#idk i just needed this off my chest hhh

[hyunsvngs]

my brain is disintegrating bc i have the image of pushing jisung and chans shirts up and laying kisses all over their soft tummies embedded so deep into my brain that my heart has decided to do flips

like the image of jisung being all blushy and flustered while going to town on leaving marks all over his stomach has me feeling some sort of way and idk what this is but im so 🤤 i feel like chan wouldn't get nearly as pliant as jisung would, like jisung would just melt to all the attention and be so blushy and maybe thats why im so hyperfocused on him today, jisung would be way too cute honestly

i feel like chan would get flustered but i feel like he's the type to tease right in return once he gets control of things again? maybe? idk i also feel like he'd be so flustered it'd take him a hot second to wrap his head around all the attention, especially if you catch him off guard with it

also, as im wrapping this thought cycle up, changbin, im begging one chance let me also kiss all over his tummy and tell him how good he is bc 🤤🫠 hes so yum

anyways!! unloading that here bc the idea in my head has me literally breathless im not used to being so flustered by a concept, but the crop tops from their perfomances has me feeling all sorts of ways whew

-dream anon

HHH YEAH!! thank u so much for unloading this here. all of the crop tops are also killing me and i'm so delusional i actually listened to a sleeping on jisung's chest asmr last night to go to sleep. i slept like A BABY LET ME TELL U... so imagining marking that chest up? and hs belly? and him getting all squirmy maybe even cute toes curling in his cute socks EYE.... yeah. yeah. that's good to me. that's fucking good.

and marking changbin's tummy?!?!?!??!?!?!?! ems would love to do this i fear. i think the binibelly is the sexiest fucking thign EVER and i need to see it in all of it's glory so that i can cum to a picture of it tbh.

[attourney-at-lycan]

OKAY i finished love love paradise. now. THOUGHTS.

not enough garroth. i want more garroth. i need more garroth.

you can tell the huge difference pdh has had on mystreet if you watch s1 and llp back to back. they reference it a lot so you’d probably be clueless for some of the mentions, though they do vaguely explain some of their references. 

at the beginning the voice lines were a bit weird, there was always such a weird awkward pause between the lines that was extremely obvious but it does get better after the first couple episodes

the whole dante, jenna and nicole thing bothered me. IT WASN’T. problematic per say. i dont think it was b a d but it could’ve been done much better? i do like how nicole and jenna didn’t act as if nothing happened and didn’t try getting back w/ him or give him a second chance at love. i like how dante knows he cannot repair the damage he’s done. his plot lines can be mature which sometimes takes me in for a loop. however when zane said “dante is trying, he’s just being dumb” it made me.. yknow the kombucha girl cringe meme? yeah that one. i feel like........ it was taken a bit too lightly imo? IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT. i just wish it was taking more seriously.

also the travlyn thing towards the end kinda.. gave me whiplash. LIKE I KNOW it was sorta foreshadowed w/ travis going “i can’t take it” in his convo w/ dante but.. IT WAS SO WEIRD? because initially it was written as a funny joke but then it wasn’t and travis was actually feeling hurt. it’s just i don’t think it was done well enough so it came off as a sudden change in tone thats jarring

oh my god am i being too harsh- i feel like i was being too harsh bc this was not written by a genius so idk why im critiquing it so harshly im so sorry. but i’m still going bc i can :]

BUT ANOTHER THING. the whole aphmau being scared of swimming was hhh? on one hand i feel like it was taken wayy too seriously but at the same time i feel like it wasn’t taken seriously enough at times. by that i mean, aphmau seems to be the type to trust her friends a lot regardless, and she encourages her friends to tell her things no matter how embarrassing they may be, but when it comes to her, she stubbornly refuses to tell anyone but zane. but then when everyone knows, no one takes her fear seriously w/ pushing her into the water or going “lmao you’re overreacting”. maybe it’s me because i also cannot swim and it’s sooo fucking scary being in chest level water. tbh im honestly overreacting bc i would also laugh if someone was in my position ngl

WHERE WAS LAURANCE. WHERE THE. FUCK. WAS MY FAVORITE QUEER?

gene was great i love gene he’s so fun. it was honestly so weird him appearing like that. also what did they do to ivy. i wish ivy kept her haughty behavior but i do get her maturing or wtver but i just wish there was still that spunk now to me she feels like a bland.. character who’s just changed to good.

ONE MORE THING. i forgot what i ti was. GOD I SAID THIS ALREADY BUT SYLVANNA REALLY PISSED ME OFF THIS SEASON. i was fine w/ her not knowing that her daughter had a boyfriend but still going against her wishes despite knowing she has one afterwards simply because you don’t like him hrggghr. i know that mom’s can be annoying like that yeah but jesus fuck it does not help.

honestly aaron was just.. The Boyfriend, yet again. i did like how it was obvious that aaron was becoming more comfortable w/ the people around him and being more outgoing. it was cute. however. most of the things coming out of his mouth was aphmau. EVEN WHEN IT WAS DANTE’S PROBLEM HE COULD NOT HOLD BACK FROM BRINGING UP APHMAU IM SO TIRED. 

anyway i give this season...... honestly 8/10? i know i complained a lot abt this seasons but it was genuinely fun to watch. i liked the other little side characters like the token gay couple (guy and nate + teony and The Girl who’s name they mentioned but i forgot), the dad and his son, also the bartender- 

ONCE AGAIN i would love to mention this mini review is totally based off my personal taste yaddah yaddah, this is a very subjective and biased post so :thumbsup:

[jadipose]

You'd be giving off pheromones with how hard your hormones would be pumping! Your blood would be, like, half estrogen!

HHH o+kay idk why but pheremo+nes are ano+ther buried kink o+f mine, just the smell o+f me sending girls into+ a frenzy o+f need and lust...... plus that way I can get trans girls to+ suckle o+n my chest fo+r their mo+nthly do+se o+f estro+gen in the fo+rm o+f a gallo+n and a half o+f milk in their po+o+r aching sto+machs.....

[niyaxsakito-blog]

Idek if anyone will see or read this but I just need to share

it’s gonna sound so weird but it’s been a good couple of years since I left the nightmare fandom or been in the loop of what goes on so obviously that meant nisaki too

nightmare were AHUGE part of my childhood thought my younger teen years they were my happiness and were part of my process of growing up

nisaki was my first ever ship and i loved their dynamic the most bec they were also my fav members...

i’m now an adult, i’m at uni and just finished my exams and idk why,, it might be because i saw it’s ruka’s birthday today but i suddenly had an urge to see how they’re all doing after years of not following their activities at all 

nisaki seemed like a pretty dead ship to me too,, like, i knew about them going on hiatus and i just thought, “well all groups do that at some point and go solo and never talk to each other again” AND OH BOY WAS I WRONG.

i literally come back to find out sakito has a solo project and ni~ya is A HUGE IMMENSE part it like??????????? even when i was a fan we would never get this amount of nisaki content like not in my wildest dreams would i imagine these two to actually stick together until the end and it’s really happening they’re really out there doing all that and idk i saw all the pics and stuff of them together and i suddenly burst into tears ghdfjskasld its stupid i know but i just,,, i forgot about them completely and suddenly to be bombarded with so many reminders about how intensely i loved them and shipped them i WAS SO YOUNG.

it’s just... a lot to take in, i’m so happy they’re working together and so incredibly close still :’)

[strawberrygiorno]

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[ddarkhours]

SKZ masturbating headcanons

Word Count: 1990 for the full thing; Requested: Nope hehe i just really wanted to do this:D

a/n: this is maybe my third time ever doing headcanons so we’ll see how this goes but i really liked writing this and it was me just being thirsty more than me writing it lmao anyway enjoy

Chan

Minho

I think Chan jacks off a few times a week. I feel like he’d do it mostly at home or in the bathroom but the thought of him doing it in the studio has been in my mind for a while. Like normally he’d go in the shower and turn on the water to mask any sounds, but sometimes he’s in the studio and he just needs to relax y’know. Also all of those background noises in some 3racha songs. He would put on some loud music, even though the studio is soundproof you can never be too safe, he would pull up a video on his phone (you decide if the video is his or not), and just pull his dick out, not fully taking his pants off. I see him groaning a lot and just breathing heavy, not really moaning especially since he’s alone. His hand doesn’t feel the same as you but it’ll do in the moment. I don’t think it would take him too long to cum and when he’d finish he would stop his movements, holding his cock at the base and just letting it shoot, groaning after every string of cum, and maybe a hiss here and there, either over his hand or in a tissue for convenience sake. 

That curtain he has on his bed is really giving me many thoughts here hhh. Anyway. Because he sleeps naked and that curtain is there on his bed, we can all use our imaginations to see what usually goes down. Minho is a little shit, so I see him kind of being an exhibitionist and because he doesn’t share a bunk with anyone I can see him masturbating in his bed most of the time. I don’t think he’d be too into porn, I mean sure he watches it sometimes but he prefers to use his imagination here, thinking of what you two did last weekend or the last time you gave him head/he ate you out, your moans are occupying his mind while he does it. I feel like Minho likes to tease himself so he doesn’t cum too often. He’d rather have one mind blowing orgasm a week than a couple mediocre ones. I think he’d jerk himself off and edge himself a couple of times a week but not let himself cum, just for the thrill of it, to see how far he can take it, feeling himself half hard all day turns him on even more. And when he finally let’s himself cum he’d be so spent. Groaning a lot and moaning quietly, he’d slow down his hand to almost a painful speed going down towards the base of his dick. He’d shoot over his stomach and probably up to his chest since he hasn’t cum in a while and continue to move his hand until his dick is basically soft and his orgasm wore off.

