#idk im tired and rambling at this point

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

I imagine barnaby trying to be all cool and flirting with howyd subtly but his smoke gives him away fjsns

he thinks he's smooth smh...

[viensamoimoncher]

wait, so we know from Madeleine that the fledgling (and maker) feel one another — pain, love, all of it

if Lestat wasn't sure if Louis survived his suicide-by-sun attempt in '73, that means either:

a) Lestat was in such a depressed (and possibly dissociative state) following it that he couldn't feel anything beyond his own turbulent emotions and grief; if anything, given how Louis describes Dreamstat having somewhat of a palpable presence, Lestat might have believed it to be his own hallucination of Louis (I strongly suspect he had his own hallucinations)

or

b) Louis' own mental state was so awful that he was so numb to the world and himself. Given how severely depressed Louis seems to be in Dubai, how very grey and monotone his whole existence there is, is it possible Lestat couldn't feel him because there was nothing there to feel?

[crystallizsch]

Hi 💃 Sorry this has been in my head for like an hour, but I was listening to music and I think the song called Past Lives REALLY fits Yuusha in some way?? I can't exactly form the words shdkajjckaf but the lyrics seem to make sense and I don't know how else to put it 🧍‍♀️

Past lives couldn't ever hold me down Lost love is sweeter when it's finally found I've got the strangest feeling This isn't our first time around Past lives couldn't ever come between us Sometimes the dreamers finally wake up Don't wake me, I'm not dreaming

(eugh it looks like they're doing a high-five but i wanted it for them to be dancing ;; oh well 🧍)

(also read more below bc this turned into another ramble omg i cant shut up)

HI HI! 👋👋👋👋 SORRY I COULDN'T HELP IT

AND I'M NOT EVEN SURE IF THIS IS THE RIGHT SONG YOU'RE REFERRING TO BC YOU DIDNT SPECIFY AN ARTIST BUT IT SEEMS TO FIT ????

i just pulled up the first ones when i looked up the song on spotify 😭

i think both are pretty much the same song though???

anyways EITHER WAY THIS GAVE ME EAR WORMS I CANT STOP LISTENING TO IT?? this is my type of music i cant explain it 🤧🤧

ALSO ALSO WAITTT WHY HOW -- HOWD YOU READ HER THIS WELL

IS SHE THAT OBVIOUS OR AM I JUST REALLY GENERIC

bc there's also this headcanon that there's a version of the twst cast back from the world where yuu/mc came from

and i'd like to think yuusha had a partner back in her world similar to jamil before she ended up in twst ;;;;

I've got the strangest feeling This isn't our first time around Past lives couldn't ever come between us

IM LOSING IT---- THEY ARE SOULMATES BECAUSE I SAID SO (<- delusional)

and also this specific line ,,,,

Don't wake me, I'm not dreaming

lowkey my mind is also buzzing with thoughts i can't put it all into words as to why this fits SO much, especially with yuu having dreams canonically

i guess for yuusha specifically she feels content with the people around her in twst but shes still convinced everything is like a fever dream and "going home" will put everything back to normal

so the line "dont wake me im not dreaming" is her true thoughts, she is in denial and she doesn't want to wake up from the "dream" that is twst wonderland bc shes finally happy

[mellowmaidenhairs]

i think ppl who are super online or into fandom should watch/read/etc something without ever touching fandom discourse or making aus or shipping characters just like every once in a while

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

questioning sexuality is so exhausting

[fraternum-momentum]

I CANT I CANTTTTTTT I WILL LITERALLY EXPLODE RJIKNHGKRSBKFUCKNHJHFBNJEA JFHBAEJHBFJHBHBHBHBHBBAZHJDBAJHDBAJKHBDJKNA????A//////!?!!!!!!!!??!!???!?!?!??!! I CANNOT I LITERALLY NOT THE CAN I CANTTTTTT RAUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[beannary]

ok what do rich people rooms look like

[prosebushpatch]

*Gnawing on the bars of my cage because a totk roleswap au between Link and Zelda writes itself exhibit A*

Now that he needed her, could she be as fearless? No. She shook her head. Link wasn’t fearless. She knew better than anyone how much he feared letting others down. It was so severe that, way back before the Calamity, he would always eat the rock roast Daruk handed him. Though it had always given him horrid stomach aches and jaw pain, he couldn’t find it in his heart to decline Daruk’s offer, not wanting to hurt his feelings. Everyone else saw it as boldly stepping up to any challenge, but Zelda knew how much compassion and anxiety was twisted up behind Link’s motivation to swallow literal rocks. The point was, Link was not fearless. But his heart gave him the courage to overcome whatever challenge came his way.

[genekies]

tag vent

[somedudenamedruiz]

Bro, whenever I take off my ankle braces, my joints feel so fucking loose.

Like why the fuck you move like that???

Why are you wiggily???

Why do you pop whenever I move???

Why can I HEAR you pop???

Why are you constantly slightly swollen???

How do I walk without the braces??? The second I take em off, I feel like I step too fast I'll just eat shit immediately???

[smol-bean-of-the-smols]

something i've been thinking about for a while is how i dream of my trans identity, cuz like. my brain took a while to catch up, what with all the internalized transphobia/struggling to believe i was actually trans/other 'what if you're wrong' nonsense and i've only semi-recently gotten to the point where hearing people use feminine pronouns for me just sounds incorrect and not applicable to me (because for a large majority of my life i reacted to she/her pronouns used within the household cuz if i heard my mom mention a "she" i'd immediately assume that she was talking about me and i'd be on alert)

so now that my brain is somewhat caught up, i'm trans in my dreams now, meaning i react to misgendering the way i would currently, by thinking "huh thats so silly, thats wrong"

anyways i had a dream last night that really highlighted my trans-ness and ngl i appreciated it. at least TWO people in my dream viewed me as a guy and honestly i'll take it

[literally-an-envelope]

kiss your friends hug your friends fuck your friends cuddle with them tell them you love them hold them when they cry be held when you need comfort get drunk together go to shows go fishing together do whatever you want together who fucking cares just fucking be good fucking humans to each other

[platonic-qpr-selfshipping]

I'm having one of those "I wish I could just be part of the Astral Express crew" moments

[claudemblems]

Does anyone else feel really bad or just meh during the day and then at night you suddenly have this moment of euphoria where everything feels perfect and comfortable and safe and you have the feeling that everything is gonna be okay

And then your mood might tank right after 😭

I wonder if it's because it's getting darker early and it's cold so maybe I feel more cozy. Or maybe I'm insane. My mood switches up so fast help

[syntheticpaperd0ll]

love you girls and fem aligned people with facial hair <3 whether you refuse to shave it or shave it to help with dysphoria, or youre somewhere in between. whether people have noticed it and cheered or theyve noticed it and condemned you. i love you and you are amazing

[opens-up-4-nobody]

as someone who watched naruto as a child i gotta say it was wild to see you post about it like i still tell my sister about that post where you were like don't really see how we got from point a to point b on orochimaru. funniest post i've ever seen

I've rambled so much abt naruto in the past 2 years I've got no idea what post u mean