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pkducklett · 2 years

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I posted 9,854 times in 2022

That's 1,745 more posts than 2021!

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9,841 posts reblogged (100%)

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I tagged 8,086 of my posts in 2022

Only 18% of my posts had no tags

#ace attorney - 3,755 posts

#vid - 1,127 posts

#birbs - 976 posts

#tf2 - 725 posts

#nintendo - 403 posts

#great ace attorney - 321 posts

#all aboard the feels train - 309 posts

#ref - 292 posts

#dnd - 209 posts

#christmas - 197 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#musicals... my parents have a lot of embarrassing anecdotes about me singing along to musicals when i was like 3 and didn't understand them

My Top Posts in 2022:

No scary April Fool's joke. Only Gracie sleeping in her chair.

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How are we feeling this Sunday morning? Needing some Gracie content? Well she woke up and decided to "play" with her mom's backpack strap.

2 notes - Posted February 6, 2022

My discord friends and I were discussing whether Nahyuta Sahdmadhi could be considered a girlboss.

One of them made a meme out of my response:

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Image ID 1: A picture of Nahyuta Sahdmadhi from Ace Attorney 6 (Aka Ace Attorney: Spirit of Justice). The caption is: “Gender is dead and I’m prosecuting its murderer.”

Image ID 2: A screenshot of a discord post dated 03/02/2022 and says: “Also idk why this didn't occur to me until now. Sahdmadhi is male. At least, that's the pronouns used for him. It's still valid to call him a girl boss cause gender is dead and he's the prosecution on that murder case, but still.”

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4 notes - Posted March 13, 2022

Tonight I just want to share pictures of Misha. He has grown into quite the character of a cat.

He is quite cuddly.

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5 notes - Posted July 8, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

So @collabwithmyself‘s Ace Attorney Warriors au has activated the “must draw cats” sleeper agent in my brain. (Idk how many of you have followed my online trail, but there are almost 10 years worth of old art on places like DeviantArt where I drew nothing but cats that entire time). So, I decided to have a go at drawing some of the cats listed in the allegiance, but weren’t actually drawn yet so they didn’t have designs.

Here we have the current nursery population of Stoneclan (defense attorneys). Overall pretty happy with how this picture turned out and how the designs look. I have a better design idea for Morningkit (Klavier), that would make him look more like his brother, but this picture was done before I got that so it’s fine for now. Also I know I said I wanted to do cats without designs but Moonkit (Athena) did have one already and I wasn’t going to change it. I hope I did her well. It wasn’t easy picking out oranges that matched from my collection of colored pencils.

Some character ideas/notes under read more if you’re interested, also the full page pic of my sketchbook I took: (Disclaimer before going in though - this isn’t my au. These are just my own ideas about theoretically what could happen. Without confirmation/a full story from the creator, these are not to be treated as though they will happen.)

Overall: Moonkit and Morningkit were the only two born into the clans. Skykit and Sunkit came later, after they were already a few moons old. By the beginning of the story, the kits are pretty close to becoming apprentices, which is a good thing because Moondance is the sole queen in the nursery and is ready to return to her normal medicine cat duties full-time again. Morningkit is undoubtedly the leader of this troop of kits, or at least he’s the more confident of the bunch. Sunkit is certainly the loudest, but also the one least likely to get caught up in mischievous antics unless it’s to scold the group by telling them how ridiculous they’re being. Moonkit is very high energy and playful, always willing to go on an adventure. Skykit is the most passive of the group, less willing to lead a charge, but just along for the ride.

Moonkit/paw/storm (Athena): Moonkit is the daughter of the Stoneclan medicine cat. I’m thinking that after the clans stopped believing in their warrior ancestors and Starclan, that they removed some of the more “problematic” or just plain dumb parts of the warrior code such as the rules about medicine cat relationships. Moondance (Metis) probably mated with like a loner so the father of her kit is very much not in the picture. The litter with Moonkit wasn’t very big (probably with only like a second kit that was stillborn), but the time and energy of being a single mother was taking a toll on her. Thankfully, her apprentice Blackpaw (Simon) and his sister/Moondance’s friend Swiftquill (Aura) have taken quite an interest in helping her care for her daughter. Blackpaw in particular has made it a point of pride to help protect his mentor’s kit and makes sure she is being well cared for.

Morningkit/paw/song (Klavier): So in this, Honeythroat (Kristoph) and Morningkit are biological full brothers, just from distinct litters. I’m thinking their father passed before Morningkit’s litter was born, and their mother passed after. Unlike Moonkit, Morningkit was part of a larger litter. I’m thinking that shortly after the litter was born, his mother got very sick with an upper respiratory infection and the whole family (mother and kits) was put into quarantine. Moondance wasn’t allowed to help their treatment because of her being pregnant/a new mother herself. Not that it would’ve helped much anyway, there wasn’t much anyone could do. Morningkit was the sole survivor of the infection, a miracle that he made it out okay and had no damage to his voice. He was still very young so was given to Moondance as a foster. Honeythroat took particular interest in the nursery kits after Morningkit’s recovery and has become a staple to see around the nursery, doting on his brother or dispensing wisdom to the others. I’m thinking that part of Honeythroat and Morningkit’s strained relationship has to do with how overprotective and overbearing his brother becomes.

Skykit/paw/spot (Clay): Skykit wasn’t born in the clans, but was the child of a loner cat who lived near to the Stoneclan territory. He was found as the survivor of his litter by a Stoneclan patrol after their mother left to find them food and didn’t come back (she was likely hit by a car). He was in dire shape when he was brought back, but bounced back pretty quickly. Moondance didn’t need to take a full-time mother role for Skykit since he was already at the age where he could eat fresh kill but he still does snuggle with her and the other kits at night.

Sunkit/paw/call (Apollo): No one knows where Sunkit came from, and he’s not willing/able to tell them. It was quite the surprise when a small kitten charged into Stoneclan camp one morning. He was old enough to eat prey, but still tiny enough that it didn’t look like his small legs should’ve carried him that far. His scent was unfamiliar to the clan cats who couldn’t recognize it more than it being from “quite far away”. He didn’t really ask, more demanded, to be allowed to stay.

Concluding notes/ideas about story: Shortly into the beginning of the story, these four are made apprentices of Stoneclan. Moonpaw is mentored by Swiftquill, Morningpaw is mentored by Bushpelt (Raymond), Skypaw is mentored by Darkpelt (Hammond) then later (because *cough* reasons) by Whiskerstep (Grossberg), and Sunpaw is mentored by Honeythroat. Something happens (not entirely sure what), early into their training that convinces Morningpaw to leave Stoneclan and join Thornclan. The other apprentices are hurt by this, especially Sunpaw who sees this as a total betrayal. Surprisingly, his brother, Honeythroat, isn’t all too worried about his little brother leaving and in fact rationalizes it as a good thing because it will help strengthen ties between the two clans. The UR-1 incident is still a thing that happens, closely to when the three remaining Stoneclan apprentices are to become warriors. Moondance is killed by a rogue cat (the Phantom) and her daughter is the one to find her mother’s body. I’m thinking that instead of putting himself on death row for the murder of Moondance, that Blackquill instead leaves Stoneclan to hunt down the Phantom himself, leaving Stoneclan without a medicine cat. Swiftquill places a lot of her grief/hurt over Moondance’s death and her brother’s absence onto her apprentice. Moonpaw doesn’t have a good time much at all. This is where a lot devolves into my own crack theory ideas of where the story could project and that involves Moonclan and Stoneclan joining into one clan by where the ending of Bridge to the Turnabout would be... And involves Sagepaw (Maya) being made into the first Starclan appointed clan leader in a long time so she’s Sagestar now. Goldenheart (Phoenix) is her deputy, and she has Iriscloud (Iris) fill in as medicine cat. This then leads into the case with Goldenheart trying to help a group of loner cats (the Gramayres) solve the death of their leader. Thornclan gets involved and young Morningpaw catches Goldenheart trying to use faulty evidence to defend one of them (Zak) and calls him out on it. It doesn’t help that other cats in this case begin disappearing as well. Goldenheart runs away into exile (disbarment), and Morningpaw is made into a warrior, Moningsong. If there was to be a story picked up about these characters, I can see it beginning at the start of what would be AA4. Sunpaw is now Suncall, and as a newly made warrior he’s trying to navigate the hardships of warrior life in this newly arranged clan as he discovers dark secrets lurking behind some of the tightest corners. And a mysterious young cat who calls herself Magicpaw (Trucy) comes to him with a request: to help protect her father.

If you made it to the bottom of this super long info-dump on an au that wasn’t even started by me... congratulations. Here’s the full sketch page pic I promised:

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living-with-pmd · 3 years

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11 Women With PMDD Share What It's Really Like

Premenstrual dysphoric disorder is the evil cousin of PMS. They share the same types of symptoms—moodiness, increased hunger, cravings, fatigue, cramps, pain, brain fog, and depression, among others—but for PMDD sufferers, those symptoms get so bad they can cripple a woman's ability to lead a normal life.

While up to 85 percent of women get PMS, according to the US Department of Health, only about 5 percent of women experience PMDD, according to the American Journal of Psychiatry.

We asked women with PMDD what it's really like living with the disorder. Here are their stories:

"I was diagnosed with PMDD last summer. Six months prior to my diagnosis, I started taking a certain birth control and soon every month I was experiencing severe PMS issues. I am a generally happy person, but during those few days I was someone entirely different. I was extremely depressed and anxious, having much more frequent panic attacks, and was super sensitive and lonely. I was even suicidal, which was terrifying. And the worst part was I was convinced that I had always been this miserable, and that I would always be this miserable, and it was never going to change. It felt as if someone had completely burned out the light in me and all happiness and joy and hope was gone. I didn't make the connection that it was related to my period but thankfully a close friend did. I have since switched birth control, which helped a lot, and increased the dosage of my anti-anxiety and anti-depressant meds. Most importantly, I am aware of the way I feel those few days so I know to expect it, and I can logically remind myself that I will stop feeling that way soon. Looking back, I realize that I've probably always had pretty bad PMS or PMDD. The birth control worsened it but it was also causing a lot of issues I wasn't aware of previously as well." —Katherine H., 22, Edmonds, WA

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"PMDD is out of control. I cry really easily for about a week. My biggest issue is that I am convinced that I am failing at everything—being a wife, a mom, work projects, fitness, my whole life! And even though it feels so real I constantly have to question if my feelings are valid or if they are amplified by my cycle. I just set an alert in my phone to remind me to consider my hormones the next time I feel that way." —Krysten B., 32, Toronto, CA

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"A week before my period, I become a complete psycho, completely unlike myself. I'm tearful, want to eat everything that's sweet or salty, have absolutely no tolerance for anything other than perfection, and prefer to be left completely alone. I already take an antidepressant but my PMDD was a complete nightmare so my doctor gave me Prozac to take for just 10 days a month. Basically, I start it when I start to get that irrational feeling and keeping taking it until my period starts. And that's just the emotional stuff. On the physical side, I have debilitating cramps, backaches, and headaches that last for days. Yep. I'm a peach." —Kristen L., 40, Knoxville, TN

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"In the past, PMDD almost made me suicidal and totally broke my spirit. Yes it wasthat bad. Every month. Eventually I got tired of being a 'crazy PMS woman' and decided I needed to fix this. Since I don't like to take pharmaceuticals, I branched out to homeopathic remedies and I discovered St. John's Wort and essential oils, especially clary sage and Doterra Calm-Its. It's a lot better now but I still have my hard days." —Amy S., 43, Zebulon, NC

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"My PMDD got so bad I had to go to a psychiatrist and be put on Prozac along with another antidepressant I was already taking. I was a mess—anxious, crying randomly over the smallest thing, and eating everything in sight. One example is someone made a YouTube mashup of the Age of Ultron trailers with Pinocchio footage and the 'I've got no strings on me' song and that wrecked me for weeks. Every time I thought about scenes from Pinocchio I would start panicking and crying at my work desk. It's been a few years and I'm better now. I'm off birth control and weening myself off the Prozac. I notice a week before my period I will sob during any sad part in a movie or book I'm reading, and a day or two before, I notice I'm more likely to be anxious." —Kate W., 36, Alaska

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"This has impacted my ability to work effectively. My pet peeve is when people say 'it must be close to your time of the month' when they simply don't like what I'm saying. I have run into that problem a lot at previous jobs and it makes it really hard to be taken seriously. It's bullshit because my feelings are valid regardless and also PMDD is not a joke. I am so lucky now to have a male boss who understands but it wasn't always that way. I have also have found a lot of relief with naturopathic and herbal remedies." —Amalia F., 28, Vancouver, Canada

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"My PMS was tolerable until my second child was born and then everything went off the rails. I'd be looking forward to plans with others, happy, and then about 10 to 14 days before my flow would start, my mood would turn on a dime. I'd be horrible—crying, screaming that ~nobody understands~, just so much emotional pain. I'd basically lock myself up in the bedroom for a full day to cry, get angry, and feel sorry for myself. It took three doctors before I finally found one who would listen to me before I was finally diagnosed with PMDD. I took Prozac for three years for it but it made me feel numb, like a zombie and not like myself. So I quit and my family just deals with me now. As I've gotten closer to menopause the PMDD is not as bad, but can be very unpredictable due to hormonal swings from perimenopause. The worst part now is I feel like my friendships have suffered. I always seem to have episodes around major holidays and events and I end up bumming everyone out if I do show up so I end up staying home a lot." —Colleen T., 50, St. Paul, MN

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"I'm overly emotional for the week before my period. Saying that makes it sound like it's not that bad but I get so distraught that my fiance has actually scheduled it in his phone as 'blood sport' to remind himself what's coming. I'm thankful that he's patient because I also feel like everyone hates me that week, too." —Kenlie T., 36, New Orleans, LA

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"All month long I'm fine and feel even and calm and then suddenly, the week before my period, I can't handle even the tiniest little thing. My irritability goes through the roof (which is not great since I have a 5-year-old) and I feel like I have no friends. It really makes me sad." —Jessica S., 28, Broomfield, CO

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"I know my period is coming because all of a sudden all of my joints hurt, especially my knees and ankles. I also get crazy gnarly cramps and once I even had a cyst that ruptured while I was on a date and the guy had to take me to the hospital! It was so embarrassing. Thankfully my husband now is very understanding when this time rolls around each month. The worst part is people who just think I make this stuff up. Some months are better than others and sometimes the pain is completely debilitating! My emotions are also a rollercoaster. Anytime I see something cute or inspiring, I burst into tears." —Ivie C., 21, Rexburg, ID

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"My PMDD manifests in both mental and physical symptoms. From the time I got my period at age 12, I've had extreme cramps and heavy bleeding. I'd leak at school through a super maxi pad every class so I'd tie sweatshirts around my waist and have to scrub my clothes when I got home. It was super humiliating. I'd have to take six to eight ibuprofen at a time to deal with cramps, and if I didn't I'd end up on the floor sweating like I had the flu. Sometimes I'd even throw up. This meant I ended up spending a lot of time sick in bathrooms and knew where every restroom was at all times. Birth control helped manage the PMDD and other issues, but as soon as I was done having kids, I had a hysterectomy. That was the best thing I've ever done." —Mandy P., 39, Mendon, UT

https://www.womenshealthmag.com/health/a19972132/premenstrual-dysphoric-disorder/

#premenstrual dysphoric disorder #PMDD #pmdd awareness #living with pmdd #actually pmdd #mental health awareness #mental health #women's health #pms #premenstrual syndrome #afab problems

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char-lotteral · 3 years

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I agree with Kishimoto never trying to use the girls. The hate they get is not fair. I used to defend Sakura back in the days because I hoped kishi would do her justice. When shippuden started I WAS SO HAPPY because I thought this was the start of something great for Sakura and the girls but NOOOOO. Every time, Sasuke showed kishi turned her brainless. If you compare Naruto's actions and Sakura's actions to sasuke, you'd see they're completely different. What's up with that weird fake love confession scene 😭? It makes her look like she was manipulating Naru. JEEZ.

