#i needed to write this or i wouldve exploded

[mitskikissme]

I need to talk about this or I'll explode but bad habit but steve lacy is such a sanuso song. I'm going rabid rn.

I wish I knew you wanted me???

That's definitely from sanjis perspective maybe post timeskip

Here's my hc( mind u I'm in water 7 rn and have not caught up to op yet!!) Spoilers for water 7!!!!!

Okay so usopp most definitely admires sanji and his strength and how he seems very sure of himself the way he presents himself to others the way he talks the way he fights everything!! (I actually think sanji is pretty insecure but is vry good at covering it up. But usopp doesnt rlly see that and just sees him as this super cool suave dude) bro definitely has a crush on sanji for sureee

But usopp also seems very insecure and believes hed obviously never have a chance so even tho it hurts him he comes to terms with the fact that nothing is ever gonna happen there. Like when u have a crush but ur like yeah no way in hell am I ever confessing <3

Anyway sanji is most likely oblivious to all this lmao. He definitely treats usopp better compared to other male characters and I think its because deep down he likes usopp too he just doesnt know how to process those feelings cos man is repressed as hell😭. So he thinks yeah that's just normal friendship definitely doesnt mean anything that I'm always worried about him and enjoy his company more than anyone elses and make snacks specifically for him and take into consideration what stuff he likes or wants to protect him in fights or takes time to ask about his hobbies and is genuinely interested in what hes doing and believes in his abilities even when usopp doesnt believe in himself.

Also listen during water seven when usopp and luffy are fighting the fact that sanji kicks them both and looks so genuinely scared and hurt that luffy implied usopp should leave makes me so insane. And personally I never thought sanji would be the voice if reason I expected him to be like yeah usop let it go and stop trying to disobey your captains orders so It threw me for a loop cos sanji was so adamant on not letting usopp leave and was standing up for him. I am foaming at the mouth btw Anyway

The 2 yr timeskip happens and usopp gets jacked but also matures and grows and I love him so so much he realizes so much about himself and oh yeah also crush on sanji? Bros over it. Hes moved on and is okay being friends and just personally dealt with his feelings and grew in such a healthy way for himself. Like yes it hurt, change and growth are painful but inevitable and time passes. Feelings change and that's okay.

Sanji grows and matures too and comes to accept alot of things about himself and is more comfortable in his own skin and identity! And he starts to realize zamnn usopp has also grown and changed and bettered himself and has such a lively air to him and overall is more confident!?

Then maybe someone in passing (like zoro) mentions something like oof too late loverboy that ship sailed so long ago hella missed ur chance. And sanji malfunctions!!!

Hes like um what?????!?!?!

They're like um yeah it was so obvious hed always follow u around like a lost puppy and sanjis like um this is news to me bruh???? Anyway it hits him that yeah he had a chance. As in had!! Not rlly anymore and he has to come to terms with that.

AND SO I TELL UUU

'I wish I knew you wanted me' also " were you not too good for me my dear?" Like come on its writing itself tbh. I feel the song is in sanjis perspective thinking about how he never realized usopp feelings and how he genuinely cannot believe that usopp had feelings for him considering how much more insecure he was pre timeskip and how he sees usopp as such a caring and loving person and is actually a little bit jealous of how emotions seem to come so easily from usopp. So maybe if they were both mature and not so emotionally stunted/ repressed/insecure in themselves, maybe just maybe??? Something could've happened there.

This is all just my hc so take it with a grain of salt LMAOO. I actually like to imagine them happy but oof I'm a sucker for angst!!

[sharkeysnight]

15 step is really one of the best songs ive ever heard i cant stop thinking about it

[ollie-supports]

hello all! below the line i am going to explain my hiatus, tw for death, mental illness, neglect, heart problems, psych ward mention, and school issues. i will be returning today! please take care of yourself if you can't handle any of these topics, your health matters!🌸

so, to start off, my grandmother died. her name was bunny and she was the most wonderful person! she had an aneurysm about to explode, so she took a voluntary surgery to get rid of it and reduce the pain. she did not have to get this surgery because it wouldve been done when it blew, but it would have improved her quality of life. as they tried to put in a tube to regain bloodflow, all the tissue basically crumbled. they had to sacrifice a kidney, but her other worked just fine. she was on lots of machines, and when she only had 2 days left until discharge, she demanded for us to pull the plug. she would have survived. her quality of life wouldve skyrocketed. she just needed to wait 2 more days on her machines, which wouldve been painless had she accepted painkillers. i watched her die. i held her hand, taking comfort in its warmth. it got so cold so fast when she died. i threw up only 3 seconds after i felt her go cold. i had never truly understood dead weight until then. she survived off of her machines for 6 hours. i spent every second by her side, holding her hand. i heard her death rattles. i watched her stats decline. when the painkillers made me pass out, i saw the little girl in her right before she died. the little girl she used to be, who thought she'd never die.

my mental state severely deteriorated. we had to sell her house, the house my uncles lived in to stay closer to us. my uncles now live much farther away, and they were my only safe space. i have been severely neglected my whole life, and as im writing this i am in debilitating pain from how hungry i am. my parents have enough money to feed me. they just dont. my parents have ignored me my whole life.

this affected school. i was a straight A student, getting a 4.0 gpa easily. i failed every class this trimester. i may be held back.

the stress from all of this has severely impacted my heart problems, giving me longer and worse episodes. i have nearly died 3 times now because my heart problems induced a heart attack. ive died once and was resuscitated. my dosage for my antidepressants has been tripled, its the only way to prevent me from yet another psych ward visit, in which i would have to go to a long term facility.

please be patient with me. im trying my best, i promise.

[boymilf]

stupif fuxkig eragon rant under the cut dont even LOOK at me. i love you.

HONESTLY im sick for real over weirdo eragon fans being like wauugh waah well eragon and arya shouldve been married and had hot passionate heterosexual sex at the end of inheritance (crying liek a wittle baby) LIKE upure fucking insane and crazy in the coco nuts. soooo much more compelling hqving eragon mature adn realise jsut because ayra is like the first ever woman hes ever spoken to doesnt mean they need to get married and have 1000 babies. NOT TO MENTION. hes like SEVENTEEN. nd shes like 500. yrs old. AN ELF. idc tht he is technically a half elf whoCARES. arya has also vehemently made it clear she doesnt wana be with him . n the fact tht weirdo fans r SOOO focussed on the fact tht them being together in the end wouldve made for the perfect ending is so WEIRD 2 ME. and im relieved. paolini cant write romance very well in da first place im sorry im a hater . ifthey eventually get togethrr in the fifth book illfresking explode the earth im looking u dead in the eye CHRISTOPHER.

