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edenexxe · 5 months

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the music in my left ear is louder than my right. either my headphones are broken or my listening habits have caught up with me and i'm damaging my ears

#idk which i prefer #autism #adhd

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james-p-sullivan · 1 year

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doodle of the day

#i really tried with her hand #im trying to switch between stylized and cartoony #idk which I prefer #art tag

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platypusisnotonfire · 2 years

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Rewatching the X-men movies and found a major continuity error that im sure everyone had seen except me

Which makes me feel so behind lol

In the third movie Charles and Erik together are recruiting Jean as a kid and Charles can walk.

Lol what’s with the end of X-men first class then 😂😆🤣

#honestly the end of first class makes a lot of sense BUT #I like the history of them having worked together for years rather than months too before a similar falling out happened #idk which I prefer #but honestly LOL the massive continuity error is cracking me up #X-men

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inkskinned · 11 months

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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag #writeblr #it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal #fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy #im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind #and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes #2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh #im sure there are people who have this experience normally #but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists #when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful #once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large #but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes #but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes #people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism #but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY #and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in #i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change #was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL

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flame-shadow · 3 months

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As a commissioner, I love seeing how artists interpret and stylize my characters, but as an artist, I often agonize over if I should try to match the style of the provided reference or lean into my own style.

#flame polls #sometimes people specifically say which style they want which is super helpful #sometimes people don't know which is when i usually stick closer to the reference style. idk if that's for the best tho. like-#im being commissioned because they like how i draw right? so i should draw in the way i usually do? but that doesn't always seem to #be the case idk #i don't wanna bash people for having preferences tho. this isn't meant to be judgemental one way or the other #i was just contemplating how i approach various commissions depending on how the client asks for what they want #and also because im doing some design exploration right now so i'm pushing at certain aspects of my style. makes me think!

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why-the-heck-not · 6 months

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20.12.23, wednesday

My main hobby is just procrastinating in any way I can. The plan was to make a cup of coffee and then start working. What actually happened is that I watched a 3 part video series (by james hoffmann ofc) on Aeropress coffee and made a few cups with different variables. Still not sure if I found The Recipe for me, but it’s getting better (tho I don’t love the coffee beans I have)

#altho i’m not sure I agree that inverted method is not worth the risks #maybe I just pour my water in too slow (bc I get nervous abt pouring too much) but there’s a fair bit of liquid that manages to get through #before I can place the vacuum on there #so I did it with inverted method #what I took from his recipe was the swirling instead of stirring and letting it rest for 30secs after to get a more even bed of coffee #I did 14g of coffee & 200g of water with a 5min brew -> swirl -> another 30seconds of letting it rest before pressing gentlyy for like 20-3 #seconds #but idk it’s a bit ’’one note’’#which could be the beans #I have medium roast rn and I prefer light roast but the light roast beans have been no where to be found lately idk why #(there aren’t many actual light roast beans and the other ones are waay out of my budget)#(or at least good ones; there’s the one affordable light roast that’s everywhere but I don’t like it that much (but tbf should’ve still #bought that instead of these ones I got))#like this is still way better than what the drip coffee of those beans are #and the achilles heel is that I don’t have a thermometer of any kind so my water temperature is guesswork every time #so tweaking variables is always a bit sketchy bc idk if I just had a better water temperature that time #studyblr #booklr #aesthetic #bookblr #books #study #reading #read #book #coffee #2023 #december 2023

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sonknuxadow · 2 months

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i think people give elise too much shit for her little outburst at the end of sonic 06 because if i was running a country at 17 and had been repressing my emotions for 10 years straight and one day i got kidnapped like 500 times and ended up befriending the guy who rescued me and while spending time with him i felt like i really got to be myself and have fun for the first time in forever and formed a really meaningful relationship with him only for some weird demon rat thing to show up and kill him right in front of me just to make me cry so the destructive fire god that my dad sealed inside my body would be unleashed and then in order to save the world i had to reset the timeline and forget we ever met i would have become the joker

#posts that sound insane to people who dont know the sonic lore #been htinking about sonic 06 again lately #also i didnt know how to work this in but remember the scene where she jumped off eggman's airship not knowing sonic was gonna catch her .#yeah #also i think its pretty obvious that she wasnt actually gonna let the world end so she could stay with sonic #considering she ended up blowing out the flame anyway. she just had a lot of feelings about it. which shes allowed to do #anyway. people alwasy say elise is boring and has no personality or character #but i think shes interesting. once you actually start paying attention to her #also i dont even ship sonelise but i think its pretty clear that sonic and elise meant alot to eachother #even if i prefer to make it platonic in my mind #people who say sonic hated elise just hate elise themselves and are projecting that onto sonic #< TO BE CLEAR PLATONIC RELATIONSHIPS CAN STILL BE VERY DEEP AND MEANINGFUL #idk if my wording on that was weird

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stunfiskz · 1 year

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THEYRE MATCHING!!! idea/design for bowie’s matching jersey from @totallygenderbent ^_^

#my art #total drama #td 2023 #raj td #bowie td #rajbow #bowraj #<- idk which one is used more… i prefer rajbow personally