Also he literally had badass Tenten and Temari with cool useful abilities and he didn't use them ?! TF ?! Thank god for modern authors who treat their characters with respect :)

okay2 you know how i am with these longass rants so click readmore and brace yourselves

The way I see it, Sakura's character development in shippuden was always one step forward, two steps back. She gets this really badass scene (like her fight with Sasori and those cool ass medical skills) but is then regressed back into a pining girl in love every time Sauce is on screen or Kishi just throws her in the background YET AGAIN.

I love Sakura's abilities actually. Her brute strength, intelligence, vast knowledge and skill as a medic nin. But what I dislike about her character is how kishi handled her feelings for Sasuke. Naruto and Sakura's obsession with Sasuke was so???? huh??? it was so damn toxic and i never once understood why both Nardo and Sak were so obsessed with him. They were a team for one year???? I mean its great that they care about him alot but Sauce's feelings were kinda valid. His freakin clan died. Id go batshit crazy against my own village too. BUT BESIDES THAT. Both Nart and Sakura's Sasuke obsession was so annoying. 80% of shippuden was literally Keeping up with the Uchihas or Naruto yelling SASUKEH. BUT what irks me so much is the fandom's double standards with both Naruto and Sakura. "Oh Sakura shouldve gotten over her Sasuke obsession" but then turn around and call Naruto's obsession cute and gush about how he's so in love with him!!

Hot take but the only reason why sasunaru is "the most developed ship with the most chemistry" is because theyre both male characters.

I guarantee you if Naruto was a girl and SHE would be the one to have this unhealthy obsession who was chasing around Sasuke, the fandom would shit on Naruto just as much. And if Sasuke were a girl, Sauce would be sidelined like the rest of the female cast and Naruto would have another male character to have a "brotherly bond" with, because thats the only bond Kishimoto is actually good at developing. Yey for male characters having all the screentime and cool assets <333

And about that confession scene, I get her intentions. I really do. I understand that she did that in order to bring him home and that she cares about him but honey, w-why?? Why lie to him about your feelings?? Supposed he DID believe her, then what? then what kishi???? huh??? Some of her fans point the blame on Sai or whatever but I personally dont see why that scene was at all necessary. Maybe to establish Naruto's feelings for her wasnt all that serious? or his maturity? idk man. That scene was such a clusterfuck.

In the end her development in The Last and in Boruto was immaculate. She had one of the best glow ups in the old gen and ironically enough, her character wasn't butchered in Boruto. She got badass scenes she was cheated from in shippuden. I also love how she's finally getting the spotlight she deserves. Unlike the other konoha 12 :,)))

Okay onto the next female character that Kishi completely wasted. My baby. My light. 🙈 AAAHHH HINATAA.

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN OKAY2 DEEP BREATHS.

Let me just establish this real quick. Hinata's goal was to get stronger because of Naruto, her goal was never to be with Naruto. She wanted to become someone who is worthy enough to stand beside him, someone whom he can consider as an equal, as a partner. She NEVER once said "marrying Naruto-kun is my all time goal UwU" (if youre one of those weirdos who interpret her character that way, youre immediately invalid, go take a hike)

I personally dont have anything against their crushes but to the point of making their personalities revolve around these guys every time theyre onscreen is so fucking frustrating. And with the way he writes their dialogues is so.damn.cringey. Like that one scene in the war arc with Tsunade and Madara

"I mAy bE a WomAn but I aM nOt WeAAKKKK"

BAAHAHAAHHA WHAT?? Everyone else gets coolass monologues and one liners but thats the best you can come up with Kishi?????? Hilarious.

If im being honest. Hinata's character is actually kinda well written. Not well executed. Dear God no. But with the way he set her story, her personality, her chracterization. She's honestly one of the best written female characters on the show. IMO. By Kishi's standards of writing women ofc. She's hands down one of the most complex characters. Her shy personality wasnt out of the blue, it wasnt a cutesy waifu trait. Her abusive upbringing made her that way. Her trauma turned her that way. So yeah, sue her if she looked up to Naruto as an inspiration when everyone else in her family treated her like dust. Shit on her for having Naruto's love light in her dark when her own damn father wouldnt even look her in the eye and her entire clan shunned her because she was "weak." She doesnt owe her family shit so idgaf what they do with the Hyuga clan. Neji and Hanabi aren't included btw

Im not gonna deny that her role in the show was only as the love interest but tbh for a love interest, Im glad her character wasnt so one dimensional. It just pains me SO MUCHHH how fucking wasted she is. Every time she's with Naruto, they always make her into a damsel in distress. They always feel the need to turn Naruto into the heroic prince. How cute.

LIKE THAT ONE SCENE IN THE LAST WHERE SHE'S THROWN IN THE CAGE?? WHY??? LET NARUTO AND HINA FIGHT THAT FREAKING ALIEN GOD TOGETHER. QUIT WITH THE TOXIC MASCULINITY. WE GET IT. NARUTO'S STRONG. GOOD FOR HIM. NOW LETS SEE HINATA THROW HANDS AND PUT NARUTO IN THE CAGE GODAMMIT

Hnggggg dont get me started with her role in Boruto. She's as relevant as a damn houseplant in the manga. They made her into an invisible trophy wife and "the mc's mother" and we all KNOW what happens to the shounen mc's mother once mc is in need of character development :) Quit putting her in the background. Give us that scene where she won against Hanabi DESPITE being retired for years. Give us that scene where she trains Boruto. GIVE US ANY FIGHT SCENE OF HER WHERE HER POTENTIAL ISNT WASTED WTF?¿

Now if you say that Hinata didnt have development. YOURE INVALID. She came from an abusive household, the shyest girl in her class, her insecurities got in the way of her own confidence, had difficulty of standing up for herself now became a loving mother of two, has the guts to kick her husband out of the house(with whom she couldnt even keep eye contact with when she was a kid) became the strongest hyuga, most supportive wife and mother, and has given her kids the comforting childhood she never had as a kid.

She has one of the most beautiful stories in the show and if you think her personality is only Naruto-kun and big boobs, then im sorry that you cant appreciate such a heartwarming story.

And I agree, killing her would honestly make me feel more at ease than continue to see her suffer because of godawful misogynistic writers. But at least let her die in an epic fight. Please. PLEASEE. She got nerfed so bad, i feel a physical pain every time i think about it

Okay what else. I think Ino got pretty good development. Another wasted potential in shippuden but she's doing good for herself in Boruto. I dont know what Temari is up to. They basically made her into another classic angry mom who beats up her husband for comedy trope. Haha very funny and original! Im not sure with her career, im not that invested in the anime.

Tenten??

oh G O D Tenten. The dirtiest of all. Her jokes about her screentime is so mean and i hate that its true ahsjhs. She was the only female character in OG who's goal wanted to be as strong as Tsunade but what did Kishi do to her?? Sidelined. Forgotten. Irrelevant. Like every damn female on the show :D

Konan shouldnt have died. I blame plot armor. I know in my heart that Konan wouldve kicked Obito's ass if it weren't for Kishi's boomer mindset.

Tsunade had so much hype when she was introduced but died down in the war arc. Madara wiped the floor with the kages. Holy shit. Not only that, but yipee! Naruto is there to save the day AGAIN!!!!

AND UGHHHH If the female characters were given proper treatment then maybe MAYBE all the endgame couples wouldve made fucking sense????¿¿¿

I think that ends my rant. Im not sure how the female characters in Boruto are handled. Except maybe Sarada (she's pretty well executed in the manga imo). But arguably they are sooo much better handled in Boruto than how the old gen girls were. And thats because Kishi isnt anywhere near the new gen female cast. I cant formulate a solid opinion with the other new gen female cast since im not entirely invested in the anime. Not ashamed to admit that I only watch it for the sunshine moments and for Hinata :DD

#and *scene #salty char.txt #char complains about Naruto AGAIN #yey #please end my suffering #i need to leave this fandom what am i still doing here #naruto #day 202 of WTF KISHI #i think i got that out of my system

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schrodingerzgender · 3 years

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i cut my hair finally, its not exactly what i wanted but at least its more masc than some people get their first go around

its honestly affected me weirder than i thought it would… and what freaks me out is its only shifted my gender confusion and complicated it. when i had my long hair i desperately wanted to appear more masc most of the time, only turning on the femme when i wanted like minor tho often double sided social perks that come with it (people being kinder to me, people calling me attractive, yknow the drill, i know its more complex but idk)

and like id get gender euphoria from being ‘one of the guys,’ guys acknowledging that i think like them and can meld in their humor when they make nasty jokes and dont feel they need to censor cause ‘a girls in the room’ yknow? just having genuine male friends and i love that i do things more masc (but its never been in a ‘girl power’ way or im doing this to spite anyone its just the stuff i like) like i never resonated with viewing my more ‘masc’ interests as a feminist power thing yknow cause i never really felt the same as cis women. like i cringed when id think of someone saying “wow that little gal sure can drive, really stickin it to the boys” and that kind of shit. i just like that i know more about cars than my boyfriend and can fix shit. i leaned into all of that masc stuff when i had long hair to make me feel more like me, for people to see me as a guy and/or a girl and/or just a person depending on the day or situation. and thats how i came to accept my self as nonbinary and genderfluid. it just makes sense.

now with my haircut something weird has happened… im kinda worried about looking like a boy. and you might be thinking “oh honey that just means youre cis” and thats honestly what im afraid of but tbh i think the feeling has way more complex origins. like im not worried about looking like a boy because i dont like it, its because OTHER people wont like it. im closeted, and i dont have enough dysphoria to warrant fully coming out, at least not rn. but in the meantime i have to be seen as cis girl in the eyes of others and as a “girl” who now looks like a boy… im just afraid people will see me as an ugly girl at worst or a girl who got an unfortunate haircut at best. and i feel like i need to compensate FEMININITY now and not be masc in order to please and appease others. for them to not ask questions.

i dont wanna come out im really not ready… i know what its like to hear the concept of genderfluid when youre still stuck on there being only two genders. i know cause it was me and i thought it was bullshit. it took me years to accept myself and view my own identity as valid. how can i come out to people who will never fully get it? who deep down under a veil of acceptance will think my identity is bullshit?

so i feel stuck, i got this haircut to feel like myself but i still feel like i have to hide

#internalized enbyphobia #nonbinary #genderfluid #vent #sorry if this is upsetting for anyone to read #i just needed to get it out

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cjwallflower · 4 years

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Marvel Gender Headcanons

because i doubt some of these people are cis

Peter:

i claim this man for the trans community

he realised he was trans at around present time (15-16 years old)

he knows his family and friends will accept him

he’s still N E R V O U S

but he still wants to be true to his identity

so he wears the trans flag colours!!

Ned obvs catches on, but doesn’t say anything

Tony’s the first one Peter comes out to, bc i’m soft and irondad owns my heart

Tony gets him a spider suit with a binder built in

Peter is absolutely the kind of trans guy who forgets to take off his binder (i’m not projecting what do you mean)

he comes out to his aunt May next, and she breaks out the scissors

the other eventually figure it out, and they accept him immediately

Peter: Hey Clint?

Clint: Yo

Peter: I’m trans

Clint: *takes a gulp of his soda* wig

Peter: ???

they love him though let’s be real

Natasha Punches A Transphobe

someone calls Peter a tr*nny

Natasha sends them on a one way trip to space :)

Peter absolutely decides to go on T

and he is a handsome!! boy!!

he eventually tells Ned and MJ, and they accept him too

Ned buys him a trans flag

NED BUYS HIM A TRANS FLAG

by the time they’re graduating high school, Peter passes as cis very well

Tony:

i’m claiming Tony as trans too

i promise there’s other gender identities here jdsfhkhsdfkjh

Tony came out in the 80s of all times

we know Howard

it didn’t go over well

Maria didn’t say much about it, but Howard was actively against it

Tony didn’t care at all

he literally snuck out and got a fake ID so he could start on T

Tony was almost 18 at that point, but he still used Howard’s money

just to piss him off

well Howard ended up dying like 3 years later

Maria survived because fuck you

but Tony never ended up getting any surgeries because he ended up getting busy with the company

he just didn’t have time, with all the recovery that goes into it

he’s still on T though!!

mans has tiddies and a beard, the boomers get confused

he tends to keep it more private though

Pepper knows, how could she not?

