jeez why are yall so pressed 😭😭 they’re literally just friends… user5   !!!! that’s what im sayin!!!!! everybody’s so upset but they haven’t even confirmed if they’re dating or not LOLOLOL
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yourusername   quick pit stop to smell the flowers… 🌷☁️👒
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landonorris   A true rose
yourusername   gosh you’re so cheesy landonorris   I was talking about me not you charles_leclerc   Hey, both of you play nice landonorris   stay out of it Leclerc
ana_d_armas   Stunning, Y/N!
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charles_leclerc   💐🖊
yourusername   💌💌 clarleslaclarc   excuse me – what???? raikkkkonon   oh so they have inside jokes now… racketpiquet   Bro chill, it’s just a flower emoji, yall r doing too much 🤣🤣
babygotback   They are so UNSERIOUSSS first Y/N with flowers on Charles’s story now this??? 😭
jantalksalot   AND THAT LAST SLIDE. WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT IT!!!! mickymousemacher   atp i bet they’re just messing with us for the fun of it
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f1wagupdates   It seems Charles Leclerc isn’t afraid of packing on the PDA – Here he is with an unknown woman at a local bazaar in Monaco! According to sources, the Ferrari driver is reportedly “very serious” about their relationship, and a source tells us that the two are “very happy” and “very much in love”.
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nyccelebgoss   Formula 1’s hottest commodity, Charles Lecclerc, spotted Monday night outside an exclusive Soho bar. Doesn’t help that a certain Y/N L/N is also in the city… Could Leclerc’s elusive beau be the award winning actress? All we know is: Leclerc may be kissing – but he certainly isn’t telling 💋 Follow us for more NYC celebrity gossip 🤫
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tsunogaslys   okay, as much as i wanna know whats going on, don’t they deserve a little privacy??
y/nluvrrrr   Was just thinking that. I hope they’re ok with all this media attention.
charlosscuderia   What the hell is charles doing in NYC?
mymuppetlando   Y/N made a story about being in NY. You can put 2 and 2 together lol. gridgirlfriend224   oh so he’s WHIPPED whipped 😭
warytonsennea   OK, now they HAVE to make some kind of statement.
y/nfanupdates   Yeah, there’s literally no way around this one LOL it’s def Y/N
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charles_leclerc   Well, I guess the cat’s out of the bag. So here I go: Mon amour, the past one year I have spent with you has simply been the best year I’ve ever had. Ma Cherie. You bring light to my life and a smile to my face each time I see you – Up on the silver screen, in the paddock cheering for me, or when I wake up next to you. Your love means more to me than you could ever know. Tu es ma vie et ma lumière. Merci d'être mienne. (You are my life and my light. Thank you for being mine.) I love you forever. ❤️
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yourusername   i love you so much mon amour. here’s to one year and counting ❤️
charles_leclerc   ❤️❤️❤️
danielricciardo   FUCKING FINALLY!!!! congrats you two 🙌
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landodelrey   ONE YEAR????? THEY’VE BEEN KEEPING THIS SECRET FOR ONE YEAR???
Liked by yourusername Liked by charles_leclerc tifosibabette16   i just KNOW that parasocial alex is smiling to himself somewhere 🤭
landonorris   S’about time. Oh, and you’re too good for him, Y/N ;) McLaren is waitingggggg
yourusername   sorry lando, but it's just like seb said: everyone is a ferrari fan (including me) charles_leclerc   😘 That’s my girl.
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Deeper | l. m.
part one: Deep
➸ synopsis: you can't tell what's worse; the fact that you want him while you can't, or the fact that he obliges you even when he knows you don't deserve it.
➸ starring: lee minho x female reader
➸ word count: 1.7k
➸ general content: ex bf!minho, it gets worse!!!, nuclear waste would pull up to the toxic competition only to start crying when the reader arrives, angst angst angst hahahahaha literaly click off if you want a happy ending, morals are lost on these two, dirty talking, the only good thing here is that the sex was protected
➸ warnings: swearing, cheating, sexual content, degradation
➸ rating: 18+ MA
➸ author’s note: again, cheating is never okay. in no way am I trying to glamourize it, I just like writing stories about messed up characters sometimes. that being said...was I okay two years ago I feel like I need to interview my old self cause WHAT
♫ all mine- plaza
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“We can’t keep doing this to him, you know.”
