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cluescorner · 5 months

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I cannot imagine being a Damian stan right now. You've got both Zdarsky's bullshit (where he clearly doesn't give a shit about your boy) and The Boy Wonder (where Juni Ba clearly gives so many shits about your boy) coming out on the same day. The whiplash must be insane. I hope y'all get some nice warm soup for your efforts jfc

#damian wayne #damian al ghul #damian al ghul wayne #batman #batfamily #for all of the issues that come with having Steph as your fave having too much wild shit happening at once is never one of them #btw I quite like The Boy Wonder Issue 1. wow shocker an artist and writer who I have liked everything they've ever done #has once again written something that I am enjoying with art that makes me want to be part of its world.#it's almost like Juni Ba is really freaking talented or something #like I have some problems with it but it seems like many of those are part of the point. Damian is learning that his siblings are more #three-dimensional than he realized and that is part of this 'coming of age' story merged with fairytale #so I can't be mad at the oversimplistic defining of Dick and Jason and Tim until the conclusion of the series. that might be the point.#I hope that the series will address Steph as a Robin but if not then frankly it's not an issue unique to this series.#I'll be annoyed and disappointed but ultimately roll with it like I am with Babsgirl being here. There's too much good stuff here to get #hung up on shit that seems to be almost an editorial mandate at this point. at least that's where I'm at.#I am also very sorry that Chip Zdarsky is massacring your boy. he has 'X (Tim for him) is the best Robin so everyone else must suck' diseas #where a writer really likes one specific Robin and in trying to uplift them demeans all of the other Robins. instead of like...just writing #for that one character only or alternatively not demeaning the other characters in order to make his blorbo look good #it's wild because I actually think his writing for Tim is pretty solid. but he's not writing a Tim series. he's writing a Batman series.#and if you are going to write a Batman series and include other Batfamily members you need to actually write them well.#instead of assigning them like 2 personality traits while Tim gets to be a whole character #I accept that behavior in fanfic where I have lesser standards because it's fucking free. not a comic run that wants me to pay #tens of dollars in order to understand what the fuck is going on. he's been going for a while now it's gotta be a lot of money.#I can buy Steelworks with that money. I can see John Henry and Natasha Irons in a trade. Fuck you Chip.#it's why it takes such a special person to write a good ensemble story/a good Batfamily story. you have to be good at writing a LOT #of different characters. which I don't think most people are. I sure as hell am not. I can write maybe 3 at a time confidently well.#and you also have to give all of them at least SOME love or else people will be upset that you aren't focusing on their fave #and also the writing as a whole will suffer. Chip Zdarsky is a pretty good Tim writer. I'd maybe read a Tim solo written by him.#I would not read a story focusing on multiple characters that I like written by Chip Zdarsky. because every character who isn't Tim #is at least a bit weak/inconsistent/out of character INCLUDING FUCKING BATMAN. THE NO. 1 GUY MOST ARE HERE FOR

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alectoperdita · 9 months

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JouKai ask: Favorite sleeping positions for them?

Jounouchi is shown sleeping on his side on several occasions.

Look at him, perfect angel (unreliable narrator).

So not a stretch of the imagination to say he's also a spooner when sharing a bed with someone. Kaiba, never in his life, knew he needed to be a little spoon but holy shit, it fixes him. (I mean not really, but kinda sorta.) It's equal opportunity though, eventually, Kaiba tries out spooning on a night when Jou unfathomably flops onto his side with his back toward Kaiba. Being the big spoon also feels great, even if he feels sappy burying his nose in Jou's hair. That too fixes him.

Alone, Kaiba is probably one of those people that sleep flat on his back (freak). So another favorite position of theirs is just Jou tucked against his side, Jou's head pillowed on his shoulder/upper arm, while Jou's arm is thrown over his stomach. I also love the imagery of intertwined legs, because you just want to be close with the other person in every possible way. 🥺

But watch out Kaiba! Jounouchi can and does sleeptalk/kick. 😂 Okay, we only need to lean into that for comedic effect. I'd rather they just hardcore cuddle the night away.

