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Do you think, when telling the Hobbit to his children, Tolkien did the voices?
#i think it'd be comforting to think so#that a close to a hundred years ago#tolkien sat next to his children's bed#and told them a silly little story about a silly little creature called a hobbit#and did a silly little voice for each character#i'd like to think that#i don't really remember any of the stories my parents told me before i went to sleep#it's one of the many things i would like to remember#but forgot#and it's a bit saddening#there are many things and experiences i've been through that i remember close to nothing from#and that i'd like to remember#i don't remember watching the Sea Beast with my best friend#and i hope i will remember watching the Fellowship of the Ring with another best friend today#the other best friend is also the person i'm thinking about asking to be my QPP#i know she's probably say yes but#im not sure im ready to be in any sort of relationship#and even if i am i don't know how to ask her#witchy blabs
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In the comfort of the arms of a fallen angel or smth (I lied and finished it)
(sketches and pre render:)



#art#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#danganronpa#danganronpa v3#dv3#doodles#drv3#danganronpa fanart#oma kokichi#kokichi oma#kokichi ouma#ouma kokichi#danganronpa kokichi#kokichi#drv3 kokichi#danganronpav3#fanart#kokichi fanart#fan art#idk I originally was gonna make this more butterfly like?#thought it'd be funny cause he hates bugs but then I ended up thinking the blood wing things looks more like angel wings to me#and I reaalllyyy like the idea of Kokichi being “angelic” in a sort of fallen angel way?#idk this probably doesn't communicate what I was thinking AT ALL but at least it looks cool#“uncomfortable fetal position trying to self comfort” ahhh pose#I cant tell if i liked it better before i rendered or not#idk I posted this before I rendered it already so it's finneeeeee
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More AU doodles. I dont think the kids fully understand what's happened
#look outside#look outside game#look outside spoilers#look outside sam#look outside hellen#look outside joel#art#digital art#fanart#Things That Crawl AU#They can all tell Sam is wrong now. But fundamentally the Visitor is *nice*#Someone asked if the Rat Baby would be able to tell and while I think it'd be *sad* for the Rat Baby to lose Sam as a parent figure#I think its *cosmically terrifying* to instead imagine this thing has just usurped Sams life#The Rat Baby finds the change weird a first but comes to love the new Sam nonetheless. Joel and Sophie get used to it too#The visitor is so nice and so insistent that it really is Sam in there too that people want to believe it#Even Hellen lets herself fall for it sometimes#Because its a comforting lie and it lets them cope with the guilt of allowing this meat puppet to steal the memory of their friend#Plenty of people change when they look outside after all :) Its still Sam deep down :)
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Okay listen I got distracted while working on my ask doodles. BUT LISTEN THIS IS SO SELF INDULGENT cause I was listening to an early 2000s playlist on spotify and realized... Reboot Wally would so be a blink 182 fan. And you SO know he would sing that mess at karaoke. A dork. I love him.
Reboot AU belongs to @/bloodrediscream (Man I do not need to tag them for just my silly doodles.
I WILL HOWEVER tag @kawaiialeisha because I feel like you'd appreciate this
#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#wally darling#welcome home arg#welcome home au#welcome home reboot au#reboot wally#reboot wally darling#reboot wally au#sketches#god I'm realizing this is gonna be a sketch spam tonight if I DO get these ask doodles done#yall got treated to so much finished art and now I'm just dumping my stupid scribbles down like that's the same thing#Maybe I should schedule posts instead of shoving them into the ether as soon as I finish them#idk I've never been good at this whole social media thing#*goes back to thinking about reboot au karaoke because karaoke is a comfort for me*#Look you KNOW Wally would think he looks SO COOL. He's put his heart and soul into that preformance#Pull someone up with him to sing to them in front of everyone because he thinks it's so smooth#it'd work I'd fall in love instantly#anyway *goes back to scribbling*#my art
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#helllloooo alll. I thought it'd be perfect to come back today#today is my bdayyy yaaay. ✨#its one of those melancholic ones#when u ponder your existence#but its okay#watched ai no wakusei since it was made in 2004 like me 😔💔#btw#i hope ill be able to ne more active here again#ive just been really busy w school n life and my mental health went 20000 steps down so yes. i hope itll just get better#this bday is always bittersweet#well since its the 19th#itll always be#honestly ive been avoiding subrosa even until now cuz my mental health is so shit i cant even imagine how subrosa will make me feel. but im#on it. i honestly miss all of u guys so much. ye probably not many of u care but still#i like this place. it feels somewhat like home. even tho i still feel out of place sometimes its still comforting being here. whatever lol#havent yapped in a while so im vomiting words. love you all. im hoping the depressive episode will leave my ass finally.#u know its bad when u havent watched bt lives since around mid november#but its okay ai no wakusei somewhat healed me. so im hoping for the best now (says this every month and ends up worse)#yeah.#🥰#buck tick#atsushi sakurai#ameoto ha Chopin no Shirabe#even if i cant come back yet im thinking abt all of u n love u. take care of yourselves and yes. do stuff you love. smell roses. look at th#moon that's been soooo beautiful lately 🥺 love#Spotify
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i'm painted in colors here and there and you, too, are painted in colors everywhere
i'd like to personally thank @brofightiscancelled & @awittlebabbyboy for giving us the most glorious yanaichi feast they've been giving us with their postgrad plan au, ( also for just giving us the au in general, it's so freaking interesting and i love so much about it oh my god?? )
anyways, fellas, is it gay to happily wear the color you associate with your totally platonic roommate?