His fingers don’t relent their pace into you but the pleasurable feeling vanishes all the same, the release you so desperately need coming out in unsatisfying waves of heat between your legs. It’s almost as if he waited for that second to remind you of the horrible truth of this stolen moment on purpose.
In all honesty, you deserved it.
“I know.”
You sit ashamed on the counter as you watch him wash you off his hands, ridding his fingers of any trace of the love crimes he’s helped you commit.
Commit.
Another thing you can’t seem to do.
“I mean it should be simple at this point,” Minho laments, drying his hands on a dish towel, “break up with him.”
“It’s not that easy-”
“And playing with my feelings is easier?”
You stare at him in disbelief, unsure of how one should react to this inconveniently timed confession.
“What?” He scoffs, tossing the towel back onto the counter. “Did you really think that I could be intimate with you again and not fall in love?”
Short answer? No.
Long answer? You two had both fallen back in love with each other despite you being in a semi-serious relationship with Jeongin, and to make up for Jeongin’s lack of a presence in bed, you naturally(and wrongfully) went looking for something to fill it. But in doing so, your old ex seemed to fill that void —and many other things— quite perfectly.
Most people however, call that cheating.
“I mean come on, every time I see you I get my hopes up and think that maybe, just maybe, this will be the time that you want more than something physical from me,” he rants, tears stinging the corners of his eyes. The guilt settles on your chest with the gentleness of an elephant as you watch him lock eyes with you.
“Minho…it’s not like that-”
“Then what’s it like?” He almost yells, fighting to keep his voice down. He didn’t want to fight you; you two had fought enough as lovers in the past and he didn’t want to bring that back. “Why do you continue to break my heart then?”
You're scared of confrontation, Jeongin’s a really nice guy and doesn’t deserve this, you know Minho will come back to you courtesy of his masochistic heart…
Yeah. None of those were good excuses.
He steps closer to you.
“Don’t tell me it’s because you love him too…”
“I don’t,” you respond quickly, looking up at him, “Jeongin is great but…I don’t love him.”
“What do you need me for then?” He whispers, a bitter edge to his voice as he traps you between his arms against the counter. “If he’s so great then why do you need me?”
There is an obvious answer, but you know it’s not the full truth. 
Need is such a funny word; most people use it in terms of things necessary for survival. Food. Clothing. Water. But in your case, you really think you might die if he stands this close to you for this long and it doesn’t end in you bent over this counter.
You’re absolutely horrible in the way that the need to have him inside you is jading your thoughts during a conversation like this.
Something darkens behind his irises as you stay quiet; perhaps it’s him acknowledging his insignificance in your life, or rather, the presence he has that is nowhere near where he wants it to be. 
Both his assumptions are wrong of course, but you’re too caught up in your own head to hear the tch coming from his mouth.
“I should have known.”
Everything about that phrase is slightly off. Equal parts because he’s wrong and he doesn’t know it, and because it just doesn’t sound right. His voice was laced with heartbreak— you could tell that much —but it sounded mainly arrogant, almost egotistical. Almost as if he was proud as to how much his cock had literally and morally fucked you up.
But you don’t have time to ponder the implications of his voice tones; not once he spins you around and presses a hand flat against your back, effectively bending you over the counter, pulling a surprised gasp out of you.
Well, surprised in the sense that you didn’t expect it, not during this conversation. 
And it truly is shameful how badly your body wants it, drowning out the screaming of your heart that’s telling you to stop, talk things out with him, you two do not need to get any deeper into this mess, but it’s no use, he’s already finding the drawstrings of your shorts and undoing them so he can undo you.
“This is all I am to you, right?” He practically spits as he yanks your shorts down, revealing the already soaked panties that he ruined just minutes before. You can tell that he’s angry, and it’s absolutely disgusting how your first thought is that he’s probably going to fuck you harder because of it.
Mad. He’s mad at you for cheating on someone so undeserving. For giving him so much false hope. For being so damn enticing that while he knows you don’t deserve it, he’s still going to give you what you want, because he wants it too. He’s a slave to desire all the same.
