#i need some forward momentum in my life rn

[the-yearning-astronaut]

Send a few good vibes my way if you can spare any. I've put out two applications -- one for a week and a half summer workshop about a new astronomy research method and another for a post baccalaureate research position with NASA. Being accepted into either would be a huge boost on any grad school application and to my CV. But the second would be a full time job out of state. Which means I'd be out of this house.

I need something to change. And soon. Whether it be a full time research position or the CV boost I need to get into grad school next year. Just. Something.

[tiptapricot]

Moon Knight City of the Dead Issue 1… why…?

So. New MK side run has begun, the hyped up full on debut of Layla/new Scarlet Scarab in the comics, with a premise that most writers would twist into an epic and breathtaking journey.

We don’t get that here.

And I have a lot of thoughts on why and how I feel so frustrated with what we got. There’s pieces of something awesome, potential to go to some really fascinating places, and yet it is held back in almost every aspect, creating something messy and clunky that makes me mad to read.

(This is long btw)

First off though, some things I did enjoy!

I really love the art and coloring of this issue. The anatomy and movement and shadows, the stylization of character’s faces and costumes, the sprawling city with its deep reds and blues that feel saturated and weighty. It’s great. Besides a few moments that it comes out of left field with some bad stuff (Layla’s whole face at the end or the MK mask w teeth during the memory slideshow like whaTtt is that), it’s super solid and made for a very enjoyable looking comic.

It was also really fun to see Badr for a little. I think it would’ve been cool to get more, and the pacing of things as I’ll get to later sapped his importance in the story for me some, making him feel more like a prop or a plot device to get it going, but overall it was lovely to see him again. And it was cool to see him being a doctor as well, as we haven’t seen that as recently in MacKay! Always a joy my dear sir please come back soon.

The story in concept. Going to the underworld, detaching a headmate supernaturally to journey to a different plane of reality to save one life, and meeting a dead ally along the way is fascinating stuff, an idea that inspires me to want to explore it myself.

Because (and now it’s time to get into the stuff I didn’t like) the writing doesn’t do this idea justice at all.

This is not the worst MK comic ever rn, not their worst writing. It’s not as violently ableist or antisemitic as things like Bemis or making a joke out of MK like some others, but it’s just stupid, and what it glosses over or gets wrong is weird and uncomfortable and harmful in its own right.

To start this isn’t my Marc. His guilt is not one of punishment for penance, of believing he’s sinned and needs to be washed clean by pain. He is a man stuck in bad coping mechanisms and trying to pretend he’s not. He’s a man who hates himself and uses violence as what I would describe as a form of self harm. But it is not with the goal of erasing his past.

Yes, he runs from the person of Marc Spector, he runs from the idea and the responsibility, but Marc doesn’t try to forget. He holds onto things with a vice grip and never lets himself drop it. He believes in his own mythos and is grappling with his complicated and traumatized history to remember he can love and care and trust people again, that the work of making his life better is not solely on his shoulders. That’s what MacKay’s been dealing with.

MacKay Marc is guilty and self flagellating but in a way he tries not to think about, that he brushes over. He puts on an air of confident collectedness and has more hate for Marc as a concept then specifically his actions, and he’s still able to move forward and find a type of momentum and bravado in the MK suit.

Or in simpler terms: yes Marc has guilt. He does not have this kind of guilt.

The first few pages read so strangely, just this over dramatic spiel that feels more like daredevil than moon knight, like a rehashed dramatic intro to a moody sad 90s comic. And not in a good way. It’s not deep it’s just annoying and tedious and the prose is clunky and again, extremely off in its vibes and message. I think it could’ve been alright, if some of the talk of his guilt had been shifted and the narration hadn’t continued constantly throughout the rest of the issue (which I’ll get to later), but as is in its full context it’s just… weird.

In addition to the weird guilt vibes, there’s further issues with the Khonshu religiosity in this.

Khonshu isn’t something Marc worships, he’s something he uses for his own means. He’ll call on him or talk about being the priest of the mission, but that’s because Khonshu doesn’t have oversight, he’s a tool and form of direction and theming, and at the story’s core Marc is the priest for his mission, not this god’s.

At points in this issue he genuinely sounds dedicated though, and it shifts the flavor of earlier pieces more in line with his usual monologuing to seeming more like strange spiritual devotion. Especially calling Khonshu the greatest of great gods, or saying that him being in the underworld is Khonshu’s mission. It changes his actions from that of Marc to that of a real Khonshu follower and its…. Just weird. It’s all just weird and very ooc.

On top of that, there’s no mention or interrogation or even presence of discussing Judaism alongside all of this. I’m not Jewish myself but have had multiple convos around the topic w those who are n who have made their own posts discussing it and can add on more nuance n info to this should they like (bc more thoughts for discussion are always awesome), but just on a surface level it’s strange. It’s strange to have a plot revolving around going to another belief system’s afterlife and not at all bringing up how it clashes or relates to Jewish beliefs. Yes Marc isn’t really actively practicing anymore but I’d hazard Jake probably is, and Marc has still talked about his connection to his faith and how it’s impacted his time as moon knight and serving Khonshu.

The text treats the Egyptian pantheon belief system as the True and Accepted default here, with Marc not even discussing anything about going to an afterlife he doesn’t belong in (and shouldn’t even have) as a Jewish man, or even thinking about how Badr discussing Ka conflicts with Jewish beliefs on the soul and how Neshamah differ.

And yes, Marc works regularly with the very real Egyptian pantheon and mystical systems but it’s in a different way, and under a different context and understanding by readers of his acceptance of it.

A whole other layer of depth, conflict, and exploration could’ve been added by really digging into the theological implications of this plot, of a Jewish soul in the Egyptian afterlife, and yet it’s not brought up at all, not referenced or mentioned and it makes it all feel weirdly out of place, or like stuff is being glossed over.

That, on top of Jake and Steven (not to mention the entire rest of the main mission cast) being completely absent in mention, consultation, presence, or anything just feeds into this strange sense of Pepose wanting Marc to be the idea he has of him in his head, this guilty, sad, and violent merc serving a moon god with not a ton else. And yes again those are all aspects of Marc, but there is nuance to each of those aspects and treating him as a singlet with no thoughts on the conflicts in faith of his present is… just weird.

I don’t know if he’ll be treated as a singlet the whole run, but the fact that the body’s soul being sent into the afterlife has not already brought in any system conflict at all is an issue. Is it their collective soul? Is it just Marc’s? How does this comic understand alter soul distinction? Has it thought about it at all? I mean the answer is no but the thing is it should’ve.

That’s where so many of my issues with this come from though: choices just being… not good. Not thought out or in line with the characters and world. The writing is off and out of place and gOD THE CONSTANT NARRATION IS GRATING!!

I don’t know why it was chosen for Marc to novel write his thoughts and observations the whole issue but it’s bad. It goes past introducing plots or observations that can’t be shown in text to either:

1. Filling space that doesn’t need to be filled

2. Restating what has just been said or shown in a panel (“we have the power of the four horsemen” “wow they just got the power of the four horsemen”)

3. At worst, telling us stuff that was not indicated at all by anything else (“oh I know something is wrong here even though I have not been given enough reason to pique that suspicion” “oh I reunite with Layla and hold her and take her in but haha you don’t see that ig”)

It’s annoying and makes reading things difficult because he’s blabbering on the whole time in places he DOESNT NEED TO!! And it makes the action and emotional movement feel awkward and forced. I don’t need to know every second of Marc’s thoughts Pepose I can parse out things with my eyes I promise you that. Also can he stop talking about penance for TWO SECONDS!!!

The worst part is narration works when done well! When it highlights things that can’t be shown in art or gives some bits of exploration into feelings or exposition, but we don’t need it in every panel. It actually confused some parts of where to look for me by telling me what was about to happen before it did. Stop being like “I thought it was over but—“ JUST LET US SEE ITS NOT OVER!!

Another moment (similar ish to the start) where the narration would’ve worked for me (if it was not surrounded by just more constant narrating monologue) is when Marc first arrives in the Duat. The prose is pretty, it’s vibrant, it describes things the audience wouldn’t be able to pick up from static pictures and helps to set the scene. The only issue is that it doesn’t stand on its own, it’s not an interjection of observations and thoughts, it’s another entry in the never ending cycle of Marc just talking. And it loses some of its luster because of that.

There’s also just a handful of pieces of either dialogue or thoughts that (in the context of Steven and Jake being absent at the moment despite not being absent at the point in time this should be taking place) make me feel very uncomfortable with Pepose’s vibes on their mental health. Some lines that rubbed me the wrong way in context include “The rage fills within me—and suddenly I have a plan. That said, it would help if my plan wasn’t dangerously insane.” “You know me Badr, mental discipline is my middle name.” And a few similar ones I don’t want to reread again for.

They’re just unnecessary man. We don’t need vaguely or directly ableist vibes in words with MK anymore. It works if it feels like it’s coming from Marc’s internalized ableism IE when he was talking about being called crazy during the discussion with Steven and Jake and Jake called him out for it, but when it’s obvious it’s just how the author sees things it sucks!

Stop using insane, stop using crazy, stop being like “oh I’m so good at keeping myself in check,” WE DONT NEED IT!! ALSO THEY R AT A GENERAL POINT OF SYSTEM COMMUNICATION N HARMONY RN!!

Which also just… man this feels like it’s trying to introduce MK instead of continuing an already established and well under way arc. Yea, this isn’t MacKay writing it, but it’s still in the continuity and set up for his run and like… sorry not sorry but I think you should take that context into account if you’re going to be working within it???

Instead the story props itself up by trying to introduce everything at once and Marc feels like he’s starting from the bottom of development.

And speaking of introducing everything at once! Oh boy the pacing!

No one besides Badr is consulted before Marc goes into the Duat, Badr just. Sends him there. There’s no real build up for why there’s a need go that far, for what the threat is or why Marc would go to these lengths so suddenly. Like yeah I know he wants to save a kid who’s a traveler of the night, but like… Others have died or almost died on his watch and he’s never gone to this point before, even though it seems like it’s always something they’ve had as an option. Like… ok ig if Soldier hadn’t been vamped he would just be dead lmao (though also hey! Why and how do souls end up in this afterlife? Do they have to believe in the gods? Do they have to be in some way tied to the pantheon? Is it just where souls go if they’re near moon knight lmaO? If you want to have your afterlife plot you have to do the worldbuilding for it)

And while yes, a lot of this is because This Plot Wasnt Thought Up During Earlier Parts Of Mackay, it also isn’t introduced in a way that feels natural or makes sense.

Events just Happen. Mysteries or drives are just Said without a good basis for why they’re there. Again, this cult was talked about as just kinda a sadistic gang but then they’re a big deal? And oh the kid is dying and oh he’s worth going to the afterlife for and OH WERE JUST HERE NOW and “oh there’s a conspiracy I’ve decided with no real evidence” and HEY FOUND THE GUY and—Suddenly a whole lot of what is happening. God heart full on cult horsemen of the apocalypse memory flashback and BOMBS NOW APPARENTLY and LAYLA and MK BIG PAST BADDIES BOSS FIGHT INCOMING!!

Like ohhhh my god stuff is so rushed and happens so inorganically and with no time to really understand what’s happening. It’s a type of story where my suspension of disbelief isn’t there and it fully just feels like seeing the writer trying to get to the end goal of what they want to write about (moon knight fighting old villains) as quickly as possible. And it SUCKS! Like this genuinely should’ve been more than one issue, there should’ve been at least sOme more build up to gEtting to the city of the dead in the first place, no matter additionally uncovering a plot of some sort happening and Layla turning up.

It’s just…. It’s so rushed and strange and forced and it didn’t have to be and IT MAKES ME MAD IT IS and it’s just not enjoyable to read. It all feels so shallow and stilted and weird, all while having this underlying idea with so much weight, some generally gorgeous art, some moments that could’ve been really awesome, and last but not least…. Literally a good reference to doing a Duat plot well.