#i go nuts whenever ships start wearing colors associated w/ their partner so i thought it'd be sweet with these two#and i included a song that made me think of them in this au too...#first ever yanaichi... it's about fuckin time i'm kinda obsessed with them ngl#it's been a while since i did lineless art it's very comforting#anyways this au makes me want to chew on metal scraps like a fucked up lil goat /pos#i've been thinking about it A LOT the past few days aaa#also * looks at the other canvas i have open * there's another thing i'm working on for this au too :)#okay i'm gonna go scuttle off again#osomatsu-san#osmt#ichimatsu#ichimatsu matsuno#yanagida#yanaichi#postgrad plan au#mj draws
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my thoughts are so scattered right now, honestly. i'm just pacing around and around thinking about them... shen jiu who hoards all he can and abuses his power vs. yue qi who refuses to cling onto anything precious or substantial so he doesn't lose/break it...
#please for the love of god get these freaks out of my brain#speak#svsss txt#svsss hcs#svsss meta#they are an affliction i'm so serious#oh yue qi... yue qi... presses my head to the glass...#if i had to describe him - esp in the head disciple days (and first few years of peak lord) - it'd be amicable but not kind#kindness isn't something you can really afford. you know. to people you don't care about. or else you risk your loved ones dying. or you#it's such a serious investment. esp for someone like yue qi who is so. So. gestures wildly in his general direction#i cannot stand him. do you ever wonder how often shen jiu accused him of being a liar and people shrugged it off#but yue qi knew. and of course he knew that shen jiu would know.#it's just that most people don't know where they stand until the chips are down. and have never had to consider it#forever thinking about yqy and lqg defending sqq against who knows how many. even after yqy's pleas for sqq to 'please come back'#ultimately that's still his shen and so he must forgo the more favorable option#the comfort of inaction has always been a false thing#it's sooo. sickening
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What you said about Grian keeping his modesty even after leaving the Watchers.... Hmmmm.... Grian in Hijab.... Yes that's the shit...
i think hijabs are just for women ! i'm unsure what the male equivalent is
But ! The Watchers i write are inspired by Catholicism, his mum is a nun who veils. This is also just for women, but if he wereeee to veil then it'd be something like that--i mean not the full extent of a nun, but there are head scarves that allow hair and neck to be shown
headscarves are very pretty regardless tho <3
#ask#hijabis fr look like princesses anytime i see them on tiktok im awe struck#<- which i hope is ok to say ! i think flowing fabric is pretty#i used to draw Tommey veiling with a bandana ! pagans also veil and i think its gender neutral#also im a pretty modest person too so i always prefer drawing clothes/extra layers *_*#modesty is also a touchy subject i dont think anyone should be forced to cover.-#-you should only dress how ur comfortable. and never tell others how to either !-#-regardless of religion imo !! religion is very personal !#Catholics usually only veil within churches but it depends eh#AUGH im thinking abt kid xelqua again. always seeing his mum wear a veil so he does too. just bc hes a kid. they copy. so cuTE#in 3L he should wear a veil and no one knows he has cat ears#i think more people should write the watchers using their own religions it'd be rly interesting i think#PERSONALLY i always saw veiling as ... protection from evil eye ? i guess how i'd word it ? and less abt ~purity or whatever
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so ever since I found out that buffy's stint in the mental hospital was actually canon and not just very common fanon I've had this idea about a killed by death au
they should've made it about buffy's trauma from the pysch ward!! can you imagine how much more fun that would be instead of inventing a random cousin that never matters before or after? a bit of more relevant backstory mixed in with some wonderful dramatics
like buffy is still sick, and she still cries about having to slay vampires before being sedated, but afterwards joyce is all like oh not this again. and the scoobies are like ?? so joyce goes on to explain like sighing she used to talk about vampires before we moved to sunnydale, but I thought we'd moved past that or whatever. then the gang are all eyeing each other like so why did buffy stop? and why didn't/doesn't joyce believe her if buffy's talked about all of this before?
