#i regret nothin'

[blvckentropy]

Diamonds & Pearls

adoreable hair by @thatonegreenleaf

[muwitch]

welcome to depression "god won't let me die" club

[barmecidebiohazard]

It's so interesting how I could get my ears pierced at a Claire's in under ten minutes, at age 8, without being harassed by adults who cry "what if you regret it???"

I did regret it, mind you. Hated getting the piercings, hated caring for them, hated wearing them- almost never did. I got an infection, my piercing holes closed but there's always be a little scar there, I still have pain in my ears intermittently. Suffering the long term ramifications of body mods at age 8 because my mom thought it'd be cute.

Nobody was there to explain the possible risks and benefits, I didn't have to go to three therapists and I didn't have to wait until I was 16 or 18 or 20 or whatever. Just walked into a mall and had my body permanently altered. But somehow that was fine.

[dutybcrne]

[general-kalani]

{ Far Cry characters have appeared!!! }

"Why is there no in-between?! Fucks sake!"

Fear.

"I thought I'd get something more interesting..."

[weaseltotheface]

the more i listen to it the more i'm like REALLY digging Francesca as an Imodna song

'Do you think I'd give up That this might've shook the love from me Or that I was on the brink? How could you think, darling, I'd scare so easily?' 'My life was a storm, since I was born How could I fear any hurricane?' 'I would still be surprised I could find you, darling In any life If I could hold you for a minute Darling, I would do it again'

[turbobyakuren]

i think it's very funny how that one tweet someone made combining the oshi no ko opening with getter robo's STORM (along with the "space oomfie" tweet) are directly responsible for me sinking over hundreds of euros in gunpla

[kilkennyloveshair]

Yikes, honestly I’m already regretting uploading this but ffs, I come to realise when I’m older I’m gonna wanna see this absolute shite so 🤷‍♀️

[the-alphonze]

Maybe I should try fishin’ too. I mean Ollie does a bunch. What’s the worst that could happen

[brokenmusicboxwolfe]

There is just something about sitting in the living room while I read to Mom over the phone and STILL having my hands get too cold that makes me feel my “lifestyle” may not be ideal.

(insert hysterical laughter that turns to sobs)

Nah, it’s not that bad. It’s in the 40s in the house, but in the 30s outside, so it could easily be worse.

Currently I’m standing in the kitchen next to the space heater (mostly to keep pipes from freezing) and doing calculations based on hypotheticals of what the pickup repair will cost me to figure out how I can get by the two weeks until I have more money. The cold is the LEAST of my problems when I have animal feed to buy …somehow.

But dang, I wish weren’t typing this with finger-cicles!

[deathsprofit]

🎶 Pchan Pai & Qil :3c

Give me a 🎶 in the inbox and I will give you some songs that I associate with your muse

Pchan - ur pretty - Keep Riding Me

Pai/Collins - Two Feet - I Feel Like I'm Drowning 

Qilbym- Ann King - It comes and goes 

[mundanemiseries]

// sometimes I think abt what ifs in regards to Koko, like tbh at this point I’m considering him getting tested out of his og timeline/the wf universe just....a canon part of his timeline

But like...y’know...sometimes I’ll think of like...what if he never took that bullet for Ro and met him? What if somebody else took him in, that kinda thing.

Then I have to stop myself before I get a small army of Kokos like I did Joel ahhdjch

[kindacreepy-kindaugly]

Maybe I just miss havin someone else to blame

[electricfied-wolf]

I think that I deserve to meet my friends in like every single life ever. If I do not fucking meet my train friends in the next life whats the point those guys are like everything. We've gotta be able to meet in every life it cant just be this one bc you're literally the funniest and coolest person ever. Hell I feel that way about ALL of my friends actually. You watch me play five nights and freddy's and refuse to play the 2nd night because I got too scared. You stayed up with me all night because I didn't want to sleep and then I fell asleep within a minute of talking to you. We laughed and joked. We understand each other in ways nobody does but also hardly know each other. The longest I've known any of you is since late march of this year. But I would literally not want to be here if I didn't have you. Idk what the fuck the universe put in our friendship that made us this close this quick but god I'm glad its there.

[peapod20001]

Grah I wish I could like. Notice consistencies in my style from an outside perspective

[sweetcandyhigh]

PartnerToji who had never regretted his vasectomy… until you came along. Having it done was great, sure he didn’t like someone being all up in his business but it was affective. To him Megumi was more than enough, actually he could barely handle the kid. Plus it was easy to mess around and not have to worry about rubber or a scary missing period text.

Oh but sometimes, sometimes you made him question it. You had been together a few years, gotten accustomed to Megs, who sometime even preferred you over his dad, teaming up with you against him. And Toji knew you’d be a permanent thing ever since he cut off all his women he used to visit, and started working a real respectable job.

And the fantasies that filled his head when he looked at you were enough to fill a whole book series, you had made him consider having a second kid… but wait that’s right, he can’t have one. Every time you bent over, wear something even partially revealing, or hell when you took especially good care of Megumi he knew he wanted to make you a real mom, even if you did convince him you were fine with just Megs.

The idea of seeing you all round and plump, with his baby inside of you, god it made him rock solid. And you felt his wrath in the bedroom. He was making you work double time. Wishing, praying somehow, his sperm could make it past the little procedure, yet it never happened.

One day you got home from wherever you went, Toji didn’t pay much attention when you were telling him. Slipping your shoes off and walking up to see him on the couch, Megumi sitting on the floor fiddling with a new toy train he got, but it was odd… the tv wasn’t on. And he was on his phone? Honestly you couldn’t remember the last time he even spent more than a few minutes on it, that being pretty much only to text you or email his boss.

Slipping your arms around his shoulders from behind the couch as you looked down, “Watcha looking at Toj’?” You asked, only to have him grunt in response. A brow raised as you looked down catching a glimpse of what he was reading… a medical page? Was something wrong with him? Did something happen?

“Baby what’s wrong?” You cooed out as you softly ran your hand over his collarbone, he huffed shaking his head, “Nothin’” the one letter response making you roll your eyes. He huffed upon seeing the look on your face, “I’m looking at a reversal.”

A reversal? Reversal of what? “What’s that sweets?” You asked a raised brow, before he smirked, “I wanna be able to put a baby in ya.” Choking on your spit, removing your arms so you could quickly cough up a lung.

“What?” You half yelled, partially startling the quiet boy sitting on the floor. “My vasectomy doll,” You grumbled… so that’s what this was about? Why he’d been actin so weird.

“Toji,” you huffed out as you looked back at him, “You seriously wanna have to go back to using condoms just so you can put one baby in me?” You asked, a brow quirking up. A soft snicker leaving your lips before he cursed under his breath.

“Besides, I’d rather put my attention on Megumi right now,” You noted, causing Toji to nod. “Yeah besides my insurance ain’t gonna cover it and I’m not givin up what little luxury I have,” he huffed out, “See? You should stop worrying about it.”

And with that the vasectomy debacle was solved… at least for now. That man has crazy baby fever.