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turtletoads · 9 months

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fuck it we dragon ball

#these r so stupid im sorry LMAO #my art #fanart #digital art #sketch #dragon ball #dragon ball fanart #son goku #krillin #yamcha #chi chi #krillin has such a fun design i love drawing him #i miss goku's tail. it made him really cute :(#anyway im tired; i think im gonna go to bed early. night

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angelpuns · 1 month

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Body hurts and brain 2 fuzzy to draw so y'all know what that means ( go to bed early time)

#been going to bed early a lot lately #but to be fair ive had body pain like every day ;-;#i think its cause Im working a lot more than usual #like 4 days a week #haha #this week is gonna be really really really stressful #yayyyy #anyway big boss comes to our store on Tuesdat #i hope i get fired itd be so funny #for what? idk #i just think itd be funny #also this isnt meant to be a vent sorry #im just writing it down cause i sometimes forget #which makes it hard for me to want to go ti the doctor #cause my pain varies a lot and when im imaginging the convo id have with the doctor #theres a lot of 'i dont remember the pain level or the area '#cause i have memory issues #and also cause it changes day to day #lately its been hands and arms which is a nice change from knees and legs!!#so yay for that!#those still hurt but im p sure thats just from standing all day at work lmao #anyway gn #done rambling #if youve read this far im sorry

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b4kuch1n · 6 months

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tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"

#bakuspeech #number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u #he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up #(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out)#we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment #and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here #but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something #but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku #but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this #this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and #that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing #but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it #its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with #and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually #I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay #but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol #not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real #and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself #and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god #that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao #but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them #have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway

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dimonds456 · 5 months

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Hey, guys?

People on the opposite side of the political spectrum can be good people too.

It's starting to make me really uncomfortable how divided everything is. People have adopted an "if you're not with us, you're against us" mentality when talking about the other side, and it's so jarring going from online where that's the norm to being in an Uber and your driver is the other side.

Online parties make the other side out to be monsters who want nothing more than to watch the world burn. And while that is absolutely true for some people (on BOTH SIDES), most people are far more sane than that.

Everyone's actions make sense to them. Everyone thinks they're in the right, at least to some degree.

Left-wingers aren't monsters under the bed out to kill and eat kids or something.

Right-wingers aren't shadows on the wall that stalk their prey at night.

But holy fuck the way they talk about each other, you'd think they are.

I'm not saying you gotta switch sides. What I am saying is that you're not helping out anything by "us vs them"ing the other half of the population in your head.

Most offline people either don't think some issues are as prevalent as they are, or just don't see how it applies to them and focus on their own lane. This (the second half) can be a bad thing, absolutely, but it can also be a good thing, too. Mostly it's neutral from what I've personally seen. The first half just means they should do more research, but if someone doesn't see why it matters then convincing them to do so in earnest will be hard.

That doesn't make them bad. Just means they're focused on other things. Just because someone doesn't get it doesn't mean they're the scum of the earth. There's plenty you don't know about, either. How dare you not know about every tiny conflict happening out there right now, y'know?

Love thy neighbor n all that. We're all just trying to live as best as we can at the end of the day.

#its wild. i was in an uber a couple weeks ago and my driver and i got to talking about lgbt stuff #and he was generally not knowledgable but casually supportive #and then he threw out there that he was a trump supporter. just casually. didnt think anything of it.#it was so jarring cuz online we're conditioned to think trump supporters are automatically the worst of the worst #but he wasnt #same with my family. a lot of them support trump but they support lgbtq folks too #my dad says he agrees with trumps policies which. i dont wanna unpack that. but my dad is a good person.#he just doesnt KNOW.#and if your immediate response to this is thaf i need stronger boundaries then you missed the point #polarizing ourselves like this isnt good and is just gonna make shit worse #anyway. im awake way too early and im going to bed.#dimond speaks

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5hrignold · 5 months

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charlie telling allan and glep to look away if he cries vs charlie telling pim about how the world they live in scares him and he hates it …… 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

#again . keeping my hopes down as possible But iwkimd of really do feel like……..#this season is gonna somewhat highlight just how fond charlie is of pim….. more than season 1 ever did……#i think like. the most honest and truly like emotionally down to earth thing we had in s1 was #near the end of the enchanted forest when charlie asked pim if he wanted to deliver the gift together #and it gets me so bad bc as of rn When has charlie ever acted like that yknow #the specific face he made dude .ddjdgdkdhdhgjr #and yeah i just feel like . well that Won’t be so rare by the time s2 is done. and im both excited and afraid #💝#alrigjtim going to bed . its a little late and it airs like early in the afternoon for me So… hope i can catch it #and by It i mean… well let’s just say heh…. sf season 2 #btw im going to start sctulally tagging spoilers tomorrow. if anyone except me cares about that. Because boy do i

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galpalaven · 5 months

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why is taking a speaking test for english so scary i am always like oh god theyre gonna know i dont speak english

i do. i do speak english. i only speak english.