This whole mini run is for MCU synergy, bringing Layla in, exploring the Duat and it’s lore, and again yes, the run isn’t done, but it just…. Compared to the MCU plot for the Duat this feels so…. GraaggHhggh. Especially when it comes to system interaction and exploring different painful memories that effect headmates in different ways.

It’s just. It was an extremely frustrating read from both a technical writing standpoint and a character exploration standpoint, and it worries me and doesn’t excite me at all for future issues. Like we’ll sEe but goddamn this is not a good start no matter how it plays out and it doesn’t give me confidence if it turns out I have to read several more issues of this kind of stuff.

Petty nitpicks speed run because there wasn’t enough enjoyable padding for them to not stand out!

I don’t know if Pepose could’ve specified or not but Marc’s not drinking vodka in the opening scene, it looks more like whiskey or something similar by the bottle, again nailing home how strangely off this Marc is from the Marc he’s meant to be with how Mackay has built him up.

Why do they use Duat and City of the Dead like they’re interchangeable titles it’s just the Duat like I get calling it “the city of the dead” since it is that but like. Let that just b the run title they shouldn’t be calling it that like it’s a final name.

They misspell Dr. Alraune’s name lmao

How did the kid get… hurt..? The only point in the opening fight I can think he maybe got hit was with the gunfire but it didn’t seem like that was aimed towards him and there wasn’t any moment of having a detail in the background showing him get injured. And he wasn’t lethally injured at the start so ???

What… is the continuity between the Hydra vs Karnak Cowboys fight we see in MacKay and the flashback here. They were on an empty road there when they crashed? And now they’re in the heart of the city? AlsO bOMBS???

Anyway all I’ll wrap it up with is when the only thing I genuinely smile at is the cameo and namedrop of Apocalypse you know something is wrong with your story lmaO

[9w1ft]

So the Matty shenanigans are supposedly over. Now let's talk about what it achieved that benefits Taylor.

Taylor was able to convince the general public that the Toe narrative had a million holes in it and that some of her albums actually made more sense if they assumed that songs that are supposedly about Joe are actually about somebody else such as Matty.

Taylor using Matty to deconstruct the Toe narrative has set things up so if she actually revealed her real muse has been, oh lets say, Karlie, all along, the general public will be receptive to it since Taylor has already put in all the groundwork to show them that Joe was a red herring all along and they've been receptive to that.

This is a very interesting thing to consider since it suggests that Taylor may be toying with the idea of coming out of the closet relatively soon. The deconstruction of the Toe narrative and pointing the general public towards the idea that most of her post-1989 love songs were never really about Joe all along is an excellent first step in setting the scene for a coming out.

But if Taylor wants to come out of the closet and have full control over the narrative for it, that is going to require her neutralizing the Gaylor fandom in some fashion so they're unable to keep influencing the public discourse about it by continuing to insert the many and various untruths they enjoy into it to the detriment of Taylor.

The way Taylor has changed the ideas surrounding her public narrative for her love life with this Matty stunt is interesting, but it's also ultimately just a first step in setting up a possible coming out that still has plenty of potential to fizzle out and lead to nothing in both the short-term and the long-term if Taylor is unable or unwilling to wrest complete control of the narrative surrounding her queerness from her fans and assume complete control over it herself with the help of her PR team.

It remains to be seen if the benefits of Taylor using Matty to deconstruct and reconstruct her public narrative outweigh the detriments of her indirect condoning of his bigotry and vileness possibly tainting her public image permanently. We'll just have to wait and watch to see if Taylor will end up doing anything to capitalize on the few benefits this Matty thing has given her.

i do think it has opened up some interesting options for her going forward and i don’t doubt that it threw a lot of things about her public narrative into question for some parts of her fans.. but i’m waiting to see how much that holds. three days from now swifties could be beating the drum that joe really was the one for her and that they should get back together! 😆 it’s hard to throw an object out of its orbit.. it takes a lot of effort.

and i’m still waiting to see why it was so essential for it to have been matty healy in particular. i understand how it might relate to some kaylor events (kissgate) but i’m not sure what about those kaylor events needed to be rehashed and in this way. that might not become clear for years or it may never have a resolution but, id love to know why this all couldn’t have been accomplished with someone else.

also is the firehose gonna keep blasting us with content and new developments or will we lose momentum? will she continue to build on the lore post people breakup article or will things be disappeared? much on my mind rn.

[mistergoddess]

tbh i think like. i have frankly not had much therapy at all in the grand scheme of things and considering how severe my mental health problems have been thruout my life, and i've had a lot more exposure to things like institutionalization, medication, and idk more intense things like hypnosis, ketamine, and emdr than i have regular degular therapy so maybe my meh feelings towards classical therapy are a bit unearned but i also think that comes with like. the times i have tried to access it, have been times where i've been in such crisis that it's not the appropriate treatment so of course it's failed and i've given up on it very quickly. i think where i'm at now where my mental health could be better and i definitely still have some low grade depression and anxiety and just ye olde ptsd and the shit that always does, i'm really like. doing quite well compared to most of my life. and my main issues are more the kinds of things that would be helped by counseling, like relationship/socializing shit and loneliness and motivation and work, life changes and planning and hopes and dreams... really just having someone to talk to about my feelings and stressors! like i'm in a place rn where i'm good and i don't need crisis intervention or anything intense, that just regular therapy and literally just having someone i can talk to about daily life problems, could actually be extremely lovely and helpful and give me some great forward momentum...

i'm also pretty interested in gender therapy tbh because i'm really over the moon about starting transition but i do still have issues w the social aspects of it and definitely family stuff and i have some pretty gnarly trauma related directly to transness and the abusive relationship with another trans person i was in as a teen when i first sort of identified myself as trans, as well as trauma related to transphobia in school and stuff, all of which. kept me in the closet for a lot longer than ideal and is why i'm so proud and amazed that i'm still transitioning and coming out now... and like just general growing pains and the interesting funky mental aspects of going thru puberty again and watching urself change ! and the general fucking all consuming terror of doing this shit in the south in the current climate! and self advocacy and stuff! it's all just... i think gender therapy could actually really really be amazing for me

but i feel like there's also a weird personal stigma i hold of like. oh gender therapy is only meant for people who are questioning to like "explore their identities" and "figure out if transition is right for them"? and i don't want like my identity or transition to be put into question at all... and i think that's kind of a sad stigma to have come to mind when i think of gender therapy and i'm sure it could be true if i didn't shop carefully and find the right person who sees the broader needs that could be met by gender therapy but idk. i think. the options locally are prob pretty fucking sparse but it may be worth me asking around at the local lgbt center and trans ppl in the lil queer group i've been hanging out with a bit the past couple weeks and see if anyone knows what's good. in general i just wish i had ppl to talk to about transition and coming out shit bc i do feel really alone and not knowing where to ask questions or get answers and advice and i know it's all online out there somewhere but it's just very broad and overwhelming to figure out where to even start there like... idk... might fuck around and join reddit again?????????? lol... but itd be nice to find other local trans ppl who are willing to have it be a main topic of convo wahh

[doctorstrangeaskblog]

happy friday, stephen :) your card of the day is the three of swords reversed. all that stuff we were talking about earlier about moving forward is going to get a lot easier from here on out.

i think there are parts of you who are just ready to be more present and to live life more fully (if we're thinking about things from an ifs perspective). could be a good time to check in with your inner child and see how he's holding up. i'm also hearing ages 23, 62, and 102, if we're talking mental ages. it might help to ask these parts of you what they need to feel safe moving forward.

overall, this makes me really, really happy for you. any heartache, heartbreak, and old grievances will be lifting some of their weight off you. the future is bright. keeping doing you. hope you have a fantastic weekend!

and if you'd like a hug, i have one to offer! maybe more because i need one rn. but it's here nonetheless if you'd like!

(also, i cut the deck and you've got the two of cups and the chariot! so lots of good forward momentum in the areas of love, romance, and partnership. it's good stuff! remember that you deserve it.)

Thanks for the reading. I'm older than 600 years mentally so....I think I know which phases of my life your readings were refering to.

[myherowritings]

Bear Hugs

REQUEST. Can you pls do a Bakugou x reader where the reader tackles Bakugou and gives him a bear hug while snuggling into his chest every time she sees him?

PAIRING. bakugou katsuki x female!reader

AUTHOR’S NOTE. this is pure fluff, my dudes. like i’m in the middle of some darker vampire au stuff rn but fluff just makes my heart happy ok i couldn’t help myself u.u pls enjoy

It was your first day at U.A. and somehow you had already landed yourself in the infirmary. 

No-- Not somehow. You knew exactly how. It was all thanks to a certain blond-haired boy with the startling red eyes.

To be fair, you wouldn’t say it was all Bakugou’s fault. There may have been the fact that you startled him with a giant bear hug-- But in your defense, you hadn’t seen him or Midoriya since the third grade! It was only natural for you to be excited seeing them in U.A. after six years.

Plus, Izuku immediately recognized your infamous surprise hug and returned it. Katsuki, however, was a different story. 

“Izucchan?” you had gasped when you saw him from across the room. Before he had noticed who it was, you sprinted across the room and wrapped your arms around him. 

“W-Wha--!”

The momentum almost knocked him to the floor before he could steady himself. But Midoriya seemed to have gotten stronger since the last time you had seen him and he was able to catch the both of you before you fell. 

“Y/N?” he said in shock before breaking out into a wide smile. “Is that you?” 

“In the flesh.”

“I can’t believe you’re really here!”

After a much needed catch up with Izuku, you spotted a familiar spiky-haired blond with an aura of haughtiness you could only assume was Bakugou.

“Is that…?”

Midoriya nodded excitedly before you even finished your sentence. Your eyes widened as the two of you shared a look.

“Kacchan!” you cried, skipping over to his seat and throwing your arms over his shoulders. You managed to loosely drape your arms around him before you felt his muscles tense up.

“Gah!”

He yelped, startled, and before you knew it, you were sent flying backwards into the nearest wall when you felt your vision get hazy.

And that was how you ended up in the infirmary before the first day of class even started. 

When you woke back up, you found yourself laid down on a bed in the nurse’s room with Recovery Girl telling you to rest for a little while longer. She said to eat lunch here and then you would be released to complete the rest of your classes. 

Of course, you thought with a groan. Only you would miss what might’ve been the most important day of your life thus far. 

Before you could sit around and mope for any longer, you heard a sharp knock on the door as it opened.

In walked Bakugou glaring at the floor, dragging his feet along as he made his way to the bedside. 

“Kacchan?” 

He huffed in response, one hand stuffed in his pocket and the other holding a wrapped bento box. “Here.” 

You stared at him in question as he shoved then container onto your lap. 

“You missed lunch,” replied Bakugou gruffly when you didn’t look away. As if that explained anything. At your unblinking eyes he angrily folded his arms. “And since it’s my fault you’re in here I had to be the one to deliver it to you.”

“Oh!” Tilting your head to the side, you unwrapped the bento box to reveal an assortment of rice, seafood, and vegetables. “Thank you. But it wasn’t your fault! I just got so excited to see you again I completely how forgot how jumpy you were.”

“I was never jumpy,” he scowled.

“Hyper-attentive?” you amended. 

“Pfft.”

You cleared your throat. “Well, anyway, thank you for bringing me lunch. Sorry for wasting your time like this.”

“You’re not--”

“And I’ll make sure not to hug you like that again!” you rushed with a small chuckle. “I forget we’re not third graders anymore… Izuku doesn’t seem to mind, but you don’t have to worry about it anymore, Katsuki--”

“I don’t mind.” 

“--just because I did that as a child doesn’t mean--”

“I said I don’t mind!” 

You blinked, startled. “You don’t mind…what exactly?”

“You.”

A gentle heat began to fill your cheeks.

“Not like that! I don’t mind your stupid hugs, or whatever,” Bakugou said with an eye roll. 

“So… You want me to hug you?”

“No! Baka-- Why would you even think that?” An angry pink colored his face as he glared at the wall behind you. “I’m only saying if you decide to tackle me like that again, I wouldn’t throw you off me.” 

You stared at him curiously before you broke out into a suppressed grin. “Right. So, you’re saying I can hug you if I want?”

