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distant-velleity · 2 months
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Less Than Meets the Eye
Summary: Set in the past - Davis is about to leave for NRC, and there's a loose end at RSA he still doesn't want to tie up before he goes. Word count: 1.2k+ A/N: Hey. Hey so. I realized that despite putting it on his wiki doc, I wanted to give a bit more context on Davis' time at RSA (and also I never really talk about what happened between Davis and his ex Jacques, even if it's only brushed upon a little bit here) so......... Uh.................... Some angst :) for you :))) Enjoy !!!
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“Absolute power corrupts absolutely.”
It was inevitable. When one became unmatched in power—when one touched a facade of the stars and let the false altitude get to their head—there was no getting through to them. Just like there was no getting through to their ridiculous and abusive teenage tyrant of a dorm leader, not right now, and there was no getting through to…
Davis grit his teeth and shook his head. There wasn’t any point in thinking about that, not when he had a bag to pack and an ebony carriage to catch. 
“Need any help?” asked Anthony, sitting backwards in his chair so he hugged its backrest. Beneath the brim of his hat and the untameable curls of his hair, his brows were furrowed.
“No,” Davis said, sounding hollow even to himself. “I’ve got it.” He hesitated, and then remembered to add, “Thanks, though.”
“Don’t mention it. S’the least I can do.” Looking uncomfortable, Anthony chewed on his candy cigarette. “It’s sorta our fault that youse bein’ expelled, anyway.”
Halfway through folding his ceremonial dress robes, Davis froze, and then continued with a sort of muted anger to him. “Don’t say that, Racetrack,” he replied firmly. “It was my choice.”
And there was someone else who was more to blame. Someones else, plural.
“Yeah, but now ya gotta go all the way across the island to NRC. And this is gonna be on your record,” Anthony pointed out. “Youse the smartest outta all of us, but ya didn’t even get ta’ finish your first year here…”
Davis sighed. “It is what it is. I just…” He swallowed a small lump in his throat. 
It was hard to admit he might have bitten off more than he could chew. Maybe if he was stronger, or more confident, he could’ve stopped it all sooner before even more students got hurt—
The door creaked open, and Anthony looked over. Thinking it was just one of their other roommates, Davis didn’t do the same—but Anthony spat out, “You,” with such venom that it could really only have been a certain sophomore.
Davis looked back over his shoulder. In the doorway stood Jacques, looking far too comfortable in his fresh new school uniform. Just the sight of it, an unsullied white jacket and nice vest underneath as a replacement for his old one—it was sickening.
“I just wanna talk,” said Jacques evenly before anything else could happen, his tone uncharacteristically devoid of emotion and his eyes avoiding meeting their gazes.
Slowly, Anthony rose from his chair. “You got a lotta nerve, comin’ in like this,” he hissed, so low in his throat it was almost a growl. “Wanna talk, huh? Like how ya talked alla us into trustin’ you? How ‘bout you ‘talk’ to these hands instead?!”
In one sharp, furious movement, he brought his bandaged fists up to chin level. Jacques twitched, as if ready to mirror the fighting stance.
“Racetrack,” Davis interrupted instead. “You should go get breakfast and head to class.”
His meaning—I need to talk with Jacques one-on-one—came off clear, and Anthony’s hands fell back to his sides. “But—”
“Racer.”
Anthony finally backed off, shoulders slumping. “Just… text me if he tries anythin’ funny, Davey.” As requested, he left—though not without a death glare at Jacques.
…And then there were two.
Davis inhaled sharply. “You—”
“I meant it,” muttered Jacques, cutting Davis off. “I do just wanna talk wit’ ya.”
“Because this is a great time to do it,” Davis commented dryly. “I leave for Night Raven College in an hour, so you chose now, instead of all the times I tried to talk to you in the past two weeks.”
To his credit, Jacques didn’t flinch, though his frown deepened. “Things changed. None’a this was s’posed to happen. Davey—”
Davis held up a hand to stop him. “I don’t care that you gave me the nickname. Don’t call me that.”
He watched Jacques visibly bite back a remark about how Anthony had used it just now. Even someone so egotistical and smooth-talking had to recognize when all trust and familiarity in him had been lost. “Listen, just… S’probably for the best that you’re leavin’. That you’re gettin’ away from all’a this.”