[yomiurinikei]

rei mekaru (shocker i know)

we r ginger liker solidarity.... yuuki/yuki likers and rei likers need to come together and be allied...

~*~

My identity hc for them

oh shit tumblr is auto formatting in bullet points thats fun. uhhh w/rei i pretty much like any combination of ace/aro spec + lesbian. 100% lesbian rei? aro lesbian rei? aroace rei? all epic all amazing. i started hc'ing this back in like.. vv early sdra days. and i think its just part of who i am now... i think she doesnt really experience much attraction in general and has a bit of a hard time labeling how she feels because. of her general emotional trauma. so tbh i can see her kinda rotating through labels? i think she keeps it very to her self tho. she doesn't like people assuming she's cishet but she also doesn't want to come out as straightn't, so she just snaps at people who try and drag her into convos about identity.

similarly i think she struggles with really.. going "wow this is so me this is exactly what i am" when it comes to gender identity. i think she's very.. "well im Definitely not a guy, and i dont think im anything else, so..." ie, she's more prone to defining herself by what she isn't than what she is. which is perfectly okay!!! i don't think she'd consider herself trans, but she may occasionally like the label genderqueer. (yes i know that trans people r anyone who's gender deviates from what they were told they should be, but while it is an umbrella term, people can decide if they like it for themselves a lot! and i don't think rei would really like any label other than "idk man its weird", which she likes to use on/off) again tho i dont think she's very into sharing that with people, at least as a teen.

Thoughts on their home life/family

im so curious what her time was like when she was all alone??? i think that's something thats fairly unexplored, is her time between her parents not being able to care for her, and her becoming self-sufficient. ultimately i dont have much to say here, i like how linuj handled her backstory, i just think it wouldve been cool to see more of it, not that there was any good place to write it in, but i love bonus modes and would like to see maybe how the dra survivors coped w/what they learned in the sixth trial in a bonus mode about how the kisa foundation became what it is now.

How i feel about their canonical writing/handling

mmm... tbh. i like rei, i think her growth from dra to sdra2 was handled well- she still feels like rei, while also serving her narrative role- ie. there's not much you can do when shawty gets exploded in the prologue and then has to play second fiddle to tsurugis viola of fucking evil. sadly, we can't do much with the kisa foundation and showing how rei and tsurugi have changed and have the pacing of the chapter still be intact, when we see rei, its mostly just her being voice of reason because someone has to give exposition on what the foundation knows while tsurugi has a meltdown. i think her development feels authentic and natural, if she maybe feels a biiit.. i dont know how to word it, but she almost feels a bit too calm? less snarky at points than i'd think she'd be, and than what i'd like to see. but again, we can explain that as being due to the role she has to play for the story.

ultimately, while not necessarily my cup of tea, i'm just not prone to latching onto characters like rei a whole lot! i def think she's handled well, oddly well for linuj in general, and v oddly well for a female character written by linuj. i like her, im just not brain rotted about her

The one thing i’d want to make canon about them

hmmmmm... im not gonna lie i can't really think of anything? after thinking about it while i typed up. essentially the whole rest of this post, i think it'd be cool if she and kabuya were friends after sdra2. yuuki is... .... ..........lets not talk about what hes up to, syobai and iroha are just a whole fucking mess. theyre a bit busy dealing with heads in boxes. and tsurugi is just sooo normal he's too normal really.

so i think they could meet and chat about how Fucking Insane the games were, in a way that other kg survivors wouldnt get, since they didnt have to deal with divine luck and what it does to people. also seeing as akane saved rei in dra and then. ya know. Soruko. i think that'd be a interesting convo for them to have, both kinda understanding more about akane taira. i think that'd be really neat!

My number one favorite ship for them

hm.... reikako by default of i dont think much about rei ships, and they have a significant amount of canon material. i do wonder though what their relationship was like pre-despair, it feels like a lot of the school life info we have is on utsuro or tsurugi? buuut yeah. also as kinda established i think rei is uncertain where she stands on attraction/her thoughts change a lot and. yeah. so this is less a romantic thing and moreso i want inside linujs brain so i can know what he thinks except he like. officially has stated he doesnt know shit abt sdra anymore which is SO UPSETTING

…Now everyone else i ship with them

i think rei/kizuna/kiyoka could be cute!!! also i kinda just like giving akane gfs, and i don't really think they'd be that compatible, but i think if they had a weird little queercoded friendship for like. the duration of one year during their stay at hpa, and it leaves akane feeling more confident and comfortable with herself as her own person, and leaves rei with a LOT of questions, while they also never really cross the line between friends and something more, that'd be cool and fun. just normal gals being pals things.

The thing i will NEVER ship

im so sorry. 2020 sdrainsta has made me incapable of terurei propaganda. i support people who ship it as a matter of fact im so glad we r now in a place where people can ship it or not ship it and everyone can just be fine and happy. but i dont think ill ever be able to see the vision.

a dynamic/relationship i wish was explored more (in canon, or in fandom)

i wish in sdra2 we saw more on the dynamic that grew between rei and mikako in dra. i think it'd be cool to see that discussed a bit more seeing how it was. mikakos in game memories that formed the basis for sora iirc.

thoughts on their design (appearance-wise)

mmm...... why the fuck did linuj use so much blue in the dra cast color palettes... i remember i had this dentist appointment that was really evil and like. literal hours longer than it was supposed to be, and to try and distract myself i went through the cast and counted who had blue in their design and who didnt. it took a long time because i was in so so so much pain but like. iirc its just mikako akane and yuki. and also mikako wears blue in ch4. so. THATS NOT RELEVANT THOUGH.

uhhhh. im not a huge fan of her outfit just because i dont like the skirt. her og design was a school uniform and i think it kinda shows and im not a huge fan of it? my brain keeps getting mixed up on the length of her skirt but yeah. its just so vibrant and pigmented and so is her hair and its like. the lower half of her fit just feels so high school uniform and i dont really like it. i think her hair is super cute in the bonus sketch (the just-woke-up one) on her character sheet tho.

i also don't really like her fit in sdra2. i think the labcoat is super nice (i like the ombre effect it looks good) and while its not too practical i dont hate the vest short skirt tights combo. but im not a fan of the color palette, its just so dark, so u have her bright hair and the bright coat, but the dark grey and black, in vertical stripes just kinda dominates it in my brain. and i don't really like it? i really dont like the grey with her hair.

she is very pretty. but im not a fan of the fits linuj puts her into

A music-related thought- a song that reminds me of them, or what their music taste is, etc

hmmm.. this is a very foreign concept to me but i dont think reis huge on music. i think for the most part she listens to songs she has memories associated with- she doesn't seem huge on the arts or. ya know. emotional connection? so i think while she wouldn't really vibe with anything particular of her own accord, listening to music which was playing when something emotional happened to her both improves the music, and also. helps her with being in touch with her emotions and letting herself feel. if that makes sense?