#anyway scored fluent so thats good #i think...?#im gonna get on ffxiv and destress a bit and then come back to do my next assessment in like an hour or two #bc i fell asleep early bc i felt unwell and now im Up #.....maybe. or maybe ill just go back to bed #I WILL say that watching the lil check marks and the badges I earn from completing these tests #is giving me a dopamine hit #and if this job doesn’t work out there are plenty of others on this website #which I am praying is not a scam fjdk

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orcelito · 7 months

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As for my post this morning. If anyone was worried. Me personally I'm okay (I guess) but my dad's in the hospital and things r still very up in the air. So.

#speculation nation #bracing myself for the possibility of Major Grief.....2!!!!#well actualy more like 3 or 4 or 5 (lol lol lol)#but likely the worst one bc it's. my dad. that's my dad.#i left work early to visit him at the hospital. hes stable rn at least (he wasnt this morning)#he wasnt conscious though. and i really really hope he ends up okay #but. i still saw my dad unconscious in a hospital bed hooked up to like a million tubes and #thats my dad. Thats my Dad.#im really trying to not do my processing until after i know for sure how things are gonna go #dont wanna start grieving until after he's officially gone #so im trying not to think about it. but it's still... yeah. unpleasant.#and theres a part of me thats so so resentful. if i have to have a dead parent why would it be the Good one?#take my fucking mom instead. hell my life would even be BETTER without her. horrible as that is to say.#but it's my dad. he's not perfect. he has his flaws. but he's still tried in a way she never ever did.#seeing him like that makes me feel so... small. makes me remember being picked up by him.#makes me remember riding on the back of his harley as a tiny little 10 year old with a helmet that was giant on me #we'll hope for the best. we'll hope for a recovery. even if not a full recovery. i just want to have my dad.#sorry. this is probably too real for my tumblr dot com. it's just been... a lot today.#negative/#death/#hospitals ment/#idfk. sorry

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whatkindofnameisella · 2 days

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UHM. so i read the chapter where paragon and vivacia meet!! and

#robin hobb when i catch you. ooooooooooh when i catch you. its gonna be slow. its gonna be painful. i hope you know that.#i had to skip forward a little and skim some pages to make sure that they survive bc i literally do not think i would be able to handle not #knowing. but ARE YOU KIDDING ME. ARE YOU KIDDING ME. ARE YOU ACTUALLY KIDDING ME.#idk man im just tired. like why are these my fun books. they're not fun. im terrified. im shitting my pants. actively. its 1 am now like #this was supposed to be an enjoyable go to bed early night 😭😭#fuck me. okay. guys ill go read an amount of pages EQUAL TO ANOTHER BOOK to get to the point in this book where the characters that were #happy get to be happy again. i guess.#like im on page 500 i peaked ahead to where i had shoved my bookmark. there was althea and brashen. PAGE 760 SOMETHING. THATS 250 PAGES.#LIKE THAT'S THE LENGTH OF ANOTHER BOOK. LIKE JUST A NORMAL YA BOOK. WHAT ARE WE DOING.#im gonna go insane i have a 10 am tomorrow................ no................... not like this.............................................#and i thought burrich pulling fitz' corpse out of the ground and cradling it was bad!! hah. hahaha.#rote #liveship traders #books

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brattybottombunny · 9 months

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my back hurts and i really want cuddles while watching hercules 🥺

#thinks to self i won’t wear a pad to bed i haven’t gotten my period yet and it doesn’t usually come overnight #goes to bathroom before bed and sees pad that i’ve been wearing stained #well guess my period decided to come 3 days late and now it’s gonna be everyone’s problem #bc now im just feeling really soft and watching hercules #which is one of my comfort movies and work was so busy and it’s gonna be busy as fuck tomorrow too #and i just want to be held and kissed and babied #i don’t wanna work tomorrow #fuck i have to get up early so i need to go to bed #okay goodnight #bottom.spm

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fereldanwench · 9 months

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its been a struggle sunday for sure today

