Very good, you held on so well >:3 One of my favorite things to do during a hold is to lay down on my stomach with a folded pillow under my bladder. If you think you can handle it without leaking, that is.
I can handle anything!! I’m not even that desperate, I hardly even need to go!!
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A little tired of people saying Moon can’t stand up for herself. Like yeah I think one of the flaws she has is she is too lenient and forgiving, but also in her situation it’s VERY HARD not to be. And it’s very situational, usually manifesting with Five Pebbles.
She stops talking to you if you annoy her enough, and only starts again if you win her back over. You have to put in the work. She isn’t “rolling over” and letting things happen to her, despite the fact that she is in absolutely no position to bargain. As stated by her, her kindness and her words are the ONLY thing she has. So her taking those away from you, the player, is absolutely her standing up for herself.
Everyone brings up how she handles Five Pebbles (esp the comms thing) and it is incredible to me just how many people lay this entirely at her feet when the game states over and over again that even despite Moon’s intentional feather-light influence over him, he still resents her for being his superior. He seeks out a mentor who is her opposite.
He wants to be something more than what he is, wants to be detached from her, and she can’t do anything about that but do the best she can to exert as little influence over him as possible.
She is stuck between a rock and a hard place here, and was betting on her kindness to have fostered enough mutual respect that she wouldn’t have to resort to forced communications. She was wrong. He was driven by fierce desperation, something that she wasn’t privy to. And she paid for it.
Yes, this is a flaw of hers. But it’s not a universal one. (the rest of the iterators look to her for help- she’s the group senior for gods sake- and people act like she can’t take a stand) I genuinely doubt Moon would’ve waited so long to used forced comms if it were happening to anyone else. If it were being committed by anyone else. And that just makes the tragedy even sweeter.
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I found this on pinterest earlier and Have Not been able to stop thinking about it and I have no idea if i’m gonna write it but I have to express my thoughts because yes
(this au but like last life people in some kind of modern au)
jizzie (fuck you i’m using that ship name it’s hilarious): the only one in the (newly formed at the start of the au) friendship group who has actually found their soulmates—they were at a concert one time and the performer came on, and lizzie was excited and so grabbed joel’s arm and neither of them noticed their black marks had turned rainbow until halfway through the concert
ethubs (i’m especially insane over this one): etho wears a mask because he has a black handprint on his cheek/jaw and is embarrassed at how it looks like his first touch is his soulmate slapping him—fast forward to him being brave enough to show his closest friend (bdubs) who carefully cups his face against the ‘slap’ mark. both of them are incredibly excited when it promptly turns rainbow
scarian: scar has always had streaks of black in his hair and he just assumed it was some weird genetic thing (and is quite upset that he ‘doesn’t have’ a soulmate). grian was always pretty reserved and doesn’t like touching anyone he’s not incredibly close to, but after a couple months was inseparable with scar but was too shy to actually touch him, until one day when scar admits he thinks he’s unloveable because he has no soulmate, and grian starts running his hands through his hair to calm him down. it definitely works, after the streaks of black and the tips of grians fingers turn rainbow
flower husbands: both scott and jimmy have relatively confusing soulmate marks—scott’s is on his thumb and barely the tips of his index and middle fingers, and jimmy’s is around the edge of his ear. neither of them really understand it, until one day where scott plucks up the courage to tuck a flower behind jimmy’s ear and their marks turn rainbow
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I think it’s interesting that you get to see all three chosen’s living spaces and like for all their bravado they live empty, pathetic lives and the game goes out of it’s way to instill the idea that they’re all desperate to please their gods in ways that are dark mirrors, or at least narratively parallel to our companions. We are a hair away from being our dark other, brother
Except for karlach.
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I am… pretty fucked up today. I had offered to DM yesterday, not really understanding how tired I’d be today but desperately wanting to avoid playing competitive games with the worlds whiniest loser, and I didn’t consider the possibility of having a low energy day.
That’s kinda good news cause I’m having so many good days now that I forgot how bad things can get. So we ran errands and I started to feel pressure behind my eyes in a way that’s usually a bad sign. We got home and I tottered upstairs to design the one shot. My head started floating and I came up with a very loosely structured candy shop heist.
I came downstairs and just stood dismally in the kitchen, staring forlornly around at all the things that didn’t sound good to eat. Finally threw together a smoothie and now I’m just spacing out cause I don’t have a book and I can’t start anything new in this headspace. All I really want is to curl up in my comfy clothes and watch my betrothed play video games.
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i just logged onto twitter for one second to see percy jackson trending because hbo announced a harry potter reboot so the pjo tag is just filled with hp hate, insults to jkr and people saying that it’s time for the percy jackson series to change the world and the hp franchise is scared because they know the power pjo has. honestly i’ve never loved twitter more
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note to self… never look at tumblr when at work unless you want to be frustrated and wet
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hey you! 🫵
tell me what’s your favorite johnshi fic right now❗️❗️❗️
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