Changbin

Now. Idk if it’s because they’re producers or What but I can also picture Changbin jerking off in the studio, but more often than Chan. He’d do it in there most of the times he does it, maybe a couple of times a week because he feels comfy in there. He would do it when he takes a break from work, he’d just let his mind wander and most of the time it ends up in the gutter. He’d start to think about you, he’d think about the last time you guys fucked, when he hit it from the back, the way you moved over his dick. I have a feeling he would rub his cock through his pants for most if not all of it, in case anyone knocks on the door or wants to come in. If anyone were to come in he would stop, immediately. He isn’t into showing off at all. Unless of course it was you but that’s not what this is about rn lmao. He might cum in his pants or pull his dick out just to cum, like Chan either over his hand or in a tissue, but I see him hissing a lot more than Chan, and when his orgasm hits slowing down and tugging towards his tip basically milking himself for as long as he can.

Hyunjin

OKAY. Hyunjin would do it at his desk, no questions asked. I think he’d watch a lot of porn. I think his favourite videos would be something of you, maybe a clip you sent him or something you filmed together, and I think he would really love it if it was a short clip that just looped over and over. He’d get so into it, matching his rhythm with the video. OH also he gives me the vibe of someone who’d use a cock ring:) just to drag it out a little longer. Also strikes me as the type of guy who’d pull his dick back and let it slap against his stomach. You know how dramatic Hyunjin is, he’d be moaning and groaning and throwing his head back when he got somewhat close to cumming, I think he also really likes dirty talk a lot so he’d whisper things as if you were there fhfdj. His head would fall back and he’d lean forward, spreading his legs more, squeezing near the tip and catching his cum in his other hand.

Jisung

Jisung is a bundle of energy, and I think he gets riled up easily so I see him jerking off almost probably every day. He doesn’t have a preference on where he does it, probably wherever he can get privacy at the moment and I also think he wouldn’t be embarrassed to ask for privacy. Like if he just got to the bathroom, rock hard from thinking about you all day, and someone tried to ask him to let them shower first he’d tell them straight up “Kinda have something I need to take care of”. Absolutely shameless. But sometimes when he wants to drag it out a bit or finally has some free time he gives the vibe that he’d have a fleshlight or those silicone eggs. He would pull up some videos on his laptop, imagining it’s you and that you’re riding him, thrusting up into the toy. He’d pull out to cum most of the time because cleaning it is a pain. He would jerk himself off so fast just trying to cum, his hand would go over his cock at lightning speed, letting out high pitched moans and shooting over his abs and just laying there with his dick in his hand as his heart rate calmed down… Alternatively if he’s super into it and just lost in the pleasure he’ll just let himself go and cum inside, shoving his dick as far as he can into it and holding it down as his spurts of cum would shoot inside.

Felix

Most of these have gone solo but even when jerking off Felix would want to do mutual masturbation or at the very least call you to hear your voice. Felix is so sweet:(( and he’s so clingy even if he can’t directly see you, he’d want you to talk dirty to him through the phone, and ask you to moan for him. I think he’d really be into facetiming and just watching you play with yourself, that’s what gets him off the most, knowing that you feel good too. He’d say things like “baby tell me how good you feel”, “I wish you were here with me” and such. I feel like he’d either ask you if he can cum or he’d ask you to cum with him. He’d be so into it, letting his head fall back and moaning super deep raspy moans, stroking his dick for you to see, shooting wherever it lands, he doesn’t care at that moment. If he was to do it alone I think he’d be into ruining his own orgasm and making himself cum a couple of times, doing this occasionally and only once or twice per round. He’d jerk off to the thought of you, using both hands to rub his cock and when he’d feel close he would remove his hands, leaving his body quivering, the thought of you pushing him closer and closer with his dick twitching until with one last breath he finally lets go and he cums just from the thought of you, your body, you taking him, he would moan and buck his hips into nothing, his seed landing all over himself and the floor/bed sheets. His spurts of cum would get weaker and weaker with each orgasm, until he finally let’s himself enjoy his orgasm and his cum would cover his hand.

Seungmin

Does it in the bathroom strictly, he’s a neat freak you can’t change my mind. Cumming anywhere besides the drain just seems messy and unhygienic. Seungmin is the only member that I don’t really have a clear picture in my head of. I feel like he could go both ways and just use his hands or have some sort of toy. I’m thinking vibrating cock ring so that he doesn’t have to use his hands as much. I can see him putting his arm on the wall and putting his face in the crook of his elbow to suppress any moans as he thinks of you. The vibrations of the ring are enough to make him cum on it’s own so his hand is stroking his dick slowly. oH he plays with his nipples a lot, even when he’s alone it makes him cum faster. He’d imagine you masturbating, his hand slowly starting to pick up speed until he’s breathing heavily, biting the inside of his arm, the vibrations of the toy making his legs shake and he’d spill his cum down the drain, his hand helping milk himself under the running water.

Jeongin

He’d do it a lot. He is the youngest so I’m imagining he would be horny a lot. He would do it on his bed as much as he could, laying on his back with his shirt pulled up and his shorts pulled down just enough for his cock and balls to be out with one hand behind his head. I think he watches a lot of porn too, maybe hentai but I’m not gonna go too deep into that. He would have his phone propped up either on some pillows in front of him or on the wall. He jerks off in waves- let me explain- he goes fast and brings himself closer to orgasm before slowing down, playing with his tip, massaging it for a little bit before going again. He’d do this a lot, everytime he would play with his tip he’d use his finger tips to massage behind the head where it feels reall good. It would make his legs shake and his cock twitch so much it would slip out of his hands sometimes, his jaw would hang open and he’d time it so it lines up with the best part of the video. When the person in the video cums it would send him reeling, it would be the tipping point that makes him cum. He would try to stay as quiet as possible, not only for the members not to hear him but also for his own enjoyment. He’d hold his hand still while he fucks up into it, pretending it’s the real thing. He’d aim for his stomach but with how good it feels it would be all over his bedsheets.

[random-mha-thoughts]

Sketch (Bakugou x Reader)

Pairing: Bakugou x Reader

Anon requested: “Hi, I LOVE LOVE LOVE the way you write Bakugou. I always blush when reading one of your stories. Can you write one with Bakugou where they go to his room and they see like a journal of his or artwork of his that has poems or drawings of her? And he walks in and sees her reading/looking at what his work, and he gets embarrassed, but the reader absolutely loves it, and showers him with love? Pretty please with a cherry on top, and thank you!!”

Genre: Fluff

Word count: 1,643

Tags:  @yuki-osaki​ @liviitehe​ @iamsoftsodonttoucheume-blog​ @bunnythepipsqueak​

a/n: Anon, you’re so lovely, why would I say no to you?  Thank you for requesting this!  I had a lot of fun writing it!  I have another Baku headcanon request coming tomorrow so look forward to that.  I hope you all enjoy reading this, and thank you again for 900 followers~ I really need to think about a 1k special event hhh idk what I’m gonna do, does anyone have suggestions?

"You didn't make it too spicy, did you?" I tease, eyeing the plates Bakugou sets the table with.

My boyfriend smirks at me.  "No, I know how much of a baby you are."  He sets down a glass jar of orange-red paste at his place setting.  "I'll just add my own spice on the side."

"Hey, I can take a little spice, I'm not totally hopeless!" I jut my lip out in a slight pout.

Another few small bowls of side dishes are placed in the middle of the table, one of them being kimchi.  "If we're gonna be together for a while, you better get used to it."  

The thought of dating Bakugou for a long time down the line warms me up, and I find myself smiling as he fetches the large serving bowl of our main course and sets it down in the middle of the table.

"And dinner is served!"  A proud grin stretches across his face when he plops down in his seat.  "Let's eat!"

Like the gentleman he is, the blond scoops out the spicy udon soup onto my bowl first before filling his own.  The broth isn't too thick, but what slightly scares me is the orange color.  I take a spoonful before Bakugou has the chance to poke fun at me being a coward.  While the spice dances on my tongue, it mingles with the rich, slightly sweet flavor to provide a happy balance that makes the heat bearable.

"Mm, Bakugou this is amazing-"

I cut myself off when I spot the boy across from me dumping a heaping spoonful of his red paste into the broth, watching in horror as the orange color of the broth turns into an angry scarlet as he mixes the paste in. He glances up at my gawking and chuckles, "Yeah, this is how spicy I like my food, babe."

My eye twitches.  "You're a monster."

He just winks in response.  "I'm your monster."

I flop back into my seat with a groan.  "I can't tell if I'm full or I'm overwhelmed."

Bakugou throws his head back and laughs at my running nose and flushed face.  "You can't handle spiciness babe, I'm sorry.  Just look at you!"  He hands me another napkin.

"Hey, at least I'm not crying."  I gladly take it from him and swipe under my nose.  But my tongue might be burning for a while.  I tried to pace myself on the water so it doesn't look like I'm struggling too much, but I ended up drinking at least 3 cups the entire meal, and this jerk across from me is relishing my pain.

