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bonnboncake · 7 months

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madotsuki has a happy dream where she is partying with animals

#myart #fanart #yume nikki fanart #yume nikki #I’m a dumbass Lol #madotsuki #I changed my post to match her name #someone corrected me on this post tbh I figured that out way after I posted it and forgot to change it #so thanks to whoever did that I wish could reply directly

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knific · 4 months

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i see you journotechest shippers do NOT mention anything about chainsaw being there or im gonna cry my eyes out

#ppt2 #journal ppt2 #treasure chest ppt2 #post-it note ppt2 #chainsaw ppt2 #paper puppets take 2 #osc ppt2 #osc #0 art #ms paint #i wish i could match witj someone and someone and someone😒😒#can i.

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devilsskettle · 2 months

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dinner in america is such a “take what you want from it and leave the rest” movie for me because i do think it’s very cute and i can buy into some of the wish fulfillment nature of the story but admittedly there are some parts that really don’t work for me, there are some parts that fall a little flat either in terms of the characters or humor, and the pacing is a bit of a challenge tbh. but it’s unbelievable what the human brain can overcome by virtue of simply Just Liking That Guy

#idk i just like that guy #obviously i’m a loser girl enjoyer but i have some qualms about how infantilized patty is throughout the script #it must be said i worry how much of the wish fulfillment thing is about guys wanting to date fairly naive young women who don’t know things #and who are ‘innocent’ and easy to take advantage of etc #but i also think that a LOT of the wish fulfillment thing is being a young woman in the world for the first time #feeling unsure about how you make sense of the world and your place in it #feeling pretty inexperienced wrt intimacy etc #and having someone see you very clearly for who you are and not caring about you figuring your shit out #and just liking you and wanting to be with you and thinking the stuff that makes you a freaky little weirdo is rad af #so like simon’s narrative role ends up being WAY more mpdg than patty’s and that actually saves the movie for me lol #anyway sorryyyyy for turning into a kyle gallner fan blog. frankly predictable behavior from tumblr user ‘devilsskettle’ though tbqh #also this movie is like. if may from may (2002) grew up in a healthy family and found somebody who could match her energy #instead of that asshole poser she gets involved with #so good for her. definitely part of the weird girl cinematic universe #honestly feels like a movie that should’ve come out in 2002 instead of 2020

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 month

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examining a seemingly normal image only to slowly realize the clear signs of AI generated art.... i know what you are... you cannot hide your true nature from me... go back where you came from... out of my sight with haste, wretched and vile husk

#BEGONE!!! *wizard beam blast leaving a black smoking crater in the middle of the tumblr dashboard*#I think another downside to everyone doing everything on phone apps on shitty tiny screens nowadays is the inability to really see details #of an image and thus its easier to share BLATANTLY fake things like.. even 'good' ai art has pretty obvious tells at this point #but especially MOST of it is not even 'good' and will have details that are clearly off or lines that dont make sense/uneven (like the imag #of a house interior and in the corner there's a cabinet and it has handles as if it has doors that open but there #are no actual doors visible. or both handles are slightly different shapes. So much stuff that looks 'normal' at first glance #but then you can clearly tell it's just added details with no intention or thought behind it. a pattern that starts and then just abruptly #doesn't go anywhere. etc. etc. )#the same thing with how YEARS ago when I followed more fashion type blogs on tumblr and 'colored hair' was a cool ''''New Thing''' instead #of being the norm now basically. and people would share photos of like ombre hair designs and stuff that were CLEARLY photoshop like #you could LITERally see the coloring outside of the lines. blurs of color that extend past the hair line to the rest of the image #or etc. But people would just share them regardless and comment like 'omg i wish I could do this to my hair!' or 'hair goallzzzz!! i #wonder what salon they went to !!' which would make me want to scream and correct them everytime ( i did not lol)#hhhhhhggh... literally view the image on anything close to a full sized screen and You Will SEe #I don't know why it's such a pet peeve of mine. I think just as always I'm obsessed with the reality and truth of things. most of the thing #that annoy me most about people are situations in which people are misinterpreting/misunderstanding how something works or having a misconc #eption about somehting thats easily provable as false or etc. etc. Even if it's harmless for some random woman on facebook to believe that #this AI generated image of a cat shaped coffee machine is actually a real product she could buy somewhere ... I still urgently #wish I could be like 'IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION. YOU SEE???? ITS NOT REALL!!!!! AAAAA' hjhjnj #Like those AI shoes that went around for a while with 1000000s of comments like 'omg LOVE these where can i get them!?' and it's like YOU #CANT!!! YOU CANT GET THEM!!! THEY DONT EXIST!!! THE EYELETS DONT EVEN LINE UP THE SHOES DONT EVEN #MATCH THE PATTERNS ARE GIBBERISH!! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THEY ARE NOT REAL!??!!' *sobbing in the rain like in some drama movie*#Sorry I'm a pedantic hater who loves truth and accuracy of interpretation and collecting information lol #I think moreso the lacking of context? Like for example I find the enneagram interesting but I nearly ALWAYS preface any talking about it #with ''and I know this is not scientifically accurate it's just an interesting system humans invented to classify ourselve and our traits #and I find it sociologically fascinating the same way I find religion fascinating'. If someone presented personality typing information wit #out that sort of context or was purporting that enneagram types are like 100% solid scientific truth and people should be classified by the #unquestionaingly in daily life or something then.. yeah fuck that. If these images had like disclaimers BIG in the image description somewh #re like 'this is not a real thing it's just an AI generated image I made up' then fine. I still largely disagree with the ethics behind AI #art but at least it's informed. It's the fact that people just post images w/o context or beleive a falsehood about it.. then its aAAAAAA