Ridiculous. Davis usually took pride in being levelheaded, but right now, he felt nothing more than tired and frustrated.
 “And that I’m leaving all the boys in your care. Right. Because you’re so trustworthy and admirable right now,” was his sarcastic reply.
“That won’t matter.” Jacques crossed his arms, the starchiness of his new jacket rubbing against itself. “They’re gonna call off the movement once you’re gone. No point in it anymore. We’s just gonna go back to our normal lives.”
“You—what?” Not for the first time around Jacques, Davis found himself at a loss for words. “So those months of rallying everyone were for nothing? We’re just gonna sweep all the greed and blackmail and physical abuse under the rug?”
“It’s safer this way,” argued Jacques. “The dorm leader won’t get aggressive if we don’t. You know this.”
“And everyone will just have to suffer in silence until he and all of his lackeys graduate, dealing with the scars of it for the rest of their life while he gets off easy.” 
Jacques didn’t move for a moment, then shrugged stiffly, helplessly. It was infuriating to just watch, let alone acknowledge that this had been their ‘leader’ all along. He’d put on such a wonderful show of caring and being charming, and then…
“On second thought,” Davis began, starting to tremble with stifled anger, “maybe it’s for the best that you ditched everyone. You make an awful leader when you’re not just the face of the movement; when you peel away that pretty face of yours, this is what’s underneath. They obviously don’t need you—”
He stepped forward, with more to say and only so much time to say it.
“—but I’m the one who has to go, while you stay? What a joke.” Davis scoffed derisively. “But at least our dear dorm leader knows an enemy when he sees one. ‘Cause—remember all those ideas and plans we shared, all those fancy words you said?”
For a fraction of a second, their eyes finally met.
“Don’t forget that those were mine first,” snapped Davis.
Looking at Jacques’ expression was like viewing a stone sculpture in a museum—once the retaliating yelling had begun, he’d retreated into himself, pensive and cold and distant. It was the same kind of face he’d had when it first got out that he’d taken a bribe for his silence and inaction.
“Yeah, well,” he murmured, “you never had the guts to say ‘em, did ya?”
That stung far more than it should have. Davis clenched his hands into fists. “And you didn’t have the guts to stick around and hang on when we were just about to win, but I guess I can’t be talking, now can I?” He let that retort sink in, before exhaling and pointing to the door. “I’m done talking to you, Jacques. Get out—please and thank you.”
Jacques stepped back, but didn’t leave. He opened his mouth to say something.
“You wanted to talk,” Davis said flatly, tone clipped, “and I let you talk. And you fucked it up right away. So take your shiny new clothes and your new pals and your stupid face, and get out.”
Finally conceding, Jacques managed to dodge eye contact one last time—like the liar he was—and left the room swiftly. 
Once again, Davis was on his own.
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quarks-pussy · 8 months
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[Images description: Twelve pictures of Star Trek actors. The phrase "thank you for being both amazing actors and amazing people" is written across most of the images one word at a time, except for the two images in the middle. The middle images are of William Shatner, reading "not you!" and Robert Beltran, reading "or you for that matter". The actors in the other images are George Takei, René Auberjonois, DeForest Kelley, Gates McFadden, Wil Wheaton, Kate Mulgrew, Patrick Stewart, Siddig El Fadil (aka Alexander Siddig), Nichelle Nichols and Leonard Nimoy. End image description.]
Non exhaustive list of course. Many more such cases, in fact feel free to add
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#i considered putting sid's full name in the image description but i felt that might complicate things for screen reader users#but just so it's in the post i'll put it in the tags#siddig el tahir el fadil el siddig abdurrahman mohammed ahmed abdel karim el mahdi#yes i did copy paste it my memory is shit. i can't even remember my own full name...#(i gave myself like five different middle names at one point because if i'm already changing my name for trans reasons i might as well have#fun with it right but eventually i stopped using them because i literally kept forgetting my own name and had to look it up)#(i still have the note btw and since it seems i won't legally be using that last name anyway (nor any of the middle names) feel free to ask#anyway#star trek#not star trek#(schrödinger's post lol)#oh!!! i forgot one version of sid's name!! here goes#صدّيق الطاهر الفاضل الصدّيق عبدالرحمن محمد أحمد عبدالكريم المهدي#to be fair there's nothing in that tag (right now) but i guess i'm a completionist. or something#the others are ofc already findable because of the image description#oh and just fyi if you wanna add others do feel free to add new trek actors. i didn't include any here essentially because as soon as i inc#include one of them people are gonna complain i didn't include more of them. plus i ran out of space. sorry tawny#oh and to that one anon: i WILL still answer but i needed a break lol#original posts fresh from quark's pussy
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chiropteracupola · 3 months
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Bodies in my wake / Noose 'round my neck / I'm comin' back again / Better make it quick!