Pepper is the sole reason Tony survived to adulthood lbr

Peter found out accidentally

Tony got oil on a shirt while fixing one of his machines, and Peter walked in while he had it off

he saw the binder and boyyy was that a surprise

but it totally explained how Tony already knew so much about supporting Peter in his transition

the problem with being an ADHD workaholic??

hyperfocusing

when Tony hyperfocuses, he forgets to take off his binder

Jarvis: Sir, you need to take off your binder

Tony: Gimme like five more minutes, I need to finish this

Jarvis: Sir, it’s been 38 hours??

Tony: *already moving onto the next task* What’s your point?

his ribs are so fucked

Pepper and Peter remind him too

my boy is a mess

Thor:

this is solely because my nb loml claimed thor as nb and it’s super fucking valid

i love you babe 🥺

so Thor learned about different genders from Loki

and also from Peter tbh

but Thor LOVED the idea of being in between

it just made him really happy!!

he started using those labels a lot, even though he didn’t know much about what they meant

being on Earth more, he started to learn more about them

mostly because they replaced cops at pride (Peter’s idea)

so Thor decided to learn more

he knew he liked boys, that wasn’t uncommon on Asgard

gender expression was very open, but that blurred the lines a lot for him

when he got to non-binary, it clicked

“oh that sounds like me”

“THATS ME”

he was excited he’d figured it out

his immediate instinct?

he went to tell Loki

the only problem was Loki was asleep

“LOKI LOKI LOKI-”

“what do you wANT-”

“I’M NON-LIBRARY!!”

“WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN-”

it took like ten minutes for Loki to figure out what he meant

Loki was tired give him a break

he just kinda pushed Thor’s face away and went back to sleep

they talked about it again in the morning

after Loki got some coffee he was more receptive

“I accept you, just please stop waking me up at 2 am”

Thor’s just trying his best

he doesn’t know how to be non-binary though

(there is no right way to be enby though)

so Loki tried a few example sentences using they/them pronouns

Thor LOVED it

so now Thor wanted to use they/them pronouns

Loki isn’t a brain cell by any means

but he sure feels like one sometimes

and he’s tired of it

ANYWAYS

Thor announced it to everyone they saw

some people heard it multiple times

“GUYS I’M NON-BINARY!! :D”

they were happy for their thude

and Thor wore an enby flag to their first pride!!

now the protector of the lesbians says non-library rights

Loki:

Loki basically always knew he was genderfluid

it just seemed really obvious to him?

he realised he wasn’t cis when he was 7

he transformed into a girl for fun

and she was like “oh i like this-”

so she experimented with that

and she fucking loved all of them

so she turned back into a boy and went to Frigga

that’s how he found out about the word genderfluid

so he basically just grew up shapeshifting as much as he wanted

when they eventually went to earth, Loki couldn’t shapeshift as much

after he was redeemed, he still needed to be recognisable so they wouldn’t think he was to pull a fast one on them

he was uncomfy

Loki stays in his room a lot

he just really doesn’t wanna deal with it

he still shapeshifts in private!

Thor ends up being the one to catch on

but he kinda knows that Loki won’t talk to him

so he sends in the spider child!

Loki and Peter have a pretty close bond

so on one of the nights they hang out, it’s a she/her day

and Loki just kinda snapped and went on a bit of a rant

and she ended up coming out to Peter

Loki totally didn’t end up crying what do you mean

she just needs a hug

obvs Peter was accepting

he gave her that hug don’t worry

this was all on a rooftop eating bad street food jhshkfhjfkhkd

he did ask if he could tell the others, and Loki reluctantly agreed

yeah, the others felt kinda bad

so they ended up compromising!!

Loki could shapeshift, but not into other people

and she could wear whatever she wanted

they also gave her bracelets so she could express her pronouns

its a long road

and it takes a long time to build trust

but Loki really does appreciate Thor and Peter’s efforts

Bucky:

trans enby rights. send tweet

let’s jump back to 1930s

Bucky was transitioning before the war

he had the surgeries and was on T

Steve was the only one who really knew

it was right when HRT was starting to become a thing

he was one of the first people to try it

and it worked pretty well!

Bucky passed easily after ~2 years on T

but then he died

RIP Bucky :(

when he comes back as a Hydra agent, they use T supplements to make his body stronger

“Jokes on you, I like that shit”

yeah no the others end up rescuing him from there

but Bucky still takes T

everyone is a bit worried about it

they think he’s still under Hydra’s control

Steve has to explain it (with Bucky’s permission)

but Bucky really starts feeling a disconnect with being a male

it’s mostly due to the trauma from Hydra

he knows he’s not a girl anymore

but he hates the idea of being a boy now

so he has no idea what he is

he ends up drawing the parallel between himself and Thor

but Bucky still sees some masculinity in Thor, which confuses him a LOT

Bucky’s always confused lbr

so he ends up finding the term Agender

and he understands it!! and likes it!!

he’s too nervous to tell the others, so he writes sentences using they/them pronouns

“Their name is Bucky Barnes”

“Bucky is tired, they need a nap”

“Bucky’s best friend is Steve. They’ve known Steve since the beginning”

Bucky is WAY happier with they/them pronouns

the problem is they don’t know how to communicate that

even to Steve, they’re just nervous

Steve ends up finding the paper, which now has over 100 sentences

so the next time they’re alone, Steve brings it up, and after a little bit of avoiding answering, Bucky tells him about it

Steve is super accepting 🥺

“Do you want me to tell the others for you?”

“Yes please, I have no idea what I’m doing-”

“I don’t think any of us do”

so Steve lets the others know, and they start using they/them pronouns

Bucky’s IMMEDIATELY so much happier

i just think they’re neat-

MJ:

MJ isn’t cis, fuck you

MJ is a demigirl

and no one even figured it out for the longest time

she kinda groups herself on the more non-binary side

Peter finds out because someone calls her by they/them pronouns

“MJ?? Are you?? Non-binary??”

“Nope”

“Are you still a girl??”

“Nope”

after like 20 mins Peter figures it out

and boy is he confused

“Why didn’t you just say it?”

“I couldn’t. Gotta keep ‘em on their toes”

“Who??”

“:)”

the M in MJ stands for mystery

anyways!!

she switches from lesbian to the term Trixic (NBLW)

MJ goes to pride with Peter and Ned that year

MJ gets a girlfriend there!!

she comes out to her girlfriend upfront. she doesn’t feel like waiting

yeah she gets intense

she gets it from her moms

who can blame her

MJ sometimes wears a binder

she wore one on the first day of school, because Peter was nervous about being out (he’d come out over the summer)

MJ will punch transphobes and homophobes

even just for fun tbh

but she won’t do it immediately

she heard someone make a comment about Ned and his boyfriend and waited a few days

and then came out of nowhere

B O N K

the douchebag kinda knew why though

in conclusion, MJ is elite

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thisiswhymomworries · 5 years

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How did you figure out you're a man? Gender is confusing

gender is very confusing, and I just dogpaddled in this great big Confusion Ocean toward anything that made me happy

I started out by realizing that even though wearing makeup and dresses and heels made me look very pretty and that validation made me happy, I was only happy about other people responding positively. it didn’t make me happy on its own, and was actually a huge pain to do every day

so I went more “butch” and eventually started buying clothes out of the boy’s section, and that DID make me happy. to the point that I started only wearing those and stopped wearing makeup entirely

then being called she, her, anything about being a woman, started to feel really wrong and aggravating, even though I’d spent years IDing as non-binary (knowing I am Not a woman is one of the few solid facts I’ve known about myself for sure, but I went to the non-binary label before trans male) and not caring or feeling bad / dysphoric about it

idk why that changed. maybe because I just started being more open with myself about what I really wanted, and I’d also sort of “proven” to myself that I *could be* beautiful and attractive as a femme-presenting person, which was important bc my entire childhood was about how ugly and weird I was, so I guess I just needed to reverse that in my mind before I could move forward with anything else

but then once I had learned how to dress fashionably and apply makeup well and “look pretty,” my brain was like “OK we accomplished that Fuck You so we’re totally done with that now” and suddenly it just wasn’t fun anymore ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

then I went through months of reacting very badly inside my own head every time someone misgendered me as female (before, thinking I was non-binary, I personally was just sort of resigned to the fact that no one would ever realize I was nb without me telling them, and it was “fair” for them to assume I was female, so it didn’t really bother me toooo much or feel like misgendering, but whoo boy did THAT change)

and also during those same Bad Months, struggling over whether I could still be happy IDing as non-binary, and just because I Was Not Female, that didn’t necessarily make me male, but also I liked wearing boy’s clothes and the thought of being a boy made me really happy and I started dreaming that I was a boy and one time my boss told me I was “a gentleman and a scholar” as just a silly joke but my dopamine receptors latched onto the word “gentleman” for like a week of happiness, soooo

I just started doing anything that would make me happy and dropping the things that didn’t. getting a binder made me happy, buying all boy’s clothes for my whole wardrobe has made me happy, and eventually I decided using he/him pronouns would make me happier than they/them pronouns

I’ve also been in therapy for the last several months specifically to have someone to talk to about this stuff, mostly just as a sounding board and someone to listen while I figure out how to verbalize my feelings, because that’s helped me understand WHAT I’m feeling a lot. I also went through a leadership program at my local equality center that let me test out using he/him pronouns and joined a transgender support group where I’ve made friends and also talked about it all!

as for non-binary vs trans male, I eventually realized the actually important part is that I’m Not Female. right now, at this moment, I’m happiER using he/him pronouns and being a trans male. maybe that’s because it’s “easier” in a way because I didn’t have to explain much while coming out at work and he/him is more common than they/them. maybe one day I’ll realize that being binary-male doesn’t quite fit and I’m more demi-boy or even go back to non-binary

but RIGHT NOW, it does make me happy and is easy and safe (at work, with my friends, and with my mother; I am very very lucky) to use that label. since I’m never going to wake up and feel like a cis woman, because I never have in my life so I see no reason for that to be fluid or change, there’s no point in clinging to it when something else could make me happy. and even if I do need to switch to non-binary, that’s not any LESS trans. that’s not like basically a girl. my cis coworkers would still consider me different from them and would still need to get used to new pronouns and a new appearance, so holding back on IDing as a trans male just because I’m not 100% certain I’m a MAN sometimes doesn’t make sense

so that’s how I ended up making the jump to declaring I’m a man, even though it took a really long time and I have doubts sometimes. that’s all OK, and I’m just going to do whatever I need to so I can be happy and live my best life, and so should you

#trans #transgender #ftm #ask #anon #answered

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#personal

I still haven't gotten my passport back yet. Old or new. I'm sure it's on the way but taking its sweet time. It hasn't been that big of a deal though it's a heavy inconvenience not being able to legally identify yourself. I have an expired driver's license and a lot of paperwork but that's not really good enough for most of Illinois. Work or leisure. I don't drink and don't really frequent bars anymore. I work for myself though I haven't paid myself yet this year. You have to have valid ID to be gainfully employed by someone else here. If I didn't have my life together already it would be more than annoying. I have health insurance still under a subsidy. I had my teeth cleaned earlier this week. No cavities. Mostly due to the electric toothbrush. I bought a waterpik right after. I've been so bored that I've started attacking problems I wanted to solve years ago. There's still drawers full of crap that needs to be thrown out. Lifetimes of shit do pile up if you are focused on other things like a dead end job or selfish personal relationships. I don't have either of those these days. So there really isn't any excuse for dirty drawers. I'm not planning to shit myself anytime soon to revisit the past. Which leaves the present and the future wide open. Much of that is dictated by my love of computers. I figured out how to mine finally. The open source way. I spent a lot of time in a terminal trying to apply the right definitions to scan my phone for the Pegasus spyware. I do think the results were negative so I'd rather not dwell on the past. Being a technological professional I have definitely spent a lot on electricity. That same idea of dirty drawers applies. You turn things on believing that they are ecologically friendly. It says so on the package. You don't dig enough to gather factual data to know it for sure. You get distracted by real life. Headlines. Drama. Nosy neighbors. The list goes on. And all the while, it just keeps bleeding out. I bought these smart plugs. Half of them monitor energy. The other half I didn't read the description close enough when I bought them. The ones that do measure electrical usage, I've set up in high power rooms. Both those and the low power rooms I can kill switch from my phone or whisper to my smart assistant to power off. I pay the electricity for the unit below me as well but that's more the agreement I have with my landlord. The biggest expense for me is always the AC and the heat. The appliances and everything else are just the icing on the cake. My rent has been affordable enough that with a little care and attention I can stay on budget. I never had that freedom or time to feel motivated enough to try. Now I know my razer laptop draws less than my rice cooker. Not that I'm the twelve hour rice in the rice cooker kind of guy. I have cooked chicken in it. What can I say I've had a lot of time on my hands. This happens when you can't identify yourself.