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ca-3 · 2 years

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Ryuji Sakamoto,, I love you so much but you are so effin stupid 💔🥲

#persona 5 royal #persona 5 #the further i get into p5 the more i love this blonde idiot #pegoryu #ryuji sakamoto #akira kurusu #ren amamiya #akiryu #??#ryuren #idk which ship name is preferred #heck im not even sure what the protagonists real name is sjsjsj #persona 5 protagonist #ca3 art #yes friends to idiots to lovers my favorite #akiren

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doverstar · 3 months

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actually I love Tentoo and he is the Doctor and it was the only ending for Rose that worked and it is a huge gift to be able to have the man she loves grow old with her, they were always heading for that, y'all be quiet. I 100% understand the angst but it's okay, they're okay, good ending-

#did you want her to...not end up with the doctor?#she ended up with the doctor. she ended up with the doctor and they get to AGE together #they get to have a real honest relationship the way they both always genuinely wanted #it's hard that the full time lord version has to carry on without her but that is the way that character's story ALWAYS goes #the doctor does not get to keep ANYONE. it would be a different show if he did #meanwhile there is a version of that same face of his - the one that was MADE for love? particularly born out of love for ROSE? the one 1/2 #2/2 that always wanted a FAMILY? and stability? and a normal life? the tenth doctor longed for that specifically because of rose #now he gets to have it AND be part-human so he doesn't have to watch her get old. he gets old WITH HER #and they're canonically growing their own Tardis so you don't even have to be sad that they're not adventuring in time and space as usual #because they ARE. it's the kindest ending for either character. and if the full time lord hadn't left without either of them-#-he would have had to lose them eventually. lose Rose because she's human? hello? painful? but instead he was selfless and left her-#-with a proper happy ending. which she CHOSE to have so you can't be like “he tricked her!” she chose to kiss one of them and it was Tentoo #they are the same man. Rose won in this scenario.#and I GET IT I am with Billie Piper I think it will always feel a little off that she was left with Tentoo and not the full time lord #I understand. it still makes me a little sad. but I know it's a good ending writing-wise. really the ONLY ending.#yes I know about the popular idea of Immortal!Rose or Bad Wolf Rose or whatever and that's cute and all BUT - it's not a GOOD thing #it's not PREFERABLE to be immortal. Rose doesn't want to live forever. she wants to be with the man she LOVES forever.#she doesn't want to not die or adventure for all time. she wants to be there to hold his hand. and when Tentoo is born she gets THAT!#Immortal!Rose is tragic. the Doctor would not wish the burden of immortality on the woman he loves HELLO #anyway #I ship timepetals. that includes Tentoo/Rose. because he is the doctor #so there #I have more thoughts on Tentoo specifically but I digress #maybe if provoked in an Ask or something idk #doctorrose #timepetals #opinion piece #tenrose #tentoo #handy

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kenmaiii · 3 months

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after two years i finally draw the favorite

#my art #still learning honestly. idk how to explain it but some medias youre so fixated on and obsessed with u instantly want to draw everyone #for me dunmeshi has always been the opposite. series and characters i enjoy sm i cannot bring myself to pick up a pencil #for some reason. it got a lot worse once the anime started airing idk. simply forcing myself to get some of my energy out. in a way #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi #thistle #dunmeshi thistle #thistle dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #>_< series i was into since late 2021. yet u wouldnt know that unless u follow my side twitter account. sowwy ig #i do this with a lot of franchises honestly. cannot bring myself to draw even if i think abt the characters constantly. ie skip to loafer #u will nvr catch me calling this guy sissel sorry. save that name for Mr. Ghost Trick. another thing i. also. dnt talk abt. which i adore #i need to get better at talking abt and expressing myself for the things that i enjoy. ive been wanting to draw laios for a good #while too but im scared. for some reason. u-u should nvr let a white man do that to me honestly.#for now i'll thistle tho. maybe we will get kabru namari or mithrun next from me >_< i have to talk myself into it #i think the closest way i can explain why i cannot bring myself to draw for some series is that i dnt want to mess up somehow #like 'ilu so much [character] what if i cnt draw u the way u deserve even tho i love u sm what if its not enough.' <- leaves it to sm1 else #tbh [scratches head] i prefer the version with less coloring ^-^ but i realize the one thats more colored would get more eyes on it... hm

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gayvampyr · 1 year

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ok so i think i’ve noticed a trend between preferences for types of math and science while talking to other people so i want to try and test out a hypothesis

obviously there are more types of science and math but i want to test the correlation between these specifically

#polls #science #math #geometry #algebra #chemistry #biology #i think the connection is whether you’re more of a visual learner and grasp physical concepts #or you’re more of a theoretical thinker and don’t have issues with intangible ideas or things #which is why i prefer algebra and chemistry. i find biology difficult because there’s just so much memorization involved and you can’t #really think or puzzle your way through it the way you can with chemistry #i mean you can but. it’s a different process #idk

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hexxter · 2 months

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What if Luxu and Player encounter each other with each of the player’s reincarnation