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iamfuckingsorry · 15 days
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So I know the fandom loves seeing young Kim as a punk, with leather jackets and combat boots and a million pins and patches and in general fairly anti-establishment and also somewhat openly gay at least within the community
And I'm not gonna lie I love it too
But there's also this idea that I can't get out of my mind, and it's Kim in what is called "epa-kultur" over here. 15 year old kids too young to have a driver's license or a car, but one of the friends in the group has six older siblings and managed to get one of those cars that are only supposed to go up to 40 kmph that you can drive with a moped license, but that can definitely go up to like 150 if you flip the right switches. It's 30 years old and absolutely shit but you all love it anyway. You drive around, a shitty speaker in the back playing terrible electronic music too loud to really hold a proper conversation while inside, nine kids packed like sardines sitting on each other's laps (one of the backseats is taken up by a speaker), ending up in an unused parking lot to get drunk on 3% beer. The car's broken half of the time but that just means you play bad music and get drunk on cheap beer while trying to fix it with random parts you got from a friend of a friend of a friend, always fucking up in some way no matter how hard you try so the car will inevitably break down again within a week. Until you eventually really do get fairly good at fixing it, and then you just end up checking all the bolts and connections all the time instead. And like it's definitely a small town/rural thing over here. It definitely would not be a thing in Revachol, and especially not in the part of Revachol Kim grew up in, where you're happy to have a roof over your head and food to eat and you're probably reasonably rich compared to your neighbours if your family has a car. And while it's very different nowadays especially with younger kids you could still get a lot of the ideas common in more conservative areas, about gender roles and queer people and whatnot.
And I just love the idea of 15-year-old Kim with a group of other kids like this, feeling a tiny little bit like he finally belongs somewhere for the first time, trying to figure out a way to get some money for a car part for his friend's car, drinking even though he doesn't really want to because that's what you're supposed to, casually making sexist jokes that make him strangely uncomfortable even though he doesn't really understand why, fully convinced the only reason he tries to find any excuse to spend time with this one guy that is so impressive and knows so much about cars is because it's the first time he's found a good friend, because why else would you feel this way about a guy
and then after a couple of years maybe he does bring up possibly feeling a certain way about men when he's a bit drunk and he immediately gets made fun of, and when he doesn't react fast enough and say that obviously he was kidding, eww that would be so gross, he gets called a hundred different slurs without hesitation, not just homophobic ones but racial ones too, and he realizes once again that there really isn't a single place in this world where someone like him could truly belong, no matter how it might feel in the moment.
(and then maybe he does get a leather jacket and some patches a few years after that lol)
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liquidstar · 2 months
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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agoodfriendtoyou · 3 months
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You ever see that something doesn’t exist/isn’t a thing yet, and you think “Well now I gotta be the one to do this.”?
Well that’s what happened with an idea I have for a bugsnax dnd au. I’ve seen that people have made grumpuses a playable race in dnd, but I’ve never seen anyone imagine an au for bugsnax based off of dnd. There’s 2 routes you could go with this:
The characters are in a dnd world
The characters play a dnd campaign
I ended up choosing the latter, because I thought it’d be fun to make dnd characters inspired by how I imagine bugsnax characters would play.
I’ve split the snaxburg group into 2 dnd campaigns, because the idea of managing a campaign of 13 players sounds like absolute hell.
The group I have drawn is a campaign run by Eggabell, with Wambus, Cromdo, Chandlo, Triffany, Lizbert, and Gramble as players. I honestly have a whole plot for the campaign in my head, but I don’t wanna get into that now, so instead I’ll show you what their characters look like, and some general information about the characters and the players play-style
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These Are The Lads
I’m gonna go from left to right with some basic info
Octavio Hailstone
Storm Sorcerer Blue Dragonborn
Played by Wambus
First time playing, but he gets into character.