Sometimes you don't want to be identified. My past is so far behind me that it's a broken narrative. I've written about this narrative for years on this platform. I think it's a great place to write. This morning I saw a Tor books ad that looked like a regular blog post. Soon you'll be able to charge a subscription for your content if you wish. I'm not really here for that but I do think it's a great tool for creators. Bandcamp is still the easiest way for me to release music and shirts when I'm super fucking bored. But somehow five or six people always seem to support it when I do. I sold a shirt all the way out on the Ukraine once out of nowhere. I personally find it easier to mine and watch my electric bill right now then to fight to be seen as an artist. But situations do evolve over time under the right circumstances. And community is something I have never complained about Tumblr not having. Real life? Yes I have a lot of room to complain about the lack of community or respect for individual rights and will. But control over things is something I do have. And I've learned how to do that through setting boundaries for myself. I've learned a lot of those boundaries from being part of the culture down here. Unassuming. Anonymous. Hellbent on keeping it real. Chicago can sometimes be the same. It hasn't always been in the past. The fact that I'm completely disconnected from it is a large clue. The past. Not Chicago. I live here. Just like I do on Tumblr. That's a joke. But being able to write and stand my ground has given me a voice here and sometimes in the real world. Sometimes the wrong people listen. Or people get the wrong idea and make it more about them than me. But life goes on. If anything is true from what I wrote about a year ago, it's that I've both changed and stayed the same. There's things I can't escape about myself. Even if I can't prove to the state of Illinois I'm real enough to buy legal weed. Or how I've been fully vaccinated since April. Or how I can just leisurely set up a mining rig for research in my home office. How I can write here and challenge the status quo just by being the exception. Tumblr probably isn't going anywhere, anytime soon. I can't unlock any of my other social media from the past due to unfortunate circumstances related to identity and email. Not that I'm really complaining anymore. I was. As invisible as I am it feels more like a cloaking device than anything. Chicago in the news can be very dangerous and very wild. And yet, if anyone knows anything about me, I walk everywhere. Slow enough for people to follow you for blocks on end. Wanting to be seen. Worried about my safety. Worried about their safety because I left the house for once. Worried about everything. I'm not really that worried. Annoyed? Beyond annoyed. But as angry as I get, negativity does nothing for me to foster. It makes me look like every other secretly insecure white man here and just makes the turbulence around here worse.

If you have time enough to measure the difference in wattage between your rice cooker and your 6700xt gpu on full blast, you probably have time to pay attention to nuance. I pick up on the little things these days. I get that I share a porch with my neighbors and a cat. I get that I share a neighborhood too. I get that as a cis heterosexual white male I operate with privilege. It's not that hard to understand how to humble yourself in the presence of others. It's not hard to see how people have fought for rights harder than yourself. We're all fighting for the same thing. Freedom. I am understanding where I control the narrative and where I'm a guest. Where I don't have a say over other people's bodies, souls, or thoughts. I'm just as frightened by abuses or power and authority and yet they come as no surprise. I deleted everything Blizzard on my systems and am never looking back. I walk anywhere I choose freely with only a few annoyances. Jesus freaks and right wing antagonists are always up in my face trying to get a rise out of me. People think I'm a demon or haunted by some pirate ghosts. I have pretty good intuition and timing. I was a dj for like two decades. Beatmatching and pattern recognition. I get that I scare people and intimidate them just by breathing. Men are scary. Even to me. "Not all men!" Part of the reason people keep their distance from me is something I have to understand. I think we all have to understand who we are and what we can become when we live without care or intention. A lot of people just sleepwalk through this and blame the victims. They feel it's a weakness to share power. Sharing power is what cultivates freedom. But sharing power is almost pure chaos. It takes a lot of responsibility. And a lot of questioning of authority while asking the right questions and not just pinning a tail on a donkey. It's in the nuances and the people where freedom blossoms. Not in the polls or the pundits. We the people signifies something about America we ourselves have lost sight of. People buy their way into office at the behest of corporate and special interest money. The people are out there suffering while the profits guide the government. And it's really only the people who can turn this thing around. Here in Chicago, we know with our heart of hearts what to do. We have done it for so long. We survive together. We may not always like each other. We may feel like people are breathing down our necks and judging our every turn. But we always know where each other stands. We can stand to treat each other better. At least respecting that people have walls built up for protection more often than to hide something criminal. At least give people the space they need to grow. I have a lot of space to mine and play games. If I stay inside, it's so I don't rock the boat. If I go outside, just remember I have feelings too. We all could do better not to get caught up in them because we're overwhelmed by the bullshit. The bullshit we're in together. Respect is what is going to get us through. And I identify as down for the culture. As an ally you have my word. Love is the future. And the future is for everyone. <3 Tim

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fanfictionreader2015ad · 5 years

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Humans First Contact with Alien Race Kanamit

Backstory

Date: April 25 2012

14 Year Old Young Girls (Claire Brady, Ciara Brady, Paige Larson) were reported missing this afternoon. They were last seen last Monday, right after high school, walking down the Gunning Street near North Park. The police supported by concerned parents and volunteers are still searching. Let's listen to one of the functionaries working on the case talk about the progress made. A finely dressed reporter on the screen announced coldly.

Then the image changed, a man in his 40s appearing on the screen. "So far we have no clues. No leads to follow. We might as well be just flouncing around in the dark." he said before his worried face was replaced by reporter's emotionless one again.

"As you could hear, the case is very difficult to handle for the police and especially for the parents. Stay tuned for the update on the case in the evening emission. Now, shortly, a kitten stuck on a tree lead to a 4-hour intervention involving firefighters and even an ambulance..."

The sound and image were cut abruptly with one press of a button, and whoever was watching the News left the room quietly.

Prologue

Date: July 4 2012

It was hot summer midday, the sun was shining tenaciously, blasting the pavement, the buildings and anything else on its way. This kind of heat usually makes people hide in their houses behind the shut sun blinds, but the town's promenade bustled with life. Young families with children, old couples strolling around, dogs on leashes and off leashes, followed by their owners. There even was a small group of foreign tourists, whom all were holding cameras in their pale palms and taking pictures of completely trivial objects and rather unimpressive looking buildings.

The gardens of the restaurants and cafes were full ass well, full of people and of noise. All the conversations combined together into an even cloud of buzz, raising above crowd's heads. Three girls sitting at a round table out in the Blair's cafe's garden were sipping slowly on their Carmela frappes while chatting with excitement. One of them was holding up a phone. She fiddled with it for a while then turned the screen in two other girl's direction.

"This is him?" asked a dark-haired girl. A pinch of disappointment could be heard in her voice, and the blond girl, that showed her the photo, took her phone back scrolling through her photos.

"Well, he looks different in person," she answered, failing to hide how someone could look at the hottest boy at their school and remain completely oblivious to his charms.

"Heh, don't worry Hanna, Spencer doesn't get it because she only has eyes for Daniel," reassured her the third girl, smiling widely. Her hair was short dark blond with pink speckles and she had a pencil stuck behind her ear, in a manner that's supposed to imitate an concentric artist's style.

"Daniel?" Hanna turned to her intrigued. "Who's that and why have I never heard about him?" added turning to Spencer. The latter made no move to answer, instead, taking a big group of her drink.

"Yes, Daniel Peters. The British student from 8-B."

"Muumuu, an upperclassman" Hanna wiggled her eyebrows.

"Okay, okay, stop. I'm not in love with him and-" Spencer tried to put an end to the conversation, her face turning bright red.

"So where have they met?" Hanna pushed her chair closer to Aria's ignoring Spencer's protests, which only caused the latter to complain louder. Hanna and Aria began pretending they can't hear her, just so all three of them could burst out in laugh mere a minute later.

Their attack of uncontrolled laughter git disturbed by a notification pinging off on Hanna's phone.

"What is it?" asked Aria curiously, then leaned over Hanna's shoulder as the other was too absorbed in her phone's content to answer. After a moment or two of silence, Hanna raised her eyes from her phone, giving her friends a serious look.

"Have you heard about this new restaurant?" she began conspirator. "Which one?" asked Spencer unimpressed.

"Okay, so there's this restaurant that only a few chosen guests can visit. Its name and location are a complete mystery and in order to get inside you need a special invitation from the owner themselves!" With every word Hanna's, the smile widened, matching her eyes shining with excitement.

Aria looked similarly, as id she was ready to vibrate out of her skin any moment from now.

Spencer, on the other hand, remained skeptical. "Oh yeah? And how do you know that if the whole thing is so mysterious?"

"There's few YouTube's that got the invitation themselves. In the beginning, the whole thing was pretty low-key, but ever since my YouTuber mummy Grey Rouge uploaded a video about it, it got super popular!" said Hanna, undisturbed by her friend's negativity.

Spencer opened her mouth, about to ask another one of her pointy questions, but she was disturbed by a deep male voice coming from their left.

All three girls turned like on cue. They were met with a sight of a tall man around thirty, dressed in a nicely tailored black suit. The man smiled gently before greeting them with a simple "Hello" His voice was a nice calming tenor.

"I couldn't help but overhear your conversation..." he began.

"Would you be interested in visiting the said restaurant?" he asked before offering them a truly charming smile.

Hanna and Aria stared at him with eyes shining with excitement.

Spencer, on the other hand, stared at him suspiciously. Understandably she didn't want to believe that an extremely exclusive place as this almost mythical restaurant would send their staff to invite some random people from the street, just like that. Instead, thinking it was a scam, even more so given the man appeared.

However before she could thank him then politely tell him off, Hanna and Aria pushed the stranger for more information. Hanna, in particular, seemed interested in visiting the restaurant, which had Spencer stare at her cagily.

Eventually, the man left, but not before handing them three envelopes, each with their full names written on top in a fancy, swirly handwriting. Each contained a name invitation to the restaurant. At the very bottom in fine print, it was written that the invitation was valid as long as the concerned parties agree upon not sharing the location of the restaurant nor that they received the invitation with anybody, at least until the visit is concluded.

"We ask only that you trust us, Only that you simply trust us." Hanna finished reading the paragraph out loud, then raised her eyes to her friends. Her cheeks were painted red, bright smile an obvious indication she was willing to pass over any red alarms in order to visit the famous place.

Under Spencer's pressure tough, they all agreed to simply ignore the man and forget the whole situation, Hanna resultant so.

It didn't take much time for Hannah to break. Tuesday after classes she hurried to gather her stuff and left the school as fast as possible, trying to avoid being seen by her friends. However in vain. She was soon caught by Spencer and Aria, as she tried to sneak out through the main school gate unnoticed. Spencer tried once more to convince her that it is not a good idea. But Hanna didn't even want to listen to what she had to say. She refused to change her mind in pursuit of "her dreams".

"What dreams?" asked Spencer coldly. Hanna stared at her for a while then turned her back at her and crossed the street without a word.

Spencer and Aria shared a surprised stare then ran after their friend. When they caught up with her, they chose to accompany her, for the minimum of safety.

Spencer was still skeptical, which she hadn't failed to point out repeatedly. She did, however, believe it was better than to leave Hanna on her own, and so she followed her and Aria to the restaurant.

They arrived at the place indicated in the invitation about fifteen minutes later. At the entrance, they met a woman, with crazy eyes and cloths in complete disorder. She gave them an oddly pointed stare then walked up to them. She walked up to Spencer who tried to back up with disgust. When the woman saw that, she grabbed the girl by the wrist bringing her closer. Spencer struggled, trying to free herself from the unwanted touch. Before she could escape the lady leaned down and whispered to her ear in a weak voice. "TO SERVE MAN RESTAURANT IS HUMAN COOKBOOK!" Spencer looked at her with a mix of confusion and disgust on her face. To which the latter answered with a stare, crazy eyes fidgeting, thin lips forming a desperately sad smile. Then she let go of Spencer and nodded sadly, murmuring something intangible under her breath. Girls quickly walked way, thinking it was just yet another crazy lady, they were nothing of a rare specimen in the town.

After walking up the stairs they stopped in front of the heavy, wooden door and raised their heads to read the name of the restaurant. "To Serve A Human" announced simple black letters on a whiteboard.

"Ha, what a strange name," commented Hanna, aiming for a joke, but her voice sounded a bit wobbly. Neither Aria nor Spencer said anything. First absorbed in the

Once inside they were met with luxury in its purest, most old fashioned form.

They were greeted by a clean-looking old butler, dressed in a black tuxedo and white shit. Butler asked them respectfully to hand in their invitations. He inspected the papers shortly, then invited them inside with a simple hand gesture.

Three girls stood in the entrance, looking around admiring in the softness of the couches pushed against the walls of the large corridor, stunned by the richness of the colors, aromas, and textures surrounding them. However, before they had a chance to make even one step they felt something dull and heavy, hitting their heads. One after another they dropped on the soft surface of the fluffy carpet.

Chapter: Spencer Jill Hastings

Date: July 5 2012-August 4 2012

The first thing she saw after opening her eyes was a long dining table extending in front of her in a dim-lit room. Dull pain in her head reminded her the last few minutes before she was stunned. Walking into the mysterious restaurant, the guard checking their invitations then being hit from behind with something heavy.

"Well, that's how going to shady restaurants that you got an invitation to from a man in fancy black suit end like." she thought bitterly. She sat in the half-darkness for a while before she dared to make any move. Then she stood up. That had to cause some kind of motion sensor to trigger because suddenly the main lights turned on and Spencer was left squinting in the now brightly lit room. It had its pluses, however. Now at least she could properly inspect her surroundings.

The room was nicely furnished. With a large table laid with modern looking-late and shining silverware. Red wallpaper was home to oil paintings of landscapes and flowers, all of them flailed in golden frames. All that gave the room a look of a privet suite in a fancy hotel. But Spencer doesn't have time nor mood to appreciate the beauty of her prison. Apart from the expensive furniture and paintings, the room was empty, which meant she was now separated from her friends.

She did a tour of the room inspecting each piece of furniture, each painting, then finally the door placed on the opposite side of the room from where was the table placed. However, as expected her search turned out to have no issue. The furniture was just regular furniture, the door was shut closed.

She returned to "her" chair at the top of the table and sat its fluffy cushion, doubting highly that this was a part of the "amazing restaurant experience".

Soon enough a calm voice reached her. "It is the mealtime, Miss Hastings, kindly state your preference please." At first, it seemed though it came from nowhere. But upon quick look around she was able to locate a speaker, placed right above the door-frame.

When she made no attempt to answer the same message was repeated a few times. The voice unchanged each time starting with a high pitched "I" then sliding through the curves of the vowels and sharp peaks of the consonants ended low on the final "e". With each listening it appeared coldly unnatural, somehow dead in spite of its colorful appearance. Last time left Spencer shivering with uneasiness and disgust.