#replies #melodiousramblings #joukai asks #puppyshipping #violetshipping #i genuinely scratched my head and wondered what other sleeping positions there were #and then remembered there are people who sleep on their fronts????#true freaks #jk #love you guys #front sleepers are stronger and braver in a way i cannot personally conceive #if y'all have joukai thoughts to share send them in #i'm always looking to avoid work

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an-au-blog · 2 months

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I just remembered there's people out there who genuinely hate some of the strawhats and i started laughing. I'm sorry, but that must be miserable.

#I'm saying this as someone who used HATE Franky for what he did to Usopp (as he's one of my all time favs)#but noe Franky is so so so dear to me I would actually throw hands for him #and Chopper???#WHY THE HELL ARE PPL HATING ON CHOPPER #the only reason all our dumbass favs are alive and breathing is that lil guy #I'm just gonna assume no one hates Luffy bc that would be INSANE #i can't even imagine it #oh and ppl only hate nami bc of misogyny change my mind #i mean sure you might not LIKE her #but hating is different from not liking someone... so.... yeah #i love all those freaks endlessly and so should you 🫵#anyways thats all for now I'm just still baffled ig #one piece #strawhats #straw hat pirates #op

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mymarifae · 5 months

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sunday was such a good character...

i don't want to call him a villain i feel like that oversimplifies everything he did. he was all compassion and love, just born from a deep-set pessimism. he wanted to make the world a better place but just didn't believe it to be kind enough for any other path

the philosophy tackled here was interesting... he's not wrong. the astral express crew + firefly weren't wrong either. how do you, in good conscience, set people free when you know they'll just march into an early grave or lose themselves in otherwise miserable situations? like. the problem with the baby bird. what are you supposed to do in that case? when you have the power to preserve and nurture at the cost of certain autonomy (but under your preservation and nurturing would the bird even know what it was missing?), or do you relinquish all that to let it go just to Die? truly. honestly. which of these options is the inhumane one?

...idk.

i don't have an answer here either.

you could always argue that sunday was wrong because the lives of Humans require more nuance but, ? do they? why does one life have more value than the other? sunday's perspective was literally that all lives have the same value, and that's why he was willing to do what he did. because he believed All should be comfortable and happy. safe. preserved.

idk it was just really interesting. it's a good thinkpiece. there's no right or wrong answer. it's just something you have to chew on while you examine your own perspective of the world

#rambling session taken from my priv. i'm just thinking about all of this again #i don't Agree with sunday but i think it's good to think about why he thinks the way he does #rather than writing him off as like. a control freak and a bad guy #he likes to be in control... of his own affairs. he didn't Want to control the whole universe #but it was a (frankly terrifying) sacrifice he was willing to make (also you have to take into account that he was groomed into it as well)#he could have let his pessimism influence him into hating the universe. but he chose to keep loving it the way the harmony taught him #that speaks volumes to who he is as a person doesn't it?#hsr approaches these sorts of topics with such thoughtfulness and curiosity #i love what these characters have to say #this entire quest was crazy......#sunday's seven days of creation speech/play was such a kickass sequence #and THE BOSS FIGHT... THE REAL ONE #robin's song was so beautiful :')

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corfisers · 4 months

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haven't opened discord since january (and probably was quiet weeks before deciding to stop even looking at it too, but i don't remember for sure) and it's not like i'm planning to open it now, even thought i know that i left it on invisible and that nobody would be able to see if i'm online or not anyway. it's not even about being perceived, i just don't want to see and acknowledge that someone might've been trying to talk to me in a genuine effort to connect or check if i'm alright. let alone respond to that. i've even had a few dreams about it. keep telling myself "next week, next week i'll reach out and fix this" and then i don't. again, it's been months. when shame and guilt will inevitably overweight the feeling that causes this and i do come back, i hope i won't hear a single "i missed you" because i wouldn't even be able to reply "me too" sincerely. which is another thing. i don't really miss people. time isn't real. and it's not anyone's fault, it's not like i don't care about the people who somehow managed to get close enough (although you can argue that if i cared i wouldn't be this way, and you wouldn't be the first one), but it doesn't really help, does it? so much compassion and care completely wasted, and on me of all people