Luxu who is stealing bodies vs the kid that keeps coming back to life

#its giving immortal and reincarnated hero #if the player is sora thats would just make funnier in my head #luxu wont be able to catch a break #(me personally i prefer the theory that yozora is the player so player wont have canon face)#luxu: gotta go though the pain of getting used to new body again #player: wussup everyone i just came back to life again!#i wonder if luxu will have personal beef with the player cause of that #or will he actually relate to the player for having to struggle in life again #even tho the player choose to reincarnat.. sure they didn’t choose to have the memories #idk its just crack theory i like #what if there is player 3 that luxu will find to help subject x with her memories #i like to give the player more trauma with them having more reincarnations #cause why would they be able to control it..#they could have life before khux #or if they reincarnated and woke up with their memories which was hard to carry and ended that life cycle #so their next round was amnesia so they will get more used to life again #i love tragic player ideas 😔#staying alive vs reincarnation two types of time travel i guess #kingdom hearts missing link #kingdom hearts #player #kh luxu #kh player #khux #khml #kh #crack theory #kingdom hearts union x #luxu

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cestcirque · 3 months

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The quickest Dateko doodle bc I’ve been thoroughly enjoying the tiny LINE stamps ⤵️

#I have a version w thinner lines and idk which one I prefer #my artwork #futakuchi kenji #aone takanobu #haikyuu magazine #sour gummy

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expensivemistake · 20 days

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The thing about Chip Zdarsky's daredevil run is that it takes inspiration from the Netflix show and forces that into the comic continuity, but it doesn't even lean into the elements I personally love about Netflix Matt?

He's not perfect, but NMCU Matt at his best is shown to be deeply compassionate and has such a rather warm demeanour to him. When he's happy (especially in college-aged flashbacks) he's really expressive. Women like him because he comes across as thoughtful, rather than being a womaniser. And there's no question as to whether he loves Elektra or not, considering he spends most of the Defenders trying to get through to her.

Not to mention that his Catholicism is deeply personal and certainly not devout. He's a person who grew up around religion and is uniquely attuned to the suffering around him, trying to work out his place in being a man of the people.

None of these traits are inherently better than 616 comic Matt, or even drastically different (although I do think they're fundamentally different characters who I like for different reasons).

But I guess my point is that... it feels like Zdarsky's Matt is based mostly off the "he's an emo Catholic who dresses like a devil to let out his anger and also sleeps with loads of women" jokes based on people's perceptions of Netflix Matt, without adapting a lot of the likeability and nuance that made me like him in the first place.

#daredevil #daredevil comics #anti chip zdarsky #matt murdock #I don't think I've ever really 616 ranted on here mostly because I'm more of a murderdock blog LOL #but like... idk I felt like throwing out my take???#because I genuinely do love Daredevil comics AND the Daredevil Netflix show #which is absolutely flawed and isn't a 1:1 adaptation #but I don't necessarily need an adaptation to be 1:1 when it's good #BUT what bugs me more is the misconceptions that an adaptation can bring #especially when those misconceptions seep their way into the source material #so people are right when they say zdarsky's run is made with the netflix show in mind (particularly his awful treatment of elektra)#but the irony is that zdarsky's matt is just... not netflix matt #so no it doesn't appeal to me #in fact it makes me madder #personally I much prefer when 616 matt is drastically different to his netflix counterpart #I'm done now but byeeee I love you if you read this

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chirpsythismorning · 7 days

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When the interviewer asked when we should expect s5 to be coming out, that’s when Shawn mentioned that a little bit of an answer to that might be out there soon.

He actually mentions that this answer could be out by the time the video for this interview comes out, and since this interview was filmed mid-May and it’s now mid-June, I’m assuming we could be getting something soon or within the next couple months, potentially about a release date aka possibly a small teaser with 2025 stamped at the end…

#byler #stranger things #st5 predictions #idk I’m just praying for a vague quick 15 second teaser with 2025 at the end #idc if it’s late 2025 which is most likely #and so they’re just pulling this out of there ass to put something out there #but they have decent amount of footage already they should be able to pull from #even if that’s not what they want to do rn #they could release something vague that doesn’t even involve actors being in it and just maybe a build up of s5 vibes with 2025 at the end #I do feel like it has to be release date related even if it’s small af tho #bc we’ve gotten bts nonstop so just a mere screencap of s5 won’t be enough #it’s also worth considering that they might release s5 in very far away volumes like they did with cobra kai #not saying I want that but it’s possible #that could mean an earlier release date for those first episodes #i don’t think late 2024 is possibly honestly #but I know Maya mentioned in an interview they were like 1/3 of the way through filming s5 #and this was about a month ago #so it’s possible a split could result in a serious waiting period between seasons #idk if Netflix is even willing to do that for st though #but I’m not ruling it out!#especially in the finale or even the second to last end up being longer l #we could be looking at a series finale on its own potentially taking up that vol 3 spot #but i still think late 2025 is likely for the ending regardless of how much earlier the initial part could come #also thinking about how they prefer to release the show during the season the show is set #if they can do that I feel like they will

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