I don't think joyce would actually fully open up to why buffy hates hospitals. a vague she's had some bad experiences with them would probably suffice or smth like that. I doubt she's proud to have had her daughter in a mental ward y'know wouldn't wanna share that around both for her and buffy's sakes
and instead of seeing that weird ass gross monster she sees. well. okay this is pretty much normal again but in s2. admittedly I hadn't seen that episode before I had this idea, so... oops?
but okay for like the main conflict of the episode, instead of the monster, there's all these kids that have been put away being called crazy for the stuff they've seen that's messed them up. and then for the falling action, it can have buffy realize or prove or whatever that none of the kids are crazy, it's that they've seen the dark side of sunnydale and no one is believing them. just like what she went through originally. give her some catharsis helping other people
honestly I think it'd just be more interesting if we're going to have a hospital episode like that! and more impactful as we get to learn a bit more buffy's time before sunnydale, as well as why buffy is so much more cautious with the slaying stuff around her mom when otherwise she usually has a good relationship with her. plus, the coming out scene where her identity is finally revealed would I think be extra tense with that added context of how her mom took it the first time
#idr if she was like FULLY in a hospital or just a ward so I used both words#but like c'mon! ever since I knew about that though I always thought that would've been a fun au for this episode#despite what I think is like a duh moment I've never actually seen anyone do this#and hey maybe I'm just not looking hard enough#but if anyone would like to flesh this idea out more like pleaseee feel free to do so cause it'd be so interesting I think#good angst with a side of comfort since everyone is still close in s2 LOL#buffy summers#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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Seen a meme goin' round Al Gore's internets the past few days talking about average income if you exclude the top 1000 or whatever Americans, and its math sucks and is bad and is also wrong. You should not take it as fact just because it's in a meme format, it uses data that simply does not seem to meaningfully exist and to the extent that it does, relies on mixing up means and medians repeatedly and interchangeably.
#Boy it'd be upsetting if that were true or whatever#And it's not like wealth isn't concentrated in this country#But also this is simply not based on anything resembling a fact and if you have data to disprove me I welcome it#The one with the blue haired anime girl getting more and more distressed#Apparently in the original anime she's super bad at math so it's in character for *her* I guess#But like...#Somehow they managed to actually exaggerate wealth inequality in this country#Which is kinda impressive but not in a good way#Anyhow I do not think that whatever constitutes 'our side' here should be willing to tell ourselves comforting lies#Or demonizing lies#Depending on the exact process you deploy them towards
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one day i'll post my fic and you can finally witness this monster of a playlist that fuels my insanity
#but for now. i write notes about electrical service box grounding (suffering)#im literally motivated to get Ahead with my courseload so i can write + draw im going insane not being able to do anything creatively#it was a mistake signing on for 5 self-driven courses in a semester btw. just in case anyone was wondering.#if youre considering it that's the devil speaking#or your business partner who wants you to be able to work sooner i suppose#anyway the dennis playlist i have posted in the past is a decoy this is the real one#i refuse to have overlap and i prioritize this one lol#i have a super secret charden playlist that i can't have overlap with too but thats not important.#i dont think anybody will see That one....... its for me........#north dakota fic playlist is crazy because i'm like holy shit this song is perfect what the hell (wrote the fic)#my brain and music have a symbiotic relationship in that i am inspired by songs and then the direction the fic takes also opens up new musi#considering a minor rewrite bc i like the picture painted by a song if i match up with lyrics#also lowkey highkey how vicky works as well i iron out details while sorting thru music#it usually helps to inspire me and broaden my ambitions a little more than i would normally go for#i think north dakota fic has spun into this big web rather than this very focused thesis Because i've got songs about multiple relationship#ie. thinking about mandy and dennis' arrangement. boundaries and feelings (not romantic or sexual. something else.)#it's precisely because of their history that dennis is distant and gives her more space than is necessary in every possible way#it's not out of respect for her or this odd sort of truce they have for their kid's sake#it's like. if i let you any closer i'm going to run. but god do i wish i could. when you Already know so much. it'd be so easy.