"If you had another bowl, I'm sure you would have," he unsuccessfully chokes back his chuckles.

I'm aware of the swelling in my lips and the thin sheen of sweat on the back of my neck and my hairline.  "It's not funny," I pant out a whine.  But he might not be wrong.  I gulp down the rest of my fourth cup of water and rise from my seat to help clean up.

I clear the dishes from the table and bring them to the sink, where my devilish boyfriend started soaking the dishes and the bowl.  I wrap my arms around him from behind and lean my head on his shoulder.  "Babe, do you mind if I spend the night?  I didn't bring clothes though."

He shuts off the sink and turns around to hug me at the waist properly.  "You can take one of my shirts and my shorts if you wanna spend the night."  Calloused fingers stroke my cheek before cupping my chin and bringing his lips down to mine.  Surprisingly, the few kisses he places there are quick, desperate, before he nips my bottom lip, earning a yelps out of me.  He smirks at the sound.  "Your lips are so swollen, it's like they're calling me to kiss them."

An intense blush coats my cheeks and I push away from him.  "I-I'm going to look for your clothes," I stutter and scurry off to his bedroom.

"Second drawer from the bottom," he cackles after me.

I duck into his room, patting my cheeks to calm myself.  I find his drawer and pick out an oversized black tee and red basketball shorts.  When the shirt's on, it already goes down to my thigh.  I hold the shorts in my hand, debating if I should even wear them, but I err on the side of modesty.  Bakugou's already riled up seeing me eat spicy food, I don't want to push it.

"Silly, hormonal boy," I shake my head, slipping the shorts up my legs and tying off one side of the shirt to shorten it.

Somehow, my eyes meet directly with it, the sharp corner peeking out from a slightly lifted corner of his mattress.  Being the curious - and slightly nosy - person I am, I pull the object out to find that it's a thin, paper notebook.  The cover is void of any labels; I would think it was empty if there wasn't a pen hooked into it, the clip bookmarking a page in the middle.  Without another thought, I open up to the page only to stare wide-eyed at it.

Inked onto the unlined page is a half body sketch of me smiling.  The crinkles of my eyes, the out of place hairs, the smile lines, the contours of my face and neck; every detail I didn't know someone would recognize just by looking at me is inked before me in loving care.  I flip to the previous page to see a full body drawing of me gazing absently out a nearby window, the same attention to detail paid.  More flipping showed more candid moments of me drawn onto the page.  Weightlessness blooms in my chest as I scan every inch of the notebook.

It dawned on me so suddenly that tears fill my eyes in a whiplash of emotion.  Bakugou not only watches me from a distance when he thinks I'm not looking to paint this memory into his mind, but he takes the time to lovingly sketch it out into this notebook every night because he wants to look back on it.

"Babe, you-"

I snap my head towards the doorway, the ash blond frozen there as he glances at the object in my hand.  His eyes widen into saucers.  "Where did you find that?"  His voice goes half an octave higher.

"Katsuki."  That's all I can manage in my shaky voice.  A million overwhelming thoughts and emotions tumble inside me that I don't know how to start.

"You weren't supposed to see that!"  His cheeks turn scarlet as he stumbles towards me, hand outstretched to snatch the book out of my hand.

I shut it and hug it to my chest, protecting it as I examine the boy in front of me.  It hasn't been terribly long since Bakugou and I started dating, we just crossed 6 months a few weeks ago.  There are still times when I'm unsure of his feelings towards me, an insecure side of me that I can't help.  But now that I've seen this silent gesture of his affection, I see our relationship in a new light.

Bakugou groans out.  "Shit, I never wanted you to see it-!"

I throw my arms around him to shut him up.  "You idiot, I love it.  It's not creepy or weird or anything like that.  I didn't even know you saw me like this, you big lovable dork."

"Wait wait," he pulls me away by my shoulders, "You're okay with it?"

"Katsuki, you're too sweet," I laugh wholeheartedly and start peppering kisses all over his face.  "This is the most flattering thing someone's done for me, why would I hate it?"

His face turns a deeper shade of red.  "I dunno...  I don't do this for everyone, just you, I didn't know how you would react."

"Well now you know."  I let go of him to stare at another page, my chest comfortably full.  "Look how much love you put into this, I can't believe you hid this from me."

Bakugou scratches the back of his head.  "You...wanna know which one's my favorite?"

My eyes widen as he takes the book out of my hands and flips through, landing on one page near the beginning and shows it to me.  "It's rough, but it's one of my favorite memories of you."

I didn't think my heart could swell more than it already has, but it did with this one.  My head rests facing up on Bakugou's lap, my eyes closed and a lazy smile gracing my features.  One of his large hands rests on my cheek like it's softly caressing the skin.

"Say something at least," my boyfriend grumbles after a few moments of my awed silence.

I decide not to, opting to plant a kiss on his lips instead.  "I don't know how you manage to make me look more attractive than I actually am, thank you."

"Dumbass, of course you're actually this attractive."

I lean back against his chest, admiring his line work.  It's not the most artistic, but it still manages to bring out the beauty and love in the image.  "Maybe you should draw one of us together."

His eyebrows furrow together.  "No way, I did this for you, not me."

"But it would make me really happy if you did one of us together.  It makes your love look one sided when you know that's not true."

He wraps his arm around me and kisses the top of my head.  "Fine, I'll do it for you, babe."  His calloused hand reaches up to brush my face.  "But just so you know, I'm totally drawing you all flushed over spicy food because I really liked seeing you that way."

"Pervert!"

[tscmu]

Some headcanons for the Hq boys and how they propose to their s/o?

HI YES THIS IS THE KIND OF STUFF I LOVE WRITING ABOUT PLS okay so u didnt really specify which boys so im gonna go for ones that i can picture proposing that sounded weird ok-

characters; koushi sugawara, satori tendou, kenma kozume, osamu miya + tooru oikawa oK LETS GO

koushi sugawara

- pls he’d make it so heartfelt and meaningful HHH I LOVE HIM~ - he’d want to make you feel how much he loved you, like actually feel it in your heart - i feel like he’d tell a FEW people, probably only get daichi to help AHAHAH - bruh asahi would probably have a mental breakdown and tanaka would snitch💔💔 - but he’d have an idea of what you both wanted i think, you wouldve spoken it over before defos - he’d want it to not be that public, just the two of you - so it’d be at like a hiking trail you both go on or something, a place that means loads to both of you but isn’t there for the world to see - and then...…came the day - he knew how much you picked up on little details so he had to be sneak sneak ten thousand™ - “hey, wanna go out on that one walk up *insert name of place idk*? ok ok ok i’ll get ur coat sugar” - EEEEEEEEEEE - he was trying his absolute best to keep it together - he knew you’d most likely say yes, so he wasn’t TOO scared, but it was still SCARY LIKE- - and then u got to the place he wanted to propose - it was this place where you always stopped, where there was a little bench (with your initials STILL carved into it from all those years ago) and it looked out over a nice view - “ooh, can we stop here again!” “u-huh i was actually gonna ask-” - bro he almost forgot the speech daichi read over to him about 20 times - but HE DID IT WOOOO - he didn’t want to make a MASSIVE deal out of it, the wedding would be more important to him but he still wanted to make you know how much he adored you - speech included lots of memories dating even back to before hed even SPOKEN to you i stg this man - AND U SAID YES!!! u have no choice. u did.

satori tendou

- i feel like he’d be kINDA similar to suga?? - a little less caring - he’d never actually pictured himself getting married tbf- - he never thought he’d actually find the right person so he just....gave up idk - BUT THEN YOU CAME INTO HIS LIFE- - even with you he hadn’t really thought about marriage, he was just focused on having fun with you, but then ushijima was like ‘...so, tendou. when is the wedding commencing between you and y/n.” and he just- - it was actually when they were sitting there he started to plan it - ushijima would SEEM like the worst person to go to, but he was actually quite good at this stuff - so in about 2 hours sat at the back door of tendou’s work, they had sketched out a sort of plan on the back of a spare napkin - there was one main thing he knew he wanted to talk about - how you always stuck by him, no matter what he did - he thought he’d seriously fucked up, and you would be back at his door the next day, smiling and chattering about this new café you heard opened down the road - god, he was terrified to even mention paris to you, but you were so up for the idea, it took him by shock - he didn’t take you for granted - so for once, he wanted to make you feel loved - they couldn’t think of a place to take you for ages, but then it hit them - you and tendou always went to wakatoshi’s games, ever since high school you both always made the commute if you had the time - and ushijima had a game coming up in two weeks...…. - when he mentioned it OFC U WERE DOWN PLS, you loved going back to japan - like ofc france was incredible but......... it was just lovely to see everyone again ;-; - since youd been there so much, you basically just got to stand right at the side of the court AHAHAH - so they won the game. obviously. its ushi and kags we’re talking abt here. are you kidding. then tendou started acting weird, which made u hella sus - it was the first time in what felt like years you’d seen him so...nervy - he kept fumbling over his words, you had to yell at him to speak up - but eventually he did it - he spoke abt how much you meant to him, how you made him more comfortable in his own body, how you stuck by him through everything - AND U SAID YES. AGAIN, U HAVE NO CHOICE. - and yes ushi and kags started cheering and the news outlets put u on the news i dont make the rules ok