[fuck-off-im-ace]

Hey really like reading your thoughts on WN :)

Im sorry to intrude but I’m wondering how did you watch season2? Did you watch it without knowing anything or you got spoilers from tumblr about the kiss? I really tried my best to stay off tumblr for 2-3 days lol and it’s freaking hard!!!

The team were really hyping it up on their social media about the ‘will they won’t they’ with so much hints for the canon avatrice!! but i was really not expected to see the kiss in e8!!! We learned to have low expectations so that we don’t disappoint. But man oh man I was so happy already in ep5 with that moment of Ava’s near/ death and they share that eye-gaze like in s1 my heart melted. Then the kiss came my heart exploded!!! Everything leading up to that scene was so beautiful!

I wish that this show is something that got ordered for 4-5 seasons in advance so the writers get more room to give us more slow burn. But let’s hope for renewal of season3.

I wish that Mary would have come back (sister Dora entrance wouldve been perfectly if it was Mary!!! I was watching it on my small screen phone so I couldn’t see clearly at first if it was Mary I was happy for a few seconds :( only to be disappointed when she said she’s sister Dora). And they kinda did dirty on Lilith. Make it a complete waste of her redemption at the end of s1!!!

Anyways thanks for reading sorry again

Hi @justanotheruntitled04!

First off, you're not intruding at all, always very happy to talk about warrior nun with people!!

I watched the show completly spoiler free! I blocked all the tags i could think of (it was a big ass list) just to be sure, and watched it on thursday during the afternoon, so not a lot of people had the time to watch and post about it. Feeling very lucky for that one, i was glad to be spoiler free!

And i have no idea why, but i knew they were gonna kiss. They built it enough in social media, and i have watched and read a bit of interview of the crew, they know what they're doing. They didnt come to mess around with queer people. They wanted to do good. So when they started hyping up Avatrice, and Kristina talked about knowing which episode would be the fan favorite, i knew we were getting a kiss. But i think that just made the watch even more interesting, cause for the whole show i was just waiting for it to happen!! When they're dancing in the bar, when they're talking in their appartement, when they were just staring at each other tenderly, i was Screaming at my screen for them to kiss.

And same, i think the show is well made for a 3 seasons arc, so i hope we do get another one. They set it up real well with that "there is a divine war coming", and i hope we get to see that!

I know what you mean for Mary, she was one of my favorite characters. I don't know what happened, know she wasnt in s2 for personnal reason so they had to work around what they already had. One thing i love is that we had no body, and no real confirmation of it? Vincent said it to Lilith, but if she wanted to come back for a third season, it would be super easy to write her in! Maybe she was in hiding, maybe Adriel kept her prisonner, maybe some random person found her and for all of s2 she was slowly healing, for real it would be super easy to just figure out something, so i am keeping hope for that, even tho i probably shouldnt.

As for the Lilith storyline, i have so many thoughts. I am currently working on a post, cause there is A Lot to unpack (and by working on it i mean i have been thinking about making one) and i, personnally, really like where they are taking her. I was disapointed at first, cause i love a (morally) good demon, but i think i know what they wanna do with her and yeah anyway i have thoughts that i will eventually share, maybe, if i get around to actually do it and people have an interest in that.

And no need to apologise for writing! I would keep my ask closed if i had a problem with it, i think its a real fun way to bounce thoughts off each other and developp a thought process and a fandom! So yeah, thanks for the ask!

[ao3feed-brucewayne]

About breaking a bat

by Peachyscenery

My name is Bruce Wayne. I am at the manor, my home. It is 8am and the weather is sunny with a light breeze. The birds are chriping as usual. No anomalies detected yet.

This is my 8th Wednesday.

 Local-part time billionaire, part-time vigilante has found himself in some kind of sick time loop and is now forced to experience the suffering of his loved ones.

Words: 10563, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Characters: Dick Grayson, Bruce Wayne, Jason Todd, Tim Drake, Damian Wayne, Alfred Pennyworth, Batfamily Members

Relationships: Batfamily Members & Bruce Wayne, Alfred Pennyworth & Bruce Wayne, Dick Grayson & Bruce Wayne, Jason Todd & Bruce Wayne

Additional Tags: Batfamily (DCU), Batbrothers (DCU), Bruce Wayne Character Study, Bruce Wayne is a Good Parent, Bruce Wayne is Bad at Feelings, Bruce Wayne Needs a Hug, Hurt Bruce Wayne, Angst with a Happy Ending, Canon-Typical Violence, time loop stuff, Good Parent Alfred Pennyworth, Panic Attacks, Mental Breakdown, Kinda, bruce and his kids have a strained relationship but its okay bc they all try and care <3, you can rip loving batfamily out of my cold dead hands, as well as good father bruce wayne, most of the batfamily is mentioned btw but only few make a very short appearance so my bad yall, its mostly bruce thinking about them though <3, just desperately needed to write a bruce centric fic otherwise i wouldve exploded

source https://archiveofourown.org/works/45770044

[silhouettecrow]

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My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Apologies to anyone that follows me and doesn't listen to The Magnus Archives, but I'm going absolutely feral about the stuff that just dropped and I must share it. I have to scream into the void lest I explode

19 notes - Posted October 13, 2022

#4

Is anybody else having an issue with typing out tags on the mobile app (maybe just on Android)? 'Cos since yesterday, whenever I want to add tags to something, I have to type them out in the reblog box before copy-and-pasting them to the tags 'cos whenever I type directly in the tags, each new letter gains the previous letters before it again, like a Fibonacci sequence from hell. For example, if I wanted to add the tag "writing" to a post and typed it out normally, it would come out looking like "wwrwriwritwritiwritinwriting," which is a giant pain in the ass and makes me not what to tag stuff anymore.

Is anyone else dealing with this? Or does anyone know what's going on/how to fix this issue?

