Honestly if someone ever does fuck me one day, they're gonna need to be super okay with piss cause I leak like a fuckin hose
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// vent post.
i just don't know what else to do. I just wanted to live alone. I just wanted to go a whole day without crying or feeling scared. living close to my mother is hell. Hearing her scream scares me. and the worst of all is that I'm stupid and I can't do anything alone. so I can't even live alone.
i just hate being alive. living should be a choice. because I've already decided that I don't want to live. then people could just accept that I don't want to be alive anymore and allow myself to die. because I'm tired. I'm tired of this hell.
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this tweet is making me choke to death
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liking someone platonically is so embarrassing like. yeah i admire you. yeah i think about you all the time. yeah i look forward to every time i see you even if it's only for a minute. yeah it's all platonic and yeah i couldn't explain this because it'd sound romantic. fucking hell
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hobie: kill yourself
pavitr: WHAT THE HELL BRO WHAT DID I DO
original format from @ha-youwish in this post!
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It is fuckin insane the sheer disregard everyone has for covid and how utterly bizarre it feels to be actively losing credibility in people's eyes just because I take it seriously. Everyone thinks I'm being "silly" but I literally was in the middle of getting a degree in microbiology when this shit started, I was literally taking immunology and virology courses when the pandemic hit, it's not like I have a poor understanding of the topic. I've been watching the death rate and keeping up with the new variants and vaccines and symptoms and I can bring up all the sources I want but it feels useless, nobody wants to hear it, nobody gives a shit.
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You are allowed to exist alone in public btw. You're allowed to go to the movies alone and go out to eat alone and hang out in a park alone and go for a walk alone and whatever else. It isn't weird or creepy, it doesn't make you lonely or a loser or whatever. You are allowed to just exist as yourself.
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vent //
i just wanted someone to listen to me. i can't take anymore crying in secret and hurting myself because of the person who should take care of me. i just wish someone would listen to me and tell me what's wrong with me. i can't stand feeling suicidal and weird anymore. and knowing that no one cares hurts me so much. literally no adult in this house cares.
the day has barely started and my mother has already shouted at me and beaten me. like i had done something wrong. but i didn't even get to say anything. it was something completely without reason or logic. and i just wish she would stop doing that. because it doesn't matter how many times i apologize. she never listens to me. she never pays attention to me. it's like i'm not even a person to her.
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i hate you "influencers", i hate you tiktok, i hate you "content creators", i hate you "unalive" and "s€x" and "dr/ügs", i hate you instagram, i hate you consumerism, i hate you family friendly, i hate you puritans, i hate you facebook, i hate you family vloggers, i hate you violating other people's privacy, i hate you modern day social media
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it's all coming together
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