waking up at 4am to do a project worth 10% of my grade (presenting that at 9am), then going to a class at 10:45 that i’m now three assignments behind in, after that class i need to do those three assignments and find out what i missed in the class i skipped today, but more honestly i will probably end up going to bed until my rehearsal where i have to pretend to be a functioning stage manager. oh have i mentioned there’s five performances this weekend? i’m fucked
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49. Moon Waltz - Piano Version — Cojum Dip
Tuna, i don't know HOW you picked this song but it's literally one of the most heart wrenching things on dbhc Tango's playlist so. congratulations. i think <3 I think I said ages ago in some tags that Tango was about to get the dbhc Etho Angst treatment, and i got very quickly distracted/consumed by Destruction and Doc/Xisuma related Angst, but boy oh boy am i glad i get to finally hit on a little bit of this poor man's trauma LDFKJGDFG
I'l try to keep this brief but. I'm insane enough about the hermitcraft season 8 finale as is, and even more than that i'm crazy enough about Tango's hermitcraft season 8 finale, and then on top of all that, you're telling me a jaded, bitter android whose characterizing moments of anger and failure are carried on his sleeve is the same android who tried to be the hero and save his friends, only to let an oversight be the reason he not only fails, but destroys his body in the process???? ?? ? A machine who isn't supposed to make oversight mistakes???? A machine who somehow let a rabbit be the reason he failed ? ? ??? I dont know what you expected from me other than to be extremely unwell about him and this whole arc in general
The base version of this song is just as good, but something about the piano version gets the vibes just right for these scenes... Something about the waltz-style cheeriness of the vocals contrasting to how horrific the lyrics and situation actually are. Idk man i'm fine don't look at me
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Eisoptrophobia, a persistent and overwhelming fear of mirrors or reflections.
I found out that the name of one of the main tracks of UCN is 'Eisoptrophobia'. I thought that maybe at some point in his life William had that.
Being afraid of his reflection, perhaps out of guilt and horror of his actions in the back of his mind. Of course he wouldn't want to reconsider anything he was doing, but maybe seeing himself in the mirror would remind him of those uncomfortable thoughts.
William would also think that he deserves to go to hell once he dies, which joins his tireless desire to find immortality.
On the other hand Mike… He just wants to be a good son. His father is the only family he has left...
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This comic is word for word based off of @pareidolla's post about broken so go check it out!!! One particular paragraph was written so poetically I couldn't get it out of my head so here's a comic inspired from it:
Transcript: A dog will fight you, naturally, but you are stronger, and if it is wise, it will realize resistance is pointless. You can harm a dog as much as you'd like until it learns to do whatever it takes to satisfy and stay your hand. Only then will you reward it, and only then will the dog merely flinch between caresses.
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At first Danny had been overjoyed to hear that Ellie had finally settled down. But then he realized the man she had chosen to spend the rest of her life with was absolute scum. He was a raging alcoholic without a stable job and even worse, the asshole had managed to get Ellie hooked on drugs.
Danny had tried to get her to leave him. But she kept on insisting that he wasn't that bad, that he had his good moments. Every time she talked about that man it sickened Danny but he never pushed her too much for fear of Ellie cutting off all contact with him.
Now, as he busted down the door to her apartment, Danny regretted not dragging Ellie back to the Infinite Realms when he had the chance. She had stopped communicating with him a few days ago and panic had overtook him. If he found out that bastard had done something to her, he'd unleash endless suffering the likes of which would make even Pariah Dark cower in fear.
As Danny made his way into the apartment, he found himself experiencing the one thing he dreaded the most. Ellie lay on the floor motionless, a needle beside her. He was too late. No. No no no. Why hadn't he tried harder to convince her? Why hadn't he forced her to move out ages ago. Danny cradled Ellie's body as a silent sob escaped him. Why hadn't he.... His thoughts were interrupted by shuffling coming from the corner.
Danny looked up to see a small boy, sitting in the corner, his legs pulled up to his chest as he watched him. The boy's eyes were hollow and lifeless. And he was so tiny and boney, a gust of wind could have blown him away. What was a child doing here? Was this... was this Ellie's kid? She had never mentioned having a son. Then again, as time had dragged on, she mentioned less and less about her life. It's quite possible she had a son and never elected to mention it to Danny (the very thought that she would keep something like that away from him was too painful to bear).
Danny stared at the boy who looked at him with abject terror. He didn't even need to ask why the kid looked like he was bracing himself. He knew exactly who had instilled such trauma into him. Resolve settled into his heart as he realized it didn't matter whether this was Ellie's kid or not. He wouldn't make the same mistake twice. He was taking the boy with him.
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Or Ellie is Catherine Todd and Danny takes Jason in.
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Y’all seemed to like this little freak so here
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old genloss art made right after the streams that I won’t likely finish. bit off more than I could chew with the tv monster but I’m happy with Charlie <3
TRIGGER WARNING- eye strain and distorted effects
(Click for slightly better quality)
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Lil more Ashril and Draeke thoughts.
Uhhh TW for short description of blood and death??? It’s like 3 sentences in particular Im looking at but Idk.
I’ve probably written like this before without the TW but take it anyways be safe take care of yourselves, all the things :]
Did Ashril run immediately or do you think they held Draeke as he died? Do you think they talked to him, apologized, held off their panic to give him a peaceful death? Do you think they told him they loved him one last time? Do you think they held his body tightly for just a moment after before running? Do you think they left him with a flower- a white tulip- one gripped in cold, limp hands?
Or- do you think they ran right after? Leaving his brother to die alone? Do you think it’s one of their biggest regrets, never staying in his final moments? Never saying goodbye? Never telling him she loved him? Too caught up in what they’d done, the lingering blood on their hands and left him to die alone in the freezing rain. His body and blood soaking into the ground for his husband to find later with the weapon they’d used laying bloody barely in reach of his hands? Or was his body never found, maybe ash went to him with Draeke’s blood on her hands and he snapped- forcing them out and *away* and far from the family that they will never again (even if they weren’t close- that just makes it so so much worse doesn’t it?)
I dunno. Thoughts, I’m having them.
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Day 5: Food Play / Candy Gore
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I've been craving to draw something in celebration of the news of the Hypno's Lullaby Mod's development being resumed...
So I ended up channeling my freezing ass into drawing some faces I've not attempted yet. Totally not because of the cold lol
It still feels weird to draw anything gore-y in general, but ngl it still was fun to try out. \ o /
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Day 6: protective
TW: stitched up vivisection wound
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Love the 1st episode of Hannibal, shit goes crazy
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(ERROR) SOMETHING NOT FOUND
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