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like-wuatafauq · 4 months

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TWICE is right. I wanna know know know know, what is love?

#twice #what is love #i wanna get to know someone and like them more and more until i fall in love #also id like to note its okay to idealize or idolize someone as long as youre also willing to get to know them if that makes sense lol #a good example is how i idealize femmes as high femmes but like when i get to know them #theyre not always wearing makeup or have nails etc #like im still gonna like the girl even if she doesnt always fit that idealization #what is love?#i wanna know #wlw #wlw couple #i wanna have a nice crush #i want them to kick their feet and scream and giggle when they think of me #i wanna fit their idealizations but also be loved for who i am #i wanna knoooow

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vvenuspng · 2 months

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lovies

[venus vs. color: (1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6)..]

first palette suggested by @yer-a-legend ♡

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bizarrelittlemew · 1 year

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#i have so many thoughts about lucius' expression here #so deeply sympathetic to stede #boy what has happened to you #did you also once try to do something nice for your crush but it got ruined and he was a dick about you feeling bummed?#i wanna know what this is about #and like. he really cares a lot about stede?!#idk i have a lot of feelings here i love lucius so much #lucius spriggs #ofmd gifs #ida.stuff #ofmd #our flag means death #as a sidenote i feel like we are sleeping on nathan's giant puppy eyes

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chevs-and-spiders · 18 days

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no siren like the sea

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noahtally-famous · 5 months

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can't believe this hasn't been said before but unhinged!scarlett and unhinged!dave would be an iconic duo. shame pi didn't get a second season bc these two in an alliance would basically succeed in destroying the island, they'd wipe everyone out

the fact that they're both versions of the nerd character so they're already smart in their own ways, the fact that they have absolutely zero fucks to give anymore, their individual darker sides have come out (whether it was hidden consciously (scarlett) or unconsciously (dave)), and they've each attempted to kill/seriously injure one or more contestant(s) (and mess up the island in the process) just to reach their end goal. imagine if these two found a common goal somehow, literally nothing could get in their paths (except possibly each other)

#these two in an alliance that ends with one or both of them turning on the other would be wild #tbh i know ppl talk abt wishing roti getting a second season but the potential in a second season for pi?? there is so much!!#literally half the dynamics have changed and so have personalities for most of the characters in pi #max and scarlett's dynamic change and their shifts in characters #topher could easily shift from chris lover to chris hater. two extremes!!#he just wants to get chris fired or in pain or smth lmao #dave becoming more competitive and less romantic he turns more heartless (and a bit more reserved and unpredictable)#his heart is there its just v shrouded. and repressed memories dave of the finale!!#he knows smth big happened but the memories of exact details are fuzzy (when that mental curtain is ripped away its gonna be chaos)#amy and sammy's change in dynamics. sammy standing up for herself!!#i wanna say sky would join a second season to get a chance at the money (im a shawn winner truther)#but idk if after all that she'll want to lmao #but skave dynamic total shift if sky comes back!!!#dave doing anything to get her eliminated sky slowly starting to retaliate #it'd be interesting to explore ella and sugar's characters if they've changed or not #evil scarlett who doesnt hide it!!#jashawn ain’t gonna join i think lmao they deserve a nice break plus they split the million so #rodney who is still a romantic but starts to understand the truth of boundaries and the rose colored glasses start to break #(he gets a sexuality revelation when he crushes on one of the guys)#just imagine how wack things would have gone with a second season #the different interactions and alliances and friendships and enemies #and the interactions/dynamics in the first season def would have changed in a second one #this is making me remember the whole layout for a second pi season younger me wrote with new and old contestants #anyway! second season pi was so deserved it would have been wack #noahtally-famous #total drama #td dave #td scarlett #tdpi

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sonknuxadow · 10 months

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theres multiple reasons i dont like s/urgeamy but one of the things ive seen people do with it that annoys me a bit is the idea that surge and kit are going to become good because surge is gonna fall in love with amy and thats gonna be her only motivation to change.. and im sorry but am i the only one who thinks it would suck so bad for such fun antagonists to instantly switch sides just because one of them was "fixed" by romance and no other reason