kenma kozume

- ok mans is TERRIFIED - he’d quite genuinely never thought about marriage, throughout his years with you by his side it just...never crossed his mind - but it was when you were lying in bed one night, his arm dangled over you as you both drifted in and out of sleep - and it just hit him - why the fuck were you both still like this? - marriage was something you always expressed a love for, when kuroo got married you were basically in a trance the whole time - how was he so unaware? - people described kuroo’s proposal as pretty much perfect, he’d always been good at reading his partner, so he just used that knowledge to make something he knew they’d like - so, to kenma’s extreme distaste, he went to kuroo - oh my god kuroo fucking c r i e d - kenma was finally ‘growing up’ - so after about an hour of kuroo sobbing, they finally got down to business - after lots of.. lets say elaborate ideas from kuroo, and lots of no's from kenma, they finally came to a sort of compromise - since you and kuroo worked in the same department, he would text you on saturday simply asking if you wanted to catch coffee and talk about that one assignment - obviously, you said yes - not thinking anything of it, you just pulled on a jumper and jeans AHAH- - then you notice,,,why tf is he taking u to a beach at 7pm in march???? - #serialkillerkurooheadcanons - but u see kenma and ur like... wtf have u gotten yourself into- - have they been possessed?? who knowz - and then u get BLINDFOLDED LIKE WHAT - but then u snap back down to earth like why would they kidnap u- - as kuroo takes it off, kenma’s quite literally shaking - poor babie - he never really knew how to explain his thoughts properly, so the speech wasn’t anything extremely dramatic and/or romantic - but he did in a way tell you how much you meant to him - he spoke abt how you boost his confidence, have always been there whenever he needed you, and how you seem to always understand him when he’s being at his most blunt - therefore he thinks you’re his soulmate - PLSPLSPL IM CRYING

osamu miya

- i think he always knew he wanted to marry you - atsumu always embarassed him about it- - it got to the point you didn’t actually think he’d propose, you would just wake up one day and a wedding dress would be on the door - but it got to the point where tsumu was mentioning it significantly more when you went over for dinner - mama miya was always telling you how happy she was that samu picked you - even your own parents were being oddly warmer towards samu, whenever they phoned they asked how he was, etc etc - so you knew something was up - samu was always really polite to your parents, asked their permission before he even took you out on a date - ironic because you lived together but still- - so turned out, he actually mentioned proposing to you to them - they adored him for gods sake so of course they said yes - then tsumu thought he was acting weird, so he told his side - jesus christ they freaked out - his parents were always nervous about atsumu, who slept with random people on the weekends, and hadn’t been in a proper relationship since middle school - you were basically their god send AHAHA - so it was a massive deal when he wanted to marry you - it would appear that he didn’t really care, but in honesty it meant the wholeass world to him - like suga, he’d go for a location that meant a lot to both of you - christmas was a huge deal for both your families, they both came together and you had an incredible time - and last year some of the jackals came over, which was just hilarious - so what better time than christmas with your loved ones around you??? - it started off like a normal christmas, you had an incredible dinner ( cooked by none other than osamu ((with atsumu and bokuto attempting to sabotage it but just burning their hands on the pot)) ) then all played some games - but it was when you were all watching the basic christmas tv programmes when the atmosphere... changed - everyone was looking at you and samu, even sakusa looked excited - it was when his father muted the tv, and samu took your hand, your heart was basically beating out your chest. - he spoke about how he felt like, for the entirety you’d been together for, every day he seemed to fall more in love with you. you were like his rock, when things were even a bit off he could just come to you and you’d automatically make him happier even just by looking at you - bruh bokuto and hinata were sobbing in the corner

tooru oikawa

- surprising, but he never thought about marriage - he just kind of assumed he’d be one of those people that would be in a relationship for like a week then just.. move on to another person idk - that was until he ran into you - everyone, even his own parents, said he was a different person when he started dating you - it was ironic, you were quite similar to him - yet you made him rethink his fucking morals  - it was sappy asf - ANYWAY BACK TO THE TOPIC AT HAND - he took this proposal really seriously, he wanted it to be the best moment of your whole life - until the wedding ofc ofc - since you’d basically changed him as a person, he wanted this to just show his appreciation for everything you’d ever done for him - he wanted you to feel his love - and so he set about preparing a good proposal - he’d be like osamu, and definitely ask your parents first - your parents loved him anyway, they thought he was the best thing that’d happened to you for a long while - he basically knew what he wanted to do - nothing too public, but nothing too quiet - whats the point of proposing if some people dont see am i right??? - sometimes when you both either a) needed a break or b) you both had a period of time where you were free, you both just booked an impromptu holiday AHAHHA - #richkidtingz - so obvs he had to do it on one of them... it was ur thing after all?? - it was when you walked in the door, face red, and flopped down on the sofa next to him, he grasped the opportunity - “..got any spare holidays from work?” - you quickly went on a travel agent website and booked a three day holiday to brazil, leaving the next morning - it was one of your favourite places to just escape to, so it made sense for him to propose there tbf - it was as you both woke up the first morning there, still sleepy from the night before, you grinned at eachother. - “hey.. get ready quick, i wanna do something.” “wHAT-” - he didn’t actually know where to do it, he just called a taxi and asked for your favourite high street HAHAH - after about an hour of browsing around shops, your hand never out of his, you finally asked ‘what did you want to do?’ - his breathing almost stopped i stg, he didn’t realise how scared he was - but then... HE DID IT POGGERS - he stuck to what he knew he wanted to speak about, making you sob in the process ofc - and even all the locals congratulated you!!!

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HI THIS IS SO LONG IM SORRY BUT I LOVED WRITING IT PLS!! THANK U FOR REQUESTING da box is always open mwah

[pettyprocrastination]

queer and feelin longing emotions and thinkin bout shortcake and the harleyyyhhh: when she first sees you shes like 👁👄👁 speechless, How could you possibly get hotter??? ure driving into frankie's driveway because you all are carpooling to meet the guys for a night out. she meets u in a daze at the end of the drive while youre taking the keys out of the ignition.

"i didnt know you owned a motercycle" she says, her face growing warm while u kick out the kickstand.

"oh um, yeah! i do!" you say with a nervous chuckle; your heart always races when youre around shortcake, but you've never seen her look at you Quite like this.

"why do i never see you riding it?" she asks, glancing down every so often as you absent mindedly start fidgeting, rubbing ur hands against the seat and the handle bars.

"ummm, i really only ride it when i need to think on some stuff or when i need to calm down," you explain. "its also really impractical for days i have a certain way i want my hair to look" u chuckle as u unclick the buckle to your helmet and hope, as youre taking it off, that your helmet hair isnt unseemly today.

"is everything okay? have you been on edge lately?" she asks, her brow furrowed. you smile at her but it doesnt quite meet your eyes.

"a little, but i'm working through it" you respond, you grasp the handle bars a little harder, u hadnt meant to let That slip.

shortcake seems unsure but after a moment she reaches out to gently lay her hand atop yours and u loosen ur grasp. "is there anything i can do to help?" she asks softly, kindly. you feel so Seen, so Loved; shes only touching your hand but you can feel the warmth of it through your entire body. "i'll uhhhh i'll let you know?" you leave it open ended, because you dont Think its possible for her to help you with your growing feelings....But you Never Know. the answer seems to appease her, for now at least.

youre together in this moment quietly, contently, a single innocent touch and your gaze at one another are all that connects one another to the present. you hear the front door of the house open and shut, you both suddenly move your hands away; the self depricating thoughts, quickening heart rates, and warm faces are all that you share now.

"hey, nice to see you bringin the ol girl out for a change" frankie says while walking towards the two of you. he raises an eyebrow at you, "you good?"

you nod, "i will be." he nods back, knowing. that sometimes you arent ready to talk about what thoughts ail you.

"oh hey your hair is a little..." he starts, moving his hand up to you head before stopping, "can i uhhh-" "oh yeah sure, thanks" you say, quickly. as frankie messes with your hair, you feel your stomach do flips and shortcake admires how sweet you look together.

he steps back admiring you- his amazing skills as a hair stylist, "better than ever" he says with a grin.

"oh wait hold on, you missed something can i just real quick" shortcake says, searching for consent. you nod you head at her and now she hands taking back stray pieces or smoothing out others. you shiver slightly as she tucks your hair behind your ear? you arent sure she actually moved anything that time. frankie is watching the two of you intently; he loves the careful way she tends to you and the way your eyes flutter shut every so often.

she moves back, and says "there, now we're good" with a soft smile. frankie smiles at her and gives her a quick peck on the cheek, "i love your attention to detail," he says, adoration in his eyes as she giggles.

"thanks," you whisper. you dont want to ruin this moment with your feelings butting in; they are so happy together, you wish so desperately you could make Them that happy.

frankie pats his pockets until he finds and fishes out his keys, "i'll go start the car, you can set your helmet inside the garage if you want?" he offers. "that'd be great thank you," you say, unstraddling the bike and the couple, unbeknownst to the other, watch a tad too intently as you do.

shortcale shakes herself out of slightly inappropriate gaze and decided to walk you up to a garage, "i've never ridden a motercycle before, it seems like fun" she says, just to fill the silence.

you're quiet, comtemplating for a moment. "would you like to?"

she laughs out a breath "oh i would love too. its a shame you dont have a second helmet, we could ride together"

you glance at her and grin a little before turning around to call out, "hey frankie? you still got that helmet i leant u?"