Amanda Skullcrush
Berserker Barbarian Orc
Played by Cromdo
Also first time playing, and is good at combat. Horrible at the role play though 😔
Charlie Brightshot
Sharpshooter Aarakocra
Played by Chandlo
Seen Snorpy play, has absorbed knowledge of the game through osmosis.
Talulah Bonebound
Undead Warlock Stoneperson(homebrew
Played by Triffany
She’s played a bit before when she was younger, but is still learning the new system
Jessica Woodgaurd
Beastmaster Ranger Gnome
Played by Lizbert
Has played before with Eggabell, and surprisingly never played ranger.
Ashton Nightwatcher
Dream Druid Dryad(homebrew)
Played by Gramble
Played some in middle school, but not much since.
(Edit: had to reupload the image bc it was crunched up)
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unproduciblesmackdown · 3 months
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fun connection on this archived kickstarter update from the 2011 production/s of "the bus" as found by @broadway-heere-i-come ft. many pics from their trip to wichita, kansas for several performances there, including this one
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fantastic stuff & was noticing that it seems like partly legible lyrics back there, which sent me over to consult that q&a sincerely me vlog again like hang on lol. and sure enough
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lo, behold
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#giving ''every moment'' vs ''where a moment'' but i'm sure either is plausible just based on listening. anyone got a cd insert booklet#tragic that further pages of the kickstarter aren't waybacked up. may not have let you access them if not a backer?#lot of great stuff on page 1 though fr#will roland#hey beautiful#(the The Bus tag lol)#live it up!:#deh#maybe could've used a fourth take actually lmao. let's all watch the 6+ min ''interview'' w/those two seeing spamalot together#love the bit right at the start where someone asks what mike faist's hair smells like & will immediately launches into explaining what it#feels like & michael park is like oh yup. we've all been there. probably the more fun answer anyways#speaking of him b/c it's such a Journey of a video i never remember precisely when mike faist barrels through the door#get out!!! what were you thinking....#used to keep forgetting it happened at all which was a delight. happens during the karaoke / singing in shower answer!#oh i also had the thought like. the Probably Non Phone Photography of 2011 here#noticed that like ''Portrait of someone near the camera with motion blur towards its focus point'' & also noted it as feeling like#a Stock Photo kind of phenomenon now decidedly Out Of Date. then thinking like well that might not be much of a coincidence lol#as in: it would be a spontaneous Photo Effect ppl were more accustomed to At The Time. maybe!#(just realizing fantastic grammatical ambiguity. i meant the ''including this one'' in the opening there to be going off of ''many pics#[...] including this one'' but that it can be interpreted as ''several performances there [...] including this one [will karaoke.jpg]''#like wow works great either way actually lmao. no notes)#p.s. i dunno why some of the lyrics were bolded. did not enter any of the terms into the search. Watch You Smile While Sleeping emphasis
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compacflt · 1 year
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wip wednesday: hoping to have all the fic revisions up by saturday (long shot tbh) or wednesday!
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francesderwent · 1 year
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Lockwood & Co Quote x Screencap Posts:
“What Resembles The Grave But Isn’t” x the Portland Row trio
“Hello My Old Heart” x Anthony Lockwood
“Chinese Satellite” x Anthony Lockwood
“Let’s Get Married” x the Portland Row trio
“The Cold” x Anthony Lockwood
“Electric Touch” x Lucy
Lockwood & Co Meta Posts
Lockwood, Courage, Chesterton, & Death
Lucy and Self-Sacrifice
Lucy, The Room, and Fairy-Tales
Creeping Shadow, Unconditional Love, and Selflessness with @magpie-trove  
Lockwood & Co Crossover Posts:
B99 x Lockwood & George
Parks & Rec x Lockwood & Flo
John Mulaney x Lucy
The Good Place x Lockwood
The Bear x Lockwood & Flo
Tan France x Lucy
New Girl x Lockwood & Co series
Miraculous Ladybug x Lockwood & Co
James Acaster x Lockwood
BTVS x Kipps
ATS x Locklyle
Lockwood & Co fanfiction:
“harmonies for the left behind” a Mary and Lucy Carlyle story
Other Tags:
Lockwood & Co liveblogging tags: the show and the books
general show tag for reblogs
songs and lyrics for Lockwood & Co
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mattodore · 1 year
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vanishing without explanation for six days
