to all my kimchay and jeff and barcode people
it's 3am and i gotta sleep but i just gotta get some stuff out!! this is a ramble, and a bit personal here and there so i may delete it in the morning. but i'm so happy and so excited for jeff, and sos. this move has really been building up for a while, and you can see it in all the things he's been creating. and it looks like wuju bakery is still a go, and that saturn will work closely with boc, for a least a little bit.
but the way that was announced. i really don't think jeff would have done it that way if he knew how hard it was going to hit. i'm so devastated for barcode, and when they realised that he wasn't going to stop breaking down they should have taken him off the stage
i am kind of devastated just seeing him break down again and again on stage. my heart hurts a lot.
my emotions are really really high right now, not just b/c of all that. but because i just flew overseas for jeff, and just booked another. i feel kinda crazy lmao. wow parasocialing too close to the sun!!
but i do wanna say, things will go on. jeff and barcode will still get to create together, and barcode baby. i'm so sorry it hurt so much, but you have an amazing future ahead of you, and i'm so excited to follow that journey. i fell into the kimchay and jeff crowd over here when i started writing idolistic (which I will continue writing, and i hope you all still feel like reading it lmao) and it's been so nice slowly getting to know people here.
and i just wanna say thank you! thank you for making me feel welcomed. i've had a real tough time of it in my rl the last few months, and this place has been important to me. you all leave such lovely comments on my fic, interact with my posts here, it always makes my freaking day, i've even got to make new friends in person!!! that's insane, but so treasured. ilu all, and if you're upset and hurting -- its been so tough lately. i get it, i share it. but the journey's not over. we still get to grasp joy in the future, yknow?
lmao idk if that makes sense im going to bed now. but yeah, love u all
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BASIL. I’m sorry but like… He isn’t a scaredy-cat, far from that, actually. He’s braver than SUNNY, he isn’t scared of much. Most of his fears come from feelings such as trusting, abandonment, not stuff like horror, fire, even death, probably. He won’t forgive everyone in the friend group fast, he won’t! Especially someone like AUBREY. The friend group won’t go back together easily, maybe it shatters, maybe it doesn’t. BASIL won’t magically get better post-game either. There needs to be a lot for him to be like that again.
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I HAVE MULTIPLE.
- The take where BASIL wasn’t concerned about SUNNY and was only concerned for what SUNNY could do for him.
- The take where KEL forgives BASIL and SUNNY instantly.
- The take where AUBREY was punished enough already.
- The take BASIL instantly forgives AUBREY (or forgives her relatively fast).
- The take where BASIL is obsessed with SUNNY and SUNNY is normal.
- The take where BASIL was mentally stable pre-incident.
- The take where BASIL is scared of horror movies.
- The take where BASIL is a “Facebook mom” when it comes to socmed AUs.
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OKAY so like.
… There’s a lot of things I hate about fanon. A lot, really. So let’s start with the first one. BASIL isn’t at all a scaredy-cat. He teases SUNNY a lot for things he fears, but at the same time, helps him through it. He acts as a guide to SUNNY, both pre-incident and post-incident. He isn’t scared, he’s brave, he won’t be that scared of dead bodies, gore, blood. And stuff like that. BASIL isn’t just a cute uwu boy, nor is he an unforgivable demon. He is neither of these. He is not “more feminine” than SUNNY either, SUNNY is a lot more feminine, even having a potion where he turns into a girl in his headspace.
He is not obsessed with SUNNY, either. He’s really not. BASIL is understandably scared of leaving, and Sunflower isn’t a codependency, either. BASIL is understandably stressed from the fact that SUNNY is leaving and he’s the only other one who knows the truth of the incident aside from him and he doesn’t want to be the only one in faraway who knows about the incident. He also doesn’t know that they would reveal the truth at some point, which adds to it. BASIL is not the one obsessed with SUNNY, and SUNNY is most definitely not the normal one. One of SUNNY’s only reasonings for coming out of his house is because the desire to save HS!BASIL did carry over to RW!BASIL. KEL is not the only reason SUNNY came out, and he is most certainly not the only one who kept SUNNY alive. SUNNY also do remembers so much about BASIL. His taste in food, his taste in fruits/vegetables, his favorite food, his opinions on smoothies, his photo album. BASIL is “different” from the rest of the friend group because he looks physically different, and their relationship is different as well.
SUNNY doesn’t hate BASIL. SUNNY really doesn’t! He forgives BASIL, even hugging him after he stabbed his eye out. If anything, BASIL would be the one to have emotions like that for SUNNY, but it does have to be pretty repressed.
… Another worst part of Fanon is where BASIL is portrayed as weak, helpless and needs his SUNNY/AUBREY/KEL to stand up for him. He can stand up for himself, really. The thing is with him, is that he thinks that he deserves the mistreatment.
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BASIL, I guess? I mean he’s my blorbo but at times he’s portrayed as “soft, cute, helpless, weak, and scared” a lot of times. BASIL would not cry in SUNNY’s arms after a horror movie man. He really wouldn’t. If anything, SUNNY would be the one to.
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Hey Mun, what made you start this whole blog?
// oo there were mulitple factors!
I've wanted to ask blog for a while, after first seeing the old big hetalia ask blogs, you know the ones. But I never felt like my art was good enough AND my english sucked ass, so I put it off
When I felt like my art was acceptable enough, I looked around if there were other ask blogs that were still active and found a few (namely the deus romano one) and figured "why the hell not" and created the blog
And made him into a fairy lol
Did that because I was unsure on wether I can nail him accurately if I went with a canon one but also because the fairy au is dear to me (despite needing two entire revivals but shhhh)
So yea
That's how we got here
Thanks for asking ♡
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