Katsuki glowered. “Why do you say it in such an embarrassing way? Do you want to land yourself in the nurse’s office again?” 

Laughter bubbled up in your throat and it took all your willpower not to jump off the bed and hug him right then. As if he could read your mind, he took a cautious step backwards. 

“I see you’re still the same angry little dork from elementary school,” you teased. 

“Little? You may have been taller than me back then, but look who’s towering over you now.” He huffed, running his fingers through his messy hair. “Times have changed.”

Katsuki was right. He may have been as temperamental and haughty as ever, but there was something else about him too. And you weren’t talking about how much more handsome he had gotten--though that thought certainly had crossed your mind.

You couldn’t exactly pinpoint it, but you knew it was there. And you hoped you would be close enough again and he would show you. 

“They have, but I’m excited for that change,” you said with bright eyes and wide smile. “Aren’t you, Kacchan?”

He gave you a strange look you couldn’t decipher before blowing a sharp breath of amusement through his teeth. A hint of a smile graced his features as he ruffed the top of your head-- Just like the old times. “I’m looking forward to it, Y/N.”

[soulvomit]

Thinking about heavy stuff lately.

I used to be passionate and obsessive about my fantasy life. My prolific writing was the product of that: a childhood through young adulthood spent with intrusive daydreams. Those daydreams killed my academic life; I wasn't at all a good student until later, when I had concrete goals (and medication). I had a compulsion to put these daydreams on paper, and eventually I ended up with so much RPG writing, a rough draft of a novel, and hundreds and hundreds of pages of writing in a sci fi universe.

One day, that changed.

Starting at around 2004, when I was around 31, I found I wasn't daydreaming about being an alien space priest (the 100s of pages) or a time traveling Buddhist monk (the novel which I basically ripped up; it's just not a story I am qualified to write) or for that matter, anyone else.

One day I found I was fantasizing about being a doctor, in a hospital. Or a forensic medical examiner. That's what my fantasy life became. Being an MD was my new escapist fantasy. I joined StudentDoctor.net and just lurked and fantasized about completing my pre-med courses and taking the MCAT and going to med school and the residency match process and then being Dr. D, and eventually dying as an old person, as Dr. D.

I kept returning to that fantasy over and over and over and I fantasized about going to med school and I read all kinds of books about medicine and biology that made my fantasy life richer, but somehow at the end of that - as my marriage was unraveling - that I needed a stable way of making a living. (Tech hadn't actually been that. Misogyny for one - and much of it from women bosses and coworkers, not men. I'd been fighting for stability for years up to the dot bomb. And now that the same jobs were now asking a degree of me, I had to ask myself: if I have to go to school, is this REALLY what I wanted to study?)

Lots of people, including my ex husband, the partner who came after him, and my mom, doubted I had it in me to do this because after all, I was a dreamy, retiring nerd, and I was determined to prove everyone wrong about who I was.

After my ex husband and I separated and I moved back north, i enrolled in phlebotomy and EMT coursework. I became a certified EMT Basic, and also volunteered at a hospital. I eventually moved to Sacramento and while I was in pre-nursing coursework (because over time, and after working with a wound care nurse, I realized that what I really wanted to be was an RN then jump to Nurse Practicioner or Wound Care), I became a caregiver for some medically more complicated clients doing a lot of stuff that outside of a home setting would require at least an LVN license. A lot of forward momentum happened at this point of my life, though I was also in a new and draining relationship. I enjoyed the joking and camaraderie I had with coworkers when that did work out. My identity was becoming bigger than it had been when I worked in tech - and now I was learning to get along with a lot more people than I used to.

At some point I started having health issues, and it became obvious that health care wasn't a sustainable thing for me, either. There was work drama that I won't go into.

Also, I was hyperfocused on reaching my goals but made much harder demands of my body than I had with tech; 12 hour shifts plus side hustles and study and writing the ~Great American Novel~ are one thing when you do desk job, but... maybe you have to have a certain physical and mental constitution to be a health worker. Not just anyone can do it.

It became clear that I didn't have what it takes. First, the disillusionment that came from becoming attached to my clients; I was in a perpetual state of grief that I wasn't even allowed to process. I was also in a deeply unhappy relationship (which I'm no longer in) and having just about the worst time of my life.

Every time I tried to push the amount I needed to push, I had some kind of a major health crisis. That i could do most of what I did, academically, was because of being on meds, and eventually I developed an autoimmune disorder that contraindicates stimulant meds. And in retrospect, maybe I should've been doing clinical/doctor's office type work instead of taking a caseload of four clients, but my ADHD craved more hands on work.

Eventually I lost a job (aforementioned work drama) - in a rather humiliating way I might add - and the fight for unemployment benefits that followed, disillusioned me about my professional path.

Health care is a human centipede of a hierarchy.

Only the stakeholders, politicians, and administrators are not in that human centipede.

If you are a doctor, you get to be the front segment instead of the back.

Also, the amount of misery and drug/alcohol abuse among my coworkers (that seemed like it was never going to end no matter how high I climbed) just... ground me down; that was going to become me eventually, too. I started off thinking that I was better than that. But by the end, I realized I wasn't. I was no stronger. The only thing I had going for me that my coworkers didn't was that my family wasn't poor, and I didn't have kids, or any responsibilities. That's it. The difference between me and the other people I worked with who took drugs to be able to work, was that I had a scrip from a psychiatrist (up until I could no longer take Adderall - but I lost my insurance, which had been leftover after my divorce, and would have had to quit anyway).

I went back to school at the end of that. I ended up studying art, because I've always done art. I figured also I could update my tech skills. But I was a zombie the whole time. I don't remember a lot about my classes, tbh; I was checked out the whole time.

I've been a zombie since.

I never found that spark again, that interior feeling inside that made me do 12 hour tech work marathons while writing books, that made me voraciously skill up and climb while in tech, and later made me want to become a nurse.

I never found that again. And I really miss that person. That person was a self absorbed jackass who couldn't sustain a relationship. Being a good family person is the one area of personal growth I've developed but it was at the cost of everything else.

Yet that old person I was? I still miss her. And grieve for her loss.

[sammyspreadyourwings]

For that propmpt list thing: "“19. There’s so much blood." Whoever you want to choose but I'm partial to Roger and Brian (and your Brian whump is great sooo)

19) There’s so much blood

I’m glad you’re enjoying my stuff. Sorry, it took so long to get this out.

Circa, 1781 (probably, eh they’re super famous rn)

Side note, more Brian whump but in a different style than how I’ve written every other piece!

Roger is riding high on the adrenaline from the concert. He barely has the focus to stop for a few autographs with fans along the rope line. All he wants to do is get Brian between his legs when they get back to the hotel room and celebrate. Brian grabs his arm harshly. He’s yanked back in surprise and he turns to snap at Brian to ask what the big idea.

It happens in slow motion.

As much as he hates clichés it’s the only description that fits. His eyes flit up to Brian’s face who’s staring worriedly into the crowd opposite of them. Then a man slips under the rope and rushes forward. The momentum from Brian’s tug sends Roger sprawling back. Roger winces as he lands awkwardly on his wrist.

Everything speeds up. He hears John’s confused statement, a sharp gasp from the fans and the man taking off with security tailing him. Roger shoves himself up and over to Brian. His heart is in his throat despite not knowing what happened. He ducks under Brian’s arm and sucks in hair when he sees darkening fabric.

It doesn’t seem like the fans noticed anything beyond some guy breaking the rope line. Brian’s face is quickly paling. Roger knows they need to go, and to cause as little seen as possible. He straightens with Brian’s arm around him to make it more like his giving comfort than supporting his weight.

“Freddie, John! Let’s go before someone else tries something.”

John seems to pick up on the stress in his voice. Roger watches John push at Freddie’s elbow which is enough to get the singer moving again. Freddie looks at him confused and Roger shakes his head and tilts it towards the waiting car. As they walk Brian lets out soft grunts of pain. Once they’re far enough away from paparazzi and fans, Roger slots his hand over where he saw the fabric darkening.

He gags at the sticky feeling.

John supports Brian from the back as Roger climbs in first. He looks worried but is just as confused as Freddie about Roger’s insistence that they move. Brian climbs in clumsily and his eyes are sagging. Roger presses his hand harder against the spot. Both John and Freddie climb in, Freddie taking the front as usual and John squishing in between the door and Brian.

The second the door is closed Roger let’s out a sigh of relief.

“We need to go to the hospital.”

He sees the driver peer through the review mirror and nods in acknowledgment. Meanwhile, both John and Freddie are staring at him as though he’s lost his mind. John reaches over so that his hand is over Roger’s and his eyes widen.

“Shit.”

“Keep pressure,” Roger orders.

As soon as John’s hand is steady on the wound Roger reaches up and cups Brian’s head in his hands.

“I think he may have gotten stabbed by that fan,” he hears John explain.

That makes sense. Roger is surprised his mind didn’t immediately make that connection.

Hazel eyes are glossy, but they’re trying to focus on Roger, “Brian, hey.”

He sees the lips move as though Brian’s attempting to speak. Roger nods.

“That’s it, just pay attention to me, sweetheart. There you go.”

Roger isn’t sure what he’s saying, but words tumble out of his mouth just to keep Brian’s attention. He’s not sure if falling asleep is a bad thing with blood loss, but he’s calmer with Brian at least aware of what’s going on.

“There’s so much blood,” John mutters.

His heart jumps into his throat. He glances down and sees that blood is lazily leaking through both hands that John has on Brian’s abdomen. He vaguely recalls that means a vein or artery was hit. Not a surprise considering it’s in the torso, but Roger’s panic spikes.

“Only a couple more minutes until we’re at the hospital,” Freddie calls back.

“Just hang on. Okay, Brian. Just keep staring at me. That’s it, love.”

“Could do that for the rest of my life,” Brian whispers, dazed, “you’re so pretty.”

Roger does roll his eyes. Even in the grips of blood loss, Brian is still a sweetheart. Although the slurring in his voice is alarming.

He nearly falls off the seat when the car slides to a stop. Roger hears Freddie say something like he’s going to go get someone. John’s cursing is steadily growing worse. Brian’s eyes are staying closed for a longer amount of time. He panics and tugs sharply on a curl, he barely gets a reaction.

“No, Bri. Brian. Don’t sleep. Don’t do that. Come on, love. Listen to me. Please listen to me.”

John steps out to let a nurse into the car. Roger folds himself over Brian’s body in panic when he feels the nurse attempt to slide Brian out of the car. Conversation flows over his head, but then someone is wrapping their arms around his chest and pulling him in the opposite direction of Brian. He kicks and squirms but the arms manage to keep him away while Brian is loaded onto the stretcher.

Roger dimly realizes that it’s Freddie that’s holding him. He forgets how strong the singer is. Once he’s calmed down enough, Freddie sets him back on the ground and he sags into John’s arms. John to his credit barely stumbles and cradles him.

He’s also not sure how they get into the waiting room, because his legs aren’t working and also Freddie must have sweet-talked someone into giving them a private room because Roger doesn’t feel anyone’s eyes on him. John hasn’t let him go yet, and the blood is starting to dry and crust on his hands.

It makes them itchy, but he knows that he can’t stand.

Freddie returns with a warm cloth and starts swiping at his palm. The singer is speaking, but there’s a buzzing in his ears making it impossible for him to understand what’s being said. It’s like a record skip of Brian’s breathing growing weaker. He hopes that the knife missed Brian’s lungs, but he doesn’t know what else it would’ve hit instead. Intestines? That would increase the risk for infection, and considering Brian already has a weakened immune system.

John’s arms get uncomfortably tight. Roger flicks his eyes to John and understands that it was the bassist way of making sure that he doesn’t fall into another panic attack. Freddie picks up one of John’s hand and starts wiping away the blood. Brian’s blood. Christ, there was a lot.

Roger wonders with morbid curiosity how much he lost.