#dennis enjoys domesticity. so he can't enjoy anything about being here. he's punishing himself and he's here for his son Only#sleeping on the couch or in a hotel instead of in the bedroom because he could get comfortable sleeping with mandy#they cant afford a bigger apartment and she's fine with it. he knows this. but Fuck No.#dennis' weakness... sleeping With someone. (no i will Never stop thinking about maureen spooning him in the 6x02 script. fucking lorddd)#he craves casual intimacy with her in the same way he craves it with mac. and he could. but she knows him. (he could Let her know him.)#and she sees this in him and Offers freely. offers him help. offers the bare minimum. and he can't have that. it's compassion. it's pity.#it's her seeing someone who is desperate to break open the shell that encases him but knowing it'd do horrible things if she did it for him#it's not even a matter of pride. it's about relinquishing control. he's So out of his element and has no hope of finding a foothold here#this is a charden fic btw. this is a charden fic where mandy is his partner. in this bizarre queerplatonic lavender marriage ass way#she's literally just his friend. dennis doesn't have any of those.#i thoroughly enjoy like. the contrast of her to mac and charlie and also the simple fact that dennis is insane
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B'Elanna, Neelix, Tuvok and Chakotay needed to star in an episode where they just talked about their different beliefs and approaches to spirituality/religion. Paired off and all together. I need to gain more insight. I need characterization and I need it to be messy.
#B'Elanna's difficulty with Klingon myths and religion (especially due to her internalized racism)#Chakotay's current strong belief in his own spirituality despite his initial complete rejection of it (and how B'Elanna seems to admire#and have talked with Chakotay about it extensively in the past given how many specifics she's aware of)#Neelix's belief in an afterlife being the only thing that comforted him after his entire family was killed - the knowledge that he would be#able to reunite with them again and that knowledge being ripped away from him#Does he still believe? Are there other aspects of his previous spiritual beliefs that are thrown into question?#Just because it isn't 'real' does it make it unimportant? How do we even know whether or not it's 'real'?#He died and doesn't remember reaching that tree and seeing his family - does that mean it didn't happen?#Tuvok's line in 'Innocence' about how he's begun to have doubts about whether or not a katra exists and what happens after someone dies#and his firm ties to Vulcan spirituality and ritual#ALL SO INTERESTING!!!!!!!!#star trek voyager#I don't think it'd be a calm or healthy conversation either - they're not therapists and I don't think anyone but Chakotay#would be particularly careful with his words#and before you say Tuvok's a Vulcan so he would be let me remind you that Tuvok told B'Elanna to her face that he thought Klingons#were basically savages - he is INDELICATE to say the least#Neelix is careful with his words bc he's a people pleaser for survival but also he has a tendency to bother people and be overly pushy#and I think he'd do a lot of research and be the one leading the conversation/the reason they get on the topic and continue on it#B'Elanna wouldn't want to talk about it. She wants to talk about it the least. But she must!!!! Bc the episode demands it!!#st voy
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I've always felt that it'd be Killua who initiates the first hug we see between him and Gon
#i have my reasons for this#i feel like i'm in the minority though... i know gon is honest and much more emotionally expressive#but he's not actually more tactile than killua#i... i actually do think that it's killua who initiates much of the contact between them (fistbumps and poking and hand on shoulder)#if i'm not mistaken anyways#and he's very tactile with alluka and nanika (carrying + hugs + handholding)#granted that's his sister(s) but still. killua is far from touch averse - his getting embarrassed is a cute trait to be sure#but i do think he'll get a bit better at accepting that kind of thing once he's had some time with alluka and nanika#a lot of that does come after all from his feelings of unworthiness - and now that his sisters need open affection after so long being alon#he's going to have to gain at least some comfort with giving and receiving love#gon and mito go for hugs either at the same time or mito initiates. gon hugs leorio in the scene right after he's revived#but idk idk i just feel like he won't be the first to initiate a hug with killua especially since i suspect he still feels quite guilty#i think it would show growth on both their parts. not to mention it'd be very sweet to have gon a bit blindsided + happily surprised#as he's the one typically honest and forthright with appreciation and compliments while killua is. not. lmao#i think he should receive a nice hug from his best friend. and then i think they would both know it's gonna be ok. :')#storyrambles#hunter x hunter#hxh#killua zoldyck#gon freecss#this is so sappy. what's wrong with me. this is what they do to me.#random thoughts