#that is not an appealing storyline to me at least not for something like sonic where i dont wanna see canon romance #i DO think it could be interesting if amy being nice to surge and kit is gonna somehow be the start of a redemption arc for them #but not in a romantic way . not in an instant ''well i guess i have to switch sides now because i have a crush on sonics friend'' way #and ive seen some people assume that surge and kit are actually being serious when they come to the restoration as if theyve changed #i definitely dont think this is the case i dont think theyre good guys now #at least not yet it is possible they could calm down one day. but i dont think thats whats going on right now #i dont get why people are so obsessed with shipping amy with everyone anyway #shes just a little guy she should be doing average middle school aged girl activities like playing neopets or whatever #not entering serious romantic relationships . come on #especially considering most of her friends are a bit older than her #also the constant ''haha surge stole sonics girlfriend'' posts are getting on my nerves too #like my reasons for not liking the ship + the fact that the joke has already been made a million times aside.#it just always annoys me seeing amy be reduced to sonics girlfriend when theyre not even dating

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wish-i-were-heather · 2 days

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ok i think one of my friends might be kinda cute

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donaviolet · 2 months

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Friendship is the most special thing in the world because no award could be give me bigger happiness than jumping around in my room and smiling because my pookie asked me if I wanted to match pfps

#SHES AMAZING I LOVE HER AHHHHH #I hope we manage to find a cute bsd pfp it would be literally my dream #little vent tw!!#it's been so long since I matched pfps last time was with my ex who started being wayyyyy too weird..#and the other time was with a friend who started ghosting me some months later just because I didnt give her enough adopt me pets or smth 💔#and like. her stopping talking to be literally broke me as a person. it was devastanting for like 13yo me #woahhh thank you k. now I have social anxiety and keep dobting whether people really want me there or not #I still have a sort of love hate relationship w her but like its been over 2 years maybe 3 why do I still care abt it sm :<#especially since our other bestie is wayy more affectionate w k than w me it just makes me feel so weird like im sort of a 3rd wheel #but at least the friend im gonna match with is the sweetest person ever and we can be silly together :333 #unfortunately we only know eachother from a course so we always have to wait 2 weeks to see eachother #and even tho i still see k almost every day shes pretty different now #but ive been feeling so so happy the last few days since school started and im afraid I might go back to being how I was when she returns #because. I bet my two friends will keep being silly together and ill have to sit w my ex again cuz hes still part of our friend group #I mean hes a nice and funny guy but I figured that a relationship wont work with us. I tried it and I just wanna be friends #I have a lot of fun w him but like in a platonic way #and im afraid he still thinks we should be together #meanwhile my besties keep flirting w eachother like??#I mean its pretty funny as a joke but I cant help but feeling kinda jealous especially because I used to have a huge crush in one of them #talked a bit too much ooopssss #Im just trying to move on but I hope k coming back doesnt start everything over again #anyways!! I love my bestie from the course smmmmmm Im still so so happy :D wish we could see eachother more #random stuff #chaos #friendship #violet rambles

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kuromi-hoemie · 2 months

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i am once again thinking about The Boy

not the movie lol

#give it up for day 13 #how has it just been 13 days since my first time seeing him in so long #🙈💕 i like how i haven't had A Crush in a sec and the last person it was on was him lol.#there's a lot of little stuff that's changed since then abt myself and between us ig but good lord i have never been more attracted to him #than i am now 😵‍💫😵‍💫 seeing him in sweats and a sleeveless turtleneck that first day has just had him in my head every day since #like HELP he's hot 😭 but then like... so am i omg (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) actually cleaning my place finally so i can have him over lol #i know I'm hot but at the same time i forget ykwim.. until i look in a mirror or see a picture and I'm like oh right i exist.#anyways ms ma'am is getting better at talking to her friends abt these kinds of things ʕ⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴥ⁠ꈍ⁠ʔ ♡⁠#i say that there's nothing I'd do for a lover that i wouldn't do for a friend and that i just love ppl fundamentally #and i know this is my true self‚ but I'm somewhat new to living that in practice and on purpose.#I'm a little clumsy i think but no one's seemed to mind 🙈💕 i am happy that I'm learning and i am happy to deepen my friendship #and i look forward to how much easier this will be to navigate a yr from now ^.^ I've been polyamorous for a year and a half ig #and i feel like I've found my comfort zone yk? :3 ♡⁠ what being polyamorous Means To Me #it's good to be here.. i look forward to the friends i will make after i move and i wish i was more forward w the boy sooner omg #but it's okay. he won't be Too far away it's just a bit of a trip. i wanna have him over a couple times before i leave tho and hopefully #many more at the next place ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა ♡⁠ but i will visit him too hehe his family's rly nice

