#idk. id rather be home

[semercury]

I don't want to be at work I want to be home writing some silly little words.

[oatbugs]

if i had an allergic reaction again will my friend appear to hold my hand again if i get really drunk again will they carry me home if i'm too sick to get up will she call me at 5 AM to check up again if we've missed a flight and we're stuck in city we weren't meant to be in at 2AM will he tell me about philosophy again if i make bad decisions will she almost slap me in the face and hand me a cigarette again if i feel lost will she share shitty kebab and tell me about her life again will we get to play poker together again

[menalez]

my mom pretty much set up laser hair removal appointments for me and kinda pushed it as a necessity. I've been trying to tell her that i can't afford it (we're arab and just saying that i don't wanna do it would probably direct us to a anti feminism & hygene conversation i don't wanna have) and that I'd rather spend that on driving lessons but it's pointless and idk how to escape from that.

is she paying for it then?? anon it might have to be time to have that annoying convo,, ultimately she'll find her way through every excuse. if shes muslim maybe u can argue its haram to alter ur body or sth, i know many muslim women dont remove facial hair for similar reasons so.. if all else fails, perhaps the religion route wont? but tbh simply saying u dont want to and its ur choice might be better than pretending to want to but giving excuses if shes pushing THIS hard

[maudiemoods]

Anyone know of any good entry level online jobs? I'm. Tired of this grr

[enevera]

i dont wanna count the weeks i just feel sad

[nerice]

i wonder how it must feel like to want to/enjoy sharing ur work with others because i fundamentally don't experience that

[myownprivatcidaho]

whats tough about like. Having Chemistry and spending time with someone at the start of the spring semester is that valentines day is coming up and its like a make or break point with what you may or may not Be and you have to question what direction things are headed in and its a pressure just Not present in the fall semester idk. idk

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

This is an actual conversation, reproduced nearly verbatim, between me and a friend recently:

"Look, I can count on the fingers of one hand the number of people outside my family who I feel comfortable going up to and talking to!"

*friend counts, getting to both hands* "No but you're forgetting some. Me, [the boy's sister], my parents-"

*stops her* "I think you're misunderstanding me. I said comfortable. Like sure there are the ones who I can feel comfortable talking to, but not going up to."

"So who's on your list?"

"You, [the boy's sister], [his younger brother], [the boy himself]. That's it."

*friend is, apparently, shocked into silence*

[ihatebnha]

is hard to talk about without feeling like im projecting but idk. maybe i’m just mad bc i feel a certain kinship to characters who are somewhat... uncouth. like don’t get me wrong, i love grace and class and the thrill of thinking about having money and power but also like... i truly think there’s value and a lot of comfort in someone... you can truly characterize to be................ normal and weird. 

like ig just.. one of the reasons turning toji into a sex god feels so off is bc i honestly see a lot of potential in using him as a comfort character who understands pain vs. as someone very... rudimentary / only good for one thing. DUNNO.

[mrfoox]

.... I feel bad bc my friend is sad ) :

[inthewild-flowers]

i should be banned from music that reminds me of home goddamn

[listen-to-the-inner-walrus]

currently trying to figure out how to grieve someone who accused you of lying about being abused and wasnt a good person, but someone you once loved and someone youve known your whole life even if you no longer spoke when they died in the middle of a wetherspoons

[possum-tooth]

watching hannibal at his place. this is love

[voidcat]

Don't be shy. Be insane about your interests like the rest of us. SPEAK 🗣️ 🎤‼️

Last time I did it with CSH I got called a furry…..

SO LOOK ik technically the whole band and members are built on a story like Gorillaz and ykno what? that makes it even better easier less more shameless! Ive reached a point where I just wanna bully the fuck outta those crusty old men then go out drinking w the ghouls. I want terzo to sing “cant you see that you’re lost without me” in a soft smooth low voice and just stare at him w a resting bitch face like ‘wow this helps u get some?’ ‘Is this supposed to be ur impression of a yandere bc it sucks’ ‘oh and go look up what a skull looks like while u r at it that make up hurts my eyes’. I want to refuse him, I want to punch him and make his other eye white as well just like sister imperator did I want him carnally I need to step on his groin w high heels and watch as he squirms begs in Italian. I need to see it for myself if all those puns and gestures on stage are bc he’s a sad little virgin loser or bc he Knows how to use these fingers and hips. Oh and those god awful skull face paints stay ON the appeal of the crusty old men is stored in the kids bday party facepaint too. I’m not religious I wasnt even a Christian before I jsut want to join their stupid clergy for the fun and hot nuns and maybe steal some of the popes’ clothes. also I’d allow the keytar playing ghoul to break my back but that’s a talk for another day

Also on another note….. having knowing a lawyer in my life makes saul’s scenes all the fucking better I also need to go and try that heels thing on him too and maybe more. awful tv commercial bench ad lawyer man in tacky suits WHERE SRE YOU

[philosophicallie]

nagging constant bad feeling called anxiety and also tinnitus slicing through my brain and also my hormones are stronger than my bc and constant looming anxiety always and then with a heavy dose of guilt to match

[barredandromeda]

imsoo normal about guys byw