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whysamwhy123 · 5 months

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I like Stokely and Toni, but I am not a fan of this tendency lately to put additional people on commentary during the only women's match on Dynamite. Feels like it leads to less focus on the women actually wrestling and more on the commentators arguing and joking around.

#aew lb #I'm picturing Tony sitting in the back like ''UGH! I have to book a women's match still??''#''How do I make myself care about a bunch of GIIIIIIRLS??''#''Oh I know! I'll put someone I actually care about on commentary and make it all about them!''#''Especially if it's a man! I wish all women's matches could be about men then they'd be so much more interesting!''

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neverendingford · 28 days

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#tag talk #fuck. I might just be a straight woman.#like. I like men. and the more I transition the more I vibe with binary womanhood.#sure I don't like getting shoved into restrictive femininity. but I vibe with womanhood as separate from femininity.#anyway. I might be straight. and In ten years it's very possible that being trans becomes a much less huge part of my life #because it will stop being something that I do and something that I wish for and simply something that I am #yeah yeah whatever hi my name is Reggie and I like men #I just. as much as I don't like certain restrictive gender roles I find myself slotting very comfortably into others #and I realize that my idea of gender and their roles was very much shaped by my female role models growing up #and a lot of the disconnect and distress when growing up was due to not being able to follow the path everyone else did.#all my girl friends were growing up into women and I was stuck on the man track.#and being gay was the closest I could get to being myself #but I'm closer than I've ever been before to being able to live my truth as myself #still not gonna shave my legs unless it's sometime in the future for a very specific event.#I like them fuzzy. they make me feel cool.#I like having some cultural masculinity still. I just don't want to be defined by it #talking about my binary trans experience is always a little weird because I'm aware of how binary I'm describing things #and I get that if my words were used to describe someone else's experience it might end up sounding hella transphobic #but these words are for me. they're my experience. they're my life not someone else's.#and this is how my identity works.#it's like how feminism protects the right of trad wives to be trad wives.#we just gotta recognize that just because one woman wants to be the designated dishwasher not every woman feels that way.#anyway. I might be dating a guy by this time next week. he's cool so far and we kinda got match-made by a mutual friend #we watched Redline tonight and it's hella good #he's really cool but I feel like I've got something to provide and to bring to the relationship. so we're still on peer-level I think.#which is new. usually I'm way ahead of the other person. maybe my fault for fishing in the bad fish barrel #the emotionally damaged and burdened fish barrel.

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psychoticwillgraham · 5 months

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just remembered that back when i was in the glee fandom, i started talking to this Australian girl around my age at the time (like 14) about our shared obsession over the klaine ship. i would always tell her my weird fic ideas and stupid headcanons and one day, she told me that she was gonna legit fly to the US to my shitty little tourist town (bc her dad was a history buff and agreed bc of our city’s history) JUST so we could meet each other. we had a lot of fun and she introduced me to a popular Australian boyband at the time (don’t remember who it even was), brought me a cute lil koala plushie, and also introduced me to the greatest snack food ever created: tim tams.

eventually we friended each other on fb but around that time is when we both left the glee fandom bc it was more toxic than Chernobyl at that point, and lost contact, and i eventually unfriended her on fb bc i had a massive crush on her and couldn’t stand to constantly see her pictures and having fun. that was about 9 ish years ago i believe and sometimes i really do wonder what happened to her bc she was about to leave for America to study abroad here, and i wonder if she ever did.

i still remember her original url and i might still have the asks from her that I never bothered to delete. doubt she’s still on here tho.