23 notes - Posted April 13, 2022

#3

Watching the horror cinematic masterpiece Saw at 6 in the morning kinda hits different

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#2

Having ADHD is just playing Six Degrees of Kevin Bacon with every single thought that pops into your head

138 notes - Posted January 23, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

In light of all the memes surrounding Ned's cheating scandal, I need some people who might not be in the Try Guys fandom (currently or ever) to realise that there are real people, specifically families with an emphasis on children and significant others, that are being hurt by what Ned (and Alex, but mostly Ned because he was her boss) has done. The company itself is in danger due to Ned causing bad and negative PR, which affects all employees and their families, and the remaining Try Guys are having to deal with losing a close friend of 8+ years because of something so disgusting and harmful. This is all honestly a devastating turn of events, and of course, Eugene, Keith, and Zach can articulate it better than I ever could in this video they put out just an hour or so ago; I highly recommend giving it a watch, especially since it's less than 6 minutes long

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[threepointseven]

can u do a child reader with diluc !!!like diluc is or dad and we are the dauget=r

Diluc the not so temporary dad

Type- HC’s 🌷

Flowers included!🌼= platonic! Diluc x child! Reader

Note🍀= HIII THIS TOOK WAY TOO LONG IM SORRY AND I GOT SUPER OVERBOARD- BUT I HOPE YOU LIKE!! I LOVE WRITING CHILD READERS SM

Genshin masterlist

💐Your bouquet has been delivered <3💐

now i mean it when i say nobody wouldve expected diluc to actually become someones guardian-dad-thing

Yes he has the looks and the vibe but he is waaayyy to socially awkward to take care of a child

When he first met you he was in a haze with the slightest of irritation, he was signing paper after paper regarding wine importing and stuff, he was alone in the winery. It was a thunderstorm and during the peak of his irritation he heard scrambled, frightened knocks. The knocks were soft yet loud and rushed. He was about to explode but he calmly raced to the door to go scold whoever was knocking at the door but when he opened it ready to go off he saw the small figure of a child, bruised and roughed up, a doll practically hanging onto dear life while it let the rain water splash onto its soft, yet rugged skin

You were crying, sobbing as you tried to speak to the man, your clothes all tattered from what seemed like being attacked and such.

You were blabbering random words, “help” “scared”, you couldnt say anything else and in a whim of confusion he pulled you inside the winery and tried to calm you down. Your tears just kept flowing before he hesitantly placed his hand on your head, patting it softly as he kneeled to your height and tried to squeeze some answers off of you.

You had no idea how to speak, you could only write. And as a response to his hoard of questions you panicked and ended up just passing out.

SOO fast forward to the next day your on his bed as he stares at you worriedly, once your awake you snatched a pen and paper from his desk and wrote out your thank you. You were young and had no huge sense of language so you wrote what you could. “mom died” “Dad threw me out” “told me not to speak” “hit me”

Is all you could scribble on the little notebook. His heart shattered at each reveal and he had the click in his heart to take care of you. Give you the childhood you deserve even if it meant becoming your parent.

Being his child was easy, heaven almost. You easily started trusting him as he treated you better than anyone ever has! He taught you how to speak and let you become confident in using your voice as your father had muted you for half your life.

Hed practice with you and once you ran to him with a nervous look in the middle of a shift in the tavern and said your first sentence. Uncharacteristically he dropped the glass and pat your head lovingly with his eyes widened and a gigantic grin on his face

When kaeya found out he insisted it was temporary, that he would find someone that would actually wanna take care of you as a parent but lets be real here if anyone offered he’d get furious and flip them off

Everyday even if you had gotten older he stayed your unofficial guardian. Holding your hand through every inch in mondstat and giving you a tiny wooden greatsword after you had complained and whined about wanting to fight like him. Hed train with you everyday when you told him firmly you wanted to learn and punched himself in the face internally everytime he knocked you back during training.

He’d always have a cold, disinterested face whenever you talked to him and ranted to him with confused scrambled words of a typical child.

Kaeya and the others would tease him non stop when they caught you running towards him with your arms prepared to crush diluc into a bear hug.

The first time you called diluc dad i kid you not he was about to start sobbing, he actually did need a minuted to go tear up in the bathroom before patting your head and and rolling his eyes with a “you can call me that if youd like.”

We all know he loves it whenever he hears that familiar voice shouting “DAD!!”

He spoils you so so much too???! GDHDNSJ like clothes, jewelry everything like that is by you in a second. As a kid your often attracted to practically anything shiny and yk whats shiny? Extremely expensive gems, and he buys all of em! He loves seeing the smile on your face when he gives you literally anything. Trips outisde of mondstat are also really common being a multi millionaire so he always takes you. Ever since hes claimed you as his child (in his head. He refuses to say it out loud) he takes you everywhere on his business trips

There was this one time where it was fathers day, kaeya told you to do something special for the man and you had no idea what to do but shooed everyone off who offered to help since you wanted to do it yourself so it was special! . You had the little idea to give him a calming, very small thank you party. The entire day he was swamped with meetings, and when he got home he was greeted with your smiling frame, swinging your legs up and down on the chair with a party hat wonkily put on your head that was red. There was a badly made banner in written with “happy fathers day!” In crappy orange paint. The whole banner was a mess, it touched his heart as he walked towards you and noticed the 3 presents and a letter on the table. Each present wrapped terribly but you looked so so proud of it.

You two spent the night eating the cookies you made for him as he read out the letter you wrote with your small figure on his lap. As embarrassing as it is he has the letter laminated and put in a picture frame in his room now. And ever since he opened the small present which contained a beautiful garnet bracelet you picked out yourself he swore to wear it till his death.

[abimee]

can you tell me abt ruhan and ryder? very cool guys 10/10

YOU BET I CAN

Ruyan is a 28 year old she/him agender bisexual and Ryder is a 24 year old she/her transmasc bisexual, they met when ryder was 8 and ruyan was 12 becayse ryder killed one of ruyans bullies on accident.

