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peachyygoblin · 5 months
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The Lady In Fur🎙
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alyrasturnz · 3 months
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Can you pleaseee do The Bolter with Matt!
Maybe reader and Matt had a fast love and then she left him heartbroken because she was afraid.
Can be happy ending or not, you decide!
LOVEEE your writing
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 ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎THE BOLTER
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❐ summary » when matt unveils to y/n the profound truth that fear holds no dominion in his presence, he gently dismantles the walls of trepidation, revealing a sanctuary where vulnerability is met with unwavering strength and compassion.
❐ pairings » bf!matt x fem!reader
❐ warnings » toxic relationship, slut shaming, arguments
❐ a/n && w/c » when the writers block is so bad you discontinue two fics 😭 this was a cm away from getting discontinued • 1.75k
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the air in the room is thick with unspoken words, a tangible tension that seems to press down on your chest. liam stands by the window, his silhouette framed by the dim light filtering through the curtains, his back rigid, fists tightly clenched. you draw in a deep breath, feeling the weight of the moment, and attempt to steady your wavering voice.
"why won't you just talk to me, liam? what's going on?" you inquire, your voice tinged with a growing frustration that simmers just beneath the surface.
he whirls around, his eyes glacial and unyielding. "you really want to know? fine. let's talk about how you always run away when things get tough."
a heavy weight descends upon your chest, pulling your heart into a chasm of despair. "what are you talking about?"
"don't play dumb, y/n. every time we hit a rough patch, you bolt. you can't handle anything that isn't perfect." he forces the words out through clenched teeth, each syllable laden with barely restrained fury.
a tumultuous blend of guilt and anger churns within you, each emotion vying for dominance in the labyrinth of your heart. "that's not true. i just need space sometimes."
liam's visage transforms into a mask of unyielding resolve, his features set in an unforgiving rigidity. "space? is that what you call disappearing for days without a word? leaving me wondering if you're ever coming back?"
you advance with deliberate steps, your voice crescendoing with each word. "i need time to think! you never give me that. you suffocate me."
he retreats a step, his voice laced with a biting sarcasm that cuts through the air like a sharpened blade. "oh, so now it's my fault? you're the one who can't stick around and work things out."
your eyes narrow to slits, the glistening threat of tears teetering on the brink of falling. "i try, liam. but you make it so hard. you push and push until i can't take it anymore."
liam's face contorts with a fury that seems to burn from within. "you know what your problem is, y/n? you're a bolter. the minute something goes wrong, you run. you're nothing but a coward."
the words slice through you like a dagger, and you feel your heart fracture into a thousand irreparable pieces. "how dare you say that? i care about us, but i can't keep fighting if you don't believe in me."
he fixes you with a piercing glare, his jaw clenched so tightly that it seems to be carved from stone. "believe in you? how can i, when you keep running away?"
with that, he storms out of the room, the door slamming shut with a thunderous crash that seems to shake the very walls. his final words, dripping with venom, reverberate in your mind, leaving a lingering, painful sting that burrows deep into your soul and refuses to fade, casting a shadow over your thoughts and emotions.
"whore."
the silence that follows is almost tangible, an oppressive force that presses down upon you, amplifying the weight of his words that hang heavy in the air like a storm cloud. you sink to the floor, your legs giving way beneath the burden of your emotions, tears streaming down your face in a torrent as you grapple with the overwhelming sense of loss and confusion, wondering how everything unraveled so disastrously.
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you squeeze your eyes shut at the memory, your back pressed firmly against the headboard, as if seeking solace from its solid presence. the recollection floods your mind, each detail sharp and vivid, causing a shiver to run down your spine as you try to ward off the haunting images.
you and matt had engaged in a similarly heated argument just the other day, the crux of it revolving around your tendency to shut him out. the words exchanged were sharp and biting, each one a dagger that deepened the chasm between you, leaving an echo of unresolved tension in its wake.
but you had immediately bolted, your feet carrying you away in a desperate flight before he could utter another word, leaving his unfinished sentences hanging in the air like ghosts, haunting the space where you once stood.
and you won't deny it, whenever you catch even the slightest hint of vulnerability, the smallest leak in your emotional armor, you feel an overwhelming urge to bolt. it's as if an invisible force propels you to flee, to escape before the floodgates open and drown you in a deluge of emotions you fear you cannot control.
the mere thought of facing such raw, unfiltered feelings sends a shiver down your spine, compelling you to seek refuge in the safety of solitude, where the walls you’ve built around your heart remain unbreached.
you have always been a runner. people would often hurl insults, calling you a whore for it, but their words never penetrated the fortress you built around your heart. it didn't matter to you because, in the grand tapestry of your existence, you needed to prioritize your own happiness, to shield yourself from the ever-present fear of getting hurt. the prospect of emotional pain loomed like a dark cloud, and so you ran, seeking the clear skies of self-preservation.
all your fucking lives flashed before your eyes with every word matt uttered that day. each syllable seemed to unravel a tapestry of memories, yet it wasn't as harrowing as the venomous words that your previous boyfriends had once wielded like weapons. their cruelty had carved deep scars, but matt's words, though piercing, were but a shadow of the pain you had endured before.
you were terrified. the mere thought of it sent chills down your spine. you didn't want to relive the harrowing sensation of the first time you fell through the ice, when the cold gripped you like a vice and the world above seemed to vanish into a blur of panic and desperation.
the memory of that piercing cold and the suffocating fear was enough to make you shudder, a reminder of the vulnerability you never wished to feel again.
your thoughts were abruptly interrupted by the resonant chime of the doorbell, its sound slicing through the silence and scattering your contemplations like leaves in the wind.
you rose from your seat, each step echoing softly as you made your way out of your room and down the hallway. with a deep breath, you reached the front door, the anticipation building as you turned the handle. as the door swung open, there stood matt, his presence filling the threshold with an air of familiarity and unspoken emotions.
"matt?" you whisper, your voice barely audible, as though the mere utterance of his name might shatter the delicate tension hanging in the air.
matt stood a few feet away, his expression a turbulent blend of concern and frustration, his eyes searching yours for answers unspoken.