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bunnihearted · 7 months

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#no to be mean but sometimes i just dont have the energy to make myself like reply to ppl nd try to interact #continiously ppl block me bc i dont reply fast enough or etc etc #nd it's just like damn i tried just to get blocked???? 🥴🥴🥴#also funny thing in my experience it's mostly girl mutuals who lose patience nd block me #hmmm inchresting 🧐#anyway im wording this clumsily but like im just so exhausted nd my heart's tired #im tired of building some sort of light online attachment to someone #just to feel crushed when i notice they've blocked me nd i dont even know why???#also wanna be clear that im referring to ppl i've talked to. not just interactions. sksks 🥴#i know not everyone will block me nd i know there r nice ppl here but like i dont have the energy to sort thru it all #or take chances bc im tired 😭😭#i feel bad bc there r ofc very kind ppl who reach out to me nd stuff but in my bones im dejected #like what if i actually do start talking nd i start feeling affinity to u nd slight healthy attachment nd then boom one day u block me???#i feel mean nd oversensitive complaining abt this but idk 😣#i liked this mutual nd talking to them but they blocked me nd idk whyyyy what did i do i always do smth y'all gotta fill out a form telling #maybe if i had irl friends i wouldnt care tho im aware im a loser

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faaun · 7 months

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lmao looking at her insta highlights was a mistake

#i feel worse WHY DOES SHE HAVE TONED MUSCLES UGHHH #also my confidence has gone down a tiny bit bc why is she hanging out w all these cool ppl #how is this girl simultaneously a lawyer and also has her social life on max like give me a break #thered a photo of her walking around in heaven either before closing or after opening shes sooo #HOWEVER. i just had a call w her yesterday that made me realise my idea of romance is more romantic than her idea of romance #but also that she doesnt want to do smth super romancey on a 3rd date which according to my friends is fair but according to my heart #it is not. like why are u on a date if u dont wanna do anything romancey at that point just hang out w friends #odd of her to say that too considering our first two dated were quite romantic . anyway #yo this cafe is playing persian music nice. anyway yh #also she makes being middle eastern so gay yk the goodbye fake cheek kiss thing we do . where u like . kiss the air on the sides of the #persons face when ur saying goodbye. ygwim . yeah she doesnt do the fake air kisses she gives u two tender kisses like . anyway #i discussed the stuff she does w my friend and like why r her words so aloof and her actions so...not . and my friends reaction was #basically this is fuckboy behaviour. apparently he used to do that to girls ?? like tell them he rly liked them #and be all charming and romantic even tho he rly wasnt invested at all and he mostly wanted to hook up. like ok #im gonna kill myself then. why would u stroke my hair w my head on ur LAP THEN. WHAT IF SHE TURNS AROUND AND IS LIKE #oops it was nothing #....ill kms actually. no i womt. but anyway #also got added to the gc w the other lecturers givjng talks on the 6th so its getting more real #my friend was like did u do the script yet :))) . almost died shes so scary i love her . but . fuck two exams . crush. talk. ucl cambrdige #three conferences aaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAA im so anxious i dont even feel anything atp #......I HAVE NO MONEY!!! TO TOP IT OFF #my crush and i are both iranian (aka born w extremely expensive taste woven into our genes) but i wanna like #treat her w the entire 2 quid in my bank account ig ♡♡♡#crushposting

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bunnyb34r · 3 months

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I miss wearing lipstick :( I had a huge collection of liquid lipsticks before covid :(((

#i honestly dont know if ill ever wear it again with the way covid and other pandemics are going :((((((#legit sad ab this sbdbdbdbcb like i loved those lipsticks :( they made me feel so pretty and cool and they smelt nice like candy #i had these 'Revlon lip butter's for like a million years and when i started wearing them id wear that shit any chance i could get #that shit smelt (and tasted) so fucking good 😭😭😭 i remember the color of my favorite so so vividly... i wonder if i still have it 👀#obviously not to use seeing as i havent worn any since 2020... so theyre OLD OLD now :( but i wanna look at it ... smell it sgdgdgd #i think the color name was like sugar crush or something and it was so cute and the perfect bright pink 😭😭😭😭😭#stupid how im legit sad ab makeup SGGDGDGDGD i just miss having that small outlet to experiment and venture out of my comfort #zone trying on makeup and wearing it OUT on normal outings #it was fun :')#now it's just me and my 52+ lip balms now hashtag gay culture #sgdgdggdgdgdgdgdgd iykyk #marquilla

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vzajemnik · 13 days

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i like him so much😭😭😭😭😭my god