Ryder is actually from another timeline of Ruyans universe, and in a sense is that timelines Ruyan but in the sense that theyre both actually a piece of the same person from millions of years ago (a lady named azem). Ryder's world went to shit because in her timeline of events graha tia never woke up from the crystal tower abd the ascians won their fight to rejoin their star system. They took Ryder and fucked her up making her similar to an ascian where shes a soul without a body that cannot die and enter the lifestream unless under very specific bindings. they then just sort of let her go because they won so its not like she could do anything to them and sort of just fucked her up to see if they could remake their original self existence before just making another dead soul.

she then took her old body, stole a dudes vital organs, and used the knowledge disposed to her in her dead world to move over a timeline and ended up in ruyans. she then put her stolen organs into the body of a dead child who gave themself to their god to exit out of the reincarnation cycle and used the fresh organs to revitilize the body so it can age and "live" and ryder can create the false belief that she was a normal living child. and then she accidently killed one of ruyan bullies because she was a 20 year old champion of the world destined to fight now stuck inside a kids body trying to act like one while also having severe anger issues

ruyan is an abandoned child who under his family teachings believes that indulgence and wanting will get him punished by their gods because their ancestors indulged too much and now must deprave themselves to win back the mercy. hes very sensitive and tries to be bold but often gets picked on by kids for his belief that he is his communities reincarnated god as they believe that you can see the gods in certain peoples eyes and those two are destined to marry. but everyone sees ruyan as a crybaby and a strange child and he has little support to keep him strong until he meets ryder, who would kill for him

they protect each other and eventually at age 16 ruyan takes ryder away to try to form a new life elsewhere, eventually leading him to his current life in eorzea. cue the story of the game they exist in FINAL FANTASY FOURTEEN

ryder eventually resees her universe and beyond and sees all that wouldve happened if it didnt explode in her face, and even meets the man who let her world die and ruyan has a crush on him and ryder is so godsamn terrified of it because he broke her heart before her world ended and shes scared thats destiny in this tl and ruyan is very fragile since this is the first time hes ever fallen in love and she seems adament to believe graha is his soulmate. dude does the same thing and it ruins ruyans world for him

but its fine because ryder sees a part of the tl that never existed for her and a man shes never seen before who acts close to ruyan abd she recognizes that this means something. she can see things under the surface ruyan cant because she knows this story so when something is different or altered she chases the possible outcome and tries her hardest to push for ruyans life to be happy and joyful and for him to live on where ryder didnt. and he meets his future husband but he still believes hea destined with graha while ryder is eating cardboard because she can SEE how different ruyan acts towards this elf guy like hes not tense and shaky like he was with graha hes relaxed and pushy and laughs loudly and he can see the way the man returns every toch affectionately and ryder is basically experiemcing a movie where she knows how it ends and the snails oace writing is making her scream for it to just happen already

eventually she ought to let ruyan know of her existence as what she is and she does when ruyan himself learns he IS the god he thought he was, because his god azim was an ancient interpretation of this ancient being named Azem who lived in the first iteration of their world, he is a shard of her existence that split amongst the worlds born of the original world. and so he has to know that ryder is just a ghost of a dead existence and that she too is just a long forgotten veing grasping for the threads of life.

and eventually she does gotta leave. her time will be up one day and ahe cant keep living in a world not made for her, she just haf nowhere to go and nobody to hold onto but her time with ruyan had shown her all the love and joy in the world that couldve been and that she needs to accept that she cant have that. ryder is a trope i really like of like a cathartic bad ending, she is someone who will not get a happy ending and there are people in this world like that and to accept that and that she has to let go is very important to me. she has to disappear and let ruyan lead through his life and the universe made for him, but shes at least happy she got to help ruyan there, like it was fate for them to meet; one life for one world etc etc

and ruyan int fully alone when ryder disappears, because they both know that she wont just cease; her exist will be reborn, someone else in this universe will take her place, another ryder will come and the ryder of this timeline ia out there somewhere. there are flecks of her in this univers dug into the fabric of it and ruyan will forever see her presence where it left its mark; ruyan will hear her laughter in his own, see her silhouette in her faborite chair, see her running through a crowd and disappear before he can call to her. people pass him and he swears its ryder but they look nothing alike, ryder in people who do not answer to that name and do not recall a thing. even a Shade of Ryder lives in in amaurot, the hollow concept of her existence given refuge in the concept of a world that died long ago.

ruyan even eventually meets the person Ryder is reincarnated into, years later when hes married and wishing to have a child and he meets this aggressive, stubborn, obnoxious child abandoned to the orphanage by parents who died and a family that refused to accept them. the child calls himself Hildegarde and he pushes his classmates, refuses the authority of his teachers, he plays by himself and in that look of rage in his eyes does Ruyan see all the pain and sorrow of Ryder reborn into the world, the part of ther that gave her existence meaning and morphed into its own being seperates from azem, from being ruyans other, from being ryder. and with that Ruyan is able to see Hildegarde for what he truly is but a poor kicked dog that everyone refuses to listen to its begging and ruyan is able to get through to the child and show him that he can be loved and accepted and cherishes, even with fangs and claws and bites because

because its what ryder showed ruyan

[sothischickshe]

7, 12 and 13! xx

Xxxx

7. What element of writing do you struggle with most?

Well i think i struggle with identifying and delineating the elements of writing a lot haha......

but i guess i struggle the most with....trying to effectively convey the ideas in my mind into the written word. so, yknow, the writing part of it haaaa

12. Tell us about a WIP you’re excited about.

I do have a genuine WIP atm!!! so that!?!?!?! it’s the next chapter of filing her nails (the private investigator au). i have a typed up draft! i read through it once on the weekend. i am hoping to read through it again soon?! it’s still pretty rough atm but what can i tell.... um it’s rio pov like all the previous chapters, there’s some fairly strong rio/sleep vibes (i think the author might need to start going to bed earlier yknow) & *i* def think it counts as fluff, oh and it’s currently under 6.5k which im calling a victory, ha

13. First fandom you ever wrote for?

I’m not 100% sure! the oldest doc i have is a west wing fic, but i seem to have a memory of a friend and i co-writing a tortall crackfic...but if that wasn’t a dream, i dont have it any more (i think it wouldve been on an ancient family computer which exploded long ago)

35 questions for ff authors

[dailyandrewandaaron]

Could you maybe write something post-canon where Neil’s ableism comes up and he and Andrew have to sort of navigate it’s effects on their relationship/have some type of discussion over it? Or alternately if you’d rather not, something about bi Katelyn?

not quite that but heres something about ableism 

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Its not the words so much that bothers Andrew but the silence that always followed them .  