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#river dipping#me editing my i am in eskew pic to say actually yea i was being mentally ill <3#i have an avoidant personality disorder likeeeeee jndgkfjh expect me to disappear semi-regularly honestly#but!!! :))) i've finally finished editing all of the photos from that smoking pose set i made for mattodore back in.....#[checks calendar] ..........march lmao#i'm actually getting the post together for it rn... there are eight photos in total here so...........#i have to stare at them for a really long time to check for mistakes#there's dialogue that goes along w/ the images too but i'm not sure if i want to include it#i probably won't..................... we'll see#but anyway hi hello... i've also avoided simblr entirely while i was gone so 🧍 i'm really behind... hope you're all well <3#i might be busy today so i probably won't be able to play catch up for a while but we'll see...#........aszdKSDJFNGKJD ALSO... i just realized looking at my last posts that i was like okay <3 vampire theo time <3 and then logged out#SAWRRY... i could just post the vampire photos raw but maybe i'll edit them like the smoking photos...#there are six photos from it... it's a sequence of events yk...#some blood drinking takes place <3#...want you all to know that when i make posts i type and then i open another tab then i come back then i open ps then i come back etc etc#so while i'm only just now posting this i actually just finished captioning and tagging the mattodore smoking post jdgkfnh#i just flit back and forth from one thing to another my brain is always going so fast like i HAVE to be doing multiple things Or Else#like those earlier tags are obsolete now but i'll keep them anyway
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st4rstudent · 4 months
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Unfortunately, it has gone quite slow. This writing thing has HANDS!!! It's just a short one story since I haven't actually wrote anything in a whiiileeeee. i think its about maybe halfway done
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majorshatterandhare · 7 months
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I started a piece of art today which is based on some plant species* that I think would be good to colonize Tim in @gunpowder-tim’s headcanon of the Persephone Tim headcanon; so it’s art based on a headcanon of a headcanon of a headcanon 😅 [sweat simle emoji].
It’s gonna take a long time I think, but I am planning on posting it here even though it’s just gonna be plants and no Tim (because I am much better at drawing these little doodle plants than drawing people).
*so the art is basically of real species we have on Earth, but I maintain that they wouldn’t have the same plants on the City, so in my brain his plants are just similar to these ones.
#i don’t know if i should main tag this. thats always hard for me to tell#persephone tim#i am taking a break now because for some reason it took me almost 4 hours to paint some ghost pipe.#i am researching more species too. im looking at a lot of liverworts. but they are ‘obscure’ enougb thats its not always easy to find if-#they are parasitic or not. i know *some* species of liverwort are. and depending on how im able to draw them i might include non-parasitic-#species because i need the space filled a particular way#im also tired because i stayed up until after 6 am and then didn’t take my sleep meds (because it was 6 am)#oh there’s also gonns be some mushrooms included#ive explained it before but basically the fungus being an intermediary is a thing we see in real life (although not between plants and-#animals afaik) and it makes sense because fungi are closer related to animals than to plants.#now i suppose thats not necessarily true on the City. because we dont know if they are homo sapiens or not (this would make possible-#implications for the other life on the plant). however for now I have no hcs regarding that. its easiest to go with their life works the-#same as ours. but their species are different if for no other reason because of evolution (over time)#well thats whats easiest and most interesting and fun *to me* which i realize is because i am a biologist and happen to also crave as much-#scientific accuracy as possible. but thats not everyones cup of tea. not everyone wants to spend hours searching about different parasitic-#plants to choose one for this and learn about how they interact and what not. probably *most* people wouldnt think this hard about it.#and that’s okay too. if you like to make up your own plants whole cloth and not worry about it aligning with realy world biology. thats-#okay too. do what you like.#(unless you are a tv/movie/book/etc which is supposed to be set in our world on our earth. YOU CANT MAKE APE/WORM HYBRIDS! for crissakes)#hope its okay i tagged you gunpowder-tim#also sorry to everyone for how much i ramble in the tags. i have adhd and keeping 1 try of though is nigh on impossible#like this: nigh means near. so nigh on impossible is nearly impossible. but one way of defining nigh is approaching. then its approaching-#impossible. which makes me think of math. ‘as x approaches infinity;’ ‘as y approaches impossible’#there have a little language and math too with your dose of spec bio explanation#(the ape/worm thing is a reference to an early x-files episode that i have complained about in tags before)
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astranauticus · 9 months
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doing some robit sketches
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foxgloveinspace · 1 year
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My dumbass brain…. I can not read sleep token fic (I still try) but by gosh do I have a magnum opus of a fic I could write for them.