"why do you always shut me out?" he asked softly, his voice tinged with a mix of vulnerability and desperation, as he attempted to bridge the chasm that had grown between you.
you sighed, the weight of your past relationships pressing down on you like an invisible burden. "i just... i can't help it," you murmured, your voice tinged with a trace of sorrow. "you're the best thing i've ever had. every time things get tough, i feel this overwhelming urge to run. it's like i'm constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop, bracing myself for the inevitable disappointment."
matt took a step closer, his presence a comforting anchor amidst your swirling doubts. "i'm not like them, you know," he said, his voice gentle yet resolute. "i'm not going to abandon you just because we hit a rough patch. i'm here to weather the storms with you."
you looked up, your eyes a storm of doubt and uncertainty, searching his for a glimmer of reassurance. "but what if things get really bad? what if i mess everything up?"
he smiled softly, his touch gentle yet grounding as he took your hands in his, offering a silent promise of unwavering support. "then we work through it together. no matter how bad things get, i'm not going anywhere. you're stuck with me, remember?"
you bit your lip, the memories of past heartbreaks flashing through your mind like ghostly apparitions, each one a reminder of the pain you've endured. "it's just... every time i start to feel safe, something happens. it's like i'm always on edge, waiting for things to fall apart."
matt's grip on your hands tightened, his eyes steadfastly locked onto yours, a silent vow of his unwavering commitment. "i get it. you've been hurt before, and it's left scars. but i'm not them. i'm here, and i'm not going to let a few bumps in the road scare me away."
a solitary tear traced a path down your cheek, a fleeting testament to your vulnerability, before you hastily brushed it away. "i don't want to push you away, but sometimes it feels like the only way to protect myself."
he gently cupped your face, his thumb tenderly sweeping away the lingering tear, as if erasing the sorrow etched upon your skin. "you don't have to protect yourself from me. i'm not here to hurt you. i'm here to love you, flaws and all. even if we argue, even if things get tough, i'm not leaving."
you took a deep breath, the remnants of fear still clinging to your heart, yet gradually being eclipsed by the burgeoning light of hope. "promise?"
matt nodded, the sincerity in his eyes speaking volumes, conveying a depth of understanding beyond mere words. "promise. we're in this together, for better or worse."
you felt a warmth radiate through your chest, the tendrils of fear gradually dissolving. perhaps, just perhaps, you could entrust him with the fragile treasure of your heart. "okay," you whispered, leaning into his touch. "i'll try."
matt smiled, his lips bestowing a tender kiss upon your forehead, a silent promise woven into the delicate touch. "that's all i ask. we'll figure it out together."
as you rested your head against his shoulder, a glimmer of hope began to flicker within you. the warmth of his presence seemed to chase away the shadows of doubt, and in that quiet moment, you dared to believe that perhaps this time, the tides of fate would shift.
maybe, just maybe, you had discovered someone truly worth holding onto, someone who could mend the fractures of your heart and walk beside you on the journey ahead.
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xknivess · 3 months
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ABOUT ME!!
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Heavy topics may be included, but rarely. I will provide a TW on the post if it requires one.
Once again, spicy + mature content!! I am an adult artist/writer and my work is meant for other adults to enjoy! This is a safe space for older audiences to indulge in their favorite Sanses.
My blog is NOT strictly NSFW. I will not be drawing any popsicle sticks or anything creative such as that. Just light suggestiveness here and there for those who ask for it!
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Yo!! My names is Knives, or Bug! Here's some simple facts about me!
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I'm a 20 year old autistic artist who is genderqueer, nonbinary (agender), bicurious, and asexual!
I kin Error Sans and have a kinsona based off of him! Their images are included in just below :)
I'm a huge metal head!! I'm a fan of all music though but particularly am super into musicals! do NOT get me started on phantom of the opera omg.... my ABSOLUTE FAVORITE. I loveee the 2004 movie and i'm convinced it's the greatest rendition ever.
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I’m also into warrior cats + hollowknight!! I LOVE U MAPLESHADE!!
im a fool for elden ring and a bunch of different games!! just ask and i most likely know about it :3!
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☆ What program do you use? ✦ I use paint sai 2! ☆ Why do some of your drawings have different qualities/look different? ✦ I love experimenting with different brushes and different coloring/shading styles! Experimentation is something I do a lot in my art, so some posts may not look consistent or some characters might look a little different! I am always redesigning characters to better fit their personality better in my style! ☆ Are your requests open? ✦ Yes! And so are my art trades, collabs, and commissions! I am happy to indulge in any little art fantasy you come up with! For requests, I am strictly only drawing sans(es) as I'd like to delve more into the utmv fandom :D!
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tibby-art · 2 months
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hii! hope you're doing well. was curious and wanted to ask who or what has been your main art or art style inspiration? and how long/when did you start doing art?
oh hmm this is a good question, it’s really hard to say because i’ve been drawing like. as long as i can remember really?
i don’t really know how i came to develop my style LOL i think growing up i watched a lot of both anime & western cartoons, so i think my style has aspects from both?
i really like playing around with showing characters’ expressions, not just with their face but the pose, the line art, the colors, all of it you know? like, you can convey emotions with more than just the face and i loveee that in art. like you know in media when a character doesnt show their emotions but maybe the lighting/camera angle/etc changes to show that instead. yeah i eat that UP
i’m a avid believer of “get weirder with it” and you should always do weird experimentation with ur art. one day try shading with a color that you would never use. use that exaggerated perspective that might not be accurate but it looks cool and invokes a feeling etc. paint grian on an index card using neon pink paint idk u make the rules !!
oh i also do have a tag on my main blog for art that is inspiring to me, so i guess that’s a bit of insight into where i get inspo as well? sooo yeah
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please stop drawing hels, i cant take your design for him any longer, she is too hot, especially in your newest drawing, i want to kiss her and i have been thinking about your design for her for so many hours, so please stop
(seriously though, please do not stop drawing hels i love your design and also your art in general its so good how are you so good at art)
the way i got so scared this was more anon hate at first 😭😭 <- not used to getting long (or positive) anons
im glad you enjoy my design though truly :33 i loveee drawing her and i feel like he's one of the few designs i have nailed down (armor not included...)
here's a little sketch just for u <3
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[I.D. A messy digital bust sketch of Helsknight. She is wearing her armor and looking off to the side, annoyed and blushing. The background is a light desaturated orange. END I.D.]
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fumifooms · 4 months
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You’re the resident chilchuck expert, so I was wondering about it there’s any canon evidence that he did smoke or drink alcohol when the kids were younger. I always thought it was something he picked up due to the strain of long jobs, when the kids were already older, but you seem to think differently and I was wondering if there was anything in canon that made you think that way!