Finally, the unsettling announcement stopped leaving space for the equally unsettling silence to take over. Spencer wasn't however left to herself as she initially thought. After no longer than a few minutes from the end of what she concluded was a morbid recording the door opened.

A Male Kanamit, with large head supported by a puny, Female Kanamit walked inside, pushing in front of them a hotel-cart containing a wide variety of food. Next, the being started placing all of the delicacies one could imagine, from filet mignonette, trough meticulously plated ratatouille to the golden-crusted creme brulee. Spencer couldn't help but feel her mouth-watering at the sight of all the delicious food placed right in front of her, some steaming hot some freezing cold, but all without exception looking luxuriously tasty.

When she managed to shake away the amazement the Kanamit was just about to leave. She only had time to shout after them a pathetic "Where am I?"

At that, the Kanamit turned and looked her straight in the eyes. Their ice-cold gaze had Spencer shiver once again. The being smiled politely and offered her a robotic "Enjoy your meal". Then they walked out. The door shut closed with a muted thud and she has left to herself yet again.

She looked at the food suspiciously, with no intention to touch any of it at first. But then her stomach reminded her kindly that she hadn't had lunch this day yet, by rumbling loudly. The sound echoed in the empty room. She looked at the food once more. It was truly beautiful, like a piece of art shining in the yellow light of the lamps.

After another few minutes of hesitation, she reluctantly took one of the plates to inspect its content. It was definitely food, she wouldn't say "regular" as it appeared to be top tear chef's work, but at least she could say it wasn't plastic or some disgusting slime-like substance shaped into this beautiful pieces of sustenance. Carefully, reassembling a scared-cat she took the silver fork and dipped it into the piece of golden baked potatoes. She cut a little piece of it, then brought it to her mouth. The smell was amazing, taking over her senses, causing her nostrils to expand. She could feel spit gathering in her mouth at the godly aroma of the butter melted into the Pommel de Terrie's crisp skin.

Unable to control herself anymore she shoved the bite into her mouth. The food was almost dissolving in her mouth, tender flesh of the potato contrasting with its crisp skin.

After that first bite came another, and another, and another. She couldn't stop eating, all of this delicious food fitting in her mouth perfectly, as if it was its desire to find itself in her stomach.

After that, all the days became one, under the electric light of the room she was provided with all the foods she could imagine and more, some she couldn't even name. The Kanamits were coming and leaving, each time bringing more and more food. She felt full, constantly expanding, but there was nothing she could do as her body constantly longed for more. More gracious salads, creamy soups, crispy baked vegetables and tender meat such as Ribs to Burgers to Steaks. More sweet chewy toffee, more golden brown nougat cracking under her teeth.

Sometimes she tried to talk, to the Kanamits or to herself even, but no words came out of her mouth, only animistic growls and choked squelching sounds.

Before long she couldn't stand up anymore, her body spilling out from both sides of the chair.

Month Later, No longer than a day or two from there, although it was hard to tell as now her life was just a single string of endless meals, one of the Kanamit came, but they brought no food.

The Kanamit looked slightly different from the others, it wore a black uniform with a white headpiece, weirdly imitating a policeman hat. The Kanamit opened the door wide and Kanamits in similar uniforms came in.

They walked up to Spencer and no without great effort pulled her out from her chair. They then placed her on a cart, similar to those that were used by the Kanamits to bring her food. She is then dragged away, unable to protest or fight back, weakened and dumber by the weeks of being imprisoned, Delicious calories that she was fed with for weeks now proving themselves to be her greatest enemies.

She was led through cold corridors until they reached a large room full of hot steam, clinging of metal against metal and shouts. Spencer's fogged mind manages to identify the room as a kitchen. She was placed in one spot, then put away, treated no different, then a pile of dead meat. The worst part is that she was still unable to do anything but passively observe her environment. And what she has seen was a truly horrifying image of an organized butchery.

One of the Kanamit, the one walking around and shouting at everyone around attracted her attention. Spencer followed them with her eyes. They looked no different than the Kanamits, anatomically that is. The high hat and different colors of clothing made it obvious that they were way more important than all of the Kanamits, walking around with confidence, scolding the inexperienced novices, the Kanamit seemed to be this kitchen's top chef. However it was not their appearance or behavior that interested Spencer, but the book they were holding. It was a large tome, on its hardcover painted navy blue gold letters stated: "To Serve Human". This title rung a bell in Spence's mind, she couldn't, however, remember where she had seen, or maybe heard, it.

She focused on trying to dig the information out of her lazy brain, but with no result until the Kanamit read out a few sentences out of the said book.

"In order to make the human flesh tender and for the meat to tear easily apart it is imperative to cook the Human over medium heat for no shorter than two hours. The crispy skin is obtained by..." the rest of the text was muted by the loud pounding of the blood in Spencer's ears.

"It's a Cookbook For Humans!" echoed in her head.

She looked around in a panic, hoping for a last chance, for a way to escape. That's when she saw it. A huge grill with gentle orange flames rising dangerously, all the way up to the ceiling in one of the corners of the kitchen. Above the open fire, Huge Meat Hooks were hanging from the ceiling painted in black by the smoke. Sharp points of the hooks shone in the flames, waiting for flesh to pierce. Spencer tried to scream, but it was too late.

The Female Kanamit stripped her naked, then covered her body with thick brown sauce (Kanamit's BBQ Sauce), before finally hanging her on the hooks above the fire. Metal pierced through the mass of muscles and tendons, entering her body right under the shoulder blades on her back and peaking out on the other side, going right through her chest muscles. Flames began to lick her feet lazily, the heat rising steadily. With each second pain becoming more and more unbearable, up to the point when she could no longer tell when finished her body and where started the flames. She was being cooked alive on a slow fire, just as the Human Cookbook said.

She screamed in agony, once twice, until the smoke from the fire filled her lungs up completely. She drew one last breath of heavy grey pall, for her head to finally drop down. Her motionless body hung over the grill, surrounded by trivial sounds of a busy kitchen.

Meanwhile, in the great dining room, a Kanamit Noble awaited his lunch. The midday was approaching quickly, and as a reputable member of the Kanamit society, the aristocrat was getting impatient. It would be savage to start lunch even a mere second after 12 o'clock. And for any Kanamit being anything but sophisticated was unthinkable.

What's more, the table was laid in a truly bizarre fashion. Kanamit Noble squinted at the paper plates and plastic covers placed in front of them. Two colorful bottles, one red the other yellow stood in the middle of the table. The sides of sour pickles and other fermented vegetables were organized in gimmicky meanders on silver plates displayed in the center of the table. Kanamit Noble gave the setup one more critical look before the servants finally brought the main dish. Mountains of cooked, smoked and grilled meat rode into the room on few different carts. The aroma of meticulously prepared humans filled the room and caused the aristocrat's mouth to water. As the meat in various forms was put in front of them, they took a napkin and placed it on their knees, but made no move to touch the food. They waited patiently for the top chef to walk out through the kitchen door and present the dish.

They didn't have to wait long, The latter emerged from the kitchen shortly after the dish. The chef stood in front of their boss and reassured them that this is the way people on Earth eat their meat. To which the aristocrat answered by nodding and digging in without any further questions.

The meal was proven to be delicious. Tender meat easily separable from the bones dissolved on the tongue. Steaks were so juicy that a plastic knife could smoothly cut through the muscle. The crispy exterior perfectly complimented meat's tenderness.

When the lunch ended, pleased Kanamit Noble called their chef to congratulate him on a delicious meal and praised them for their job well done. Then they asked curiously about the name of the dish. The answers surprised them even more than the dish itself.

"It is simply called Steak and ribs sir," said the chef proudly. "Oh" Kanamit Noble raised their eyebrows astonished. "It's a popular food on Earth." added top chef. "Barbecue?" Noble Kanamit continued the questioning.

"Yes, Sir." answered top chef, now getting slightly uneasy. Was their master not content with the dish? Did they change their mind after hearing the simplicity of the name the dish was given by Humans?

"Very well, those humans are onto something," said the Kanamit Noble finally, as their grey tongue swung against their purplish lips. "I'll be awaiting your next creation chef." They added, at last, motioning for a top chef to leave.

The latter bowed respectfully then left the room in haste.

Chapter: Aria Marie Montgomery

Date: July 5 2012-August 6 2012

The gentle sound of a monotone voice brought Aria back into the consciousness "It is the mealtime Miss Montgomery, kindly state your preference please."

She shook off the remains of the sleepiness and looked around a classy room she had to be transported to while she was still unconscious. She was sitting at the table laid with astonishingly beautiful silverware and plates covered with contrived motives. For a while, she got lost in the smooth ribbons and circles painted on the plate's surface. Her head begun to spin and her mind was running a thousand miles an hour, away into the kingdom of art. When the voice spoke again bringing her back from the realm of abstract shapes and fantastic swirls, it appeared equally calm, but now that she focused on its timbre it sounded somehow inhuman

She looked around searching for voice's source. She was quickly able to locate a speaker attached to the wall above the door on the other side of the room. She hesitated, but it lasted only for a minute or two before she decided to speak, at first a bit in a shyly "Hello, who's there? Where am I?"

Yet she was met with the same monotonous voice, repeating the same question. After one more attempt to get something out of the voice, she shrugged then asks curiously "What's on the menu?"

"Whatever your heart desires" stated the voice.

"I'll take a Steak..." she responded almost instantly.

"A steak? Without ribs?" asked the voice truly surprised.

"Yes, who eats steak and ribs all alone?" Aria was confused. First, she was placed in this fancy room all alone and now she was to hold a conversation with what most likely was an AI. This restaurant operated in a truly bizarre fashion.

"We thought..." the voice sounded straight-up abashed. "Barbecue?" it finished hesitantly.

"Ahhh." finally the understanding flew down on her "No, thanks I'll take just a steak with mashed potatoes and Carrot Salad," she said cheerily. But the voice said no more, she was left to the complete silence and solitude of the room.

To her surprise, shortly she was provided not only with exactly what she ordered but with exactly what she envisioned as well. The dish was brought by a Kanamit server. But again this was a fancy, new, eccentric restaurant. That could explain the costume... When the Kanamit server placed the dishes on the table she accidentally touched the "disguise" and discovered it was real skin. She drew her hand back quickly as if she was burned on the contact. The slimy realness of the skin made her tremble inside. It either meant this was not a costume and the server was Kanamit. "Maybe an ill person?" she hoped. Once she's seen a documentary about the "tree man" disease maybe it was a similar case?

She looked back at the Kanamit server who seemingly undisturbed and oblivious to her disgust bowed slightly and left Aria with a horrible thought in mind. What if that was a costume? A costume made out of Human Skin or Alien? She laughed at herself and her over-reactive imagination, shaking her head violently, but her insides felt cold.

After she finished the meal weird sleepiness washed over her and even though there were around a million questions buzzing under her skull. Before long she was deep asleep with her head snuggled to her chest in a peaceful picture.

She woke up with the loud rumbling of her stomach. The food was brought to her, this time without the voice asking her about her preferences, just informing her coldly "It's the mealtime, Miss Montgomery".

The food placed in front of her had an amazing aroma, but it was not enough to calm her shattered nerves. She tried to stand up, however, all her strength had to leave her completely because when she attempts to even move her finger she feels a wave of violent nausea swipe over her. Scared, she pushed out a scream of panic, but with no result. No one came to rescue her, no one responded to her desperate calls. Tears flew down her chin, a waterfall of salty water

She decided she won't touch the food until she was informed about the whereabouts of her friends, but she didn't last even an hour. Met with the luring aroma of the meal she failed to resist the urge to fill up her mouth with something, with anything. She began to eat slowly, shame poking at her mind with each bite. However, before long, she was grabbing the food by handfuls, pushing it into her mouth savagely.

She ended up swallowing hungrily everything she was given, and the more she ate, the more hunger she felt. Time passed and all was just a hazy sequence of the alternating feelings of emptiness and fullness.

After several days or maybe weeks, Aria couldn't tell, three Kanamits walked into the room. Instead of food, they brought an empty cart. They approached Aria, who still in the state of half-sleep couldn't do much but murmur weakly "What is happening? What do you want? What... do... you... want?"

Next similarly to what happened to Spencer, she's led by the guard to the kitchen. She can't move due to her overweight and food-induced sleepiness.

She was next led through cold corridors until they reached a large room full of hot steam, clinging of metal against metal and shouts. She was placed on a large metal table and left by herself to observe her surroundings, what painted itself in front of her was a truly horrifying image of an organized butchery. The knives cutting rhythmically through raw vegetables, the fire flaring on the grill.

She tried to move but her body felt too heavy, as felt her eyelids. She fought with the sleepiness, and for an intensely painful minute, she managed to keep her eyes open. However, then the warmth from the grills and ovens put her to sleep, the sounds of cutting and frying a morbid lullaby.

She was brought back into consciousness by an explosion of pain in her chest. She looked down and in the haze periphery of her vision, she's seen a hook poking up from the middle of her chest. It took her a while to link the pain to what she was looking at, but when she did, she pushed out a loud, high pitched scream. Few Kanamits turned and stared at her with blank, emotionless expressions. They kept looking in her direction as she screamed and screamed until her lungs filled up with smoke. She stilled, then it was just a dead body hanging down from a hook above the fire.

This time the paper plates and the so-called barbecue were expected and the main dish was awaited with impatience.

The Kanamit Noble munched on the meat hungrily, as soon as the meal was delivered on the table. In a disgusting fashion, they devoured the whole human by themselves. Then licking their lips they ordered the servant to pay their compliments to the chef again.

The servant disappeared being the kitchen door and soon the Chef themselves emerged from the kitchen. Kanamit praised them once more, to which they answered with a polite bow. Next, the Kanamit Noble asked them to get the new batch ready for tomorrow.

At this request, the Chef made a worried face. He hesitated for a minute but rushed and encouraged by their employer he explained that the last "Human aka Animal" is not quite ready yet. "We are having some minor issues, Sir," he said squinting frightened.