wherever u are michelleklainequeen (her glee url), i hope ur having a good day <3

#also miss the person who was a fictive of roach from seaborne and roach #and i still remember their url from that time bc i changed mine to match it (seaborne related one)#those are the two ppl that i rlly bonded with when i was younger on here #and I wish i could have a bond like that again with someone

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mintbees · 1 year

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is your icon you or gay mumbo jumbo

My icon is a mumbo jumbo doodle done by @beorning that I once added a little pride flag to for pride month and then forgot to remove so he’s a gay ally now

#the OG picture is rlly funny cuz it included a grian i rlly wish I could match with someone with

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asinglesock · 1 year

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when starchild from ghost quartet said "when I was a baby, I was blessed by a stranger / in waters I didn't understand / and now I'm infected with disbelief and blasphemy / I'll never have a holy land / I am a ghost in the eyes of my God" that felt targeted :/

#a sock speaks #bitter work #I've been attended churches that are open communion for anyone who's baptized #and I was baptized but with a non-Nicene formula #the upci usually baptizes adults or kids old enough to choose but I was baptized really young #how much choice is involved if you're baptized at age 3? not much more than if you're baptized as a newborn #but I guess you can be baptized by immersion at 3 and that makes a difference #and like. I wish I'd had a Nicene creed-observant baptism as a baby. I'd be okay with someone choosing that for me.#but as an adult I feel like I have to act out of deep conviction if I'm going to be rebaptized.#for one thing it's a pretty serious step theologically #for another I have to have my mind completely made up because it will be an emotional scar to my parents #getting baptized in secret seems to go against the whole point of being baptized #but do I believe in trinitarian doctrine firmly enough to claim it as a matter of conviction?#I took a pneumatology class to try to figure it out but tbh it's not helping #I think I can confess the Apostles' Creed and I'm less confident about the Nicene Creed but I think maybe??#but I'm not sure that my interpretations of the creeds match up correctly #wandering through the wilderness for a few years could be bearable but it's much harder to think you'll spend the rest of your life there #this is not my home. this is not my home. where is my home? when can I go home?

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obstinaterixatrix · 7 months

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told alicia about meeting our neighbor at the draw meet and inviting her over & alicia was like didn’t you say you don’t want to meet new people because you knew enough? & I was like first of all yes and also I contain multitudes. second of all, I am well aware that what I’m going to say WILL sound insane.

#my ramblings #the gist of it is that I’ve had friends in the area that have said they wish they could make more friends in the area #but meeting people as adults is hard #which: true.#and this person said the same thing #so I had a vague semi-long-term plan to introduce them at some point #AND ALSO this person seems nice and like someone I’d be down to hang out with since I have a weird schedule that matches some of her time #for the record I am not pretending to offer friendship in order to introduce people to each other

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piratadelamor · 1 year

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self isolation as a form of self preservation is going to end up killing me someday

#im already a fucking adult if i dont do something about this shit im gonna be lonely as hell #i just wish i had made friends at college like everyone else #instead of the poor choices of friends i made when i got in for the wrong ideas i had about the type of person i wanted to be #i simply ended up with no friends at the worst place to make friends #imagine me having 8 different classes each semester. each class had about 60 different students #each subject had at least 4 different teachers teaching that so you could choose when and who to take that class with #850 new students each year it was rare to end up on the same class as someone twice #unless you were already friends before and decide to take the classes together #most of my classes didnt have group projects either. no dynamic stuff just reading and reading and reading #it. was. HELL #i actually had like 3 people i could call my friends there but our classes never matched #and im not an easily approachable person i wanted to DIE when i made a friend there that told me she was scared to talk to me before #how many possible friendships i lose all the time for seeming unnaproachable?? for my fucking face bro i cant do shit about it #today my best friend from work also told me that when she first met me she thought i was cold and arrogant #but that i also seemed cool so she was like ok lets give her a chance #i keep fucking hearing it all the fucking time i have MANY friendships that started just like this. people judging me at first #this is so sad and lonely to me i dont wanna be this person #one time a friend also said something like im glad im already your friend id be scared of you if i didnt know you #like????? scared of WHAT. i never treat people badly. i dont fight i dont do gossip i dont do anything to hurt anyone #im always trying to get people together and have fun i always talk to everyone im always nice to everyone #im always trying #so why the hell people still think im unnaproachable #i dont get it i've been hearing this from FRIENDS my whole life. not from people who dont like me its people who LIKE me that say this #what the hell am i doing wrong besides being born with my fucking face #and then. above all. to make it all worse. i self isolate bc im scared of rejection. man i fucking hate being me #i really dont wanna be lonely