#i like people. i like interactions where it doesn't cross an arbitrary line of being too personal to freak me out and cause whatever this is #and sometimes i like having friends too but eventually something breaks. every fucking time. there are two scenarios really #i'm either a placeholder. a guy you'd be hanging out with between a breakup and finding someone new for example. you know #or i'm your chill somewhat cold friend who one day just fucks off. most likely unprovoked. wouldn't be your fault #boils down to which of those happens sooner i suppose. that's assuming you even manage to get close somehow in the first place #the only way to keep me around is to let me just be somewhere off in the distance. i'd wave at you occasionally and wish you all the best #and those of you who fit this category? i'm glad to know you and i'm grateful to have you around. genuinely. it means a lot #the only form of connection if you can call it that that's actually bearable for me. and as much as i love being alone i do need Something #benvey tag

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hopeinthebox · 8 months

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tagged by the tastemaker @cordiallyfuturedwight for the january receipts and would you believe it i'm actually on time

tagging a few favs: @aprylynn @jiminsproof @thvinyl @jimin-gaon @visionsofgideontheninth @btscontentenjoyer @kimchokejin @jihopesjoint @eoieopda @monismochi <333 and you too if you fancy it

#full report in the tags once again:#ladies room - bop of the century. olivia dean i will do anything for you #freak me now - bop of the century. jessie ware i will do anything for you #charm you - bop of the c-- sorry. best album that 2023 managed to gatekeep from me #when did your heart go missing - what can i say? i've been going through a michael moscovitz resurgence...#mia thermopolis (disney's version) how could you let him GO #i can't go for that - every so often hall & oates take a hold of me and there's simply nothing i can do about it. this is one of those times #pomo remix ended up on the groovy chick playlist. call me when they make a movie about HER!!#homesick - two of my favourite boys doing some absolutely devastating work on my mental health #but you can't deny it's a banger for the sax alone.#love at first sight - no notes. magnificent.#shame shame shame - i am not immune to the Pride (2014) soundtrack and nor should you be!! also. it's going on the groovy chick playlist #can't fight the moonlight - leann rimes? uh yeah i sure hope she does #i feel you - still here. expect i will be for a while longer #as for the artist list - nothing particularly new except T-PAIN WITH THE STEEL CHAIR OF A COVER ALBUM #please god go listen to it if you haven't already!! genuinely biblical experience from the guy who brought us “i'm sprung”#thus concludes the month #tag #receiptify #MWAH #i need a lie down

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moonchild-in-blue · 5 months

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#well then. what a show. and this is just the first one what #i got Atlantic back #we got dark signs and higher back #WE GOT MISSING LIMBS WITH VESSEL ON THE GUITAR #EUCLID. WE GOT EUCLID. WE STARTED WITH TNDNBTG AND ENDED WITH EUCLID.#rip Vore and Aqua Regia tho #i haven't seen all songs yet but i got the important bits so.#will try to squeeze in some more sleep 🙃👍#i stg if yall don't tag me on that beautiful video of missing limps or atlantic while i'm away. i am coming for your kneecaps #massive family hug and extra special one to everyone who was crying in real time on the dash 🫡 it was a pleasure freaking out with you #life is beautiful yall. i love you guys #i will gather my thoughts later on the day but yeah. Sleepyheads we won 🥹👍💙#:::)#sleep token #sleep token tog tour

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lesbiansanemi · 5 months

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I am so fucking sick of living with my roommate and his fuck ass boyfriend. Also watching my roommate burn every single one of his (already rather minimal, I might add) bridges for this guy is also kind of painful but also his relationship with me is one of said bridges so I'm almost past the point of even feeling bad for him lmao