They sit in the waiting room, he couldn’t tell you for how long, just watching people trickle in and out of the uncomfortable seats. His logical mind was telling him that they had to take Brian to surgery and they’re more focused on fixing him than comforting the family, but the emotional part of his mind that watched Brian’s eyes roll into the back of his head at the last second is telling him that the staff is just stalling so they don’t have to tell Queen that their guitarist is dead.

John doesn’t let him go, and Roger is grateful.

Eventually, a soft knock stirs them all from their anxiety. Roger glances over the doctor, the man is older, maybe in his fifties and his posture is neutral. He can’t figure out what news he’s about to be told. His fingers dig into John’s arm as the forearm tightens around his stomach.

“Well,” the doctor says, “the surgery was successful in repairing the artery. Mr. May is in recovery now. He lost a lot of blood, were able to replace it. He’s on a round of IV antibiotics because the weapon did perforate his intestine. He will make a full recovery.”

He sags against John.

“I’ll have a nurse take you up to his recovery room. Mr. May will be waking up within the next hour or so.”

Roger wants to hug this doctor, “thank you.”

He nods, “someone upstairs will go over this with you, but make sure that he refrains from strenuous activity and rests frequently. His stitches will be examined in two weeks for removal.”

He feels the weight lift from his shoulders. Roger wants to collapse but he wants to see Brian first.

The nurse takes them up to the new room, babbling excitedly about how she got to meet Queen. It’s endearing but also Roger is annoyed by the chatter because he wants people to be professional when dealing with Brian. Thankfully, Freddie is still playing up his frontman persona and is able to take the brunt of the girl’s attention.

Roger lets out another long breath when they finally reach Brian’s room. He rushes to his side and picks up Brian’s hand on the bedsheet. There’s no reaction, not that he expected on and he raises the palm to his lips.

“Wake up soon, dearest.”

[the-miss-delaney]

twenty five

This coming year is going to be such a transitional time, and I think I’m finally ready for it.

The realization that twenty-five is just a few weeks away has hit me harder than any other birthday. Every year until now, it’s been thrilling to be another year older. First, with 18: “I’m an adult now!” Then 19, 20: “I’m not just a young teenager anymore. I’m in college. I’m growing.” Then 21: “I can drink with my friends who all turned 21 before me.” Then 22, 23: “I’m not just 21 anymore, this age is truly growing up, this is my time.”

But 25. Things that recently felt so far away, ten years away - marriage, creating a family, buying a home, doing something else in my nursing career - suddenly feel like they’re closing in. I’m aware that there is not a time line, especially with Brian: we are so open and love each other fully and acknowledge none of these criteria will further define us. Instead, I simply feel that life is happening before my eyes. 

Suddenly, I realize I’m not going to be young forever. 

I’ve perpetually existed in a youthful body, with varying degrees of physically and mentally caring for myself, and that’s all I’ve ever known. Time doesn’t go backwards. I’ll never be a teenager again, just as in a couple weeks I’ll never be 24 again. Society also sets us up to ask ourselves some scary questions in these years: “What do I want to do for the rest of my life?” “Do I want to be with this person for the rest of my life?” “Am I going to be happy with these choices (x) weeks/months/years from now?”

It’s as if what we choose NOW dictates our lives. You decide something at 25 then what... you coast along and ride the wave of that single decision until you’re old and die? Of course, many choices will pave the way for whatever you define as happiness or success, but it just feels like SO MUCH PRESSURE sometimes.

Sometimes you just know. And that is a blessing. I know I want to be a nurse. I know I love Brian.

But the rest... it’s just guessing.

A big example is my career. I know I want to be a nurse, but... I’m looking for more fulfillment. I’m not certain bedside nursing or night shift are things I want to do forever. There are luckily so many things I can do with just my RN. There are so many opportunities, if I open myself up to them. I’ve been getting in my head a lot about this lately, and I need to remind myself that it’s good to make plans, but it’s perfectly ok if these plans are currently just for the short term.

Short term -- I think I want to travel nurse. I think that will give me fulfillment and scratch my itch of stagnancy, of wanderlust, and fear of commitment to a job that would be my next step but I truly have zero idea what or where it would be. Traveling will push me to learn, adapt, and strive to be my best self. Lately I’ve been feeling too comfy at work and I honestly can reflect and say I have not been my best self. It could be possible to turn that around where I am, but I think I’m ready for some bigger, more exciting things. It’s an awesome way to see the country, make tons of money and finally help myself get ahead, and most importantly - explore like never before. The bonus and cherry on top is that Brian can come with me. There are a lot of scary things with travel nursing: being thrust into a new hospital, new city, new apartment, every couple months and being forced to adapt and thrive. But... if it scares me, I truly, truly think it’s worth doing. And I’m excited as fuck. Some things still have to fall into place, and I need to be present with myself and embrace the upcoming holidays at home, and then... 2018 is game time.

I’m also learning to accept that as successful as I’ve been in my early 20′s, this has been the time to feel things out and make mistakes. I have worked so hard to earn a bachelor’s degree, thrive as a nurse for 3.5 years with many personal and professional accomplishments, buy a new car, live in a warm apartment, have an insanely happy relationship with my best friend, two sweet kitty babies, some wonderful friends and a great support system. Despite all of this... it’s easy to focus only on the negatives sometimes: being in debt with loans, making money mistakes, feeling like you’re drowning in anxiety of uncertainty, giving into impulses of “I need this now / FOMO / if not now then when?” and never seeming to get ahead or save money or be able to plausibly reach the next “level” of adulthood (house/wedding/baby/all that jazz) because it’s just so darn expensive.

A lot of this is in my head. At face value, on social media: my life looks comfy and happy and adventurous. I’m just yearning for more. There are things I need to see and do before I will feel ready to settle down somewhere. I’ve always had an adventurous soul, and I’ve always been a little scared of commitment. I want to open myself to all of the opportunities of life, and committing to one place or one person has always felt a little bit restricting. If it weren’t for Brian, being the sweetest man and best support system I could ever have in the whole world, I would probably be having a mini-crisis about that as well. I’m lucky that if I’m sure about one thing, it’s him. It’s what makes this whole transition a little sweeter. I know I’m not alone, and I would never leave him in the dust of my trails. He’s coming with me and I’m in it for the long haul. Just, if I don’t get out there now, I’m afraid I would terribly regret it, and so there’s nothing better than knowing I have someone who encourages me to push forward, scrape away the anxieties, and who genuinely and wholeheartedly supports me.

So... long rant short. I can feel the winds of change starting to rustle my leaves, and although I was feeling chilled and frightened for some weeks, I think my momentum is going to pick up and some big, beautiful things are going to happen. 25 is almost here. I’m starting to feel the excitement.

[1soos]

Works in Progress Tag

I was tagged by @wenotes Ren, you’re my favorite Sailor Scout. 

It took me so long to do this.

I’ve only done 6 wips here because it got too long and some of my other wips are too embarrassing to expose rn.

Series

Magnets: untitled chapter 2 – jikook – mechanic!jungkook, dance major!jimin…sort of

Rated: M

a/n: the first chapter was for a fic exchange on ao3 and this chapter is because I found I had more to say. I literally just started writing this the other day. I’ll post this one on ao3 once it’s done.

Dating is a concept with which Jungkook is wholly unfamiliar. He’d dated briefly in high school, but that had been more camouflage and self-preservation than an actual relationship. He has no first-hand experience, no idea how things like this are supposed to progress. Of course, he’d seen fictional relationships play out on television, but right now they seem thoroughly unhelpful. Jungkook wasn’t an assassin who vowed to protect Jimin from a contract killing or a supernatural being who learns what it means to be human through Jimin’s attention. He’s utterly himself.

 Just Jungkook. Who avoids all conversations that revolved around colleges or a future that he can’t afford; who works as an apprentice mechanic in a family friend’s garage most of the week and paints houses with his dad during the days left over and danced or drew at night; who is so painfully shy and in his own head that he would have never talked to the boy he’d wanted from afar for so long if he hadn’t spoken to Jungkook first.

 He feels horribly inadequate beside this boy that people wanted to be around; who goes to college; who is in an actual dance troupe; who has a future outside of this city; who managed to make himself so precious to Jungkook in so short a time.

 Jungkook is terrified that it’s only a matter of time before Jimin realizes how much he’s lacking. He’s been trying to prove his worth from the moment Jimin woke up with a raging hangover the morning after their impromptu field trip.

  Tentative title: A Fish Tale – mermaid!yoongi part 1 – Yoongi x reader

Rated: PG-13

a/n: I’ve been working on this since June (?) and I keep getting stuck. Tbh looking at it now, this will probably turn out to be more of an info sheet for me to use while writing the actual thing.

Watching Jungkook had always been your job; to make sure he was safe while he discovered the outside world. Had been your job since he was a baby just learning to splash in the little pools of ocean water, learning to love the water and the life in it’s great blue depths from the relative safety of the tide pools. It was necessary for the young to be assigned protectors. To make sure that he stayed in your sight always, too many children had wondered too far out and been lost forever to those who loved them on land. Elders in the community, not wanting everyone to be afraid of the water that surrounded them on all sides and brought them joy as well as despair, tell stories of a race of liminal creatures that would find the lost children and raise them as their own. A fish tale, really, that no one believed past their tenth year.

You are well past your tenth year and so is Jungkook, but the watching had become a habit. After all, death by drowning didn’t only happen to children and just moments ago, he’d dived under the crystal waves to scavenge who knows what. And though you trust him to resurface, flipping his hair back, gulping air like his lungs were going to burst if he’d stayed under a moment longer, you still hold your breath with heart beating fast. It’s better than when you counted the seconds, though; every mounting moment an illustrated and numbered anxiety.

You don’t go in the water. You won’t. That’s why Jungkook started scavenging in the first place, to bring the ocean to you, he’d said. They were always beautiful, always the best of what the ocean had to offer. It’s a rule of the island that you aren’t allowed to fish individually, for food, but especially not for sport. It is a rule that you and Jungkook know all too well with a council member for a mother and a fisher for a father. So, when the thing is living, Jungkook won’t leave the water with it and you must get as close to the water line as you dare to view whatever miraculous creature he’d discovered that day.

You’re thinking of a particular day when Jungkook was young and brought back a horseshoe crab. You called it ugly and he scolded you, saying that he was sure that to other horseshoe crabs it was very appealing. You’d smiled and agreed and Jungkook set it free, giggling as it scuttled away.

 Prequel: The Wrong Girl – vigilante!au – Hoseok x OFC

Rated: M for thematic elements, action, cursing, and future smut

a/n: so this is kind of a cheat. I’ve posted this elsewhere, and I haven’t touched it to work on it in 7 (!!!) months, but I suddenly got inspired to re-write some of it and continue to write in this au, so I’ll probably start posting these soon. Here’s a bit of the prologue.

“You’ve got the wrong girl.”

“Oh, I don’t think so. I think you’re exactly who I want.”

“You don’t want to do this.”

“I really, really do though.” He steps toward her with his hands out, ready to grab at whatever part of her body he can reach. “You thought you could take what’s mine and I would just let you? Is that what you thought?”

She doesn’t say anything; she just lifts up her hands in front of her, palms facing the thickly muscled man approaching her.

“Oh sweetheart,” he says, voice dripping with condescension, “are you going to beg now?” A terrifying toothy grin spreads its way across the man’s face and he takes another step toward her. “If you give back what you took, I promise you’ll make it out of here alive.”

She makes her eyes go wide and her mouth tremble and pout. “You promise?”

He smiles like he knows he’s got her. He raises his right hand and looks skyward and says, “I promise.”

She swallows, but she sets her jaw and her eyes narrow. “Bullshit. I’m not telling you where they are. They’re people, not objects. And even if I did, there’s no way you’d let me live. You’re gonna have to kill me.”

“Baby, baby, baby—“he accents every ‘baby’ with a shake of his head—“I’m not going to kill you. First, I’m going to make you tell me where they are—“he laughs wickedly, eyes still running over her slowly—“oh, it’s going to be so painful, I honestly don’t think you’ll last very long, and then I’m going to add you to the squirming pile of peddled flesh before I send it to my buyer.”

