#i’ll just suffer with my thoughts

[food-lover9000]

I think this is the time where I go back and try to research the fics of past and see what I liked about them and how they did things so I can try to know how to write yummy yummy fics slightly more then I currently do

[jonathanbiers]

everyone likes to talk about jonathan being steve’s bisexual awakening but what about steve being jonathan’s bisexual awakening huh. what about the jarring realization, as he’s straddling steve’s hips and marking up that frustratingly pretty face and so full of pent up rage he’s shaking with it, that he wishes they ended up like this in a totally different way. the shame that’s been beaten into him from since he was a child tainting that realization even more, making him angrier both at himself and at steve, making him go too far. and even though he’s so pissed, he doesn’t actually think he wants to hurt steve this bad but he can’t stop because then he’d have to admit things he just can’t

[coffeeandcalligraphy]

making sacrifices (walking to the library) to do transcendental things (write lonan crying)

[corrodedcoughin]

Dustin teaches Steve and Eddie how to bake. Why Dustin? Because ‘its a science guys come on!’ he’s spent countless afternoons in the kitchen with his mum and is excited to show his cool older friends something so close to his heart.

Steve wants to learn because Robin's birthday is coming up and Eddie joins in because Wayne always talks about how he misses his nana's banana bread and he wants to do something meaningful for his uncle.

Dustin thinks he'll start with something easy, a box mix, just to let them get the feel for it. They both scoff at him saying that Dustin is babying them. The box mix comes out burnt on the outside and raw in the middle with bits of egg shell sprinkled throughout. Eddie and Steve bickered the whole way through but unanimously decided that turning the oven high would make it cook quicker so naturally they put the oven to the maximum temperature. The pair of them are distraught when they see the mess emerge from the oven.

But still they persist and Dustin works with them. Eventually, they start to work together, they are by no means good bakers but they aren't bad. Dustin is happy with his students but even happier with the fact that he can claim ownership over Eddie and Steve finally realising their feelings for each other. He likes to brag that he noticed it from the start but in truth he had been conspiring with Robin and Gareth for months to get to this point. He's keeping bragging rights though, he didn’t taste countless dry and somehow sour cookies, ‘risking his physical health in the name of love’ for nothing.

[stormofdefiance]

2.2 spoilers //

He finally texted me back and I’m on my knees. Like I might actually cry - he wants to live 😭😭 ffffuck. HAPPY about being alive, FUCK - I can’t believe he just said that with his fingers aaaHHHHH. He’s worrying about being a bother but also actually SHOWING he’s insecure about it oh my god lay me down in the tall grass

[quietwingsinthesky]

God I wish I had something coherent to say about hunger as one of spn’s core themes but unfortunately my brain just loops back around to “Sam should have eaten more weird supernatural things to see if they also gave him powers.” (Like maybe Lucifer’s blood idk idk)

[johndonneswife]

not a sad ‘woe is me’ post so don’t send me weird messages but: the thing abt cycling through every ED possible and being bulimic for like 10 yrs & making yourself vomit up to 10x times per day on ur worst days is that your teeth and gums will eventually give out on you (bc it doesn’t make a difference if you’ve been good & it doesn’t matter how well you’ve taken care of your teeth for the last x years) and u will be 30 years old crying to your very sweet and kind dentist when she tells you about the 1 million things that are wrong with ur teeth

[ruffgem]

I THOUGHT the lighter course load would save me this semester but IT DIDNTTTTT it’s like my brain couldn’t just hold out for one last semester of school. it short circuited literally the second school started back up. Bro come back I need u. Like I was so creative and productive over the break so I know my brain isn’t TOTAL mush. right. BLEASE im scared

[gis4greenandgreenisgre4t]

tfw the person u got into an argument with bc they got up in a knot abt u calling ppl bitches “bc it’s a misogynistic slur” has ‘u can’t defeat a bad bitch’ in their bio and says troon even though they are very much not trans!!! cherry on top of the shit cake

[pepprs]

ok mutuals i know this is cringe i am so aware and i am so sorry. but this is my…………………… warrior cat oc who represents me (i am so so so so sorry. i am so sorry.) and im doing some tweaks to her design rn and i can’t decide whether she looks better with or without this like spiky cheek fluff that’s supposed to make her face look more starlike. so what do u think. vote now on ur phones (without fluff on the left, with fluff on the right)

[labyrynth]

so basically i want to try to make a more statistically sound version of that “most handsome young masters” poll since the structure of the other one can’t take into account having opinions about multiple characters/an order of preference

e.g. xue yang made it past the preliminary rounds where jin zixuan did not—it may be that people do think xue yang is more handsome than jin zixuan, but it’s also possible that jin zixuan is a solid 2nd/3rd/4th/etc choice for many people, and that simply didn’t get represented due to only being able to cast a single vote (ranked choice voting my beloved)

now the most “simple” thing to do would be to put everyone in 1v1 matchups—“between A and B, which one is the more eligible young master?”—and just compute greater than/less than values. but the problem with that is that for 15 characters, that would take *checks math* 115 different polls. which is a lot.

so anyway now i’m brainstorming other methods that are both effective AND time efficient…i’m thinking maybe like a data tree? would still have to wait to get sufficient (enough) results tho :/

thoughts? opinions? comments? ideas? please share!

[floral-hex]

Can’t tell if I’m so anxious because of drug withdrawal or it’s just because I have a bad brain 😓

[catharusustulatus]

Steve who suffers, bleeds, tears his way through the final fight with Vecna and his slew of monsters, biting and stabbing and panting his way through the Upside Down in two different timelines, who survived and is so relieved, who is hit in the head by a soldier patrolling for El and wakes up deaf in one ear. He wakes up in Jonathan Byers’ lap, with his arms around him, blood trailing down his neck. What does it mean to win and yet never be the same?

[dracomeir]

Only being able to draw on the weekends suck. I wanna draw all the things. >:c

Like the fnf poly trio, or the Pico’s school trio, or all my AU versions of both trios, or more stuff of that himbo bf trio, or that vampire AU of another person, or the pirate AU of another another person, or… Wait. That’s a lot trios.

My favourite number is 3, so maybe that’s why.

[ask-dcf]

That moment when you lose half your progress because device demands update.

*SCREECHES INTO PILLOOOOOOW*

[the-trans-dragon]

I can’t tell if I’m just bad at finding Bedsheets That Don’t Pill, or if it’s just another case of Severe Decrease In Product Quality Due To Ongoing Plague And Labor Shortages, or if I’m just autistic and doomed to experience all bedsheet textures as Level 10 Pain