Unhappy Kanamit Noble ordered the Chef to go back to the kitchen. Kanamit Noble offered him a parting "I expect better results by week midday." before the Chef crawled away in shame.

Chapter: Hanna Olivia Rivers

Date: July 5 2012-August 20 2012

There was light and sound of the dishes. Then the darkness behind closed eyes.

Once she woke up in a lit room, full of stains and silks, and pieces of art. Another time a long dining hall with a discretely elegant wooden table stretching its arms from one side of the room to another.

When the lights were on there were also appetizing aromas of many foods, swirling around, mixing together in a delicious dance of steam. After the aromas usually came the visions, the images of an infinite string of food of insanely wide variety being brought into the room, by strange figures. For Hanna, the Kanamit were no more than the silhouettes, faceless shadows behind the food carts. The food, however, was oh so vividly colorful, then, when the time for consumption came so tender, so delightfully dissolving on her tongue. And the taste! She had never tasted something similar before, the Boer bourgeoisie was sweat, yet salty with a little earthy note, meat falling apart before a fork even touched it.

After a while, all she could remember was waking up just to fill her mouth up with whatever she was given. Gasping around the food, astonished by its perfect texture and refined taste. Then she would fall asleep. What was happening in between those short periods of consciousness? She had no idea, and no way to find out. After a meal her body becoming so heavy, eyelids falling closed on their own. The sleepiness overpowered her, and she had no way to fight.

She was wakened up once more, but this time it seemed different. The room though still luxurious looked somehow menacing. Tall lamps in the corners emitting dim yellow light, which while it should be soughing somehow spelled danger to Hanna. A high pitched voice called "The mealtime" and Hanna lifted herself up from the chair she was seated on, not without struggle. She then took a look around the room, but with no significant results. She admired the craftsmanship on the heavily craved furniture for a while, then as she heard the sound of the doors opening she rushed back to take her seat. Yet again she was brought the food, but now she ate it in full awareness of what she was shoving into her mouth. The dishes were of truly godly appearance and taste. Once she finished and all the plates were taken away she crouched in one corner of the room. She leaned against the wall for a second then raised up her head opened her mouth, and forced to fingers into her throat.

You fat pig. You lazy bitch. You're disgusting. If you take the next bite you'll be fat, so fat. Spit it out! I said, SPIT IT OUT. Reasoned in Hanna's head, that the images of her previous self leaning over a toilet, with her fingers shoved deep down her throat returning to nature, the food she just swallowed.

She came here with a hope for change, thinking the restaurants amazing "fit food" would solve all of her problems. And now she was being fattened. Now she really was a pig, an animal to the slaughter. Bitter thoughts of her naivety fill up her mind as a string of half-digested food finally leaves her mouth. She vomits violently, her body shaking, even convulsing.

After being scolded by his boss, Kanamit Chef called his subordinates and presented them to a new plan, to a solution for the problematic "Animal Meat aka Human" he came up with. Kanamit kitchen workers and servants nodded approvingly, after hearing his words.

A guard came in and Hanna was taken away. She was brought into a completely dark room. She started to crawl-walk, trying to investigate her surroundings by touch. She found some cold, long "sticks" that to her horror turned out to be piles of femurs, humerus and other bones and Humans Heads in Glass. All human. This confirmed her initial suppositions, that is the fact that she was being fattened in order for her kidnappers to consume her flesh. She shivered in the darkness, letting herself spill a tear. There was no chance of escape for her. No hope for rescue.

Next, the door was open and a guard came in, the light was switched on, and she could now see the grim piles of bones, she had touched before. She was chained to a chair with an IV is fixed to her wrist. Then, suddenly a metal straw was forced into her throat. Ever since then she was forced to swallow disgusting pulp through this straw. She couldn't move, couldn't speak, even speaking was hard. She felt disgusting, like a container that was filled up with pulp which then spilled out through the other end. Her excrement were evacuated through a hole in the seat of the chair, their smell filling up the room with their

After a few weeks when she was finally properly fattened a guard came to see her once more. They took her to the kitchen, where she was hooked over the grill, just like many before her. She tried to scream, to struggle, but with no What was the most painful and horrifying for her though was that for hours she was forced to look at her own reflection on the surface of the metal fridge. The morbid image of her feet and the rest of the body cooking slowly over the medium fire. She couldn't help looking at her own mouth opening when she silently screamed in agony and closed forming a thin line when she tried to mentally push the burning pain away. Finally, she followed her friends passing out, then suffocating.

The steak and ribs were served the next Tuesday, to Kanamit aristocrat's excitement. They sat at the table looking approvingly at the now well-known paper plates and plastic knives. The meal rode in shortly after, a pile of meat plated graciously on a large platter. Aristocrat gave the servant a little nod, after which gesture the servant left the room with a polite bow. Once alone in the room, Kanamit aristocrat indulged in the dish.

This barbecue was proven to be by far the beast one of the those that they have eaten so far. Chef had to be congratulated at least twice for this one. Kanamit aristocrat licked their lips. Oh, and then prized, prized with a possibility to prepare the godly meal once more. Murmuring that under their breath the aristocrat called the servant back into the room. They ordered them to bring the Chef into the room, and so they did. A few seconds later Chef was already standing in front of their boss, with their back straight and head high they awaited a prize or a bane. What followed was a prize and that brought a wide smile to their face. They nodded vigorously at each end every of their employer's words then walked away an height spirits when told so.

The next day a new "Meat Delivery" was ordered by the Kanamit Noble. And so dozens of Humans Agents strolled out on the streets in the search of the new prey.

(Samara Cook's Breaking Fourth Wall to Readers)

Samara Cook hidden in the bushes in front of the "To Serve Human" Restaurant breathed in sharply. Humans Agents wrote a few words in their handy notebook then shook their heads violently. There was no way his suppositions were correct, though officer Public. Right? Right? If Samara was however right it was probably wiser to kill yourself than continue walking on this Earth surface. Not that it really matters, Samara thought. Then Samara stared intensely into the darkness, Samara eyes two wide plates of white and black in the dense blue marine of this night. There is no hope, Humans will all finish on a Kanamit Dinner Table.

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catboyfeli · 5 years

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i feel like it’s really telling that most nondysphoric trans ppl are bisexual

like bisexuals inherently don’t conform to gender roles

and with tumblr treating gender and behavior and feelings as gender, no wonder everyone’s convinced they can’t just exist as a gnc person without weaseling their way into trans spaces

like you can just present male some days and female other days and be cis plenty of people, especially bisexuals, INCLUDING MYSELF, desire to flip-flop between social roles

gender as a social role is completely socially constructed and all this gender stuff just UPHOLDS that. trans people are dysphoric about their sex which translates into social dysphoria because it reminds them OF their sex being “wrong.”

and then all this gender shit also confuses binary trans people into thinking they’re genderfluid or something when they really just are in denial, or have fluctuating dysphoria, or something similar. and then nb trans people get roped into all this too.

i talk abt this a lot and i know nobody cares but its the most infuriating thing but if i try to talk about it i’m the bad guy :/

anyway i just think social roles need to be abolished instead of supported like everyone’s been doing. gender as a social concept only exists from people trying to create a way to separate the two sexes, which turned into something more due to sexism. if you wanna be seen as the opposite gender or neither gender then yeah you might be trans! but it also easily could be something else causing that feeling! people being so quick to jump on the bandwagon is just so harmful and trans people, DYSPHORIC people, deserve their own spaces.

people have gender and gender roles all mixed up and just b/c you identify as something doesn’t make it valid? trans people don’t identify as trans they just are b/c their brain knows something’s not right. it’s just so ugh. wanting to take on a different social role isn’t dysphoria, it’s a SIDE EFFECT of dysphoria, so having that alone doesn’t necessarily mean anything. it just baffles me how people think it’s at all comparable when social roles are socially constructed like??? i just don’t understand how else i can say this to get it through people’s heads? it’d be easy to debate someone but i’m not doing that on this hellsite

idk im just so tired of people saying “gnc and nb isnt the same!!” but then going around and iding as nb BECAUSE they feel disconnected from gender and its social roles like???? you just contradicted yourself. if you’re ok with your bio sex then chances are you’re cis and just don’t conform to binary gender roles. gender and gender roles are basically the same thing like there’s little distinction.

people also make gender into this big fucking thing like once i said the only possible way to nb to exist is to have a neurosex that’s an equal mix of male and female, thus creating atypical dysphoria, and people got SO FUCKING OFFENDED LIKE uM

i shouldn’t need to explain how stupid that is djkldljkfjklfjk ugh

anyway the only way gender is real is via brain sex. gender as a social construct is real, buuut also fake because it’s a social construct. not conforming to gender is GOOD because it means you’re not letting yourself be shoved into a box. but that doesn’t make you trans. and you’re still either male or female and not fitting into gender roles doesn’t mean anything or make you nb, atypical dysphoria does.

and honestly the whole being wlw and mlm at the same time thing is so?? creepy and fetishy??? i really shouldnt have to explain why. like i identify as female, male, and neither, but that means Literally Nothing and if i, as a cis girl, tried to weasel my way into mlm spaces it’d be fuckin creepy. it just makes trans mlm look like a joke and it’s pretty shitty.

but also they seriously need the change the terms for nb people because theyre described as like “being attracted to female genitalia and femininity but not necessarily females” and ??? FEMININITY AND FEMALE ARENT THE SAME THING BY THIS LOGIC YOU COULD BE ATTRACTED TO A FEMININE MAN, BUT WAIT HE PRESENTS AS A MAN SO JUST SAY FEMALE PRESENTING AAAAAAAAAAAA

and like if someone presents as female... they’re female. gender and identity doesn’t matter they look female, their biologically female, they’re female. it should be about SEX not what they identify as. attraction to trans people is about perceived sex, not gender. and you can be attracted to someone who presents as female but then find out theyre actually male and lose the attraction. it’s just such a COMPLEX THING YOU CANT PUT INTO BOXES LIKE THIS ugh

i just think the whole gender thing needs to go honestly. its all about sex and perceived sex, personality, behavior, looks, interests, mannerisms, etc. i just summed up how gender contributes to attraction in that one sentence. that’s how unnecessary it is. you can like people who aren’t male and have feminine mannerisms. tada! we just summed up a way to experience attraction without making it weird!

its kind of funny how people describe attraction is a way that enforces binary roles despite trying to go against them. like instead of saying a lesbian is attracted to women why not just say a lesbian is attracted to everyone but men? it recognizes how presentation and perceived sex go into play without making things weird. because even if someone isnt a man, using this in the sense of a dysphoric nb person and NOT just how they ~identify~ bc that’s stupid, but anyway if they’re not a man, but present as a man, then the lesbian isn’t going to be attracted to them, and that’s just how it works.

but! the lesbian could meet a man who presents as male but feminine and has feminine mannerisms, and realize she’s actually bi and is just attracted to femininity, because attraction is complex and much like how people won’t fit into binary social roles, people’s attraction ALSO won’t fit into binary social roles, so maybe a girl could be really into masculinity and think she’s straight but then see a masculine girl and realize she’s bi, and not be into feminine men b/c just because she likes men doesn’t men she likes ALL men and b/c masculine and male aren’t the same thing

hoo i could go on but i know nobody is reading this. maybe i could try to put all my thoughts into a legible essay someday idk. anyway i just think real nb people are so rare that it’s better to treat their gender as a lack of gender, rather than a third gender, and that their gender exists BECAUSE of their atypical dysphoria, not because they ~identify~ as something different or anything dumb like that.

i see why people think a third gender would be beneficial but i’m just trying to be realistic. trans people are only 0.37% of the population. nb trans people would make up an extremely small amount of that percentage, so it only makes sense to NOT change the way the world works for over 99% of people, and instead find a compromise in treating their gender as a lack of one. plus the whole third gender thing is something gnc youth love to latch onto which isn’t healthy. creating a third gender for people who don’t fit into binary gender roles is regressive and enforces binary gender roles. that’s it that’s what this whole spiel was about basically im done now goodbye

#gabi speaks #ignore #rant

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I am in Oregon, and still switching things over from being in California. I'm planning on getting Oregon car insurance. I'm living with my cousin's family, and her daughter has her drivers permit and likes to practice, so she drives my car with me in the passenger seat because I'm over 21 with a license. I hadn't thought of this before, but should I mention this to the insurance agent for my new car insurance? Or will I just get charged extra fees?""

Do you need insurance to take the Texas Driving Test?

I'm gearing up to take my drivers test, but I'm not sure whether I need insurance for it along with my VoE, Birth Certificate, ID, & SSN""

""Why can't we have Geiko,State Farm, or Progressive auto insurance in the state of Ma?.?""

I always see t.v. commercials for them but at the bottom of the screen it says not available in Ma. and a few other states that I can't remember. If I could save money buy switching to one of those companies I would but I can't , so I have to pick from Commerce or Metropolitan. My car insurance is really expensive (I pay over $300 a month) I have only had my license for a couple years so I under stand the whole new driver thing and my car was new when I bought it so I have full coverage but the car is only a Kia Rio, far from a sports car or luxury car. I pay more for my insurance than for the car payments.""

How to Find Quickly Best Term Life Insurance Quote?

What car companies have the highest insurance rates?

Highest to lowest would be a good way to list them for me.

Cheapest insurance company for a young driver without the blackbox?

i want to get a car but i dont want to pay 3grand with the black box. any other cheap insurance companies which insure young drivers with pass plus. thank you

How much does it cost to put car insurance on a bugatti?

Am i paying to much for car insurance?

my parents just got insurance for my first car it is a 1963 mercury comet i am 17 years old and my dad just told me the insurance for the car is $380 per month and that seems a little high what do you think? my other friend only pays $100 but he has a good student discount and has had insurance for a while.

Car insurance question?

My mom just bought a new car and she wants to add me (a new driver) to her policy. How much would our insurance increase/decrease comparing to as if I bought the car myself.

What is health insurance reform?