#very much so#so you see I have this story idea I’ve wanted to write as a fic for YEARS I’m talkin at least 6 but I’ve never had the right fandom for it#and it’s this idea where the gods have this like not school but castle where their followers can gather and they can learn more magic thee#and worship their gods and also just be close to each other and the gods come and go and have like apartments there basically#and the gods have assistants. and the og idea (I’m gonna change it around a bit) is that the god if death her assistant/head follow is the#reincarnated soul mate of the god of life/the sun. but the sun god doesn’t want his souls mate because his soul mates first life ended#because of him.#now obviously I’d change it around a bit and sun god would be sleep and maybe Vessel would still be sleeps ‘head follower’ and Vesse is#still keeping the fact that he’s sleeps soul mate a secret (cause that’s part of it it’s all hush hush on the mc’s end of things)#but it’s almost… to perfect… so I might. have to write it…..#and ofc the other vessels get included now#for one thing in the og story part of mc’s powers are sex related and he had many many partners#so I have to include that any way but like it’s all fitting A Bit Too Well#sleep token#for blacklist#it’s so low in the list of tags it hopefully won’t show up in the main tag but if it does I’m So Sorry be lol#i uhh. don’t know when l write this tbh#I want to but I also wanna finish writing my giant af Dune fic#and I have a couple others I wanna work on too so we’ll see#this got rambly af sorry to ANYONE who reads this lmao#also I didn’t even tap into the plot lol#so many misspelled things cause it’s 12:23 and I tired af
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vanillabat99 · 1 year
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I am craving fried rice but it is 5:45AM and I am exhausted.
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exisntidonot · 1 year
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So I was googling old tv shows I used to watch, procrastinating on my homework, and guess what show popped into my head, after not seeing it for a very, very, very long time?
The haunting hour.
I only remember that show because it used to be on YTV, at like, 10-11 o'clock at night, and I would watch it. I was really obsessed with the show, even though I barely understood what was going on.
And the nightmares. I used to get really, really bad nightmares after I watched the show, and after like 3 months of me watching it, and getting nightmares of it, my mom enforced a screen-time limit, mainly for shows after 9:00.
And I remember that show so damn much, mainly because of the body horror stuff, and how freaked out I was over it.
Anyways, one of my most vivid memories of the show was this one about this kid who was obsessed with ancient egypt stuff gets frickin. sucked back into time to be essentially another person's body or something??
And I googled it I googled rl stine show ancient egypt and I finally found the name of it. I'm gonna watch that episode, and get me a bit of nostogia
#exisnt's rambles#also something funny imo is that out of curiosity I googled where tfp was being streamed because my thought-pipeline went from:#scary show that I didn't understand -> shows i didn't really understand -> shows I definietly did not remember or understand properly as a-#-kid -> hey look when the haunting hour was made that roughly around the time when tfp was made -> ytv took american shows and showed them-#-to canadian audiences -> hey WHAT THE HAUNTING HOUR USED TO BE ON THE HUB (where tfp used to be released)-#-hmmm i wonder if they ripped shows from the hub to show on ytv -> googles where was tfp streamed -> results include ytv.#Conclusion? I might have been the target demographic for tfp when it first aired (although a little too young - animated would fit better)#but i probably changed the channel because I wasn't interested in the show#just a nagging feeling but i bet they probably showed it after tmnt and spongebob when everything looks boring and then boom. tfp.#there is the possiblitity they might have not shown it during its original runtime at all ofc and we didn't have cable after 2014-2015 ish#i think it probably streamed when we got rid of cable and such and probably at like. 1 am or some other ungodly hour#this is very interesting to me and i cannot explain why.#also yeah now i just want to watch the show and compare some old memories of episodes to how they actually went bc i know i did not-#-remember things properly.#not gonna tag this as the haunting hour yet cause i haven't watched the show yet lol#too bad i can't find really old tumblr post on this idk but i feel like this show would have been milked for all its worth on tumblr#and aggressively hated for all its worth as well.
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