#i have had to piss for probably the better part of an hour now #because they decided to take a shower together and have been in there for well OVER an hour now #and this is a nightly occurence atp sometimes MULTIPLE times a day #we have one bathroom.... can yall not be considerate enough to not be in there for up to TWO HOURS AT A TIME???#also it's such a waste of fucking water....#idk we've hit a point where i literally hear the bf doing anything and i get pissed off #but also tell me why i'm sitting in my room (which shares a wall with the bathroom) and i can hear this man hacking and spitting shit up #and this is also something that happens multiple times a day #like.... dude.... why are you spitting up toothpaste so fucking loudly oh my fucking god #but yeah no i'm like my roommate's only friend atp and he's about to not have me lmao like we're about to reach #'i'm cutting you off when i move out' levels of me being pissed off with this whole situation type shit #and apparently the bf convinced him to come out to his family which his mom was chill which is good #his dad's side of the family though....? not great. and my roommate KNEW that would be the case cuz we'd talked about it before #also love that my roommate has constantly talked about moving out of the city we live in because he hates and also there's no good career #opportunities for him here (which is true)#and now. MAGICALLY. he's like 'idk i think it'd be best for me to stay here'#like oh my GOD???? are you hearing yourself???? are you fucking stupid???? you fucking hate it here???#but sure throw your life away and ruin all your meaningful relationships for a guy you met six months ago jfc #and the thing is i *know* my roommate we've been close CLOSE friends for nearly a decade now #i know he is not like this.... like yeah he's being insane by allowing this but also i know these aren't the kinds of decisions he would ma #and also i know he wouldn't treat me like this all on his own #it's the deranged fucking control freak of a guy he decided to date and my roommate has too many of his own issues to put his foot down #about certain things and tell the guy no so he's just allowing him to completely take over his life #and fuck everything up until the bf is the only thing he has left once it's all said and done #and yeah. it's painful to watch. but also wtf am i supposed to do because obviously my opinion is not respected nor wanted regarding this #that has been made PAINFULLY clear #ugh this is so fucking horrendous #what is it with ppl who start to date someone and then go clinically fucking insane and destroy their lives all for this one person #who. realistically. they barely know in comparison to all the other ppl in their life #like explain it to me jfc

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cementcornfield · 30 days

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rules: list your ten favorite characters from ten separate fandoms, then tag ten people!

ja'marr / football 😌

mickey / shameless

snafu / the pacific

michael jones / youtube

omar / the wire

jackie / that 70s show

grantaire / les mis

shaolin fantastic / the get down

martha / the americans

anne elliot / jane austen

thanks for the tag @donttelltheelff! this was fun! if any mutuals want to do this one feel free :) and let me know :)

#oooo this was fun #thank you for the tag!!#that was hard though lol #well the first few are easy because those really are my ride or die #martha from the americans is new i just started watching i'm 4 seasons in and i would die for her #and then anne. my beloved sad pathetic jane austen protagonist of my heart #i've read all the jane austen novels multiple times now and love them all but god anne really sticks with me!!#shao my gay ace king with soooooo many repressed feelings #grantaire the dramatic loyal cynic/secret idealist who is defined by his pining #i've loved jackie since i was little and i had a hugeeee jackie/hyde phase in high school #omar is just!!! perhaps the best written character to ever be on a television screen!!#michael...one of my favorite dumb youtube guys ever and perhaps the only one who has remained not canceled <3 #snafu holy fuck do i love him. absolute freak :')#mickey perhaps best acted character on television (well written until season 6 lol) but that actor put EVERYTHING into him #and god it paid off #and ja'marr my current fave lil (big big) guy <3 #no need to go into him more than i already do on a daily basis

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born-to-lose · 1 month

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I love being the always single person in my family, mad respect to my sister for constantly dating guys for the last 8 years, I would have shot myself