She wants to vomit. Why did he have to be one of those grossly verbose bad guys? She wished he’d hurry up and make his move, mostly so this cliché exchange could end. She was getting tired of waiting. She can’t attack, not when she’s so much smaller than him. She needs to wait, keep surprise on her side and then use his own momentum and weight against him.

His steps forward are slow, like he’s trying to lull her into a false sense of security. He wants her to stay where she is so when he decides to grab her she won’t be quick enough to get away, but that’s exactly what she wants. She wants him close.

God, I almost wish I believed in guns. This shit would be over so much faster.

Suddenly, he’s so close to her she could probably see her reflection in his enormous white teeth if such a thing were possible. Her heart speeds up and she can feel the adrenaline pumping through her veins. She’s careful not to tense too soon; she doesn’t want to telegraph her moves, but it’s a delicate balance. If she waits too long, he’ll be on her and then there’s not much she can do.

Then she sees the look in his eye. From the very beginning of their encounter, he’d been carefully controlling his face and eyes, it was almost terrifying how calm and affable he’d been about the whole thing (the ‘whole thing’ being a random woman showing up and freeing 20 people from a metal shipping container and a life of sex slavery and then leading him on a merry chase at the shipyard where shit like this always seems to take place). Now, she catches a glimpse of the evil bubbling underneath and for the first time that night, she is truly afraid. He comes for her and she hesitates.

A shot rings out and the man crumples into a pile before her.

 Power!au – EXO – Yixing x Reader

Rated: M for thematic elements, action, cursing, and eventual smut

a/n: I’m going to be really honest and say that I don’t really like this. I’ve re-written it 3 times and I can’t manage to get it the way I want it and it’s super frustrating. This is from the first draft, because I tried to switch it from ‘reader’ to first person limited and wow, I suck at that.

When your friends told you they were planning a trip to the mountains and asked you to come along, you were hesitant. You got that feeling in the pit of your stomach. They called you afraid and scared-y cat and chicken shit, but that’s not it. Not all of it.

How do you explain that you know something bad is going to happen, that you have always known when something bad is going to happen? It was like an extra sense or a heightened Fight or Flight response or something.

But then your brother was going and there was no way you were letting him go without you.

“You never do anything fun,” he’d said. You’d argued and begged him not to go, but he’s one of those people that you don’t want to say no to. He’s always chasing the next rush and you are almost always beside him when he does it, just in case.

  Series? One-shot? Who knows??

 Ghost!au – BTS all members vs. a ghost investigation team

Rated: ??? probably PG-13 unless something happens and I change the way this is going before I get too far.

a/n: I started this while I was sick and all I wanted was to watch Most Haunted and sleep. I have another ghost!au idea that’s totally different and will be with a different group, but I haven’t written anything down about it other than notes, so. Also, this is literally everything I’ve written for this one.

“Hello? Is there anybody here that would like to talk to us? One for yes and two for no.” The woman tells the people around her to stop talking as she cocks her head to one side to listen for an answer.

Several knocks are heard from several areas in the room, but the woman hardly bats an eye, other members of her team are not so composed, before saying, “One at a time, please. Can one of you tap out how many people are in this room?” She tucks her hair behind her ear and assumes a look of intense concentration as the rest of the crew tense up to count.

The scene is almost comical, five grown adults standing in a loose circle, looking everywhere but at each other, all mouthing along to a barely audible tattoo. It’s the kind of atmosphere that breeds the nervous laughter that is usually found at funerals and weddings and other functions where you are expected to observe a level of reflective decorum, if only the tension would break.

But it only builds alongside the ascending number of knocks.

The woman finally lets out a breath and looks to another woman beside her. “Twelve. I heard twelve.”

The other woman, with wide eyes and hand gripping a chunky metal cross around her neck, agrees.

A man with a camera speaks for the first time since entering the room. “Including us?”

One knock.

“Oh jesus, okay, so seven.” He wipes the sweat that’s gathered on his forehead and giggles along with his camera carrying companions.

It’s infectious and soon everyone is snickering and poking at their neighbor, each telling another that they should have seen the look on their face.

Finally, the woman in charge says, “Seven is a lot, especially for a house that isn’t very large or even very old, but we can work with it.” She rubs her hands together, more warmth than anything else before she asks the most important question: “Do any of you want to cause any of us harm?”

The knocks that had been so forthcoming previously were eerily absent. The group waits, but after a few minutes of silence, they decide that the whoever was there before must have moved on to different rooms.

However, the air of indecision presses down on them, like the spirits might hurt them if they felt like it. That feeling has the woman shaking in her boots, not that she’d let them see that, not yet anyway, when there hasn’t been any action beyond basic communication, but if they started throwing shit, showing poltergeist activity, then she’d be perfectly willing to lose her shit in front of everyone, she’s not about to open the door to real harm.

  Drabbles

 Vampire!jinyoung 4 – Jinyoung x Reader sort of.

Rated: R for cursing and thematic elements

a/n: so I’ve only posted one of my vampire!jinyoung drabbles, but I have a few planned out and there are 2 between this one and the first one where I know what I want to happen, I just haven’t written them yet.

 You were lying lazily across your sofa. The book you’d initially been so excited to read, had suddenly lost your interest and you are moments away from slipping quietly into sleep.

The next time you open your eyes, you’re in total darkness. You groan as you stretch. That was definitely more of a sleep than a nap.

You get up and stumble your way to the light switch, putting your hand over your eyes before flicking upward and bathing the room in sharp, white light. You slowly move you hand away from your eyes, letting it reach you in manageable bits.

Blinking and squinting rapidly, you barely register the top of a dark head of hair peeking over the top of your favorite chair, but then that head moves and you let out an undignified shriek.

He turns and looks at you quizzically while you rub your hand over your heart.

“What the fuck are you doing here?” In the dark…with me? You add in your head.

“Were you watching me sleep? That’s…actually really creepy, Jinyoung. Why didn’t you wake me up?”

“The thought did occur to me.” And that’s all he says on the subject. You know because you wait for him to give you some kind of explanation or even a half-assed apology, but he remains silent.

You rub your hands over your eyes trying to rid them of residual sleep. “Whatever. Why are you here? I didn’t think you’d come back after last time.”

“Why would I not come back? I like our talks.”

“Really?” he could have fooled you. When he wasn’t talking down to you or sneering at humanity in general, he was standoffish or at best indifferent. He never asked you questions about yourself which hadn’t bothered you at first because you were so caught up in unravelling the mystery of the vampire, but now you’re getting pretty tired of how one sided whatever this is, is.

“Of course. It’s the highlight of my existence.” You can’t tell if he’s being sarcastic or not and to be honest, you’re kind of fed up with the whole thing.

“Did you need something, Jinyoung?”

 Honorable Mentions aka stories that I know I’m going to write, but haven’t started yet:

 70s New York City power outage!au – crossover fic – will be told from several perspectives

 A slice of life, domestic!jennie one shot for my girl, Lex. I have a ton of notes for this fic, I honestly don’t know why I haven’t started writing it?

 Ghost!jongin – Jongin x Reader – reader is a single mom and Jongin protects them from evil spirts in their home.

I’m sorry, I know I said that I would do this yesterday and I totally planned on it, but I forgot my laptop at home. 

Anyway, I tag: @boymeetsweevil, @jeonalis, @94hixtape, @sugasweetsubs, @denouemin, @hobijoon, @lilyjhs, @minmelly

[elisekw4-blog]

A Bad Fall

Being home was surreal and yet I was 100% ready to be back on trail as soon as our time there was up. We left Seattle on a hot Sunday morning and headed to Snoqualmie where my parents sent us off. We hiked uphill for seven miles and cowboy camped at Ridge Lake, one of many beautiful alpine lakes in the area. I woke up at five am to the strong smell of smoke. We were suddenly in a cloud of smoke, covered in ash. The next day was full of ridge walking with these spectacular views which were now hidden in the smoky abyss. As bummed as I was about the smoky curtain, I tried to make the best of it anyhow. About five miles into my day, on a downhill section of the ridge walk, I stepped on a rock at the edge of the ridge, and immediately turned my ankle in the worst way. My full body weight and some serious momentum were both working against me. As I lay in the middle of the trail, pack straps choking me, knee skinned, I began to sob. I wasn’t crying because I was hurt, although I knew I was badly injured. I cried because the first thought I had was ‘my thru hike is over.’ Devastation flooded me. I’ve come so close, and this is how it ends?! I started to cry out for DB, but he was too far ahead and couldn’t hear my cries. I couldn’t stand. I continued to cry and soon enough another thru hiker came along. I had met Bobby Hill a few weeks back, but didn’t really know him. He immediately took off his pack and sat down with me. He gave me something for the pain and told me he would stay with me for however long I needed. I was SO grateful to have him there with me. We talked about my options. As the tears subsided, the reality sunk in. This was a real injury. I was on the side of a steep mountain, miles from water, and there were no easy exit points. I could hike back to the last water five miles, or continue north to the next water three miles ahead, where DB would be waiting for me. If I couldn’t hike at all, I needed to seriously consider pressing my SOS and get airlifted out. For anyone who knows me, the last option wasn't one I would give into unless it was life or death. After more tears of frustration, some pain killers, an ace bandage wrap, and lots of motivation from my peers, I decided to hobble the three miles north to the pond where I would meet up with DB. Bobby Hill patiently walked behind me and made sure I was okay. About half way to the pond, we turned around a bend to find DB, hiking south to find me. "Honey, I'm broken" were the first words out of my mouth. I've fallen so many times on the PCT and I've never been hurt. Why this time?! DB walked behind me just as Bobby Hill had, and we slowly made the other mile and a half to the pond. I soaked my already grapefruit size ankle in the cool water and we ate lunch and talked about our options. I didn't want to turn around and so we decided to hike the next three miles to the waterfall and camp. It was the slowest three miles of my entire hike (including the Sierras). Along the way we met a hiker named The Mayor, who gave me some extra food and offered to carry my pack for a while and give DB a break. Of course DB said he didn't need the help....my night in shining armor ;). When we arrived at the waterfall, camping was limited. There was already a hiker posted up and just enough room for us to squeeze onto a semi flat rock on a cliffs edge. Not ideal, but we had no other options. There was a small note at the campsite reading, "resident rat. Do not camp here! Will chew through ANYTHING to get to food". We didn't take this too seriously. We've been living out here for five months and have never had any issues with rodents. Our friend Tissue showed up shortly after, and we all made dinner together. Tissue gave me a great ankle brace and some pain killers. We set up our cowboy camp and went to bed shortly after eating. It had been a long day and I needed some good sleep. DB and I decided to use our food bags as pillows to ensure the rat would stay away. We've always been under the impression that animals will smell us first and be scared off. Well, this nasty little bugger had some balls. No sooner than five minutes after laying my head down did I hear the pitter patter of rat feet on my thermarest neoair. Omg!!!! The rat had crawled right up to my head! We shooed it away, only to have it return as soon as we settled in again. This was an ongoing issue for a while. Finally we decided to flip over so that our heads were towards the cliff and we stashed all our food between us and cuddled it. That damn rat finally left us alone and we got some much needed sleep. However I did fall asleep with my tent poles in one hand and my head lamp in the other, ready to swat the bugger if he was brave enough to return. The first thing most of us do when we wake up is pee (sorry, but I have no filter anymore). On this morning, my ankle was so swollen and so painful, I could barely preform this task. We were 20 miles from any road and I couldn't even pee on my own. This was bad. I crawled back to my sleeping bag and began to cry. I cried and cried and cried. When I thought I was done crying, I cried again. I was so frustrated with my body and so fearful that this was the end of my PCT adventure. DB told me I had to make a decision. We would either commit to the 50 miles to Stevens, with a high probability of running out of foods and a chance of doing more damage to my ankle, or hike back 20 miles with enough food to take it easy and have a better chance of making it safely. This was one of the hardest decisions for me. I've never hiked south bound. I'm a north bound thru hiker. This was a time where I had to put my pride aside and make a smart decision. I made the choice to hike back to Snoqualmie after trying to walk 50 ft from the campsite to trail in utter agony. DB insisted on carrying my pack and we ever so slowly made our way up the many switchbacks we descended the evening before. Along the way we ran into many familiar faces of hikers we had met along the way but hadn't seen in a long time. Everyone stopped to make sure we were okay, offering help carrying my pack, made sure we had extra food and meds. It was amazing to feel so much support from my thru hiking peers. We even met a section hiker named Janis, who was a massage therapist. Janis gave me a treatment right there on trail! My gratitude was overflowing. We arrived at the pond after three hours and spent the rest of the day soaking my foot, elevating it and simply resting. DB was so supportive. We are used to being on a sort of schedule and meeting these goals we set for ourselves each day. My injury threw a wrench into our plans, and of course I felt guilty for being the reason we had to turn around. DB didn't make me feel guilty about it for a second. Be was 100% supportive in my decision to turn around and did every single thing he could to make sure I was okay. He reminded me to drink water and elevate my foot at each break. He carried my pack the entire way out....which had to have been extremely hard. He had his own pack on his back and mine on his chest, climbing mountains to our exit point. Many hikers who passed by us commented on how strong he was and what a champ I had in a hiking partner. Of course I fully agreed with each of them, yet each time he would tell them they were wrong. He told them that I was the strong one and the champion for hiking on my injured foot. I honestly couldn't be luckier to have him as my hiking partner. Our friendship makes the hiking more enjoyable, but it most certainly makes situations like these far more manageable. We hiked fifteen miles the following day, all the way to the road. We were both exhausted and sore. We weren't sure how we were going to get to Leavenworth where we planned to stay with my friend Erika (an 7ne RN alum) and her husband while I could heal. It was almost seven pm and we had no plan and we were beat. We decided to walk to the Chevron at the pass where hikers get a free beer from a local named Dan who hosts a food truck and figure out a plan there. The moment Dan handed us our beers, my phone buzzed. It was Erika, telling me that her good family friend Donna who lives at the pass had a room and hot meal for us to stay the night. I yelped with utter joy and hugged DB. I called Donna moments later and I kid you not, she was there within five minutes! We couldn't have dreamed of a better scenario. Donna is truly one of the kindest souls we've met on trail. She and her husband provided us with hot showers, laundry, their guest room and two hot meals. My parents (they are incredible) picked us up early in the morning and drove us all the way to Leavenworth to Erika's house. I'm officially resting now and am feeling so grateful for all of the support on and off trail in the last 72 hours. Thank you to everyone who offered to help me. I'm immensely lucky to have a such wonderful people in my life and I don't take it for granted one bit. I'm certain that I'll be back on trail in no time. Until then, I'm looking forward to catching up with my old friend from UWMC here in Leavenworth. Feeling SO much love and sending it right back to all of you! XO -Munch

