#im apparently in a mood today

[vodika-vibes]

About Dusk: Love Language!

Dusk is a jerk. He is. He can't help it. Emotions are hard and making emotion words are even harder. Especially with his brothers in the Corrie Guard. (They all became assholes in sheer self-defense, after all).

So, Dusk's love language. "Have you eaten?", "How much sleep did you get?", "That senator who really hates clones is hanging out on your patrol route, I'll take your place today.", "I found a recipe that I think you'll like, you can be my guinea pig."

And under it all, they all have the same meaning. "I love you. I love you and I'm afraid for you. I love you and I'll protect you the only way I can. Please don't leave me, I don't think I could handle it."

[dumbnotstupidfuck]

inspired by this amazing fanart by @dgalerab

sorry to bring the angst again but holy fuck alastor using his power to control angel like a puppet with strings to use over husk.

nobody else seems to pick up on it right away, but husk knows immediately. he knows every soft smile and light brush of affection feels wrong and lifeless, he knows there’s something missing from behind his eyes, and he knows alastor is somehow behind it.

but it’s just been so long since husk has found someone like angel that he just can’t bring himself to believe it. he can’t bring himself to believe that it was all being taken away so suddenly, and, subconsciously, he can’t bring himself to put angel in a worse position by making alastor aware that he knows.

so he pretends for a bit that this is his angel.

he was just going through a rough time, that’s all.

the feeling missing behind his eyes is because of everything he’d gone through in his life, not because there’s nothing in there currently except alastor’s will and intention.

he ignores the hollow pet names and indifferent kisses because he just can’t cope with his little slice of paradise being crushed so insignificantly in between alastor’s fingers.

[lover-of-mine]

[valodia]

Ive been thinking about this post re cringe culture and i think like its fine to think a cringe person is annoying and to not like their art etc. Just keep that shit to yourself though. The problem is that ppl feel entitled to share their shit opinions when its like we didnt ask. Why do they want to hurt ppls feelings so badly. It isnt vital to make it known to the world you dont like what this cringe person has to offer. It isnt for you its for other cringe people. Am i making sense.

[actual-changeling]

there are few emotions i am as familiar with as anger. it has lived beneath my skin, grew with me while staying too big, a pair of shoes that doesn't quite fit right and make you stumble again and again.

sometimes you can catch yourself, laugh it off, ignore the burning scrapes in the palms of your hands and keep walking.

sometimes you fall and you taste your own blood, a hand that looks like your mother's presses a gun to the back of your head and demands silence. be silent or-

be silent.

i burn with it, greedy and unforgiving, waiting for the day it consumes all of me and runs out of fuel to feed itself, but it never does. the anger grew with me and it took my shape, i see it in every mirror. flickering fingers, soot smeared across my cheeks disturbed by tear tracks, eyes not red but the blue of my childhood.

it longs to destruct everyone who breathed a spark into it, to spread and dissolve until i am a rain of ash and smoke turning my live uninhabitable.

i am so, so angry, and it is trapped.

can you blame me for taking a knife and hoping that if i cut long enough, deep enough, it will finally find a way to leave?

[bubmyg]

there was a whole litany of bigoted commentary surrounding golden but i think my favorite was “the gp will not like jeongguk bc he can’t speak english” as if 1) that’s. okay to just admit w no nuance LMAO or 2) he wasn’t delightful every appearance. he was just there to giggle and stare at the ceiling. if ur not in love w him after hearing him go “yeaaHHHHH. IM HERE :D” that’s a u problem I fear

[captorcorp]

im obsessed with that mio game from the direct ive been rotating it in my mind... the protag is Such a little guy... it Scuttles up the wall like a creature...

[mihcor]

i also think that the water dragon should protect bailu like this and rip the preceptors apart

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[the-yearning-astronaut]

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[evadingreallife]

Oh, to be hurting all over and to have gotten just three hours of sleep- wait, thats me. Thanks, period.

[lover-of-mine]

Girl forgot headphones at home when she was about to spend the whole day out. There were no survivors.

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

see things cannot be too bad bc i put my fairy lights up in my bedroom today (finally) and i bought some really fucking good peppermint tea at the grocery store and im watching scooby doo movies before bed !

[endlesslyanya]

i really hope that before i have to leave this world, i'm able to spread as much love as i possibly can

i know deep in my soul that this is why i was born- to put a smile on people's faces; their joy is my joy.

that's why despite this heart being beaten and bruised, split open and left to bleed; it doesn't quit..... it renews itself somehow and bursts with love. i hope it does this until my last breath.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[thecherrygod]

i havent been into it for too long but im kinda surprised i havent seen a harrykim good ol classic florist and tattoo artist au

like yeah im not so sure how the logic of either of them being in those proffessions would work but im talking mostly aesthetics here

like. harry being a florist just. does something to me. like when kim is like he needs hobbies if you get the gardening gloves he suggest gardening is just very good. maybe its a bit of like instead of becoming a teacher first hes a florist first and stays there. or when he was a teacher they had some of a garden in there and he learned and then maybe got a part time job at a florist to support him on his teacher salary bc those usually arent enough. also i think he still has at least some of his adiction issues but not necesarily to the in game level (maybe amphetamines to be able to keep up with his lifestyle also maybe he grows weed but less relevant until later). and maybe he actually got to marry dora and is actually divorced here. working too much, not making enough money, and when back at home hes still an addict, maybe the relationship lasted more but still it never got good enough to keep.

and kim... theres a few options. either undercover just being on the tattoo shop somehow which is like. not the most sense making but still a possibility. or.. he never became a cop, either, got too disappoined by the system early on, noticed the injustice, but realized that it didnt matter what he did it wouldnt be enough. or he did join the rcm for a bit and then quit bc of that, maybe also eyes died in here too and that was the last straw for him leaving. maybe hes not necesarily the guy doing the tattoos, but more of the designs and piercings (i assume its a million times easier doing piercings than tattoos. i dont mean that it doesnt require a technique too tho but getting a needle through skin for a piercing seems easier than having the pulse to work on a permanent piece in someones skin with specific pressure with consistence, and if he was a cop and quit maybe he has shakier hands.... idk. i dont know how stuff like this works generally ngl. also idk. can you have a tattoo.. parlor? and do designs but not the tattoos themselves? id assume you can but no idea)

ok yeah something like that maybe. and also the shops are either side by side or right across the street. i can imagine harry walking through the tattoo parlor and looking at the designs and looking at a few plant based designs and liking them and just. going in. not exactly for a tattoo or anything but more to like. know how it is and maybe meet the artist and then he sees kim which i imagine with a lot of tattoos and piercings which is sort of whats fueling this at this point bc i wasnt gonna think about it for too long but now im too deep into it and like i imagine this kim as.. kind of distant as he tends to be, will try to hide the fact he was a cop bc at this point hes not proud of that, he just likes making designs while listening to speedfreaks fm, which you can hear from outside the parlor while walking on the streets, but he is cool, and if you talk to him he will talk to you, hes just maybe awkward but also he is kinda weird (which has harry like 👉👈)

and this was just going to be me saying "man i havent seen any of this" and instead i sort of made my take on it and it got longer than i expected. anyways!!!