#whenever my mom asks if i have love news of my own while we're talking about my sister's newest catch and i say no #i hope she doesn't feel pity because like. this is the life that i choose. my sister's ex boyfriends were enough for ME even #and i only met a handful of them personally but heard more than enough shit about them #i just always think i'm only flirting with some guys only to never talk to them again or ghost them because it's fun #fat girl who's always been seen as ugly by other people gets to flirt with good looking people is the ultimate ego boost arc #if i ever date anyone seriously again it better be true love and end in kids and marriage until death or i'll live as a hermit #until that happens tho...... life is a party i don't wanna miss a thing break some men's heart get revenge yolo etc etc #also the thought of actively dating freaks me out. if i meet someone and we tolerate each other long term that's good #but dating apps or going on dates with several people and deciding who's the best like on the bachelorette?? death first #plus i lowkey don't like men as a concept. at least the type i've dated. i guess you could say my last ex traumatized me hahaha 👍🏻 (🔨🔨)#i think i'm too young to be in a committed relationship anyway. or even to seek getting into one. there are much more important things rn #i know former classmates my age are having kids or getting married but idgaf the one who got engaged last year has been with him for 7 year #which is a decent time tbh you change quite a bit during that time and if it feels right why not #but i can't wrap my head around searching for a relationship when you don't even have a stable job and know what else you want in life #rambling again sorryyyy but yeah proud single here and i'm not saying this out of spite because i genuinely enjoy it #all relationships i've been in were so draining (tbf they were long distance too) and got me at rock bottom and had me filled with regret #also these men can be so controlling and jealous when you just wanna go out with friends while they do whatever they want too #but when you say you don't want a jealous partner they think that's a free pass for them to cheat like what the actual fuck #do you see the difference between being unnecessarily jealous when you hang out with friends and being rightfully jealous when they cheat??#at this point idk what to say. i'm very entertained by my friends' dating journeys but that couldn't be me #all the gossip i provide for them is which people i flirted with for the ego and who i ghosted and who ghosted me #mel talks

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i-appear-misssing · 2 months

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I just had the horrible thought that I need to fall in love because having devastating crushes on beautiful, competent, authoritative women that I desperately want to please is exhausting and I need it to stop

#this one is straight so there's no room for delusion which is good #but my burning need to be her most favorite is eating me from the inside #it IS making me better at my job though #.......i mean i think so but what the fuck do i know #on friday night amongst the grueling psychosexual chaos that ensued a very smart guy that I LOVE said to me #i have no doubts you're gonna be a great psychiatrist actually #i traded a month with him to have another month with her #he's a phenomenologist she's a psychodynamic....ist? rival theories #I don't like most of psychodynamic theory.......so far #but i love the way she works and i can see how well it fits with her manymanyMANY patients and goddamnit i love personality dosorders #so i made the choice to go with her yes and im very torn casue i LOVE that guy and i wish i could become his friend like my bff from my year #also.......kind of dumb of me since I'd only soend two days a week woth her and the other three with very scary ladies #but I've been in scarier situation i can manage #and god when she praises me (silently obv she's only been forward about my merit ONCE and i almost pissed myself like an overexcited dog)#the endorphin rush is........man #but yes i need to work on this.......idk how to define it. closest i can get to explaining it is professional sub space #with strong aspects of praise kink #pathetic is what it is really #but hey if it makes me study harder who fucking cares right #I'm gonna be the smartest most intuitive fucking bitch amongst my peers so if I can't have her (them) carnally then goddamnit #I'LL HAVE THEIR PRAISE AND RESPECT AND ADMIRATION AT LEAST #........I'll be normal again in a week or two i just need to get over these next couple of days of....idk. inflammation i guess #yeah it's just like an infected wound right now #angry red throbbing hot pain #i know the drill it'll be better in a couple of days you just need to not freak out and let it do its thing #it's nice to be mature-r about emotional impulsivity and the shame that comes after an episode of deregulation #it really doesn't have to be a big deal even while it still feels like it #it still hurts but it's like......hour three of a tattoo. it's a bitch but you know it's gonna be over eventually and wriggling won't work #the only thing left to do is enjoying it all while it's happening or trying to #I don't think I'm doing a great job but what're you gonna do right