[drawingsdrawingseverywhere]

Trollhunters Dadswap AU part 9!

Here it is, guys, gals, and nonbinary pals. The main event. It’s been building up the past few posts. The rematch with Bular. 

oh and Vendel is here for a few scenes but who cares about him ok he’s still an a-hole rn.

Jim and Toby get picked up by Barbera at the police station, but Strickler soon arrives. 

A) because Barbera calls him like she did in canon

B) because JIM IT’S OF UTMOST IMPORTANCE THAT WE FIND THE BRIDG-hello Barbera I mean uh Jim it’s very important you remember the test on monday *whispers* we need to show Vendel the Bridge before it’s completed, or both our worlds are doomed!

Barbera grounds Jim until he apologizes to that “poor old man who owns the museum! You two could have frightened him to death!”

“you have no idea, mom.”

“what?”

“nothing! I’ll be sure to do that as soon as I can.”

Few nights later, the team is back at the museum. Jim and Toby climb in through the window again, at least comforted that Strickler and Angor Rot have already taken care of the security cameras.

Vendel is still a terrifying sight to behold, especially now that he’s outside of the Market. He doesn’t seem too convinced about Strickler’s explanation yet, and not even with a photo from Toby is he willing to listen. He wants physical proof. 

Jim and Toby lead the group back into the exhibit hall and pull back on the cloth to find the bridge... gone!

“How could I have expected anything else from you, Strickler”

Vendel quickly turns on the group, he and Strickler getting in an argument similar to his argument with Blinky in canon.

“Impure are never to be trusted, so why should I have even given you a sliver of my time?”

“Vendel, I promise on my life that the bridge was here! You need to trust-”

“the only one here I should have any inkling of trust towards is Angor Rot, and even that is questionable at best!”

“how many times must I prove myself to you, Vendel???”

“A human trollhunter actually being capable of fighting a troll, the Kilahead bridge being rebuilt, what’s next? The Heartstone crumbling?”

“Vendel-”

“Enough. You have wasted enough of my time, Strickler. Time that could have been spent training your hero. If you are so keen on leading me on some wild half-breed chase, Strickler, I suggest you first take a look at yourself and your soulless companion in a mirror.”

“....”

“May I remind you, Strickler, if you give me even the slightest assumption that you or Angor Rot are in service of The Witch, I will not hesitate to eradicate you both.”

Vendel looks over to Angor Rot.

“Angor, take me home.”

Angor rot hesitates, taking a moment to look at Strickler, before following Vendel out. Jim takes a step forward.

“You saw it. We all saw it. Vendel is wrong about you.”

Strickler looks up at Jim and scoffs.

“You praise me too highly, Young Atlas.”

Toby chimes in:

“We mean it! The Bridge was here! I don’t know what Vendel meant about you and Angor Rot working for some hag, but he’s wrong! We’ve seen what changelings do when they want to kill us! You aren’t like that!”

Strickler weakly smiles before straightening his posture.

“We know the bridge was here. Clearly they’ve moved it once we discovered it. If I know Heimdrel, as impatient as he is he wont risk discovery. Especially not Vendel. We’ll find it again.”

“there’s the Knife Dad we know and love!”

“Knife...?”

“Oh sorry I forgot to tell you,” Toby pulls out a notebook. “I’ve been trying to give us all codenames. Jim is Trollhunter, obviously. Meanwhile I’m War Hammer, and Angor rot is Shadow King. Knife Dad is the only thing I could think of for you besides something with the words Avocado or Vulture in it. You don’t have a problem with that do you?”

“no no it’s just... hm. I suppose Knife Dad is alright.”

Toby gives him a thumbs up.

“Now then, Vendel was right about one thing, though. We really should brush up on your skills before your match with Bular.”

“Which is... tomorrow!”

“looks like we’re pulling an all nighter! We gotta pump you up and fast before Bular turns you into a Jim smoothie!”

“oh boy”

Next day at the rematch, while Bular is literally sharpening his swords with his arm to make sure they’re extra deadly, Jim is trying to review. He’d been going over his trollish textbooks for hours, and his brain is a tad fried from anxiety (but of course who wouldn’t be terrified of fighting Bular when he’s allowed to kill you?). 

“Ok so rule one is always be afraid, rule two.... something with the fight.”

“finish the fight”

“yeah that! Always finish the fight, and Rule number 3 is... uh...”

“Combatants! to your starting positions!”

“Don’t worry, you’ll do fine! On a side note though, if you don’t survive this do I get your stuff?”

“Toby!”

“Kidding! I’m behind you 100%! Go team!”

Jim shifts into his armor, knowing Bular didn’t even give him time for that during their sparring match.

“Just remember what I’ve taught you, JIm! In and out of the forge!”

“got it!” Jim looks forward towards Bular. “just find his weakness, Jim. if you can find that, you have a chance of living through this.”

Bular folds his arms.

“Surprised you decided to come at all. I was certain I’d see you running for the hills with your tail between your legs. Makes me wonder if your eyes actually work.”

“oh yeah? Well I’ll tell you this much, my nose works just fine!”

“why you little-”

“begin!”

Jim and Bular’s swords clash back and forth for what feels like an eternity- Bular clearly being far more skilled, but Jim somehow surviving if only barely. That is until Bular pulls a cheap move and knocks Jim onto his back by swinging his sword under his feet. Bular laughs under his breath darkly and approaches, his swords cutting through the stone beneath them in a dangerous and menacing way.

“Any last words, trollhunter?”

“just a few: RULE NUMBER THREE!”

A swift kick sends Bular crumbling, giving Jim enough time to escape and regain his stance. Bular looks up at him with unbridled fury. Good going Jim. before he just hated you. Bular becomes a rampaging bull- swinging his swords with such precision and hatred that Jim almost doesn’t survive the first charge.

 It’s when Jim dodges and climbs up onto a higher platform that he finally realizes Bular’s biggest weakness: even though he’s been moving with fury and precision in this entire fight, when Jim has dodged the momentum of Bular’s strike has been causing the troll to have to take a moment to regain his balance. Claw marks decorate the arena, all caused by Bular shifting his position to charge again.

Jim ducks and rolls over to one of the edges of the forge, and picks up a rock. He tosses it and Bular slices it in half with his sword.

“you want this amulet, big guy?” Jim sheathes his sword and challenges his with his hand. “come and get it.”

Bular roars and charges- and Jim just barely dodges with another roll forward underneath the pouncing troll. Bular digs his claws into the stone to stop, but too late! He slips off the edge and is clinging to the side- his claws digging into the edge and almost desperately trying to climb back up.

Jim stands tall, and slowly turns towards Bular.

it was time to finish it.

Jim walks towards him and looks over the edge to see Bular clinging to the edge. His features have changed. What was once blind rage and arrogance was now a shamed and almost terror filled being. Jim unsheathed his sword and held it up to strike. Bular shut his eyes tight- trying to brace himself for his end- when suddenly Jim shakes his head and stabs the sword into the forge stone with a twirl.

Bular opens his eyes and looks back up to see Jim crouching down on one knee and holding out his hand for Bular to take.

“The fight is to the death.”

“House Rules, not mine.”

“You know I wouldn’t do the same if our places were switched.”

“yeah. Guess it’s a good thing I’m the one offering.”

Bular’s eyes narrow and he thinks it over.

“Come on dude. Don’t make it weird.”

Bular takes his hand and the extra strength of Jim is enough to finally give Bular the leverage to climb back up. Bular looks away, ashamed.

“you should have killed me.”

Before Jim could reply Bular walks away, retrieving his swords and leaving the arena- now dishonored and despised. Jim steps forward to go after him when Angor Rot puts his hand on his shoulder and silently shakes his head.

“Nothing you could say would restore his honor.”

Jim watches Bular lurk into the shadows and disappear, before he is tackled by Toby and gets his hair ruffled by Strickler.

“YOU DID IT!!! YOU DID IT! I DON’T HAVE TO HAVE YOUR ROOM!”

“Well done, Young Atlas! Excellent form!”

The group turn their attention to the sound of a slow clap, and see Vendel.

“....Well done, Trollhunter. Perhaps you do have potential. My Prior statement still stand, Strickler. But I suppose I no longer have objections to allowing you to train the boy.”

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I'm really going to miss all those political campaign ads, said no one ever. Imagine what they spent on love/hate bombing us with TV ads and what that funding could have done for the less fortunate? I am all about change for you, me and this country and I hope we get some soon that will put us on the right path and keep us there regardless of your political affiliation, “Can’t we all just get along?” as they say.  Spirit and I will continue to be here as a guidepost for you in the here and now and running forward with grace and ease. Now and forever more.  Let’s recognize the good in one another and come together to create more peace, grounding, harmony and forward momentum. I'm all about creating a greater future for us all and I'm sure you can guess why when you see the pictures below of our new little "Pineapple" princess Blake Ramsey and her big sister Charlie Blythe! One Love!

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~ THANKFULNESS HERE & NOW ~ Thankfulness and many blessings here and now. I believe think know and feel that blessings are being bestowed upon us now.  I am ready willing and able to receive more and to stay in a place of thankfulness.  I know when where how and why to continue to be humble while making progress every day. I am asking in all languages and throughout all time lines and so it is.

