#i’m so fucking tired of being poor.

[yourheartinyourmouth]

i fucking hate my life.

one of the other tenants has been constantly turning the heat up to EIGHTY even though it hasn’t dipped below 40. this lead to the heating bill for the unit being like, $300 more than the rest of the boarding house.

so, since we are apparently untrustworthy children and not adults who can be reasoned with, the landlord came while tenant was at work and put one of those plastic locking boxes over the thermostat. tenant came home ranting and screaming, calling husband and me bitches repeatedly, yelling abt how he always gets the mail (?), screaming about how we went behind his back to the landlord (we didn’t), and then SLAMMED his door as hard as he could.

screaming and door slamming are so fucking triggering for me. i had a melt down verging on anxiety attack.

i absolutely Do Not Feel Safe Here.

[frumentariae]

truly most white (but not always!) leftists/commies/whatever the fuck i have met and interacted with have a huge fucking issue with listening to indigenous people. like we’re fun to hold up to win an online argument but the second we want rights or justice or to be listened to or cared about, they turn a blind eye. they refuse to listen to indigenous people talking directly to them.

and ok i get being uncomfortable with having your blind spots pointed out, but if you want to grow as a person and not be a useless keyboard warrior, you’re going to have to become ok with being corrected or being wrong sometimes. IM wrong sometimes. we all are. be okay with that.

[to-be-loved-by-death]

Starting to get a bad taste in my mouth about all my friends who haven’t posted or mentioned Palestine in the past few months

[barley-st-band]

hey does anyone know how we’re supposed to survive it all. asking for a friend

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Moral of Casanova (2005):

Don’t emotionally neglect your child with selective mutism or take them to public executions.

[mostlymaudlin]

….

[heroictoonz]

Some of you people are so fucking annoying when you post all the fuckin time about stuff you hate and talking trash about the people who enjoy that stuff like real human people you have never even met please for your own health and my sanity why don’t you start posting about things you love and enjoy? make some meaningful bonds with people who also love and enjoy those things? get some fucking whimsy in your life and for the love of fuck stop posting hate in the tags spread peace and love you absolute cowards

[theshadowrealmitself]

I hate the fact that Valerie and Vlad team up in canon, but I do like the idea of them teaming up in a very specific au where after Phantom beats Vlad out for being mayor (but can’t actually become mayor because he’s not an adult) the popular kids (mostly Dash and Paulina) make him a candidate for school president (since they discovered he’s around their age)

Valerie obviously hates this and does not want Phantom to have any part of her school so she runs against him

Vlad, still mad that he technically lost against Phantom, makes a deal with Valerie to help her win (obvious she’s wary of this creepy old dude but she can’t stand the idea of Phantom becoming such an active member of the school, the whole thing makes her skin crawl, so she begrudgingly accepts his help)

Despite everything tho, Phanton still obviously wins, just to once again not actually win (not enrolled in Casper High that they know of so he can’t be school president), Mr. Lancer is the one to deliver that news and the students angrily chase off campus

Valerie and Vlad blame each other and get into a heated argument, Vlad’s image takes another hit, and so does Valerie’s as she ran against Phantom instead of just letting him win, and now she has to actually be school president?? whoops she did not think this through

[anxiety-sandwich]

i’ve gotten really really good at lying to get out of things, especially work. i feel morally conflicted about it. and i hope also that i’m not just being a “lazy fuck” that doesn’t want to go to work. i can own up to the fact that i used to be a piece of shit. (people can change) but i dunno… if we lived in a society where i could be honest and say “I’m experiencing severe burnout right now and not coming in today will allow me to continue coming in in the long-term” and have that be okay, i wouldn’t have to lie about it. and honestly? if we lived in a society with that much mutual respect as a baseline, i’m betting that i wouldn’t be experiencing this much burnout in the first place.

[themagnificentmx]

vent post :]

[ceciliathecabinwitch]

I had a long rambling post planned but basically

Reminder not to drive when you’re tired bc I just had to file my first ever insurance claim

[deityofhearts]

it’s just frustrating because I cannot afford a life worth living and probably never will

[s-cullayy]

Honestly my manager should be allowed to put on his resume that his staff volunteers to give up off days to help him out because I would not do this for just anyone

[exopelagic]

fun new cold symptom: hallucinating a plant breeding experiment in bed while trying to sleep

[bisexualtinder]

I made a really expensive mistake and applied for a really expensive health insurance plan w my job by accident and I most likely won’t be able to change the plan till the end of December

[jomarchswritingjacket]

every day i understand more and more why charlotte lucas married mr. collins

odious as he is, being married to a man like him still can’t be worse than being broke and living with your parents as an adult