Now that you mention it I guess it’s true there’s no evidence he did. Smoking we literally only know he does at all because of one post-canon panel where he has a pipe, so no, maybe this stick-looking thing in the panel below too though, I’m not familiar with medieval blunts eh. We’ve only gotten one panel of him and his daughters interacting when he was younger so that’s not too insightful on that end, and every time we see him young and freckled it’s in a job context so again not really where we’d expect him to be drinking. The earliest proof (/heavy implication since we don’t see inside his cup I guess) is 3 years before canon when Laios hired him, where he’s at a bar, classily placed in front of all the bottles ✨
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Yes alcohol is almost certainly a way through which he copes especially with stress, so if we go with the theory he started around when work got stressful, well… Chilchuck started working as a dungeon diver ~10 years ago so when he was ~19, making Mei, Fler and Puck ~6 and ~4 respectively, so from that draw the ‘stressful enough to start drinking’ line wherever. We don’t know what he did before that with any certainty, and it could be he did odd jobs, lived off mostly mutual aid and community work, or just focused on only raising the girls. Half-foots tend to be poor and I see a lot of that in Chilchuck specifically so I don’t think he could have afforded to not have some paying work though.
Alright, so then why do I think he did drink when the girls were younger?
I give a more complete rundown of the info we do have on his alcoholism & his family with panels and references + all the speculation I make from it here. But the most targeted and objective answer I can give is:
Of course there’s just very very little we know of Chilchuck’s life with his family, and I think that’s by design too. I think the details being up in the air is to allow more nuance of the topic, like, will trying to reconcile go well, is their relationship salvageable? We don’t know, because we don’t know. So the message of giving hope a chance even if it’s a long shot, that things could truly go either way, is more relevant, impactful and meta in that way. How long was he usually away for work travels into dungeons here and there? How did he act with them? All we can really do is "it’s likely that", it’s a game of which way we think it’s more implied. There’s no right and wrong answer, it’s all Marcille-like larping the events out.
My main reason for thinking he did is that his father died from overdrinking and Chilchuck is very aware of that. He mentions his death casually in the extra about their stance in alcohol and in his Adventurer’s Bible profile, etc. He acts towards the alcohol presumably the same way his father did: with abandon, uncaring for the health effects, probably happily too considering Chil says "dying doing something you love is a good way to go". Very nonchalant. So you see what I’m saying here right, wether he started early or late, his view of alcoholism is very influenced by what he saw of his father growing up, it’s something he’s always been aware of and saw in a mostly positive light, something that was inherited you could say. It’s something that was normalized to him from a young age. Regardless or where it goes from there I do think this part is pretty inarguable. If he views it positively and we know that in the present alcohol is his favorite food that he loveees, why would he have held out on it? Personally that all makes me think he started drinking very young, especially since I don’t think they limited alcohol to age as much as modern standards (and I mean, teen drinking is obviously still a thing). And here you could argue, maybe his father only started being more alcoholic later when Chilchuck moved out, or something! And to that there’s nothing I can say except I think that’s a strained theory, and that Chil might even have largely cut contact with his family after moving out (since he and siblings are listed as almost strangers and he doesn’t seem to have much emotional attachment to his parents, but also we know he rents out his place to "a relative"), but it’s true we have no evidence. "I’ve picked up the same unhealthy substance abuse as my father haha! No big deal right haha" repeated several times to me just reeks of intergenerational trauma, & the alcoholism gene as they call it. Like effortless sliding into drinking as if it’s second nature, it’s natural after all, it’s normal after all, it just makes sense, it makes you feel good and that’s what matters.
BUT from my interpretation then we have a whole other layer: Alcohol is of course not all bad always. I think he’s always liked alcohol and drank it on occasion and it brought him joy etc etc, but I think here the implication in the question is, how much effect did his drinking have on the family relations and how early? And that isn’t so much about when him drinking started but when the alcoholism started. Addiction is defined by a habitual need, that has negative effects from filling that need (physical, psychological, social, etc) and negative effects from withdrawal. If Chilchuck drinks to cope and he can’t not cope without it, that’s addiction, if it affects his relationships, if it’s a need he has, it’s addiction. Addiction can be very insidious or look very casual, and how much people around the person are affected by it is case by case. Cheerful drunks can be sooo annoying and uncomfortable though let me tell you. Drunks are drunks. And this sounds harsh, but even if people around them don’t mind drunks it’ll still have some effects here and there, living with one can be such a challenge, ily drunks good luck with everything much like Chilchuck you deserve good things 🫡 
Ok so with the dad thing and the "ok well maybe he’s always drunk casually but it grew worse with time around when he started working as a dungeon diver" precision made, the other bit of info we have that can inform this is that Chilchuck is on a harsh diet and that alcohol is a hunger suppressant. We know Chilchuck "used to be fine not eating for two days", that literally on screen to quench his hunger so it doesn’t keep him awake he goes to drink water, drinking is his instinct to hunger. Again alcohol is a hunger suppressant and if you want info on that the internet has a lot of research and anecdotes about it. He diets to be light enough to not trigger traps, so it’s something he’d have started after dungeon diving most likely. Between the stress and the diet, yes it’s extremely likely he started going harder on alcohol after he started working in dungeons. There’s arguments on wether two days without eating is less bad for half-foots than humans, but apart from smaller portions there’s nothing that indicates half-foots should get less than 3 meals a day. They need less food but that’s because their bodies are smaller: the need is proportional to the body, not smaller than others’ races, the % of need is similar even if the kg amount of food isn’t. There’s also a popular headcanon with support basis that half-foots run hot and have a faster heartrate and whatnot, and that points towards a faster metabolism rather than a slower one: a bigger need for eating rather than a smaller one. He has the same bmi, 18, as Mickbell, but perhaps because Chil is much taller he’s less intensely visibly underweight with ribs showing than Mick during the bath extra, it’s most apparent when he becomes tallman.
Alcohol is something so important and omnipresent in his character that I have trouble believing it’s something that was part of only a small fraction of his life. It’s his immediate go-to, his no-brainer solution to a good time, I’ve sort of always assumed especially after looking at his family that it’s something he discovered decently young. Like he just acts like someone who’s always had alcohol to fall back on and started young idk. Alcohol is one of his 5 keywords. Alcoholism is very ingrained into his world view and life, his "it doesn’t matter" stance his ‘work hard play hard’ mentality his idea that the world is harsh so you get relief where you can, so it just makes sense to me that it’s always been in his life, if not actively then at least looming.
So yes, in summary, my take: Alcohol was always something he wholly enjoyed to an unwise level, but it could have been considered casual until he started working into dungeons and his need for it on a regular basis intensified. Alcohol has always had positive association to him as far as we see, so when it started being a problem he didn’t see it as such. To quote him, "I drink anytime I get the opportunity to". Why always? Approval of father’s alcoholism. Why alcoholism at all? Diet + stress & coping mechanism & emotional stunting + relationship issues, and she decided she had enough after they went out for drinks.