(idk why im writing i Got homework to do and like i keep thinking tumblr is gonna cut me off with a word count or a character limit but No they just let me Keep Going for like AN HOUR, anyways 👄👁👄

Anon I offer you my hand in marriage the dowry is easy: just keep sending me asks (also go do your homework babes!!)

I absolutely LOVE THIS AAAAA

Also the thought of shortcake going for a ride with you hhh. Her arms are tight around your waist and the engine is rumbling in her ears as shes pressed against your back, it makes you grip the handlebars tighter and at a stoplight you have to take a deep breath to calm yourself. She's never ridden a motorcycle before but in the moment, cruising down the road with her arms around you, she feels safe and secure and wants it to last forever.

Frankie walks outside just as you pull up the driveway.

"How was it?"

Shortcake tugs the helmet off with a giggle and he takes in her wild hair. "So much fun! I never knew it'd be so relaxing."

She never knew how nice it felt to have you in her arms.

Frankie ignores the way his heart hammers wildly in his chest by seeing the way shortcake, his girlfriend, stares as you lean on the handlebars of your bike. He sees her flushed face and hears the hitch in her breathe when she looks at you.

He tells himself it's from the weather. It has to be. Theres no way she feels the same way for you as he does. That's just his own mind taunting him with a fantasy.

That's just him being selfish.

"I should probably head out." Your voice breaks them both out of their own head. Both members of the couple you dreamed of each night wearing a face like a kicked puppy.

"Are you sure? You can stay for dinner if you want-"

"We can order takeout and-"

You hold your hands up in an apologetic gesture. "As fun as its be to watch you guys argue over pizza toppings again, I'll have to pass. I've got an early shift tomorrow. I should get home before it's late so I can get some sleep."

The hand that frankie held on his girlfriend's waist tightened as you backed out of the driveway and into the street with a final wave.

He knew you didn't work tomorrow

"Is she gonna be alright?" Shortcake's voice was tiny, barely heard over the roar of your engine as you drove off.

Frankie knew you were going to spend the whole night driving without a destination.

"Yeah." He pressed a comforting kiss to her temple. "She's alright, just needs to clear her head. We all get like that."

He knew at somepoint in the night you'd stop at that one 24-hour dinner you loved, he would probably stay up and meet you there. If you didnt want to talk about what was bothering you that'd be fine. He would simply order himself a burger as the two of you spoke about whatever nonsense came to mind at 3am before leaving, usually with you following him home and crashing on his couch.

You hadn't done that in a long time. He wonders why.

"I worry about her."

Ah. Right. That's why.

Shortcake leaned her head on his shoulder and he felt a steady thrum in his chest.

"Me too."

Maube he would take her with him tonight. She'd like the fries.

[sleepychai-fics]

Virgil x Pride!Reader - Anxious Pride

Request: @hhh-angels Hiiii ily do u think we could get a virgil x female reader where virgil is like... super anxious but gets confident around reader, and reader is a new side like pride or something but is secretly really anxious cause drama?? Idk just a thought (bonus point for Virge being jealous that Pride is hanging out with the other sides even though they're not together and the other sides making fun of him for it) ;) okay luv u mwah

Im so sorry for posting this later than usual, i hope its ok. Not the best i could come up with, im sorry. I hope it good enough.

Pronouns: Neutral

Words: 1293

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Whenever Virgil sees you chatting it up with any of the other sides, he gets this weird feeling.

He knows exactly what the feeling is, but he will deny it with his entire being. He hates it and will never admit anything to anyone about it.

You’ve only been here for barely a month and he’s already crushing hard on you. It’s like he’s a teenager again. He hates it. But he can’t help but admit he wants you, so badly.

“You’re stalking her.” Remus whispers directly into his ear. Virgil jumps off the chair, whipping around to face Remus and Janus. They both dawn on their own sinister smiles, eyes glinting with mischief.

“What the fuck?!” Virgil whisper-shouts at them. “I am not stalking them.”

“You’re right.” Janus speaks up. “I believe the proper term for it is ‘eyeballing’.”

The two dark sides laugh at Virgil as he berates them with a huff.

“You know, there is a thing called talking. Try it with them.”

Virgil practically snarls at Remus before marching away from them.

He can still hear their obnoxious laughter even as he enters the kitchen. He heads straight to the fridge, opening its door and grabbing a soda can.

“Hey Virge!” Patton hops beside him. “We’re just about to play a video game! Want to join?”

He looks up at Patton, seeing his bright smile, before glancing into the living room. Roman and Logan are both there, setting up the gaming box below the TV.

He almost says no, but then he sees you with an arm full of snacks, dumping them onto the table before grabbing a controller.

Without looking back at Patton, he answers. “Yeah. Sure. Why not.”

Patton’s smile brightens.

/\/\/\/\

After hours of playing video game after video game, it was finally decided that it was bedtime.

You had retreated to that idea an hour ago, having yawned yourself to sleep. For some reason, in your sleep you had grabbed onto and cuddled up to Virgil.

He was on the brink of a heart attack when it happened. He just froze, did not twitch a single muscle. Not just because he was shocked, but because he saw your peaceful sleeping face and didn't want to wake you.

So he sat still, only moving his fingers on the controller when his muscles began to ache and tingle with numbness, he did not move.

Roman throws out his arms in an eccentric yawn, before bidding goodnight and trekking upstairs to his bedroom, followed closely by Logan who did his own smaller yawn. Patton switches off the TV and the console before turning his attention to Virgil.

“Hey kiddo. Do you mind taking them up to their bed?” He whispers, just enough for Virgil to hear.

Virgil nods as a response, putting the controller down beside him.

Patton smiles, waves goodnight, and makes his own way up towards his room.

Slowly, Virgil inches away from you enough to slip off of the couch. His arms remain behind your head, ensuring it doesn’t move too much. Thankfully you don’t jostle from the movement.

He kneels in front of you on the floor, hooking an arm under your knees. As he stands up, he pulls you off the couch and to his chest.

You twitch at the change, but snuggle comfortably into Virgil. A blush paints his features at your reaction, but he pushes it away and turns to walk up the stairs.

Once he makes it to your room, he opens the door slowly with his foot, thanking whatever being is up there that your door had been left slightly ajar.

Although the room lacks light, it’s bright with a rainbow of colours. Pride flags are scattered throughout your room. Pinned on all your walls, one hanging across your room, practically acting as a curtain. Miniature flags are placed at random throughout your room. It’s the perfect room to have as the side of Pride.

Virgil steps up to your bed. He lays you down on top of the covers and gently rests your head on the pillow. He doesn’t want to move you around or risk waking you up while trying to drag the blanket out from under you, so instead, Virgil goes and grabs a spare blanket from the hallway closet.

He lays the blanket on top of you, gently tucking it in around your frame.

He can’t help but sit there and watch you sleep. Creepy, he knows. But to see you  with such a peaceful expression makes his heart flutter in awe.

Virgil stands up, getting ready to leave you be.

“Virgil?”

He flinches at your soft call of his name. He must’ve woken you up. He turns to face you, catching your half-lidded gaze.

“Can you stay with me for a bit? Please?”

At first, Virgil is surprised that you don’t seem mad at the disturbance to your sleep. He expected you to be annoyed with him and kick him out of your room and yell in frustration. But you somehow want the opposite. Well, who is he to deny your wishes?

With a nod, Virgil returns to kneel beside your bed.

“Are you okay?” It’s against his better judgement to ask you, but he feels like something is wrong with you, and he wants to see if he can get you to tell him.

You remain silent for a minute before you speak. “Can I say something? No judgement?”

“Of course.” Virgil couldn’t have replied faster if he tried. “What’s on your mind?”

You hesitate for a bit, eyes looking anywhere but Virgil. “I’m always scared whenever Thomas goes out to places.”

He tilts his head as he responds. “What are you scared of?”

A soft sigh heaves out from you as you shrug. “Being hunted down. I know I’m over exaggerating but I think you get my point.”

Virgil nods. He knows these thoughts all too well. He lifts his hand up and gently rests it on your cheek. Your eyes flick up to meet his. He can’t help the way his heart clenches at the sight of tears brimming your eyes.

“I’m scared we’ll get kicked out of every place we enter. Scared to be humiliated and claimed an outcast and be kicked to the streets.”

Virgil can’t take it anymore. He lets his instincts take over. He stands up, causing you  to flinch and close your eyes. For a second, you’re afraid he’ll leave you alone. But that fear disappears once you feel the mattress dip behind you.

Virgil’s arm curls around your waist, pulling you closer to him. His other arm slips underneath your head, acting as a secondary pillow.

“There’s no need to be scared. I get it. I understand where that fear comes from. But I think you forget how many people love and respect Thomas for who he is.”

You’re stunned into silence. You didn’t think about that. You forgot how much his online fans love him. How much everyone who knows Thomas loves him.

“Think of his fans as a personal army of love,” Virgil continues. The hand around your waist gently latches onto yours. His instincts are running on overdrive. Man is he lucky you can’t see his face right now. “And the Pride Knights are a thing.”

A soft chuckle escapes from you. “I forgot about the Pride Knights.” Running on your own instincts, you nestle closer into Virgil, letting his warmth cascade throughout your body.

“Thank you Virgil.”