#idk why the anxiety is bad today #had a really good weekend otherwise #got out and did things yesterday #made good progress on the apt #get to wfh all week #just rly overstimulated and djfghfdk;gdf rn #think im gonna go take a really steamy shower and get some tea #get into bed early #i havent been sleeping that well could be that #t: wench.txt

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newtness532 · 19 days

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its not even midnight yet? if you told me it was 3am id believe you

#my brain is being mean and sad and im very sleepy so i think im gonna go to bed early #jo says stuff #personal ramblings

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toastsnaffler · 2 months

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having a wild sunday afternoon im.baking cake and ironing and I also keep randomly bursting into tears or giggling hysterically alone in the kitchen but let's not even worry abt that 🫣

#everything is so funny to me i dont even caaaarreeeee ik its just cuz im pre-crashing i do this like every weekend lollll #think im a bit dehydrated i should get another glass of water #gonna finish ironing n polish my boots n ice this cake and then mmmm. probably do some stretches again #and then eat and then who knows. idc as long as i go to bed early and sleep alright tonight thats the main thing #at least i have work n gym tomorrow so wont have to think abt anything from the second i wake up until i go to sleep #.diaries

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crybaby-bkg · 1 year

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writing a slow burn enemies to lovers fic is. a lot harder. than I had expected.

#it’s why it took me so long to start akdhfkfjf #I’m just not used to writing slow burn!!!!#or enemies to lovers!!! lol #especially since enemies to lovers toes a very thin line #of this being too fast and all at once after a brief makeup #OR they’re too mean in the beginning and it’s like why do u have any attraction to that person at all.#so I’m trying to find the line of hesitant friendship somewhere along the line of that!!!!#even tho I’m only on chap three right now AKDHDKFJFJF #IM SO USED TO RUSHING THIS FEELS SO WEIRD!!!!!!#I’m ready for them to fugg #bc fugg is all I know I fear #but it’s coming along very well and I’m enjoying the writing process so much!!!#only downside is my wrist and back hurting #but trust and believe I’ll be back writing tomorrow ☝🏼#I’m enjoying this so much it’s so cathartic #I think I’m gonna write about five chapters first before I publish it and then write the rest as I go #I just know I can fall behind bc of school and depression but I’m really liking this so far!!!#also think I might upload on Monday’s or Thursdays??? idk #bc I do school tues/wed and I don’t typically get on my computer on sundays #and I usually go to bed either really late or really early Fridays LOL idk #I’m rambling soooo much I’m just so excited about this!!! OH and j made a banner and I love that too!!!!#—in store chit chat! 🍫

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the-yearning-astronaut · 5 months

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Sudden deep drops in mood suck, even knowing it's very likely just hormone related. Like, oh, irrationally sensitive to everything? Check. Constantly on the verge of tears? Check. Convinced all your friends only tolerate you and are actually quite fed up with you? Check. Feel annoyed and frustrated with all your hobbies and creative endeavors? Check. Over prevailing sense of worthlessness and like I'll never amount to anything? Check.

#for the record: i know what my brain is saying is a lie #i know my friends care about me #i know i know i know #doesn't mean i don't feel it #and i hate that i feel it #i need a fucking hug #i bet a nice long one would fix me at least a little bit #i think im gonna go to bed early tonight or something #idk #fox thoughts #fox doesn't feel well #☉#negativity #tbd

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burning-sol · 6 months

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had a dream these two fictional characters had bullied someone because they were weak, and i was sooo fucking stubborn trying to fight them while simultaneously being weak myself. it's like "you go to pull them by the collar and it doesn't work" i keep trying. "You try to grip onto them but they pry you off" wrong i keep trying. "They leave the room" wrong i keep trying. "They teleport so someone switches places with them" wrong i keep trying. "they're going to go to the eyeball dimension" wrong i keep trying.

you can't get rid of me in going to annoy you forever.

#📚 my posts #📌 thoughts #also i am exhausted idk how im gonna get out of bed and get ready #i think im gonna just take alil naptime...#me when i said id go to bed early then didn't

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pyrriax · 6 months

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hi tumblr i love u guys <3

#haunted ecosystem #im experiencing an emotion and im gonna write a bit and go to bed early #did not write much today but thats because i opted to go spend time with people #forgot how much i love motorcycle rides... the weather was perfect for it too!#but also im having a bad emotional time. BUT tomorrow will be better. tomorrow's going to be better. and if not? the next day #tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow until finally its better #i have things im looking forward to! i get to attend a con for the first time in several years #and it'll get better. it'll get better. one bad day isnt the end of the world.#i think part of this is because everybody i usually talk to is busy right now so i'm being left alone more than usual #siiiigh. i'll survive!

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