Conclusion
Chilchuck having drunk from a young age makes sense to me and it’s the strongest narrative angle I see on the table, but that’s objectively a me opinion, yes! There’s no evidence, moreso there’s canon basis and supporting info, but it’s all very left up to interpretation. I’ve made my own interpretations of things from the scraps we see, like everyone else making Chilwife and daughters content. Wether you have a stance on the topic or prefer to leave it vague in your takes, it’ll be a matter of what you think makes most sense, or what you’d rather believe I suppose (which is literally fine)
There’s a lot of subjectivity in even just setting up causal links like you probably noticed during this and I was careful with my word choices, because we’re just extrapolating from what we see and unless Kui states it explicitly from a reliable mouth all we can do is have informed opinions on most things. This particular interpretation is influenced by other details I’ve come to form about my interpretation of Chilchuck too, the more psychological and emotional sides of him and the timeline and how his marriage even happened, unplanned pregnancy imo. Like I hope you see what I mean, this wasn’t supposed to be a speculation post just a quick simple answer but there’s sort of just no other and concise but complete way with the subjectivity nuance to put "maybe it could be yes because of this but maybe it could be no because of this" haha
Edit: Wait the phrasing on this… Interesting. "In recent years"— This does imply that if not just his alcohol consumption increasing then the diversity and quality of it did, so either he indeed did start drinking more (not necessarily meaning he didn’t drink before) assumedly because of his wife leaving, or he started drinking other/more different kinds of alcohol maybe due to the union he formed + his experience gave him greater salary than he had previously (and no wife and family to provide money for), a mix of both perhaps.
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#Also he’s a lot like my own dad so to me with how he is it’s just an immediate “oh yeah he has always drunk duh of course”#So i can admit to bias. Or to specialized knowledge and authority on analysis idk in which way that tips the balance in my favor or not lol#Dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#meta#alcoholism#This post was meant to be short :|#-slaps chilchuck’s family- this baby can fit in so much projection#I have like 3 chil alcoholism & chil family fic wips rn weeeeee#I’m the kind of alcoholic’s kid who grew up to never touch alcohol btw so like. Ik Chil could not have drunk young i just think he did#Can we appreciate the alcohol opinion & resistance chart actually. So often in media it’s either “alcohol’s a source of fun yippee” and#“alcohol is evil”. Thank you Dunmeshi for diversity of opinion thank you for nuance i rarely feel so seen#Izutsumi deserves to tell Chilchuck he stinks#AND BY THE WAY I hope you don’t feel talked down on anon. Ik you seem to have your own interpretation already & that’s good#sometimes i was adressing like. The General Public TM more than you which is why I spent time on some things like ‘think what you want’ etc#Okok i hope that covers it. Help where does the time go#It’s the sort of thing that makes Kui’s masterful storytelling by implying things here and there until it forms a big picture frustrating#for meta. Like! You can’t prove Chilchuck has been poor/grew up in an empoverished family/environment. There’s no evidence#but also you cannot tell me with a straight face that he isn’t and hasn’t like omg. But then it takes 30 pages to explain how he’s coded#Stop showing and not telling Kui smh /j#Ask#I think a lot about the trolls comic and man he was already so tense and grumpy and yelling. I do think that guy was stress relief drinking
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shade-e-e-es · 1 year
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this is TECHNICALLY an art request but i was looking thru ur art tag and noticed the different lengths of hair Ren had throughout them ^_^ do you have a hair length timeline or anything in mind, or do you just draw him how you feel at the time? i loveee hair headcanon stuff its so fun
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I could kiss you tbh thank you for indulging me let me write out what this says cause my gay ass has horrible handwriting + I have notes on things
Weird girl
Teenager: dysphoria begins
S4 Post top/T start: nervous about dog hybrid status. Hat boy (hides his hair length/ears with a beanie)
S5: no longer shy/ got haircut for resistance (After a season with the hermits he doesn’t mind them knowing he’s not a human, Iskall and him gave each other haircuts)
S6: starting to actually care about his appearance (Doc gave him the shades in s5 to me sorry gri)
S7: oops nvm he’s fucked up mentally (Season 7 was a huge mental strain and he stopped cutting his hair)
S8: Hair got singed off a lot by the lava (a bit shorter than he usually likes it)
S9 (start): s8’s ending destroyed him. Had to basically be sent back to square 1 by X. Body was changed including hyper hair growth.
(Basically jumping into a giant ball of lighting destroyed the fake lungs he had to use to breath. X had to basically alter his core code to allow him to live. When he respawned he was basically a ball of hair and fur. This is where the dog legs/paws/furry arms begins)
S9 (current): hair got cut when he was degraded/dethroned. Unsure if he wants to grow it out again or cut it
(When impulse killed him in the final challenge, he beheaded him, including his hair. Dying is very weird to Ren now and it changed his body again, giving him his people arms back. He gets more furry and less furry and random intervals now.)
There’s my hairs for now, I have so many thoughts about Ren I love him so bad he’s so slay to me I’ll draw certain scenes in my head at some point mainly that last one also sorry for the physical sketch I couldn’t be bothered to digitalize the same face 9 times
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ryuichirou · 3 months
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You said so many kind things about the Lilisil drawing from yesterday, I’ll reply to all of you now… 😭❤️ There are some other replies here too!
Anonymous asked:
How long did True Loves Kiss take to complete? Currently working on a fucking big piece too and its kind of helping me refrain from cutting corners on some details LOL
LOL I’m glad to hear that!!
It took three evenings + some finishing touches on the 4rd day… So I think roughly 15 hours? Which is more than usual, but there’s been some shortcuts: since I painted the background, I didn’t have to do a lot of lineart (the most time-consuming and difficult part was Lilia’s uniform)… but then I went and spent all this time on the embroidery and other details lol
I really love drawing something bigger from time to time; it requires a lot of thinking juices and time, but it’s so worth it at the end.
Anon, please keep working on your big piece, and please have fun with it! And take your time <3
Anonymous asked:
THE LILISIL ARTWORK IS SO BEAUTIFUL I AM FLOORED‼️‼️‼️ The print on the blanket is so pretty, with the birds!!!!!!!!!!!! The LIGHTING is IMPECCABLE 😭 There's just no better compliment I can give except that I really really really it's just SO crisp and yummy I really want to eat it put it in my mouth I'm speechless
THANK YOU SO MUUUUCH ANON!!!!
I’m so stupidly happy you noticed the birds; I was complaining about them not being very visible the entire time as I was drawing the print lol it was very annoying of me.
It’s amazing that you liked it this much, I am super thankful!! Please eat it, I’d be honored…
thestarlightfae asked:
The detail! The lighting! More specifically, the gold on the duvet, it looks like its glowing, and the pattern is super intricate! And their are birds! And the vines! So many little details that are unintentional yet, after you read chapter 7 I think you will find it even more interesting! And the balls of light (will-o-wisps? magic? special effects?)! The way Lilia's eye is glowing! Even in the shadows you can still see his eyes glowing! And the stars on the background! This is stunning! I could go on, but I already had to switch this from comment to ask as I exceeded the character limit and I have work to do, but OMG! Words cannot express how much I love it!
