I feel like a sim who's low on one of their needs except the interface froze and won't let me see the bars so I can know which one it is
like I NEED something, my body NEEDS IT BUT IT WON'T TELL ME WHAT IT WANTS PLEASE we're both suffering because of you
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So tired of mfs going "everyone wants to be lgbt/neurodivergent now!! stop using our language!!"
it's as if the internet gave people ability to explore themselves and realize there is something going on, especially when they congregate together in groups that share those traits
It’s as if these words describe their experience and helps them in one way or another
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my dad: *telling me i do have socialization deficits, that i need to step out more and interact with people and look like i am part of the environment and that i am "there" and present*
me, knowing damn well i have socialization deficits and feeling overwhelmed in social situations, especially when I don't feel like i fit and when I don't know the other people: ... okay
my dad: did you get upset with me telling you this?
me, dissociating so I don't start crying in front of him: ... no
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Love; Disconnection and Connection
I am a matryoshka doll
Inverse
Within me I hold
My mother
My grandmother
My great grandmother
And her mother
And her grandmother
But I am not my mother's
Daughter
Does that line end with me
I remember
Going to my grandparents house
And taking those matryoshka dolls
Apart
It felt like love
To take someone apart
Want to see all of them
It's all the matryoshka doll knows
What comes before them and
What comes after
Do I hope for that kind of love
Or do I hope
To be held so tightly
Crushed and put together over
And over
Again
What love do I want
Need
Deserve?
What love will finally (finally!) fill me
I know love because
I hold it within me
So why
Why am I still
...
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my friend just showed me a tiktok about someone doing something weird and labeling it something autistic people do and then looking at me and being like who knows maybe im autistic
like girl i love you but that’s not how it works oh my god
i hope she wasn’t being fr because it was about someone sleeping with their chin in their hand like oh my god that’s not THE SIGN.
that tiktok wasn’t saying “ALL AUTISTIC PEOPLE DO THIS AND THIS IS THE BE ALL END ALL OF NEURODIVERGECY” that is just,,, something someone with autism could do bc they were autistic.
this is one of the things i have a problem about with mental disorders on social media,, disorders are boiled down into symptoms and sometimes even misinformation and then instead of it being a joke that can be shared with people who are neurodivergent, it is taken as a definite diagnosis.
like she fr saw two tiktoks about someone’s sleeping position and thought she has autism now. i can’t—
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Everyone rec me your organisational apps pls?
Specifically things that will send me push notifications are good bc I tend to get an app and then just never open it... Even better if those notifications are really customisable, have a snooze option etc.
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did I tell you guys I apparently accidentally overdosed on a brownie? yeah I didn't nearly die because you can't really die from THC poisoning but I definitely THOUGHT I had died (or at least become detached from the physical existence as whole) and that was the #1 scariest experience of my life (*) and I kinda wished someone had warned me that was a possibility
I think my mistake was eating it with an empty stomach. Plz don't repeat my mistake y'all.
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