Holiday Stress Trifecta - $99 Special

This time of year is the trifecta for dealing with holiday stress, family drama, and traveling hassles. Therefore, we came up with a way to help you have a smooth season when dealing with all three of these - because that's just part of life. This triple audio MP3 bundle gives you the help you will need at one time or another as you go through the next few months and things come up.  They are easy to download & play on your mobile device and can even be played in the background at the family gathering, airport, or shopping mall at low/no volume to change the energy for all. Jump on this deal now and save the 50%, share with it with friends and family and you'll have it for all the years and holidays to come. DEAL ENDS NOVEMBER 30th.

Download all 3 for $99

For those who aren't familiar, here's the list of ALL clearing MP3s available. Find a topic that addresses your issue(s) & click on the link to read more. 

Abuse Addiction Body Scan: Head to Toe Daily GPS Reset Dark Energies/Fears Decision Making Diet & Exercise Education & Learning Family & Relatives Healing Physical Body Healing Mental Stress Holiday Stress

Increasing Intuition Love & Romance Money Mindset Moving Forward Pain Relief Pet Healing Sales & Success Sex Sleep Traveling w/Ease Work & Career Weight Loss

Fish Food 

The Daily Bread To Feed The Fish

Tell The Fish: 365 Daily Inspirations & Affirmations  

NOVEMBER 7th - "Today I will be open ended about my day dreams. I will envision broad outcomes of what I would like to happen by framing open ended questions that will take me farther than I am now in a more expansive state of hope-filled being."

Live Shows and Replays

SPIRITUAL INSIGHTS RADIO WITH CHARLOTTE SPICER  TODAY @ 3:30pm EST  Call in at (347) 934-0751 or Listen Here online SOUL TALK LIVE REPLAY  Jimmy was the guest last week on Soul Talk LIVE hosted by Patty Malek Click here for replay. JIMMY MACK HEALING SHOW  Tuesdays at 9pm ET/ 6pm PT Call in LIVE (713) 955-0594

Imagine getting FREE intuitive messages and healings LIVE!  Well, it happens every week on my radio show with some of the best psychic readers & intuitive healers on the planet!  Tune in weekly for the FREE live show or replay and YOU will receive changes & healings just by listening!  To listen online, click the date links below. Listen Here to Yesterday's Replay: Special Guest Shelley Hofberg, Psychic, Pet Communication, Healing Radio Host of The Psychic Horizons Radio Show http://www.psychichorizon.com/index.html   Listen Here November 13th - Judi Thomases, World Renowned Astrologer, psychic healer and channel for over 4 decades Contributor to Del Horoscope Magazine  https://www.wisdompath.com   Listen Here November 20th - Mark Hernandez, An intuitive healer helping people and their  pets! http://www.peopleandpetsenergetics.com/about-us   Listen Here November 27th - Rev Debbie Dienstbier, Our resident transmedium with decades of  communicating with your loved ones in Spirit (and your pets in spirit too) https://www.facebook.com/Wings-of-Grace-Spiritual-Center-875388225837766  

Browse the interview archives here.

Live In-Person Appearances

LIVE AT KODAWARI YOGA STUDIOS TAMPA

Tampa Bay area locals can book a live session with me EVERY WEDNESDAY & FRIDAY from 10-2PM Call Kodawari's front desk directly to schedule (813) 773-4017 and pay at the concierge desk... 15 minutes 33$ or 30 minutes 65$. UPCOMING SCHEDULE 10-2pm: Wednesday:  Nov. 7th, 14th, 21st, 28th Friday:  Nov. 9th, 16th, 23rd, 30th  

3965 Henderson Blvd Suite C Tampa (813) 773-4017 http://www.kodawariyoga.com/  

LIVE AT SWANN HOLISTIC HEALTH TAMPA  

Come see me Monday December 10th @ Swann Holistic Health Solutions from 10am to 5pm at my good friend Charla Tempone's office in Tampa. Please call their office directly at (813) 873-7773  in order to get on the schedule for 15-minutes 33$ - 30-minutes 65$ 39 A DAVIS BLVD Tampa, FL http://www.ctholisticsolutions.com

Receive 24/7 Daily Prayers From Jimmy

I will dial into you daily in the wee hours and make certain that you are a CLEAR YES,UNCLEAR to NO and RUNNING FORWARD before you start your day. You will send me a list of the members of your immediate household, and yes even pets, and I will add them to my daily prayers. I will arise daily before you are even awake to start my prayers and also run my intelligent computer software 24/7 deleting the negative and increasing the strength of the positive creating a higher probability of outcomes for you and the family.  Each comes with a one-time email analysis print out via the intelligent healing software that I use on your behalf.  Most clients have had amazing results and outcomes and I get emails like this one each and every week!

**Can't See The Full Email? Click Here to View Online**

                     Choose 7 days @$33              Choose 14 days @$66           Choose 30 days @$99

Fishing Mastery & Practitioner Certification

Level I is open for ANYONE TO JOIN at anytime!  

"I have found this to be a great modality.  I have for the first time got my husband and kids fishing daily.  I've learned Emotion Code, Body Code, dowsing, 3 levels of Yuen and some other bits and bobs I've played with.  I like how easy this is to take on the road.  I really appreciate your time and brilliance. Thank you." - D.T. / Kansas

The Certificate of Mastery Program includes 2 best-selling ebooks and 2 clearing audios plus written & video instructions, AND one-on-one time with Jimmy ALL for about the cost of a single 1-hr session! This online course is for anyone who is familiar with OR new to "fishing" and is ready to dive into the deep end & get results that are beyond the ordinary! It includes "The Tackle Box" & "Spiritual Healing Techniques" ebooks PLUS 2 MP3s "Clearing Dark Energies" & "Increasing Your Intuition" to help clear, strengthen and prepare your energy field for optimal “fishing” results. This is a work-at-your-own-pace curriculum that will TEACH & CLEAR you at the same time! In under 2wks you will be finished with the program and ready to fish on your own with greater results!

Level II Practitioner Certification Course for those in the healing arts.

All members must first complete the Mastery Program then, if qualified, they can choose to move on to Level II where many advanced teachings & nuances are shared through the "Healing A-Z" book & includes 3 more clearing audios to help strengthen your business and finances. The exclusively written "The Practitioner's Handbook" is the cornerstone of the program & cannot be purchased individually.  It outlines some of the inner workings of how I handle my own practice including topics like; managing unrealistic expectations, having patience, pricing, time isn't always equal to outcomes or results, having limits, legal and ethical questions, advice on supplements, marketing, promotion, and sales, daily rituals for you and your clients/patients. The Level II course was designed and is dedicated to those who practice in the healing arts; Psychics, Healers, NP, AP, DOM, DO, MD, DC, Massage Therapists, Physical Therapists, RNs, Nurse Practitioners, PhDs, and Physician Assistants or currently practicing another modality, technique or method that includes natural healing in your home office or office setting, phone and or Skype.

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TGIWednesday News

I'm really going to miss all those political campaign ads, said no one ever. Imagine what they spent on love/hate bombing us with TV ads and what that funding could have done for the less fortunate? I am all about change for you, me and this country and I hope we get some soon that will put us on the right path and keep us there regardless of your political affiliation, “Can’t we all just get along?” as they say.  Spirit and I will continue to be here as a guidepost for you in the here and now and running forward with grace and ease. Now and forever more.  Let’s recognize the good in one another and come together to create more peace, grounding, harmony and forward momentum. I'm all about creating a greater future for us all and I'm sure you can guess why when you see the pictures below of our new little "Pineapple" princess Blake Ramsey and her big sister Charlie Blythe! One Love!

TGIWednesday Download

~ THANKFULNESS HERE & NOW ~ Thankfulness and many blessings here and now. I believe think know and feel that blessings are being bestowed upon us now.  I am ready willing and able to receive more and to stay in a place of thankfulness.  I know when where how and why to continue to be humble while making progress every day. I am asking in all languages and throughout all time lines and so it is.

Holiday Stress Trifecta - $99 Special

This time of year is the trifecta for dealing with holiday stress, family drama, and traveling hassles. Therefore, we came up with a way to help you have a smooth season when dealing with all three of these - because that's just part of life. This triple audio MP3 bundle gives you the help you will need at one time or another as you go through the next few months and things come up.  They are easy to download & play on your mobile device and can even be played in the background at the family gathering, airport, or shopping mall at low/no volume to change the energy for all. Jump on this deal now and save the 50%, share with it with friends and family and you'll have it for all the years and holidays to come. DEAL ENDS NOVEMBER 30th.

Download all 3 for $99

For those who aren't familiar, here's the list of ALL clearing MP3s available. Find a topic that addresses your issue(s) & click on the link to read more. 

Abuse Addiction Body Scan: Head to Toe Daily GPS Reset Dark Energies/Fears Decision Making Diet & Exercise Education & Learning Family & Relatives Healing Physical Body Healing Mental Stress Holiday Stress

Increasing Intuition Love & Romance Money Mindset Moving Forward Pain Relief Pet Healing Sales & Success Sex Sleep Traveling w/Ease Work & Career Weight Loss

Fish Food 

The Daily Bread To Feed The Fish

Tell The Fish: 365 Daily Inspirations & Affirmations  

NOVEMBER 7th - "Today I will be open ended about my day dreams. I will envision broad outcomes of what I would like to happen by framing open ended questions that will take me farther than I am now in a more expansive state of hope-filled being."

Live Shows and Replays

SPIRITUAL INSIGHTS RADIO WITH CHARLOTTE SPICER  TODAY @ 3:30pm EST  Call in at (347) 934-0751 or Listen Here online SOUL TALK LIVE REPLAY  Jimmy was the guest last week on Soul Talk LIVE hosted by Patty Malek Click here for replay. JIMMY MACK HEALING SHOW  Tuesdays at 9pm ET/ 6pm PT Call in LIVE (713) 955-0594

Imagine getting FREE intuitive messages and healings LIVE!  Well, it happens every week on my radio show with some of the best psychic readers & intuitive healers on the planet!  Tune in weekly for the FREE live show or replay and YOU will receive changes & healings just by listening!  To listen online, click the date links below. Listen Here to Yesterday's Replay: Special Guest Shelley Hofberg, Psychic, Pet Communication, Healing Radio Host of The Psychic Horizons Radio Show http://www.psychichorizon.com/index.html   Listen Here November 13th - Judi Thomases, World Renowned Astrologer, psychic healer and channel for over 4 decades Contributor to Del Horoscope Magazine  https://www.wisdompath.com   Listen Here November 20th - Mark Hernandez, An intuitive healer helping people and their  pets! http://www.peopleandpetsenergetics.com/about-us   Listen Here November 27th - Rev Debbie Dienstbier, Our resident transmedium with decades of  communicating with your loved ones in Spirit (and your pets in spirit too) https://www.facebook.com/Wings-of-Grace-Spiritual-Center-875388225837766  

Browse the interview archives here.

Live In-Person Appearances

LIVE AT KODAWARI YOGA STUDIOS TAMPA

Tampa Bay area locals can book a live session with me EVERY WEDNESDAY & FRIDAY from 10-2PM Call Kodawari's front desk directly to schedule (813) 773-4017 and pay at the concierge desk... 15 minutes 33$ or 30 minutes 65$. UPCOMING SCHEDULE 10-2pm: Wednesday:  Nov. 7th, 14th, 21st, 28th Friday:  Nov. 9th, 16th, 23rd, 30th  

3965 Henderson Blvd Suite C Tampa (813) 773-4017 http://www.kodawariyoga.com/  

LIVE AT SWANN HOLISTIC HEALTH TAMPA  

Come see me Monday December 10th @ Swann Holistic Health Solutions from 10am to 5pm at my good friend Charla Tempone's office in Tampa. Please call their office directly at (813) 873-7773  in order to get on the schedule for 15-minutes 33$ - 30-minutes 65$ 39 A DAVIS BLVD Tampa, FL http://www.ctholisticsolutions.com

Receive 24/7 Daily Prayers From Jimmy

I will dial into you daily in the wee hours and make certain that you are a CLEAR YES,UNCLEAR to NO and RUNNING FORWARD before you start your day. You will send me a list of the members of your immediate household, and yes even pets, and I will add them to my daily prayers. I will arise daily before you are even awake to start my prayers and also run my intelligent computer software 24/7 deleting the negative and increasing the strength of the positive creating a higher probability of outcomes for you and the family.  Each comes with a one-time email analysis print out via the intelligent healing software that I use on your behalf.  Most clients have had amazing results and outcomes and I get emails like this one each and every week!