Virgil hums, tilting his head to nuzzle his face in your hair. “You’re welcome. I’m always here for you. No matter what.”

Smiles spread across both of your features, the comfort of the embrace guiding the both of you down the trail of blissful sleep.

[shinayashipper]

I'll be gone from social media for a bit!! (Maybe I'll just lurk around but not interact for a while heh)

Sorry for ranting a bit

I kinda received some hate speech because I drew fem-Yugi a lot HHHHH (and because I drew rivalshipping with fem-Yugi too, I guess that's kinda the last straw for some people?) I'm really sorry about this. This isn't the 1st time so that's why I always put warning in the beginning of the art but I guess it's still really creepy for some people! (That's ok, everyone has their own preferences! You can like your ships however you like!) I really thought with proper tagging and warning, people won't be bothered but they still do, I'm so sorry.

Anyway, I was called lots of things like problematic and lolicon and such? Is it because I drew DM fem-Yugi like... extra cute? Or is it because I like Kpop girl groups? Wow idk it's really Making me Thinking of Stuffs so yeah I guess I shall reflect on myself and my actions more! I'm really sorry, really.

Hmm as I thought my fem-Yugi arts should've never been posted hhh those are very self-indulgent anyway.

This is all my fault I'm very sorry.

I'm also sorry because they kinda bring up that rivalshipping with fem-Yugi is problematic, but here lemme tell you YOU CAN MAKE YOUR FICTIONAL SHIPS HOWEVER YOU LIKE!! They are fiction...

HSJZJZZJ ahh, really I'm just so sorry. I hope you'd just block me of whatever, I'm so sorry for interacting with you... I'm so sorry.

Wow really I'm just so sorry because... duznznzj I think I just ruined someone's day oh my god I really SHOULDNT HAVE POSTED MY FEMYUGI ARTS I just know theyre creepy oh my god suznznzjzj

I'm so sorry I'm so sorry

Sorry for writing this here, I just need to get it off my chest for a bit

Maybe will delete

[renaissanceduroi-archive]

i never get negative here and have yet to ever make a vent post but omg i just need to get this off my chest

this isn’t about anything in particular at all, its an accumulation of everything that ive seen in the last two months ive been back, but i just always kinda... have some looming cloud of doom over my head here that people hate me and talk about me behind my back even though i know that’s a ridiculous thing to think. like i’m not that fucking important lol

but knowing ive been soft/hardblocked by over half a dozen people makes me feel sick like i know it isn’t always that serious (people probably just dont want to write with me! and that’s totally fine!) but it hurts every time, and im worried that im labeled Problematic and A Bad Person but i don’t know why and i don’t know how to fix it??? the fact that anyone has to hardblock me on both my blogs is like holy shit what did i do, and beyond me being a dickhead and feeling bad about myself it’s like omg??? i’m so sorry that i’ve done anything to make anyone uncomfortable??? all i want in this world is to be happy and make other people happy, i’m just here to be a fucking clown, im so sorry to anyone i’ve put off somehow

and every time im unfollowed i feel this sense of doom like just being myself makes people dislike me and just god fuck 

also it is stressful as hell to try and keep track of who has softblocked me vs who tumblr randomly unfollowed vs who i never followed in the first place... ive been trying to keep track and keep a list of urls but god damn im so scared of doing something wrong and being seen as even more Problematic and Bad than I already am

idk i forgot to take my anxiety meds for two days in a row lmao so im just freakin out but wow i feel... worse and more scared and shameful that i usually do here hhh

i just wish i wasn’t convinced that people hate me, didn’t put certain people on a higher level than myself, and didn’t take things so personally. i’m working on it. i try so so hard to not let it get to me. but it does still really fucking bother me. 

[kuroos-babie]

KuQui Headcanons

KICKING OFF #HBDCHIQUI WITH THIS YALL HAD THIS COMING I WARNED YOU NOW LET ME LOVE MY MAN

warning: disgusting romance and affection and kuqui being stupid

[ how we met ]

during our first year, i would be classmates with yakkun and we’d be bffs right off the bat

so i’d be part of their little group hehehe

yknow how yakkun and kuroo would always bicker right? we, the shorties, would always pick a fight with kuroo 2v1

but when kuroo fights back he’ll always target me bec hahahaha it’s just so easy to piss me off and get under my skin :D

so of course he takes advantage of that bec he’s a lil shit

but i will fight back >:( always a smack on his chest or his lower back

it’ll be like a Thing between us yknow

always play fighting and skinning each other’s knees 😌😌

[ confession ]

so this dumbass thought i like kai or yakkun

bec im always so affectionate with them but act like a fucken gremlin towards him >:)

but it’s bec whenever i try to show some ✨Affection✨ he:) always points it tf out and i would get :) painfully shy :)

loves to mess with me so he’d drop compliments and flirty comments bec he knows that i would Combust On The Spot :D

segway: my friends found out that if they call me cute while im play fighting with them i would get weak and flustered and just stop annoying the shit out of them haha

u bet this dumbass figured it out too and exploits it whenever he can >:(

when he decided to finally confess his undying love for me little crush he thought he’d at least get a good laugh out of my reaction even if he gets rejected

but surprise surprise 😌😌i like a dummy back😌😌

[ dates ] 

our dates aren’t like Date dates per se,,

we’ll always just study in our fav little cafe and call it a date

we’d quiz each other while exchanging banter and sharing food (tf that’s my fav thing ever pls i need that rn)

some dates are just us walking around somewhere looking for food to eat and just talk and show each other funny shit we saw on the internet

and some dates are just us lounging on the bed or the sofa, watching cooking videos and weird documentaries 

anytime and anywhere we’re together is p much a date so :DDD

[ how we show affection ]

as an Affectionate Babie 😌😌

he doesn’t mind me being sweet with yakkun or kai

bec we’re Bros, ya feel?

but when it gets a lil too much, he’ll pull me to the side and just wrap his whole entire body around me

loves sitting me down on his lap and just snuggles on to me while i do my stuff

also boops my nose all the gotdamb time >:(((

squishes my cheeks and kneads them like dough

also tolerates my shit all the time

even when i bite :D

i’d be biting his fingers, the base of his thumb, his cheeks, his shoulders

SJKDFSKDHFSD IM JUST SO GIGIL OKAY (idk what it is in english but it’s basically when you feel the overwhelming urge to squish something bec it’s too cute and lovely hhh)

when i bite i leave smol kisses and he just :’)

loves playing with each other’s hands and pressing kisses on the fingertips, palms, wrists, knuckles JUST EVERYWHERE

i very selfishly headcanon him to have Physical Touch as his love language so it’s how we show affection most of the time

but also Words of Affirmation and Quality Time :’D

[ random stuff ]

i am a very sleepy person in general and i get kinda grumpy when im sleepy

so when im feeling like needing a nap i would just lean on his shoulder and have a Quick Nap

he’d always have a hand on the side of my head to keep me from slipping

i would sometimes take his hand and lay my cheek down on it and space tf out

i told u idk how he tolerates my shit

his gallery is just full of extreme close-up shots of my face

his homescreen is one of those pics lmao

we dont have a decent picture of each other in our phones let’s be real

all aesthetic pics are taken by kai 😌😌ily man

he keeps extra hair ties on his wrist, pockets and wallet just in case i forgot mine

also extra lipbalm bec ur girlie has a propensity to pick at the skin of her lips until it’s bleeding so she can have no chapped lips 😌😌

i’d have a ton of lipbalm flavors so i’ll just ask him “what flavor of kiss u trying to have today?”

his choices: peach, strawberry, coconut, mango, cake

we always share clothes!!

mine are always oversized so they fit him just right

loves wearing my shirts bec they smell like peaches and vanilla

he’d be my harshest critic esp when it comes to cooking

i’d let him taste everything i cook and make him tell me exactly what i need to work on

it’s always “too much salt” or “undercooked” :(((( im trying 

we don’t mind spending some time apart since we regularly update each other what we’re up to 

wears black shirts when he’s trying to be Sexc bec this mfer knows how damn well it works on me >:(((

i would always talk about how much i hate him and how i wanna punch him in the face and kick his stupid shins

but he just laughs at me bec im saying all those while snuggling up his chest and making him pet my hair

you’d always catch us playing something like Wordscapes or Criminal Case, sometimes those hand games like thumb wrestling or ketchup

comes with me to all hospital appointments (i go every 3 weeks) and takes care of me when i get admitted (like twice a year lmao)

we’d live together after high school and just forget to get married bec we are a Pair of Dummies  😌😌

if uve reached this point, pls collect ur free kiss and a cat pic in my inbox mwa!!

[wuvbug-kny]

How about rengoku with an s/o who was dumped by other pillar? Like she confesed and is so sad right now but there he comes, best boy to the rescue! Bc he has a crush on her from before idk (btw thanks for your hard work writing!)

this is so wholesome yes 🥺 also if theres some spelling/grammar mistakes, i apologize hhh i just got my nails done yesterday and theyre super long but im trying ! love u !

♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎

rengoku x reader

‘my chance’

“what?!” rengoku exclaimed, spitting his drink out in astonishment. he stood up as he placed his hands on the table firmly, a look of concern washed over his features. he stared deeply into giyu’s eyes. “(y/n) confessed to you?! and you rejected her?!”

giyu nodded, proceeding to calmy sip his cup of tea. “you like her. but she likes me, and i dont. shes more of a younger sibling to me. this is your chance, right?” giyu said looking up at rengoku. the tension from rengoku’s muscles had calmed down upon hearing those words, as he slid his hands slowly off the table. his chance? he finally had a chance?

all this time trying to get (y/n)’s attention had been to no avail. she never looked his way during his efforts to impress her, but instead always look at giyu’s way. he felt kind of bad, but at the same time, giyu has expressed he has no romantic feelings towards her, and that it was okay. giyu wouldnt like about something like this. a blushed spread across his face as he turned his head away out of shyness.

“yeah..i guess so. but- how? what if she doesnt like me no matter what effort i put?”

“why are you asking me this?”

“i actually dont know.”

———————

“(y/n)?”

(y/n) flinched upon hearing the familiar voice calling her name, as she stopped her hiccuping and used her sleeves to quickly, but aggresively, wipe her tears away at the same time. she repositioned herself to going back to making the flower crown like she was before, trying to look as normal as possible.

yet, the pain in her chest was unbearable, she didnt know how long she could take it anymore.

“(y/n)?”

(y/n) looked up at where the familiar voice was coming from, a gentle smile that which sadness hid behind graced her features. “rengoku, hello. do you need anything?” she asked and greeted at the same time gently.

a wave of concern washed over rengoku’s face. he saw the tear stains on her sleeve, and how puffy and slightly red her eyes had been from crying. he sensed the aurora of pure sadness and heart break surrounding them. he felt his heart sink at that moment, seeing her in such a vulnerable state, and her efforts to try and hise it: he sat down next to (y/n). “(y/n), are you okay?” he asked, his voice laced with much concern. this did not go unnoticed by (y/n).

“yes, im fine, what do you m-“ (y/n) was cut off not being able to finish her sentence, a small gasp leaving her lips as she was pulled into a strong, yet gentle and loving hug.

huh?

“rengoku? what are you doing?” she asked surprised. (y/n) wrapped her arms around rengoku too, to make the hug not so awkward.

“no, (y/n)! you’re not ok, i know you aren’t! i care about you so much, even though you may not realize it. it hurts me to see you suffer silently like this. please, dont lie to me like that. let it all out!” rengoku shouted, his hug on her tightening.

(y/n)’s eyes widened, as she processed his words. he cared about her? she felt her heart beat. the next thing she felt were streams of tears escaping from her eyes and running down her face.

he cared about her..

(y/n) buried her face in his shoulders, her hands clutching onto him tightly. he hugged her even tighter and rubbed her back as comfort. her heart hurt so bad. it ached painfully and no matter what she, or anyone did, the emptiness and pain wouldnt go away.

but yet, rengoku’s words made her feel less tense, it made her feel like she was soaring. she felt a small piece of happiness she hadnt felt in a while.

it made her feel alive again.

[tinyhwng]

Selfish Goodbye

request? yes (@hwangscorpio)

pairing: professor!changbin x reader

t/w: none?

genre: college au + angst + slight fluff

word count: 2,540

a/n: hhh idk how this one is but i enjoyed the beginning at least. my mind slowly went blank towards the end but hopefully that doesn’t show too much. also, im not finished hs yet so i don’t have a grasp of how uni or college goes so pls bear w me :( [+ instead of blackmailing, i kind of just guilt-tripped the reader ]

summary: You absolutely hated your new university. You had nothing against the classes—they were okay— but the students who always seemed to push their noses up each other's ass for drama is what you loathed the most. You know it shouldn't bother you but they ended up taking the same class that you had the utmost interest in. Well, the class wasn't anything special nor anything worth learning. You actually weren't even required to take that class, but one particular detail of the Music History Appreciation class had a part of you extremely intrigued.

Seo Changbin, or also known as Professor Seo. He was the youngest in the faculty of staff and was extremely respected due to his achievements at such a young age. Everyone loved Professor Seo but for you, it wasn't just a simple idolization. You wanted him, badly and once you had something in your mind, that was all that filled your head. And you wanted to act on it.

His image was innocent to the public, just a young professor who know too well for his age. He had nothing else in mind but expand his learnings and use his class as a way to teach other young women and men about music. It wasn't until his eyes landed on the corner of the room and spotted the prettiest girl he swore, he's ever seen. It's where he felt his heart ache for a little more. just one more second of you. He caught himself halt from speaking as his eyes gazed in your direction, watching in awe as your fingers cascade through the strings of your hair. He hurriedly looks back the other way, hoping no one had noticed the odd silence in the room.

A month into the class, you figured to visit him after a lesson to hopefully discuss your questions over lunch and to your surprise, he accepted your request. You already had the lunch in hand so you both decided to just stay in the classroom and you also noticed the bit of panic he had in his eyes when you suggested eating at the park nearby.

He gulps hard before he took the seat across from you, breaking the silence himself. "So, what were you having troubles with?"

You grab the notebook full of notes from your bag but as you mindlessly placed the notebook on the desk, you ended up shoving a whole drink down your pants. You jumped at cold liquid making contact with your legs and Changbin immediately reaches for the box of tissues he had on his desk. "Here, take this."

You also had knocked over your drink on your notes that were quite crucial for the homework you needed to hand in next class. You mouthed the word fuck as you snatched your dripping notebook away from the desk. Changbin saw the panic in your eyes, unable to process why you were so frantic about a mere notebook.

"Calm down. What's wrong?" He walked around his table to find you on the ground, knees to your chest as tears appeared on the surface of your eyes. He crouches to your level, helping you up.

You had no idea why you felt this emotional. Before this lunch, barely a part of you cared about that homework but when you saw your drink soaking through your pages of notes, scenarios flashed in your mind that you didn't want to happen. You were absolutely sure you were going to disappoint him, just as you were trying to get close to him, you had to ruin everything. As soon as you felt his arm grasp your elbow to help you up, you froze, your eyes fixed on him and you felt your world stop.

His did too.

Ever since that lunch, a small connection between the two of you slowly blossomed. He exempted you from the homework that was required the day after that very lunch and you just ended up admiring him even more. From time to time, both of you would steal these little quick glances during class where you felt your lips smile every time he'd speak in your direction. You absolutely loved the class but what you loved the most was the time after that class. You frequently had lunch in the classroom with Changbin, usually talking about your plans after university but as time went on, subjects became less about your school and more about your personal life. You bonded with him and clicked right away due to your similarity in a lot of things. He told you that music was something he'd always been interested in and when he had his mind on it, it was all he could think of. He confessed to numerous things he found difficult despite everyone praising him for "knowing everything" and "being good at everything".

A time came where you were tired of hinting everything and you just confessed. You told him that you felt something for him but Changbin knew this wasn't something allowed. The school had a rule that banned any unprofessional relationships between staff and students but hurting your feelings was the last thing he wanted and he knew himself, he felt the same towards you too, although this whole situation was entirely not allowed.

"Look, I feel the same too. It's just... we can't."

"What do you mean 'we can't'? We're both adults and you're only twenty-four and I'm twenty-one. It's not like we're doing anything illegal."

"Y/N... it's complicated."

"But you feel the same for me right?" You voice looked for hope. You were slowly getting closer to Changbin, desperately waiting for something good.

"I can't lose my job, y/n and I can't let you be kicked out of here because of me. I can't let that happen."

You saw as his face went through every emotion. He looked so vulnerable, an image you'd never thought to see yet here you are, looking at him as his eyes looked elsewhere but yours. You approach him, waiting for his eyes to find yours, "No one needs to know okay? We'll manage."

Your voice soothed him, fairly disappointed in himself for being so weak in front of you when he needs to be the one that reassures you. He finally locked his gaze with yours, his pupils shaking due to the fairly close distance between the two of you. You were right there, in his reach where he can just hold you and just let everything else go. And that's what he did.

He took your face into his hands and you let him. His eyes trail down to your face to your lips and back to your eyes, asking for permission. You nodded and your eyes shut with anticipation. His lips clash with yours and your body relaxed to his touch. His taste was everything you've been looking for, a taste you'd never thought you'd taste and you desperately wanted more of it. Before the situation gets out of hand, Changbin pulls away while he rests his forehead on yours, simply breathless from a sudden make-out session. He loved it. He emits a smile before he cups your cheeks into his hands, helping himself place a small kiss on the top of your forehead. He held you for so long thinking how nice it would be if he could just hold you forever, but he knew that was asking for too much. You both had to hide everything that was going on between the two of you and be extremely careful around one another. If your relationship ever goes public, it would be the end of his career and your relationship so no matter how difficult it was, you couldn’t give up.

You both let your relationship go slow along the with the flow—except no one knows that it even exists— where you both let each day slowly craft a bigger picture until that time where you can both take off your masks and mutter each other's names around other people. You gradually learn from one another, weaknesses to strengths, likes to dislikes, accomplishments to regrets, etc. Each day that went by where you spent time with him felt nice. All it was missing is the freedom of actually being outside, be with people and hold hands while walking down the park. But you chose this, you wanted him meant hiding everything. You kept telling yourself that in the end, this will all be worth it... but for how long?

Everything was going well for the most part. You frequently spent your time together, away from others though you didn't mind because to you, he was all that mattered—

"Lia? What are you doing here-"

"Is Professor Seo here? I have some questions to ask... in private." The tone in her voice turned with disgust when she turned to you.