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Someone please remind me to make a couple Yakuza characters into official f/os please <3
#pan rambles#The only one I have on my list officially is Yagami!#Y'all have no idea how many more crushes I have-ajcnsjdnsj#There's Daigo and Akiyama which I plan on making official#(Not too far off from Finishing 4? so I'll feel comfortable making Akiyama official by then)#Theres Ichi and Zhao which still have a long way to go from me playing their games#but trust me. they're absolutely becoming official once I play the 7-#And Shinada probably once I play 5#...And a certain guy from Lost Judgement who I developed feelings for after I finished the games#.........#And lately#You didn't hear it from me. but.#I've been missing this one character that's in 0 and 1 lately#I always thought this character was pretty but was sure it was purely aesthetic attraction#So I didn't think too much of it y'know?#Didn't even think of this character as a platonic f/o (unfortunately) bc I have no s/i that's around in 0-1#But here I am in the middle of 4 and...I miss that character#Their eyes are really pretty but surely that'll mean nothing right?#Surely I just think they're very aesthetically pretty and nothing more#It'd be embarrassing if I developed feelings for them many games later- even if they are pretty!#plus I already have so many Yakuza f/os!! I don't need more!
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Outing myself as a Genshin rarepair lover just to say that what I love best about Diluven isn't the "boy and his god" dynamic (though that is very good, chef's kiss yes yes)--what I love most is that both Diluc and Venti (literally, in Venti's case) are characters shaped by their grief, characters who have responded to loss in different and yet equally unhealthy ways.
Venti hides his grief behind a light-hearted veneer, using laughter and antics to dissuade people from taking him--and the things he's experienced--too seriously. He asserts a carefree (sometimes careless) exterior while internally hiding away the pain of his personal losses and the immense pressure of being an archon.
Diluc is the complete opposite. By all accounts, he used to be a happy child, but he's allowed his grief to completely reshape his external self, from a boy who smiled all the time to a quiet, brooding young man who feels best fit for the dark of night. Diluc carries his loss and his deep sense of atonement outside himself for everyone who knows his past to see. It's a weight he can't let go of and doesn't even try to hide.
But who better to help you heal than the person who has faced the same kind of suffering and chosen a different path?
Through Venti, Diluc can learn that a legacy of loss does not have to mean sacrificing joy and companionship in the present; that letting yourself freely express happiness here-and-now isn't a betrayal to the memory of those who are gone.
Through Diluc, Venti can learn that there's no shame to showing one's sadness nor selfishness in sorrow; that you aren't ignoring what was gained by mourning what was lost--that no one will begrudge their god for the times he doesn't feel like singing.
Until until, one day:
A Diluc with reasons to smile unreservedly.
A Venti with someone to sit beside his silence.
So yes, it's about a boy and his god. But also: it's about two people who have experienced the same profound grief and who both, in their own ways, are the exact type to soldier on under the burden of their duties to Mondstadt at deep cost to themselves.
It's about healing your mirror in order to heal yourself, and it doesn't get any better than that.
Like goddamn, what a dynamic.
#diluven#diluc#venti#genshin impact#sometimes your favorites bond over similar interests#sometimes they bond over crippling survivor's guilt#and being the living embodiments of the “This is fine” meme#Diluc would do his best to comfort a sad Venti#and then turn around and bite anyone who tried to help him#during his own troubles#the potential for “I don't need therapy; my god loves me”#is tragic and hilarious in equal measure#and yes I know this whole post was angsty#but I also think Diluven just also has the potential to be so damn funny#it'd be pretty damn ironic for Khaenri'ah's last hope#to be an archon's in-law#just sayin!!
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I do believe I am fully fucked for the next like 4-6 years because even if someone does find me attractive in any way (which is, quite frankly, crazy enough already) there's a 99% chance it'd be under Girl Standards and just thinking about it makes me want to throw up I'm not even kidding it's disgusting
#diary#emeto#like I'll probably be a kissless virgin up til my 30s at LEAST#and by then my romantic experience will be so disparaged from everyone else I just don't think it'd be worth it for anyone#to defeat my 7000 evil complexes and get some lame guy that does fuckall in return#ykwim... so I really should start getting comfortable with the fact I'm gonna die alone but man is it hard to achieve
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