**Can't See The Full Email? Click Here to View Online**

                     Choose 7 days @$33              Choose 14 days @$66           Choose 30 days @$99

Fishing Mastery & Practitioner Certification

Level I is open for ANYONE TO JOIN at anytime!  

"I have found this to be a great modality.  I have for the first time got my husband and kids fishing daily.  I've learned Emotion Code, Body Code, dowsing, 3 levels of Yuen and some other bits and bobs I've played with.  I like how easy this is to take on the road.  I really appreciate your time and brilliance. Thank you." - D.T. / Kansas

The Certificate of Mastery Program includes 2 best-selling ebooks and 2 clearing audios plus written & video instructions, AND one-on-one time with Jimmy ALL for about the cost of a single 1-hr session! This online course is for anyone who is familiar with OR new to "fishing" and is ready to dive into the deep end & get results that are beyond the ordinary! It includes "The Tackle Box" & "Spiritual Healing Techniques" ebooks PLUS 2 MP3s "Clearing Dark Energies" & "Increasing Your Intuition" to help clear, strengthen and prepare your energy field for optimal “fishing” results. This is a work-at-your-own-pace curriculum that will TEACH & CLEAR you at the same time! In under 2wks you will be finished with the program and ready to fish on your own with greater results!

Level II Practitioner Certification Course for those in the healing arts.

All members must first complete the Mastery Program then, if qualified, they can choose to move on to Level II where many advanced teachings & nuances are shared through the "Healing A-Z" book & includes 3 more clearing audios to help strengthen your business and finances. The exclusively written "The Practitioner's Handbook" is the cornerstone of the program & cannot be purchased individually.  It outlines some of the inner workings of how I handle my own practice including topics like; managing unrealistic expectations, having patience, pricing, time isn't always equal to outcomes or results, having limits, legal and ethical questions, advice on supplements, marketing, promotion, and sales, daily rituals for you and your clients/patients. The Level II course was designed and is dedicated to those who practice in the healing arts; Psychics, Healers, NP, AP, DOM, DO, MD, DC, Massage Therapists, Physical Therapists, RNs, Nurse Practitioners, PhDs, and Physician Assistants or currently practicing another modality, technique or method that includes natural healing in your home office or office setting, phone and or Skype.

LEARN MORE HERE

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Jimmy Mack 727.678.0557 EST | Appointments Skype: Jimmy.Mack55 Clearwater Florida USA Book a 15 minute session Book a 30 minute session Book a 60 minute session Transformational Healing of Body, Mind & Spirit, People, Places, Pets & Situations! Download the My Liquid Fish® Starter Kit Audio MP3 Downloads and books to improve your life! Get Certified in My Liquid Fish® Change Made Simple® Watch Free Videos on YouTube Weekly Radio Show Archives Shop for Supplements http://www.jimmymackhealingshop.com www.jimmymackhealing.com Copyright ©1998-2018 All Rights Reserved  

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TGIWednesday and having thankfulness here and now

TGIWednesday News

I'm really going to miss all those political campaign ads, said no one ever. Imagine what they spent on love/hate bombing us with TV ads and what that funding could have done for the less fortunate? I am all about change for you, me and this country and I hope we get some soon that will put us on the right path and keep us there regardless of your political affiliation, “Can’t we all just get along?” as they say.  Spirit and I will continue to be here as a guidepost for you in the here and now and running forward with grace and ease. Now and forever more.  Let’s recognize the good in one another and come together to create more peace, grounding, harmony and forward momentum. I'm all about creating a greater future for us all and I'm sure you can guess why when you see the pictures below of our new little "Pineapple" princess Blake Ramsey and her big sister Charlie Blythe! One Love!

TGIWednesday Download

~ THANKFULNESS HERE & NOW ~ Thankfulness and many blessings here and now. I believe think know and feel that blessings are being bestowed upon us now.  I am ready willing and able to receive more and to stay in a place of thankfulness.  I know when where how and why to continue to be humble while making progress every day. I am asking in all languages and throughout all time lines and so it is.

Holiday Stress Trifecta - $99 Special

This time of year is the trifecta for dealing with holiday stress, family drama, and traveling hassles. Therefore, we came up with a way to help you have a smooth season when dealing with all three of these - because that's just part of life. This triple audio MP3 bundle gives you the help you will need at one time or another as you go through the next few months and things come up.  They are easy to download & play on your mobile device and can even be played in the background at the family gathering, airport, or shopping mall at low/no volume to change the energy for all. Jump on this deal now and save the 50%, share with it with friends and family and you'll have it for all the years and holidays to come. DEAL ENDS NOVEMBER 30th.

Download all 3 for $99

For those who aren't familiar, here's the list of ALL clearing MP3s available. Find a topic that addresses your issue(s) & click on the link to read more. 

Abuse Addiction Body Scan: Head to Toe Daily GPS Reset Dark Energies/Fears Decision Making Diet & Exercise Education & Learning Family & Relatives Healing Physical Body Healing Mental Stress Holiday Stress

Increasing Intuition Love & Romance Money Mindset Moving Forward Pain Relief Pet Healing Sales & Success Sex Sleep Traveling w/Ease Work & Career Weight Loss

Fish Food 

The Daily Bread To Feed The Fish

Tell The Fish: 365 Daily Inspirations & Affirmations  

NOVEMBER 7th - "Today I will be open ended about my day dreams. I will envision broad outcomes of what I would like to happen by framing open ended questions that will take me farther than I am now in a more expansive state of hope-filled being."

Live Shows and Replays

SPIRITUAL INSIGHTS RADIO WITH CHARLOTTE SPICER  TODAY @ 3:30pm EST  Call in at (347) 934-0751 or Listen Here online SOUL TALK LIVE REPLAY  Jimmy was the guest last week on Soul Talk LIVE hosted by Patty Malek Click here for replay. JIMMY MACK HEALING SHOW  Tuesdays at 9pm ET/ 6pm PT Call in LIVE (713) 955-0594

Imagine getting FREE intuitive messages and healings LIVE!  Well, it happens every week on my radio show with some of the best psychic readers & intuitive healers on the planet!  Tune in weekly for the FREE live show or replay and YOU will receive changes & healings just by listening!  To listen online, click the date links below. Listen Here to Yesterday's Replay: Special Guest Shelley Hofberg, Psychic, Pet Communication, Healing Radio Host of The Psychic Horizons Radio Show http://www.psychichorizon.com/index.html   Listen Here November 13th - Judi Thomases, World Renowned Astrologer, psychic healer and channel for over 4 decades Contributor to Del Horoscope Magazine  https://www.wisdompath.com   Listen Here November 20th - Mark Hernandez, An intuitive healer helping people and their  pets! http://www.peopleandpetsenergetics.com/about-us   Listen Here November 27th - Rev Debbie Dienstbier, Our resident transmedium with decades of  communicating with your loved ones in Spirit (and your pets in spirit too) https://www.facebook.com/Wings-of-Grace-Spiritual-Center-875388225837766  

Browse the interview archives here.

Live In-Person Appearances

LIVE AT KODAWARI YOGA STUDIOS TAMPA

Tampa Bay area locals can book a live session with me EVERY WEDNESDAY & FRIDAY from 10-2PM Call Kodawari's front desk directly to schedule (813) 773-4017 and pay at the concierge desk... 15 minutes 33$ or 30 minutes 65$. UPCOMING SCHEDULE 10-2pm: Wednesday:  Nov. 7th, 14th, 21st, 28th Friday:  Nov. 9th, 16th, 23rd, 30th  

3965 Henderson Blvd Suite C Tampa (813) 773-4017 http://www.kodawariyoga.com/  

LIVE AT SWANN HOLISTIC HEALTH TAMPA  

Come see me Monday December 10th @ Swann Holistic Health Solutions from 10am to 5pm at my good friend Charla Tempone's office in Tampa. Please call their office directly at (813) 873-7773  in order to get on the schedule for 15-minutes 33$ - 30-minutes 65$ 39 A DAVIS BLVD Tampa, FL http://www.ctholisticsolutions.com

Receive 24/7 Daily Prayers From Jimmy

I will dial into you daily in the wee hours and make certain that you are a CLEAR YES,UNCLEAR to NO and RUNNING FORWARD before you start your day. You will send me a list of the members of your immediate household, and yes even pets, and I will add them to my daily prayers. I will arise daily before you are even awake to start my prayers and also run my intelligent computer software 24/7 deleting the negative and increasing the strength of the positive creating a higher probability of outcomes for you and the family.  Each comes with a one-time email analysis print out via the intelligent healing software that I use on your behalf.  Most clients have had amazing results and outcomes and I get emails like this one each and every week!

**Can't See The Full Email? Click Here to View Online**

                     Choose 7 days @$33              Choose 14 days @$66           Choose 30 days @$99

Fishing Mastery & Practitioner Certification

Level I is open for ANYONE TO JOIN at anytime!  

"I have found this to be a great modality.  I have for the first time got my husband and kids fishing daily.  I've learned Emotion Code, Body Code, dowsing, 3 levels of Yuen and some other bits and bobs I've played with.  I like how easy this is to take on the road.  I really appreciate your time and brilliance. Thank you." - D.T. / Kansas

The Certificate of Mastery Program includes 2 best-selling ebooks and 2 clearing audios plus written & video instructions, AND one-on-one time with Jimmy ALL for about the cost of a single 1-hr session! This online course is for anyone who is familiar with OR new to "fishing" and is ready to dive into the deep end & get results that are beyond the ordinary! It includes "The Tackle Box" & "Spiritual Healing Techniques" ebooks PLUS 2 MP3s "Clearing Dark Energies" & "Increasing Your Intuition" to help clear, strengthen and prepare your energy field for optimal “fishing” results. This is a work-at-your-own-pace curriculum that will TEACH & CLEAR you at the same time! In under 2wks you will be finished with the program and ready to fish on your own with greater results!

Level II Practitioner Certification Course for those in the healing arts.

All members must first complete the Mastery Program then, if qualified, they can choose to move on to Level II where many advanced teachings & nuances are shared through the "Healing A-Z" book & includes 3 more clearing audios to help strengthen your business and finances. The exclusively written "The Practitioner's Handbook" is the cornerstone of the program & cannot be purchased individually.  It outlines some of the inner workings of how I handle my own practice including topics like; managing unrealistic expectations, having patience, pricing, time isn't always equal to outcomes or results, having limits, legal and ethical questions, advice on supplements, marketing, promotion, and sales, daily rituals for you and your clients/patients. The Level II course was designed and is dedicated to those who practice in the healing arts; Psychics, Healers, NP, AP, DOM, DO, MD, DC, Massage Therapists, Physical Therapists, RNs, Nurse Practitioners, PhDs, and Physician Assistants or currently practicing another modality, technique or method that includes natural healing in your home office or office setting, phone and or Skype.

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Jimmy Mack 727.678.0557 EST | Appointments Skype: Jimmy.Mack55 Clearwater Florida USA Book a 15 minute session Book a 30 minute session Book a 60 minute session Transformational Healing of Body, Mind & Spirit, People, Places, Pets & Situations! Download the My Liquid Fish® Starter Kit Audio MP3 Downloads and books to improve your life! Get Certified in My Liquid Fish® Change Made Simple® Watch Free Videos on YouTube Weekly Radio Show Archives Shop for Supplements http://www.jimmymackhealingshop.com www.jimmymackhealing.com Copyright ©1998-2018 All Rights Reserved  

-------------------------------------------------- TGIW newsletter managed by: Sandy Bidinger | Digital Marketing Specialist | SMBeConnected Solutions Digital Marketing Solutions & Support for Conscious Entrepreneurs www.smbeconnected.com  

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