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year

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I still very loathe the Media Trope of ‘’cold genius man doesn’t feel emotions and never has relationships... UNTIL.. one random relatively bland Preddy Woman comes along and warps his entire personality and ability to think, his heart has grown and his seeming asexuality has evaporated, he is now Normal :)” or whatever like... AS a walking generic hermit archetype myself.. we would NOT act like that .... just let people be detached weirdos in peace, you cowards .. OR, don’t bother to write one in the first place if you find us too boring to exist realistically in our natural state lol.. pathetic

#the only exception to this is its okay if he develops some pesudo-romantic psychologial fixation on one of his long suffering male sidekicks #or assistants or whatever (since this character acrhetype ALWAYS has some sort of like Straight Man Every Man helper to follow #him around and be an audience stand in. sometimes multiple like a whole team of assistants. sometimes just one etc.)#like a strange not-entirely-romance-but-mutualy-unhealthy-comedic-codependence w someone you worked w 25+ yrs COULD be in character. sure.#ASIDE from that one exception though..... just keep them aromantic and asexual.. why would someone who has been that way for their #entire fucking life suddenly be like ''well I've known this woman three weeks but she's really hot! whoops!''#''guess I'm going to act completely out of character! sometimes booba so booby it fundametally alters the dna of me personality. you know ho #w it is'' .. like shut up.. explode #It's not that I project personally onto these characters (writers are bad at writing them and they're generally annoying as shit) BUT just #like... coming FROM the perspective OF a cold detached ''robot'' seeming hermit freak.. like textbook scholar wizard man locked #away in a tower somewhere type personality... You just watch shows sometimes and you can SEE that the writers are trying to write #the Character Archetype that is your actual realworld personality and you're just like 'we do NOT fucking act like that!!!' lol #you know ? like .. i don't actually care about the characters themselves but more just.. the principle of the thing. staying true to what #has been set up. You can't be like ''oh yeah this is your typical cold detached hermit weirdo with zero interest in human relationships for #the most part blah blah blah'' and then 5 minutes later be like ''WAIT GUYS!! LOOK! they're still NORMAL! look they love booba #too!!! haha hashtag Relatable!!'' .. what have you done to him.. you've massacred the archtype.. cowardly fool #Also I'm referencing them as male because this character archtetype is usually male but the same thing can apply for other gendered versions #of the archetype. it's ALWAYS annoying. no matter what it is lol. GOD AND IT'S even worse when they're supposed to be like hundreds or thous #ands of years old like.. some sort of supernatural being who's ''above it all'' because they've seen the world's cycles for so long #and blah blah and then it's like ''omg.. suddenly into romance.. for some reason all 900 years of my life nobody has ever been good #enough but YOU.. random ass person who I met 30 minutes ago and are completely average in every way or maybe you have like one #special power or are smart or something but apparently somehow I've lived 900 years without ever meeting a single other smart person #or whatever but WOW.. you... instant soulamtes.. I am no longer aromantic and asexual. I am also no longer smart.''#at least if it's a human with a normal lifespan you can be like 'well they were only 30. maybe they genuinely did just have their first #sexul awakening' or something but.. you're telling me like.. 900 years??? 1000 years?? and NOW they're like 'whooa!!' lol #Which obviously all aroace people are different.. all people with autism or schizoid pd or any other mental illnesses that can sometimes #lend people towards that type of 'weird hermit' archetype are all different. plenty of these people WILL have relationships and sex and desi #re those things. but it's like.. if you are OBVIOUSLY setting out to write that one VERY specific archetype within the broader archetype #then GO ALL THE WAY!! you cant have someone be like HALF-detached partial-hemrit sometimes-maybe-genuis or whatever #or I guess you can but like. it should be that way from the beginning. it's the random sudden shift in personality thats jarring

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everymlmhybrid · 9 months

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this part genuinely makes me feel like eating dry wall like i can't explain how i feel about it without making some of you finally tire of me and block me about it i think