Renee would only smile placidly when Allison named him monster and nobody challenged her but instead took it up for their own use

Aaron would offer no defence when he was named crazy only shrugging as if it was an indisputable truth

kevin raised no objections when he was called joyless , empty , agreeing that he had no purpose in life beyond himself

nicky would laugh  in the same breath as saying he was soulless  as if it was an in joke between them

Neil  did this too  - yes even him

He would later denounce their attitudes one by one pretending to be shocked theyd treat andrew so -  but it was hollow coming from him -knowing  before  their first meeting even he was already psychotic midget and this  is what he would remain -  even after - even when it means something

now - andrew wouldve been fine with a legacy of fear if that was all it was  but it was not  -  not  if he - not if he was - a midget - . yes , thats what cements it , what caused them to hold  him apart  from and below them - it shows  in their eyes - his lack of humanity -  

is he a threat or  is he a joke ? oh , certainly he is both-  they are afraid of him but they show him no respect  

he is that sort  of monster . The kind that  isnt only feared  it is  also pitied. the sort where people think it is a cruelty that he even  lives at all - being what he is  

they call him ruthless  to his face and whisper  midget behind his back

sometimes its  the other way  around  

and that is almost worse

. andrew encased himself with mystery and aggression hoping he could inspire enough fear that his height was never made light of in this way.  

his brother shared this particular burden . Aaron shouldered it by being unpleasant enough that he avoided the types who  would think to patronise in that sickening way due  to their stature  and by commiserating his lack of presence with the fact he was spared the condemnation of being the evil twin -  being short on its own is not monster  worthy status

being short and - crazy - well theres no hope for you there

kevin of all  of them knows the best the feeling , Kevin has words of his own . launched at him from the catapult of ignorance and prejudice  cripple, retard handicapped  he recognises the ripple of pain that surges through him when wymacks  mouth form the words

 Its the same as goes through his own body when neil says psycho , 

when Aaron says evil , 

when nicky says soulless , 

Allison says monster

- Yet Kevin does not defend him. He likes it that  he is one step above him this way.

You have two hands you only have one brain.

Neil in their secret moments tells him he is not worthless that he alone is his love but he never takes back those earlier words never soothing the wounds they made. Neil wont take any of it back

Its his own fault Neil says for not telling them the way it was,  for not explaining- because of course ,of course it needed explaining. This couldnt just be accepted

-but you see  Neil that he is andrew minyard .His reputation went before him . He was monster before he'd even arrived.

You could fight that or you could embrace that and  use  it as your shield . andrew chose the latter.

it kept people off his back at least

He'd known that Aaron was afraid of him skirting around his presence keeping Kevin or Nicky between them pausing before he got into the car hiding and suppressing his other relationships to not raise his ire. His brother who loved him enough to kill still found him a danger

Nicky who had left a happy life for him who had stayed without a deal and didn't leave the moment he could. Nicky  who spent years trying to keep them safe who had sacrificed for them. He believed it too or he had  no scruples in pretending and laughing about how he was soulless. This is a deeper insult from Nicky who actually believed in souls but long ago he'd given up the thought that Andrew would be hurt by such a thing. When things are said to nicky andrew says dont use that word but when things are said to andrew nicky doesnt intervene

Renee is stronger than him. Her fight methods are better. she knows that. She is teaching him he doesn't scare her in the way he scared the others but still she treats him delicate like he'd explode if she pushed too far. She has no problem fighting him but she is afraid not for herself but that one day he would betray her trust and use her careful teaching against those she protected. She would take Allisons side of course she had done before - she stays quiet when allison rants about him

Allison knew him the least but claimed she knew him the best. When you are already  monster , as in her eyes he was ,every thing you do becomes monstrous. She expected nothing less of him. Of course he would be violent . of course he would hurt her .he is a monster

Matt had reason enough he supposed to revile him though he had helped in the long run he distrusted him. Thinks he would hurt Neil. As if he would. A if he would do the one thing that would destroy him. But of course of course Andrew doesn't feel things. people were collected if they were useful. Matt was not useful enough and so he was not chosen. this is how he views it. Doesn't know why beautiful Neil would chose such a strange and damaged person as Andrew. He thinks Neil is an innocent and knows not the darkness of his soul which is assumptions in itself

Dan - he did not know truly what Dan thought of him but it was not warmly. She viewed  him as something to be handled to be put up with to reach a higher goal. His skills were needed his person was not. She kept him and his at arms length enough to say I'm not with them. Now there was a them and he was their leader. She left him alone which he was grateful for but she doesn't bring him in doesn't let him close she doesn't want to hear his voice she doesn't think the psychotic midget has anything useful to say

Seth was his least favourite and that was no secret. He was prejudice in a very boring way. Just the kind that hated those who were not like him and didn't care enough to change that. He hated Kevin the most but andrew , was a close second. His ideas about life having value  didnt extend to the likes of Andrew Nicky and Kevin. Not even Aaron was normal enough for him.

Wymack was a rare thing in Andrews life a older man that he trusted. That he could trust with his family. He knew that wymack would not hurt him -not physically. Nobody thinks Andrew cares what he is called. Wymack didn't hate Andrew he knew that . wymack was actually rather fond of him but he never stoped  using the words.

perhaps you know such a word. it burns deep into your body .It's not icy the shock of it, its hot , white hot. The word is such a noise that it fills you to your lungs.

It drowns you in hot water and you can hardly breathe. He doesn't know if wymack believes the words he calls him but he doesn't stop. He can't say they hurt for it would break the illusion. If they knew Andrew could be hurt by words then it's all over for him he might as well put a knife into his own belly .So  Andrew knows it wont stop .

Wymack would scoff if he ever mentioned ableism. It sounds made up but it surely is not.

Neil would tell him there's no such thing -but how would he know? The only other disabled person he knows is kevin whom he'd called a cripple.

I don't hate disabled people neil would say and  genuinely believe thats enough  That that's the most he can give. Andrew supposed that is what most people think is the best they can do.

that's not what ableism is anyway. Well. it is. but that's not all.

Andrew knew ableism well

The word is new to him but the feeling is not

The experience of it is nothing new

Andrew knows ableism  is not just hate  ignorance and prejudice. It's is not just violence. It is not just fear of the unknown.

Although it is all those things It is also choosing not to acknowledge the difficulties you face .

Choosing not to stop using the words.

Choosing to laugh and not to listen

Choosing not to care because it isnt about you

It is when you are hurt and nobody does anything because nobody thinks that's a thing that could hurt.

When you are hurt physically and everybody shrugs that's just how it is for people like you

You are different so your pain is not important because most can ignore it.

It is the silence that follows the slurs when not one single person says you shouldnt say that

Not your brother.

Not your cousin.

Not your boyfriend.

Nobody

Such is ableism.

when nobody raises it because nobody believes there is such a thing

So it continues unchallenged

because .

Well None of us were offended

say the abled bodied team members 

[theinterloper]

moreeeee stuff about Hearthians’ reproduction, early evolution and... ghost matter! very much not solid theories and just idea to expand the world for Hearthains

gonna try and get into multiple parts of Hearthians in order to pull it all together that makes some more sense. obviously theres a lotta fiction ideas here, playing on existing things we know about biology! i try to take some of that to compare or use as examples to any new ideas i bring in here.

also dont be confused if these conflict with the previous post, consider it “over writing” my previous post in ways, bc that post was for stuff i wrote over a week ago! initially and ultimately the asexual reproduction i wanted to describe doesnt exist in our standards of science and additionally the terms we have dont make sense for my ideas, so some things have been added and adjusted to maybe sound better lol.