#🗞️#its been so long since i liked anybody. esp this much. but also in general #in general its been. 2 years almost?? and this much well over 3 years #sigh. wow. okay. well.#i know that we wont end up together after the convo we had today but also i dont wanna see anyone else point blank period.#he gave me permission to date around but I DONT WANNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA like i truly just. couldnt give a shit #hes so beautiful and sincere and intelligent and i just like him so much. hes also the lamest guy ever.#i have such a crush on him but also hes so fucking embarrassing. like i shouldnt like him this much. bc most of it comes from me #being intimidated. where like. HES SO LAME #but he has cool tattoos and has a very nice style and is well groomed. and im just like. he is too cool for me he deserves someone better.#and then he compliments me and gets so embarrassed he needs to hide his face from me and im like. okay yep he is the guy for me #wahhhhhhhh i wanna spend every day with himmmmmmmmm till we get bored of each otherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr #i miss him already. lord kill me fr

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4e7her · 21 days

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someone please tell me why blue lock is consuming my entire brain.

i have made a short prologue for the fic. shinsei ayame is my new baby girl and i love him. he is my personal way of distributing justice against isagi for making niko cry and kuon for being an ass.

it's going to be slight yan / yan tendencies, probably just more obsessive love interests than considered normal but we can blame that on everyone being trapped in a football prison. i think it makes sense

anyways i'll probably post the prologue on friday? depending on how fast i finish writing the second chapter. i think it'll go pretty fast once i get into it i've already got notes on the first episode so

#seriously i love ayame he's just my way of simping for bachira chigiri reo and nagi and beating up everyone else #just so many of them deserve to be punched and ayame is going to punch them for me #i was gonna replace isagi at first but then i realized that would make me have to do so much work #AND if i did that ayame couldn't punch him #like. bro he made niko CRY. the baby??? the BABY???#so much about isagi infuriates me if you're gonna leave people behind like in 2nd selection just do it #him trying to apologize / be nice about it when he shows nothing to say that he means it genuinely is so frustrating #like just go stop being a twofaced dick #we all know you wanna be the best and to be the best you know you're going to have to step on other people. and we know you enjoy doing tha #so commit and stop being a coward #it would make him so much more likeable in my opinion #like ok sadist apologizing even when we SEE YOU enjoy crushing other people. ok.#aneways ngl kinda obsessed with bachira rn he's gonna get alot of screen time at the start. lil cutie deserves it #chigiri is going to be here too but i'm not sure if that's going to be romantic or not #i just like him :)

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extinctpussy · 23 days

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me when someone tells me they care about and love me and want good things for me and think I’m a great person:

#I have to yell about it on here bc I don’t wanna tell anyone from real life so if you know me no you don’t but omg #what in the shojo manga ass…..#guys I have had a huge crush that I assumed was unrequited as usual on this person I worked with for a very long time who is like my bestie #and then they confessed to ME out of nowhere like a god damn anime episode like wtf literally. huh? my flabbers were gasted #what how why when who how #but it’s like. not something that can be done anything about right now with where we both are in life and it’s like #dead ass both being like yeah I imagine in another parallel universe where shit works out we have a pretty nice life together and are happy #WHAT #personal #crazy #djfjgklhlh #delete later #had to put this out of my brain bc I’m going crazy lol #like what #I’m such a weird and consider myself unlovable person in a lot of ways so it’s like #idk I always have big feelings for important people in my life who for whatever reason I either can’t be with or they don’t like me back and #now I’m like WAIT YOU DID LIKE ME BACK THE ENTIRE TIME ????#and you’re TELLING ME? and you’re SERIOUS? and not LYING?#HUH #damn #anyway #shut up Marina #lol #YELLING

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fencecollapsed · 1 year

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I think it's interesting and speaks to varied experiences that a lot of aromantic people talk about never having had crushes, or picking someone to have a crush on. I definitely got crushes and still do, my experience wasn't never crushing on people, it was that my friends all took crushes Way More Seriously than I did

#i never understood the idea that crush = definitely wanna date this person #yknow #to me it just means. that person is notably cute/appealing. i like looking at that person. extra points if theyre nice also #platonic crushes have always been a bigger deal to me fjskfn that person is COOL?? i want to be their FRIEND??? damn now its serious #usually i knew it was just platonic but there were definitely times i confused romantic and platonic attraction #yknow in jaiden animations' vid about being aroace she says she thought romantic attraction was wanting to be their number one best friend #thats the vibe thats when i got mixed up #add not being ace and i just thought romance was wanting to be their number one bestie AND being down to smashngkkdmzngkd #cj says stuff #aromantic

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