Im doing a research paper on health insurance reform and i googled what it means and its just to confusing i dont get a definition. can anyone explain to me what health insurance reform is and whats the differences between health insurance reform to health care? how do they work? please and thank you =)

Obamacare starts in three days. will more people have health insurance or less?

an estimated 5 million had their health insurance cancelled because it did not meet the requirements of the Affordable Care Act. The administration says 1 million signed up for Obamacare you do the math http://www.hhs.gov/healthcare/facts/blog/2013/12/enrollment-surged.html

Cheap car insurance for me?

Right I'm 22 and at college doing painting and decorating and have A LOT of people wanting things done to there houses but they are too far away and I can't carry a paste tae plus tools on a bus and hawl it everywhere with me all the time so I need to get my *** in gear and get a car. I'm going to be taking lessons in the near future but insurance is obv essential. What would be my best option on cheap... Or cheaper option anyway for my current situation. Keeping in mind would only need a cheap small banger of a car and I'm a student. Any heads up would be great on where to go or best car for me Thanks

""What is the average cost for an underage driver, with a new car, on their parent's policy?

I am 17 and I am considering getting my license and buying a car. How much is the average price of insurance in my position?

How can I obtain drivers insurance when neither parent has a license in California?

because insurance is a binding agreement that requires one parent to have a valid license, and neither of mine do, I cannot buy auto insurance. - My grandparents will not help me either I have 1000$ to buy insurance, and I will drive either way, insurance or not, is there any loophole around this law? thanks.""

What's some places to check for cheap auto insurance?

I got a letter from geico saying that I get special deals cause I'm phi theta kappa. This is Geico's quote: Your monthly premium is: $43.19 for a 6-month policy. That is only $229.10 for 6 months. Is that actually a good deal? It's probably high because I live in a big city, but I would like to find something cheaper. Where else to look?""

Car insurance quotes for a young male driver?

I finally passed my driving test (yesterday :D) and yeah I wasn't expecting to be able to get cheap car insurance, but i thought it would at least be somewhat affordable! I have used 3 different websites and filled out there forms. I have been quoted around 4000 to insure a Pegueot 106, Zest 3, 1.1L (1998-2003) model. What a joke. Is there something im doing wrong here? Is there a way to get it knocked down to something affordable? 2000-3000 at the most! I have seen the co-up young drivers insurance and that seems to put it at a affordable price, but I really don't want to have a smart box installed. Id hate to feel constantly paranoid about my driving and risk it going up due to mistakes. It would have to be a last resort. So far Ive looked at the Vauxhall corsa SXi, Renault Clio hatchbacks and of course the Peugeot 106's. So guys if you have any knowledge on cars that are best to insure for young drivers and the cheapest insurance companies, please could you help? It would be really appreciated as its very important I get a car and insurance as soon as possible. Thankyou!""

How much would my car insurance cost to pay the minimum payment?

what is the cheapest car insurance company? How much would the minimal payment cost? My 21 yr old bf would be the one paying it and i would be under his insurance. im a first time driver age 19. I am a mom of two kids and highschool graduate. the title to my car would be in his name. Unless it doesnt matter to have it in both our names. we live in ms and he uses state farm.

Can i change my insurance payments?

I basically just cancelled my insurance after 12 days of having it because the company messed me about, so im waiting for my 1000 refund. But need to buy new insurance now! But don't have the money, found a quote with Swinton but the question is could i just put that i want to pay monthly and pay the small deposit then call them in a few days and pay the rest off for they year? Or would they not let me etc....Please help :(""

I got into a car accident (my fault) without insurance. What now?

Yesterday, I hit a parked car with my boyfriends car. The car I hit has some door damage, and I thought I would be covered by my boyfriends insurance. Turns out that his insurance expired in the beginning of August so I'm not covered; I also don't have car insurance. The couple whose car I hit are now saying that they can put a warrant out for my boyfriend's arrest because he has an uninsured car (I was driving, not him!). Is this true? What happens in this situation ? I told the owner I can make payments, but I want to know my rights, as long as his. I also live in the state of CT, if that helps.""

How much does the insurance pay for inconvenience fees?

I was in a wreck the other day and it was the person's fault who hit me. My car is totaled. She was fine and all i had was a cut and i went to the ER and they did xrays and they took out a piece of glass. Her insurance company is pretty good they already have me a rental car and they are buying me a new car and they are even giving me cash for maintenance costs and stuff I've done to my car in the past 6 months and then they said that they are paying inconvenience fees for having to go to the hospital. They have already paid for the xrays and the bills for the hospital so why are they giving me more money for this 'inconvenience fee' and how much will it be? Thanks

Life Insurance company inactive and I have a policy?

Federal Life and Casualty in Battle Creek, MI is now inactive. My dad had a 5k life insurance policy and has passed on. He has a fully paid policy on file. Is this a situation where the family is out of luck?""

Is Mercedes expensive to maintain?

im 18 just got myself first car 05 c320 4matic. my parents are paying for gas and insurance which is 350$ a month but i will pay for the car payments with a part time job and maybe repairs do you think it will be too much for me?

Should i get a '94-'2000 toyota camry for my first car?

I'm trying to be reasonable, i know i need an older car so my insurance is cheap (i cant be on my parents). and i know toyotas are good cars, i like the look of the camry 4-door. and ive seen alot for under 7,000.. any other ideas for good cars that are cheap?""

Where can i get cheap car insurance?

I keep trying to find a cheap car insurance as a new driver but the cheapest I get is bloody 3000 pounds .

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Car insurance at 17. help needed?

Am 17 and just passed my test :), I was looking at the three following cars: - Renault Clio (1.2) - Vauxhall Corsa (1.2) - Peugeot 206 (1.1) All post 2000 pre 2003. Which insurance company is cheapest at my age and can anyone give me rough evaluations on how much it cost them/ would cost? Thanks.""

Why is car insurance so expensive in the UK?

I'm a 19 year old male with 2 years no claims. I have just come back from the USA where everyone there drives huge engined trucks and cars, including even the 16-year-olds. Fed up with driving a tiny hatchback, I enquire about insuring my Dad's dormant K reg BMW 735 auto LPG which is a really nice cruising car ideal for long journeys. However the insurance companies reject me almost immediately. Why is this the case in the UK? Why am I not allowed to drive a nice car albeit old just because I am young? I'm a keen car restorer and take the utmost care whilst driving, and living on a farm have driven most vehicles, so would not say I was inexperienced. Does anyone know of any bespoke insurers or do I really have to stick to driving a tiny hatchback until I'm 25? It seems as though the whole system is unfairly against me :(""

Where can I find affordable life insurance for sr citizen in-laws?

I read a previous thread suggesting MediCare, but I am not talking about HEALTH insurance. They only have term life insurance tied to current job, and they need to retire. They have no burial policy, and each is worried about leaving the other with burial expenses and debts. I have seen a few ads online, but when you get to the fine print, they seem mostly like scams. They probably wouldn't get a very good rating if a health exam were required. Probably $15 -$25K max would be the amount needed. They live in Texas if that matters.""

Has cost of car insurance for girls been raised to match that of boys?

By girls and boys I mean, 17-25 who are given the most expensive insurance rates. Boys have had to pay more for insurance than girls, but I thought the companies were forced to make them equal recently? Has that been put in place or not yet? This is in the UK by the way.""

What happens if you drive without insurance?

My dad got in a car crash like a minor few weeks ago and it was the other driver faulth and her car was really old. she got my dads licesnce and today they called from their insurance and they asked my dad to confirm his insurance number and my dad said he cant speak english. and my dad went to the lady and he left a message. and then the lady called with private number and she said it cost about 3000 my dad said he can pay her somehow she said no my car is in insurance and blah blah and my dad asked her can i have ur number since you called in private and she said no sorry and my dad said bye.. so what happens when the insurance calls and ask for it and like can the police be involved in this? plss answer thank you so much

Do I need car insurance if I drive on a learner's permit with a parent?

Also, do I need car insurance if I drive with a driver's license and with a parent. Also, this car is not mine, it is my parents.""

Do I need to mention car insurance claims when going for motorbike insurance?

Title says it all really! I have a car insurance claim against me which I want to know if I have to declare when applying for motorbike insurance. Hopefully not, because motorcycling is quite different to car driving..?! Thanks!""

Is car insurance cheaper for a 2008 Honda Accord then a 2005 Honda Pilot?

I'm considering trading my 2005 Honda pilot for a 2008 Honda Accord do you think my insurance would go up or down?

What would be the approximate cost of insurance on an 2004 Acura TL for a 17 year old boy?

How will this speeding ticket affect my insurance?

Back in April I got a speeding ticket CVC22350, went to traffic school, and paid it off. Now, I got another one today, CVC22349 (a) for going 87 in a 65 (on the freeway). I read that I can request traffic school and if the judge gives it to me, it will take the point away but they will still notify the insurance company of my ticket. Let's say I don't do traffic school. How will this affect my insurance rates? I have Wawanesa insurance. This will be my first ticket that they know of, right? And your first ticket shouldn't affect your rates? Please help!""

What is a good car insurance company i should get?

I'm 18 turning 19 I live in NJ (i heard the prices vary where i live due to accidents and whatnot)

""If someone makes an auto insurance claim against me, does my insurer have to infrom me?""

Two years ago a girl rode her bike into my car as I pulled into my driveway. There was no damage to my car but she fell as a result of it and called her mother who asked for my insurance information. The police came and after the girl and her mother filed a police report, deemed that it was her fault for a) riding on the sidewalk and b) for not stopping when she saw the car because i was already mostly in and witnesses could prove that. Anyways, today I was shopping around for a new insurance quote when I was told they couldn't offer me coverage as I made a claim in 2010. This is the only incident that happened that year. Now, my insurance provider never informed me that a claim had been made. My premium went up but when I asked all I was told was that they had yearly increases. Is it their legal obligation to inform me if a claim has been made. If so, what are my next steps to a) clear this up and b) take action against my insurance company?""

Need cheapest car insurance company in Alberta?

I'm 16 and I just bought a car. It's a 1998 Chevrolet tracker and I'm trying to find the cheapest insurance company. I just need liability and nothing else. Anyone have any suggestions?

About life insurance.......?

My nephew told me that you can take out a life insurance policy on anyone at anytime.....is this true? For example,would it be illegal and/or immoral if my nephew took out a life insurance policy on one of his grandparents,who he knew was getting old and didnt have much longer to live?Could he actually do this and cash in on it?""

Primary insurance?????????????/?

So I took my Daughter to the doctor today she is on ARkids. everything went fine at the Doctors but when i went to get her RX they said i would have to pay 81 dollars because of my primary insurance. I dont have Primary insurance she has only had ARkids. well they told me it was through her (sperm donor) father. that had not had anything to do with her for 2 years. she is 5 and when he did it was off and on. well how is this right I have custody of her. I can not afford her meds with his insurance making me pay. when it was just her insurance i didnt have to pay since it is his doesn't he have to pay? I dont know how to get ahold of him like i said no contact nothing for 2 years. she never gets sick.. i havent had to get her any meds or take her to the doc for like 5 mo.or more.

How much would insurance cost?

I'm 18 years old and live in Suffolk county new York on the east end of long island. I drive a 2002 red dodge intrepid with 140,000 miles on it. It's an R/T which is a sport edition!!! The car has a few dings on it. I have no convictions on my license or points and I am a male. How much would insurance cost per month and what company is the most reasonable ? Any info at all would be great, thank you!!!!""

How much will the incurance go up after i start driving?

im 17 and i want to get my license. but my parents are making me pay for the difference in insurance cost. so i was wondering how much it will go up. we have usaa btw

""Cheap Home Insurance Companies Orlando, Florida?

I used to be insured by Homewise Home Insurance but for some reason they cannot longer insured me and they are transferring me to another insurance company when my renewal comes around and increasing my premium by close to $300. I need to know right away the cheapest home insurance companies in Orlando... help..

How much (estimated) would it cost for insurance on this mustang?

I am soon to be 16, and a family member has a 1998 Mustang for sale. I was wondering, any idea on the insurance? read below -4.6L V8 -convertible -all power, seat belts, airbags, etc. -VERY good condition PS we dont have drivers assigned to our cars, just the drivers and cars. also, the conv. top has a 4 inch rip in the seam. is this repairable or does it have to be immeadiatley replaced? i can wait to have it replaced if i can simply repair it. NOTE: I DIDNT ASK THIS QUESTION to hear your too young or mustangs suck I am a responsible teenager and Mustangs have been my passion since i can remember. so thanks. NOTE""

What are some cheap auto insurance companies in florida for teenage drivers?

I am 17 years old. I currently have liberty mutual insurance with my parents for $5,901 annualy (about $550 per month for three cars). Is there any cheap car insurance?""

Car Insurance(state farm) hit & run accused of hitting a object?

i was driving on the freeway tunnel(day time) when i noticed the guy driving on my left-side merging into my lane and struck my right fender,so when i get to the end of the tunnel to wait for him the guy simply drives off.I then call my ins and claim a hit & run etc. i gave them the details they say they'll fix it.3 months later i come to find out that they are claiming it's my fault that i hit a object or a guard rail or wall how can i go about this and fight it.the rep that help wasn't any helpful at all she said she re email a letter stated it was my fault and how to fight it. any help will b appreciated !!! i also i asked the lady if i can show pics of a cars that have been into collision with object i even told her it would be pics of my car(not actually my car) but u know what i mean she said they only go off what they see""

I and my friend were thinking to buy a car. He is much older than me. How should we do insurance in this case?

In this case who should be primary driver on insurance policy? me or my friend? How does it matter in terms of insurance premium? My friend will be driving the car much more than me.

How much does a person riding a motorcycel have to pay a month for insurance?

also provide your age, becuase i heard the older you are the less u have to pay..""

Cars that have cheap insurance?

im 18 and just passed my driving test, but unsure of what car(s) are cheap on insurance and road tax, is there a site i could go on to find the information i require?""

What is a reasonable cost estimate of business insurance for a cafe?