Early Evolution and genetics

Hearthians when living in the water, reproduced asexually like many small aquatic creatures. we are talking waaay far back, probably up to or before the Nomai discovered them. this isnt exactly common (by our standards) for a species that evolved into mammals, but i will get more into that here. 

now, i cant describe what i want to say with terms like “vertical/horizontal gene transfer” because its a bit too strict and if anything its a whole new thing- but i imagine Hearthians, as asexual/sexual mammals, had a larger gene pool that allows them to put in and pull out genes from a previous generation that are left within their own dna. this isnt completely illogical (i think, but also its fiction so,) like, compare this in a sense to HGT where a bacteria could take in a gene from outside and pass it onto a clone of itself in order to have genetic variation..... this is just to a kind of different and larger scale.

Hearthians way back would mostly produce asexually in this way because it wouldnt require another creature and was faster. but they still had the option to mate with each other and would do so from time to time. hearthians produced a lot of offspring- but the present day Hearthians’ small numbers is due to the fact that many cross bred with other aquatic life or died off due to lack of food. sub species did not evolve into sapient life or they too went extinct over time. 

Hearthians apparently took around 281,042 years to evolve as this is the length of time that the sun station has been offline- so lets just round that up to 300k years of evolution... to be a little more clear about the games’ somewhat lenient science fiction, it look humans around 6 million years to evolve (science summarizes it takes around 1 million years for an animal to evolve to where most are today). i say this to add onto more theories/headcanons, because thats a short span of time... 

so, what if... hearthians mutated a lot more than normal? what if the ghost matter explosion caused mutations/its energy mutates the genes of Hearthians and additionally made them evolve faster? what if their genes are just fucked up a bit?? not to the extent of grotesque mutated monsters. minor things, like more gene variation or messing up their existing gene pool way more.

my ideas lean on Hearthians having been affected by the ghost matter in the middle of their evolution, when the comet exploded. this game has a lotta good timing/fate stuff with the Hearthians being left to discover the Nomai’s unfinished trail and this point gives another addition to the whole story. the Nomai were quite risky and almost too ambitious with their search and imo i feel they like wouldve failed if they truly attempted the ATP back then, so by fate they “had” to die by the Interloper/ghost matter or else You never wouldve been successful at finding the eye. in a sense and the ghost matter in some way had a hand in your species evolving in time for the end of the universe. 

Effects of Ghost Matter

its hard for me to again give real science on how the ghost matter would affect the Hearthians, bc it not real real science. but basically while Ghost Matter kills anything not in water, i imagine it killed everything due to some sort ‘radiation’ kind of energy. not nuclear radiation but, radiation of some kind that is effected by water. probably not a “real” thing in terms of stuff that exists in our world.

the initial explosion was so intense that while it didnt kill the Hearthians under water, it still effected them regardless. it ‘tainted’ the land, plants, water and their molecular structure with its radiation. and with their large gene pool, lets just say it permanently fucked up their genes a bit and that huge leap in change continues to affect them. it also supported their ability to evolve quickly. the ‘radiation’ dies down over time though, but left an effect on them.

plants. this is just an idea i formed on a whim after hearing Porphy mention that Hearthians evolved by eating “lots of bad things”. i imagine personally that plants “reacted” to the ghost matter- they did not “die” like living mammals died from the matter due to whatever energy it was, but evolved to its explosion as a “threat”. the explosion and ghost matter was detected by the plants as a threat to them/their life and they evolved into being dangerous/poisonous. so hearthians grew in a planet that had very dangerous plants but they too evolved to a hardened stomach and could withstand the many minor protective measures the plants formed.

Sex/reproduction stuff. i dont consider this “NSFW” its just sciencey talks! talking about genitals though! please dont proceed if under 16, preferably. also slightly reformed ideas on the previous headcanon post, as i have added much more to my ideas!

As hearthians evolved, they grew into land mammals and with their size, asexual reproduction was not as convenient. it wasnt about the genetics, as those were fine mostly, but the energy it takes to do so. in terms of evolution it was a poor device as they evolved into land mammals, because it barely happened and it drained the parent of their nutrients- they were not producing a lot of offspring and thi danger meant they could go extinct. at the point where hearthians were evolving to land, it was impractical for them to lay an egg more than once/twice in their life. 

asexual reproduction isnt completely gone, just that as they grew larger physically it was deemed less ideal by evolution standards to do it as much as they did when they were tiny little things in the water. mostly with their gene transferring abilities, their reproduction still has some level of variance that fluctuates in extremes depending on the gene pool the parent personally has or if other stored sperm exists. 

they were always equipped with organs for reproduction, but that were not used much within their early evolution. internally, Hearthians have “eggs” that are fertilized by “sperm” to create an embryo. Said “sperm” also is attached to an internal organ that does physically move in order to reach the egg. this organ can be seen from the entrance of the vagina during the period of self-fertilization. eventually said organ was used externally as it became more clear that hearthians needed a more reliable/less exhausting method of reproduction. 

self fertilization isnt always successful due to literal failures to fertilize physically (incorrect position, dead sperm, etc) which is why the two times in which an egg is created this way may not even create a live embryo, thus this method being ultimately unreliable for the Hearthians to thrive.

mentioned before- due to their old more common asexual ways, they experience a “cycle” for reproduction. it is typically once or twice in their life and occurs over the span of almost a year. within this period is the highest success rate for fertilization (usually mid way through). 

adding onto the gene transferring nonsense, a Hearthian’s past abilities to store old genes from their days of constant asexuality becomes relevant in their partner sexual reproduction as well. when mating with another Hearthian, the one being inserted into will store the other’s sperm/genes regardless of whether or the creation of an egg is intended, which is what their hgt/vgt-like gene transferring did many times in the past as they evolved. this does in fact allow them to store sperm of multiple donors, to mix together genes when fertilizing an egg. it is not the sperm they store, but the genes within a sample of sperm.