AAAH THIS IS SO KIND--!!
“Duvet” is such a fancy word, I feel so flattered… I don’t know it makes the whole thing feel so much… fancier. Thank you orz
And thank you so much for going through all the details; it’s so exciting to read!! It gives me a lot of motivation… I am very happy you liked it! Drawing all these things was really worth it.
Also, I am so intrigued by what you said about ch7. Really looking forward to revisiting this drawing after watching it…
Anonymous asked:
It looks like Lilia is going to drink silver's blood rather than kiss him.... that or i read to many vampire stuff >>;
Ok, but why is that Lilia and Silver art SO FREAKING GOOD?!
Magic I say!
Magic!
You are a warlock!
(but seriously, it looks so good like wtf. my eyes are blessed)
You never know with Lilia, especially when it comes to our stuff with him: he is always either going for a kiss or is about to pounce and bite and drink all of the blood… especially with Silver, he just can’t get enough of him <3
Also! Thank you so much!! Super happy to hear that you like it!! ;w;
Alright, moving on to some other topics!
Anonymous asked:
I want mountain Jade to break my head between his thighs 😩
Don’t do it, Anon, this is what he wants, this is how he tricks people!
Anonymous asked:
I JUST LOVEEE HOW JADE WAS LIKE "i'm worried your make up is gonna be ruined 😊" and Vil is like "Bullshit. We going." Jade thought he's gonna watch Vil suffer somehow, but he's the one who suffered at the end- Love seeing these rare moments of him being caught off guard
And also loving how everytime he goes thru smth uncomfortable, he goes "Azul should experience this as well." They are giving "If i'm going down, you're going with me" type of besties-
(related to Vil’s vignette from the Playful Land event)
The moment Vil sensed a sprinkle of discomfort in Jade’s voice, Jade lost this battle. Because of course Vil would be petty enough not to play along just to trouble Jade lol It’s understandable though, Jade being nervous is a pretty rare sight… And of course Vil would enjoy kind of punishing Jade for being such a troll for once lol
Jade really tried his best to bullshit his way out of the ride. He is oh so worried about Vil’s makeup :( Very worried and concerned!!! Such a good vignette, I can’t get over it.
But also? Poor Azul lol
Anonymous asked:
Slut-tistics anon here! First of all, I can't believe you would trick me like this, I came here with an honest question and ended up getting thoroughly bamboozled! You just looked me straight in my anon shades and went "ok I won't say all of them... just most of them :)". Jokes aside, thank you for your reply, I asked for a treat and got a whole meal of ships. Honestly, Kalim/Fellow is just hilarious because Kalim is rich and dumb, and to Fellow he is basically the worst, but at the same time he is rich and dumb, so he's kind of a gift from the heavens. I can definitely see Fellow and Gidel dropping by the Scarabia dorm to see if their friend would like to share some of his hospitality (and belongings). Poor bastards don't even know about the guard dog, Jamil would throw a fit (For the heir of the Asim, to associate with these... crooks! The sooner they leave the better...). Even worse if Fellow tries to get it on with Kalim, Jamil would worry that he might catch a disease. That absolutely cannot happen! Maybe Fellow can get Gidel to distract him: he keeps "borrowing" stuff from the storage room, someone needs to stop him! (Imagine a Tom&Jerry chase scene, but the one being chased is the cat) But the one pairing that interests me the most out of the ones you mentioned was definitely Ace/Fellow, just imagining the combined douchebag energy makes my blood boil with anger. Also, every Ace ship I like has to face the brother-tax (he keeps stealing his things), but at least this time it makes a little sense. Both Fellow and Ace's bro work at theme parks, they have so much in common already! Last but not least, from what I could gather from your previous answers, I'm guessing we're also going to see some MobFellow in the future, right? I'm very excited to know more about his... um... work situation. I've actually been meaning to ask you something Mob related for quite a while (not with Fellow but with another character), but since I've already written an essay, I'll save it for another time. Sorry, and good day!
SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY AHHH AND LOL SORRY ANON, I really couldn’t pick one! It’s impossible…
Alright if I ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO, let’s go with Ace; he is clingy, hot-headed, annoying and horny enough for that LOL Just like you said, it’s the combined douchebag energy! I really like the idea of- you know what, I’ll talk about these two tomorrow when I post the hc post >:3 I have much to say. But also, totally agree with the brother-tax. You go, Trappola-aniki, steal Fellow from him. I feel like they would actually end up having a lot in common and maybe even genuinely enjoy each other company, oh no… (also Damn there are a lot of gingers in this whole situation…)
Kalim/Fellow is super fun though, they deserve their own sitcom. It’s super easy to imagine everything you’ve mentioned and described; poor Fellow, he doesn’t even know that he is about to experience Jamil’s overprotective nature!...
What I found interesting about their interactions is that even though it feels like Fellow would easily sell his body and soul to Kalim and shower in his money, whenever Kalim actually tells Fellow that he would pay him, Fellow looks very offended. I guess it’s because Kalim being so carefree with his money and unintentionally flexing is very irritating and even insulting. Kalim gets so confused by this reaction, he just wanted to help...
So I can picture Fellow getting nervous surrounded by Kalim’s riches, keeping Gidel close to himself in case he pickpockets something (he’ll still manage steal so much shit). With this feeling in the back of Fellow’s mind that even though Kalim is kind and sweet, he could easily try to buy him just like Fellow’s bosses always do, and he’d be waiting for this moment very tensely… and maybe even anticipating for it at some point. Maybe after some time, he’d start hoping for it. Man would go full 180 in his mind while Kalim is just out there trying to be the best host possible lol
(As for Jamil… Who knows, maybe Kalim would even be cursed enough to ask Jamil about whether he’s jealous or not… or even worse, he won’t even ask, just tell Jamil not to worry about it. This is so much worse, Jamil would overblot again due to the stupidity of the situation…)
About the Mobs: YES, we posted a bunch of Mobs/Fellow stuff in my locked (as in privated) acc for some unedited smut, and I’ll write something up very soon too :3
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aroacee-of-spades · 1 month
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WHO'S YOUR FAVORITE BSD CHARACTER?!!!