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metagalacticx · 1 year

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i’m always thinking about allison argent and how people hate her which i don’t mind it fuels me <3

but like. a girl whose life was turned on its head after enduring chaotic upheaval after chaotic upheaval leaving friends, restarting school, living in a family of weapons dealers with an obviously controlling mother and a father who ostensibly defers to her. and she falls in love with a boy and he’s so good so good so good but he’s dealing with his own little life tremors that roll into an earthquake of chaos and life-threatening circumstances and then he’s not human and he represents what she should fear and hate but she loves him. and then her mother dies and it’s another chaotic upheaval because her family has fallen apart and she already watched her aunt die and now it’s just her and her dad and the boy she loves is working with the man she wants to kill and it doesn’t take much for her to be convinced she has to use her skills, and everything she’s experienced and endured up to that point has only prepared her for the job. she’s now a girl who wants to kill. and she’s more than capable of doing it. she comes close so many times. and i just think that’s beautiful how did everyone not find that beautiful

#allison argent #people were so obsessed with her redemption i was too but i wish she’d actually killed #for the hate to match the crimes #but also i deserve more girls who murder #and allison’s corruption arc was delicious but could have really been legendary if she’d murked someone sry to say xoxo #teen wolf

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oglegoggle · 1 year

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Cool:

-My coworkers genuinely appreciate me and want to be engaged in my life

-The folks at my fave diner are legit starting to consider me a friend

Uncool:

-Some rando was making fun of me and taking photos of me while I ate breakfast this morning

-I’ve learned that the pharmacy has been explicitly lying about not being able to fill my testosterone

-I’ve been denied interviews for literally every single job I have applied for. Literally 45 of them

-My sister asked me if I want to play MineCraft then disappeared to spend the day with her friends instead (again)

#this is goggles #bleh I matched with a guy on Facebook dating and what little convo we had has already been fizzling out #I hate this long distance internet dating shit #there’s no spark or romance with someone who lives 10 hours away #I want to be held so desperately #I miss touch #i wish so much I could just be held

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hypnowave · 1 year

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mmm. dysphoric

#something something im never gonna be able to transition there are people my age who have been passing as men for years #i will never live life as a man and anyone nice enough to use he/him on me is just humoring me in the hopes that one day i'll outgrow it #there's no way i'll be able to transition and there's no way i can be happy with what i have #and every now and then i just wish conversion therapy could actually work because i want to put an end to this so bad #every time i come out to someone i feel like i'm just lying to myself #digging this hole deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper because what else is there to do?#how do i solve this dilemma? my heart doesnt match my body and my soul doesnt match my voice #but fuck me there's no way to fix it #there are people younger than me who have transitioned. there are people who have that privilege and i got unlucky #what now? i just have to wait? how long? what am i even hoping for?#i don't have a fucking clue #negative #jun.log

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kyurilin · 2 years

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I'd really like to shout-out @shabby-blog who has put up with my insane ramblings a lot but particularly because I was really stuck on chapter 5 of crumbled rooftops and with their help now I like where I'm going with it again 😭

#okay but what if i scrap most of chapter 5 #long story short i had fucked up somewhere early on and the vibe was off so i had to scrap most of it and start over #so shabby had to put up with me rambling about what i was trying to get across with it that had failed #and that came from me just sending #and then i rewrote some of it yesterday going off my insane ramblings and shabby validated me immediately #so now i love crumbled rooftops again ya'll #i promise i'm not trying to procrastinate on it but i also have work #and i'm also currently writing matching tattoos and an offshoot of crumbled rooftops and an erasercloud oneshot #and i'm really into disney dreamlight valley #i'm fully determined to finish crumbled rooftops even if it takes me ages #i wish i was someone who could have set update schedules and all that #but also i think i was rushing through chapter 5 because i was stressed about how long it'd been since i updated #so i don't have a set date when chapter 5 will drop but i promise it will be out eventually

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howldean · 1 year

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also 😐

#my ex has a girlfriend #GOOD FOR HIM FR HE DESERVES LOVE AND HIS LIVING SITUATION JS SHIT RN AND IM SO HAPPY FOR HIM #but i’m so sick and tired and upset and haven’t dated in over a year and miss being held and kissed and REALLY WISH that someone yknow.#wanted to pursue me. or that literally anyone on my college campus matched my energy in the right ways and could be sweet with me #unfair /hj that both of my exes who i broke up with because i deserved better than the treatment i was receiving from them got partners #before me. (i know that’s just how things go and their standards are likely lower than mine. but i wanna do some healthy wallowing rn)

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