[whorangecassidy]

MASSIVE vent under the cut eek

i know ive said it before but quarantine hit me (for real this time) emotionally HARD today and im feeling way too much. both good and bad things but just the fucking volume of emotions hitting me feels like garbage in the end. i think its been 3 weeks for me coming up on saturday?

the break from work honestly is amazing because ive been working at my job for a little over a year and a half consistently with only a few days breaks in between. its literally not a bad job at all, i work 4 days a week and am off 3 (theyre almost never back to back, schedules are normally me working tues & wed, off thurs, work fri & sat and stuff like that) so i have no right to complain because i do absolutely get rest. its just.. the social battery aspect where if im constantly at something the longer i need to recharge and i feel like ive been burnt the fuck out at work for the past few months bc whenever i have off i rest and dont do anything productive for my home life while worrying about going back to work. so this break was absolutely needed for me.

but (i know this is my own fault) ive been holed up in my room alone the entire 3 weeks. i hung out with [redacted] ONCE and that was only for about an hour and because we had a mini emergency we needed to handle. i miss watching smackdown with [redacted, different person] every friday (even though she keeps trying to get me to write her smut fanfic), i cant see her because she’s an essential employee and could risk getting me sick if i see her. my other group of friends are essential too so i cant drink with them, ive been drinking by my fucking self alone in my room with my sister checking on me every once in a while to make sure i dont accidentally hurt myself.

and the yearning does NOT help the situation at all lmao. ive always been a hopeless romantic, ive never dated anyone in my life. never kissed. closest thing i ever got to literally anything was my crush putting his hand on my thigh when i was 16. i cant communicate with people, it makes me so fucking nervous. its a fact that ive got anxiety, and to be quite honest with all the social issues i had growing up (and still have!!) i think i might have some sort of developmental disorder as well. but ive had all this love and emotion pent up inside me with nowhere to go for 20 years and i swear to god i might explode. i hate it!! i hate it so much!! every time i post soft thoughts and stuff like that my heart shatters because ive never had anything even remotely like that and i just.. need to physically feel something- anything- with someone

i know in order to feel better i need to get up and fucking do something. but when you spiral its so fucking hard to get out, and the fact that i literally cant go out anywhere i want to go is making it a thousand times harder than it usually is. and like i said before this “vacation” is helping me recharge and im so thankful for it, but i also haven't been alone with my thoughts this long in over a year and theyre hitting me so unbelievably hard.

i have literally nothing to complain about. my family is safe, we’re not in financial distress, nothing bad has happened to me or anyone around me. its just my own shitty mind pulling out the fucking firing squad on me for no god damn reason. so i know ill be fine. ive always been fine. i always will be fine. i just needed to put this out somewhere because holy fuck its so much tonight.

if youre reading this, your probably a mutual, so im gonna say some stuff. every time i say “i love you” i mean it sincerely from the bottom of my heart. even if we dont talk. you guys have gotten me through the better bulk of this situation. if i didnt have you guys to just be a lovey-dovey weirdo with who knows where i wouldve been. and just for funsies to name a few names- ellie, tess, alma, ashley, emi, dani, dirt, rj, joey, eloise, soda, hell anyone who’s ever interacted with my posts- you guys are the fucking coolest and i love you so much. thank you.

[emypony]

HONESTLY IM ACTUALLY CRYING

LIKE IM 

OH MY GOD.

I CANT BELIEVE THIS

putting under a cut bc im gonna be rambling

BUT TONIGHT??? SO BLESSED??

IVE HAD A REALLY DIFFICULT WEEK AND IM.

i need to breathe

im literally gonna explode and that was in the forms of tears

it’s 3:34 am AND god bless @haus-mom foR BEING HERE FOR ME I WOULDVE PROBABLY IMPLODED OR SOMETHING IF IT WASNT FOR HER

I JUST FOUND A LOT OF YUUICHI DOODLES??

LIKE

YUUI AND CHI

!!!! I CAN’T EXPRESS HOW GOOD THIS MAKES ME FEEL

I FEEL COMPLETE AND SO OVERWHELMED WITH GOOD FEELINGS

I CANT EXPLAIN IT

im rambling BUT I DONT CARE I NEED TO LET THIS OUT SOMEWHERE

i am just so happy

these 2 fucking idiots mean so much to me for some reason and god if i could i would scream about them everyday but sadly nowadays unless it’s out of someone’s kind heart (BLESS EVERYONE WHO HAS DRAWN AND WROTE ABOUT YUUICHIS SO FAR!!), i’m usually the only one that cares about this ship and actively talks/thinks about it

this isnt about yuuichi in general AISHI I KNOW YOU WILL BE READING THIS I KNOW YOU LOVE YUUICHI BUT oh my god JUST SEEING THEM DRAWN TOGETHER??

im so baffled

it feels so good to know i wasn’t the only one

ANYONE GOT A TIME MACHINE? THIS BITCH BOUT TO YEET TO 2012

there’s no way of contacting the artist but i wish i could

i wish i could tell them how much seeing these drawings mean to me

if anyone’s curious HERE ARE THE DRAWINGS THEY ARE MY NEW LIFE SOURCE

LET THE UNIVERSE HEAR MY WORDS OF THANKS AND SEND THEM TO THE CREATOR

i am just

wow.

i’ve calmed down writing this but im probably gonna hop on the rollercoaster again because AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[ao3feed-brucewayne]

About breaking a bat

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/snRmCv0

by Peachyscenery

My name is Bruce Wayne. I am at the manor, my home. It is 8am and the weather is sunny with a light breeze. The birds are chriping as usual. No anomalies detected yet.

This is my 8th Wednesday.

 Local-part time billionaire, part-time vigilante has found himself in some kind of sick time loop and is now forced to experience the suffering of his loved ones.

Words: 10563, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Characters: Dick Grayson, Bruce Wayne, Jason Todd, Tim Drake, Damian Wayne, Alfred Pennyworth, Batfamily Members

Relationships: Batfamily Members & Bruce Wayne, Alfred Pennyworth & Bruce Wayne, Dick Grayson & Bruce Wayne, Jason Todd & Bruce Wayne

Additional Tags: Batfamily (DCU), Batbrothers (DCU), Bruce Wayne Character Study, Bruce Wayne is a Good Parent, Bruce Wayne is Bad at Feelings, Bruce Wayne Needs a Hug, Hurt Bruce Wayne, Angst with a Happy Ending, Canon-Typical Violence, time loop stuff, Good Parent Alfred Pennyworth, Panic Attacks, Mental Breakdown, Kinda, bruce and his kids have a strained relationship but its okay bc they all try and care <3, you can rip loving batfamily out of my cold dead hands, as well as good father bruce wayne, most of the batfamily is mentioned btw but only few make a very short appearance so my bad yall, its mostly bruce thinking about them though <3, just desperately needed to write a bruce centric fic otherwise i wouldve exploded

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/snRmCv0