hihihhi:))
i feel like the obvious answer is aku since he is literally my pfp and honestly i've been on a high ever since he came back in the manga lmaoo. i truly adore him. silly kingg. i also rlly love his storyline and his contribution to the series like light/dark metaphors? angry since bro was a lil kid?? the purpose of life found within true darkness??? indefinitely angry at his own body???? urghhh say less. ofc i love him lol. there is soo much abt him that i love and i could truly go on forever and i rlly hate how he's reduced to stereotypes. but oh well ig that's true for most characters:/
i also rlly love kunikida, he was my first favourite bsd character back when i first watched, im also fucking obsessed with drawing him, and lowkey him in general. i love love loveee the idea of characters with a strong and relatively inflexible sense of morality and justice haha, also bro is one of the funniest characters in bsd like he has SOO many one liners like he IS the biggest hater and i love him for it. with kuni, i wish more ppl would acknowledge his presence in the narrative like his feelings for each of his friends are rlly explicitly shared, moreso than others (like dazai or chuuya) and i wish they could be more understood.
i also love kyoka ajdlhfkdjh i love her so much first of all im obsessed with her design its adorable its everything to me, and also i lovee her narrative and her whole character throughout the series. i also . i like seeing her in recent chapters (haven't seen her in AGESS asgr wheree is my pookie???!) bc she looks so safe at the ADA its lovely. yeah lmao i adore her sm.
andd finally arthur and verlaine. together. bc they make me equally insane, mainly i rlly like how their narratives have been so intertwined with each other's since the beginning of their stories. i eat that shit upppp ehehe😭
honourable mentions to: atsushi (THE mc ever, my son, i love him), ranpo, lucy (i need more lucy in the manga i NEED it), ayatsuji (from gaiden, his ability is soo interesting!!) and also mushitaro!!!
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okthatsgreat · 7 months
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🧠✏️
I'm obsessed with Sae I would ask every question if I coule I lov themn
AAAA this means so much to me bc IM OBSESSED WITH HIM TOO i am very very glad people like her ............................... 😁
oc ask game! (plus some art at the bottom lol)
🧠 - what do you like most about the oc?
answered HERE but alsoooooo i can definitely think of something else :)
i LOVE writing her dialogue LMAOO. her whole gimmick is that she acts wayyyyy older than she actually is, and when i say that i mean she truly acts like an old man. she is a very slow talker a mover and figuring out how to write for her has been lots and lots of fun !!!!
she uses a lot of ellipses... and always drags on a sentence if it is possible. she never uses exclamation points if she can help it... because she tries not to raise her voice... and typically doesn't get excited or emotive about many things. she trails off a lot, either on a tangent about a sailing story or simply because she has lost focus... and includes a quote from her afi or from a writer that can shed wisdom on the situation. everything is a lesson to be learned, you see... she also tends to repeat herself at the end of the sentence, she does. it's either "you see" or some variation of "i do/i am", depending on what was said... and of course she always refers to her boats and the ocean using she/her. laughs like an old man too, eheheh... always keeps the mood light
but, uh, when she gets flustered she uses "um" and "uh" a lot. especially when backed into a corner. sounds a lot less wise. her sentences get shorter when she's upset. real short. she tends-- you see, she tends to stutter a lot more when she is stressed, or in a tense mood. corrects herself, or-- sometimes, she cuts herself off before she says anything too harsh. her tone grows a lot more "childish", and she wants to sound like she knows what she is doing. won't raise her tone. just gets rather blunt with you.
unless she gets very irritated. because then she starts to emphasize certain words to you in an almost condescending manner, and-- and she still might stutter over her words because she is thinking less about them, but they are all flowing out of her mouth at this point. and if you push her too far she'll start yelling! exclamation point! it is rare to get an exclamation point from her! if you push her hard enough she'll scream! she'll fucking yell!!
but yea anyways she's been fun GHFDJKG
✏️ - how often do you draw/write about the oc?
grins. the grinner
SOOOOOOOOO sae as of right now is being used in a killing game rp which means i get to write for her pretty oftennnnn :) she gets to hang out with a whole cast of awesome characters that are both amazing and stressing her out so badly. as hell. it is chapter 2 currently (we're at the motive!!) and literally every single thing is going wrong (the motive concerns her family and of course her afi was threatened bc thats all shes got, her plan to escape failed miserably and shes starting to resent people with very little reason, somebody in the killing game knows JUST WHAT TO SAY to seriously push her buttons) but she'll persevere 😍 she'll persevere and get so much worse
i loveee the rp server bc the people there love to write fics and draw art of their own AND each others characters and i eat it up every single time. me included i love creating for these rps :) which MEANS i actually do draw and write for her a bit often!! now a lot of it is practice and/or doesn't get sent to the server lmfaooo i think the last fic i wrote for her (and finished-- i keep starting things and stopping 😔) was a backstory fic for her about that one bad memory i mentioned in the last ask :) a single person has read it and that is the person running the rp in the first place ghfdjkg
UM UM here's some old art that i sent to the server and didnt post here !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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and here's a chart of literally ALL of her siblings LMFAOOOO
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samairuart · 5 months
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i love love loveee your art so much !! it makes me feel like im on a cloud or consuming savory, homey foods because of how colorful they are..~ they're so pleasing and satisfying to look at, especially with the color schemes, shading, proportions, and basically everything!
i'm pretty new around here, but as soon as i caught a glimpse of your masterpieces i just had to take a few more scrolls o(≧∀≦)o
when i think about it, your art emits sunsets and starry skies, long comfortable conversations under warm lighting, and dancing with someone at night while music plays from a turntable..! it's so surreal in a way that i can't quite place, but is genuinely so ethereal ♡⸜(ˆᗜˆ˵ )⸝♡
i just want to say thank you so much for taking your time in drawing these, as well as for putting so much effort into each one! i hope you're doing well, regardless of what it is you're going through... and i'll keep cheering you on whilst admiring these works of perfection!
that's all, have a nice day..!! <33
I’d love for you to know I have been thinking about this message almost every day since you sent it 🥺
Truly truly from the bottom of my heart, thank you for such kind words! Honest to goodness you had me blushing! ////
I’m not very strong with expressing how I feel, but I read all comments, I read all tags. It makes me so incredibly happy to make someone else feel joy with what I draw, so thank you thank you thank you!
I hope you have a wonderful day too 💖
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clock-onyx · 9 months
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MARMUR!!!!!!!!!
CHARACTER BELONGS TO MY GOOD FRIEND @catdragonstella GOOOOOO LOOK AT HER WORKS NOWWWWWWW!!!!!!
Look at him. Look at he. Look at the little guy. I love him. Look at HIM!!! NOWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!
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Ignore the fact that he looks like hes about to slip and fall over i fucked up the pose HELPELLLELLLL and i couldnt fix it once i drew him fully or else ibis wouldve made him blurry
I wanted him to look EVEENNNNN SILLIER, so i gave him those weird triangles on his wings for lighting it looks good leave me alone!!!!!
ALT. VERSIONS!!!