You had no idea why but you definitely took it to heart and you were absolute as to why she acted that way. You nod at her, walking past her as you felt a smirk form on the corners of her mouth. Changbin entered the room but before he could talk to you, you had already walked past him and closed the door behind you. Breathing hard as you steady yourself on the door behind you, leaving a few moments later without even a single glance back.

"Have you thought about my offer... sir?" Lia chuckled, taking a seat on Changbin's desk, crossing her legs as her eyes followed the frantic walks of the man in front of her. "Professor? Did you hear me?"

Changbin snaps out of it, his mind goes blank as he forgets why the girl was in front of him. "Sorry, what?"

"My father's offer. You're taking it right?"

"I already told him. I said n-"

Lia hops off the desk and approaches Changbin. "Why do you keep saying no. You know this will boost your career."

"I'm not interested."

"My father won't like hearing this. This might end your career... forever."

"Why did he even choose me? I might be a professor Lia but that does not mean I'm not young."

"You see... my father didn't choose you. I did but look- we don't have to get married like my father is asking but we can go out at least. It will boost your image, I swear."

"Lia- I don't see you like that."

"Well, I like you. If we try then you'll start seeing me the way I see you. I'm willing to start one-sided for now, Changbin."

"No-it's just. I can't..." Changbin wanted to dismiss the conversation and run out to call you. His mind was barely even in the conversation and his thoughts slowly filled with the images of you.

"...Is there someone else?"

"N-No. It's not that."

"It is that" her voice was firm; "who is it?"

Changbin didn't answer and her curiosity grew. "Was it her?"

"Her?"

"The girl who was here. The girl who's always here. She isn't here because she's failing, right? Changbin, was that just an excuse?" Each word felt like a punch. There was almost no use in lying anymore. "So that was why you kept missing dad's dinner invitations."

Changbin tried to make up multiple excuses in his head but his mind was still as blank as it was. He almost believed he was dreaming but he knew this was bound to happen. Changbin went up to Lia, begging her to stay quiet about this or maybe at least about you. There was no response from Lia which led Changbin to believe that she'll do what he asked for... or at least he thought.

You had put your phone aside to study which caused you to miss a call from Changbin. He also sent a few texts but you still failed to see them. Moments later, you receive an email on your laptop.

"Greetings, Miss. Y/LN. I don't think introducing myself is necessary so I'll just get straight to the point. If you keep doing what you're currently doing, he'll lose his job. So if you're thinking of continuing this unprofessionalism of yours, this school will lose one of its greatest professors because a student like you couldn't find another way to get better grades other than to literally suck up to a professor. Oh, and we can easily revoke your scholarship so it would be great if you get off his class and his pants for at least his sake. I don't want him to lose his job either so I hope you'd think the same."

Your chest felt heavy as you read the email. Someone knows? You thought. You reach for your phone, immediately being bombarded with the countless unread messages and missed calls. Another email pops up on your laptop screen.

"Don't bother telling Changbin. Are you really gonna force him to quit a job he's worked so hard for? Don't be that selfish. Don't worry about his class. I'll take care of it so you don't have anything to lose, in fact, I'm basically cheating your way to finishing his class earlier. More time for you to look for other things, okay?"

You erased the message you were about to send to Changbin, shutting your phone off as you retracted yourself in the comfort of your own bed. Although comfortable was the last word you could describe that moment. You were crying, damping the sheets that had surrounded you to the point where it didn't even feel wet anymore since you were already soaked. There was an urge in you to call him and ask him to comfort you but that idea soon died when you realized the risk that had. Everything felt so cruel even if you knew you were the one that signed up for it, knowing the worse could happen anytime and once it really happens, you're out of words and you're all emotions. Empty but emotional. Your skin tensed up and the hairs along arms stood as you remembered the last time he held you in his arms. You had a bitter taste in your mouth as they felt empty without the taste of his lips and your face felt cold without his hands to hold it. You cry, stronger every second and there had never been a time where you felt as selfish as at that very moment. You kept thinking of the times he brushed his fingers through your hair and the times he'd smile the brightest when you'd unexpectedly kiss him. He gave so much of him and it felt like you gave too little of yourself, and this time, it was too late to give more. Your heart ached but not because you needed to stop loving him but because you knew you could never stop.

A week went by and you were seen nowhere near his class. Changbin hoped you'd show up at his door one last time with lunch in hand and pages worth of questions just like how it was before. But you never did. Weeks grew into multiple months and any sign of you was still nowhere to be seen. He refrained from asking about you and soon he'd slowly think less of you or at least that's what he wanted to think. He saw that someone had occupied your old seat and for a single second, he was sure he saw you but just like how it's been, you were nowhere. Even now, even without you there, he'd still eat in his classroom just like before. SImply hoping he'd at least hear one last goodbye from you.

[kuroopaisen]

☻☻!!Hi!! For the matchup thingy, im a really short (we're talking about 5"0 short here) INTP-T girl. I love reading and watching tv series/movies. Im SO lazy and easily distracted, but im very studious, hardworking and pretty smart academically. Im kinda impatient and i have a short temper. I love memes and creating them!! Im not very affectionate and im not really up to physical contact (but i can make room for some private cuddles). Pt.1

☻☻Im told im funny, and i can be either quiet or talkative depending on who im talking to. I can also be pretty weird (but only like, with close people). +i LOVE getting compliments (even tho idk how to respond to them) and im usually blunt and honest, so my compliments are always genuine, and i tend to,, accidentally make it clear when i dont like sb. Im pretty socially anxious and i dont like going out much, i dont even make eye contact but im working on that!! Pt.2

i had a really hard time deciding who to give you!! i kept changing my mind on which vibe i wanted to go with for your relationship hhh

that being said, i match you with…

kozume kenma!!

✧ you two give me similar vibes, to be honest!! but there’s still enough difference to create some dynamism between the two of you, which makes for a pretty good match!!

✧ i see you two lazing around a lot, watching tv shows together and spending your downtime relaxing. neither of you like going out that much, and so you both know you can just,,, relax together. but please give him a little push to study please kuroo would be so grateful 

✧ in general, i think you’d have a pretty good understanding of each other?? and that really helps kenma feel comfortable around you, and makes it a lot easier to open up. he’s glad that you understand what it’s like to be socially anxious, and to struggle with maintaining eye contact with others – it’s the sort of thing other people don’t really get, and not having to try and explain himself to you takes a massive weight off his shoulders. 

✧ the two of you end up with a fairly complex network of homemade memes, which ends up being pretty self-referential. it becomes a little bit surrealist, and nobody else on the team quite gets them (kuroo gets the closest to it, but even he gets a bit lost). kenma likes using them quite a bit, because he doesn’t have to use his words to express himself (you know those memes where it’s like,,, covered in heart emojis?? he sends you those a lot more often than you’d expect)  

✧ kenma’s got this,,, calming presence, and i think that’d mean he wouldn’t sett your temper off?? and if you were mad about something, all you’d need to do was seek out kenma and then everything feels okay. 

✧ like you, i don’t see kenma on being super big on affection; i think that’s a good thing, because you’d both be mindful of each other’s boundaries. but,t hat doesn’t mean that you don’t share those private cuddles together; you certainly do, especially around times of high stress. but their relative rarity makes those moments all the more precious. 

✧ your ability to balance between being quiet and talkative works quite well with kenma; he’s happy to have a partner who can lead the conversation when they need to, but who’s also happy to let there be silence between them. it’s another thing that helps him feel comfortable around you; you don’t put any pressure on him. 

✧ and honestly, i think kenma would enjoy your weirdness?? he’s not really going to say that, and he’s much more likely to just,,, comment on the fact that it’s a facet of your personality. but, he can’t hide that small smile he has when you say or do something completely bonkers. 

✧ he’s not,,, flowery in his compliments, but kenma has a tendency to call things as he sees them. so you do get compliments, they’re just,,, kenma-style. very blunt yet earnest. but from what you said, you’re quite similar in that regard?? which is yet another thing you can offer each other understanding on; and once again, to kenma’s relief, he doesn’t have to worry about being misinterpreted by you. 

✧ you guys are just so cute and i think you’d have such a good connection?? i’m such a sucker for your relationship hhh 

other possible matches

✧ haiba lev: i feel like lev would just find you really cute?? he’s impressed by how studious and hardworking you are (probably tries to flirt with you by asking you to help him study tbh), and i feel like he’s a big meme guy. he can be a bit blunt as well, so you’d have an almost painfully honest relationship. but, lev seems like the sort of person to take someone being weird in his stride, too, so your personalities would likely mesh very well. this is all assuming that you’re actually able to have a conversation with him, seeing as you only come up to about his chest (the fact that he’s that tall is illegal and i’m scared). 

✧ bokuto koutarou: okay, the vibe of this relationship is almost the polar opposite of with kenma. but honestly, i think he’d flourish if you reigned him in a little. he needs someone to kick his ass into gear when it comes to his studies, and you might be the person to pull that off. you guys would be hilarious together, and there’d never be a moments peace. he’d also be ridiculously complimentary all the time about everything. it’s almost overwhelming. the reason i didn’t choose him boiled down to two things: one, you both have tempers. second of all, i think bokuto might die if he didn’t get a ton of affection from his partner. it’s nothing you guys couldn’t work through or anything; it’s just that kenma’s a better match!!