I'm working up some numbers to determine the financial feasibility of opening a small (1000-1200 sq ft) cafe. Starting out with myself and no more than 2 part time employees, what should I estimate for combined liability, equipment, workers comp insurance?""

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What are the pros and cons of cancer insurance?

Please help I'm am writting a research paper nd I need help for cancer insurance ..

Car insurance which is the cheaper?

What is the cheap car insurance for like a 05 and truck or suv. My dad said Tahoe are really high. It needs to have 4 wheel drive.

How much is SR22 insurance?

i have 18 pts within 18 months and i have to take an ADI course and get SR22 insurance, how much will it run on average each month?""

16 year old insurance question?

i dont wanna hear the bs about only a agent can quote me i want a average of the cost for a 16 year old male! driving a old truck with driver ed paper saying that i passed umm i exspect it to be 100$ monthly?

Car insurance questions?

I was parked in front of my house and a lady came along and hit my car totalling it by the looks. I think I just signed up for basic insurance. Because she hit my parked car, is the towing and cost for keeping my car covered on my insurance or hers? And also don't know if I can get a car rental at all? And I was also wondering if the car is totalled will they pay me to get a new car? Or just pay me some money back for the car? It says under collision actual cash value. Thanks for any answers because I can not figure out what I have on this paper or if it goes on hers!""

How to get seen by a doctor without health insurance?

I have no health insurance but I need to see a doctor! I have the mirena IUD, a week ago I was sexually assaulted, but was unable to get a rape kit because of the insurance issue. But now I am having cramps, alot of pressure in my uterus area, my lower abdomen is bloated out, I ended my period 6 days ago and every day a few times a day, when I wipe its a little pink with what looks like some skin particles? It feels like I am constantly leaking discharge, I can feel it leaking out! Idk if he moved my mirena, or if he gave me and STD but I need to see a doctor. Is there a way I can see one and make payments on the bill or what? I live in California""

Who has the cheapest car insurance?

My friend is 16, has a 3000GT VR4, has his own insurance plan, and pays only 80 a month. I went to Esurance, who apparently is the cheapest, and they gave me a quote for 194 a month for a 300ZX, which has 20 horsepower LESS. I don't even.""

Lowest possible car insurance?

I am going on a trip out of the country for 4 months, and my car will be parked in my parent's driveway with a cover over it the entire time. How can I find the LOWEST possible car insurance for these months? I called Progressive and the guy was a total salesman with me, saying, Oh you need vandalism insurance, oh and you can't have vandalism insurance without collision insurance, so before I knew it, my quote was up to $120 a month. That's barely lower than the insurance I have now! How can I just get the bare minimum, state-required insurance? I live in Nevada, by the way, if that helps.""

Car insurance question?

So my policy was just cancelled and I need to purchase auto insurance ASAP but I don't get paid till next friday. Is it possible to purchase car insurance and pay later or do I have to pay same day???

""When getting a car insurance quote, do I disclose a speeding ticket, if I already took traffic school for it?""

I had a speeding ticket, but the judge lowered my citation to 99mph so I could take traffic school. I am getting an insurance quote from progressive.com and they want me to provide information on tickets I've received in the last 3 years. Do I tell them about my speeding ticket, since traffic school is supposed to prevent a point from being added to my driving record? I've already finished my traffic school and I live in California.""

Are red cars more expensive to insure and why?

How much will it cost to get me listed on my mom's insurance?

And do I have to be on their? I only want to drive it once. Thanks.

What is a cheap good health insurance company in CA?

hi im 15 years old and i need health insurance for sports and i also need doctor check ups and dental maybe even eye check ups, my parents and i cannot find a company that is cheap and just for me. what is a cheap but good company to go with for health insurance in california?""

Insurance on this type of car?

I am planning on buying a 1993 Mitsubishi 3000GT. I own a little hatchback and wanting to dramatically upgrade! lol I only have liability, full coverage is to expensive right now. But anyways, the car is red (some ppl say that matters, idk if it does), V6, and really sporty. On liability, how much do you think its going to cost per month???""

Will the premium for my car insurance go up ? =(?

Hi, I live in Connecticut and I just began having insurance under my name about 4 months ago. Recently a guy hit me and damaged my car but when I tried to get his insurance to pay for it he lied about the whole thing and the police report stated both our stories so I was denied liability. Now my insurance company has to pay for the damages which come out to around 2400 dollars. I was wondering if my premium will go up next time I renew... I already pay $2700 a year and am worried =(""

From Whom can I purchase health ins over 65 years & not eligible for Medicare?

My spouse is over 65 and will be getting residency USA and is not eligible for Medicare nor am I. From whom can we purchase health insurance?

""I am 15 and will be 16 in early October, today i got my national insurance number. Does this mean i can work?

I was just wondering now i have my national insurance number if i could start applying for some Saturday jobs?

Life insurance question?

Heard an ad for a life insurance policy never heard before. It said if you do not die in a time frame not known, than your will get your money back. Is this the same as all policies that build a cash value simply worded differently or is there a new product on the market? If you care to speculate, then might health care insurance reform lead to such a policy being offered. Death is a bit more certain than needing health care.""

Health insurance?

Does anyone know of a good and cheap health insurance company where i can save money every month and pay a low deductible?

Insurance on newly bought car?

When you buy a car, you kind of have to drive it home without insurance. What happens if you get in an accident or get pulled over? I'm talking about buying a used car, if that makes any difference.""

Health insurance in the United States?

Hi! Im not certain how things exactly work in the USA with insurance. 1) Is it compulsory? 2) Secondly, if I have insurance and suppose I want a procedure that insurance will not cover such as laser eye surgery (elective ) or say an elective cesarean. If I am willing to pay for the procedure myself can the doctor refuse to treat me and deny the procedure just because Im insurance isnt paying? Am I allowed to pay out of pocket if Im willing or is insurance legally required? Category""

Life insurance?

has anyone every heard of national benefit life insurance company of ny ny? i got this letter from them in the mail and im a bit scheptical of it... lemme know so i dont pour all this money into it and end up with nothing kthanks xoxo

Where can I get a free auto insurance quote?

I would like to know of a website that offers a free auto insurance quote?

Cheap car insurance! help please.?

I need to get new car insurance but im not sure where to go. My insurance is about to expire and i don't want to stay with them because its at about $230 a month.((WHICH IS MORE ...show more

How much would car insurance be for a Dodge Charger?

If I had a 3.0 average and no accidents,tickets, or other outstanding finds and i was only sixteen, how much Would the insurance be?""

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What is the best car insurance?

im 18 i just bought my car and now i need insurance what is the cheapest insurance out there for a guy of my age?

Medical Cancer insurance?

my brother had cancer in the past. can he be covered by anyone now?? If he can what medical insurance?

Good car insurance deals?

can someone please tell me where i can get the best car insurance deals?? Thanks

What is the cHEAPEST car insurance???......?

4 a 17 year old

BEEN RIPPED OFF BY FAKE CAR INSURANCE WHAT SHALL I DO?

i paid this guy 130 for insurance, he put down all wrong details on the policy so that i am like 30 years old, that's why it was so cheap. wont reply to my emails or pick up the phone. told him i was going to call the police and tell the insurance company if he didnt refund me. this is the add: http://www.gumtree.com/london/13/60689813.html what should i do now??""

Does mods affect car insurance?

Hey guys I have a honda civic 2000 and i was going to to add some mods such as an intake and a BOV as well as body kit and other engine modifications. I was just wondering what would happen if i didn't tell my car insurance provider about these what would happen?

I wonder how many points will my insurance raise ?

So my car was parked in-front of a SUV Lexus in a parking lot. Then, i left my friend's house and started to drive. I stepped on the gas pedal to drive forward but i forgot that the car was still in Reverse mode. So i hit the Lexus car which was behind my car and luckily no one was in that car. There is damage on that car's left side headlight and left-side of the bumper. I wonder how many points will my insurance raise ? i just got the license like a few months ago and this is my fist accident. The SUV Lexus car's parts and labor fee is really expensive so i might don't have enough cash to pay them thou. (estimate $3000-$5000)""

How much would it be to insure a 17 year old on a Nissan Navara Pick Up Truck?

'JUST OUT OF INTEREST' I have always wanted a Nissan Navara Pick up truck and i turn 17 in october, its unlikely i will be driving till next year! i was just wondering an insurance estimate on, say, an 08 plate? Im not fussed weather it is 'expensive' i know it wont be cheap and the companies are unlikely to insure me on them but i was just wondering about a price. Its hard for me to go on insurance websites as i do not have a license and know any information. I have herd they are in Group 11 insurance.. Also are they classed as a Van/Car/ Etc? Would just like an average quote please! don't want answers with 'depends on this, this or this'.. Thanks very much!""

Should I keep my insurance while lending my car?

I will be out of the country for 6 months and would like my friend to borrow my car. She is a licensed driver and stay at home mom. I called my insurance company and they said adding her to my policy would be no extra cost to me. However she told me that since she and her husband already own a car, it would just cost $20 for them to add the car to their insurance policy and I could just cancel my policy while I am out of country. But she is not on the title. So is she right? What should I do? Thanks!""

Average cost for motorcycle insurance for a 16 year old?

i know that the rates will be very expensive for a street bike for a 16 year old first rider, but i just want a round about. i have car insurance with state farm so thats who i would get the insurance through. from what i found it will probably be better to start on a dual sport bike rather than a sport bike due to the cost of insurance and the possibility of not being able to get insured due to my age. i want to get a street bike, but i know insurance would be nearly affordable.""

Do U think it's fair women's insurance is cheaper because they have an 'innie' and men have an 'outie'?

I see just as many women being careless drivers as men. Why should their sex organs have anything to do with car insurance?

""If I report a cracked windshield and make a claim for a replacement, will my insurance rate go up?""

I'd like to get the windshield fixed, but I'm concerned the amount I save by having the insurance company pay for it will be less than the extra amount I might end up paying in increased fees. Should I just pay to replace it myself, avoid reporting it and not risk increased insurance payments?""

Affordable Health Insurance for a single mom?

Can anyone provide me with some information about getting an affordable health insurance plan for a single mother with a small child (2 and a half y.o.)? My wife and I are getting divorced. It is an uncontested divorce and we just need to figure out the support payment amount. This is the last variable. Also is there any way to keep them both under my plan at work after we are divorced? Any help is greatly appreciated! Thank you so much!

Average cost of dune buggy insurance- just answer... I don't want websites to go to?

Where do i get health insurance in texas. im 18?

18 year old male. Parents dropped me. Sad day:(. Haha so where would I find cheap good health insurance :)

Classic Car Insurance for Young Drivers?

Always been a fan of Old Minis. Always been in the family. Uncle has had various Mini projects. I've read so many different things about classic car insurance. I'm 17 Years old, recently passed. I've heard that you get get classic car insurance at this age for close to and under 1000. I may not be driving until i turn 18. Won't be driving much. Odd weekend's and to Sixth form a few late days when i can't get a lift off my parent. My Sixth form has it's own car park and the car will be parked on the drive. Just wondering how true the claims are of the cars being cheaper to insure. If so which companies should i go about contacting, and is it best via website or phoning them. Also i would be looking at any Mini, would prefer a 1275 GT. However realise this would cost more. Not bothered about having a Mini 850 or a normal Mini 1000, as i know the Special Eds will cost more.""

I'm thinking about changing car insurance. Does Geico provide good customer service?

Their quote to me was amazingly cheap and that makes me a little nervous. You get what you pay for is what I have always heard. Anyone had their insurance through Geico? Good or bad experiences, please.""

Question about State Health Insurance and marriage in Connecticut?

I am 20 years old and 10 weeks pregnant with my fiance's child. The only reason we didn't get married a while ago is because of health insurance. He's covered on his father's plan until he's 26 IF he doesn't marry. Well, now that I'm pregnant, I was told if we aren't married, the state will come after him for child support- not to mention that I want to marry him, anyway. We've been engaged for a year and a half. I have state insurance, and everything with the pregnancy is covered, but what happens if we get married? He'll lose his insurance. Is there a state insurance plan for the entire family in CT? A plan that he can be covered on once we are married?""

Car insurance price comparison?

I'm 17 and possibly getting my own car, but my parents are concerned about the price difference between getting added on as a driver to one of their cars and being a sole driver on my own. We use geico, and i would be getting a used 1998 honda civic. message me if more information will help""

Does your insurance go up if you get a speeding ticket?

Im 18 but my car and insurance is still under my mom. I dont want her to find out... but will she? Lol. Is there anthing I can do so she wont find out?!? :))

Named driver car insurance?

How much would it be for a 20 year old, 2 years passed, to be a named driver on a picanto 1 litre, with hastings direct, thanks""

Insurance help!!!!???

hi i'm an 18 yo living by myself in seattle, wa, just wondering how much insurance do i have to pay, because i'm interested in a 1986 lincoln town car., i live in downtown, and i know prices are higher if you are in the city, i only want to have a car to drive it on weekends an whenever buses are not available. so if you can give me an idea gow much is it, i'll be greatful with your help. thanks bye xoxo""

How to find how much my car is worth for insurance purposes?

I was involved in a car crash, legally not my fault - but is still going to come off my insurance. The car is written off and I'd like to know what to expect the insurance company to offer me - and perhaps argue that the car is worth more if I can. Car was a Seat Ibiza 1.4S, Reg no. Y828 TGC. About 128,000 on the clock. In good working order. Five previous owners, part history for three of them. No visible rust. Small dent rear bumper. M.O.T. good for another 4 months. Have already tried a few online valuations, they vary so much I'm not sure they're much good to me.""

Car insurance help for a young driver?

I'm looking to buy this 2002(51 reg) 1.6L Volkswagen Beetle Hatchback. I'm a new driver and have looked everywhere for a cheap insurance quote. I'm just wondering whether the insurance will go down by much after my first year driving? thankyouuuuu x

Will a claim for a broken passenger side window increase my car insurance premium?

A rock thrown from a lawn mower shattered the side window in my car yesterday. Will my car insurance premium rates go up if I file a claim?

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