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I LOVEEE HIM SO MUCH its such an honor to finally see someone else like one of my species so much that they'd make their own oc, SO as a celebratory gift i drew the little guy!!! But probably ill draw every oc that gets made from one of my species theyre my babies HELP
Really loved the colors that came from the markers/crayons used, so i opted to use those on his clothes and body rather than taking them from the ref sheet because they just looked too good not to I HOPEEEE YOU LIKEEE ITTT STELLA LOOKS AT YOU WITH MY GIANT BIG EYEBALLS
Me calmly holding Marmur
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Im so normal about him
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OG POST!!!
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missamyrisa2 · 8 months
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I want like soft morning tickles where I’m too tired to even try and fight back and I just cuddle into their arms as they tickle me 🥰
eeeee~!! I loveee that toooo~
My wiggly finger is the first thing you see when your eyes peel open~ the gentle morning light peering in from the fluttering curtains. Wiggling from a distance while I stand at the foot, a knowing grin crookedly in my lips as I flutter up the blankets and reveal your feet. One hand is on my hip, my tallness dressed my black silky lingerie cinched with a thick waistbelt, my hair in a messy bun~ "Wakey wakeyyyy~" I squeak, drawing my finger carefully along the underside of each toe. "Noooope keep those heereee~" I taunt, pulling your feet back to me when they squirm so I can carefully glide the backside of my index fingernail along the wrinkle of each sole.
I sigh like the gentle breezies coming across the bed, propping up on one elbow next to you now as I look adoringly down. That finger floats about, taking an aerial tour of your body when I peel back the blankets. "Morning sleepyhead~ ready for your ticklessss?" I snicker and delight at your wiggles, following your every motion with my taunting finger tickling the air above your spots. "Ah, ah, ah~" I gently admonish, pushing aside your hands when you try to reflexively block me from teasing over your tummy. My smile beams down seeing you lay back and let me tease, finally bringing that finger down to start tracing elegant circles along your twitching tummy. "Tickle tickle~ tiiiiickle~" I coo, making little exclamations whenever you react. "Ooooo~" my lips purse thoughtfully as I start adding more fingers, lightly dancing and occasionally making a rapid skitter along the outer edges of your belly or ribs.
I start tracing upward, drawing looping circles over your chest and around each button. "Shhh shh shhh~" I murmur when I start gently tickling at those hot spots. I lean in to give your collar light loving kissies before planting my lips on each button for slight brushy flirty tickles. "There's a kiss for each button for being such a sweetie~" And through your gasps I snuggle you up to me ~ an arm around your back so I can draw shapes with my fingers and occasionally squeeze your sides lovingly ~ the other gliding over the exposed side of your face and ear while I whisper down~ "Tickleeee tickle~~ you're my lovely giggler aren't youuu~ just relaxx darlingg~ let the giggles happen ~ I've got youuuu~ I'll keep you riiight here and we can giggle and snicker and gasp it alll out~"~<33
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shytastemakerthing · 2 months
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hiii ♪( ´▽`) i’m hoping to get a romantic matchup for ensemble stars, please? ♡ if you feel like doing a platonic one as well that’d be super cool but if not then just romantic is fine!!~
my personality type is INFP and my enneagram is 9w1. my sun sign is libra, moon sign is scorpio, and venus sign is virgo. i’m 5’6”, wear glasses, and have long-ish split dyed orange and purple hair and brown eyes. i love getting my hair dyed all kinds of different colors and will probably never again be seen with just my natural hair color lol. for my personality, i’m incredibly socially anxious and have OCD, i would consider myself kind of lazy and very indecisive, but also friendly, empathetic, and super affectionate/cuddly, i love hugs and holding hands especially (〃ω〃) very rarely will i make the first move to talk to someone, that usually only happens if i decide at first glance/meeting that i really REALLY like them, and sometimes even then i won’t. and even if someone new talks to me first, i generally won’t contribute much to the conversation unless we’re talking about one of my hardcore interests or i feel like we really click/they have an energy that makes me feel comfortable talking to them. i always joke that there’s a specific type of extrovert (not to say that it couldn’t be an introvert as well though!) that can get me to like and talk to them easily, otherwise i’ll just shy away from conversation. however, with the people i’m close to, i’m the loud, screaming, silly, obnoxious, emotional one lol.
i’ve always loved collecting dolls, puppets, and stuffed animals my whole life, i get attached to them as individuals and they’re so cute to look at and hold and they make me happy to have~ and they’re super fun to photograph and take with me places! i’d love to make my own plushies one day but i currently don’t know how to sew, but would like to learn. i also really like playing/watching people play video games, mostly nintendo stuff, scary games, some fighting games, and rhythm games. i would also consider drawing a hobby of mine, although i don’t do it as much as i’d like due to a lack of motivation and discouraging anticipation of things not coming out the way i’d like them to. but when i do draw it’s mostly in a cartoony style of characters that i like and sometimes myself and my friends with them, and occasionally original ones as well. i also really love cosplay and fursuiting~ (≧∀≦) my favorite food would be cinnamon chip muffins, although ironically I’m not a huge fan of sweets in general. i like them (mostly), they’re just not my favorites. i tend to prefer salty or spicy things. favorite drink would be diet pepsi.
i get hyperfixated on my interests to the point where it’s all i want to think about and talk about and do. i love love loveee buying merch of my interests!! a lot of times i’ll even find myself tempted to buy/actually buying merch of things i’m not even into if i find the characters/mascots particularly cute or pretty~
my favorite aesthetics are glitchcore, webcore, kidcore, dreamcore, weirdcore, and circuscore. i honestly love all colors and rainbows but if i had to pick a favorite it’d be light pink. according to spotify, my favorite music genres are scenecore, sped up, pop, glitchcore, and pixel. if i met someone who had the same favorite songs as me and wanted to dance to them together (or dance together to any songs, really) i’d probably just melt immediately lol, that’s sooo dreamy (*´꒳`*) my love languages for both giving and receiving are physical touch and gift giving.
okay aaaa i feel like this is already way too long and i’m not even sure if i listed the right things, but i hope it’s okay! i feel like i’m so bad at describing myself haha. thank you so much for taking the time to read all this (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`)♡♡
Hello and thank you so much for your request, as well as your patience while I finish with the match-up requests! I hope that you enjoy it! Have a wonderful day/night!
Request: Enstars romantic match-up
I match you with........