He’s mad at himself for not thinking he deserves better than this.
“Nothing more than someone to fill up your needy hole, is that it?” 
You know you should say something, something to ease his pain and remedy this situation, but you subconsciously add selfish to your list of faults as you admit that deep down, you want to see where this goes.
His belt is already undone and your panties are halfway down your thighs, which are practically trembling with anticipation as you hear the metal of the zipper pull clink against the belt buckle. Minho is panting, but you know enough about him to decipher that the labored breathing isn’t from the red haze of anger.
“You want it this bad?” He grits out, and you assume from the latex sounds that you are just seconds away from having him inside you, and you are this close to begging him to go faster. But you won’t. You still have your dignity.
Or…whatever’s left of it.
He prods at your entrance with his gloved tip and if you were a little less sane, you’d be practically crying at the mere thought of being full again.
“Then you’re gonna take it all like the needy slut you are.”
To hell with dignity.
You’re blabbering random words and phrases, all related to wanting him to just fuck you already, and despite his miffed state he grants you your wish, steadying his hands on both of your hips to prepare himself for the plunge.
The mewl that comes out of your mouth is film-worthy, the stretch of his cock against your walls proving too much to keep your mouth shut as he pulls your hips closer together, bending over you slightly as he weakens as well. A few labored pants ensue, yours coming from adjusting and his, well— coming from your adjusting.
He regains his composure and straightens, holding one hand on your shoulder and the other on your hip, and then he suddenly pulls you flush against his pelvis sharply, pulling a pitched yelp from your lips. And this is where he loses it, because you’re too wet and warm and tight and infuriating and it takes him all of five seconds to draw back and push in again, this time with more force.
You cry out, wishing there was something on the counter you can hold on to, but another push and pull has you resorting to spreading your palms on the granite surface. 
“Poor Jeongin,” he says, each word punctuated with a thrust, “he has no idea that his girl is bent over the counter like this.”
The pure sin of that thought has you reeling, choked moans falling out of your lips as he slams into you harder, probably because of your reaction. 
“Practically begging for me to fill her, fuck,” he adds, with almost a sinister ring to it as the skin slapping noises fill the kitchen.
Nothing about this is ideal, but your walls beg to differ, clenching embarrassingly hard around him and giving away your physical state of arousal to your dismay. He clicks his tongue. 
“Close already?” It’s an insult, you’re aware. And it feeds his ego, knowing that no one can make a mess of you this fast.
You don’t have to answer, because that would be stating the obvious, but you still sputter out “yes, p-please” as if it’s some sort of insurance for your impending release.
And when it crashes over you with the force of a tidal wave, he doesn’t stop, no; he keeps going, and your eyes sting with tears of overstimulation. He doesn’t even acknowledge your orgasm, which only makes a second one feel not so far away.
Suppose this is what he feels like when you chase your highs through means of his ministrations. 
Used.
You feel the familiar twitching of his cock inside you, but before you can think to rub your clit to get you there faster, he’s already filling the latex up with warmth, hips slowing their movements as he tries to catch his breath.
The post-orgasmic haze feels more like a heavy fog as it settles on the both of you, Minho pulling out before he softens too much and you whimper; whether it was at the loss of him or because of the cold air, you don’t know.
The silence that follows is deafening.
There’s so much to say and at the same time, you both have nothing to say to each other. You’re torn between explaining your actions and just leaving it for another time, and he can’t decide if he’ll ever be back if he walks out your door.
A mess doesn’t even begin to describe what you two are.
“I’m sorry,” you finally decide on saying as you watch him put on his jacket. He stills, almost shaking with the restraint of not pettily saying for what? at the first real words you’ve spoken what seems to be all night. Because truthfully, there were about a million different things that you could apologize for.
But it takes two to tango. Specifically in your case, the devil’s tango.
So he settles on something much less damaging, and also equally necessary, and leaves it at that.
“Yeah. I’m sorry too.”
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bruh ok. the guy who i had a huge crush on in hs who i almost ended up in a rs with until i chickened out of it is dating someone. cool day to discover this 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
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