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Shu Itsuki
Now, it was a bit of a toss up as to who to choose cause there were several that I had in mind but Shu managed to latch on and stay hooked on
Right off the bat, he loves your sense of style. There is just something so unique about it all and the way that you piece it all together just makes it look even better
Let's face it, he has seen similar styles, but there are times where it really doesn't match the wearer or it just wasn't styled right, oh, but he loves how you do it
In some cases, you remind him of Mika in a number of ways, it's rather amusing to him. It would seem that he certainly attracts a certain type of people
Has absolutely taken you to Paris to collect more of these dolls that you are so drawn to you, he certainly sees the appeal
Shu is certainly one to help when it comes to finding your motivation. He understands that as an artist that there are times where you hit a slump and need help getting back out of it, thankfully, he knows just how to help
While he is working, while it may not seem like it, he would certainly listen to you ramble on for hours. There is just something comforting to it, listening to your partner ramble on about something that makes them so happy
In the end, he may not always be the most attentive, as he gets rather caught up in his work, he will be there for you the moment that you call for him
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Thank you for your request!
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forecast0ctopus · 2 years
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i loveee ur art its sooo expressive and it has such a 90s feel to it.. if i may ask, how do u pick ur colours? do u have a specific colour pallete u adhere to? thanks!
thanks so much :DDD im curious what might make it feel 90s 🤔 thats so interesting
anyways stuff abt coloring below
honestly i kinda just fuck around with color, technically i somewhat understand color theory but despite that im bad at choosing the right colors straight from the color wheel so a lot of times i just hsb adjust things until theyre right
ive got two different ways i color things currently:
softish shading with a marker brush in greyscale, applying too many color adjustment layers, and then coloring a little on top of the greyscale to make things not monochrome. usually i color on top of a clipping mask bc its a lot easier, which i did in the ace attorney one but not in the merlin one for ?? no reason i guess i just didnt think abt it lmao
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the other way is i decide what color i wanna cast the whole drawing in and i make that the base clipping mask layer (which ive been making like. neon green a lot lately lmao) and then i block in color on top of that, and shadow color on top of that. the cybersix ones a great representation of what im doing there but its a little chaotic since all of the sketches were meant to be cropped oops. the cowboy danny phantom ones a lot cleaner of an example haha
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i really like doing the second method because it also works great with lineless and also i really like comparative colors? i know theres a better phrase for it but like. when one color looks like a different color when its put in a different colored space. like when im making things green, id color blue things in the scene green and red things in the scene a muddy orangey color. or when i was really into yellow id make the blues purple. idk usually the “blue” in the scene is first color i like to figure out im not sure if its because its my favorite color or if its because i love drawing jeans but thats just how it goes lmao
oh also putting things on a or neutral bg helps to pick colors a lot easier than keeping the default white bg, i always turn it off and leave it transparent until im finished lmao. i use procreate light mode so its still rather light but not too bad
i dont really have any palettes that i intentionally adhere to, no, but i do get kind of stuck using the same colors for a few months before moving to something different. rn im very stuck on green and need to accept that not everything needs to be the grossest greens ever and ive been stuck on it for about six months? in the past i was really stuck on yellow haha
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firstdivisiongirl · 6 months
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hiii ♪( ´▽`) i’m hoping to get a romantic matchup for tokyo revengers, please? ♡ i would prefer a male match for this series~
my pronouns are she/her, my personality type is INFP, and my enneagram is 9w1. my sun sign is libra, moon sign is scorpio, and venus sign is virgo. i’m 5’6”, wear glasses, and have long-ish split dyed orange and purple hair and brown eyes. i love getting my hair dyed all kinds of different colors and will probably never again be seen with just my natural hair color lol. for my personality, i’m incredibly socially anxious and have OCD, i would consider myself kind of lazy and very indecisive, but also friendly, empathetic, and super affectionate/cuddly, i love hugs and holding hands especially (〃ω〃) very rarely will i make the first move to talk to someone, that usually only happens if i decide at first glance/meeting that i really REALLY like them, and sometimes even then i won’t. and even if someone new talks to me first, i generally won’t contribute much to the conversation unless we’re talking about one of my hardcore interests or i feel like we really click/they have an energy that makes me feel comfortable talking to them. i always joke that there’s a specific type of extrovert (not to say that it couldn’t be an introvert as well though!) that can get me to like and talk to them easily, otherwise i’ll just shy away from conversation. however, with the people i’m close to, i’m the loud, screaming, silly, obnoxious, emotional one lol.
i’ve always loved collecting dolls, puppets, and stuffed animals my whole life, i get attached to them as individuals and they’re so cute to look at and hold and they make me happy to have~ and they’re super fun to photograph and take with me places! i’d love to make my own plushies one day but i currently don’t know how to sew, but would like to learn. i also really like playing/watching people play video games, mostly nintendo stuff, scary games, some fighting games, and rhythm games. i would also consider drawing a hobby of mine, although i don’t do it as much as i’d like due to a lack of motivation and discouraging anticipation of things not coming out the way i’d like them to. but when i do draw it’s mostly in a cartoony style of characters that i like and sometimes myself and my friends with them, and occasionally original ones as well. i also really love cosplay and fursuiting~ (≧∀≦) my favorite food would be cinnamon chip muffins, although ironically I’m not a huge fan of sweets in general. i like them (mostly), they’re just not my favorites. i tend to prefer salty or spicy things. favorite drink would be diet pepsi.
i get hyperfixated on my interests to the point where it’s all i want to think about and talk about and do. i love love loveee buying merch of my interests!! a lot of times i’ll even find myself tempted to buy/actually buying merch of things i’m not even into if i find the characters/mascots particularly cute or pretty~
my favorite aesthetics are glitchcore, webcore, kidcore, dreamcore, weirdcore, and circuscore. i honestly love all colors and rainbows but if i had to pick a favorite it’d be light pink. according to spotify, my favorite music genres are scenecore, sped up, pop, glitchcore, and pixel. if i met someone who had the same favorite songs as me and wanted to dance to them together (or dance together to any songs, really) i’d probably just melt immediately lol, that’s sooo dreamy (*´꒳`*) my love languages for both giving and receiving are physical touch and gift giving.
okay aaaa i feel like this is already way too long and i’m not even sure if i listed the right things, but i hope it’s okay! i feel like i’m so bad at describing myself haha. thank you so much for taking the time to read all this (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`)♡♡
Hi there! It’s not too long at all and you did a great job! This was a hard one. You are such a colorful person that it’s hard to pick. But hopefully you like who you got!
You Got…
Nahoya “Smiley” Kawata!!!
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Would love your hair. He might even ask you to do his.
Would cook you excellent food. I don’t know if he is a baker, but I can imagine him learning to make cinnamon muffins just for you.
I feel like your styles vibe because a lot of his clothes are colorful.
Incredibly loyal, so much so that he’d protect you if you feel anxious or scared. He does it for all those he’s loyal to and you’d be no exception.
I could see you two spending hours just talking about your interest.
Game night dates!
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